THIS IS A HARD POST FOR ME TO MAKE….
IT IS HARD
FOR ME
TO SPEAK
AS SOME OF MY FRIENDS
TEND TO DISAGREE
OTHERS ARE SHOWING
VARYING DEGREES OF RESISTANCE
SOME TO THE POINT OF ACTUAL FIGHTING…SIGH….
LOOK……SEE…LISTEN…HEAR….FEEL…THINK….UNDERSTAND….GROK….PLEASE
I KNOW THAT I DON’T THINK LIKE OTHER PEOPLE
I REALIZE THAT THE THINGS THAT I AM TOLD
BY SPIRIT
IN SPIRIT
THE THINGS THAT I DARE TO SAY
GO AGAINST THE GRAIN
THE FLOW
OF WHAT OTHER PEOPLE ACCEPT AS THEIR REALITY
OUR REALITY
I CAN’T HELP IT
I AM WHAT I AM
IT’S JUST THE WAY I AM
[WE WILL NOT GO INTO THE THINGS
THAT I AM TOLD TO DARE NOT TO SAY……
YOU DON’T WANT TO KNOW..REALLY….
I’VE BROKEN THE RULES GIVEN TO ME
ENOUGH
ALREADY……YASSSIGH……HIE……YAAYAH]
FOR HERE AND NOW
AS IT IS
AS I KNOW AND HAVE BEEN GIVEN
TO SAY AND TO BE AND TO DO AND TO GROK:
I SAY
AS IT HAS BEEN GIVEN TO ME TO SAY
BY WHO AND WHAT…EVER….NEVERMIND…..
THAT ONLY THE ONE
HAS REAL AND TRUE
FREE WILL
FOR BY MY OWN DEFINITION OF FREE WILL
FREE WILL
IS THE POWER AND CONTROL AND ABILITY
TO DO WHATEVER ONE WANTS TO DO
TO BE WHATEVER ONE WANTS TO BE
NO OBSTACLES
NO HINDRANCES
NO OPPOSITION
TO CREATE BY ONE’S OWN WILL
WHATEVER ONE DESIRES TO CREATE
FOR WHATEVER REASON(S) AND PURPOSE(S)
ONE MAY HAVE IN DOING AND BEING SO
FREE WILL MEANS BEING WHATEVER ONE DESIRES TO BE
WHENEVER ONE DESIRES TO BE IT
TO DO WHATEVER ONE DESIRES TO DO
WHENEVER ON DESIRES TO DO IT
THAT…..BY MY DEFINITION
THAT IS FREE WILL
AND SO
HERE I AM
IN MY MIND
I REALIZE THAT OUR FREE WILL
IS A SUBSET OF THE ONE THAT THINKS US UP
THAT THINKS OF US AS BEING PART AND PARCEL OF ITS SELF
THAT THINKS OF US AS BEING OUR PART
OF ITS SELF AND ITSELF….
BUT THAT’S ME…FUCK ME..RIGHT?
WHAT YE ONES CALL FREE WILL
I CALL AN EXPERIENCE OF FREE WILL
AND AS FAR AS I AM CONCERNED
IT IS SIMPLY THE WILL OF THE ONE
WITH AND WITHIN US…..
THAT IS THE EXTENT OF OUR FREE WILL
THAT’S MY STAND ON THE MATTER
AND I STAND FIRM
MY FLAG IS PLANTED IN THIS GROUND
DUG INTO THIS POINT ON THIS ROCK
ON WHICH I STAND
YOU DO NOT HAVE TO ACCEPT IT
THAT’S FINE
I GET IT
BUT THIS IS ME BEING WHO AND WHAT I M
IN GOD
WITH GOD
BY GOD
GOD THOUGH ME
THIS IS IT…..LOVE IT OR LEAVE IT
OR RESIST AND FIGHT AGAINST IT
THAT’S ON YOU
I AM THIS
DOING THIS
BEING THIS
BEING WHAT I AM
GOD ON EARTH
I AM A HIGH CELESTIAL SPIRIT BEING
INCARNATED HERE ON MISSION
AS ARE SO MANY OF YOU…..
I DID SO
IN ORDER TO BE HUMAN BEING
HERE
ON EARTH SHAN GAIA URANTIA
BECAUSE THE HUMAN BEING ON EARTH
IS GOD ON EARTH
THE POWER
THE EXPRESSION
THE WILL
OF GOD
THE ONE
THE BEINGS THAT ARE HERE
THAT ARE FULL FLEDGED
HUMAN BEINGS
EARTHLINGS OF EARTH
THAT ARE PRESENT
IN GOD
WITH GOD
SURROUNDED BY GOD
AND KNOW IT………
THEY RE THE ONES THAT ARE LED
TO LEAD THIS WORLD
TO ITS GOD=GIVEN DESTINY…….
YE THAT KNOW!
YE WHO KNOW!
HEAR MY WORDS!
NOW IS THE TIME!
HERE IS THE PLACE!
PLANET EARTH SHAN GAIA URANTIA!
ALLOW THE WILL OF THE ONE
TO WORK WITH AND WITHIN YOU
AND ALL AROUND YOU
THROUGH YOU!
THE WILL OF THE ONE IS
ABSOLUTE
ULTIMATE
SUPREME
TOTAL SURRENDER TO IT
IS REQUIRED
IN ORDER TO CONTINUE TO LIVE
THE LIFE OF GOD
THAT IS WITH AND WITHIN YOU
AND ALL AROUND YOU……
AND YES….
RESISTANCE IS FUTILE…….
YE ARE BUT THOUGHTS….
WE ARE BUT THOUGHTS……
IF THE ONE THAT THINKS OF YOU
AS PART AND PARCEL OF ITSELF
AS NECESSARY
TO ITS FULL EXPRESSION OF ITSELF
ITS EXPERIENCE OF ITSELF
IF THAT
ONE THINKER
THINKS THAT IT NEED NOT THINK OF YOU
ANYMORE
AT ALL
WHERE WILL YOU BE?
THINK ABOUT IT……………
DUALITY
THE GOOD
THE BAD
THE BEAUTIFUL
THE UGLY
ALL OF THIS MUST ACT AS ONE FORM
TO CREATE THE DESIRED RESULT
PERFECTION IN EXPERIENCE
EXPERIENCE OF GOD……..IN GOD….
AS GOD BEING
WHO AND WHAT WE ALL ARE
IN GOD
AS GOD
AD INFINITUM……
YE MAY NOT WANT TO THINK/FEEL
THAT GOD CREATES
THE NEGATIVE
ALONG WITH THE POSITIVE
THE DARK ALONG WITH THE LIGHT
THE GOOD WITH THE BAD
THE BEAUTIFUL WITH THE UGLY
BUT I ASSURE YOU
[IMHO]
IT IS SO!
FUCK ME….RIGHT?
WHAT DO I KNOW…RIGHT?
LOOK
I AM NOT HERE TO BLOW SUNSHINE UP AN UNICORN’S ASS……
GOD KNOWS THAT I AM NOT COME HERE FOR THAT
MY JOB IS TO REPORT MY EXPERIENCE IN THE ONE
AND THAT I HAVE DONE AND AM DOING…
YES….OBVIOUSLY….
IT IS MY EXPERIENCE
IT MAY NOT BE YOURS
BUT I REPORT MY EXPERIENCE
AND NOT YOURS
YOU CAN REPORT YOUR OWN…..
THANK YOU VERY MUCH…….
MY REPORT
HERE AND NOW
IS THAT THERE IS A HUUUUUUGE CHANGE
THAT HAS ALREADY BEGUN…….
TH END OF TH OLD DRK TIMES HS LREASDY RRIVED
AND THE BEGINNING OF THE NEW TIME
OF LIGHT AND LOVE
IN GOD
WITH GOD
BY GOD
FOR GOD
AND US
ALL IN EACH OTHER
AS ONE….
HAS ARRIVED
FIRST STEPS ARE IMPORTNT
CRUCIAL
LIKE A BABE TAKING THEM FOR THE FIRST TIME
THAT IS WHERE WE NOW STAND…..
THINKING THAT WE CAN WALK…..
ACCEPT IT
DEAL WITH IT
WE ARE WALKING TO THE LIGHT OF GOD
WITH BABY STEPS
UNSURE
YES…
BUT KNOWING THAT THIS IS OUR TIME TO DO AND BE SO
AND IN OUR SUCCESS
WITH OUR TAKING THESE FIRST FEW STEPS
OUR WHOLE NEW JOURNEY
TO A HIGHER REALM
A HIGHER DIMENSION
3D TO 5D
HAS ALREADY BEGUN……….
REJOICE IN THAT
I KNOW THAT I AM……
BUT THAT’S ME….RIGHT?
ANYWAYS……
HERE WE ARE
ABOUT TO LEARN MORE ABOUT
WHAT WE THOUGHT WAS TRUE
AND WHAT WE THOUGHT WAS FALSE
TO BE BETTER ABLE TO DISCERN
TRUTH FROM LIES…….
THAT IS THE GATE IN WHICH WE ALL STAND
RIGHT HER AND NOW
GOOD LUCK WHEN THAT GATE OPENS
CAN YOU HANDLE THE KNOWLEDGE?
CAN YOU HANDLE THE KNOWLEDGE
THAT THE ONES THAT YE ONES LOOKED UP TO
WERE ACTUALLY DEMONS IN DISGUISE?
WERE ACTUALLY CABAL?
REPTILLIANS?
THAT THE ONES THAT YOU IDOLIZED
WERE AGAINST YOU ALL ALONG
UNTIL
UNTIL
GOD MADE THEM CHOOSE SIDES
JUST LIKE YOU
AND THAT THOSE THAT CHOSE GOD
AND THOSE THAT CHOSE AGAINST GOD
RETIRED TO THEIR CORNERS
AND CAME OUT TO FIGHT
THIS FINAL BATTLE……
ONCE AND FOR ALL
FOR ALL THE CHIPS
ALL THE COOKIES
ALL THE PLANET…….
ALL AND EVRYTHING THAT IS HERE
TO DETERMINE
ALL AND EEVRYTHING
THAT WILL BE HERE
WHAT IS IT THAT IS BEING DECIDED
EVEN NOW
AS YOU READ THESE WORDS
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO EXPRIENCE?
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO SEE HAPPEN
TO BE IN ALL OF THIS
TO DO IN ALL OF THIS
HURRY UP
MAKING UP YOUR MIND AND HEART IN THE MATTER
YOUR TIME IS VERY, VERY SHORT…..
NO TIME TO PLAY CATCH UP
WHEN IT COMES
IT IS OUR DUTY
THE RESPONSIBILITY
OF ANY AND EVERY ONE LEFT
TO DECIDE THE ANSWERS
TO THE REAL QUESTIONS
GOD OR NOT GOD
CHRIST OR NOT CHIRST
LOVE OR NOT LOVE
LIGHT OR NOT LIGHT
LIFE OR NOT LIFE…….
AND NONE OF THAT CAN BE ANSWERED
WITHOUT GOD IN THE FIRST PLACE
REPRESENT GOD!
AND THEN YE SHALL GROK THE TRUTH OF IT!
AND HERE WE ALL ARE………
MARK MY WORDS IN ALL OF THIS
IT HAS ALREADY BEGUN
THE FALL OF THE OLD
THE FALSEHOOD IS DEAD
THE NEW TRUTH IS RISING
THE MONEY IS CHANGING
THE CONSCIOSNESS OF MATERIAL LIFE
IS CHANGING…IT HAS ALREADY CHANGED
NOTHING CAN STOP WHAT IS COMING
THAT MUCH IS TRUE
THE GLOBAL GOVERNMENTS WILL BE COMPLIANT
REST ASSURED
ALL OVER THE WORLD….
NO CHOICE
LIVE OR DIE…WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
IN THE U.S.
THE REPUBLIC
WILL BE BE RENEWED AND RESTORED
IT WILL BE UGLY
PAINFUL
DEAL WITH IT
LIVE WITH IT
LIVE THROUGH IT
THE ABUNDANCE IS THERE
IF YOU ASK FOR IT
IF YOU NEED IT
SOON ENOUGH
ABUNDANCE FOR ALL
WILL BE THE RULE OF THE DAY
EVERYDAY
THE WAY OF GOD IS BEING ESTABLISHED
A NEW AGE
A NEW VIBRATION
A NEW ENERGY
A NEW DIMENSION
A NEW GROKKING…..
DO YOUR BEST TO GET THERE
DO YOUR BEST TO BE WORTHY OF IT
PASS THE TEST
PASS THE TESTS
ALL AND EVERYTHING IS A TEST
PASS
GRADUATE
PLEASE DON’T BE LEFT BEHIND IN THE SANDBOX FOR THE KIDDIES
IT’S FUN
BUT…WELLL…HEY….
THAT’S ON YOU…OK?
THE ADULTS OF GOD
WILL GO ON TO THE NEXT THING……..
THE..WELL…..LOL…WE’LL SEE….RIGHT
JUST MAKE IT
GET THERE
AND THEN
WE WILL ALL SEE TOGETHER…….RIGHT?
RIGHT!
LIKE I SAID
IT’S ON YOU
THIS IS MY THING
YOU DO YOUR THING
WE WILL SEE AND COMPARE NOTES….LATER…..
ENUFF SID
DO YOUR BST
GOD BLESS YOU ALL IN CHRIST ESU….
SELAH.
KIBO[LORD]DABI
Kibodabi 
Things are changing now very quickly now but because of our different ways of seeing and understanding what is being actually put forth for our understanding – none of us ‘knows and understands’ ALL correctly.
We have always been given information of the Truth but sometimes it may take years before we understand what we were given. Here is an example from;
PJ 229 – RISE OF ANTICHRIST – VOL. 3 – chap. 9 – HATONN
[H: The facts are and the problem IS: These latter JEWS are the very chosen people of their god, Jehovah. They have many names right in the BIBLES for this entity, but here is where the facts split from the tales. Jehovah is LUCIFER and is the god of the dark side, the PHYSICAL expression of life-form representing as humanoid and the adversary of HUman. I didn’t make this up to annoy you readers; these are the FACTS, undeniable and indisputable–and actually, you will find that they are NOT REALLY DISPUTED. “Jesus” is in dispute always because people wish to put their “faith” in a MAN-person but as for the Christed TEACHER, HIS name was not “Jesus” as you write, pronounce and accept unquestioned from your false teachers.]
THE TWENTY-FOURTH PROTOCOL OF THE LEARNED ELDERS OF ZION HAS THIS TO SAY:
“Now I will discuss the manner in which the roots of the house of King David will penetrate to the deepest strata of the Earth. This dynasty, even to this day, has given the power of controlling world affairs to our wise men, the educational directors of all human thought.”
M. – This refers to the thirteenth tribe – The Khazars
Back to Hatonn;
[H: But what does THIS have to do with happenings in Iraq TODAY? Well, these men set down some sequence criteria which areas presented, BUT MISSED, by the observing world. Into the necessary acquisitions to bring under this KING OF THE JEWS IS ALL OF IRAQ. Not only THAT, but every inch of land that is represented in the Israeli FLAG. The two blue lines with the Star of (so-called) House of David in the middle REPRESENT THE EUPHRATES RIVER AND THE TIGRIS RIVER. THERE COMES A LINE OF ACQUISITIONS, HOWEVER, THAT ARE VERY IMPORTANT, AND THAT IS THE MAJOR BIBLICAL CLAIM AND THAT IS HELD BY SADDAM HUSSEIN.]
So, let’s look at this and that which I last wrote about sequence. For things to be “fulfilled” upon your heads from the prophecies of those who wrote your play, the lands between the Euphrates and Tigris Rivers MUST BE IN THE CONTROL OF THE JEWISH HENCHMEN. It has to be or the prophecies and program get such a GLITCH that even the involved and inner-Jewish hierarchy would lose face if the program fails.
The power play is over oil on the FACE OF IT but the REAL CAUSE is to acquire through force and power that particular land upon which sits, in deference to all you hear and are shown, a goodly, even GODLY man, and all the lies will not make it otherwise.”
“WHEN TRUTH BEGINS TO FLOW, READERS, CHANGE IS IN THE WIND. WHEN PROOF IS VISITED UPON THE OBSERVERS AND OPEN TO WORLD OPINION AND MEDIA, CHANGE IS GOING TO HAPPEN.
People, you have a DEATH PENALTY FOR TREASON AND TRAITORS–AND I CAN TELL YOU RIGHT NOW–THERE ARE THOUSANDS WHO FIT THE CATEGORY RIGHT IN WASHINGTON D.C., NOT TO MENTION OTHER PLACES.”
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Two days ago I had an experience of two people reading the same sentence and getting totally different meanings from it – and this misunderstanding about ‘Free Will’ is like it;
Your ‘definition’ is;
“ FOR BY MY OWN DEFINITION OF FREE WILL
FREE WILL
IS THE POWER AND CONTROL AND ABILITY
TO DO WHATEVER ONE WANTS TO DO
TO BE WHATEVER ONE WANTS TO BE
NO OBSTACLES
NO HINDRANCES
NO OPPOSITION
TO CREATE BY ONE’S OWN WILL
WHATEVER ONE DESIRES TO CREATE
FOR WHATEVER (S) AND PURPOSE(S)
ONE MAY HAVE IN REASON DOING AND BEING SO
FREE WILL MEANS BEING WHATEVER ONE DESIRES TO BE
WHENEVER ONE DESIRES TO BE IT
TO DO WHATEVER ONE DESIRES TO DO
WHENEVER ON DESIRES TO DO IT
THAT…..BY MY DEFINITION
THAT IS FREE WILL”
While my way of seeing it is that my free will is curtailed by the Universal Laws first and foremost and by a sentence I learned as a child – “NEVER DO UNTO OTHERS WHAT YOU DON’T WANT THEM TO DO UNTO YOU.”
This was my automatic guide throughout my life.
Here are some excerpts from ;
PJ 27 – PHOENIX OPERATOR-OWNER MANUAL
INCLUDING FLIGHT INSTRUCTION
*IF USED PROPERLY* 1,000 YEAR ( + /-) WARRANTY (144,000 PLANETS TESTED)
MANUFACTURER ATON
“7. YOU SHALL NOT MURDER YOUR FELLOW MAN –
Remember you each are given, along with your “Free Will”, PERSONAL RESPONSIBILITY for all of your thoughts, words, deeds and actions.”
RECOGNIZING AND DEFINING THE MOST “DEADLY” SINS…OF HU-MAN
“Do you see what your gift of FREE-will is, dear ones?
It is through your experiences of learning what GOD is NOT that you will, therefore, KNOW what GOD IS. We have observed, as many ones will say smugly, “But God created EVERYTHING including evil, so it just IS a part of our experience.”
REMEMBER THIS CAREFULLY: GOD/ATON created Hu-man in his IMAGE OF PERFECTION; He gave you FREE-WILL and with YOUR FREE-WILL YOU have CHOSEN to BE the ADVERSARY AND BREAK EVERY LAW OF BALANCE – SO DON’T ANY OF YOU EVER THINK YOU CAN SHIRK YOUR PERSONAL RESPONSIBILITY BECAUSE YOU BELIEVE GOD CREATED EVIL
MAN CREATED EVIL WITH HIS OWN FREE-WILL! And with the DIVINE MERCY of his Creator, ATON, HE WILL FIND his way BACK to GODLY BALANCE or he will continue to remain bound in his DARK CAGE of SELF-service and SEPARATION FROM the CREATIVE SPIRIT OF LIFE!
You see, friends, YOUR free-will is really YOUR choice to make your will GOD’s WILL, OR to live according to the will of your “altered” ego which seeks always to “limit” your spiritual understanding and, therefore, to disrupt and destroy YOUR creative potential, harmony and balance of ONENESS.
Ultimately you will recognize that the ONLY free-will you have is that which is GOD’S will, because you will have gained the wisdom of knowing that the logical balance of GOD’s WAY is really THE ONLY WAY to the JOY of TRULY balanced spiritual freedom.”
“UNDERSTANDING THE NATURE OF YOUR PERSONAL RESPONSIBILITY
So with the communion of THE SPIRIT OF LIFE WITHIN each of you, you must first wisely understand and follow the Laws of Balance AND secondly, you must wisely know where YOUR responsibility begins and ends within THE CREATION upon this wondrous orb.”
“So you must now think and reason, dear ones, how can you maintain your life in Harmony and Balance with the rest of this CREATION?”
You begin with the pure desire to KNOW Truth. In order to come into knowing, you must recognize that your conscious “altered” ego is limited in its perception of Truth and that GOD KNOWS the best way and the path for you in His service.
So you must then surrender your WILL to that which is GOD’s Will.
In your daily prayer you must ask GOD for the LOVING LIGHT of protection, guidance, power, wisdom, knowledge, Truth, integrity and courage in order to best serve HIS will and not YOUR will.
Then, dear ones, you must WAIT upon the Father to give you that which you need to sustain in HIS service. Do you see? Your will and HIS will must become ONE again.
For you ones who now SEE the Truth and find your cup is full of the knowledge and wisdom given of THE FATHER, you now also have the RESPONSIBILITY to pass the cup on to your brethren who will accept it.
You will find that for you to move on in your service, the cup must be passed. You, therefore, cannot hold it unto yourself, for it is full and must be emptied to again become full. You cannot sprinkle it haphazardly on all who come in your presence; it must be passed and it must be accepted by the choice of EACH one. It is not your responsibility to try to give the cup where it is not accepted. You pass the cup, and ones will refuse and ones will accept, but it is not your concern who does and who doesn’t accept. Your responsibility is to pass the cup to those who accept and release the outcome TO GOD who exists within each. So too, those who accept the cup of knowledge and wisdom and drink of the Truth will be nurtured and filled with the JOY of Truth and then they will pass their cup as well. All will be given opportunities to take the cup, if not from you then from another. It is yours to offer it to them and WAIT UPON THE LORD. Your cup will again be filled and you will again pass it on, and in this way will you SERVE THE FATHER WHO IS WITHIN ALL”
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Oh, my dear friend, I do so appreciate you ‘being’ your ‘self.’ I have to share that I am also amused.. just this morning, I was formatting a speech of sorts in my head.. and heard the words, ‘stand firm and plant your flags in the history books,’ referring to the time period we are currently in. Here I thought I was original, but was simply hearing an echo.. LOL! Of all minds to be on the same wavelength with, I’m thankful it was yours! *Much love and gratitude!*
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