THE CONSCIOUSNESS BUFFET…

[still in and around about…..this is all I can give for now…still in contemplation…any emails will be answered afterwards…apologies….but I appreciate the thoughts for they help me learn and I have to learn…I have to know…whatever I can….and so this is this and is meant to be given to you as what comes is here……(-k-)]

LIFE IN THE RAW, WAR IS………
AND WE HAVE BEEN AT WAR FOR OVER 13,000 YEARS…..
IT MATTERS NOT WHETHER YOU KNEW IT OR NOT….
AND HERE WE ARE
AND THERE ARE THOSE THAT WANT WAR
AND THOSE THAT WANT PEACE…..
AND BOTH HAVE BECOME DEFINE AS BEING A STATE OF ABSENCE OF THE OTHER…SAD…..
THERE HAVE BEEN THOSE THAT WANTED PEACE AND WERE WILLING TO OBLIGE TO FIGHT FOR IT BY ANSWERING THE CALL TO WAR
AND THERE HAVE BEEN THOSE THAT SIMPLY WANTED AND WANT WAR
AND SUCH ONES WILL ALWAYS WSNT WAR UNTIL THEY LEARN BETTER
FOR SUCH TYPES HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ENAMORED OF WAR
WHETHER THEY BE THOSE FAR FROM THE PRESENT HORRORS OF IT
LUXURIATING IN THEIR LAVISH SURROUNDINGS BOUGHT AND PAID FOR BY THEIR SUPPORT, PAYMENTS AND MANIPULATIONS OF BOTH
FOR THE SAKE OF WHATEVER WAR SUITS THEIR NEEDS AT WHATEVER MOMENT
OR THOSE THAT REVEL IN THE DOING OF IT AND THE BEING IN IT
PSYCHOPATHIC LOVERS OF THE MANY WAYS TO KILL AND DIE…….
AND THEN
BUT YET AND STILL AND THEN
THERE ARE THOSE THAT REFUSE TO BUY INTO ANY OF THAT
THEY RECOGNIZE THAT WAR
ON THIS PLANET, AT LEAST
IS A WAR OF CONSCIOUSNESS
OF THOUGHT
OF IDEALOGY AND IDEALS
OF MORALS AND VALUES
AND THEN THERE ARE THOSE THAT FURTHER UNDERSTAND THAT THE SITUATION
IS ONE OF LIGHT OPPOSED BY DARKNESS
LOVE OPPOSED BY FEAR
LIFE OPPOSED BY DEATH
CHRIST OPPOSED BY ANTICHRIST
GOD OPPOSED BY NOT-GOD……
AND ALL OF THESE LEVELS AND UNDERSTANDINGS
THESE COMPREHENSIONS OF WHAT LIFE IS
ON THIS PLANET
MIX TOGETHER TO CREATE
WHAT WE HAVE EXPERIENCED FOR THE DURATION OF THIS WAR
GENERATION AFTER GENERATION AFTER GENERATION…..
AND HERE WE ALL ARE IN THIS HERE AND NOW THAT WE ARE EXPERIENCING
PRAYING FOR WHAT WE ARE PRAYING FOR
TO WHOM WE ARE PRAYING FOR IT TO……..
THIS, THAT, IT, OTHER, THEM, NOTHING, SELF…….
PICK AND CHOOSE AS YOU WILL TO DO AND BE SO
FOR THAT IS WHAT YOU WILL GET
FOR THE REALITY OF THE VALIDITY OF THE ENERGY OF YOUR EFFORTS
AND THE VALIDITY OF THE REALITY OF YOUR ENERGETIC EFFORTS
WILL REAP FOR YOU WHAT YOU HAVE SOWN
EVERYTHING IS ITS OWN REWARD
YOU HAVE BEEN TOLD
I HAVE TOLD YOU
AS I WAS TOLD
YOU ARE WHO AND WHAT YOU THINK YOU ARE AFTER ALL
BUT THE VALID REALITY OF ALL OF THAT IS FOUND IN YOUR ABILITY TO MANIFEST IT IN
NOT JUST YOUR OWN EXPERIENCE
BUT IN THE EXPERIENCE OF OTHERS, AS WELL…….

AND THERE ARE THOSE THAT MAINTAIN THAT THEY ARE GOD
THEY ARE GOD AND GOD IS THEM
AND THAT IS TRUE UP TO A POINT
YET GOD IS PERFECT….AND WHO AMONG US CAN SAY THE SAME?
GOD CREATES IN AND THROUGH ITS OWN CONSCIOUS WILL
ANYTHING
EVERYTHING
ANY AMONG YOU THAT CAN MANIFEST A SINGLE BUTTERFLY
THROUGH THE SAME MEANS AND METHOD
GET IN TOUCH WITH ME AND SHOW ME
AND PROVE IT TO ME
AND I WILL BOW AND ASK YOU HOW…….
AND IF YE ARE DARK IN YOUR METHOD I SHALL SHUN THEE
BUT IF YE ARE LIGHT
AND YE ARE TRUE
AND YE HAVE OVERCOME THE IMPERFECTIONS
THAT LIMIT YOUR PATH TO YOUR PERFECTION
THEN PLEASE
SHOW ME AND TEACH ME HOW I MAY BE THE SAME……

FOR ME
ALL IS GOD
ALL IS GODS WILL
AND WE ARE JUST EXPERIENCING IT ALL…
GOD THINKS THE ETERNAL AND INFINITE
PERFECT THOUGHT OF ITS SELF AS BEING ALL AND EVERYTHING
ON A PATH OF RETURN TO ITS OWN PERFECTION
AND HAS MADE IT SO THAT EVERY ASPECT OF THAT THOUGHT
CAN DO AND BE THE SAME
THAT MEANS YOU
THAT MEANS ME
THAT MEANS US
THAT MEANS THEM
EVERY INDIVIDUAL GRAIN OF SAND
EVERY MOLECULE
EVERY ATOM
EVERY QUARK AND NANOQUARK
AND SO ON AND SO FORTH
ALL AND EVERY THING AND EVERYTHING
WILL GET THERE
AND BELIEVE ME WHEN I TELL YOU THAT THERE IS MORE WHERE THAT CAME FROM
THE INFINITE AND ETERNAL MIND
HAS INFINITE AND ETERNAL WILL
WHICH POWERS AND INFINITE AND ETERNAL IMAGINATION
WHICH CULMINATES IN
ONE INFINITE=ETERNAL THOUGHT
OF ALL AND EVERY THING IN INFINITE ETERNITY…….
AND YET IT IS ONLY AND SIMPLY AN IOTA….
A SINGLE MOMENT OF ETERNAL BEING
THAT IS INFINITE
IN ITS SCOPE OF DOING
OF ACTING……..
LET THAT SINK IN….I’LL WAIT…….
DADEDUMDEDAH…………..OK…..
GOD ACTS
GOD ACTS THROUGH US
EXPERIENCE GOD ACTING
ACT GOD, ACT!!!!
IF WE COULD BE AS GOD IS
IF WE WOULD BE LIKE GOD IS
WE MUST LEARN HOW TO ACT LIKE GOD DOES
GOD IS THE PERFECT ACTOR
BAR NONE
AND GOD IS ACTING IN AND THROUGH US
YOU AND ME AND US AND THEM
I TOLD YOU THIS HOW MANY TIMES ALREADY?
ANYWAY……
IF YOU DO NOT OR CANNOT RECOGNIZE
THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN
BEING AN ACTOR AND BEING A CHARACTER……..
LET ME EXPLAIN
YOU ARE THE CHARACTER THAT GOD IS PLAYING
YOU ARE GOD BEING DOING WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE
ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT YOU DO AND ARE
GOD ALREADY KNOWS
BECAUSE GOD DESIGNED YOUR CHARACTER
BUT GOD DESIGNED IT WITH A PURPOSE
GOD MEANS TO FULFILL YOUR CHARACTER
LIKE PINNOCHIO WITHOUT STRINGS STRIVING TO BE A REAL PERSON
GOD IS TRAINING YOU TO BE A REAL PERSONALITY
A PERFECT PERSONALITY
AND THUS
A PERFECT PERSON
AS GOD IS A PERFECT PERSON
FOR THE ORIGINAL PERSONALITY IS GOD
SO WHY NOT….RIGHT?
YOU MAY AGREE OR DISAGREE AT THIS POINT AND ACT ACCORDINGLY
BUT ASK YOURSELF
WHY DO YOU AGREE OR DISAGREE?
SEE?
THAT’S ALL A PART OF IT
THIS IS YOUR LEARNING HOW TO LIVE
TO APPRECIATE THE DUALITY
THE OPPOSTION
THE PARADOXES
THAT ALL EXIST TOGETHER
ALL AT THE SAME TIME IN THE SAME PLACE
HERE
ON EARTH
ON EARTH SHAN GAIA
ON URANTIA
THERE IS NO OTHER STAGE SUCH AS THIS STAGE
THERE IS NO OTHER SHOW SUCH AS THIS ONE
THERE IS NO OTHER GAME SUCH AS THIS ONE
THERE IS NO OTHER STORY SUCH AS THIS ONE
AND HERE YOU ARE
AND YOU ARE HERE
AND WHY IS THAT?
DID YOU PICK?
DID YOU CHOOSE?
DO YOU KNOW?
IS THIS A PRISON PLANET?
IS THIS A GAME?
IS THIS A STORY?
IS THIS….WHAT IS THIS?
AND IS IT THE SAME THING
THROUGHOUT THE GALAXY?
THROUGHOUT THE UNIVERSE?
THROUGHOUT CREATION?
IS IT LIKE THIS EVERYWHERE ELSE?
IF ALIENS COME
WILL THEY TREAT US LIKE WE TREATED THE NATIVES?
WAITAMINUTE
LIKE WHO TREATED THE NATIVES?
THEN AGAIN
HOW DID THE NATIVES TREAT EACH OTHER BEFORE THE INVADERS CAME?
DID THEY NOT FIGHT OVER THEIR OWN TRIBAL DIFFERENCES?
DID THEY NOT WAR?
DID THEY NOT DO THE SAME TO OTHERS AS WAS EVENTUALLY DONE TO THEM?
HOW FAR DOES THAT GO?
IS IT KARMA?
HOW FAR DOES KARMA GO?
INDIVIDUAL KARMA
GROUP KARMA
HOW BIG A GROUP?
ARE THERE SUBGROUPS?
HOW MUCH KARMA DO WE HAVE TO HANDLE?
SO ANY GROUP THAT I DEFINE MYSELF AS PART OF
AM I RESPONSIBLE FOR
AND DO I SHARE IN THE GROUP KARMA?
REALLY?
YES?
NO?
MAYBE?
DOES MY INDIVIDUAL DEVOTION OR LACK OF DEVOTION TO THE GROUP COUNT?
DOES MY OPPOSITION TO THE GROUP COUNT?
DOES IT COUNT IF I AM HALFHEARTED AOBUT THE THING?
IF I AM AMBIVALENT?
JUST WHAT AM I DOING?
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO BE DOING?
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BE DOING IT?
WHAT ARE WE SUPPOSED TO BE DOING
AND JUST HOW AM I AND WE AND US AND THEM
ARE SUPPOSED TO BE DOING IT
AND ACCORDING TO WHO AND WHOM?
WHO DO I BELIEVE?
WHY DO I BELIEVE THEM?
WHYWHYWHYWHYWHY!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

IF YOU HAVE NOT BEEN ASKING THESE TYPES OF QUESTIONS ON A DAILY BASIS…..
WELL
MAYBE NOW WOULD BE A GOOD TIME TO RECONSIDER AND REDISCOVER
YOUR REASONS AND MOTIVATIONS IN LIFE
PERHAPS
MAYBE
IF EVER……
PERHAPS IT IS ENOUGH JUST TO LIVE AND LET LIVE
GOOD ENOUGH AND WHY NOT?
BUT IF A THING IS NOT WILLING TO SIMPLY LET YOU LIVE
WHAT THEN?
WHAT DO YOU DO?
YOUR MORALS AND ETHICS AND CONSCIOUSNESS ARE ATTACKED
TO FORCE YOU TO CHANGE TO A WAY OF THOUGHT AND BEING
THAT NORMALLY YOU WOULD OPPOSE
IF LEFT TO YOUR NATURAL SELF
WHAT THEN?
YOU ARE ASSAILED IN MEDIA AND EDUCATION AND INFORMATION AND DATA
LIES AND TRUTHS ARE MIXED TOGETHER IN VARYING PERCENTAGES…
AND YOU HAVE TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO DISCERN
WHAT IS WHAT AND FROM WHOM AND WHAT AND WHY AND WHERE AND WHATEVER
AND THIS IS ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE
YOUR ATTENTION IS DIVIDED
BY CHURCH AND STATE AND PEERS AND FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND POLITICS
ALLEGIANCES ARE BEGGED FOR AND FORCED AND INSISTED UPON
AND YOU MUST CHOOSE DAILY
A THOUSAND PLUS TIMES A DAY
WHAT TO THINK ABOUT WHAT
AND WHAT TO FEEL ABOUT WHAT
AND WHO DO YOU BELIEVE AND TRUST
AND WHO DO AND CAN YOU DEPEND UPON AND ON IN AND WITH ANY OF THIS
AND IS YOUR SELF ENOUGH?
IS THERE A GOD?
IS GOD ENOUGH?
WHO’S GOD?
WHICH GOD?
WHAT GOD?
WHERE IS GOD?
THIS ONE CLAIMS TO SPEAK WITH GOD
THIS ONE CLAIMS TO SPEAK FOR GOD
THIS ONE CLAIMS THERE IS NO GOD
THIS ONE CLAIMS IT DOESN’T MATTER
THIS ONE CLAIMS THAT YOU ARE GOD
THIS ONE CLAIMS THAT YOU ARE ALL YOU NEED
YOUR THOUGHT DECIDES ALL AND EVERYTHING
YOUR THOUGHTS DECIDE ALL AND EVERYTHING
YOUR CHOICE
YOUR REASONS
YOUR MOTIVES AND MOTIVATIONS
YOU CREATED THIS WORLD SITUATION
INDIVIDUALLY AND COLLECTIVELY
IT IS YOUR RESPONSIBILITY
YOU DID THIS
FOR BETTER
FOR WORSE
FOR RICHER
FOR POORER
THIS ONE SAYS YOUR PAST LIFE AND LIVES IS/ARE RESPONISBLE
THIS ONE SAYS YOUR FUTURE LIVES ARE BEING SET UP BY THIS ONE
THIS ONE SAYS ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE
THIS ONE SAYS THAT LOVE IS A CHEMICAL REACTION AKIN TO INSANITY
THIS ONE SAYS SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST
THIS ONE SAYS THE MEEK WILL INHERIT THE EARTH
MANY SAY THAT THE END JUSTIFIES THE MEANS……..REALLY?
THIS ONE SAYS THIS
THAT ONE SAYS THAT
THIS ONE SAYS THAT
THAT ONE SAYS THIS
THIS AND THAT ALL DEPEND UPON YOU
WHAT YOU THINK
WHAT YOU FEEL
THAT IS YOUR REALITY
THE BUBBLE THAT YOU CREATED FOR YOURSELF
BASED UPON YOUR OWN
INDIVIDUAL THOUGHT AND FEELINGS ABOUT AND CONCERNING
ANY AND ALL OF IT
WHAT YOU THINK AND FEEL THAT REALITY IS
WHAT YOU THINK AND FEEL THAT REALITY IS FOR YOU….
AND FOR ALL OF US…
AND HERE YOU ARE
WONDERING HOW THE HELL YOU GOT HERE
AND WHO TO BLAME IT ON
WHO IS RESPOSNSIBLE?
AND SO YOU PICK AND CHOOSE
AT THE CONSCIOUSNESS BUFFET……….
YOU FILL YOUR PLATE WITH WHAT YOU WANT TO CONSUME
THE THINGS YOU WANT
THAT YOU ARE PAYING ATTENTION TO
MEAT OR VEGETABLES?
PERHAPS A NICE SALAD
SOUP?
ENTRÉE?
DESSERT?
COFFEE OR TEA?
IT’S ALL UP TO YOU
ALL OF IT
AND YET
YOU CAN ONLY ORDER FROM THE MENU
DO YOU WONDER ABOUT THAT AS WELL?
HMMMMM………

WHO OWNS THIS PLACE?
WHO ARE THE STAFF MEMBERS?
WHO IS IN THE KITCHEN WITH DINER?
DO YOU KNOW?
HEHEHEHEH
THIS IS LIFE
THIS IS LIFE AS WE KNOW IT
BY WHATEVER ANALOGY OR METAPHOR….
THIS IS YOUR LIFE
MY LIFE
THEIR LIFE
THEIR LIVES
ALL OF THESE LIVES BEING LIVED ALONG WITH YOURS
COUNTLESS LIVES
DOING AND BEING
WHAT THEY ARE DOING AND BEING
ALL NEXT TO YOU
ALL WITH YOU
ALL EFFECTING YOUR OWN
AND YOUR LIFE AFFECTS THEIRS……
ALL ONE LIFE
IF YOU THINK SO
OR NOT
IF YOU DON’T
IT IS UP TO YOU……..

MY EXPERIENCE IN AND WITH THIS THING HAS TAUGHT ME THIS:
IT IS ALL UP TO GOD
THE ONE
GOD THE ONE
AND GOD THE ONE IN CHRIST MICHAEL ATON
CREATOR OF THIS UNIVERSE
SOVEREIGN CREATOR OF THIS UNIVERSE
BUT THAT’S ME
DON’T MIND ME…OR DO…
IT IS UP TO YOU, AFTER ALL……
AND AS YOU THINK ABOUT WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE AND WHY
WHY ARE YOU YOUR RELIGION
OR OF NO RELIGION?
WHY ARE YOU THE WAY YOU ARE?
YOUR RACE AND ETHNICITY?
YOUR SOCIAL AND ECONOMIC CLASS?
YOUR HEIGHT AND WEIGHT?
YOUR GENDER?
YOUR SEXUALITY?
YOUR…PROCLIVITIES?
LIGHT OR DARK?
SELFLESS OR SELFISH?
WHY?
PERHAPS AND AFTER ALL
GOD REALLY AND TRULY DOES HAVE A PLAN
A PLAN THAT WILL GET ALL AND EVERYONE
TO THE INDIVIDUAL AND PROMISED PERFECTION
THAT IS AND HAS ALWAYS BEEN MEANT FOR…THEM
LIGHT ONE LIFE
DARK IN ANOTHER
THIS IS THEIR ROUTE
THIS IS THEIR PATH
AND WE TRAVEL OUR OWN AS PART OF ALL OF IT
THIS IS THE JOURNEY
ON THE HIGHWAY AND THE BYWAY
THE HIGH ROAD AND THE LOW RAOD
THE OFF ROAD
AND THE MAIN ROAD
CAN WE TRULY SAY WHERE IT IS ALL GOING?
CAN WE TRULY WAY THAT IT IS NOT OUR……
BELIEF AND EXPECTATION
OUR EXPERIENCE IN KNOWLEDGE
THE ROAD THAT WE HAVE BEEN GIVEN TO RAVEL
THAT DOESN’T DEETERMINE OUR JOURNEY
BUT IS OUR JOURNEY
AND THAT JOURNEY
THAT MAP
THAT ROADMAP
IN THE VEHICLE THAT WE ARE DRIVING
OR LETTING GOD DRIVE
OR LETTING ANOTHER DRIVE
OR LETTING SOMETHING OTHER DRIVE
ALL OF THAT
PASSENGERS INCLUDED….smile
ALL OF THAT IS CAREFULLY PLANNED……
WE THINK THAT WE ARE TURNING LEFT OR RIGHT
BECAUSE WE GET TO HAVE AN EXPERIENCE OF DOING SO
BUT I HIGHLY SUBMIT THAT WE ARE SIMPLY HAVING THE EXPERIENCE OF THAT
I SUBMIT THAT ALL OF THIS IS ALREADY KNOWN FROM BEFORE THE BEGINNING
AND THAT THE END OF IT IS ALREADY A FOREGONE CONCLUSION
BUT WE ARE HAVING OUR EXPERINCE OF FREE WILL
IN AND WITHIN IT ALL
ALL THE TIME
AND IN AND WITH EVERY ASPECT OF IT
AND WE DO INDEED
MAKE THESE DECISIONS
WE REALLY DO
WE MAKE THEM OF OUR OWN FREE WILL AND ACCORD
BASED UPON ALL OF THE REASONS THAT WE MAKE THEM
PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE
WE ACTUALLY MAKE THESE FREE WILL DECISIONS
IT IS REAL
AND IT COUNTS
BUT AND HOWEVER
ALL OF THAT WAS ALREADY KNOWN
ALL OF THAT IS SIMPLY OUR CHARACTER
WE ARE ALL DOING WHAT WE WERE AND ARE
AND WILL BE DESIGNED TO DO AND BE
THAT IS THE REALITY THAT I AM LOOKING AT
THAT IS THE REALITY THAT I AM EXPERIENCING
AND IT MAY BE JUST ME
IT MAY, ULTIMATELY, HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU
NOT ANY OF YOU
YOU ALL MAY BE RIGHT IN YOUR SENSE OF FREE WILL
IT IS SIMPLY THAT I JUST FEEL THAT THE WHOLE THING
IS MEANT TO BE WHAT IT HAS TO BE
AND THAT CAN ONLY HAPPEN IF THE ONE THING
THE ONE MIND
THE ONE WILL
THE ONE BEING
THAT CREATED ALL OF THIS
THAT MAINTAINS AND SUSTAINS AND UPHOLDS AND BEHOLDS
ALL AND EVERY IOTA AND PART AND BEING AND ASPECT OF ALL AND ANY OF IT
IS THE ONE AND REAL AND TRUE REALITY IN ANY AND ALL OF THIS
THAT THE WILL OF THAT THING IS IN ABSOLUTE AND ULTIMATE AND SUPREME CONTROL
ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE AND IN AND WITH
ALL AND ANY AND EVERY CIRCUMSTANCE AND SITUATION
IN ORDER TO BRING THE WHOLE THING TO THAT POINT OF PERFECT FRUITION
THAT IT WAS ALWAYS MENAT TO BE AND TO DO
THAT INSURES ALL AND EVERY ONE OF US
OUR OWN PERFECTION IN GOD
TO BE AND DO IN GOD
AS GOD IS AND DOES
TO BE PERFECT AS GOD IS PERFECT…..
THIS IS THE GOAL OF THIS GREAT JOURNEY OF LIFE EVERLASTING
IN AND WITH GOD
ALL IN THE ONE THOUGHT OF THE MIND OF THE ONE GOD
WE ARE LEARNING
WE ARE EXPERIENCING
HOW TO DEVELOP AND USE OUR CONSCIOUSNESSES
WE ARE LEARNING THROUGH EXPERIENCE HOW TO BE MORE PERFECT
AND LESS IMPERFECT
EXPERIENCE AFTER EXPERIENCE
LIFE AFTER LIFE
A LIFE CAN BE SHORT OR LONG
A FEW YEARS
A HUNDRED YEARS
A THOUSAND YEARS
OR MORE
OR FOREVER AND ALWAYS
DEPENDING UPON THE PURPOSE OF THE ONE
OF GOD
FOR EACH AND ANY OF US
FOR NOW WE ARE HERE
FIGHTING THIS WAR
LIGHT AND DARK
WE ARE AT WAR
AND WE ARE ALL DOING OUR BEST TO WIN
AND THIS TIME
THE LIGHT IS WINNING
AND SOME SAY THE LIGHT HAS ALREADY WON
AND NOW IS OUR TIME
THE TIME OF THESE THAT SERVE THE WILL OF GOD
THE WILL OF THE ONE
WE WHO SERVE THE LIGHT OF GOD
THE LOVE OF GOD
THE WAY OF GOD
THE WAY OF THE ONE
AND ON THE WAY OF THE ONE
THE WAY TO THE ONE
THE TOLLWAY……IF YOU WILL
THERE IS CHRIST
THE LOVE AND LIGHT OF GOD MADE MANIFEST IN ACTION
IN ANY INDIVIDUAL ASPECT OF THE ONE
WE ARE ALL INDIVIDUAL ASPECTS OF THE ONE
BUT THE WAY TO GOD
AS THE DESIGNATION OF ONE ROAD OR HIGHWAY
THAT MERGES INTO ANOTHER……
NECESSARILY EXTENDS FROM THE WAY TO CHRIST……
THE TOLLBOOTH
WHERE WHAT MUST BE PAID
MUST BE PAID
IN ORDER TO CONTINUE UPON THE WAY
THE WAY
THE TRUTH
THE LIGHT
THE LOVE
OF GOD
YE CANNOT APPROACH GOD WITHOUT GOING THROUGH
THE CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS……
THAT SEEMS TO BE A GIVEN
AND YET…HERE….
IN THIS PLACE
THIS PLANET
IT IS CONSIDERED AN OPINION
AND THERE ARE DIFFERING OPINIONS IN THE MATTER
SO BE IT
SO IT IS
EXPERIENCE WILL TELL AND CONFIRM……..

WHEN THE TIME COMES…..

WHAT MATTERS MOST
RIGHT HERE AND NOW
IS THAT YOU ARE FULLY WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE
YOU HAVE TO BE YOURSELF
GOD OPERATING AS YOU
BEING WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE
AND ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT COMES WITH IT
AND EITHER YOU WILL PROGRESS BEYOND THIS LEVEL
AS GOD HAS DETERMINED IT SHOULD IN YOU
OR YOU SHALL…..NOT…..
BUT THE DIVISION IS COMING
THOSE THAT HAVE EARNED
THE HIGHER LEVEL AND LOWER LEVEL
MUST TAKE THEIR PATHS AT THE JUNCTURE……
THE TRAINS OF THOUGHTS MUST GO WHERE THEY ARE SIGNALED TO GO
TO DO AND BE WHAT THEY MUST DO AND BE IN THE FUTURE THAT AWAITS THEM…..
AND YOU MADE THAT CHOICE
AND ARE EXPERIENCING IT
WE ALL ARE MAKING THESE CHOICES
AND DOING AND BE WHO AND WHAT WE ARE IN ALL OF THIS
EVEN IF WE KNOW NOT
OR DON’T FULLY UNDERSTAND
OR DO UNDERSTAND
OR ARE PUSHING AHEAD TO DO MORE OF SUCH AND BETTER
IT IS THE NATURAL NATURE THAT GOD HAS INSTILLED
IN ITS THOUGHT OF THOUGHTS OF ITSELF

THE ONE THOUGHT
OF INFINITE THOUGHTS
OF ITS SELF

AS BEING EACH AND EVERY AND ANY AND ALL OF US
ALL AND EVERYWHERE
ALL AT THE SAME TIME
IN THIS HERE AND NOW THAT WE ARE ALL EXPERIENCING

YOU MAY FEEL ABOUT ALL AND ANY OF THIS AS YOU LIKE
THAT IS YOUR RIGHT IN EXPERIENCE OF GOD
BUT KNOW THIS…
IF YE SHOULD SUDDENLY CHANGE FROM A PERSPECTIVE OF DARKNESS
TO BEING IN THE LIGHT
IT IS YOU AND GOD DOING IT TOGETHER
AND VICE VERSA
IF YE CHOOSE TO LIVE IN LIGHT
YOU AND GOD DO IT TOGETHER
IF YE CHOOSE TO LIVE IN DARKNESS
IT IS YOU AND GOD DOING IT TOGETHER
THAT AND ALL THINGS IN BETWEEN
ARE YOU AND GOD DOING AND BEING ALL OF IT
TOGETHER
ALONG WITH THE UNIVERSE ABD PLANETS AND SUNS AND STARS
AND THE ELEMENTS AND PLANTS AND INSECTS AND REPTILES
AND FISHES AND ANIMALS AND BIRDS AND ROCKS AND STONES AND METALS AND ALL ELEMENTS…..SAND ON THE BEACH…GOLD DUST IN THE DESERT…….
THE AIR AND THE EARTH AND THE FIRE AND THE WATER
AND THE ELECTRICITY AND THE MAGNETISM
AND CONSCIOUSNESS
THE MIND AND THE BODY AND THE HEART AND THE SOUL AND THE SPIRIT….
THE MIND AND THE HEART AS ONE IN THE SPIRIT/SOUL
THE DIVINITY OF YOUR BEING AND EXISTENCE
CONSCIOUSNESS
YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS
OUR CONSCIOUSNESS
GOD CONSCIOUSNESS
NO THEM
NO THEY
NO THEIR
ONLY US
ONLY WE
ONLY I
ONLY THE ONE
ALL ONE
AS ONE
WE ARE ALL ONE
WE ARE EACH OTHER
WE CAN FORGIVE OURSELVES AND LOVE OURSELVES
AND GO ON FROM HERE TO NEW AND BETTER EXPERIENCES
IN NEW AND BETTER PLACES
THIS PLACE IS BECOMING NEW AND BETTER
YOU ARE NEW AND BETTER
IT IS WHO AND WHAT YOU THINK YOU ARE
AND WHO AND WHAT YOU THINK YOU ARE
IN WHO AND WHAT YOU THINK GOD IS
THINK ABOUT THAT
CHARACTERIZE IT
DEFINE IT
ACT UPON IT
DO
BE
AS HOWEVER AND WHATEVER AND WHOEVER
YOU WILL YOURSELF AND YOUR SELF
TO BE AND TO DO
EXPERIENCE YOUR WILL IN THAT
CONTENT IN THE FACT
THAT THIS IS WHAT GOD IS BEING AND DOING IN YOU
YOU MUST BE TRUE TO YOURSELF
BE WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE
DO WHAT YOU DO
WE ARE ALL HERE TO DO WHAT WE ARE ALL HERE TO DO
AND SO WE ARE
SO WE MUST BE
BE YOU
AINT NOBODY LIKE YOU BUT YOU
AND GOD IS THE REASON WHY
BE YOU
DO YOU
DO THE WILL OF GOD
THE WILL OF THE ONE
WILLINGLY
KNOWINGLY
AND THANK GOD FOR IT
AND PRAISE GOD FOR IT
AND LEARN FROM IT
AND GO ON
OR NOT
ALL IN GOD’S WILL
FOR WHAT COMES……
FOR WHAT COMES IS HERE
A TORNADO TOUCHING DOWN SUDDENLY
AND WITHOUT WARNING FOR THOSE THAT
DID NOT SEARCH THE SKIES CONSTANTLY
FOR ITS COMING…………
AND STILL DO NOT…………………………..
GOD BLESS US ALL, EVERYONE
KIBODABI

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5 Responses to THE CONSCIOUSNESS BUFFET…

  1. Shellee-Kim says:

    TATA:

    Together we are blossoming. And so begins the story of Us…
    [I’m getting images of blossoming like a flower first, at a rapid, animated type of rate]

    The road is strewn with brilliantly-coloured gemstones glittering alluringly in the sunshine: turquoises, emeralds, sapphires, rubies and diamonds Light your Way. These are the gems of me in you that call you ever closer that we might know our oneness. The further along the road you go, know that you are becoming this oneness and thus will there be no more need for the gems to show you the way. For then you become the very Way yourSelf.
    *****

    I will burst forth into your Heart, mind and world like the grandest fireworks display you have ever -or never -seen. It will dazzle you, hypnotise you that all previous thinking and feeling not of Me will fade away like a nightmare melting into the broad daylight. Nothing but me survives in you then…and we are born. Or reborn. As it has ever been between us.
    Aah, this is the day many of you have been preparing for and waiting for. And what a day it will be to behold. The first day of the rest of your lives.

    *****
    SK: I’ve realised that no matter what I’ve efforted at, what I’ve done or haven’t done, what I’ve been able to do or haven’t, it’s never been through lack of conscious desire and will. Not for a second. I’d love to know how much conscious desire, devotion and will are rated on our ‘scorecards’ :-). Though I understand subconscious choices are right up there, along with the conscious ones. I’d still like to have a private sitting with the Trinity, if I can, when I get back over that pesky little issue. But yes, I acknowledg and own that all have been my choices – at some level or another.

    As I was thinking last night: our Lighted family and friends think we’re amazing for being here. It recently dawned more fully on me why.
    To get through a lifetime intact here is a feat in and of itself – what with no/limited/uncertain memory of who we are; our separation from our beloved God Selves and our frightened trickster ego’s incessant game-playing.Which is quite apart from the Adversary attempting to jump in for the kill each and every time we progress a little bit.
    All this have we endured because we can’t/haven’t been able to identify 100% of the time with our True identity, our real Selves, no matter our efforts. That way keeping ourSelves consistently and continuously in communication with our HS/inner God wishes and will. At least, I’m speaking for myself and probably a good lot of others too.
    In Truth, God gave only a relative handful to know of their own minds and hearts so thoroughly, including the subconscious, and gave them the tools and gifts that they could overcome these conditions with relative ease.
    For the rest of us, I’m thinking now it was always going to be this way…that trying to grow and break though in these misty, foggy conditions creating endless marshes and swamps that we’ve waded through could not have been any different. Or maybe it could have…

    As we move in and out of our True consciousness, it reminds me of a concertina, like our very breath – in and out we go – into our True Selves…now back into our little selves…bath and forth…up and down we go…
    Now (or should that be ‘soon’?) we finally get to a point of stabilisation and real, permanent breakthrough.

    I bless everyone to the Freedom and Peace in God

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    • kibodabi says:

      wow…a grand slam home run with this….I agree %1000 and then some…and I would like a debriefing on the scores and stats concerning this as well……….
      and it seems that there was much excitement concerning such well experienced beings with such heavy resumes coming here without knowledge of any of it……would they remember? could they remember? will the connect and reconnect? so many questions concerning the outcomes of our lives here…so many bets made and laid on the table…lol…..
      there was a time when I would have said that I hope that we satisfied their expectations, but here and now, in what we are experiencing, I really and truly feel that we have exceed all expectations in this thing and have written a new book on the matter that will be taught for a long time…if not forever…..for it stands as a testimony to the Way Of The One and The Will Of The One that we were able to come so far and do so much with so little to work with…this has never been done before…..complete, spiritual amnesia…..no small feat to overcome……and many here have…many here have connected and reconnected with their higher sleves and the world is awash with spiritual messages…….however we may agree or disagree with any part of parts of them…the fact remains that they are there and they all play a vital part in our freedom and liberations that will propel us to our ascension and the ascension of this planet…this wonderful, beautiful planet..EARTH SHAN GAIA, URANTIA…..
      MAY WE CONTINUE TO WALK IN FAITH AND TRUST IN THE WILL AND THE WAY AND THE LOVE AND THE LIGHT OF THE ONE UNTIL THE FINAL LINE IS CROSSED AND WE FIND THAT WE ALL HAVE ARRIVED…..
      …AND THEN THE REAL, YET JOYFUL WORK WILL BEGIN………
      AND WE WILL BE HERE TO MAKE SURE THAT THAT WORK IS FULFILLED AND BEARS THE BEST OF GOOD FRUITS……..
      thank you for this message SK…I am blessed to have ones such as you and Marja to stand with in mutual support of each and all of our efforts to see this world and its peoples through these times……ALL IN AND WITH GOD AND GOD WITH AND IN US ALL!
      I LOVE IT…THANK YOU…THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL OF YOUR EFFORTS AND INPUT AND HELP AND SUPPORT….GOD BLESS YOU ALL
      AND THANKS AGAIN FOR ALL OF IT…AMEN….
      KIBODABI

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  2. Marja says:

    A COMMENT
    It is my opinion that we were created, individuals, and sent on a journey to achieve perfection, to become as God – gods.
    We are sent to ‘classes’ in this ‘school’ with the knowledge of what the curriculum will be and we accept it in ‘free will’.
    We are also given a set of rules and instructions of how best to proceed to achieve the best results.
    We are told that we create our bodies, our lives and circumstances. That brings the question of ‘what came first the chicken or the egg’. Did I create the reality around me and my neighbor is part of my creation, or did my neighbor do it and I am part of his creation.
    We are also told that we have to do it, nobody – celestial or terrestrial, light or dark – can do it for us or interfere with our free will.
    So that is where my attention is focused – to accomplish to the best of my ability whatever is set before me.

    Here is something good from Germaine;

    ANSWERING THE HIGHER CALL TO SERVE
    8/23/97 VIOLINIO ST. GERMAIN

    Good afternoon, my scribe. Violinio St. Germain here in the Light of Creator’s magnificent One Light. I represent the Violet Ray of transmutation and I work closely with my brother, El Morya, the First Ray of new beginnings.

    Out of that darkness and chaos which is your present world, there shall spring forth in newness a time of Radiance and Peace. There is need to see the contrast between where you (and your planet) are now, and where you are wanting to be. Out of the chaos and confusion of a world gone mad, there is being borne a DESIRE within the hearts of many for balance and peace. It is this desire which is the key ingredient that drives change and transmutation.

    You ones ask how this works.
    I shall explain for the sake of those awakening to their God-power, that you may choose to add yours to the overall chorus of Light workers coordinating the manifestation of Creator’s will-be-done on Earth.
    Thus, I say again: desire drives change. As more and more awaken to an awareness of the chaos and confusion, the impetus for change grows, and the transformation begins. More and more are coming into a similar alignment of desire-energies that summons forth the change.
    There are now far more wanting this change than resisting the change, and it is only a matter of sequence of events (basically, intensity of energy flow) that determines the rate of manifestation of the New Dawn of mankind. Thus you can see the wisdom in our focus upon sequence of events, and not upon “time” as you perceive same.

    When you each make effort to pull yourself out of the confusion of the day-to-day world built around the lust for material gain, and focus more fully upon inner balance and growth of self, then you are connecting more fully with (and conducting into the physical) the energy that will bring forth the desired change upon your world.

    Take personal inventory of that upon which you place importance, and what actions you allow to take priority in your life: Is money a primary concern? How about the so-called (false) “security” and “freedom” and “importance” it seems to provide? Are “social pressures” a preoccupation?
    Do you worry more about what other people think of you than about what you can feel (know) within to be correct and act upon same with courage?
    When measures of material or social “status” become more important than finding a point of inner balance and peace, then you have lost sight of what has lasting value. The distractions of the material arenas may, perhaps, allow you to feel better in the moment, but such will do little to help you find LASTING inner peace and knowing!
    Seek first to find that Higher connection which guides you toward finding inner peace and balance, and then take action according to that which takes priority in the moment.
    That which crosses your path each moment, happens for a reason.
    ALWAYS! Recognize that this is so–that “life is what happens while you make other plans”–and be attentive to the clues and nudges which will help you make the active choices that both indicate and determine your most deeply seated priorities.
    We of the Hosts are always looking for ones who can stay centered, focused, and connected. We are particular about who we choose. (“MANY are called, FEW are chosen!”) If you are drawn to this information source, and messages like this, then consider yourself CALLED.
    You answer the call by disciplining yourself to stay centered and balanced and connected.
    We shall NEVER force you to do anything! However, we DO have a myriad of resources at our disposal to help you, who ask with the heart, and we WILL respond to a sincere plea for help. Count on it!
    Many in the U.S. and Canadian cultures spend far more time watching television than focusing upon that which will facilitate spiritual growth.

    THE CHOICE IS ALWAYS LEFT UP TO THE INDIVIDUAL, AND SO TOO IS THE RESPONSIBILITY OF EACH CHOICE.

    Dis-ease, dis-comfort, health problems, and addictions will be cleansed from the planet. If you cannot overcome these things, then you will be below the frequency range which your environment will support. You will simply leave the “new Earth realm” and go elsewhere to experience.

    Cleanse thyself of the inner emotional pain. Let go of what was. Focus your energy upon the Perfection of what is taking place all around you on a grand scale–a planet returning to Balance and Radiance.

    Consider this an invitation to become a more active participant in The Solution. Commit to yourself, in the form of a heartfelt desire, time to spend consciously connecting to Higher self (your inner God-self) every day. Disallow the negative energies from entering into your experience.

    Consider your connecting to Higher self like the operation of a light switch in a darkened room. When you turn on the switch, you make connection, and the light comes on, and the darkness is gone.
    Now, let us imagine the switch as a dimmer type switch (one that allows the intensity of the light to vary). As YOUR emotional state changes, so too does the illumination level in the room.
    For example, let us say that you find that you are currently in a state of stress-filled doubt and unrest and chaos. Your room is thus pretty dark and it does not feel very pleasant.
    Now you focus upon clearing your space and finding balance. As you begin to focus on this and hold the thought, the room becomes brighter and brighter. As a result of this, metaphorically, you begin to see more clearly the details of the environment in which you find yourself. The things around you take on a more understandable (less vague) form; you find yourself less “in a fog”. You can deal much better with that which confronts you due, again metaphorically, to all the now-visible clues for proceeding with the given challenge.
    Now you feel more focused and clear about what perhaps is standing in your way. You may even appreciate that the only REAL reason you were afraid to move forward was simply because you were not connecting with your Inner Source.
    If you are feeling satisfaction and certainty with who you are and where you are heading, then you can be assured that you ARE connected and, more likely than not, that the light switch is cranked up to full! You know such ones; dispense of thy envy toward these Light workers and become similar hands and feet for Creator!

    We cannot stress ENOUGH the importance of staying connected and centered at this time. The natural flow of the planetary system is into a high-frequency state. The very body of your globe will transform and change, and as she does, those who are in harmony with her shall thrive while those who are not will find the experience quite harsh and even unbearable.
    You all live within the magnificent, nurturing energy field(s) of your planet. You all know prior to coming into this experience that this planetary transformation (energy shift) would take place. Moreover, you understood that it would provide you with a tremendous opportunity to meet and grow through challenges that have faced some of you for thousands of years, lifetime after lifetime.

    Think of it this way: Your planet is turning up HER “dimmer switch” and is fast approaching a position of being fully connected, with her light at full intensity. This is what is meant by the “State of Radiance” into which your planet is fast evolving.

    This is a time for paying close attention to ALL the clues around you, and then discerning for YOURSELF what is the correct path for YOU! Your connection to Inner Guidance is thus an imperative part of your “tool-kit” at this time! Your Inner Guidance will direct you toward what is perfect for YOU.
    It is not anyone else’s prerogative, business, or responsibility to tell you what to do, where to do it, when to do it, or even how or why to do a thing. You must learn to not rely upon another for YOUR personal choices and decisions.
    This is not to say that consultation with those around you, whose wisdom you consider valid, should not be a part of your decision-making. The key here is in the asking and the heart intent, for “the call compels the answer” and you can never be sure of what possible avenues may be employed by We of God’s Hosts to get your answers to you in a form you can recognize and appreciate. Yet, the burden of responsibility still rests squarely upon YOUR shoulders to take-in all solicited information, and then make YOUR OWN decisions about YOUR course(s) of action.
    Many, all around your world, in every culture and language, are receiving this type of message and Guidance. This message is intended to serve as a reminder of that which you already know, within your heart, to be true.
    Get centered and learn to trust your own Inner Guidance. Keep the Light on and stay connected. When your Light is on, then the adversary will go elsewhere to find an easier target.
    If you slip and the doubts and fears come back, then simply turn the Light back on and proceed forward. Do not worry about making mistakes, for EVERYONE in the physical makes mistakes. Be thankful for what you have learned from ANY mistake and move forward. In doing so, you will be transforming yourself into a role-model for others to follow, and therein you will also be fulfilling your Higher Purpose. You will then know the satisfaction that your heart is longing to feel and maintain.
    I am Violinio St. Germain, come as Teacher and Guide in response to the heart-directed petitions of those at this time who are desiring clarity within the Light of Truth. Salu!

    ________________________________________
    Source: CONTACT: THE PHOENIX PROJECT, September 2, 1997, Volume 18, Number 2, Pages 16-17.
    Transcribed into HTML format by R. Montana.
    http://phoenixarchives.com/contact/1997/0997/090297.pdf

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    • kibodabi says:

      my present understanding is that you have your reality that you have made for yourself…as does your neighbor and there is that reality that you both share that you have created together… along with the others that live on your street, in your neighborhood, your city, your state, your nation, your world, your universe………as the individual has its own consciousness, so does the group and any perceived group has its own consciousness reality……that is why I say that this is a war of and on consciousness…….we create what we will to create and our thoughts and feelings are causes and effects at the same time……..this is why positive consciousness is important…why love is imperative why unity is necessary…….and why real and true knowledge is crucial….knowledge of GOD and self…….we act based upon our motivations…our will…..and here we are……..it sounds cliché to say that to have real and positive change that we can believe in has to start with believing in ourselves as real and positive beings that act like we want that change in order to make it happen……but fragmented as we are we work against each other as much as, if not more than, we can find a unified, common ground zero to achieve what we seek to create……all obstacles that keep us from realizing our common being and unity, that keep us from Truth of and in GOD and Divine Light and Love…must be removed for good……that is being done but not enough people are aware of it or believe in it or care to add their intention and will to it…..and here we still are……sigh……and yet and but and still…it is being done, however slowly we get there….but when this thing is over and The One Light alone shines throughout this world……what will any of us be able to say were our own individual part of making it so?

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