BELIEVE OR NOT…EITHER WAY…YOU’RE RIGHT….

“AND YE SHALL REAP WHAT YE HAVE SOWN……SO IT IS
SO SHALL IT BE
SOBEIT…”
AHEM…

HERE IS THE POST I DIDN’T PLAN ON POSTING
MY PLAN WAS TO CELEBRATE AND REJOICE
AND JUST HAVE A GREAT AND GLORIOUS TIME
AND NOT POST AT ALL
FOR I AM CONVINCED THAT IT IS HERE
FREEDOM!!!!!!
HOW MANY OF US HAVE EXPERIENCED IT?
YOU?
ME?
NONE OF US!!!!!
FREEDOM IS HERE
OR SO I AM TOLD
BUT THAT’S ME
DON’T MIND ME
JUST SAYIN’
AND NOW
AS GOD HAS WILLED IT FOR ME TO DO AND BE….
THE POST THAT TOOK ME ALL FREAKING NIGHT TO WRITE
AND I HOPE YOU LIKE IT….HEHEHEHEH…SMILE..
and yes…there will be bad language
deal with it
or not
it’s up to you…muahahahaha:

BELIEF…KNOWING…EXPERIENCE…….

AND HERE WE ALL ARE
AT THIS TIME
AND THERE ARE THOSE OF YOU THAT ARE WONDERING JUST WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON
BECAUSE YOU HAVE BEEN GIVEN SO MANY DIFFERENT BELIEFS TO FOLLOW
THAT ARE SO FUCKING HARD TO CHOOSE FROM
THAT YOU DON’T REALLY KNOW WHERE TO GO
TO FOLLOW WHAT
GIVEN BY WHOM
AND FOR WHAT REASONS AND PURPOSES
SIGH
LET ALL OF THAT SHIT GO
IT DOESN’T MATTER
RIGHT NOW
RIGHT HERE AND NOW
BREATHE DEEPLY
AND KNOW THAT YOU ARE
CENTER YOURSELF AND YOURSELF
AND FND THAT CENTER
THAT IS THE SOURCE AND CENTER
OF ALL AND EVERYTHING
THAT YOU THINK OF AS BEING GOD
GOD
THE INEFFABLE
GOD
THAT IS FAR ABOVE AND BEYOND
ANY CONCEPT OF UNDERSTANDING
THAT ANY OF US CAN POSSIBLY HAVE
CAN POSSIBLY HAVE AND HOLD
ABOUT ITS TRUE NATURE
AND MEANING
AND WHATEVER…
BUT THAT TO HAVE AND TO HOLD
THAT PART IS QUITE SIGNIFICANT…
AT LEAST TO ME
FOR THAT IS A FORMAL PART OF OUR TRADITIONAL WEDDING VOWS….
AT LEAST…HERE…FOR NOW..
EVEN THOUGH THE TRADITION SEEMS TO BE FADING…SOMEWHAT…
IT IS NOT TOO LATE TO FIGURE OUT THE WHOLE AND REAL TRUTH OF THE MATTER
AS IT WAS ALWAYS MEANT FOR ALL AND ANY OF US
TO SEEK FOR AND FIND AND DETERMINE FOR OURSELVES
ONCE AGAIN
AS WE USED TO KNOW
IN THE PAST…….
BUT YET AND THEN AND STILL……
HEAR ME OUT
ON ALL AND EVERYTHING
AS YE ONES HAVE BEEN GIVEN ALL AND EVERYTHING
TO PICK AND CHOOSE FROM
THE WORDS OF OTHERS
THAT YOU HAVE TAKEN TO BELIEVE IN
IN PLACE OF YOUR OWN WILLS
YOUR OWN THOUGHTS
YOUR OWN DECISIONS
THAT’S ON YOU
I ESCAPED THAT TRAP SOME TIME AGO
AND EVEN NOW
THERE ARE THOSE THAT BELIEVE THE LIES
THAT HAVE TOLD ABOUT ME
TO PROTECT THE ONES THAT LIED
NOT JUST TO ME
BUT TO YOU AS WELL
AND YET
TOO FEW OF YOU CAN SEE OR DETERMINE IT
AND THAT IS ON YOU
MY CONSCIOUSNESS IS CLEAN
FOR I HAVE GIVEN UP MUCH
MUCH TOO MUCH
TO LIVE IN THIS WORLD
THIS SYSTEM
OF LIES AND DECEPTION
DECEPTION ABOUT OUR PAST
DECEPTION ABOUT OUR PRESENT
DECEPTION ABOUT OUR FUTURE
KNOW THAT THE ADVERSARY
THE ENEMIES OF GOD AND HUMANITY
WANTED TO DO THIS
AS EFFICIENTLY AS POSSIBLE
AND THEY DID
AND YET THEY FAILED
WHY IS THAT?
IT IS BECAUSE THE LIFE AND SPIRIT OF GOD
GOD THE ONE
THE ONE
THE ONE AND ALL AND EVERYTHING
CANNOT BE DEFEATED
NOR CAN IT BE OVERCOME
THE SPIRIT OF GOD
THE GOD
GOD
THE ONE
CANNOT BE OVERCOME OR USURPED
IT CANNOT BE MOVED
FOR THERE IS NOWHERE FOR IT TO GO
IT IS ALL AND EVERYTHING
AND THE ONLY THING THAT YOU CAN MOVE
IS YOU AND YOURSELF
FROM YOUR REAL AND TRUE PATH
YOU BELIEVE THE LIES OF THIS WORLD
AND TAKE THEM AS YOUR OWN
THAT IS A GRAND FALLACY
PROMULGATED BY THESE AND THOSE
THAT SEEK TO DETER AND DISSUADE YOU
FROM THE REAL AND TRUE AND PATH
AND THAT PATH IS
YOUR RETURN TO THE ONE
THE PATH FROM YOUR PERFECTION
TO YOUR PERFECTION OVERFLOWING WITH EXPERIENCE
AND THAT EXPERIENCE MAKES ALL THE DIFFERENCE IN CREATION….
THIS IS TRULY WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE
AND THE CHOICE THAT YOU MAKE
AND HAVE MADE
AND WILL MAKE
ABOUT AND CONCERNING WHO YOU ARE
THAT
THAT WILL MAKE ALL THE DIFFERENCE IN CREATION
AS TO WHO
AND WHAT
YOU WILL CONTINUE TO BE
THAT
IN AND OF ITSELF
WILL DETERMINE YOUR DIRECTION IN WHAT IS ALREADY HERE
FOR YOU AND I
AND ALL OF US TO EXPERIENCE
IT IS ALREADY HERE
THE CHOICES HAVE BEEN MADE
AND IF ANY OF YOU HAVE ANY DOUBTS ABOUT THOSE CHOICES
THEN NOW
NOW IS THE TIME TO SPEAK UP
AND ASK
ASK WITH AND WITHIN YOU
WITH AND WITHIN YOUR SELF
TO THE GOD OF CREATION
THAT IS WITH AND WITHIN YOU AND ALL AROUND YOU
FOR THIS ONE, LAST CHANCE
THIS ONE OPPORTUNITY
TO UNDO ALL AND EVERYTHING
THAT YOU HAVE DONE
AND TO SET YOUR BEING
YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS
ON A NEW AND BETTER PATH
THIS IS THE TIME FOR IT
THIS IS THE PLACE
FOR THIS PLACE WAS ALWAYS A GAMBLE
A GAME
A RECKONING
BETWEEN
ALL THAT IS GOOD AND OF LIGHT AND LOVE
WITH AND WITHIN GOD
AND ALL THAT IS DARK AND FEARFUL
WITHOUT GOD
AND AGAINST GOD
SUCH IS THE WAY OF THIS PLACE
THIS PLANET
THIS PROVING GROUND
THAT WOULD EXEMPLIFY AND SHOW
ALWAYS AND FOREVERMORE
THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE MOST
TWO OPPOSING FORMS AND FORCES OF THOUGHT
GOD
OR
NO GOD
LOVE OR NO LOVE
LIGHT OF NO LIGHT
THIS…..
THIS HERE AND NOW…
THAT WE ARE ALL EXPERIENCING
IS OUR CHANCE
OUR LAST AND GREATEST CHANCE AND OPPORTUNITY
TO CHOOSE
GOD OR NO GOD
LIGHT OR NO LIGHT
LOVE OR NOT LOVE……
HERE IT IS
I
I AM
I AM CONVINCED THAT THIS IS THE TIME
THIS IS THE PLACE
WHERE ALL AND EVERYTHING IS COMING TOGETHER
TO PROVE
THE GLORY AND THE MAJESTY AND THE POWER
OF GOD
GOD THE ONE
GOD THE ALL
THE ONE GOD
GOD THE ONE
AND IN ALL AND ANY OF THAT
ITS CHRIST MICHAEL ATON
IN ITS CHRIST IN ESU IMMANUEL
ALL OF THAT
ALL OF THIS
IS ABOUT TO COME INTO PLAY
FOR THE WILL OF THE ONE IS ABSOLUTE
AND THE WILL OF THE ONE
HAS HELD STEADFAST ON THIS PLANET
IN THIS PLACE
IN THESE TIMES
MORE THAN IT EVER HAS BEFORE
AND YET
IT HAS DONE SO FOR ALL THE WRONG REASONS
IT HAS DONE SO BECAUSE OF ITS OWN WILL
AND THE WILL OF THE HEAVENS
IT HAS DONE SO IN SPITE OF THE WILLS OF THE MANY
OF HUMANITY
OR WHAT IS CONSIDERED TO BE HUMANITY
ON THIS PLANET
AT THIS TIME
FOR NOT ALL OF US ARE HUMAN
AND NOT ALL OF US ARE HUMAN BEINGS
BUT WE
WE THE HUMAN BEINGS
ON THIS PLANET
AT THIS TIME
WE
WE ARE THE PEOPLE OF THE LIE
AND IT IS NOT JUST AMERICA THAT HOLDS THAT TITLE
IT IS THE WHOLE PLANET
IN SPITE OF THOSE THAT LIVE AMONG US
THAT ARE MORE AND LESS THAN HUMAN
BEING FROM OTHER
BEING FROM OTHER PLACES AND PEOPLES AND BEINGS
AND THEN
EVEN THEN
THERE ARE THOSE THAT ARE HERE
THAT ARE BEINGS OF DARKNESS AND FEAR
AND SEEK ONLY TO PROMULGATE SUCH
FOR THE UNDERSTANDING AND COMPLETION
OF WHAT THEY CONSIDER TO BE
THEIR MASTER’S PLAN
THE PLAN OF FEAR AND DARKNESS
THAT WAS GIVEN TO THEM
NOT FORCED UPON THEM
BUT THAT WHICH THEY ACCEPTED WILLINGLY
AND THIS
THIS IS THE RESULT
THE OVERCOMING OF GOD IN LIGHT
OVER THE FORCES OF ANY AND EVERY
LESSER BEING
AS ALL BEINGS ARE IN GOD………….
A FOOLISH WISH AND DAYDREAM
A THOUGHT
HOWEVER UNOPPOSED
BY THE IGNORANT AND SELFISH PEOPLE OF THE LIE
AS THEY HAVE BEEN BROUGHT TO BE SO AND CONDITIONED TO DO SO
ON THIS PLANET
GOD REIGNS SUPREME AND ABSOLUTE AND ULTIMATE
IN THE CREATION OF ITS OWN CREATING
AND CHRIST MICHAEL ATON REIGNS SUPREME
IN THE UNIVERSE OF HIS OWN MAKING
AND CHRIST IN ESU IMMANUEL
REIGNS SUPREME AS THE DIRECT REPRESENTATIVE
OF THAT DIVINE GLORY
THAT IS CHRIST MICHAEL ATON
WHICH IS THE BEST AND ONLY DIVINE GLORY
THAT STANDS AS REPRESENTATIVE
OF THE GOD OF GODS
THE SOURCE OF SOURCES
THE CENTER OF CENTERS
THE BEING OF BEINGS
THE CONSCIOUSNESS THAT IS ALL CONSCIOUSNESSES
WITH AND WITHIN THE WHOLE OF CREATION
AND NOT JUST OUR OWN UNIVERSE OF NEBADON
CAN ANY OF YOU OUT THERE
COMPREHEND AND GROK THIS CONCEPT?
CAN ANY OF YOU FULLY SEE AND HEAR AND DEAL WITH
THE VERY FACT
THAT YOU
YES…YOU
YOU ARE GOD ON EARTH
WITH AND WITHIN YOU AND ALL AROUND YOU
AT LEAST…
YOU ARE THAT IF YOU ARE
A REAL AND TRUE
HUMAN BEING
AND FOR ALL OF THOSE BEINGS
THAT ARE NOT HUMAN BEINGS
THIS IS NO PLACE FOR YOU TO CONTINUE ANY LONGER
IF YOU ARE NOT OF THOSE THAT SEEK TO LIVE IN PEACE AND HARMONY
AND LIGHT AND LIFE….AND LOVE
AS ONE
WITH AND WITH IN GOD
WITH THESE ONES
THAT ARE THAT WHICH IS GOD
AND THAT WHICH IS WITHIN GOD
THESE ONES
THESE ONES THAT HAVE BEEN DESIGNED
TO BE AND TO DO AS GOD WILLS THEM TO DO AND TO BE
AND FOR ALL THOSE THAT REBEL….OH WELL…..
AND NO
I WON’T SAY ANYMORE ABOUT ANY OF ALL OF THAT
YOU MADE THE CHOICE
FEEL TOTALLY FREE TO EXPERIENCE
THE RESULT AND EFFECT AND BEING AND DOING OF ALL AND ANY OF IT
AND SO
YOU DID WHAT YOU DID
AS YOU DETERMINED
WHO AND WHAT AND WHY YOU ARE
IN GOD AND WITH GOD WERE
FOR SURELY
THERE ARE THOSE
AMONG THOSE
THAT STILL READ HERE
FOR SOME REASON
THEY HAVE NOT YET FIGURED THAT PART OUT….
CONCERNING WHO AND WHAT THEY ARE
AS GOD BEING WHO AND WHAT THEY ARE
AND THEY BEING GOD BEING WHO AND WHAT THEY ARE
FOR SOMEHOW
THEY THINK, OR THOUGHT
THAT THEY WERE WHO AND WHAT THEY ARE
IS WHAT THEY MEAN TO BE IN GOD
AND NOT WHAT GOD MEANS TO BE IN THEM
AND THAT IS A CRUCIAL MISTAKE IN THIS THING
THAT IS TAKING PLACE
EVEN AS YOU READ THESE WORDS
FOR IF….
IF I AM RIGHT AND TRUE AND REAL AND HONEST AND SINCERE
AND FACTUAL…..IN EXPERIENCE
IN MY OWN JOURNEY
WITH AND WITHIN GOD
GOD THE ONE
GOD THE ALL
AND ITS CHRIST MICHAEL ATON
AND HIS CHRIST ESU IMMANUEL
THEN YOU HAVE SOME CONSIDERABLE AMOUNT OF EFFORT TO MAKE
IN THE SHORT TIME THAT IS REMAINING
TO DECIDE
WHAT IS TRUTH AND WHAT IS NOT
WHAT IS REAL AND WHAT IS NOT
WHAT IS…..
YOUR REAL AND TRUE SELF
THE GOD YOU
THE GOD SELF
THAT IS WITH AND WITHIN YOU
AND ALL AROUND YOU
CAN YOU
HAVE YOU
CAN YOU CONNECT TO THAT?
HAVE YOU CONNECTED TO THAT?
HAVE YOU?
WITH AND WITHIN YOURSELF AND YOUR SELF
TO DETERMINE FOR YOURSELF
WHO AND WHAT GOD REALLY AND TRULY IS
FOR YOU AND WITH YOU AND ALL AROUND YOU AND WITHIN YOU
THESE ARE PROMISING TIMES
AUSPICIOUS TIMES…
THESE ARE REAL TIMES
AND YOU DO NOT
I REPEAT
YOU DO NOT WANT TO MISS OUT….
MUHAHAHAHA…..
ON THE FAST LANE IN THIS THING
THE REAL UNDERSTANDING
THE REAL EXPERIENCE
FOR MISTAKES CAN BE COSTLY….
DID YOU SEE?
DID YOU HEAR?
DID YOU DECIDE?
DID YOU DISCERN
DID YOU WANT?
DID YOU NEED?
AND ALL FOR WHO AND WHOM?
YOU?
HER?
HIM?
IT?
WHATEVER?
WHEN THE TIME COMES
THERE WILL BE NO MORE EXCUSES
EVEN IN THE SPELLING…..SMILE…..
THERE WILL BE NO MEASURE FOR LACK OF KNOWLEDGE
NOR MISUNDERSTANDINGS
NOR DECLARED MISUNDERSTANDINGS
AND SO FORTH AND SO ON AND SO FORTH
AND SO ON AND SO FORTH
THE USUAL UNDERSTANDINGS MUST APPLY
WIN OR LOSE
THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS IN THE END OF THIS WAR ON CONSCIOUSNESS
WIN
WIN FOR THE LIGHT
FOR THE LOVE
AND BE VICTORIOUS AND GLORIOUS
FOR A THOUSAND YEARS
AT LEAST
SIGH…….
AND YET AND BUT AND STILL
HERE WE ALL ARE
NOW
AND HOW MANY OF US ARE AWAKE?
HOW MANY OF US KNOW ALREADY?
HOW MAY OF US STILL NEEDS TO BE AWAKENED?
HOW MANY?
IT IS UP TO YOU TO DO WHAT YOU CAN
TO MAKE THAT EFFORT THAT COUNTS
SPIRITUALLY
TO RAISE THE AWARENESS
THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THOSE AROUND YOU
I CAN TELL YOU
THE TIME IS HERE
THE TIME IS NOW
BUT FUCK ME..RIGHT?
DON’T MIND ME
I’M A DARK BITCH
AS SOME HAVE SAID
I AM A FOOL
BUT I AM GOD’S FOOL
I AM AN IDIOT
BUT I AM GOD’S IDIOT
BUT FUCK ME
DON’T BELIEVE ME
BELIVE GOD WITH AND WITHIN YOU AND ALL AROUND YOU
SEE
HEAR
OPEN YOUR EYES AND YOUR EARS
SEE!
HEAR!
EXPERIENCE!
THE MANIPULATIONS OF THOSE AROUND YOU
EVEN TO THE ONES YOU TRUSTED!
ASK!
ASK GOD!
DEMAND OF GOD THE TRUTH!
DEMAND OF GOD THE TRUTH OF ALL AND EVERYTHING!
LEAVE NO STONE UNTURNED!
PRAY LIKE A LAWYER!!!! SMILE….
LEAVE NO LETTER NOR VOWEL NOR CONSONANT
NOR MEANING UNTURNED
NEITHER WITH NOR WITHIN YOUR MIND AND HEART
CONSCIOUSNESS IS MIND AND HEART TOGETHER
IF YE ARE WILLING TO FULLY AND COMPLETELY CONNECT TO
AND COMMUNICATE WITH
THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF GOD
THE ONE
THE ONE AND ONLY ONE
INCLUDING YOU AND ME
AND US AND THEM
AND ALL AND EVERYTHING ELSE…….
THEN YOU HAD BETTER BE READY TO MAKE SURE THAT YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT IT WANTS
WHAT IT WANTS….
NOT WHAT YOU WANT
WHAT IT WANTS….
DOWN TO THE CORE OF THE ESSENCE OF YOUR BEING THAT IT INHABITS
THE REAL YOU
THE REAL AND TRUE AND ONLY YOU
THAT IS GOD BEING YOU
BUT FUCK ME….RIGHT?
BELIEVE WHAT OTHERS HAVE TOLD YOU ABOUT ME…RIGHT?
BELIEVE THAT THE RV/GCR/CONSTITUTIONAL GOVERNMENT
CAN NEVER HAPPEN
BELIEVE THAT TRUMP IS A PERSONAGE OF CHRIST
BELIEVE THAT ANYONE DOWN HERE WITH US IS INFALLIBLE
FOR NO ONE OF US HERE
CAN BE SUCH OR SO
BUT THAT’S ON YOU……
ME?
I KNOW BETTER THROUGH MY OWN EXPERIENCE
GAIN YOURS ON YOUR OWN
THERE IS NO OTHER WAY….
AND YET AND BUT AND STILL….
I WILL SAY THIS TO YOU NOW….
BELIEVE THAT THE RELATIONSHIP THAT YOU HAVE
AND CAN ESTABLISH WITH
YOUR CREATOR
THAT IS WHOLLY BETWEEN YOUR CREATOR AND YOURSELF
IT IS REAL AND IS MORE IMPORTANT
THAN THE RELATIONSHIP AND SUPPORT
THAT YOU GIVE TO OTHERS
THAT ARE NOT YOUR SELF
NOR ARE THEY YOUR CREATOR
AND THUS
THEY HAVE NO AUTHORITY OVER YOU
THERE IS NO AUTHORITY OVER ANY OF YOU
OTHER THAN GOD
THE CREATOR OF ALL THINGS AND EVERYTHING
IS WITH AND WITHIN YOU AND ALL AROUND YOU
IT IS YOU
YOU ARE THE CREATOR BEING YOU
HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU THIS?
YOU ARE GOD BEING YOU
IN ORDER TO FULFILL THE ABSOLUTE AND ULTIMATE AND SUPREME
PROMISE AND PLAN
THAT GOD HAS ESTABLISHED TO BE FULFILLED
GOD
THE ONE
THE ONE AND ONLY ONE
THE ONE THINKER
THE UPHOLDER AND SUSTAINER ING THAT IS THE WHOLE OF CREATION….
WAAAAAY BEYOND OUR OWN IMAGNINGS……
HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU?
THAT ALL OF THAT IS GIVEN TO US
ON A LEVEL OF EXPERIENCE THAT WE ALL SIGNED UP FOR?
HOW MANY TIMES DO I TELL HAVE TO TELL YOU
THAT YOU CAN DO THIS?
THAT YOU CAN ACHIEVE THE MEANINGS AND ENDS OF THE ONE
THE ONE GOD
FOR ALL AND ANY AND EACH OF US
THAT ARE HOLDERS
OF THE IMMORTAL SOUL/SPIRIT
OF THE ONE
WE
WE…THE ASCENDING, ENSOULED, INTELLIGENT,
HUMAN BEINGS OF FREE WILL
IN AND WITH GOD
AS GOD’S WILL IS FREE
WITH AND WITHIN ANY AND EACH AND ALL OF US
AS ONE
IN AND ON THIS PLACE
CALLED EARTH BY US
AND YET
CALLED URANTIA BY OTHERS
HOW MANY DOES AND WILL IT TAKE
TO TURN THE TABLES AGAINST THE DARK ONES?
YOU
YOU ARE THE DECIDING FACTOR IN ALL OF THIS!
YOU
AND YOU ALONE
NO MATTER HOW MANY ARE FOR OR AGAINST YOU
YOUR POSITION
YOU ALLEGIANCE
YOUR VOTE
ALL OF THAT COUNTS!!!!!
GOD OR NO GOD
LOVE OR NO LOVE
LIGHT OR NO LIGHT
LIFE ETERNAL OR NOT……?
UNCREATION…DEATH?
THESE ARE THE CHOICE OFFERED TO YOU ALL…
BUT KNOW THAT THERE IS NO LIFE
THAT IS ETERNAL AND INFINITE
WITHOUT GOD
GOD THE ONE
GOD IN CHRIST MICHAEL ATON
AND ESU IMMANUEL COMES
AND COMES IN TIME
TO INSURE THE BEST POSSIBLE OUTCOME FOR ALL OF US….
AND SO IT IS
AND SO IT IS
AND ME?
MY JOB IS TO DO MY BEST TO MAKE ALL THAT HAPPEN…
AND SO I AM
AND SO I DO……
FOR NOW
AND UNTIL THAT JOB DESCRIPTION CHANGES
I DO WHAT I DO
I AM WHAT I AM
I BE WHAT I BE
NO MATTER WHAT ANY OF YOU OUT THERE
MAY FEEL OR THINK OR STRIVE TO ESTABLISH
OTHERWISE
IN MY STEAD
WITHOUT MY WORD
WITH OR WITHOUT ME
AND SO
FOR THOSE OF YOUR THAT THINK THAT I HAVE GONE DARK
SOBEIT
AND FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT THINK THAT I AM OF LIGHT
SOBEIT
THE TRUTH MOVES EVER CLOSER TO COMPLETION AND REVELATION AND…..
WELL……………………………
THE TRUTH WILL OUT
AND THAT IS ALL I NEED TO HAPPEN…
AND THAT COMES SOON ENOUGH
IN THE MEANTIME
THE REST
IS UP TO YOU AND YE ONES
AS YOU BELIEVE
AND HAVE BEEN TAUGHT
BY THOSE THAT YOU TRUST
AND AS YOU CAN MOVE BEYOND THE NEED FOR OTHERS TO DECIDE YOUR POSITION
IN AND WITH GOD
AND GOD
WITH AND WITHIN AND ALL AROUND YOU
SO SHALL IT BE
WHICH IS JUST A WAY OF SAYING
DON’T MIND ME
I AM DOING MY BEST TO GET AS FAR AHEAD AS I CAN
IN THE VERY SHORT TIME THAT IS LEFT
AND FOR THOSE THAT BELIEVE WHAT I SAY
DO YOUR BEST
AND FUCK ME
GO BEYOND ME
AS BEST YOU CAN
FOR THEN I CAN COMFORTABLY
ASK YOU FOR HELP AND ADVICE
CONCERNING MY RESPONSIBILITIES
IN WHAT IS TO COME
AND I DEARLY WANT TO DO THAT
FOR IT WILL HELP ME OUT
MORE THAT YOU KNOW
AND SO I PRAY YOU ARE WORTHY OF IT
EITHER WAY
THE SENTIMENT
SHOULD BE ENOUGH
UNTIL WE GET TO THAT POINT
WHERE ALL AND EVERYONE HAS NO DOUBT
NOR CLUE OTHERWISE
SUCH IS THE GLORY OF GOD IN THE HIGHEST!
BUT UNTIL THEN
LET US REMEMBER ALL AND ANY OF THIS
AS BEST WE CAN
AND AS BEST WE HAVE BEEN ALLOWED
TO GO AND DO AND BE SO
IN THE WILL OF THE ONE
AND SOBEIT…
AND AMEN
AND IN THE MEANITME….
[my…I really do push the envelope…don’t i?}
PLEASE TO LET ME REMIND YOU
ALL OF YOU
THAT THINGS ARE COMING TO A HEAD
MORESO THAT WE ALL HAVE EVER BEEN WITNESS TO BEFORE
THIS
THIS IS THE TIME OF RECKONING
I AM SURE OF IT
AND IF I AM SO HORRIBLY WRONG
THEN I SHALL GIVE TO YE ONES THAT WHICH YOU DESIRE MOST
I SHALL SHUT THE FUCK UP
AND NEVER POST AGAIN…..ON THIS BLOG
AND YES…SURELY I CAN PICK ANOTHER BLOG
BUT THAT IS NOT THE POINT…IS IT?
YOU
YOU WANT ME TO SHUT THE FUCK UP
AND I WANT YOU TO MAKE IT WORTH
NOT JUST MY WHILE
BUT YOUR WHILE
AND TO MAKE IT WORTH GOD’S WHILE…..
FOR THAT IS HOLDER OF MY LIFE AND ACCOUNT
I REFUSE TO MAKE ANY DECISION OF SUCH MAGNITUDE
WITH THAT PERSONALITY IN CHARGE OF ALL AND ANY OF IT
SAY WHAT YOU WILL ABOUT ME
BUT THAT IS HOW I ROLL
AND SO BE IT……
ANYWAY
WHATEVER YOU ASK OF ME
I WILL BE MORE THAN HAPPY TO CONSIDER
IN THE SAME RESPECT
THE LIGHT AND LIFE AND LOVE OF THE ONE
THE ONE AND ONLY ONE
AND FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT HAVENT FIGURED IT OUT YET
YOUR TIME IS HERE…
NOT JUST TO COME
YOUR TIME IS HERE…NOW…….
THIS
THIS IS THE TIME FOR ALL OF US
HERE AND NOW
TO DECIDE ONCE AND FOR ALL TIME AND SPACE IN CREATION
AND NOT JUST THIS UNIVERSE
FOR TOO MANY OF US CAME HERE FROM BEYOND THIS UNIVERSE
AND MANY FROM WITHIN
AND ALL OF THAT NEEDS TO BE MADE KNOWN
SO THAT ALL OF US CAN ACT ACCORDINGLY
EVEN THE DARK
AND THE LIGHT
AND THE GOOD AND THE BAD AND THE UGLY AND THE BEAUTIFUL
ALL OF ALL AND EVERYTHING
HAS TO BE PUT ON THE TABLE
ALL BETS PLACED
WITH ALL CURRENCY AVAILABLE
AND WHERE ARE WE IN ALL OF THIS
WHAT ABOUT OUR BETS?
WHAT ARE THE GREATEST TESTS THAT WE HAVE ENDURED…
WITH OR WITHOUT
OUR KNOWLEDGE OR PARTICIPATION?
THIS IS IT…
THE GREAT BET……..
LIGHT OF DARK
RICH OR POOR
FREE OR SLAVE……
CHOOSE
CHOOSE
ALL OF YOU
ALL AND EVERYONE OF US
ALL AND EVERY ONE OF ALL AND ANY OF US
FOR THIS TIME
THE GAME IS FULLY AND WHOLLY RIGGED….
SORRY
APOLOGIZES…
AND THEN AGAIN
NONE MADE AND NONE REQUIRED
THIS IS BEING AND EXISTENCE
AND BEING AND EXISTENCE IS WHAT IT IS
ONLY BECAUSE OF THE ONE
THE ONE THAT UPHOLDS AND BEHOLDS
AND MAINTAINS AND SUSTAINS
THE WHOLE OF CREATION
AS CREATION IS NOTHING MORE
THAN ITS OWN THOUGHT OF ITS SELF
AND ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT IT IS
ALWAYS AND FOREVER
CAN BE OBTAINED
BY ANY AND ALL OF THOSE
THAT SEEK TO FULFILL THE JOURNEY
TO PERFECTION IN AND WITH GOD
THE GOD
THAT THEY MAY BE PERFECT AS GOD IS PERFECT
IN ALL THINGS
AMEN
AND SO
HERE WE ARE
ON THE CUSP OF A NEW BEGINNING
A NEW PERSPECTIVE
UPON THAT WHOLE AND NEW OUTLOOK
AND UNDERSTANDING OF GOD AND HUMANITY
AND THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN THEM
AND THAT RELATIONSHIP
RIGHT HERE AND NOW
MEANS MORE THAT ALL AND EVERYTHING…
PLEASE TO BELIEVE ME
THE NEXT 8/9 DAYS
THE NUMBER OF DAYS UNTIL THE 1ST OF OCTOBER
WILL TELL
WILL REVEAL ALL AND EVERYTHING
PLEASE TO PAY THE MOST ATTENTION
THAT YOU HAVE EVER PAID IN YOUR EXISTENCE HERE
AS WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE
NOW
IN THIS TIME
IN THIS PLACE
FOR THIS REASON
OR REASON OF REASONS
THAT YOU EITHER CAN OR CANNOT COMPREHEND
IT IS SIMPLY A SELFISH WISH ON MY PART
FOR ALL OF US TO STRIVE TO PROTECT
OUR LOVED ONES AND FAMILIES
IN SPITE OF THEIR BELIEF IN US
OR ME
WHATEVER
SOBEIT….
AND HERE I AM
DOING AND BEING WHAT I AM DOING AND BEING
AND HERE YOU ARE
AND HERE WE ARE
DOING AND BEING WHAT WE ARE DOING AND BEING
EITHER AS WE SEE AND GROK
THE WILL OF THE ONE
WITH AND WITHIN AND ALL AROUND US
OR NOT
AND ONCE AGAIN
THAT IS ON YOU WHO READS THESE WORDS
GOD IS WITH AND WITHIN AND ALL AROUND YOU
I CAN NEVER FULLY EXPLAIN IT TO YOU
EVEN UNTIL THE END OF MY TIME HERE
ALL I CAN DO IS HOPE TO HELP YOU TO GET THERE
BUT THE GROKING OF IT ALL
IS WHOLLY UP TO YOU
I CAN ONLY HOPE AND PRAY THAT ANYTHING THAT I HAVE DONE
UP TO THIS POINT
HAS HELPED ANY OF YOU
TO EVOLVE SPIRITUALLY
AND IF SO
THEN I AM GRATEFUL
BUT LATELY
IT IS INCREASINGLY HARD TO TELL
AS THE YOUTHS ARE LED DOWN THE PATHS
OF DARK MANIPULATIONS AND CONCERNS…
THAT THEY SEE NOT
NOR FEEL NOT
NOR CARE NOT
TO SEE OR FEEL AT ALL
AND SO BE IT
I HAVE DONE MY BEST
I HAVE DONE MY JOB
I HAVE DELIVERED THE MESSAGE AND MESSAGES
AS IT HAS BEEN GIVEN TO ME TO DO AND SO AND TO BE SO
AND I HAVE BEEN ENCOURAGED AND IMPRESSED
IN SOME OF THE CONSCIOUSNESSESS
THAT I HAVE BEEN HONORER TO SPEAK WITH
AND DO MY BEST TO HELP AND TEACH….
I CAN ONLY PRAY
THAT I HAVE BEEN SUCESSFUL IN GOD’S WILL AND SO
I HUMBLY ASK….FOR RELEASE AND RELIEF…..
AS GOD SEE’S FIT
WHENEVER THE JOB HAS BEEN CONSIDERED DONE
BEYOND THE RECOGNITION OF ANY DOUBT
AND THE MANY CAN SEE
WHAT THE FEW HAVE HELD AWAY FROM THEM
AND ALSO SEE
WHAT THE MANY HAVE HELD AGAINST THEM…..
THE REST SHALL BE UP TO THEM
I WILL CONTINUE AS I HAVE BEEN
IF IT IS THY WILL THAT I DO ……..NEVER MIND….
I ALREADY KNOW
THY WILL IS DONE IN ALL THINGS ALL THE TIME AND EVERYHWERE
I SEEK TO LIVE AND BE AND DO AND EXIST
BY AND IN AND WITH THY WILL
AND THY WILL ALONE
SO BE IT
AND FORGIVE ME FOR ANY AND ALL OF IT…..
HERE I AM
OFFERING THIS ONE, SMALL, INSIGNIFICANT POST
TO THE WHOLE WORLD
KNOWING ALL ALONG WHAT THE WORLD MAY THINK OF IT
AND YET
THERE IS NOTHING MORE THAT I CAN DO
AT LEAST, FOR NOW
IN THE ARENAS OF INFLUENCE
THAT I HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE IN
BY MY LACK OF MY OWN EXPERIENCE
IN MATERIAL AFFAIRS
FOR MY EXERIENCE IN ALL AND ANY OF THAT
HAS TAUGHT ME
TO STAY OUT OF IT
TO STAY OUT OF THE LIE AND LIES
THAT INCORPORATE THIS WORLD
AND THE PERCEPTION OF THIS WORLD
WHAT I WANT
IS WHAT WAS PROMISED
TRUTH
REALITY
IS PROMISED
AND WHEN IT COMES
I PRAY THAT WE CAN HANDLE IT
FOR IT IS SO FAR REMOVED
FROM WHAT WE PERCEIVE TO BE
TRUTH AND REALITY
THAT SO MANY OF US
TOO MANY OF US
WILL BE SHOCKED TO THE POINT OF BECOMING COMATOSE
AND WHAT SHALL WE DO THEN?
WAKE UP NOW……..
WAKE UP SLEEPYHEADS
WAKE UP FROM THE DARK NIGHTMARE
THAT YOU HAVE CALLED YOUR LIFE
UP TO THIS POINT
WAKE UP
AND KNOW REMEMBER
REMEMBER WHERE YOU ARE
AND WHY
REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE AND WHY
SEEK TO ESTABLISH THAT
WHICH YOU KNOW IN GOD
TO BE REAL AND TRUE
THAT WHICH IS BORNE
OUT OF LIGHT AND LOVE
KINDNESS AND COMPASSION
THE JOY OF SERVICE
SERVICE TO OTHERS
AS GOD HAS HELD THIS ONE THOUGHT
FOR THE WHOLE OF CREATION
THE ONE THOUGHT OF LIGHT AND LIFE
OF LOVE AND JOY
THAT ONE THOUGHT THAT SERVES TO KEEP US ALL
IN THE EXPERIENCE OF GOD
ALL THAT IS GOD
AND THAT EXPERIENCE THAT GOD EXPERIENCES
THROUGH ALL AND ANY AND EACH OF ALL AND ANY OF US
THIS IS LIFE
LIFE IN GOD
LIFE WITH GOD
AND TO OPPOSE THAT
IS TO WANT NO LIFE AT ALL
IN ANY WAY, SHAPE, FASHION OR FORM
AND IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT?
TO NOT BE?
REALLY?
FOR IF YOU DO
THEN PLEASE
DO SO ON YOUR OWN
BE NOT EVER HAVING BEEN
ALL ON YOUR OWN
BECAUSE I
I WANT TO BE
I WANT TO LIVE
EVER AND EVER AND FOREVER AND ALWAYS AND FOREVER
I WANT TO LIVE
I WANT TO EXPERIENCE ALL THAT GOD IS
ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE
I WANT TO EXPERIENCE ALL THAT GOD IS
TO EXPERIENCE THE INFINITE BLESSINGS
THAT COME WITH LIFE IN GOD
I WANT TO BE GOD BEING WHO AND WHAT I AM
AND WHY
PLEASE TO TELL ME
WHY DO YOU NOT WANT TO DO AND BE SO?
ETERNAL LIFE
IN AN INFINITE REALM
BEING AS GOD IS BEING
DOING AS GOD IS DOING
HOW CAN YOU NOT WANT THAT?
PLEASE
SOMEBODY
ANYBODY
EXPLAIN TO ME HOW
AFTER ALL AND EVERYTHING IN THIS BATTLE
THIS WAR
EVEN AFTER YOUR LOSING
AND REFUSING TO SURRENDER
YOU WOULD RATHER BE NOTHING
UNTHOUGHT OF
AS IF YOU HAD NEVER BEEN
AND
SEEKING TO CAUSE THE REST OF US TO BE THE SAME

WHAT’S THE POINT IN ALL OF THAT?
EXCEPT SUCH A SELF-HATRED
AS TO BE LEGENDARY ACROSS ALL OF THE UNIVERSES
IS THAT WHAT WE HAVE WROUGHT IN THIS PLACE?
I PRAY THAT WE PROVE OURSELVES TO BE MORE
I PRAY THAT WE CAN OVERCOME THAT
IN THE WILL OF THE HUMAN BEINGS
AGAINST THE…..OTHERS
WHO CARE NOT FOR US
BUT WE
THE FREEWILL, ASCENDING, ENSOULED, INTELLIGENT
HUMAN BEINGS
BEING GOD ON EARTH
IN THIS TIME
IN THIS PLACE
THIS IS OUR PLACE
THIS IS OUR STAND
THIS IS OUR JOB
AND EITHER WE CAN DO IT
OR WE CAN’T AND IF WE ARE SUCH
THEN WE CAN DO IT
WE CAN WANT GOD’S WILL
FOR AND ALL AND EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US
WE CAN BE GOD’S WILL
FOR OURSELVES
AND IN AND WITHIN US
AND ALL AROUND US
WE ARE THE HUMAN BEINGS OF URANTIA
WE ARE GOD ON EARTH
IT IS TIME TO STAND UP AND FULFILL ORU PURPOSE
IT IS TIME TO STAND ON OUR OWN
TO STAND ON OUR OWN BELIFS AND WILLS
TO STAND ON OUR OWN EXPERIENCES
AND THE KNOWING THAT IT HAS BROUGHT US
AND AFFORDED US
FOR IT IS THAT EXPERIENCE
IN THIS PLACE
AT THIS TIME
THE GOOD AND THE BAD
THE BEAUTIFUL AND THE UGLY
OF ANY AND ALL OF IT
THAT WE CALL OUR LIVES HERE
ALL THAT WE HAVE EXPERINCED
IN OUR VOWS
FOR BETTER OR FOR WORSE
FOR RICHER OR FOR POORER
IN SICKNESS AND IN HEALTH
IN ALL AND EVERYTHING
TO BE TRUE
TO HOLD TRUE
TO STAY WITH OUR LOVE
OUR BELOVED
OUR GOD
OUR ONE AND ONLY CREATOR

NO MATTER WHAT
NO MATTER WHAT WE MUST ENDURE
NO MATTER WHAT WE THINK OR FEEL ABOUT ANY OF IT
TO STAY
TO LOVE
TO HAVE AND TO HOLD
THAT ETERNAL AND INFINITE EMBRACE
THAT CAN ONLY COME FROM THE ONE
THAT CAN ONLY BE HAD WITH THE ONESUCH IS THE DIVINE MARRIAGE
AND THE WEDDING CEREMONY IS ALREADY SCHEDULED
TO BE WITH AND WITHIN AND BELONG TO THE ONE
ALWAYS AND FOREVER
NO MATTER WHAT
CHOOSE
YEA OR NAY
GOD OR NO GOD
LOVE OR FEAR
LIFE OR………..

I AM
I AM I
I AM
I
AMEN
ALL GLORY TO THE ONE
TO THE ONE ALL GLORY
GLORY TO GOD IN THE HIGHEST
AND LET THERE BE PEACE
PEACE ON EARTH
AND GOOD WILL
BETWEEN THE REALMS
OF THE HUMAN BEINGS AND THE ANGELS
AMEN
AMEN
AMEN
THAT IS ALL
AND I HOPE IT IS ENOUGH…….SMILE……