STILL WAITING POST…..

 

 

I AM WAITING

No… I won’t play the video again…apologies

It is a nice cut…isn’t it?

Anyways…..

On one hand

I am told that the planet will ascend to 5d

And no one will be left behind

On the other hand

I am told that 50% of us won’t make it

To the other side of this thing

To 5D                                                  

On another hand

I am told that those left behind

Will simply have to endure their continuing 3d reality

And it will suck

Big time

Really

But they refused to save up

They had no attention to pay

To GOD

And so

What else could be expected?

I know not which of these will happen

However

On the other side of things

I am told that NESARA/GESARA will happen

And on another side

I am told it will not

I rather it did happen

But that’s me…..

In the meantime

I bend my ear

My inner ear

My heart

My mind

My soul

To GOD

I beg for knowledge

To know

What and when and where and how 

And while I get answered

And get answers

I’ve come to see

To realize

That too damn much depends

On what I think

And feel

I am only given things depending on what I think and feel

Like they’re scared to burst my bubble

While I’m begging for it to be burst

So I can burst and bust through

My own preconceptions

And misconceptions

And lack of an ability

To form real and true

Cosmic concepts

That hold up

Through the muck and mire

And explosive bombings

Of my presently experiential reality

Of experience

And while I can make slow headway through it all

It is waaaaay too slow for me

I want more

Like a drug addict

I want more

More GOD

More GOD knowledge

As Far as I’m concerned

That’s what I’m here for

To learn

More

More about GOD

Not just this planet and place

GOD

I WANT GOD KNOWLEDGE

I WANT TO KNOW GOD

INTIMATELY

EVERY THOUGHT AND FEELING

EVERY SECRET

LIKE A TRUSTED LOVER AND FRIEND

I WANT GOD

TO TELL ME WHAT GOD DOESN’T TELL OTHERS

I LONG FOR FOND EMBRACE

AND WHISPERS IN MY EAR

VISIONS OF WONDERS

REALITIES AND UNIVERSES AND CREATIONS

FAR, FAR AWAY…….

SOMEIME I GET IT

REALLY

I DO……

AND I AM ENTHRALLED

AND IN LOVE

DEEPER AND DEEPER

I WEEP FOR JOY

TO BE WITH THE ONE I LOVE MOST

AS THEY EMBRACE ME

AND WHISPER ALL THOSE

SWEET SOMETHINGS

IN MY EAR…….HEAVEN…….

NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE

MY ECSTASY IN THOSE MOMENTS

AND FOR ME

THERE ARE NOT ENOUGH OF THEM

AND STILL

I LIVE MY LIFE HERE

WORKING HARD

DOING THE WORK

THE WORK THAT IS WITHIN

THAT I MAY FEEL SUCH EMBRACE

MORE OFTEN

FOR I HAVE LEARNED

THAT SUCH EMBRACE

IS A MATTER OF CONSCIOUSNESS

IN THE ONE

OF THE ONE

AND THE MORE

I THINK OF THE ONE

AND SEE THE ONE

FOR WHAT THE ONE

REALLY AND TRULY IS

ALL AND EVERYTHING

AND SO

I LOOK AND SEE ALL AND EVERYTHING

AS THE ONE

I TALK TO PLANTS

AND VEHICLES

I SEE ALL THINGS

AS THE ONE

BEING ALL OF THOSE THINGS

I SEE TRASH IN THE ROAD

AS GOD BEING THAT TRASH

I SEE PEOPLE

AS GOD BEING THOSE PEOPLE

THE AIR

THE WIND

THE RAIN

THE COLD

THE HEAT

ALL IS GOD

I SEE I FEEL I EXPERIENCE IT ALL

AS GOD

AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH IT

I SEE IT

I EXPERIENCE IT

AND YET

THE WORLD STAYS THE SAME

AND I WAIT

I WAIT FOR THAT TIME OF ASCENSION

OF UPLIFTING

I WAIT

I READ THE REPORTS

MY BELOVED FRIEND HERE AND NOW

TELLS ME THAT THE ASCENSION IS ALL SO NEAR

AND I BELIEVE THEM

THEY ARE TRUSTWORTHY

I’VE KNOWN THEM FOR YEARS

THEY SAY IT COMES FROM UTOPIA

LIKE PARADISE FROM HERE

But from beyond here

Beyond paradise

WHAT IS PARADISE IN CENTRAL CORE?

UTOPIA…..

And so I wait

For I believe

I want to believe

I believe

Because I believe

Even if I don’t want to believe

For believing takes a long time

Always

You are told then

And even now

It hasn’t happened

And you look forward to then

All the time wondering

If then and when

It does and/or doesn’t happen

How will you feel?

How will I feel?

I know not

Disappointed

Maybe

Then again

There are more promises

From more places

More sources

All enough to give hope and none of them happening

And I wait

When they are told to say that it…IT…may or will happen

And so I wait

And wait

And at point I got tired of waiting

And realized

That it really didn’t mean anything

To me…anyway…

Not anymore

I have to deal with my life

Here and now

Who can I turn to for that?

GOD

THE ONE

PAPA                    

FIRST SOURCE AND CENTER OF ALL THINGS

PARADISE TRINITY

GOD AND CHRIST

IN LORD ATON AND CHRIST IN ESU

MY HEROES…..

AND SO I SEEK THEM

FOR ADVICE

FAVORS

SOMETIMES I GET THEM

THE REST OF THE TIME

I JUST KEEP GOING

AS BEST I CAN

IN GOD

WITH GOD

AND GOD IN ME

WE’RE STILL HERE

I COUNT MY BLESSINGS

AND I ACT GRATEFUL

I GIVE TO WHOM I CAN

WHERE AND WHEN I CAN

OF WHAT I HAVE

I RIDE THE TRAINS AND BUSES

EVERY DAY AND NIGHT

PRETTY MUCH

TWO DAYS OFF

TONIGHT IS

[LAST NIGHT WAS]

MY FRIDAY NIGHT

GET IT?

GOOD……

ANYWAYS…..

I DO WHAT I CAN

I SHARE MY TIP MONEY

WITH THE HOMELESS

THAT I CAN DEAL WITH

{THEY NEED IT MORE THAN I DO…RIGHT?}

BY PERSONALITY

I GIVE MONEY

WATER

FOOD

SUPPORT

ENCOURAGEMENT

PRAYERS

BLESSINGS

TO MORE THAN I CAN DO FOR THEM

IN AND OF MYSELF

OTHERWISE

THE ONES I GET TO KNOW

THAT ARE GOOD AND KIND

AND ARE ENDURING

WITH GOOD HEARTS AND MINDS

WHATEVER THEY THINK OF GOD

I TRY TO HELP THEM

TO HELP THEM SEE GOD BETTER

IT’S HARD TO SEE GOD CLEARLY

WHEN DEBT AND VIOLENCE

AND CHAOS AND CONFUSION

AND POVERTY

AND AN OVERALL SENSE

OF SEPARATION FROM GOD

OVERWHELMS YOU

WHICH IS THE PROJECTED REALITY

TAUGHT FOR CENTURIES

WASHED OVER THE MASSES OF THE PEOPLE

TO DILUTE THEM

TO DECREASE THEM

TO CAUSE THEM

TO ACQUIESCE

TO THEIR OWN MURDER

TO THEIR GENOCIDE

FOR GOD HAS BEEN HIDDEN FROM THEM

THROUGH NOT JUST THEIR ORGANIZED RELIGIONS

BUT ALSO THROUGH THEIR OWN WORLD SYSTEM

AND THEIR LOCAL SYSTEM OF GOVERNMENT

AND MEDIA

THROUGH EDUCATION

THROUGH MEDIA

THROUGH ENTERTAINMENT

THROUGH ALL AND EVERY ASPECT OF THEIR LIVES

THEY ARE BEING TAUGHT THAT THERE IS NO GOD

AND IF THERE IS ONE

GOD IS WORTHLESS

AND DOES NOTHING FOR US

THAT GOD SHOULD BE REMOVED

OVERTHROWN

THAT CHRIST IS A MYTH

A LIE

A DELUSION

AND YET

THEY PROMOTE SATAN

LUCIFER

THE DEVIL

THEY BUILD TEMPLES AND STATUES

THE SYNAGOGUE OF SATAN

THE CHURCH OF SATAN SUPPORTS UKRAINE

https://kremlintoday.com/2022/03/12/church-of-satan-condemns-putin/

 

THAT SHOULD TELL YOU SOMETHING……..

I SUPPORT THE ERADICATION OF NAZISM

UKRAINE

USA

EU

NATO

DOES IT MATTER?

I AM AGAINST RACIAL SUPREMACY

BLACK OR WHITE

OR RED OR YELLOW OR BROWN

ON ANYTHING OTHER AND IN-BETWEEN

BLUE WON’T DO…EITHER……SORRY…

I LOVE THE PLEIDIANS

BUT I KNOW THEY KNOW BETTER

SO THERE’S THAT…

THANK GOD

THE GOOD GUYS ARE REALLY BEING GOOD GUYS

AND THAT HAS ALLOWED US TO WIN THIS 13,000 YEAR OLD WAR

AGAINST THE ANUNNAKI

AND THE DRACONIANS

AND THE REPTILLIANS

AND THE GREYS

AND THE NORDIC WHITES

REALLY?

IT’S ALL THE SAME

EVERYWHERE YOU GO

IN 3D

THIS IS WHY WE MUST ASCEND TO 5D

ACROSS THE BRIDGE OF CONSCIOUSNESS

WHERE THIS BULLSHIT DOESN’T EXIST…..

PRAISE GOD

ALL WHO MAKE IT ACROSS THAT BRIDGE

FOR THOSE THAT DO NOT MAKE IT

I CANNOT TELL IF THERE WILL BE

SIMPLY A SEPARATION OR A PURGE

OF ALL THOSE THAT CANNOT MAKE IT ACROSS

AND SO          

I WAIT

I WAIT TO SEE

WHAT WILL HAPPEN FIRST

NESARA/GESARA

OR ASCENSION

HEY

I’LL TAKE EITHER ONE

OR BOTH

IT’S ALL GOOD TO ME…..

THANK YOU TO ALL THE WHITE HATS

THE SPEC OPS THAT HAVE RESCUED ALL THOSE CHILDREN

FROM ALL THOSE UNDERGROUND TUNNELS

INCLUDING THE ONES

THAT BELONG TO THE BIDEN CRIME FAMILY

THE TRUTH WILL OUT

THAT MUCH I KNOW FOR SURE

ALL OF THOSE THAT WORKED AGAINST

THE LIBERATION AND ASCENSION OF HUMANITY

WILL BE REVEALED

THE FALSE LIGHTWORKERS

THE REAL DARKWORKERS

IT MATTERS NOT

THEY WILL ALL BE EXPOSED

WHEN THE TIME COMES

AND THAT TIME IS COMING

FOR YOU WHO FOLLOWED WHOEVER

FOR WHATEVER REASONS

BE PREPARED TO ADJUST YOUR FOCUS

TRUTH IS TRUTH

EVEN THOSE OF US THAT THINK

THAT WE KNOW THE TRUTH

CAN BE WRONG

SO BE PREPARED

ALL OF YOU

FOR GOD’S TRUTH

TO BE REVEALED

SUDDENLY

OVERWHELMINGLY

TO MAKE IT SO THAT THERE CAN BE

NO DENIAL OF ALL OR ANY OF IT

THAT

THAT IS TRUTH

YES

I AM WORRIED……

THOSE LEFT BEHIND WILL EITHER SHOW UP ON THE OTHER SIDE

TO BE DEBRIEFED

AND SENT TO WHERE THEY NEEDS MUST BEST SERVE

THE WORSE OF THE WORSE

WILL BE RECYCLED

HEY

THEY EARNED IT

SORRY

YOU DID IT TO YOURSELVES

SO

HEY

CYA A HUNDRED THOUSAND YEARS FROM NOW

AS A KINDER, GENTLER, MORE LOVING AND SPIRITUAL BEING

THAN YOU HAVE EVER BEEN HERE

BUT IT WON’T REALLY BE YOU

IT WILL BE YOUR ENERGY

REYCLED

AS FOR THE LOWER DECKS

CYA

WOULDN’T WANNA BE YA

I’VE SPENT MY WHOLE LIFE

TRYING NOT TO BE YOU

AND NOW YOU KNOW WHY……..

GOOD LUCK WITH THAT

DON’T ASK ME TO BE A WITNESS

IT WILL JUST MAKE THINGS WORSE FOR YOU…….

YOU WILL BE SENT TO WHERE YOU WILL BEST MUST SEREVE

IN THIS UNIVERSE OR ANOTHER

SO THERE’S THAT

BE GRATEFUL YOU WEREN’T ABSOLUTELY PURGED

AND FULLY RECYCLED

IF NOT UNCREATED…..

IN THE MEANTIME

WE WAIT

FOR FINISHING TOUCHES

GOD HAS ALREADY WON

THE LIGHT HAS ALREADY WON                 

YET THE DARK LASHES OUT

IN EVERY DIRECTION

THAT IT CAN

PRAY FOR ME AND MINE

THEY HIT ME HARD

IN THE POCKET

THEY SAY I OWE THIS

I OWE THAT

I WORRY NOT

IT’S ALL GOOD IN GOD BECAUSE IT’S ALL GOD ALL THE TIME

I’VE GOT THIS

I JUST WANT THE HELP OF PRAYERS

FROM ALL WHO CARE

I ASK NOT FOR MONEY

WHILE I CANNOT TURN ANYTHING DOWN

BUT AND STILL AND THEN

PRAYERS ARE BETTER

PLEASE….OFFER WHAT YOU CAN

I DON’T NEED YOUR MONEY

AS MUCH AS YOUR LOVE

OK?

REALLY

THIS IS A BIG STEP FOR ME

YEARS AGO I WOULD BE BEGGING FOR FUNDING

NOW?

ALL I WANT IS SUPPORT…..

SO HELP A BROTHER OUT

WHILE HE GOES THROUGH THIS LAST BIT OF TESTING

PRAY FOR THE BEST POSSIBLE OUTCOME IN GOD’S WILL

FOR US

FOR ME

PLEASE

IT’S A LOT TO ASK FOR

UNDER THE CIRCUMSTANCES

I’M SURE YOU HAVE FAMILY AND FRIENDS

AND LOVED ONES

THAT ARE SUFFERING TOO…

I GET THAT

DO AS YOU WILL IN THIS MATTER

BUT IF YOU CAN SPARE A PRAYER

FOR THE SUPPORT OF THE DIVINE

FOR US

FOR ME

IT IS APPRECIATED

THANK YOU

GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS

IN ALL THINGS

ALL THE TIME

AND EVERYWHERE

I APOLOGIZE FOR ASKING

BUT I

I AM BEING TESTED

AND SO

I AM ALLOWED TO ASK

FOR WHATEVER HELP I DEEM NECESSARY

AND SO

I ASK FOR HELP

FROM GOD AND CHRIST

AND FROM YOU

IT WILL BE MORE THAN ENOUGH

I AM SURE

BUT BETTER TOO MUCH

THAN TOO LITTLE…

THANK YOU ALL FOR READING HERE

IT JUST MIGHT BE THAT MY PLEAS ARE UNNECESSARY

AND ASCENSION COMES SOONER

RATHER THAN LATER

SAME WITH THE RV/GCR

BUT WHATEVER HAPPENS

I WANT TO BE THERE

FREE AND CLEAR

WITH MY WIFE BESIDE ME

THE LOVE OF MY LIFE HERE

TO STAY WITH ME

THROUGH ALL AND ANY OF THIS

AND THE TIMES TO COME

EVEN IN TRIUMPH

A THOUSAND YEARS

WITH THE ONE I LOVE

THAT IS GOD’S LOVE FOR ME

I CAN THINK OF NOTHING BETTER

SO PLEASE FORGIVE MY SELFISHNESS

IN THIS AND ALL MATTERS

I WANT AND NEED THIS TO HAPPEN

FOR US TO STAY TOGETHER

FOR THESE DEBTS TO END

THERE IS A PLAN       

I JUST NEED PRAYERS

TO INSURE IT ALL GOES AS SMOOTHLY POSSIBLE

IN GOD’S WILL

ABOVE AND BEYOND MY OWN….

OK?

PLEASE?

THANK YOU……

THAT ALL BEING SAID AND REVEALED

MUCH IS COMING DOWN THE PIPE

LIKE IT WAS PLUGGED

BUT NOW IS BEING OPENED

SHIT WILL HAPPEN FAST

OVERWHELMINGLY FAST

MOST OF IT WILL BE GOOD AND POSITIVE

THE REST WILL BE THE EFFORTS OF THE DARK

TO KEEP THEIR DYING OPERATIONS GOING

THEY WILL DIE……

SO BE PREPARED TO LIVE

AND GO FORWARD

AND ASCEND

I AM IN NEGOTIATIONS TO INCREASE THE HARVEST

SO MORE THAN JUST 50% WILL EXPERIENCE ASCENSION

BUT FOR THAT TO HAPPEN

SHIT HAS TO HAPPEN

TO WAKE MORE PEOPLE UP

THEREFORE

EXPECT A LOT OF SHIT TO COME DOWN THE PIPE

REAL FUCKING FAST

CAN’T BE HELPED

SORRY…..

GOD’S WILL IS GOD’S WILL

WE CAN ONLY DO OUR BEST

TO WORK WITH AND WITHIN IT

NEVER AGAINST IT

NO TIME TO DILLY DALLY

THE CLOCK IS TICKING

TIK TOK MR. WICK

TIK TOK………

SO MANY MOVES ARE BEING MADE ON THE 3D CHESSBOARD

THAT I CAN HARDLY KEEP UP

GOD BLESS RUSSIA

THE SAVIOR OF THE WORLD!!!!!!!

THINK

THINK FOR YOURSELVES

BELIEVE IN GOD AND CHRIST

KNOW THAT THEY ARE REAL AND TRUE

KNOW THAT YOU ARE A DIVINE BEING

YOU ARE GOD

BEING WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE

LEARN HOW TO ACT LIKE IT…..

THAT AND THAT ALONE

WILL SAVE YOU…………

I AM

WHO AND WHAT I AM

I AM I

I AM

I

 

AND I LOVE YOU

THANKS FOR READING HERE

THANKS FOR CARING ENOUGH TO TRY TO ASCEND

THANKS FOR MAKING IT

IF YOU DO

I’LL SEE YOU THERE

CAN’T WAIT…….

BUT I HAVE TO……….

BUT GOD’S WILL IS GOD’S WILL

SO

SEE YOU THERE………

ENOUGH!!!!!!

 

LOVE YOU!!!!!!

GOD BLESS YOU!!!!!!

(-K-)