I’H’BA

I’H’BA

COSMIC THREADS OF TIME AND SPACE
TWISTED TOGETHER
ENTWINED
INTERTWINED
YET NEITHER KNOWS THE OTHER
THREADS OF THOUGHT
THREADS OF EMOTION
THREADS OF EXPERINCE
THREADS OF BEING
WRAPPED TIGHTLY AROUND EACH OTHER
YET NEVER TOUCHING
AND NEITHER KNOWS THE OTHER

FORCES OF FATE
MECHANISMS OF DESTINY AND KARMA
CHOICES OF WILL
HOLY AND DIVINE
DETERMINE THE MEASURE
OF THE WILLS OF THE MATERIAL AND MUNDANE
THE HOLY ACTOR
ACTS
THE CHARACTERS INACT
BY AND THROUGH THE MEASURE OF THEIR DETERMINED BEINGS
ALL IS WELL
ALL IS ONE
THE TWO LINES INTERSECT
CROSSING EACH OTHER
OVER AND OVER
YET NEITHER ONE KNOWS THE OTHER

THE WILL OF THE ONE DETERMINED LONG AGO
THE WAY AND MEANS OF EXPRESSION
WITHIN THE CONFINES OF THE LOOPING STRANDS
OF TIME AND SPACE
FATE AND KARMA
THE MECHANISMS WORK PERFECTLY
TO PERPETUATE
IMPERFECT PERFECTION BEING MADE PERFECT PERFECTION
THROUGH THE EXPERIENCE OF BEING AND DOING

THE MANIFEST CREATURES
OF ASCENDING RANKS
BREATHE
AND KNOW NOT WHAT THEY ARE BREATHING
MOVE
BUT KNOW NOT WHAT THEY MOVE IN
FEEL
BUT KNOW NOT WHY THEY FEEL
THINK
BUT KNOW NOT WHY THEY THINK
SEE
BUT KNOW NOT WHAT THEY ARE SEEING

POWERS, DOMINIONS, PRINCIPALITIES
PUT INTO PLACE
TO REGULATE
THE EBB AND FLOW
AND THE DIRECTION OF THE FORCES AND ENERGIES
GENERATED BY
ALL THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS
ALL WILLS AND INTENTS
TO BE EVALUATED
CORRELATED
EXTRAPOLATED
INORDER TO CONTROL THE EXPERIENCTIAL EVENTS
THAT EXIST UPON THE STAGE OF DOING AND BEING
EXPERINCED BY THE CHARACTERS
THAT ARE ALL PLAYED BY THE ACTOR

THE CHARACTERS HAVE NEGOTIATED THEIR CONTRACTS OF REASON
THAT ESTABLISH THEIR REASON FOR BEING AND DOING
THE ACTS OF THEIR CHARACTERS
AND TO ESTABLISH THE MOTIVATION OF THEIR CHARACTERS

THEY ARE THROWN INTO THE OCEAN OF EXPERIENCE
TO LEARN
TO OBSERVE
TO EXPERINCE
THE DOINGS AND BEING OF THE ACTOR
THAT BECOMES THEIR CHARACTER
THAT BECOMES THEM
AND THEY OBSERVE THEMEANS AND METHODS OF THE ACTOR
THAT PLAYS THEM
THAT HAS BECOME THEM
THAT IS THEM
THAT THEY MAY LEARN HOW TO ACT
AS THE ACTOR ACTS
TO BE AS THE ACTOR IS
TO DO AS THE ACTOR DOES
TO THINK AS THE ACTOR THINKS
TO FEEL AS THE ACTOR FEELS
TO BE THE ACTOR
IS THE GOLA OF EVERY CHARACTER
FOR IN THAT
IS FOUND THE WAY AND MEANS OF BEING AS THE ACTOR IS
TO CREATE THEIR OWN CHARACTERS TO ACT AS
TO BE
TO DO
TO FULFILL THE SCRIPT OF THEIR OWN CREATION
THE PRODUCTION OF THEIR OWN CREATION
TO DIRECT THEIR OWN CREATION
TO BE THEIR OWN CREATION
THAT THEY MAY BE AND DO AS
THE ACTOR/PRODUCER/DIRECTOR/SCRIPTWRITER/
AND PROPS CREATOR
IS

SETS OPEN AND CLOSE ALL THE TIME
PRODUCTIONS CONTINUE
PRODUCTIONS END
PRODUCTIONS CHANGE
THERE ARE SEQUELS AND PREQUELS
AND SPIN-OFFS
THERE ARE PRODUCTIONS WITHIN THE GRAND PRODUCTION
THERE ARE SCRIPTS AND SUB-SCRIPTS WITHIN THE ONE SCRIPT
THERE ARE CROSSOVERS……..
IT IS ALL ONE
IT IS ALL THE SAME
IT IS ALL DIFFERENT

EACH INDIVIDUAL IS A STAR
OF THEIR OWN PRODUCTION
WITH A PRODUCTION
WITHIN THE PRODUCTION
AND A CO-STAR OF OTHERS
AND PART OF THE MAIN CAST
OF STILL OTHERS
AND PART OF THE CAST OF THOUSANDS
IN STILL OTHERS
SPEAKING AND NON-SPEAKING ROLES
BACKGROUND WALK-ONS AND WALK-THROUGHS
IMPLIED IN SOME
UNKNOWN AND UNCONSIDERED IN OTHERS………..

A PRODUCTION OF PRODUCTIONS
A SHOW OF SHOWS
ALL WITHOUT COMMERCIAL INTERRUPTION
FROM THE REALLY MAIN SPONSOR….SMILE

AND IF YOU DO NOT WONDER ABOUT THAT
IF YOU DO NOT THINK ABOUT IT
IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO KNOW
YOU NEVER WILL
JUST WHO IS THAT SPONSOR
OF ALL AND EVERYTHING?
WHO AND WHAT IS THAT SPONSOR?

And now for the really hard questions……
WHY ARE WE HERE DOING AND BEING THIS?
WHAT IS IT FOR?
WHAT IS THE PURPOSE?
IS THERE PAY?
IF THERE IS PAY, THEN WHAT KIND OF PAY IS IT?
HOW WILL WE BE REWARDED AND FOR WHAT?
WILL WE BE REWARDED FOR DOING A GOOD JOB?
WHAT IS A GOOD JOB?
HOW DOES ONE DO A GOOD JOB?
CAN ONE DO A BAD JOB?
JUST HOW DOES THIS WORK, ANYWAY?

SIGH
LET ME DO MY BEST TO EXPLAIN AS BEST I CAN………

PLEASE TO REMEMBER THESE WORDS:
I DO NOTHING IN AND OF MYSELF
BUT IT IS MY FATHER IN THE HEAVENS THAT DOES ALL THINGS THROUGH ME.

GOT IT?
OKAY
LET’S GO FROM THERE………

WE
YOU AND I AND US AND THEM AND ALL AND EERYTHING
WE ARE HERE AS A MEANS OF EXPRESSION OF THE ONE
THAT WHICH MEN CALL GOD
AND BY EXTENSION
CHRIST MICHAEL ATON
SUPREME AND UNCONDITIONAL, UNIVERSAL SOVEREIGN OF NEBADON
THE UNIVERSE OF HIS OWN CREATING
THIS UNIVERSE IN WHICH WE RESIDE
THAT’S WHAT IT IS CALLED
NEBADON
THERE ARE OTHER UNIVERSES
BUT WE ARE HERE AND NOW IN NEBADON
AND SO WE MUST DEAL WITH CM ATON……
I HIGHLY SUGGEST THAT WE ALL DO SO VERY KINDLY AND THANKFULLY AND LOVINGLY
WITH ALL DUE LOVE AND GRATITUDE AND COOPERATION
BUT THAT’S ME
YOU MAY HAVE A DIFFERENT ROLE TO PLAY IN ALL OF THIS
AND WE’LL DEAL WITH THAT IN THE FUTURE
BUT FOR NOW
HERE WE ALL ARE
AND MOST OF US ARE TRYING TO FIGURE THIS WHOLE THING OUT AS BEST WE CAN
BASED UPPON THE INFORMATION THAT WE HAVE BEEN GIVEN
INORDER TO DO AND BE SO
BUT IF ANY OF THAT INFORMATION IS A LIE
A MANIPULATION
AND WE DECIDE TO USE THAT AS SUCH
KNOWINGLY OR UNKNOWINGLY
WHAT HAPPENS WITH US THEN?
WE ACT ON WRONG DATA
AND THUS
OUR THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS AND ACTIONS
THAT HAS BEEN BASED UPON SUCH MISINFORMED DATA
CAUSES US TO LIVE AND BRETHE
AND DO AND BE AND ACT
AND WILL AND INTEND
AS SIMPLY A PERPETUATION OF THE LIE THAT WE TOOK IN
AS GROUNDWORK FOR OUR OWN
INDIVIDUAL POSTION IN THE MATTER AT HAND
AND SO WE LIVE THE LIE
AND PERPETUATE THE LIE
AND ALL OF THAT KEEPS THE LIE GOING
GOD FORBID THAT THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD LIVES AS SUCH
EACH AND EVER INDIVIDUAL
A PRODUCT OF THE LIES THAT THEY BELIVED AND ACTED UPON
IN GOOD FAITH AND TRUST
THAT IT WAS ALL TRUE
AND PEOPLE DO THIS ALL THE TIME
THEY DO IT WITH THEIR MAINSTREAM SYSTEMS
OF RELIGION
OF POLITICS
OF GOVERNMENT
OF MEDICINE
OF PSYCHOLOGY
OF ECONOMICS
OF FINANCES
OF IDEALOGIES
OF OPINIONS…….
PROPOGANDA ABOUNDS
IN ALL AND EVERY ASPECT OF GLOBAL CULTURE
AND THE LIES THAT WE HAVE BELIVED TO BE TRUE
HAS REDUCED US TO THE STATE OF MERE SLAVERY
THAT WE NEVER THOUGHT WE COULD OR SHOULD OR WOULD
FIND OURSELVES AS OCCUPYING
AND YET THERE WE ARE
SLAVES
SLAVES TO CONFORMITY
GOING ALONG TO GET ALONG
SLAVES TO DARK, MONEY MAGIC SYSTEMS
WORTHLESS FIAT CURRENCIES
THAT WE HAVE BEEN MANIPULATED INTO
NOT BEING ABLE TO LIVE WITHOUT
WHILE THE MONEY CREATORS AND MONEY LENDERS AND MONEY CHANGERS
LAUGH AT US
BEHIND OUR BACKS
AND IN FRONT OF OUR FACES
AS THEY HAVE DONE ALL THAT THEY COULD
TO ENSLAVE US
BY ENSLAVING OUR HABITS
OUR THOUGHTS
OUR FEELINS
OUR MINDS
OUR CONSCIOUSNESSES
AND THUS
OUR SOULS………
AND TOO MAY HAVE FALLEN FOR IT
AND THE FEW THAT HAVE NOT
ARE SO FEW THAT ONLY BY THE GRACE AND HELP AND SLAVATION OF GOD
CAN THEY PULL OFF SUCH A MIRACLE
AS SAVING A WHOLE WORLD
FROM ITS OWN IGNORANCE OF THE TRUTH OF GOD…
“MY PEOPLE DIE
FROM LACK OF KNOWLEDGE.”
I BELIVE THE SAYING GOES
BUT WHAT TYPE OF KNOWLEDGE ARE THEY SO IGNORANT OF
THAT THEY WOULD DIE FROM IT?
SPIRITUAL KNOWLEDGE.
AND ENTRIE PEOPLE, RACE, CULTURE, WORLD
CAN DIE COMPLETELY
FROM THE ABSOLUTE LACK OF SPIRITUAL KNOWLEDGE
THE KNOWLEDGE OF THEIR TRUE SELVES

“HUMAN!
KNOW THYSELF!
AND TO THINE OWN SELF
BE TRUE!”
SO SAID THE DELPHIC ORACLE

AND HAVE WE?
HAVE WE AS A PEOPLE
ON THIS PLANET?
AND IF NOT…WHY NOT?
[Those of you that have and know, beyond the shadow of any doubt that you have
Can take a break and go fetch a favorite beverage and snack and come back later
Only if you want to read the rest….
For if you already know…there is really no need to do so….
But and still…please to support my humble and lowly effort
To help the others
And lend me your strength
As best you can or desire
I greatly appreciate any effort you can lend to this effort of mine
Made in the Will of The ONE…..and thank you for it…btw….
But I digress…please to let me continue…]

Sigh….back to it……

OKAY!!! HERE WE GO!!!!
THE PRODUCTION DOUBLES AND TRIPLES AND…WELL…
IT IS MANY THINGS WITHIN ITSELF
A GAME
AN EXPERIMENT
A STORY
BUT ULTIMATELY AND SUPREMELY AND ABSOLUTELY
IT IS THE ONE
BEING AND OING WHAT THE ONE
AND ONLY THE ONE CAN DO
BE ALL AND EVERYTHING AT ONCE!!!!!
AND HERE WE ARE
YOU AND I
ME WRITING THESE WORDS
AND YOU DOING YOUR BEST TO GET THROUGH IT ALL
WITHOUT FALLING ASLEEP
WAKE UP….PERHAPS…MAYBE?

WE RE ALL LIVING THE DREAM OF GOD
AND GOD DREAMS AWAKE!
A LUCID DREAM BEYOND ANY AND ALL OF OUR IMAGINATION
WE ARE LIVING THE LIFE OF GOD
AS GOD SEES AND THINKS AND FEELS ITS SELF AS BEING AND DOING
AND IN ORDER TO BE ALL AND EVERYTHING
HERE YOUA RE
SO PLEASE NOT TO FALL ASLEEP NOW
IN WHAT MAY ONLY BE THE MIDDLE OF THIS OVERLY LONG POST
[Yes…I said the middle
Like…really…
You think I have any control over any of this?
Nay!
I write what must be written!
All by the will of THE ONE!!!!
And I am grateful to do and be so!
For to me……it is progress!
But again…I digress!
Let me move forward
Doing my best to take myself out the equation……
Yes…this is an equation, as well
This thing that we call life and being and existence
Is so many things
That there are no words for all of it
Only part and parts of it
And only the parts that we can understand and grok
Can any of us give each other to relate to and with!
This is what creation is
This is GOD
THE ONE!!!!!}

THIS IS GOD
THE ONE
REACHING OUT TO YOU ONCE AGAIN
NOT JUST THROUGH ME
BUT THROUGH OTHERS
AND IT IS UP TO YOU TO DECIDE WHO AND WHAT IS TEELING YOU THE TRUTH
AND WHO IS NOT
BUT BE AWRE THAT ALL LIES WILL BE EXPOSED
FOR GOD SEES FIT TO DO SO
THAT WE ALL MAY LEARNED
AND ADJUST OURSELVES ACCORDINGLY………

{And now we shall go full circle for I am told that this thing is winding down towards its end……
Yes…I know
Thank God!}
LOOK
I AM WHO AND WHAT I AM
BELIEF IS UP TO YOU
I CANNOT AND SHALL NOT EVEN TRY TO FORCE ANYONE INTO BELIEVEING ME
CONCERNING ANYHTING THAT IS GIVEN TO ME TO SAY
OR GIVEN TO ME TO DO
PLEASE TO LET THAT BE WHAT IT IS
IT IS UP TO YOU TO DECIDE
ACCORDING TO YOUR OWN INDIVIDUAL SCRIPTS IN THIS THING
WHO AND WHAT YOU BELIEVE IN THIS THING
BUT I CAN ADVISE YOU TO FOLLOW NO NOE
OTHER THAN GOD
WITH AND WITHIN YOU
AND ALL AROUND YOU
FUCK FOLLOWING ME……..
[And no…following this blog is not the same thing as following me……
And while I really and truly appreciate the people that do so
And GOD Bless you for that…btw…..
You still have to make up your own damn minds in all and everything that really and truly matters…ok?]
AND WHAT MATTERS?
THE DIRECTION AND DESTINATION OF YOUR OWN IMMORTAL AND INFINITE AND ETERNAL SOUL/SPIRIT/CONSCIOUSNESS IS AT STAKE!
THAT IS WHAT MATTERS!
WHERE YOU GO FROM HERE BASED UPON YOUR KNOWLEDGE AND ABILITY TO PAY ATTENTION TO THE THINGS THAT SUOLD HAVE BEEN BEST PAID ATTENTION TO IS WHAT MATTERS THE MOST!
PAY ATTENTION TO GOD!
GOD ALWAYS PAYS TO YOU ITS INFINITE AND ETERNAL ATTENTION!
GIVE ALL THAT YOU CAN BACK, IN RETURN!

(SIDE NOTE
SMILE
ONE THING I’VE LEARNED THROUGH MY OWN EXPERIENCE….
WHICH MAY VARY FROM YOURS
BECAUSE
WELL…Y’KNOW
EXPERIENCE MAY VARY IN THIS THING…..SMILE….
WE GET WHAT WE GIVE
GIVE LOVE, GET LOVE
GIVE LIGHT, GET LIGHT
GIVE PRAYERS, GET ANSWERED
GIVE EFFORT, GET EFFORT IN RETURN…FROM GOD
PAY ATTENTION, BE PAID ATTENTION TO
MUCH, MUCH MORE EASILY…..
FOR ATTENTION IS A WINDOW THAT WAS CLOSED
BUT NOW OPENED BY YOU
GOD WAS WATCHING YOU THROUGH THAT WINDOW
AND NOW THE WINDOW IS OPEN
THAT GOD MAY CLIMB THROUGH
AND ENTER UNTO YOU
{Cue the Beatles: “She Came In Through The Bathroom Window” heheheheh…..}
ANYWAY……..
SYNCHRONICITY OF YOUR OWN, INDIVIDUAL LIFE EXPERIENCE
BEPENDS UPON RECIPROCITY
THIS IS THE REAL DEAL GIVE AND TAKE RELATIONSHIP
LOVERS
FRIENDS
HUSBAND AND WIFE
BFFAEAEAE
BEST FRIENDS FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER….AD INFINITUM……AND THEN SOME….

REMEMBER THIS?
“I NO LONGER CALL YOU SERVANTS, BUT FRIENDS. FOR A SERVANT KNOWS NOT WHAT HIS MASTER IS DOING…BUT YOU KNOW WHAT THE FATHER IS DOING AND SO I CALL YOU FRIENDS….
NO GREATER LOVE THAN THIS, NO MAN HATH…….THAT HE GIVES UP HIS LIFE FOR HIS FRIENDS.”

THAT POINT WAS PROVEN TWO THOUSAND YEARS AGO
AND RIGHT NOW
ESU IMMANUEL KUMAT SANANDA
IS WAITING TO ONCE AGAIN
WALK UPON THIS WORLDS STAGE
IN FULL CAPACITY
SO FEAR NOT
FOR WHEN THAT HAPPENS
IT MEANS THAT THERE IS
NO FEAR OF ANY KIND NOR SORT
AT THAT POINT
THIS WORLD
THIS PLANET AND ITS PEOPLES
WILL BE FREE AND LIVING IN LOVE AND LIGHT AND TRUTH
AND THEY WILL KNOW IT
ALLELUJAH!
ALL GLORY TO THE NE
AND TO THE ONE ALL GLORY
GLORY TO GOD IN THE HIGHEST
AND PEACE
PEACE ON EARTH
AND GOODWILL
BETWEEN MEN AND ANGELS!
AMEN!!
SOBEIT
SOITIS!

AND I HAVE BEEN ASSILED WITH ONE THOUGHT AND POINT
WHAT IF I AM RIGHT IN ALL FO THIS
WHILE SO MANY OTHER HAVE DONE THEIR BEST TO PROVE ME WRONG
WITH NO PROOF OF ANYTHING EITHER WAY BETWEEN US?
THE TRUTH IS OUTING EVEN AS YOU READ THESE WORDS
IF IT HASN’T ALREADY HAPPENED!!!
AND THANK GOD FOR THAT
AND NOT ME
NEVER ME
I AM BUT A SON OF GOD
A HUMBLE SERVANT
COME TO DO AS IT HAS BEEN GIVEN HIM TO DO
AND BE WHAT IT IS HAS BEEN GIVEN TO HIM TO BE
PLEASE TO LET THAT BE WHAT IT IS
AND AS I HAVE LEARNED
AND POSTED SUCH LEARNING HERE
MAY I HELP ANY OF YOU TO LEARN
AS WELL
AND IF I HVE DONE SO AND BEEN SO
THEN I AM GRATEFUL TO HAVE BEEN OF HELP TO ANYONE IN THIS THING
THE ASCENSION FO THIS PLANET AND ITS PEOPLES……
THANK YOU!!!
THANK YOU FOR HELPING
BY MORE FULLY DOING AND BEING WHO AND WHAT YOUA RE
IN THE ONE
WITH THE ONE
WITHN THE ONE
AS YOU ARE
AS YOU ARE BEING AND DOING
IN THIS HERE AND NOW
IN THIS
YOUR PRESENT EXPERIENCE OF THE ONE
(GOD KNOWS THAT YOU HAVE HAD OTHER EXPERIENCE AND EXPERIENCES
IN OTHER LIVES
IN THIS AND OTHER PLACES!)
THANK YOU!

IN CLOSING
LET US NOT FORGET OUR REASON FOR BEING HERE
AND WHY THIS POST IS BEING WRITTEN…..

AT SOME POINT
SOONER THAN SOON….smile….
WHERE THE TWO THREADS OF REALITY CROSS EACH OTHER
WITHOUT EITHER TOUCHING EACH OTHER
WITHOUT KNOWING EACH OTHER
THERE SHALL COME A PRESSURE
A VISE
THAT SHALL HOLD BOTH REALITIES IN PLACE
THE REALITY OF DARK THOUGHT AND FEELING AND WILL AND INTENT
AND THE REALITY OF LIGHTED THOUGHT AND FEELING AND WILL AND INTENT
ONE TIME LINE OF LOVE
ONE TIMELINE OF FEAR
AND ALL THAT COMES WITH ALL OF THAT
ACCORDINGLY AND RESPECTIVELY……
SO THAT
WHEN THEY ARE BOTH CUT AWAY FROM EACH OTHER
THEY SHALL GO THEIR SEPARATE WAYS
ONE TO THE HIGHER AND GREATER LIGHT AND LOVE
THAT IS MEANT FOR ALL THAT WILLED AND INTENDED SUCH FOR THEMSELVES
BY CONTRACT….i might add…..
TO CONTINUE TO BE IN AND BE AS
AND ACT IN AND AS
CHARACTERS OF THE ONE
ACTED BY AND WITHIN AND PLAYED BY AND THROUGH
THE ONE
THE ONE AND ONLY ONE
EVEN AS THROUGH ITS CHRIST MICHAEL ATON
AS WE ARE EXPERIENCING IT ALL HERE….
SO THAT THEY MAY FURTHER THEIR GROWTH IN THE ONE
AND BETTER EXPERIENCE THEIR OWN, INDIVIDUAL GROWTH
WITH AND IN THE ONE OF ONES…
IN THAT ASPECT OF BEING AND DOING
THAT IS ALL AND EVERYTHING
THAT IS INFINITE AND ETERNAL EXPERIENCE IN THE ONE
FOR THE SAKE OF THE ONE
AND FOR THEIR OWN SAKES
THAT THEY MAY LEARN
MORE ABOUT WHAT IT IS
TO BE AS THE ONE IS
AND DO AS THE ONE DOES………

AND TO THE LOWER AND LESSER
THE DARK AND FEARFUL
I AM ALLOWED TO SAY THIS:
IT IS OVER

AND ALSO TO SAY AGAIN:
THAT IS MEANT FOR ALL THAT WILLED AND INTENDED FOR THEMSELVES
TO CONTINUE TO BE IN
AN ACT IN
AS CHARACTERS OF THE ONE
SO THAT THEY MAY FURTHER THEIR GROWTH IN THE ONE
IN THAT ASPECT OF BEING AND DOING
THAT IS ALL AND EVERYTHING
THAT IS INFINITE AND ETERNAL EXPERIENCE IN THE ONE
FOR THE SAKE OF THE ONE
AND FOR THEIR OWN SAKES
THAT THEY MAY LEARN
MORE ABOUT WHAT IT IS
TO BE AS THE ONE IS
AND DO AS THE ONE DOES………
EVEN IN YOU
ANY AND ALL AND EVERY ONE OF YOU
THAT CONTINUE TO DWELL IN DARKNESS
THE LIGHT IS HERE
IT IS THERE WITH YOU
AND WITHIN YOU
AND ALL AROUND YOU
THAT IS THE TRUTH OF YOUR SITUATION YOUJR ELUCTANCE IS UNDERSTOOD……
BUT THE MATTER OF UNCREATION IS NOT OFF THE TABLE
WE CAN AND WE WILL
ONLY I F NEED BE ……. AND AS YOU INSIST…

AND SO
TWO THREADS
PULLED APART BY
THE MOST DIVINE OF HANDS
ONE TO GO THE WAY OF LIGHT AND LIFE AND LOVE
THE OTHER…
TO GO TO THE WAY OF DARKNESS AND FEAR AND DEATH…..
AS WILLED AND INTNEDED
BY THOSE THAT ARE HERE
TO EXPERIENCE EITHER ONE
O AS IT IS
SO SHALL IT BE
AND SO BE IT
THAT WILL HAVE TO BE ALL
WHEN THE TIME COMES
YOU WILL KNOW IN WHICH DIRECTION YOU WENT
LIGHT OR DARK
LIFE OR DEATH
LOVE OR FEAR
ETERNAL LIFE
INAND WITH GOD
FROM NOW ON
OR LIFE AFTER LIFE
UNTIL THE TOTALITY OF DARKNESS IS CUT OFF
AND BY THEIR OWN UNDERSTANDING OF THEIR NEED FOR IT
A NEW WAY
FOUNDED IN LIGHT AND LIFE
AND LOVE
IS MADE FOR THEM
AGAIN
AS WELL
IT IS UP TO EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US
IN OUR EXPERIENCE OF THE ONE
AND THE EXPERIENCE OF THE ONE WITH AND WITHIN US
TO MAKE THE CHOICE THAT IS FOR US
COMPLAIN NOT
FOR IT IS WHAT YOU SIGNED UP FOR
EVEN BEFORE YOU CAME HERE
TO BE HERE
TO WITNESS HERE
THE ABSOLUTE AND ULTIMATE AND SUPREME
GLORY OF THE ONE
IN THE CREATION OF ITS OWN MAKING
CREATIONS WITHOUT END
AND IN THAT
ALWAYS AND FOREVER
SHALL YOU EVENTUALLY FIND THE PATH TO YOUR OWN PERFECTION
IN GOD
WITH GOD
TO BE AS GOD IS
AND DO AS GOD DOES
THAT IS THE PROMISE
TOBE PERFECT AS GOD IS PERFECT
NO MATTER WHAT
NO MATTER THE PATH
DARK ONE LIFE AND LIGHT THE NEXT
WE ARE HERE TO FULFILL OURSELVES IN GOD
AND LET GOD BE FULFILLED IN EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US

FOR BETTER OR FOR WORSE
FOR RICHER OR FOR POORER
IN SICKNESS AND IN HEALTH
WE SHALL ALWAYS BE WITH GOD
AND GOD SHLL ALWAYS BE WITH US
IT IS THE JOURNEY OF RETURN TO PERFECTION IN GOD
THAT REALLY AND TRULY COUNTS
FOR IT IS THAT WHICH WE ARE EXPERIENCING
THAT WE ALL CALL OUR LIVES
IN GOD
WITHIN GOD
AND WITH GOD
WHAT A GLORIOUS THING IT IS!!!!!!
FALL DOWN ON YOUR KNEES EVEN NO
AND GIVE THANKS TO THE ONE
FROM WHOM ALL BLESSINGS FLOW
NO MATTER THE VISSITUDES OF LIFE
ENDURE
FOR IN ENDURING YOU WILL RECEIVE THE BLESSINGS THAT ARE DUE YOU
AS YOU GIVE TO OTHERS
SO ARE YOU GIVEN TO
AS YOU LOVE
YOU ARE LOVED
AS YOU SHINE IN LIGHT
AS LIGHT
OF GOD
SO SHALL YOU BE RECOGNIZED…..
YOU
YOU AND I AND ALL OF US
YOU ARE EXPERIENCING THE EFFECTS OF OUR OWN CAUSES
WE AR EEXPERIENCING THE MEANINGS OF ALL OF OUR CHOICES
THAT PERPETUATE THE WAY
THE WAY OF CAUSE AND EFFECT
AND SO
EVEN THOUGH IT IS ALL THE WILL OF THE ONE
WE EXPERIENCE THE VALUES AND MEANINGS
OF OUR OWN WAYS AND MEANS
AND FAITH AND TRUST
OF LOVE AND LIGHT AND LIFE TERNAL AND INFINITE AS OUR PART OF GOD
BEING ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT GOD IS…
WITH AND WITHIN ALL OF THAT
IS THE FRAMEWORK
FOR THE MANY REALITIES THAT WE WILL ONE DAY CREATE
AS Gods IN OUR OWN RIGHT………
TIME WILL TELL
EXPERIENCE WILL TELL
CIRCUMSTANCES WILL TELL
ALL WILL TELL THE TRUTH
AS IT IS GIVEN TO EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US TO DO AND BE SO
WITH GOD
IN GOD
AND GOD IN AND WITH AND WITHIN US
AND ALL AROUND US
IT IS ONLY THE MEANS TO SEE AND HEAR AND UNDERSTAND IT ALL
WITH AND WITHIN OURSELVES THAT HOLD US BACK
AND WHETHER BY DESIGN OR NOT
WE HAVE IT WITHIN US TO BREAK THROUGH
ALL AND ANY LIMITATION THAT IS PLACED UPON US
IN AND BY EXPERIENCE OF BEING AND DOING
SO DO YOUR BEST
TO DO YOUR BEST
TO DO WHAT IT IS THAT YOU ARE DOING
AND COMPLAIN NOT AT THE RESULTS
FOR THIS IS ALL
WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE IN GOD
AND VICE VERSA
AND EVENTUALLY
YOU TOO
WILL BE PERFECT AS GOD IS PERFECT
CREATING AS GOD HAS CREATED
AND THEN YE SHALL SEE AND HEAR AND THINK AND FEEL AND KNOW

GOD IS ALL ARE WE ARE ONE ARE WE ARE ALL IS GOD
FOREVER AND EVER
REALMS AND CREATION
AND CREATIONS WITHOUT END
ALL IN THE ONE
ALL WITH THE ONE
FOREVER IN THE ONE
FOREVER WITH THE ONE
AMEN
I AM KIBODABI
GOD BLESS US ALL, EVERYONE
IN LIGHT AND LIFE AND LOVE
ETERNAL AND INFINITE
AMEN
AMEN
AMEN

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  2. Quantum says:

    “Somethings are not worth seriously delving into before you get there…”

    Others did, the Great Masters, and gracefully let us know… just wonder why? If one knows how it all started, and how things keep unfolding, it makes it easier to understand this complex thing called Creation, its purpose and where is going. Otherwise one can keep reading book after book and things still do not become clearer.

    On your website for example, there are people asking if God might be a thought, or maybe is an idea we entertain because it make us feel safer in this world. Of course the straight answer is: the whole Creation it’s just an illusion, God is the only reality. And is not an easy task to explain the illusion…

    It’s like when you go to see a movie. You have a seat, and when the movie starts you forget about the body and the room… you are all eyes and ears. In that state what you see and hear are sounds and moving pixels… that’s all, nothing else. But our pre-programmed mind, full of patterns, start to see and imagine that that group of pixels is a house, a family, a forest, kids…

    And those ‘characters’ that move and interact according to the movie script, trigger our emotions and thoughts. We laugh, we cry, we get angry… we feel and experience life happening right in front of us. But it’s all in our mind… it’s not real. It’s all coming from that light, projected by the movie projector… that’s all.

    And when the movie ends, and the theatre lights are on, you find yourself in an empty room, in front of an empty white screen… It was just an illusion, it was all in your mind, literarily. Well… thats’ Creation, an illusion coming from God’s Imagination, the real light projector of what we call Creation.

    Now let’s go a bit further. Imagine you are not inside a cinema but you have your own movie projector, which is not outside but inside your mind, and it works 24/7. If this movie projector, works in 3D/holograms that surround us (not just in front of us), and we are able not only to see and hear but to touch, smell and taste… Once we are in that special environment, the line between ‘reality’ and movie fade away. And if we stay there long enough we loose the perception “Am I still in the movie or outside?”. This is it, it’s all Imagination, it’s a movie… it’s an illusion.

    Everything in the universe is the unfolding upon the screen of consciousness of this movie called Creation, sequence after sequence, according to the Script… which is God’s Imagination.

    PS – And no worries, no more these kind of subjects on your website.

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    • kibodabi says:

      but I like these kind of subjects…don’t stop now…please and thank you very much…I need this stuff…ok?
      here’s the thing
      I understand the movie, the script, the characters, THE ACTOR, the props, f/x……stunt doubles [smile] and the whole cast and crew……
      I also understand the lot…..the whole studio operation, producers and EXEC PRODUCER, directors and OWNER/DIRECTOR/CEO….etc., etc., etc…..ad infinitum…….
      I also understand my character and pay as much attention as I can to THE ACTOR so that I can learn to be as THE ACTOR is…
      and that’s all well and good
      but the main thing is learning about THE ACTOR as me and me being THE ACTOR being me…….learning the production is also helpful…the way the whole thing flows in synergetic synchronicity…and all of that is scripted…..even to the point of including the sub-scripts…..even with some room for ad-libbing……the more I learn, the more I become an actor in my own part until I can be just like THE ACTOR.

      and so
      we are also on that screen of consciousness and however we can best do that on our own screen of consciousness that exists also, within and upon THAT Screen of Consciousness, takes attention and practice…..experience……
      unlike the holograms of Star Trek that do not know they are holograms…we prefer to be the ones that do know and can request to be left on all the time so that we can evolve in the roles given to us……
      all I want to do right now is fulfill my role, play my part to perfection…..
      and to do that takes up pretty much all of my attention
      so
      while I do love to ponder ponder soul transponder this stuff
      it is only in order to better relate to the role I am experiencing in this perception of here and the ever flowing now that I am being, in and with GOD and that GOD is being in and with, through me……being able to do nothing in and of myself but it is Our Father in the heavens that does all things through me

      AMEN
      SOBEIT
      SO IT IS
      SO

      smile……hugs!!!!!
      kibo

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  3. Quantum says:

    That statement is a valid one, it’s just that you are not familiar with this kind of info which is not in Urantia Book or known sources. If possible, ask CM, He is a God-realized being (“Me and my Father are one”… that’s what it means).

    “my understanding is that the consciousness of GOD is always and forever…..the infinite consciousness has always been, is and will be”

    It’s true… but is more than that. For example, in the Beginning, God Consciousness was in a latent, unmanifested state. After God Infinite Consciousness manifested, this big/infinite ‘container’ remains to be filled via infinite Creations. This is the ONLY reason we have Creations, otherwise God will go back to Beyond Beyond state… back to the infinite, tranquil and eternal Ocean.

    So, in the Beginningless Beginning… Beginningless because there is no Beginning, God has no beginning and no end, God is supreme and independent.

    God in Beyond Beyond state, is the original state of God: the infinite, tranquil and eternal Ocean… the God-Is state. He is unaware of anything, even of Himself. There is NO CONSCIOUS or Unconscious state of God, nor Divine or Individual Ego, and neither Universal or Individual mind. In that infinite tranquil Ocean (God didn’t need consciousness… for what?) all things were in a latent, unmanifested state.

    That original state of reality was suddenly disturbed by the Whim, God urge to know Itself ‘Who Am I?’. By its nature the Whim manifested spontaneously and independent of God. When the Whim arose, it activated Infinite Intelligence (the active God), and when Infinite Thinking process started… everything started. (This is really a big and complex subject which I am studying right now)

    Consciousness, Unconsciousness, Infinite Intelligence, Infinite Imagination, Infinite Mind (now Universal Mind)… they are just components of God and they were latent inside that tranquil Infinite Ocean. When God woke up with the intention to know Himself, the Infinite Consciousness (Paramatma) was established, and Infinite Unconsciousness (Ishwar) was established, and the Creation started via Om/Creation Point.

    Regarding Creation/Om Point, there is a phonetic similarity between Om, Amin and Amen…
    they all mean ‘So Be It’.

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    • kibodabi says:

      I’ve seen and heard this before……
      But all that force and energy and stuff had to come from somewhere…….
      And it seems like IT was…unconscious and just waking up……so consciousness was there…but
      It seems to be a matter of pulling ITSELF together and thinking/feeling over who and what and for what and for why and such and so……..
      But the thing that occurred to me in considering all of that was this…and still is:
      BE YE PERFECT, EVEN AS I, YOUR FATHER IN THE HEAVENS, AM PERFECT.

      Now
      Considering that neither time nor space is a factor in any of all of this, except for the process of becoming perfect….of course
      For all I know, it is possible that the goal has been achieved by….someone, if not more than one….and that in the deep vastness of….the ineffable…….this may not be the only creation of this type…such as this grand creation….perhaps, as in this creation there are superuniverses of universes…..will there be or is there or has there been a super grand creation of grand creations?…. and can that be done over and over, as well?

      Surely there is no end to any of all of it and all and any of it is possible…who among can think of anything that GOD has not already thought of?
      While I enjoy contemplating such things….it is best that I deal with what is right here in my present perception of experience of being and existence……
      Somethings are not worth seriously delving into before you get there…y’know?
      But and yet and still…..
      Even with all that and this
      It is all one
      It is all THE ONE
      Nothing changes that………….smile

      and creation started by one, willful thought/desire
      to do anything and everything
      to be all and everything
      the eternal instance
      the sound is every sound in creation as one sound…..
      om…included……smiling again……
      think about it
      how many ways are there to say
      Sobeit
      in creation?
      how many ways to say ‘be’?
      or
      it is so
      or
      I AM
      or
      I
      ?
      and so it is
      so it is
      so…
      heheheh….
      love, light and blessings to all
      amen
      kibo

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  4. Quantum says:

    LET’S SAY THAT YOU ALREADY CREATED THE THING IN IT’S OWN PERFECTION
    AS A DIRECT REPRESENTATIVE OF WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE
    AND YOU DID THIS WITH A NEARLY UNCOUNTABLE
    NEAR INFINITE NUMBER OF OTHER CREATIONS
    AND YOU ALL GOT TOGETHER AND PARTIED IT UP AND TALKED
    AND YOU REALIZED
    THAT THEY WERE ALL THE SAME
    JUST LIKE YOU
    NO DIFFERENCE
    NO DIFFERENCE IN PERCEPTION
    NO DIFFERENCE IN THOUGHT
    NO DIFFERENCE IN FEELING

    Allow me again, to rephrase your question:
    God created everything in its own perfection, at the point ‘they were all the same, no difference’.

    Only the Soul is the same (same ‘material’), other then that not even two snowflakes are the same. We are all different, different experiences, different knowledge, different level of consciousness… If no diversity, what will be the point of the whole Creation. What will be the point to have Creation after Creation if they are all the same.

    Truly, the last thing God wants is sameness.

    ***

    A BUNCH OF YES MEN ALL SAYING AND DOING AND BEING THE SAME THING….

    Now you’re talking. Yes, many times it looks that way, and it drives you nuts. The Yes Men are those who are weak and fallow, want to put well… because at the end they expect to be rewarded. You cannot blame them, they don’t know otherwise. The opposite to Yes Men, are those who are curious, who asks questions. And good questions bring good answers… brings clarity.

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    • kibodabi says:

      This is something that I have considered for some time that I believe happened before time was introduced into the mix, as well as the lower densities and dimensions…….
      all of the beings mentioned include all of us…….and everyone……..all the individual aspects of GOD Consciousness…the holographic fragments that contain the image of the whole original…that is the original core of our beings in consciousness….our templates…..and we all agreed with GOD to work/play and explore the realm of experience called creation in order to return back to our pure state, overflowing with experience…..and all having unique, individual personalities as a result…..makes for a much better party, y’know?
      our thought adjusters, our God Fragments, are our creational identities…we are gaining our creational personalities….when the two are joined in finality….heheheheh…..that…..that is a goal……
      to do and be as GOD is and does…each and every one of us, in our own way……lovely…..

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  5. Quantum says:

    BUT WHAT TO DO WITH IT ALL AND EVERYTHING?
    WHAT DOES IT MEAN? WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO BE AND DO ALL AND EVERYTHING?

    Let me rephrase your question:
    Why all this, what is the real purpose of Creation and everything?
    If that’s the case, this is a great question.

    All this duality, experience and headache we see around us is for God to gain consciousness. Consciousness is God ultimate goal, and nothing else. Because experience is the one that transforms in consciousness we have the Creation, that’s the only reason. No Creation, no experience… no experience, no consciousness. The final goal of God is not love… God is love. The ultimate goal of God is INFINITE Consciousness… that’s why we’re going to have Creation, after Creation, after Creation… FOREVER.

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    • kibodabi says:

      my understanding is that the consciousness of GOD is always and forever…..the infinite consciousness has always been, is and will be all and everything….but it is the experience of doing and being that that is being done for its own sake……as beings and places and things evolve into their perfection….it solidifies…kinda….a concentrated perfection that expands as more becomes perfect and this is a process without end.
      The Thought is One….infinite and eternal…all of this is the experience of it…..my thing in dealing with it….as something attainable…being perfect as GOD, THE FATHER, is perfect……that’s a lot to be and be able to do…smile…the vastness, the deepness…the levels and parallels, the synchronicities of causes and effects….and so much more to consider…keeping all of that together…..wow……hard to imagine from where I sit here and now……
      look at CM Aton…..how vast and yet, how small is a universe? yet all of the above has to be considered and tweaked and…..wow…it’s a lot to deal with and considering that we are all going in that direction and will get there at some point…..it’s something to think about…from time to time…for now just getting to the next step is more than enough …lol…
      we are the ones gaining consciousness in GOD as GOD experiences ITSELF through us and as us….quite a trip….amazing and wonderful and marvelous!!!!

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  6. Quantum says:

    Finally, something interesting, nice post. I was about to take a different subject, but it looks like free will is still alive and doing well on this website.

    Bottomline, there is no free will… it’s impossible.
    1. If one day my ‘free’ will cross/bumps into God will… who is going to win?
    2. We are all Gods with different level of amnesia, then… whose will is our will?

    And how is this working down here? Say John wants to buy a house and his agent shows him five houses. John takes a look and finally decides to buy house number 3. It was his decision, his free will to choose that house. Point is, upstairs they new already that John is going to pick house number 3. So, down here it looks like free will, but upstairs it’s a different story… a FIX one.

    Then why the celestials insist so much there is free will? The answer is accountability… taking responsibility for our actions. That’s how people learn if their decisions are right or wrong. What do you think is going to happen if everyone on this planet knows for sure there is only God will?

    The serial killer: “Your Honor I have to remind you that whatever happened it was the will of God”.
    The Kid: “Mom, the fact that I took $100 from your pocket to buy ice-cream for all my classmates it was God will”. The free-will idea is a necessity because is related to accountability, otherwise it will be a jungle down here.

    Point is, our decisions are pre-set according to our portion of the Script, from the Big Script called God’s Imagination. No wonder Shakyamuni said: God is not a person, a place or a thing… It’s a PROCESS.

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    • kibodabi says:

      THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR THIS!!!!
      IT SEEMS THAT YOU SEE MY POINT IN ALL OF THIS!!!!
      I AM SUPREMELY GRATEFUL TO YOU!!!!!

      HERE’S THE THING
      LET’S SAY THAT YOU CREATE A THING….ANY THING…
      TO BE A REPRESENTATIVE OF YOURSELF
      AS YOU THINK AND FEEL AND SEE YOURELF AS BEING AND DOING
      AND BUT AND YET AND STILL
      YOU CREATE IT
      TO BE ABLE TO EXPERIENCE….YOU
      ALL THAT YOU ARE
      BETTER YET
      LET’S SAY THAT YOU ALREADY CREATED THE THING IN IT’S OWN PERFECTION
      AS A DIRECT REPRESENTATIVE OF WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE
      AND YOU DID THIS WITH A NEARLY UNCOUNTABLE
      NEAR INFINITE NUMBER OF OTHER CREATIONS
      AND YOU ALL GOT TOGETHER AND PARTIED IT UP AND TALKED
      AND YOU REALIZED
      THAT THEY WERE ALL THE SAME
      JUST LIKE YOU
      NO DIFFERENCE
      NO DIFFERENCE IN PERCEPTION
      NO DIFFERENCE IN THOUGHT
      NO DIFFERENCE IN FEELING
      WHAT WOULD YOU CALL THAT PARTY?
      A BUNCH OF YES MEN ALL SAYING AND DOING AND BEING THE SAME THING….
      MUAHAHAHEHEHEHE…..BORING?
      DOES THAT COME TO MIND?
      DO YOU AGREE?
      YES?
      NO?
      MAYBE?
      LET ME CONTINUE…….
      WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT…ANY OF YOU….SMILE…

      HERE’S THE THING…..
      THE ONE IS ALL AND EVERYTHING AND EVERY THING
      AND THE ONE KNOWS IT
      BUT WHAT TO DO WITH IT ALL AND EVERYTHING?
      WHAT DOES IT MEAN?WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO BE AND DO ALL AND EVERYTHING?
      IT MEANS THAT ALL THAT ARE DO ALL THAT CAN BE DONE…….
      CAN YOU GROK THAT?
      [please to read this….this is the post for tonight…
      if you don’t read the comment section of thing…
      well….that’s on you
      I have told you before
      this is where the real action is
      the sharing of thoughts and feelings and ideas and concepts and beliefs and knowledge….lol…]

      AND SO
      HERE WE ALL ARE
      EVERYWHERE WITH EVERYONE DOING AND BEING EVERYTHING…..
      WORK AND FUN
      WORK AND FUN
      COOL, HUH?
      BUT AND THEN AND STILL
      THE ONE ALREADY KNOWS WHAT ALL AND EVERYTHING AND EVERY THING AND EVERYONE
      CAN AND WILL DO
      AND WHY
      AND FOR WHAT
      AND ALL OF THE CAUSES AND EFFECTS
      THAT MADE ALL OF THAT
      THE WAY THAT IT WAS AND IS AND WILL BE
      THE SCRIPT…AS IT IS…
      AS IT WAS
      AS IT WILL BE….
      AND ALL OF THIS ON MULTILEVELS
      MULTIDIMENSIONS
      MULTIREALITIES
      MULTIUNIVERSES
      MULTITIMELINES
      ALL OF THAT AND THEN SOME
      KNOWN KNOWNS
      KNOWN UNKNOWNS
      UNKNOWN UNKNOWNS

      SO MUCH TO DO AND BE
      WITH ALL ETERNITY AND INFINITY TO DO AND BE IT
      AND ALL THE WHILE
      THE THING
      THE ONE
      IT
      IT KNOWS ALL OF IT
      ALL AND EVERYTHING ABOUT IT
      BECAUSE IT IS THE ONE THAT THOUGHT IT ALL UP
      AND IT ALL ACTS AND OPERATES
      PRECISELY AS IT WAS AND IS AND WILL BE
      MEANT TO DO AND TO BE
      AS CREATED TO DO AND TO BE
      AS INTENDED TO DO AND TO BE
      AS WILLED TO DO AND TO BE
      AND HERE WE ALL ARE
      ON THIS ONE, LITTLE PLANET
      IN THIS ONE LITTLE LOCAL SYSTEM
      IN THIS ONE UNIVERSE
      IN THIS ONE SUPERUNIVERSE
      SHALL I GO THROUGH ALL THE REST OF THE STUFF THAT WE EXIST IN AND WITHIN
      AGAIN?
      THOUGHT SO…..
      THIS IS WHO AND WHAT WE ARE
      THIS IS WHERE AND WHEN WE ARE
      THIS IS WHAT WE ARE DOING
      AND WHY
      AND FOR WHAT
      AND BECAUSE OF
      AND FOR…….
      THE ONE
      IN ALL OF ITS INFINITE AND ETERNAL MANIFESTATIONS
      IT IS ALL THE ONE
      AND THERE IS NOTHING ELSE

      and that is all I have to say about it right now……
      and I apologize
      I just thought of a nice post
      (hey….gotta do my job…right?)
      so I am going to work on that, right now
      as GOD Wills
      and GOD knows that all I want to do
      is GODS Will….
      SMILE
      amen
      Thanks again for realizing what I’ve been doing my best to get people to realize….
      it means a lot
      GOD BLESS YOU FOR BEING ABLE TO STAND ON THAT LINE
      it means more than you know!
      LOVE YA!!!
      KIBODABI

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  7. Marja says:

    Thank you for the laughs you gave me, and, in spit of being tired, I did not fall asleep.

    My view on man and God – this is the impressions I gathered from my reading and experience.
    The Creator tells us; “I CREATE BUT I AM NOT MY CREATION/CREATURE” – and – “I AM WITHIN MY CREATION AND ALL AROUND IT, BUT I AM NOT MY CREATION”
    In my view He means His energy is in and all around us, the creative energy He used to create us and everything around us.
    Further more. He gave man the gift of free will to do as he wills.
    As I understand from UB – man, as the First Race, was created by The Trinity with all that he may need for his growth and evolution – including the coding in his DNA for evolution into the Higher Universal Man.
    He is to achieve this evolution through his THINKING, EXPERIENCING AND COMING TO CONCLUSIONS.
    The useful thoughts and conclusions lift his vibrations towards achieving this goal.
    The useless or evil thoughts and acts lower his vibration – until a possible standstill. Not God, nor any of the Celestials, ever interfer in man’s decisions and conclusions. They may give nudges and advice, may be sorrowful because of our wrong/destructive choices – but nobody thinks for us or does anything for us – we have to do it ourselves to the best of our ability.

    When Esu Immanuel/Jesus said;
    “I AND MY FATHER ARE ONE” – AND – “I DO NOTHING IN AND OF MYSELF
    BUT IT IS MY FATHER IN THE HEAVENS THAT DOES ALL THINGS THROUGH ME.”
    I believe he was referring to the double incarnation with Father Aton at that time.
    Father Aton was completing His 7th Bestowal as a Man and was the one giving the lessons and doing the miracles.
    When Father Aton returned to Salvington, Esu completed his life as himself, mostly in India.
    Later, after more experiences and learning he achieved the status of Sananda – One With The Father, One With God.
    As I understand it means being of ‘one mind’ with the Father after experiencing and coming to conclusion that ’Father knows best’.

    So as I see it – Man is a very special creation – the crowning glory of the Creation, as man completes his evolution.
    He is free thinking, nobody thinks for him, nobody thinks his thoughts and he is fully responsible for his thoughts and actions, and his success or failure, and must not blame God or Creation.

    PJ 34 – PHONE HOME ET – chap. 7
    MAN BLAMES GOD……
    “God gives you free will to do as you choose in the making of yourselves to your own image, and He gives you all the power in His universe to help you break His law if you so choose, but the nature of the free will you exercise will become your nature. Again, let us hear God‘s pronouncement:
    Verily has man free will to control his actions. That my Father- Mother has given to man as his inheritance. But the control of the reactions to those actions man has never had.”
    GRAVE MISCONCEPTIONS…….
    “When you pray to God, saying, ―0, God, pity us for we are as dust beneath Thy feet,‖ God‘s silent Voice whispers within you:
    “Know you the Light which I AM. You are man, exalted in Me. What I AM, you are. You are light.” He may also very well tell you to get up and stop groveling and request respect and reverence rather than pity–for pity indicates helplessness of the other and usually is only self-indulgent refusal to accept responsibility. For instance, “Oh pity me, Father, for I cannot serve for my head pains greatly.” He might very well give you a worse headache until you see the point of that which you are avoiding.
    “As long as you believe yourself to be dust beneath the feet of the almighty God, you are that dust which you have built in the image of YOUR imagining.”
    On the other hand we must watch not to go the other extreme and employ – “…that consistently employed by Satan in all past times – ‘thou shalt be as gods’.”[PJ 168 – chap. 12 – Haton]

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    • kibodabi says:

      It is not that i disagree with anything that you have stated here…
      I fully and wholeheartedly agree with all of it……
      in perception of being……and that’s where I am having a…situation in/of consciousness…….
      in my mind
      and mostly…in my mind alone…as it seems
      for my heart is sure in all of this
      that I am experiencing
      and have experienced…..
      my mind just needs to keep up….that’s all….smile
      anyways……I’m dealing with basically this:

      All is a thought of the ONE THING…….
      That ONE THING manifested ITSELF as all and everything in and as creation……..
      This also includes the First Thought
      which is THE FATHER, THE FIRST SOURCE AND CENTER……
      you should all know the rest
      This is the viewpoint that I am operating from
      the perspective of THE THING that has thought up and is thinking all of this and will continue to do and be so
      as a being to which eternity and infinity holds no real or true meaning in that they are only concepts that IT has thought up in the first place……..
      That Being…THE BEING = THE THING= THE ONE = GRANDPA….in my mind…anyway…as it is….
      THAT…IT…is the One Thing that is responsible for all and any of this
      IT is THE THING that has first thought of ITSELF as THE FATHER, FIRST SOURCE AND CENTER
      But that, in and of itself, is a manifestation…a thought of will and intent….consciousness
      THE FATHER….as I have come to comprehend it, is the self=perception of THE ONE
      as IT conceives/perceives ITSELF as being and doing…..i.e.
      THE FATHER is the FIRST VEHICEL OF EXPRESSION OF THE ONE……
      That’s where I’m at right now in this thing and that is what I am dealing with and that is what I am working on
      relating with and to….and in and of…..
      and communicating with and to and in and of….
      and for
      and ‘for’ is the most important thing in all of this……
      I am here for THE ONE
      from the perspective of THE ONE
      there is no free will
      there is only the will of THE ONE
      what we have…here
      is a perception of an experience of free will
      which is wholly valid
      considering our arena of operation in this thing…
      and I get that…however it makes me appear to others…..
      there is only this One Thing
      that has manifested Itself within Its own consciousness
      and in That….
      we are all thought forms
      aspects of consciousness
      all and everything
      without exception
      and all of that is accomplished
      through the manifest being of THE FATHER……
      for IT = HE = I = I AM = I AM WHAT I AM = I AM THAT I AM…….
      and more…
      as the beginning of what we consider to be creation
      for from Him comes the Paradise Trinity
      and the Paradise Isle
      and The Havona worlds
      and the superuniverses
      and the grand creation
      which is still ongoing
      and here we are…..
      all of us
      everywhere in creation…
      all one
      as one
      or as best as we can
      each or any of us
      perceive ourselves as being…..
      sigh…….
      and so and but and still…
      this is where I am right now
      doing my best to grok this….this…THING
      that is absolutely and supremely and ultimately responsible
      for the whole kit and caboodle…
      and that helps me understand the need for duality
      and tension
      and opposites
      and conflict
      and pain and pleasure
      for both can be obstacles to spiritual evolution
      and both can enhance it
      and I am still learning
      and I am glad and happy to be able to do so
      it is quite an experience
      this thing we call life
      that is really and truly
      THE LIFE OF GOD, THE ONE……..

      and so and but and still
      within the thing
      we are whoa dn what we are
      and all of that is all THE ONE
      it is THE ONE
      THE LIFE OF THE ONE
      and there is nothing else but that
      in my mind
      in my heart
      in my consciousness
      sigh
      we will see where all of this gets me
      as our perception of time and space and reality and existence and being
      reveals the true reality of itself
      experience by experience
      to each and all and every one of us…….
      but that’s me
      don’t mind me
      I’m just being me
      ain’t nobody like me, but me
      and
      ain’t nobody like you, but you
      we are all here to do
      what we’re all here to do
      let us all do and be
      as GOD
      as best as we can comprehend and grok
      whatever GOD is
      let us all do and be
      what it is by and in GOD’S Will
      that, in GOD’S Will
      we are meant and designed for
      and meant to do and be
      …..
      like I said
      that’s me
      don’t mind me
      just bein’ me…..
      right?
      okay then!
      going back into it!
      GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS FOR ALL YOU DO FOR THIS PLACE
      THE LIGHT REALLY SHINES HERE
      BECAUSE OF YOU!
      THANK YOU FOR THAT!!!!!
      I AM INFINITELY AND ETERNALLY GRATEFUL
      TO YOU
      AND FOR YOU
      SO…YEH….THANKS AND THANKS AGAIN!
      I AM
      WHATEVER I AM
      KIBO

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      • Marja says:

        Thank you for your appreciation of my efforts. I admit it is sometimes very exhausting to find all I want to express backed by the PJs as I am guided to do. I have help on both sides, could not do it alone.

        Now, with all the help I can get, I will try to put some of your puzzle pieces in place, according to my understanding.

        I will start with your heart; – “for my heart is sure in all of this”
        My advice is follow your heart, it is more powerful than your brain and knows it all. But your mind has to be convinced too.
        You are stuck on the thought or thoughts of The One Thing/The Creation, A Super Mind? A Pool of Energies, A Sun, The Central Sun of all that was created.
        This ‘Thought’ of this ‘Mind’ manifested Itself as Source One [that you named Papa Source] – IT endowed this manifestation with all IT’s powers and abilities. Source One/The Eternal Father is a Being, a perfect reflection, a perfect replica in all power and beauty of The Creation. He is the only one with the ability to face, understand and communicate with IT.
        ALL the rest comes From Him and Through Him – with this power He materialized, brought into existence Source Two/The Eternal Son, and subsequently they brought into existence The Eternal Spirit.
        This Celestial Family, This Trinity, proceeded in creating Their Home, The Paradise Island, the Seven Circuits, Havona, The First Race, The Central Universe.
        Through their creations All the rest came into existence – it was a joint effort in creation – and so it continues.
        As a Trinity they established a pattern for creating individually or as joint effort of two or all tree members. This reflects in the creation of the Superuniverses that are under the guidance of the seven Master Spirits, each one representing an individual Source or two Sources, or, as in the seventh Superuniverse the Master Spirit representing The Trinity.
        There is a NEAR equality in the Celestial ranks but there is also a Hierarchy that must be accepted and respected.
        I think it is wisdom to accept Source One/Papa Source as the manifestation of All that is and be content with this.
        Give a respectful bow to The Creation/Grandfather as the Source of All Power – that is enough for me at the moment, I have no wish to jump into the Lake to be One with It – I understand that if you do it you stop being you and become part of This Energy.
        My understanding of being One with something or somebody is being of One Mind, One Understanding, in Agreement.
        It is correct to assume that the ‘materials’/’energies’ came from that Central Pool/Sun through Source One, but the thoughts and further creations were the responsibility of The Trinity individually or as joint effort.
        The Creation has Its laws that must be acknowledged and obeyed. These laws are known and obeyed by all who are given the privilege to create.
        When you say; – “That ONE THING manifested ITSELF” and “THE FATHER is the FIRST VEHICEL OF EXPRESSION OF THE ONE……” – it tells me that ‘That ONE THING…’ became a being, it does not indicate to me ‘just a thought’.
        “I am here for THE ONE
        from the perspective of THE ONE
        there is no free will
        there is only the will of THE ONE”
        I suggest you thing this one carefully – WHO are you here for exactly [Papa Source, as a Michael Son? Or Dabi, as Tobias? Remember the Hierarchy], and what do you think is His will.
        In my knowledge we were given free will as a gift, and it is so sacred that no Celestial will interfere in it.
        Who you are and what is the knowledge within you is a matter between you and yourself, you are the only one with access to it.

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        • kibodabi says:

          EXELLENT!!! YES!!!!…AND THANK YOU AGAIN FOR ALL AND ANY OF IT!
          That being said
          I am here for both as one…….
          for it is through THE ONE….through DABI….through Tobias….through who and what I am as Kibodabi
          that I am here for….
          for right now….
          things are about to change….really…about to change….big time….smile
          after that it becomes a different game entirely…….
          the whole DABI thing kicks in full force and full time…..
          I am ready…no doubt……
          free will is free as it wa given at no cost
          but the doing and being of it is all based and found and centralized in THE ONE
          The Urantia Book has spoken of that of GOD which is pre=personal……
          and….
          [correct me if I am wrong…]
          also that which is post=personal…..
          I believe that this a large part of what we are dealing with
          The Father is the First Personality of The One….
          The One has manifested Itself as a near infinite number of personalities
          past, present and future
          in order to fully experience all and everything
          and have it all come together as perfection made perfect through experience of being and doing
          ……
          perhaps…for GOD…work and play is one and the same?
          hmmmmm….i’ll leave that alone for now….
          right now
          I am thinking that it is work and play for all involved
          but that depends upon the attitude of those involved
          right now….
          for so many here…..
          it’s…well….
          it is what it is
          and everything is everything…..[is every thing…]
          but this may actually be the real and true meaning
          creationally and existentially
          in potential and actuality
          of the phrase
          “The ends justify the means.”
          and as far as I am concerned
          it is the only time and circumstance
          that such a phrase and statement can be considered valid
          because the source of it is perfect
          and so the doing and being of it is perfect
          and the end is perfect
          therefore the means are perfect
          and
          mind you
          this also includes all of those alternative timelines and realities
          that exist
          doing and being the same as we are
          in their own ways
          to bring it all together
          so we really can’t base our infinitesimal shred of experience
          in the vast consciousness levels of being and experience
          on just this
          what we consider to be our own, little reality
          for surely it is not the whole of reality
          or of the reality of realities……
          or the realities of reality
          depending upon from which position you are experiencing it….smile…

          I have come to understand that what we think/feel is our free will
          is free only in our perception of experience of it
          in that sense
          it is absolutely and unequivocally….free and open and up to us….
          and that’s a good thing
          for it teaches us to learn
          it teaches us to pay attention to what GOD is doing
          that we may learn what GOD is doing
          “I no longer call you servants, but friends
          for servants know not what the master is doing…….”
          or so it has been said……smile
          I shall leave it off at here for this replay
          the rest will come in the next…..
          keep doing what you are doing
          please
          it means more than you know or realize
          you
          yes you
          YOU have pushed me to realizations of reality
          that I could and would have never accomplished
          on my own
          I am eternally and infinitely indebted and grateful to you for any and all of it
          THANK YOU
          FROM THE VERY CORE OF MY BEING
          THANK YOU
          AND GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS IN ALL THINGS ALL THE TIME!!!
          AMEN!
          I LOVE YOU DEARLY!
          KIBODABI

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  8. Sandra Vazquez says:

    Thank you again kibodabi. My thanks extends to all the times I have been reading here, taking in and thinking about the words you feel so strongly about. And, yes, we should all make up our “damn minds”. But I made up my own damn mind a long time ago. Your words have many times touched something inside of me and I think after being in this one life for 63 years, for myself and by myself, that I am grateful that I have been led here. So thank you for your guidance (even though you might not think of it as that) and your love . I send you Love and Light and Life. God bless you brother.

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