FIRST GRATITUDE

Well….i got the diploma……….
They tell me a Mantle of Light is on the way………..
And a new and better job……gotta have a job, right?

So here I am….and I get it….I GET…IT.
So
No matter what happens
I am grateful.
GOD knows that I am grateful for all and any of it.
The ups and downs and sideways
The good, the bad, the ugly and the beautiful
I am grateful
I am thankful
I lay myself prostrate before THE ONE
And shed tears of joy for my being and existence
THANK YOU, OH LORD, OH GOD, OH FATHER
THANK YOU
FOR LIFE AND LIGHT AND LOVE
FOR BEING AND EXISTENCE!!!
WITHOUT YOU, I CANNOT EVEN EXIST
WITHOUT YOU TO MOVE ME, I CANNOT MOVE
I CANNOT ACT UNLESS YOU ACT THROUGH ME
I CANNOT WALK UNLESS YOU ARE MY LEGS
AND I AM ALSO YOUR LEGS
I CANNOT TALK UNLESS YOU ARE MY VOICE
AND I AM YOUR MOUTHPIECE
MY THOUGHTS ARE JUST A PART OF
YOUR ONE, ETERNAL, INFINITE THOUGHT
OF ALL AND EVERYTHING
ALL THAT YOU THINK OF YOURSELF
ALL THAT YOU ARE
I CANNOT THINK UNLESS YOUR THOUGHT RESIDES IN ME
MY SOUL IS PART OF YOU
MY SPIRIT IS OF YOUR SPIRIT
YOUR SPIRIT IS MY SPIRIT
Surely there is no Spirit in anything without YOU
YOUR HEART IS MY HEART
MY HEART IS YOUR HEART
MY LOVE IS YOUR LOVE
AND YOUR LOVE IS MY LOVE
[isn’t there a song for that? Smile]
YOUR LIGHT IS MY LIGHT
MY LIGHT IS YOUR LIGHT
WE ARE ONE
YOU AND I
THIS IS ALL YOU ALL THE TIME, AFTER ALL
AND IF THERE IS SOMETHING THAT I MUST DO
IT IS ONLY BECAUSE YOU GAVE IT TO ME TO DO
AND IF THERE IS SOMETHING THAT I MUST BE
IT IS ONLY BECAUSE YOU GAVE IT TO ME TO BE
FOR I CANNOT DO OR BE ANYTHING
UNLESS YOU GIVE IT TO ME TO DO AND BE
UNLESS YOU DO IT THROUGH ME
UNLESS YOU BE IN ME
WHAT IS YOUR WILL TO BE IN ME
UNLESS YOU LIVE IN ME AND THROUGH ME
FULFILLING YOUR PURPOSE IN AND THROUGH AND WITH ME
YOUR WORD IN WHAT I AM IN YOU
AND WHAT YOU ARE IN ME
THAT DOES NOT AND CANNOT COME BACK TO YOU VOID
FOR THE END WAS KNOWN EVEN FROM BEFORE THE BEGINNING
AND ALL THAT I AM IS BECAUSE OF YOU
BECAUSE YOU HAVE MADE ME SUCH AS I AM IN YOU
AND AS YOU HAVE ESTABLISHED YOURSELF IN ME
SO AM I
FOR YOUR WILL IS PERFECT AND COMPLETE
THERE IS NO PART OF ANY ASPECT OF IT
THAT IS LEFT TO ANYTHING BUT YOUR WILL AND PURPOSE
AND I GET THAT
I GET IT
AND SO I AM ETERNALLY AND INFINITELY GRATEFUL TO YOU
OH BELOVED FATHER AND FRIEND
ADORED CREATOR AND MASTER
AND WITH ALL OF MY LOVE AND DEVOTION
MY MIND, BODY AND STRENGTH
I GIVE YOU MY INFINITE AND ETERNAL THANKS
FOR ALL YOU ARE
AND ALL YOU ARE IN WHAT I AM
AND ALL THAT I AM IN YOU.

KIBO=DABI

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21 Responses to FIRST GRATITUDE

  1. Marja says:

    DISINFORMATION AND THE UNINFORMED
    PJ 168 – Chap. 9
    “KNOW that your very adversarial negative and unbalanced ‘non-friends’ will disorient you, misinform, cunningly change word meanings and actually turn you away from GOD instead of into the Truth of God.
    That will be through misstatements and RE-defined word meanings.”

    PJ 21 – CREATION – chap. 24
    “UNINFORMED
    Do not be dismayed or discouraged when the uninformed criticize and accuse you of all manner of heinous things–it has ever been thus–it is the very character of the uninformed to continually criticize and accuse. They usually remain in ignorance for they fear ridicule if they make pronouncements and then find their pronouncements to be false.
    The uninformed continually search for connections which they cannot understand.
    “religions” are set up by man—“teachings” are set up by God in the purest direct course to Spirit if it be His Truth presented.
    “religion and ……indoctrination …..can suppress a being and make him depend on something that stands above him and gives him orders and advice.
    The result is a creature no more master of himself but subjecting himself to something that remains powerfully above him and separate from him. “

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    • kibodabi says:

      LOL…….THANK YOU….IT HELPS IMMENSELY….
      GOD BLESS YOU IN ALL THINGS ALL THE TIME
      LET US ALL MOVE ON INTO THE FUTURE THAT COMES FOR ALL OF US
      AND PASS THROUGH THAT PORTAL OF LIGHT
      TOGETHER
      IT WOULD NOT BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU
      BUT I KNOW THAT YOU
      ESPECIALLY YOU
      WILL GO THROUGH BEFORE ME
      SO PLEASE
      MAKE SURE MY ASS GETS THROUGH
      AS WELL
      SMILE
      LOVE YOU
      THANK YOU
      BLESS YOU
      THANK YOU AGAIN
      AMEN
      I AM I
      I AM
      KIBO=DABI
      AND I LOVE YOU AND BLESS YOU
      AS BEST I CAN
      AS BEST I CAN
      AMEN AGAIN
      LOL………..OYAHE

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  2. Melody says:

    The Creator Writings
    June 27, 2016
    Now Is The Time!

    It is time now, my beloved, to look to the future. The tragedies, trauma and disasters are a clear sign of the old ways dying. I will say this again; the old ways are dying and it is up to each of you to begin the work of healing humanity. Some of those who have been awakened, but know not what to do with the information and physical signals of awakening will appear and act unbalanced. Please do not ignore them! It is up to every human who experiences and/or comes in contact with these people to send them Unconditional Love and healing thoughts through whatever doorway (whether it be past, present or future) they are willing to accept it. You have been given the gifts you have for a reason….now is the time to put them into play! ~ Creator

    Now Is The Time!

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  3. realkimsubin says:

    Don’t justify your bad behavior.
    HOLY IS ONE, BUT DARKNESS ISN’T ONE.

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    • kibodabi says:

      why say you this? whatever you feel is example of my bad behavior, please to spell it out and that will give me something to answer. until then, what can I say? a thing that may seem bad in your eyes may be something quite different than you realize……but whatever the case, it is not for me to convince anyone of anything that I say…I fully expect people to make up their own damn minds. it is simply that I would like something more detailed from you on the matter that I may better address it./// do I curse too much for you? I smoke, I drink, I watch too much tv and play shooter games…..I would smoke weed if I could but I can’t so I don’t…….other than that, what can you hold against me and even that is of no concern in all of this…..but if that concerns you so very much, feel free to run away screaming…I will understand……as far as anything else…..explain…..I have done nothing that needs justifying as far as I can tell…..so you would have to let me know exactly what it is that I have to take due consideration of…..please….ok? thanks
      God Bless you
      and yes…I love you….and there is nothing that you need to be forgiven for….but you know that…..smile

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      • realkimsubin says:

        You just kick your habits of garbage.
        habits of garbage is darkness. 그러한 행동을 하면서 빛일 수 없다.
        I feel, you same perpetrators..
        WHEN I SEE BAD THING,
        I THINK YOU THAT BEHAVE BADLY BUT STANDING LIGHT SIDE (BECAUSE ONE?)

        Don’t self-justification

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        • kibodabi says:

          I still need you to be more specific…..please to name the garbage you speak of……
          just so I can be sure we are on the same page of this conversation
          like I said…as far as I am concerned, I have nothing to justify…..
          I am what I am
          here and now
          and as i have evolved to this point…I expect to do the same from moment to moment
          as the future unfolds
          right now…I am this….I can be nothing else…..even as I strive to improve what I think I could improve upon
          that is my struggle to deal with and you will forgive me if
          I have no concerns about what anyone else has to say about any of it
          only one opinion counts…….and i’m told that things are as they should be
          and will change as they will change
          in The Will Of THE ONE
          so
          if I tell you that I and I are good….then
          at least for me…it is so.
          so you are going to have to give me more than you’re giving in your complaint
          if I am going to be able to actually take it into consideration
          as a means to provide myself greater motivation
          to reach that point
          where the change happens as it is supposed to
          all of this fits in
          so please don’t be shy
          give me your best shot
          make it count
          thanks
          God Bless
          KIBO=DABI

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          • realkimsubin says:

            I loved you.
            I were brainwashed in my dreams by Mind control weapons. bad human in dreams simulated you. so i was sexual assault by bad human in dreams.
            I wanted to you behave for light unlike them. so i wanted to i wasn’t brainwashed and sexual assault.
            but you same them. you are Obscene. i told you but you didn’t fix your bad behavior… you self-justification as ONE AND Experience
            ….they didn’t stop brainwashing.
            and i dead

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            • Marja says:

              To Realkimsubim
              A Christed Being is loving – kind – patient – honest – generous – understanding – forgiving – respectful of other’s beliefs/opinions/ideas – compassionate and helpful.
              None of us is perfect right now and we should not judge anybody for using ‘bad’ language sometimes.
              The ‘really bad’ person is the one who tries to hurt and destroy you by saying lies and making accusations without proof, to stop others from trusting you and being your friends, to spoil your work and life – that is not a Christed behavior.
              But still it is not for us to pass judgment- it is for God to do it.
              It is your responsibility to try to be good – don’t accuse others because you have a bad dream – ask God to help you.
              Think of a Violet Light to clean all the dark thoughts and imagine a wall of God’s Light around you, protecting you, before you go to sleep.
              I hope your problems will be solved – but you have to make the effort and don’t blame others.

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          • realkimsubin says:

            if you self-justification your bad behavior as one, you Sides with the darkness.
            it is Delaying the punishment of the dark.

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      • KAN DAEK says:

        The bad behavior is the continuing story telling and changing Kibo and your confusing writings that move all over the place. You have switched from being a Michael waiting a universe and delaying that to serve with then having a universe in which you have completed the same bestowals as CM and this is not so. Nor did you max all those dark side folks you claimed. The techma guys nor where you ever responsible for them. Michael sons do not make techmas at any level of being and experience. Look back over your own story. Dabi is a Michael Son who has NOT built a universe yet but is still in the necessary Central Universe period of experience and I know this for sure.

        Get of the drugs and booze Kibo. Please. It shows in the endless whirling around of long repetitive pieces that go exactly no where. I was trying to work with you on this privately and you told me to take a hike.. so here it is AGAIN publically . I love you Kibo but you are rapidly turning yourself into an ascending son and throwing away Dabi and that i how it is.

        I once and maybe twice said your spiritual advisor had to go. Because you had reliance on him and not on Dabi. The only spiritual advisor you ever needed was Dabi and you were supposed to carry his energy on this world as an incarnation of him.

        you expressed fear and not being ready both in your pieces you wrote and to me and other people . And so it seems to still be. Are you going to walk as Dabi or as Lyman? The choice seems to be Lyman.

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        • kibodabi says:

          Ok….let’s do this……

          For the record, I haven’t done any drugs in thirty years…..
          I don’t drink hard liquor anymore…sticking with beer….and I’m down to once a week with that….i am working on drinking less when I drink….that will take time
          Eventually I won’t drink at all…… but for now it’s the only stress release I have…….and it keeps me from snappin on people….y’know?
          The DABI thing started forty years ago. That’s when the word first popped up. Back then I considered it a personal GOD name…a name that I used for GOD that was between me and Him…..it was actually an acronym…DO.AS.BE.IS…nice, huh?
          Back in those days I had just been put firmly on The Path with the Unicorn proclamation thing….i was learning to listen and follow instruction and the whole DABI thing was something of a process to evolve through…it still is. That was also when I first drew the Island. Back then it was a life map…now…smile…..
          By the time we met, I had already been told the story of Tobias Merkon…..but still didn’t really know what to make of it……as time went by I was able to understand more and more as the process evolved further. By the time I met you I was already established as a good son of DABI…KiboDabi…
          As the conversation and teaching continued with SPIRIT/GOD/DABI, eventually I reached that point in consciousness where I felt that I had a connection to a Creator/Michael son named DABI….it was a notion….something that just occurred to me…I had just arrived at such a possibly….
          I actually thought that you were going to tell me to slow down, take it easy, let’s take our time and figure it out and then see…..that didn’t happen.
          The next thing I knew, you yelled to one and all that I was a Michael Son…..i was more shocked than anybody….i found that I was clueless and everyone was asking questions and all I could do was take your word for everything and come up with the best answers that I could……..i worked very hard to live up to expectations…..all along I was operating on whatever you said……and that showed in my posts, as well…..i was always working to support you………
          And if things could have been left at that, perhaps things would be better between us……..but the process was still processing, still evolving and it has led me to where I am today. This is and has been my experience and DABI has been with me all along and through every bit of it.
          i also found that my fear went away after I left you…….it helps not to have people beating you over the head and threatening you with trauma to induce a forced walk-in……the truth of the matter seems to be much different than you say…at least in my experience with it.
          Please try to understand. I did everything that I could to agree with you about all of this. I wanted you to be right about it. I did my best to ignore what I was learning but the thing just wouldn’t let go. Now you can call it fantasy or delusion or whatever…but there’s no proof of anything in this and the same can be said for you declaring yourself the planetary Christ…..i don’t say anything about it because that’s on you…..i have my hands full as it is…..apparently you don’t…….so while you are doing your best to make me appear as you have me appear….you could better spend that time taking care of your own problems….i am told that there are those upstairs that are not happy with you…but I want nothing to do with that…..it is enough for me to work on myself, which I do all the time.
          Now DABI and I have already merged…I said I am ready and I mean it….there is a period of adjustment….. and when the time comes for the whole thing to do its thing that will happen…..
          You seem to want to have a say so in all of this…you don’t…you can’t
          I don’t. I can’t…none of this is up to me. You act like DABI and SOURCE are not in control; as if, even though it is important, there was room to fail……that makes no sense to me…
          As far as my posts now are concerned…I think/feel that I am doing better than I did with you in that I don’t have to write around you anymore…….i know they are long and winding and cause one’s eyes to glaze over…but that’s me…that’s who and what I am….and if it’s that bad…why are you reading them?
          And last and most important
          You have spoken ill of my beloved friend and brother….you couldn’t send so much as one word of condolences but you were quick to show up if someone called you selfish….what does that say about you?
          He was, and still is, a good man, a kind man, filled with love and light of GOD
          He did the work harder and deeper and better than anyone
          He tirelessly and ceaselessly worked for GOD. He is a true servant who would bend over backwards to help you out. He and I would talk about GOD for hours and we helped and taught each other.
          He is a better human being and person and personality and spirit than you could ever hope to be
          What you said was mean, cold, cruel, callous and bordering on evil
          You have lost the last of what little respect I had for you
          And if all I need is Dabi, as you say…..what do I need you for?
          If there is really such a thing as a Celestial Restraining Order
          I have filed one against you
          I just want you to leave me alone
          And let me work in peace
          You are an irritating distraction
          And this bullshit is taking up my time
          Sigh
          I know you will keep at it
          It is what you do
          Badger people
          You could never give me any advice on this that helped or that I didn’t know already…….
          I left you because you lied and you lied more after that
          Theo was right
          She also said that the 3DD was cancelled two weeks before you di
          I got mad at here because she said the three uncles told here
          Come to find out months later
          She was right
          Sigh
          Theo
          I apologize
          I love you
          Please forgive me
          Thank you
          As for you
          Margaret
          [is that really your name? just want to know]
          I can assure you that all and everything is in place and ready and waiting for activation
          Until then
          There is nothing that you can say to me that carries any weight
          Past and present experience makes it impossible for me to believe anything you say about me and DABI
          You have proven yourself to me to be petty and vindictive and manipulative bordering on being a control freak….you probably crossed that line already……
          I am no longer within your field of influence and it is that way for a reason established by GOD and ATON and DABI. Your need to appear as an authority over me and doing all you can to own the whole process of DABI……..sigh……senseless ego…………
          I know you will keep doing it until what comes, comes
          But
          You need to check yourself and take care of that before it turns back on you
          If this is the extent of your love for me…….don’t bother…it is another lie
          You were happy at my loss and pain……so be it

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  4. Melody says:

    Congratulations! Smile… God Sees You with Love – Head, Heart, Soul, Body & Spirit

    WHENEVER GOD SHINES HIS LIGHT – VAN MORRISON

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  5. KAN DAEK says:

    and who is THEY Kibo….

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    • Amy says:

      Oh, come on, Candace, get a new hobby.

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    • kibodabi says:

      Dearest Candace……
      This whole thing with you and me started because Theo called you a liar….
      And then you came on screaming ‘HOW DARE YOU’
      And I told you to relax…that I had this…because I didn’t want my house to be used as a way to fuck with you….i was still protective of you then……smile
      Then you said that she won’t get it
      And I replied that she deserved every opportunity to do so……..which to me was a simple truth…since everyone deserves that…in GOD…..and then you screamed at me
      HOW DARE YOU HOW DARE YOU HOW DARE YOU
      You claimed that I chastised you to Theo…or in front of her or something……
      And all I did was state a simple truth
      I couldn’t apologize for it…because it was truth……
      After that nothing I did was good enough for you
      All that I did became fodder for your abusive harassment……..
      I was shocked
      I didn’t know that you could be like that…….
      Sigh
      Years ago ‘they’
      Meaning CM ATON & CO et al……….that THEY…okay?
      Anyway
      Years ago they told me that something was wrong with you and I denied it…saying there was no proof
      Same reply I gave Theo, btw………
      And they kept at me about it until I screamed enough
      And they relented and said
      Fine…okay…you pass………
      Now I realize it wasn’t a test……it was the truth
      But I didn’t listen
      I didn’t want to listen
      Sigh
      There was a time that I would have happily have taken a bullet for you
      No more
      I tried to live up to your expectations
      And that was wrong
      Even when I disagreed with you on something
      I kept my mouth shut
      That was wrong
      But I had to go through all this to fully understand what it meant
      I remember when They gave me that targeted message that caused you to read me the riot act
      And believe me…I thought it should have gone to you, too
      And I asked them that
      And they said….
      No……we’re giving it to you………
      So I took it
      And you were highly upset
      Said I had overstepped my boundaries
      Any work
      Anything I did was ripped apart by you
      You accused me of the most ridiculous things
      All the while giving me meaningless advice
      And always comparing my situation to yours
      As if your life was the solution to my own
      I had witnessed you doing this with other people
      Now it became clearer to see….
      Not to mention that months before this started
      THEY told me that I would have to leave AH
      I fought against that with all my might
      When you turned your anger at me
      I begged
      I pleaded
      I tried to act like a good boy
      And that only made things worse
      By the time you ripped apart the last post that I did
      And then accused me of faking it
      I realized why and how you came to that
      I truly believe you were
      Once again
      Applying your life to mine
      But my life is not yours
      And you gave yourself away
      Now
      I want you to know that I forgive you
      I understand
      It’s okay
      I get it
      I get that you have this desperate need to be considered
      As the one and only real and true
      Infallible authority
      In this game………
      I get that
      I get that you cannot admit to being wrong about anything
      I understand…….
      I forgive you
      I love you
      As a human being
      And as a part of GOD
      I never wanted to fight with you
      I was more than willing to let us both play our parts in peace
      And let it all lead to its inevitable conclusion
      It’s okay that you do all that you can to discredit me
      To claim that I have gone dark
      Or am under the influence of some dark thing or dark things
      Or anything that isn’t GOD
      I get your need to do that
      Your need to protect yourself
      And your reputation
      But I am not a threat to you
      I have never tried to be, anyway….
      If you feel that I am a threat to you
      In some way
      That makes you feel
      Like all of this is a necessity
      Then go ahead
      I know that you feel that your truth is the only thing that matters or should matter
      That you are the only one that is right while all others are wrong
      At least….the ones that don’t agree with you…..it seems……
      It’s okay
      Do what you feel that you have to do
      After all
      This is all part of the experience in GOD
      And it is what it is
      And it will be what it will be
      So if you really feel that you have to go this route
      It’s okay
      I understand
      I will play with you whenever I find the time and energy to do so
      This is one of those times
      I am sure you will not stop
      And that you will think of better things to throw at me
      It’s okay
      You’re just being who and what you are
      I would hope that you would spend more time giving your own messages
      And communications
      Which hasn’t happened in quite a while
      I do miss that
      It would be nice to see more of your own hand on the front of AH
      It seems that you are spending all your time on tiu
      Which it okay
      I get it
      It’s something bigger
      That you can be the center of attention of
      But there is stuff that should be going on the front at AH
      And you’re not putting it there
      And I know why…….
      And it’s sad
      You have a perfectly good treasure right before you
      And because it doesn’t agree with you
      You won’t post it where it matters most
      That I don’t understand
      But so be it
      That’s enough for now
      There are those that feel that you should get over yourself
      I figure things can be no other way than they are right now
      This is all for a purpose and purposes
      That I know that you don’t understand
      I know that this path that I walk
      Is not something that you can understand
      Now that it is away from you
      And your influence has been taken away from me
      I have witnessed you accuse me of the most ridiculous things
      Based upon assumptions borne of conjectures based on apparent fantasy
      But hey, it is what it is
      I get that
      So
      While you are doing all that you can to cast whatever doubt that you can
      Upon me
      Please try to realize that it is also making you look childish
      Resentful
      Spiteful
      Revengeful….however, I cannot understand whatever it could possibly be that you would think needs revenging…unless you are still upset about that thing with Theo…..if you’re mad about me leaving…that was your fault…I did my best to stay….so don’t get mad at me over it……
      Again
      You can twist my words all you want to do your best to fit your own agenda in all of this
      Truth needs no defense and falsehood has none…….
      So no matter what I say you will squeeze what you want out of it, I am assured
      So like I said
      I don’t mind playing this game with you
      But I don’t have as much time as you do to attend to it
      Neither do I care about it as much as you do
      It’s just that you seem to really need to do this for your own sake
      So the least I can do is oblige……smile
      Take care kid
      God Bless
      KIBO=DABI

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      • KAN DAEK says:

        theo had nothing to do with it and we had no problem until you set it up. I never spent any time in working with you in fact until I began to get concerned when you froze up in your repetitive work and I made some suggestions you were stuck and wondered if you might get back to writing some stories and making creative videos. this is your problem Kibo . Then you said to me publically things like If I don’t post the truth on that money stuff that is not true you would never forgive me.

        I DO NOT KNOW YOU ANYMORE KIBO. I never know which Kibo is going to show up in your work. You are not Dabi and Dabi confirms that with me several times. We are trying to get you “back” into service Kibo. and out of this merry go round you are stuck in still . You have personality changing going on. And one or more of those personallities is attacking AH.

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        • kibodabi says:

          !?!?!?!?!?wow…..all I need is for you to leave me be….attack AH?….my problem is with you…..
          soo you deny that you screamed at me after I said that Theo deserved every opportunity to do so?

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    • Zaid The Great says:

      CANDACE YOU SEEM THINK THAT YOUR TRUTH IS THE ULTIMATE TRUTH AND YET YOUR TRUTH IS NOT THE ULTIMATE TRUTH AND YOU SHOULD ACCEPT THAT…..INSTEAD OF SEEMINGLY TRYING TO FORCE YOUR TRUTH UNTO OTHERS SUCH AS DABI AND SPARK OF LIGHT…

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      • KAN DAEK says:

        So ZAID the NON GREAT .. are you one of those deliberately corrupting Dabi’s desire to be in Kibo and also Dabi IS part of AH.. Kibo is NOT. There is a disconnect.

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  6. Amy says:

    Thank YOU!!! By the way, whatever is coming… I can feel it more now… every minute of every day… physically even… and the clouds look WEIRD… and my cel phone isn’t working correctly… and the news is more bizarre than usual… I don’t know… but something is very ‘off’ and I’m hoping that means it’s RIGHT ON!! Smile!

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