1119

1119
THINK ABOUT THAT NUMBER…BTW……

GOD…THE CRAP I’VE BEEN THROUGH UP TO NOW
ESPECIALLY LATELY
TRAINING
TRAINING
IT’S ALL TRAINING
ALL TESTING
EVERY MOMENT OF MY LIFE IS A TEST….
EVERY THOUGHT
EVERY FEELING…….
I KNOW
I KNOW
IT’S JUST ME……THIS IS WHAT MY LIFE IS IN THIS THING
I CANNOT ASSUME YOU HAVE THE SAME CIRCUMSTANCE………
I CAME HERE TO BE AND DO
WHAT I MUST BE AND DO
AS I AGRRED TO BE AND DO
AS I CONTRACTED TO BE AND DO
NO OPTION TO CHANGE ANYTHING
NOPE
I AM RULED OVER
AND OVERULED
BY HOLY WILL
24/7
ALL DAY
EVERYDAY……….

MY BELOVED FRIEND ALWAYS SAID TO ME
‘THERE YOU GO AGAIN
THINKING YOU’RE DOING SOMETHING.’
ALWAYS REMINDED ME…..
THAT I AIN’T DOING A DAMN THING
IN AND OF MYSELF OR MY SELF
IT IS ALL GOD
IT IS ALL THE ONE

BUT THAT’S ME
YOU MAY BE HAVING A DIFFERENT EXPERIENCE…….
BUT THIS IS ME
AND THIS IS MY BLOG
SO IT’S ALL ABOUT ME…..smile….
ME, ME, ME…..MUAHAHAHAHA!
{I love saying that….my apologies… But you can’t say you haven’t heard it before…}
AND ME?
I’M ALL ABOUT GOD
I’M ALL ABOUT PAPA……
I’M ALL ABOUT CHRIST
CHRIST AS A STATE OF BEING AND DOING
MIND AND HEART AS ONE = CONSCIOUSNESS
MIND+HEART=CONSCIOUSNESS
CONSCIOUSNESS IS ONE
GOD/CREATOR/CREATION=CONSCIOUSNESS
ONE CONSCIOUSNESS
ONE THOUGHT
ONE LOVE
ONE LIFE
ONE
ALL IS ONE
ONE IS ALL
THE ONE IS THE ALL
THE ALL IS THE ONE
GOD IS ALL ARE WE ARE ONE ARE WE ARE ALL IS GOD
ONE=ALL=INFINITY/ETERNITY=LIFE
ERGO AND THERFORE….GOD IS LIFE
LIFE IS PERPETUATED AND INCREASED
BY AND THROUGH LOVE
ERGO AND THEREFORE….GOD IS LOVE
YET AND THEN AND STILL
GOD IS MIND
CONSCIOUSNESS
MIND AND HEART AS ONE
AS WE ARE
AS WE SHOULD BE
AS WE ARE STRIVING TO BE
STRUGGLING TO BE
AND DOING OUR BEST
[Some of us, anyway….]
TO DO THAT
AND BE THAT
FOR NONE OF US
CAN DO THAT
WITHOUT BEING THAT
AND HERE WE ARE……………
BUT THAT’S YOU
YOU’RE DOING YOUR BEST
ARE YOU NOT?
I AM DOING MY BEST
BY YOUR SIDE
YES I AM….REALLY
AND WE SUPPORT EACH OTHER AS BEST WE CAN
BUT NOW
NOW………..
NOW COMES THAT TIME
WHERE WE MUST STEP UP OUR GAME
FOR WHAT IS COMING
WHAT COMES, COMES……
THE CHANGES ARE HAPPENING……….
IT HAS ALREADY STARTED
WE ARE ALREADY IN IT
MANY AGREE
TOO MANY
THAT SHOULD TELL YOU SOMETHING
YES…I KNOW
IT IS SO VERY HARD TO SEPARATE THE WHEAT
FROM THE CHAFF
THOSE THAT SEE TO LEAD YOU TO GOD/CHRIST
AND THOSE THAT SEEK TO LEAD YOIU AWAY
AND THOSE THAT SEEK TO LEAD YOU
FOR THE SAKE OF LEADING YOU
TO WHEREVER IT IS
THAT THEY WANT YOU TO GO
TO BE WHAT THEY WANT YOU TO BE
TO DO WHAT THEY WANT THEY WANT YOU TO DO
THAT’S ON YOU
THEY WILL PAY FOR THEIR DECEPTION
SOONER RATHER THAN LATER
BUT NONE OF THAT ABSOLVES YE ONES
FOR ACCEPTING THEIR DECEPTION
AND YOU MAY ASK YOURSELVES
WHERE DID I GO WRONG?
WHAT DID I DO RIGHT?
HOW DID I GET HERE?
WHAT CAN I DO?

RELAX……….
BREATHE….DEEP…
CENTER YOURSELF…..
WITHIN YOUR SELF AND YOURSELF…
SUCH IS THE SIGNIFICANCE
OF THE TITLE
OF THE ONE
AS BEING FIRST SOURCE
AND CENTER
OF ALL THINGS…..
YOUR CENTER
THE CENTER OF EVERY ULTIMATON
EVERY NANO-QUARK
EVERY ELEMENT
EVERY BEING
EVERY THING
EVERYTHING………
EVERYTHING IS EVERY THING
IT IS ALL ONE THING……
IS THAT SO HARD TO GROK?
I KNOW NOT……..

I FULLY REALIZE
THAT I SPEAK TO YE ONES
FROM MY OWN, PERSONAL PERSPECTIVE……
MY LIFE
I APOLOGIZE FOR THAT
BUT I HAVE NO OTHER FRAME OF REFERENCE
TO WORK WITH OR FROM….

SO AM I
SO I AM

BUT I AM WHO AND WHAT I AM IN THIS THING
I AM THE UNICORN OF GOD AND CHRIST
AND I
I HAVE BEEN BROKEN IN
(Finally!)
I HAVE BEEN BROKEN
AND BROKEN-HEARTED
I HAVE BEEN CRESTFALLEN
BEATEN
BLOODIED
BETRAYED
LIED ON
LIED UPON
FALSELY ACCUSED
THREATENED
ATTACKED
HIT…….AND DEFENDED
DEFENDED AND SAVED
TIME AND TIME AGAIN
AND EVEN STILL
I HAVE TRIED TO GO MY OWN WAY
EVEN WHILE GOD ITSELF
HAS RIDDEN MY BACK….
NO MORE…I SAY
NO MORE!!!
I SAY AGAIN “NO MORE!!!!!!!”
I HAVE LEARNED MY LESSONS WELL
AS THEY HAVE BEEN GIVEN TO ME
TO DO AND BE SO
I HAVE SPENT MY LIFE
DOING MY BEST
TO SERVE THE ONE
TO KNOW THE ONE
TO BE A FRIEND OF THE ONE
TO BE A FRIEND TO CHRIST
TO KNOW CHRIST
TO SERVE CHRIST
AND TO DO AND BE
ALL OF THAT
AT ONCE
TO BE AND DO
ALL OF THAT
ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE
AND IT HAS COST ME
GOD KNOWS THAT IT HAS COST ME
YET I AM STILL HERE
WORKING
DOING THE WORK
THE GREAT WORK OF THE ONE
STRIVING TO BE PERFECT
EVEN AS MY FATHER IN THE HEAVENS
IS PERFECT
EVEN AS YOUR FATHER IN THE HEAVENS
IS PERFECT
EVEN AS OUR FATHER IN THE HEAVENS
IS PERFECT
ALL OF THAT AND THEN SOME….
AND SO…….
ARE YOU READY?
ARE YE ONES READY FOR WHAT COMES?
I PRAY SO…….
ARE YE READY TO LEARN?
ARE YE READY TO UNDERSTAND?
ARE YE READY TO KNOW?
ARE YE READY TO GROK
ALL THAT THE ONE
HAS GIVEN TO ANY OF YOU
AND EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU
TO EVERYONE
AS ONE
AND AT ONCE……..?
YE MAY BURN AND FADE AWAY IF YE ARE WRONG
IN YOUR LOVE AND LIGHT
ARE YOU READY TO HAVE ALL DARKNESS
BURNED AWAY FROM YOU?
YOUR REGRETS
YOUR GUILT
YOUR WRONGDOING
YOUR INEQUITIES AND TRANSGRESSIONS
NOT TO MENTION YOUR TRESPASSES AND SINS
IF YE HAVE ANY
ARE YOU READY TO HAVE YOUR HEART AND MIND
YOUR SOUL AND SPIRIT
REVEALED FULLY
TO THE ONE OF ONES?
THE CREATOR OF ALL CREATORS
THE SOURCE OF ALL SOURCES?
YES?
NO ?
MAYBE?
NO MAYBE ABOUT ANY OF IT
ANY OF THIS….
THIS IS FINAL AND ABSOLUTE…
THIS IS DIVINE ADJUDICATION
ON A SCALE FAR GRANDER
THAN ANY OTHR EVER WITNESSED BEFORE
IT IS COMING SOON
TO A NEIGHBORHOOD NEAR YOU
TO YOUR NEIGHBORHOOD
AND EVERY NEIGHBORHOOD
YOUR ENTIRE LIFE HERE
YOUR REASON FOR BEING HERE
THE REASON YOU CAME HERE
TO BE HERE
WHAT YOU AGREED TO COME HERE TO BE
YOUR CONTRACT
ALL OF THAT IS BEING FULFILLED
FEAR NOT
BE IN LOVE WITH GOD
AND FEAR NOT
LOVE IS INDEED THE ANSWER…………

YES INDEEDY DEWEY DECIMAL SYSTEM, BOYS AND GIRLS

BUT PLEASE TO REMEMBER…
LOVE IS KIND
LOVE FORGIVES
LOVE REACHES OUT
LOVE ACTS
LOVE CARES
LOVE HEALS
LOVE EMBRACES
LOVE MOVES
AND IS NEVER STILL
LOVE VIBRATES
LOVE IS MORE THAN AN EMOTION
IT IS A STATE OF BEING
A WAY OF LIFE
LOVE IS LIFE
AS LIGHT IS LIFE
FOR WITHOUT LIGHT
FORM CANNOT BE DISCERNED
NOR ANY ACTION TAKEN AND MADE
IN TRUTH
LIGHT OF TRUTH
FOR TRULY LIGHT IS A STATE OF BEING
TRUTH IS A STATE OF DOING…….
AND YOUR SURVIVAL
MY SURVIVAL
OUR SURVIVAL
DEPENDS UPONS
THE DEGREES OF SUCH
THAT WE HOLD WITH AND WITHIN US……….
THAT WE MAY BE DEEMED ABLE AND READY
TO CREATE SUCH
ALL AROUND US
TO LIVE IN LOVE
TO LIVE IN LIGHT
TO LIVE IN TRUTH
SUCH IS THE REAL WAY OF HUMANITY……….

OUR USURPERS
THE COLONISTS
THE ENSLAVERS
SHALL BE DEFEATED
REMOVED
THEIR SERVANTS
THEIR MINIONS
REMOVED
IN ORDER FOR US
THE REMNANTS OF CHRIST
TO REIGN SUPREME UPON THIS PLANET
AS WE WERE ALWAY MEANT TO BE

FEEL NOT THAT SUCH A CIRCUMSTANCE IS UNLOVING
AT WORSE IT IS FAIR
AT BEST IT IS JUSTICE
AND TRULY I SAY TO YOU
GOD IS JUST
THIS IS A KINDNESS LIKE NO OTHER
THAT IS BEING SHOWN TO US
FOR MANY A PLANET HAS BEEN DESTROYED
IN THE GREAT WAR OF THE HEAVENS
THE GALACTIC WARS
FOUGHT BETWEEN
THE LOVERS OF GOD
AND THE LOVERS OF LUCIFER…….

LUCIFER IS GONE
HE LEFT HIS NAME TO CARRY ON
AND CARRY ON, IT HAS…..UP TO NOW
HIS DAY IS DONE
NO MORE!!!
NO MORE AND NEVER AGAIN!
GOD REIGNS SUPREME
CHRIST MICHAEL ATON REIGNS SUPREME
IN THE UNIVERSE OF HIS OWN MAKING
CREATOR/SOURCE REIGNS SUPREME
IN THE CREATION OF ITS OWN MAKING
FIRST SOURCE AND CENTER
THE PERSONALITY CONSTRUCT OF CREATION ITSELF
THE ONE
THAT….THING
THAT HAS NO BEGINNING NOR END
THAT THING
THAT IS LIFE AND BEING AND EXISTENCE
THROUGH AND THROUGHOUT
ALL AND EVERYTHING
PERSONAL AND PRE-PERSONAL
ORGANIC AND INORGANIC
ALL FORM AND FUNCTION
STILLNESS AND MOTION
THE THING
THE ONE
THE ALL…
THE ON THING THAT IS ALL THINGS…
INCLUDING YOU AND ME
AND HERE WE ARE
BEING WHAT THE ONE THING IS
IN ND WITH AN THROUGH AND THROUGHOUT
ALL AND ANY OF US
AND ALL AND EVERYTHING AND EVERY THING
ERGO AND THERFORE
THE WHOL AND ENTIRETY
OF BEING AND DOING
OF LIFE
OF EXPERIENCE
IS ALL THAT ONE THING
BEING WHO AND WHAT IT IS……..
THOSE THAT SUPPORT THE THING THROUGH THEMSELVES
ARE DOING AND BEING WHAT THEY ARE DESIGNED TO DO
THROUGH AND IN THE THING
SAME GOES FOR THOSE OPPOSED TO THE THING
FOR WHATEVER REASONS…..
THAT ALL BELONG TO THE ONE
WE MAKE THE CHOICES OF OUR LIVES
WITH OR WITHOUT THE PROPER INFORMAION
AND DO OUR BEST
AS WE SEE FIT
WITH OR WITHOUT
THE THING
THAT WE CALL GOD
IN MIND…
IN HEART…
AND YET
THE CHOICES ARE MADE
WHETHER WE UNDERSTAND WHY WE MADE THOSE CHOICES
OR NOT
FOR THE REASONS WHY
ARE MORE IMPORTANT
THAN THE CHOICES THEMSELVES
FOR THE REASONS
HAVE TO DO WITH CREATION/CREATOR
SINCE THIS IS ITS LIFE AND BEING
THAT WE ARE LIVING
OUR THOUGHTS ARE ITS THOUGHTS
OUR FEELINGS
ITS FEELINGS
OUR BEINGS
ARE EXPERIENCED WITH AND WITHIN ITS BEING
OUR LIVES ARE ITS LIFE
AND IT IS TEACHING US
SHOWING US
HOW TO BE LIKE IT IS
THAT WE MAY COME TO BEAS IT IS
THROUGH OUR OWN EXPERIENCE
IN AND WITH IT
THAT WE MAY CREATE LIKE IT DOES
THAT WE MAY BE
THE GODS/CREATORS
OF THE FUTURE REALMS
OF TIME AND SPACE
OF MANIFEST EXPERIENCE
THAT ALL EXIST
IN THE ONE THOUGHT
OF THE ONE MIND
OF THE BEING
THE ONE THING
THAT IS ALL BEINGS
THAT IS ALL THINGS
THAT IS ALL BEING AND EXISTENCE

SIGH

I PRAY THESE WORDS ARE ENOUGH
TO HELP
GOD KNOWS THAT I AM NOT PERFECT
YET
BUT I AM GETTING THERE
AND I AM DOING AND BEING SO
BECAUSE I WANT TO DO AND BE SO
I WANT TO BE PERFECT AS GOD IS PERFECT
BUT THAT’S ME……
BUT IN ORDER FOR ME TO REALIZE MY DREAM
I HAV TO LET GO OF MYSELF
I AM MORE THAN THIS THING
THAT YOU THINK OF AS KIBO
KIBODABI
AS LYMAN
AS MICHAEL
AS DABI
I AM MORE
THIS IS NOT MY FIRST LIFE
IT WILL NOT BE MY LAST
AND THOUGH I HOPE FOR BETTER ASSIGNMENTS
IN THE PERXCEIVED FUTURE
THIS IS WHERE I AM NOW
DOING THIS
BEING THIS
AND I HAVE TO LT GO OF MYSELF
THIS PHASE OF BEING
FOR I AM MORE
I WAS
BEFORE THIS INCARNATION
I SHALL STILL BE AFTER IT ENDS……
JUST LIKE ALL THE REST
MY LIFE
MY BEING
WHILE CONTRACTED AND AGREED TO
IS STILL
ULTIMATELY
NOT UP TO ME
IT IS ALL PART OF THE PLAN
THE ONE PLAN OF THE ONE
THIS IS WHY I AM CONSTANTLY REMINDED
SOFTLY AND HARSHLY
OF WHY I SHOULD NOT MAKE PLANS…….
NO MATTER WHAT I WANT
GOD GETS WHAT GOD WANTS
I THINK/FEEL
THAT IT IS THE SAME
FOR ALL THINGS
WITH ALL THINGS
WITHIN ALL THINGS
IN ALL THINGS…….
BUT THAT’S ME
FUCK ME…RIGHT?
LOOK….
HOWEVER I APPEAR TO OTHERS
TO BE DOING AND BEING
I KNOW THIS MUCH… AT LEAST…

I AM GOD BEING WHO AND WHAT I AM
I AM GOD DOING WHAT GOD IS DOING
IN ME
WITH ME
THROUGH ME
THROUGH AND WITHIN ME
WHO AND WHAT I AM
HERE AND NOW
AND WHO AND WHAT I AM
ALWAYS AND FOREVER
NOT JUST THIS LITTLE LIFE HERE
BUT MY REAL LIFE
MY ETERNAL LIFE
MY INFINITE LIFE
OF WHICH THIS…
THIS IS BUT A PART AND PARCEL OF…………..
AND FOR ALL INTENTS AND PURPOSES
THIS IS MY JOB
MY LIFE IS MY JOB
I WORK FOR GOD
I DO THE WORK OF GOD
THROUGH ME
I AM LIFE WITHIN LIFE
LOVE WITHIN LOVE
LIGHT WITHIN LIGHT
I LIVE FOR GOD
BECAUSE GOD IS MY LIFE
LITERALLY AND FIGURATIVELY
GOD IS LIVING MY LIFE
THROUGH ME
WITH ME
WITHIN ME
FOR ME………
I AM GOD ON EARTH
AS ARE YOU
ALL HUMAN BEINGS
ALL ENSOULED
THOUGHT ADJUSTER
INDWELLED LIFEFORMS
ARE GOD BEING THEMSELVES
DOING WHATEVER IT IS
THAT GOD HAS TO DO FOR THEM
WITH THEM
IN THEM…

BUT LIKE I SAID IT’S PROBABLY JUST ME
YOU MAY BE MAKING ALL OF THESE CHOICES
ALL THESE DECISIONS
BY YOUR OWN WILLS
IN WHICH CASE
I COMMEND YOU
YOU ARE TRULY FREE WILL BEINGS
I WISH I COULD ENVY YOU…..
I AM SIMPLY
A BROKEN-IN UNICORN
GIVING UP TO ITS RIDER
AND ALL TOO WILLING
TO BE LED
TO GO
WHERE THE MASTER LEADS ME……..
GOD/CHRIST IS MY MASTER
I RECOGNIZE NO OTHER
THEY RIDE ME AT WILL
AND THEY/IT RIDE[S] ME
TO WHERE THEY WILL ME TO BE
I DO AS THEY WILL ME TO DO
LIKE A WARHORSE
I GALLOP INTO BATTLE
WHILE DOING MY BEST
NOT TO BE AFRAID
OR BE FREAKED OUT ABOUT THE WHOLE THING
TRUST ME…IT AIN’T EASY
BUT I’M LEARNING…
GOD KNOWS THAT I’M LEARNING
YET AND BUT AND STILL…
I AM GRATEFUL FOR ALL AND ANY OF IT
I’M DOING WHAT I CAME TO DO
IN SPITE OF MYSELF…..smile…
SO BE IT…….
HERE I AM
HERE
WITH YOU
SAYING THESE THINGS
FOR WHATEVER REASONS IN GOD THAT I HAVE…….
I AM THANKFUL
FOR THE MANY BLESSINGS THAT I HAVE RECEIVED
GOD HS SAVED ME MORE TIMES THAN I CAN COUNT
MOSTLY FROM MYSELF
AND MY OWN STUPIDITY
THAT IS HOW I SEE IT, ANYWAY…….
BUT I AM STILL HERE
LIVING
LOVING
EVOLVING
AS A BEING
AS A SPIRITUAL BEING
AS A DIVINE CONSCIOUSNESS
JUST LIKE YOU
AND I LOVE THAT………………
WE ARE ALL HERE
BEING AND DOING
WHO AND WHAT WE ARE BEING AND DOING
AS WE AGREED TO DO AND BE……….
I HAVE A PLACE IN ALL OF THIS
AS DO YOU
I HOLD MY PLACE
YOU HOLD YOURS
AND TOGETHER
WE WILL SEE THIS THROUGH
ALL OF THE WORLD THAT COMES
IS INEFFABLE IN ITS JOY AND BEAUTY
CROSS THAT BRIDGE WITH ME
FALTER NOT
DO NOT RETREAT
YOU WILL MAKE IT
I WILL MAKE IT
WE WILL MAKE IT TOGETHER
WITH AND WITHIN THE ONE
THE DIVINE EMBRACE
THAT WE WILL RECEIVE
IS MORE THAN WORTH
ALL THE PAIN AND GLORY OF OUR LIVES…..
THAT MUCH
I KNOW FOR SURE
GET THERE
BE THERE
DO THERE
WHAT COULD NOT BE DONE HERE
BUT DO HERE
BE HERE
ALL THAT YOU CAN DO AND BE
DO YOUR BEST
NO MATTER WHAT
BE YOUR BEST
NO MATTER HOW GREAT OR MUNDANE
ONE’S LIFE SEEMS TO BE
IT MEANS MORE THAN YOU KNOW
YOU ARE MORE THAN YOU KNOW…….
LEARN TO BE THAT MORE THAT YOU ARE
STRUGGLE THROUGH THE PROCEESS
CRAWL IF YOU HAVE TO
BUT DO IT
GIVE IT YOUR ALL
AND FEAR NOT
GOD IS WITH YOU
AS MUCH AS YOU LET GOD BE WITH YOU
LET GOD BE WITH YOU IN FULL……
LIVE NOT FOR YOURSELF OR OTHERS
LIVE FOR GOD
FOR IN DOING SO
YOU WILL FIND
THAT THE BLESSINGS OF SUCH
EXTENDS TO OTHERS
AS WELL AS YOURSELF……..
THAT IS ALL FOR THIS POST…..
THANKS FOR READING THIS FAR
PLEASE FORGIVE
ANY LEFTOVER TYPOS
AND THE LENGTH
AS WELL
IF I WROTE PARAGRAPHS
IF WOULD BE HALF AS LONG
BUT TWICE AS TEDIOUS……SMILE…..
I LOVE YOU ALL IN GOD
GOD BLESS YOU ALL IN ITSELF…..
SELAH

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2 Responses to 1119

  1. Taylor M says:

    Having to achieve anywhere near what we would like, as far as our mission or directive is concerned, while living in this earthly environment and also dealing with a physical body is monumentally difficult. Sorry for the crap you’ve been through. If we were not strong and qualified we would not be here.

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    • KIBODABI says:

      THANKS, BUT NO NEED TO FEEL SORRY…..THIS IS JUST HOW I DEAL WITH MY CRAP…WE ALL HAVE CRAP TO DEAL WITH, DO WE NOT?…..smile
      I FEEL FOR OTHER PEOPLES CRAP…WHO GO THROUGH SO MUCH MORE THAN I HAVE HAD TYO GO THROUGH……SO THERE’S THAT…….
      BUT YES…THAT CRAP MAKES US STRONGER…..AND WE ARE OVERQUALIFIED…AND SOON……VERY SOON…WE WILL BE PROVEN AND ALL OF THAT STRENGTH WILL BE PUT TO BEST USE IN GOD’S WILL…….SO AGAIN…THANKS FOR CARING…IT REALLY, ACTUALLY DOES MEAN A LOT……
      GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS
      IN ALL THINGS
      ALL THE TIME
      AND EVERYWHERE
      (-I-)

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