Man sitting on a stool in a corner, tired and bloody and broken inside…………he looks at his adversary………the dark eyed monster of a thing standing in the opposite corner…pacing…waiting…anxious to finish the job…..he knows his prey is beaten and if he is not afraid now…he will be…and he will die in fear………….
The man stares down at the unforgiving canvas of the ring……his mind is a whirlwind of doubts and trepidation. He tries to analyze the long and brutal rounds but he cannot hold them in his mind…..he prays for strength, for clarity, for inspiration……..Oh God! You who are with and within and without all things at once = are we not each other? Prove to me now, help me prove to myself the value of all my training…..let not my experience be in vain………..
He looks around at the crowd of screaming people. They yell out support…some for him…some for his opponent…..he centers in on those that talk to him, telling him to win….His gratitude becomes a prayer and he is drawn into silence within. The sounds fade away and he is left only with a stillness born of a solid void that yet flows like an ocean…….it is dark, and he cannot see. He looks for light but there is none around…..” Father! Where is your light that I might see clearly?”
“Within you” comes the reply from the core center of his being….”You see darkness because you believe your eyes and not the heart of your mind, nor the mind of your heart, not the reality of the soul of your spirit, nor the reality of the spirit of your soul……The question is not: Where is MY Light. MY Light is everywhere and in everything. The question you should be asking is: Where is your light? Ask yourself…..Where is my light?…..then ask ME where your light is…….and I will show you….if you will just open your eyes and see what is within you, you would see what is around you……and when you see your light I will give you more light that you may see MY Light for what it is…all and everything as one in unity with Love which is all and everything as one in unity…………..
Man lying on the canvas floor of a square ring designed to be a temple of destruction……he closes his eyes among the deafening roar of an insatiable crowd and drowns them out of the ocean of his being with his own deafening roar and cry……the roar of a lion and the cry of a unicorn….CHOOSE! says the reverberating voice that echoes from the heart of the nothingness that surrounds him…
Choose for me
I don’t know how! What am I choosing!?
THE LETTER OF THE LAW OR THE SPIRIT OF THE LAW…NOW CHOOSE!
I choose the spirit of the law.
Does it matter?
Man lying on the floor getting kicked in the head…………thinking………waitaminute…….
I choose the spirit of the law because the spirit is higher, purer, stronger and exists from everlasting to everlasting. The letter of the law is taken by men and enslaved to their own little wills, they corrupt it and change it according to their needs and desires at any given time, to suit their own limitations and ignore or excuse and even forgive the darkness that dwells within them…….they make it their slave instead of their guide and thus, without a guide, they cannot find their way to salvation.
But the spirit of the law is forever, born of the pure intent found not just in men, but in Holy Will to create that perfect place where all of God’s creatures live in love and light, each one being the other and all things being in unity, they seek only to live in that perfect state of being because they know that that is what they are…and all else is the corruption of illusion from without, instead of the perfection of love and light from within.
He sees the lion roar in anguish as it is put in chains and pulled away, out into the far flung darkness. The unicorn turns into a beautiful woman of light and comes to him, touching his heart. I am the unicorn. I am that which is the perfect spirit of the law of The One that endures from everlasting to everlasting. You have chosen me because we are each other. I have been with you and have belonged to you since the beginning of time immemorial and even before time. You have been with me and have belonged to me since forever began. We are one and the same, we are each other and our light is one light and our love is one love. But you have come here to do something and cannot remember what it is you needs must do. You must defeat your greatest adversary, the enemy of your life and being, the destroyer of worlds and souls. You think that you are fighting another….that is illusion in a realm of illusion. Open your eyes and see that you are fighting not another, but yourself. You are one as God is one. You are all as God is all. There is only God being God in infinite ways of expression in order to expand in experience that the light and love of such will demonstrate that all is one and one is all and everything is everything in light and love…and not the darkness you perceive to be all encompassing…that is the great illusion. That is what the children of men have wrought in their greed and corruption. Win this battle, it is within you to do so and all the help in creation is already with you. Win this struggle, this fight that you are having with yourself…the self of you that is dark and foreboding.
Before you lies the sum total of the energy that you have given to your thoughts and emotion concerning all that you perceive that you have done wrong. All and every lie that you have ever told for any reason…your lusts…your sins and transgressions, your inequities and mistakes….your sense of stupidity as found in your guilt and regret…your anger and the effects and costs of that anger when directed at others who are you, after all. Every act of violence, mental, emotional and physical, is an open book you strive to close that won’t stay closed……your every thought, feeling, fantasy and act…your every word and creation created by the acting thrown into those words…intentional or unintentional. Your adversary, that monster that is stomping you down into the floor, is you being afraid….it is your fear and it is your fear and it is your greatest fear…it is your fear of yourself.
You fear your self. You fear yourself because you know that you are God and God is you and that power is inherent within your system and acts with you in all things that you are and do. You fear the darkness within you and because of that darkness you are afraid to be you, fully you, completely and totally you…because you are a most powerful being. You are a human being and that is a powerful thing.
This is why the darkness rules you. It rules you because they that serve the darkness are not afraid to do so because they believe that darkness is their natural state. If it were not so, they have said to themselves, then why is all we perceive to be darkness? We look out into the great void and see darkness. We close our eyes and see darkness. Why? Because that is what we are…and they embrace that and become that and call the Law of God a lie and so corrupt it to their own uses…yes, it is true and you have discovered it. Be Blessed in God!
Now…you…you want to be free. You want salvation and have to fight for it and you are afraid of your opponent because you don’t understand what your opponent is…it is you. It is the sum total of all that you perceive in you to be dark, being more than the sum of its parts…..and it is now beating you to death…and should you die…………….the fight will start over and you will have to keep doing this until you learn how to win……and win.
How….says the man…How?…asks the man…How am I to defeat the evil inside of me when it has grown so huge?
It is huge to you because you feed it…stop feeding it……you think that you cannot win because when you perceive your adversary, you see what it has become and recognize the fact that you made it that way…and while that is considered a state of realization, and so is considered progress…it is still not seeing the truth of the matter……….
And that truth is?
That truth is…it is not what you have been or have done in what you consider the past, that is important in this battle. It is who and what you are being and doing right now…here and now, that determines the tide of battle. It is so huge to you because with each passing moment in the here and now, you are feeding this monster with all of the fodder of your past all at once…and why is that, because you have never cut off that flow of guilt, remorse and regret over even the tiniest of things and you have made of the chains and weights that hold you down and back…they slow you considerably, a burden that hangs around your neck like an albatross and it is that albatross that feeds the beast and since you keep renewing the thoughts that create that albatross, you have provided it with an unlimited food supply….so to speak…….
So remove that dead bird from around your neck and let it be taken by the Holy Fire of God’s Sacred Heart that it may become the values learned in the experience of expressing God in this realm for the sake of demonstration. Let that Blazing Fire renew and regenerate the essence of all that experience and change the meaning of it to the cause of your salvation in perfection rather that your defeat in corruption.
Like a Phoenix, it shall be reborn and renewed that The Law may again, serve God’s Will in full.
I don’t understand………
Knock him out.
Man opening his eye while on the floor while getting kicked in the head and ribs and legs and back and arms and generally being stomped on…….
Man rising on his hands…
Man rising on his elbows…
Man rising to his knees and looking around…..and noticing something……
Man smiling on his knees and saying to himself
I get it now…thank you
Man rising to his feet one knee at a time……
Man standing straight
Man standing straight and tall
Man laughing in joy
And feeling no pain……………….
The adversary hits the man in the face
The man laughs
The adversary kicks the man in the groin
The man laughs
The adversary stands before the man confused
Why you not hurt…not fall down?
The man laughs and replies
I’ve hurt myself too much in the past
I refuse to do it anymore
The man raises his hand
The adversary flinches
The man smiles a knowing smile….
Such violence will only continue to feed you
I shall defeat you with the greatest weapon in creation
The Word of God Allmighty
The true letter of God’s Law
As you have never known it before
I know you
I know you for what you are…a shadow
You are but a shadow of something that seeks to block the light
I am that something
That something is inside of me
It is the lie
It is the lie that you have replaced the law of God with
To serve your own purposes
Instead of serving God’s purpose and purposes……
The lie that I am not God’s child
The lie that the image of God is physical rather than spiritual
The lie that we are born in sin
The lie that says there is no God
The lie that God doesn’t care
The lie of eternal damnation for the slightest of sins
The lie that darkness is light
And light is darkness
The lie of wholesale murder
The lie that we are weak
The lie that you are strong
The lie that you cannot be defeated
The lie that I did not make you
The lie that you made yourself
The lie that says you’re right and I’m wrong
The lie of your rules
Your faith and lack of faith
And I tell all these people here
What you truly are
That they may see you as I now see you
For we all created you
And we can all uncreate you
And start new and fresh
Being now uncorrupted by your darkness
I AM THE TRUTH AND THE WAY AND THE LIGHT AND THE LOVE OF THE LIVING CREATOR THAT SHARES ITS LIFE WITH US THAT WE MAY ALL SHARE OUR LIVES WITH IT
WE ARE THE ONE LIFE
WE LIVE THE LIFE OF GOD IN THE FLESH!
I DENOUNCE YOU VILE SHADOW
I REJECT THE VIRUS OF YOUR MIND WITHIN MY OWN
YOUR IMPERFECTION WITHIN MY PERFECTION
I AM A HUMAN BEING
AND I REJECT YOU TOTALLY AND COMPLETELY
I REJECT EVERY ASPECT OF YOU
I REJECT YOU WITHIN AND AROUND MYSELF
I REJECT YOU
I SHALL LET THE HOLY BREATH OF MY WORDS
FALL UPON YOU
AND CAUSE YOU TO WITHER AND BECOME DUST
AND THEN BLOW YOU AWAY INTO THE NOTHINGNESS THAT WAS YOUR BEGINNING
AND WHICH NOW SHALL BE YOUR END…………..
MAN BREATHING A SIGH OF RELIEF IN HOLY GRATITUDE FOR THE SALVATION OF THE TRUTH THAT HAS BEEN SHOWN HIM
THE ADVERSARY SCREAMS AS THE GENTLE WISP OF IT FALLS UPON HIM
AND HE DWINDLES
TURNING INTO DUST
THE DUST HE BELIEVED HE CAME FROM
AS HE BELIEVED HE WOULD RETURN TO IT
SO DOES HE RETURN TO DUST………
THE CROWD IS SILENT AS THEY LOOK UPON THE MAN
AN ETERNAL INSTANCE OF PONDERING WTIHIN THEMSELVES WHAT THEY HAVE SEEN
ONE WOMAN BREAKS THE SILENCE
BEING THE FIRST TO RECOGNIZE THE MOMENT FOR WHAT IT TRULY IS AND MEANS
AND BRINGS HER HANDS TOGETHER IN APPLAUSE
AND CHEERS WILDY FOR THE MAN
AND FOR THE DEMISE OF THE SHADOW……….
AS IT DAWNS UPON THE REST……..
THE STADIUM ERUPTS IN A LOUD CACOPHONY OF CHEERS AND JEERS
THOSE THAT BET ON THE MAN
AND THOSE THAT BET ON THE SHADOW
WITH ALL THAT THEY HAD…..THEMSELVES………
IN THE END
SO IT IS
SO IT IS
Man leaving the ring with belt and crown
New champion of the world….
Big deal…he says to himself
Where is that which I seek?
Man in darkness being kissed by a beautiful woman of pure light and love
I have found you…he says
I have found you, my champion…she replies…….
She embraces him
They embrace each other
They kiss each other
They enter into each other
They become each other
They are each other
A burst of light
From deep within the man
A burst of light
From deep within the woman
Wrapped in love
Filled with love
A burst of being
A burst of will
A burst of creation
Light and love
Dispelling all darkness
Washes all fear away
The eternal and infinite wave of light and love
Moves through the ocean of darkness
A tidal wave in the ocean
Filling the ocean with light
Overflowing with love
And the man sees
And the woman smiles
And they laugh a laugh of pure joy
And they know
Man sitting at home
Wrapped in the arms of his love
I have found my salvation and she is what I am
The people cheer outside
Hoping for an appearance
And more words……
Go to them she says
They don’t need me…he says
They saw it all
They can do with without me….
Aye, says she
But it would infinitely better
If we do it with them
OOH, THANK YOU GOD, HALLELUJAH! LET’S GO, HONEY PIE!
THEY RISE TO BE WITH THE PEOPLE OF THE TRUTH
IN A NEW WORLD OF LOVE AND LIGHT
IT’S ALL RIGHT