DESPERATE POST

 

DESPERATE POST

THERE ARE THINGS THAT I LEARN

THAT I HAVE NO IDEA

HOW TO EXPRESS TO OTHERS….

MIND YOU

IT’S NOT ABOUT THE WORDS

PER SE

WORDS CAN ALWAYS BE FOUND

EVEN IF THEY DON’T ALWAYS CONVEY EVERYTHING THAT NEEDS TO BE SAID

LANGUAGE BEING AN OBSTACLE

TO COMMUNICATION…

(PROFESSOR VICTOR MENZA

TAUGHT ME THAT…..

GOD BLESS HIM…)

AND YET

AND BUT

AND STILL

I TRY

I DO MY BEST

FOR WHAT IT’S WORTH

TO GIVE WHAT I CAN

TO ANYONE WILLING TO LISTEN

OR READ

AS IT WERE

AND SO

HERE WE ARE AGAIN ……..

I AM COMPELLED TO GO AND STAY AT THE TREEHOUSE

THERE ARE MINDS THAT I NEED

TO COMMUNICATE WITH

WITHOUT OBSTACLES

CONCEPTS THAT I NEED TO FIND A BETTER WAY TO CONVEY TO OTHERS

WITH THE LEAST AMOUNT OF….

COMMENT DIT-ON…….?

PAIN?

CONFUSION?

DENIAL?

RESISTANCE?

REJECTION?

JUST LIKE IT TOOK ME A WHILE

TO GROK THE WHOLE

CREATOR/CREATION THING

AND THAT LED ME FURTHER ON

TO WHERE I AM NOW

BUT IT SEEMS LIKE

I’M THE ONLY ONE

THAT SEES THIS

EXPLORES THIS PATH

RECONCILING COSMIC OPPOSITES

AND THEIR OPERATION TOGETHER

AS NECESSARY CONSTRUCTS OF EXPERIENCE

IN OUR SHARING OF THE LIFE OF THE ONE

THE ONE

THE ONLY ONE

THE ONE AND ONLY ONE

WE ACCEPT THAT DARKNESS AND EVIL EXISTS

BUT WE SAY THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE ONE

HOW CAN SUCH A THING BE

WHEN ALL IS THE ONE

AND THE ONE IS ALL THAT IS?

IT ALWAYS PERPLEXED ME

AND I HAVE STRUGGLED HARD AND LONG

TO RECEIVE THE ANSWERS I SOUGHT

CONCERNING THE MANY QUESTIONS

THAT I HAVE BEEN TURNING OVER IN MY MIND AND HEART AND SOUL AND SPIRIT…..

and then some….

AND NOW I AM HERE

WITH ANSWERS I KNOW NOT WHAT TO DO WITH……..

AND SO I AM RUNNING TO THE TREEHOUSE……

FOR NOW

REMEMBER AND KNOW THIS

YE ARE GODS

THOU ART GOD

REALLY AND TRULY

I SAY UNTO YE

IT IS SO

YOU ARE GOD

CREATOR/CREATION

BEING WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE

YOU

WE

US

THEM

ALL ARE HERE TO LEARN

FROM OUR EXPERIENCE

IN THE ONE

THE LIFE OF GOD

WE ARE HERE FOR THE RIDE

HANG ON

OR NOT

WE ARE SIMPLY RIDERS

PASSENGERS

GOING FROM POINTS

ALPHA TO OMEGA

WILLIAM WAS RIGHT

AHEM

FRANCIS WAS RIGHT

WE ARE ACTORS

PLAYERS

CAST INTO THE ROLES

CHOSEN BY THE DIRECTOR AND PRODUCER OF THIS PLAY

THIS PRODUCTION

A GRAND SCRIPT OF SCRIPTS

AND SUB-SCRIPTS

(GOD KNOWS I’VE TOLD YOU ALL THIS BEFORE)

ALL AND EVERYTHING

EVERY MOLECULE

EVERY ATOM

EVERY QUARK AND NANO-QUARK

EVERY ULTIMATON

IN ALL AND EVERY THING

EVERY BEING

EVERY FORM

EVERY FORCE

EVERY ENERGY

EVERY THOUGHT

EVERY FEELING

EVERY EMOTION

EVERYTHING IS EVERY THING

EVERY THING IS EVERYTHING

IT IS WHAT IT IS

IT is what IT is

AND YET AND BUT AND THEN AND STILL

IT

BEING WHAT ‘IT’ IS

IT

IT IS TELLING US TO BE PERFECT

AS IT IS PERFECT

SO THAT WE MAY BE ABLE TO DO WHAT IT DOES

AS ITS OWN EXPANSION

AND EXPERIENCE

OF ITS OWN SELF

THROUGH AND WITH US

YOU

ME

THEM

ALL AND ANY OF US

WHO ARE WILLING TO COMPLETE THE JOURNEY

AND YET

THE COMPLETION OF THE JOURNEY

IS NOT UP TO ANY OF US

IT IS UP TO THE ONE

THE ONE IS BEING THIS

IN THIS ONE

AND THAT

IN THAT ONE

YOU ARE

I AM

WE ARE

WHO AND WHAT WE ARE

AND YOU ARE

AND I AM

BECAUSE OF THE ONE

THAT IS ALL AND EVERY ONE OF US

AND ANY OF US

AND ALL THIS

NO MATTER HOW LARGE OR HOW SMALL

YES, YES

I KNOW WHAT YOU’RE THINKING

HOW CAN GOD

THE ONE

LET SUCH EVIL EXIST AMONG US?

GOD IS LIGHT

GOD IS LOVE

GOD HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH

ALL THE DARK AND NEGATIVE CRAP

NONE OF THAT IS PART OF GOD

IT EXISTS IN SPITE OF GOD

YOU TELL ME

CAN ANYTHING EXIST IN SPITE OF GOD?

(Think hard and long on that one

Really think about it

What is GOD?

What are we basing our knowledge and experience with and within GOD

On and by and with and for and in …..what?

Who taught us about GOD?

Based upon what?

Who and what and when and how

Why?

Are you separate from GOD

Or one with GOD?

Who taught you either one?

Your consciousness decides your experience

And that consciousness

Is you and GOD as one

But GOD reigns……..

And that is what we most needs to understand…..)

IT IS ALL GOD.ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE

GOD IS ALL ARE WE ARE ONE ARE WE ARE ALL IS GOD

AND IF

GOD IS IN CONTROL

AND OVERCONTOL

OF ITS VERY SELF

EVERY ASPECT OF ITS SELf

THEN WHAT MAKES

ANY OF US THINK

THAT WE KNOW MORE

OR BETTER

THAN GOD?

WHAT IS

A HUMAN BEING?

THE HUMAN BEING

IS GOD ON EARTH

LITERALLY

EARTH IS GOD IN THE UNIVERSE

THIS UNIVERSE

INCLUDING ITS CHRIST MICHAEL ATON

IS GOD IN THIS UNIVERSE

AND ALL OF THE SUPERUNIVERSES

ARE GOD IN CREATION

AND GOD IS CREATION

AND CREATION IS GOD

AND HOW DO WE KNOW

THIS IS THE ONLY GRAND UNIVERSE?

WE ARE MEANT TO BE PERFECT

AS EVEN OUR FATHER IN THE HEAVENS

AM PERFECT……

WHAT IS TIME AND SPACE

BUT CONCEPTS?

WHAT IS THIS IS NOT THE FIRST CREATION OF ITS KINS

HOW WOULD WE KNOW?

PLEASE TO UNDERSTAND

THAT THESE ARE TYPE OF QUESTIONS THAT I SEEK ANSWERS TO

AND SO

I RUN TO THE TREEHOUSE FOR ANSWERS

FOR THAT IS WHERE I MAY BEST FIND THE ANSWERS THAT I SEEK

I WILL REVEAL IN WRITING

WHAT I CAN

BUT FOR NOW I AM HERE

DOING THIS

I GO THERE

TO DO WHAT MUST BE DONE THERE BUT IT IS ALL GOD ALL THE TIME

AND IF ONE IS DARK

AND SEEKS TO BE RAISED IN LIGHT

THEN IT IS GOD

WITH AND WITHIN THEM

THAT MAKES IT SO…..

AND IF ONE OF LIGHT

FAILS AND FALLS

IT IS GOD WITH AND WITHIN THEM

THAT MAKES IT SO….

AND SO

FOR THOSE THAT SEEK GOD

WHY DO YOU SEEK GOD

AND IF YOU FIND

THAT IT IS GOD

THAT MAKES IT SO

WHAT WILL YOU DO?

AND IF YOU SUFFER

MORE THAN YOU CAN BEAR

IN THIS LIFE

AND YOU KNOW

THIS IS GODS LIFE

IN YOU

FOR YOU

WHAT WILL YOU DO

WILL YOU FORGET YOUR IMMORTAL INFINITE, ETERNAL SELF AND BEING IN GOD

WILL YOU RESENT THE FACT

THAT THIS IS ONLY ONE LIFE

OUT OF SO MANY

THAT YOU HAVE ALREADY HAD

WITH SO MANY MORE TO COME?

RIGHT NOW

I HAVE NO REAL AND TRUE WAY

TO CONVEY TO YOU

THE PURPOSES OF GOD

IN GODS LIFE

FOR YOU

THAT YOU ARE LIVING

AS PART OF THAT ONE LIFE

THAT IS ALL LIVES…

INCLUDING YOURS

BITCH NOT

YOU SIGNED UP FOR IT

TO BE AS YOU ARE

THINKING WHAT YOU THINK

THAT YOU MAY KEEP LEARNING

FEELING AS YOU FEEL

THAT YOU MAY KEEP LEARNING

ALL ABOUT GOD

THE ONE

ALL IN THE ONE

ALL ABOUT THEHERE ARE MANY UNIVERSES

WITH MANY MICHAEL SONS

TO CREATE THEM

AND RULE OVER THEM AND ADMINISTER TO THEM

BUT IT IS ALL THE ONE

I ASSURE YOU

ALL IS ONE

ALL IS THE ONE

THE ONE IS ALL…

THE ONE IS SHARING

ITS ONE LIFE

WITH ALL OF ITS PARTS

WHICH INCLUDES

ALL FREE WILL EXPERIENCING

INTELLIGENT BEINGS

AND ALL BEINGS

AND ALL FORMS OF BEING

EVERY GRAIN OF SAND

EVERY BLADE OF GRASS

EVERY WALKING AND CRAWLING

AND FLYING AND SLITHERING

AND SWIMMING AND ROLLING AND BURROWING THINGS

AND THEN SOME…….

LIGHT AND DARK

TIME AND SPACE

ALL MECHANISMS OF PURPOSE

TO EXPERIENCE

A PERFECTED PERFECTION

THROUGH EXPERIENCE

OF BEING AND DOING

OF ALL AND EVERY

PART AND ASPECT

OF ITS SELF AS ITSELF

BEING FULLY ITSELF

AND ITS SELF

ALWAYS AND FOREVER

KNOWING NO BEGINNING

KNOWING NO END

BEHOLDEN TO NO ONE

BEHOLDEN TO NOTHING

AND NO THING

FOR ITS EXISTENCE AND BEING

KNOWING

THAT ALL THINGS

ARE BEHOLDEN TO IT

FOR THEIR LIFE AND BEING AND EXISTENCE….

PLEASE…..REJOICE!!!

REJOICE IN THE FACT

THAT THE ONE KNOWS ONLY ONE FEELING

ONE EMOTION

LOVE

THE ONE.LOVES.ITSELF

ALL OF ITS SELF

THE GOOD

THE BAD

THE BEAUTIFUL

THE UGLY

ALL THE PERSONALITIES AND PLACES AND THINGS

THAT ARE NECESSARY

IN ORDER TO EXPERIENCE

THE FULLEST EFFECT

OF ITS FIRST CAUSE

IN ORDER TO MANIFEST ITS SELF AS IT FULLEST EXAMPLE

OF PERFECTION MADE PERFECT

THROUGH ITS OWN EFFORT

TO ABSOLUTELY

ULTIMATELY

SUPREMELY

MANIFEST ITSELF

AND IT’S SELF

THAT IT MAY FILL ITSELF UP

TO OVERFLOWING

PERPETUATING ITSELF

AND IT’S SELF

ALWAYS AND FOREVER

INFINITELY AND ETERNALLY

AND KNOW AND REMEMBER

THAT YOU ARE YOUR PART IN THIS

LIFE AFTER LIFE

ONTO YOUR PERFECTION

WHEN AND WHERE

YE MAY BE

AS THE FATHER OF ALL THINGS IS

DOING AS THE FATHER DOES

CREATING AND MAINTAINING

YOUR OWN CREATION

AFTER, OF COURSE

YOU LEARN THE ROPES

BY CREATING AND MAINTAINING

YOUR OWN UNIVERSES

AS DO THE MICHAEL SONS……….

AND SO

YE ARE GODS

YE ARE GODS BEING WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE

IN THE ONE

AS THE ONE IS EXPRIENCING ITS SELF

BEING YOU

ALL OF YOU

AND EACH OF YOU

ALL THE TIME

AND EVERYWHERE……………………..

BEGINNING TO SEE HOW IT WORKS?

I HOPE AND PRAY THAT IT DOES

THAT WOULD MAKE MY JOB A LOT EASIER………….. smile

LOVE YOU!!!

GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS!!!

(-i-)

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