THE OUT OF TRAINING POST

YOU GO
IF GOD SAYS GO
YOU GO
IF
IF YOU PAY ATTENTION TO GOD
IF YOU HAVE SOUGHT GOD
IF YOU HAVE LOVED GOD
IF YOU HAVE FOLLOWED GOD…….
I am a stray puppy dog
who saw GOD AND CHRIST
walking together up a path
and I wanted to be with them
their flavor was love and light
their feeling was love and light
and I wanted only to be with the love and light
that I felt in them
and I followed
barking happily at their heels
wagging my tail
doing whatever tricks I had learned
sit, roll over, beg, stand, dance….
I tried the flip…fell flat on my face
I recovered
smile
and happily began again……….
at some point, CHRIST picked me up
and held me close to His bosom
and petted me
and scratched my head
and talked to m
and told me things
that I understood
and did not understand….
I gave my best puppy dog eyes
and did the kinda sorta whine thing
that let Him know
that I did
indeed
want to understand
and GOD said..
Take him in…..and THEY did…..
THEY trained me to be a sheepdog
took me through my paces
mad sure that I understood and obeyed commands…..
left…right
back…forth
up…over
I learned…….
THEY set me before a flock of sheep
and told me to wait….
I waited…
patiently
happily….
from time to time
THEY came to me
and whispered in my ear
and made me understand…..
go to that sheep
bring them here
go get that sheep
take them there
lad that sheep to that place
take that sheep to that point
I did so
I learned
I did better
I god better
I became good with my job….
I was in heaven………
then THEY sent me here…..
to join with another….creature
another being
THEY said it was necessary
that it would allow me to do and be more
than I ever imagined
THEY told me it would be hard
very hard
painfully hard
THEY said it would be confusing
THEY told me that I would do THEIR WILL
and that would be all and everything in the life
that I would experience
every thought
every feeling
as my own
and that I would have to make choices on my own
and that even if those choices were already known
already decided upon by THEM
I would have to learn from them…..
I was told that the meaning
the direction
the purpose
of my life
my incarnation
was in order to evolve me
to upgrade me
to uplift me
to be come something greater
that would allow me to fulfill
the purpose and purposes
of THE ONE
far more than I could ever have imagined myself
as being able to do and be so
in the state of consciousness
that I was manifesting then and there
I asked THEM
why?
Why me?
Why this?
THEY replied:
it is what you were created to do and to be
you have done well, here
exceeding the expectations of others
and fulfilling Our Own expectations
it is time for you
to grow further
into that
which you were always meant
to do and to be
it will be hard
it will be painful
you will think that you made mistakes
but thy are not mistakes
all is in the Will of THE ONE
there are no mistakes
no accidents
no coincidences
all things exist
for a reason and reason in GOD
and if GOD did not will anything to be
if GOD had no purpose for it
it would and could not exist
WE are sending you
into the very depths of duality
WE are sending you into a realm
of spiritual ignorance
of spiritual amnesia
a realm where the dark has held sway for millennia
and will fight to the death to maintain it
thy will fight
even to conquer GOD AND CHRIST
and so as you can tell
We are sending you to an insane asylum
but we are sending you
as one that is spiritually sane
in GOD and CHRIST
and that will cause you
to be an insane one
among a world of insane people
that believe the lies that they have lived with
for so long
defines them as sane
they will be known as
the people of the lie
the lie of Lucifer
the lie of Satan
the lie of the Anunnaki
the lie of the reptilians
the lie of the Saturnalians
the lie of the Draconians
the lie of those ones
that have no soul
no spirit
no Father Fragment
nothing of GOD within them
except their very beings
their material ultimatons
there is nothing in the whole of what
the created creatures call creation
that speaks to
the absolute and ultimate and supreme
majesty and power
of what it all really and truly is:
CREATION
ALIVE AND LIVING
A THING UNTO ITSELF
BEHOLDEN TO NOTHING
ALWAYS HAS BEEN
IS
ALWAYS WILL BE
CREATION
THE THING RESPONSIBLE FOR ALL OF THIS!
GOD IS THE PERSONLITY FACE OF THE CREATION
IN THE FATHER
CHRIST IS THE INTERACTIVE ASPECT OF IT
THAT THING THAT HOLDS YOUR HAND
LEADS YOU HOME TO THE FATHER
NOTHING BUT CREATION CAN BE CREATION
BUT CREATION IS ALWAYS EXPANDING
IN ITS EXPERIENCE OF ITSELF
TO MAINTAIN ITS LIFE
IN INFINITE AND ETERNAL PERPETUITY
WHICH INCLUDES ALL AND EVERYTHING
WHICH INCLUDES YOU AND ME
AND US AND THEM
ALL WITH ITS WILL
THERE IS NOTHING BUT THE WILL OF THE ONE
[please try to live with it
as best you can
and accept
if you can
that your whole purpose of being
is fulfilling
your part of that………
I did….]

THEY said:
you must do all that you can
to remember yourself and your self
WE can help
but you are the one
that has to do the work
should you agree to this path
that WE give you to travel
you will have to hear OUR voice
and the voices of the angels WE send to you
you will have to want US
more than anything else in your being and existence
you will have to endure ridicule
violence…oftentimes for no discernible reason
and there will be gladness
and sadness
and love
and fear
and pleasure
and pain
and joy
and sorrow
and there will be regret
and glory
and victory and defeat
and hard times
and good times
and bad times
and beauty
and ugliness
agreement
and disagreement
conflict
violence
peace
plenty
war
shortage
ignorance shall resist knowledge
even as knowledge reaches out to save it
division shall be promoted over unity
evil over good
not God over GOD
Satan over CHRIST
you must go to those that WE lead you to
to help them go to US
as W see fit
you must tell them as We tell you
and care not for the result of all or any of it
you will be outcast from the mainstream of power
you will not comply with the system of things
you will suffer the consequences of such
as best you can
and depend upon US
for your life and livelihood
your life and death shall be in OUR HANDS
you must learn to do OUR WILL
completely
absolutely
supremely
then and only then
and if you are ready
when the time comes
all shall be given to you
and if you are not
ye shall be dead…………
there shall be no middle ground with thee
all or nothing
that is the contract
the outcome has already been decided
in and by OUR WILL
accept ye
yea or nay?

and so……
I agreed
I came
everything was worked out in detail
I would be this
I would do that
I would experience this
which would cause this
which would cause that
I would experience this effect
which would cause that effect
I would experience that effect
which would cause this effect
I would be ridiculed
laughed at
persecuted
attacked
lied to
lied about
lied upon
I would be loved and hated
and fared
and ignored
I would experience all and everything
that GOD AND CHRIST
set forth for me
to experience
and walk through
the ways of the path
the mountain way
the wind way
the forest way
the jungle way
the urban way
the valley way
the false way and ways
of the world system of things
the way of the lie
the religion way
the money way
the class way
the sexual way
the media way
the government way
the educational way
the racial way
the generational way
the age way
the material way
the fashion way
the tech way
the educational way
the salary way
the elite way
the way of ignorance
the way of brainwashing
the way of lies
the lie of limitation
the lie of powerlessness
and false empowerment
the lie that human beings
should separate themselves
against each other
in order to gain control and position
in opposition to each other
rather than with each other
together
as one people
cooperating for the upliftment
and perpetual spiritual evolution
of the whole of humanity
together
as one people…

I was told that this was where I was going
and what I would have to deal with
and that my primary task
was to remember
who I am
and what I am
and why I came
and I was promised that I would
and that it would not be too lat in coming
and that what would come from that point on
would be the real reason I came……..

the sheep dog
would become the unicorn
and CHRIST would ride his back
that has happened…….s’beya

But the unicorn must gather the sheep that that the sheepdog has gathered
along with the ones that other sheepdogs have gathered
and have gathered to give unto him in full and in whole….
that the Unicorn may deliver them to GOD and CHRIST
as one flock of GOD AND CHRIST
[what? You thought there was only one sheepdog?
You think this is a movie?
Well…kinda…yeah…it is…
but it’s not their movie….
the dark use lesser light to brainwash spiritually ignorant minds
as is the way of the dark ones
NOW
imagine the whole of Creation revealing its light upon you
to erase your brainwashing
no more matrix
red pill only attending…..]

you tell me
what happens when CHRIST returns
being who and what CHRIST is
in spite of all lies and expectations……..
why it means so much
I think is stupid
but it does
indigo…brown….yellow….red…….white?
The rule of humanity has been built on this…….
wait for it
for it comes…….
lies are being revealed weekly…
becoming daily
soon even the mainstream must surrender to the truth
those that claimed to own God
must give up their claim
they never had the right to do so
jewish…christian…muslim……please
all used and abused
Hinduism is a historical record turned into a religion
that will be revealed
that will change
Buddha is Buddha
Godhead is Godhead
become not tainted by greed or selfishness
oppress not others
lest you come to be oppressed
the wheels of karma
like justice
may grind slowly
but they grind to dust……
remember that
but all is as GOD
would have it be
the good
the bad
the beautiful
the ugly
all play their part
for all is GOD
and GOD’S WILL is all there is
if it were not for such as that
we would not suffer
we would not be joyful
we would not exist
we would not be tested
we would not be at all
be thankful for all and any of it
darkness dos not exist on its own
nor crime
nor murder
nor any of the things you lament
and declare that
GOD can have nothing to do with
any of it
you say it is we that do this
of our own free will
and we do
but why?
How?
what caused us to be here
doing this?
What does it serve?
What plan does it fulfill?
Whose plan?
GOD or men or other?
Who is ultimately responsible for any and all
of any and all of this?
The creator of it or the created?
Was there no plan?
No purpose?
No reason?
No goal?
What?
Just do as I say or suffer by my hand?
Just…..do as you will?
Heaven or hell
What?
Consequences in some after death world
Were the only consideration?
The sun shined on both the good and the evil
it rained on both the good and the evil
what?
Why this?
You think this is you?
About you?
No
it’s about GOD
GOD being GOD
through you
with you
all around you
you are part of it
all is part of it
you
your love
your family
your friends
strangers and supposed enemies
stone, plants, insects, animals
mountains and oceans
earth, wind, fire, water, stone, metal
planets and suns
systems and galaxies and universes and realities
ad infinitum
all part of one life
we are only a small part of that life
yet
we mean everything to it
all things have their place and purpose
prepare before they are created
all things must fulfill their place and purpose
this is a hard things for humans to deal with
fully spiritually divine beings
cannot or do not think of themselves
as separate from the ALL/ONE
we do………….
our free will experience is local
it is sacred because it is the Will of THE ONE
being who and what we are
nothing can supersede that
yet things try
beings try
why?
Because they are also the will of THE ONE
being and doing
who and what they are
THE ONE IS THE ONE
all created beings
even the divine ones
have to choose
make choices
be surprised
deal with the consequences
figure out the causes and effects of their realm of endeavor
it is the same for all things
within THE ONE
ONLY THE ONE IS BEYOND PARADOX
ONLY THE ONE CAN BE ALL OPPOSITES AT ONCE
it is a hard thing for lesser beings to try to understand
but w do it
it is the path
the path we take to our perfection
in and with GOD
as mandated by GOD
to be perfect as GOD is perfect
and as Christ Esu taught us
we have to be friends of GOD AND CHRIST
for servants know not what the master does…….
think about it…………..

YOU ARE HERE TO EXPERIENCE CREATION AS THE LIVING ONE
CREATION=CREATOR
AND RETURN TO ITS PERSONALITY MANIFESTATION
AS THE FATHER OF ALL THINGS
FIRST SOURCE AND CENTER OF ALL THINGS
including you
PERFECT IN EXPERIENCE OF IT
AS IT IS PERFECT
THAT YOU MAY THEN CREATE
AS IT IT CREATES
DO AS IT DOES
W GO TO TH FATHR FOR THAT
NOT TO CM ATON
NOT TO CM DABI
NOT TO CM T’LON
OR ANY OTHER MICHAEL SON
WE GO WHERE THEY
HAVE WORKED SO VERY HARD TO SEND US
TO THE FATHER
WE ARE A GIFT
THIS WHOLE UNIVERSE
SETTLED IN LIGHT AND LIFE
IS A GIFT
A SON OFFERING HIS BEST TO HIS FATHER
TO SHOW HOW WELL HE HAS LEARND THE FAMILY BUSINESS
DON’T LET YOUR LOCAL UNIVERSE CREATOR DOWN!
WORK HARD
LIKE HE IS WORKING FOR YOU
ALL FOR THE FATHER!
ALL FOR THE ONE!
YES
WE ARE ASSIGNED SIDES
YES SUCH IS THE REALM OF DUALITY
WE ARE ALL HERE TO DO
WHAT WE ARE ALL HERE TO DO
JUDGE NOT
IT IS ALL UP TO THE ONE
THROUGH HIS SONS
AND THROUGH US, AS WELL
AS IT WILL BE FOR OUR OWN UNIVERSE CHILDREN…….
YOU WILL HAVE TO HANDLE THAT BALANCE BETWEEN GOOD AND EVIL
KNOW THAT BOTH MUST EXIST
RAPE AND MURDER
ALONGSIDE LOVE AND BIRTH
SUCH IS THE WAY
CAN’T TRULY GROK LIGHT
WITHOUT EXPERIENCING DARK……
THAT IS OUR LEVEL
OUR SANDBOX….
YOU WANT BETTER…..EVOLVE……
I…SIGH
I AM HERE TO HELP PREPARE THE WAY
FOR CHRIST IN ESU IMMANUEL
ESU IS COMING
PERPARATIONS ARE READY
NOT ALL WHO AWAITED HIS COMING
WILL BE PLEASED
THAT MUST BE PREPARED FOR, AS WELL
MY TIME AS SHEEPDOG HAS COME TO A REPOSE
I MUST TAKE UP THE HORN OF THE UNICORN IN FULL
IF YE HAVE JOINED THE TRUE AND SPIRITUAL FLOCK OF CHRIST
AND REALIZE IT
AND KNOW IT
STAY THERE
CONTINUE TO STUDY GOD WITH AND WITHIN YOU
AND THE WAY OF CHRIST
THAT IS FOR YOU TO ASCERTAIN AND OBTAIN
FOR CHRIST IS THE WAY
AND THERE IS NO OTHER
AND WITHOUT IT
NOONE CAN REACH THE FATHER…….
FROM NOW ON
WE SEEK TO SAVE AND UPLIFT A WORLD
DEVASTED BY SPIRITUAL WARFARE
WE MUST NOT ONLY HOUSE AND FEED AND CLOTHE THE PEOPLE
WE MUST HEAL THEM PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY AND SPIRITUALLY
WE MUST LOVE EACH OTHER
WE MUST EMBRACE EACH OTHER
WE MUST INFORM AND TEACH THE TRUTH OF GOD
AND OF OUR HISTORY
OF THE AGES
THE TECHNOLOGIES
THE WARS
THE INVASIONS
THE COLONIZATION
THE REBELLION
THE INFIGHTING
THE TREATY OF ANCH’ARRA
THE INSURGENCY
THE PLANETARY WAR OF LIBERATION
WE MUST REVEAL THE GEOPOLITCAL AND FINANCIAL LIES
THE RELIGIOUS LIES
THE HISTORICAL LIES
THE SPECIES/RACIAL LIES
THE GENDER LIES
THE TECHNOLOGICAL LIES
THE EXTRATERRESTRIAL LIES
ALL THESE AND MORE
WILL BE REVEALED
AS WE TRANSITION TO THAT NEW AND BETTER AGE
THAT HAS BEEN PROMISED US FOR SO LONG
THAT NOW STARES US IN THE FACE
LIKE A SPIRIT THAT FEW CAN SEE
MORE MAY FEEL
BUT TOO MANY IGNORE………….

VERY SOON…THAT WILL BE IMPOSSIBLE TO DO……
WAIT FOR IT
GET REAFDY
BE PRPARED
PLAN FOR IT
PLAN ON IT
IT IS STARING YOU IN THE FACE
IT IS UP TO YOU
CHOOSE
AS GOD CHOOSES IN AND THROUGH YOU
AND PREFERABLY WITH YOU
FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT CAN DO AND BE SO
WITH AND WITHIN GOD…
KNOWING YOURSELVES AS SUCH
DO/BE/SEE/HEAR/THINK/FEEL/ACT
IN EXPERIENCE OF GOD
CONSCIOUSNESS IS EVERYTHING
THE ONLY THING I CAN PROMISE YOU
IS THAT NOTHING IS WASTED
ENERGY OF A BEING THAT IS UNCREATED
IS RECYCLED
TO CREATE ANOTHER BEING
EVIL ALWAYS RUNS IT COURSE
THERE IS AN END TO IT
DARKNESS IS LIMITED
IN THE FACE OF UNLIMITED LIGHT
FEAR…FEARS LOVE
AND DISSAPATES BEFORE IT……
IT IS UP TO YOU
TO DO THE WORK WITHIN
TO HEAR THE VOICE WITHIN
TO DO THE WILL OF THE ONE
THAT COMES TYO YOU
FROM WITHIN YOU
AND YET THE PROOF OF IT
MANIFESTS ITSELF ALL AROUND YOU
I CANNOT EXPLAIN IT TO ANYONE
I CAN ONLY LIVE IT
AS OTHERS DO
THEY, IN THEIR WAY IN GOD
AND I IN MINE
LIVE YOUR WAY IN GOD
WHICH IS GOD’S WAY IN YOU
AND KNOW THAT IT IS SUCH
BEYOND THEE SHADOW OF ANY DOUBT
TESTED THROUGH EXPERIENCE
FIRE, HIGH WATER AND ALL OPPOSITION……
THROUGH HELL IS THE ADVANCED COURSE
PLEASE ACE THE PREREQUISITES FIRST
TRUST ME ON THAT….PLEASE………
FOR NOW
STAY CALM AND CENTERED
IN GOD AND CHRIST
FEAR NOT
PANIC NOT
BE PREPARED
BUCKLE UP
WAIT FOR IT………..
THAT’S THE BEST I CAN DO FOR YOU
THE REST IS UP TO YOU
GOD’S WILL IS DONE IN ALL AND EACH AND EVERY THING
ACCEPTANCE LEADS TO COOPERATION
WHICH LEADS TO FLOWING WITH IT
WHICH LEADS TO LEARNING
WHICH LEADS TO UNDERSTANDING
WHICH LEADS TO GROKKING
TO GROK GOD IS ALL AND EVERYTHING………..(-I-)

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3 Responses to THE OUT OF TRAINING POST

  1. Ken says:

    God bless ALL and ALL is Blessed in LOVE and LIGHT……………GODSPEED AMEN!!!!!!!

    Liked by 1 person

  2. Amy says:

    Tears flowing at the beauty and truth of this post.. and the long awaited return of Esu… whatever we must go through for that to happen is well worth it.. he told me he would return in this lifetime.. I never forgot that most amazing ‘dream’… so much love and gratitude to you.. to Esu, Aton and Father God.. Thank you.

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