LOL…STILL TRANSITIONING…AND YET AND BUT AND STILL…

Transitioning is not an easy thing to do….sigh….
anyway…..
we will see what happens by and after memorial day in America
and what America will mean after that
and then
on to the next thing on the list…as it were….
and if you have no clue what this really means
relax
you weren’t paying attention to it anyway
if it happens you can catch up
and if it doesn’t
there will be more time to do so
it will happen anyway
eventually
that is my firm stand on the issue…….
in the meantime
for what comes either way
there is this book thing
and I am tweaking and have tweaked
and have written and written
style after style
for cause and effect
and none of it mattered
and now I have this
and I like it
so I am going with this
……..
you are getting just this
the important part
if you get this already…
well…….smile
this will only get deeper….
to say as much as possible
in the least amount of words possible…
not easy for me
but we shall tweak until we get there
this is too many words, for sure
less than what you are used to on this blog
but too many for a book
meant for the inexperienced
either way
this is the starting point
the must-be-able-to-deal-with-point
the starting ground
for those that would read such a thing……
all three of them…smile
no, really….
I have no desire or need to do seminars
or offer online courses
or workshops in any way, shape, fashion or form
I am a voice in the wilderness
put on paper
and so I am a leaf in the wind
to fall to whomever GOD sees fit…..
from the Tree of Life
smile…
so be it
the concept in and of itself
will make it easier for me to do this
no fame
no fortune
just the best I can do
in the WILL OF THE ONE
please to let that be that
believe or not
care or not
like or not
it is what it is
and this will be what it will be
for those that fear this
your best bet is to leave it alone
and let it be
don’t be like those movies
where they see their….thing
as always being able and ready and willing to leap up and out at them
and expose and ruin them
that’s not my thing
you are doing all of that all on your own
you need no help from me….
the little shit I may say about any of you
is miniscule
compared to the damage that you are doing to yourselves
my focus and attention
is upon the individual approach
to the Great Spiral Path, Infinite and Eternal
which is not a group experience from the inside
while on the journey
but is, actually
when seen from the outside
as the….
DANGIT!
I HAVE NO WORD OR WORDS FOR IT!
WHAT CAN YOU CALL
THE EXPERIENCE THAT THE ONE IS HAVING
WITH ANY INDIVIDUAL ASPECT OF ITSELF
WHILE BEING ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT IS
WHILE ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT IS
IS WORKING ITS WAY BACK TO….
THE PERFECTION OF EACH AND EVERY INDIVIDUAL
OVERFLOWING WITH EXPERIENCE
WHICH IT DIDN’T HAVE BEFORE IT STARTED ITS JOURNEY
INTO THE MANIFEST REALMS OF EXPERIENCE
TO RETURN TO ITS OWN PERFECTION
IN AND WITH GOD
OVERFLOWING WITH EXPERIENCE
along and alongside with all and everyone and everything else
all at the same time
except that time has no meaning at that point
it is the eternal now of all and everything
and it is the infinite place
as well
so here and now….means diddlysquat
and ther eis no such thing as there and then
and no after or will be applies either….
it is all here and now
except that even here and now no longer have meaning
it is
it is what it is
everything is everything
……
I HAVE NO WORD OR WORDS FOR IT….SIGH
PERHAPS…NOT YET…..NOT YET….NO WORD OR WORDS SUFFICE…NOT YET
SIGH
IN THE MEANTIME…..HERE AND THERE IT IS
AND HERE WE ALL ARE
AND I AM I
AND YOU ARE YOU
AND WE ARE DOING AND BEING WHO AND WHAT WE ARE
AND GOING THROUGH WHAT WE ARE GOING THROUGH
ALL IN THE ONE
THE ONETHAT IS ALL AND EVERYTHING ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE…..
GOD IS ALL ARE WE ARE ONE ARE WE ARE ALL IS GOD
AND THAT IS THAT….
IN THE MEANTIME
THIS IS THE FIRST PART OF THE BOOK….
I WAS TWEAKING AND TWEAKING AND…THINKING AND FEELING
AND FIGURING AND WONDERING
AND AGONIZING AND…..
YOU KNOW HOW I AM
TOO MANY WORDS
AND NONE OF THEM SAYING WHAT OR ALL OF WHAT I REALLYMEAN AND WANT TO SAY
OR EXPLAIN……
SO ANYWAY
THIS IS THE BEGINNING
AND I HAVE DECIDED TO TAKE IT FROM HERE AND KEEP GOING
SO THIS IS THE FLAG
THE GROUND UPON WHICH THIS THING STANDS
STRUCK INTO THE ROCK TO STAY
IN GOOD FAITH AND TRUST IN THE PROCESS
OF WHAT THIS IS TO BE
IN THE WILL OF THE ONE
AS MY WILL WITH AND WITHIN ITS WILL
WITH LOVE
DEVOTION
SURRENDER
AND LIGHT…..
AND FLAVOR…SMILE
I WANT FLAVOR
MUCH DIVINE FLAVOR!
ENOUGH TO ENTICE EVERYONE WITH ITS DIVINE SPICES….
THAT’S ME……LOL….AND I INSIST…..THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!

SO
ANYWAY
THIS IS THE ONLY PART OF THE BOOK THAT WILL BE LET OUT ON THE BLOG…
AS FAR AS I KNOW
BECAUSE….WELL…HEY….
WHAT DO I KNOW?
none of this is up to me….
I find out as I go along…y’know?
smile…heheheheheh…
all things in and with GOD’S Will
and that’s all anyone needs….y’know?
OKAY THEN!!!!
HERE IT IS:
{HOPE YOU LIKE IT…LET ME KNOW!!!!}

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THE UNICORN PAPERS

BY
L.A. WEBBER/KIBODABI

FOREWORD
——————————————-

I AM KIBODABI, THE UNICORN OF GOD AND CHRIST.
Think what you will, but it is a real, true and valid title and I have spent my life living up to it.
My mission, at this time, is give all glory to GOD in the highest and to prepare the way for the return of The Christ Spirit and its personage, once again, upon this planet, Earth Shan Gaia, Urantia.
I am a human being, just like you and not just like you. For truly, we all individual aspects of THE ONE as THE ONE thinks of ITS SELF as being all and everything. You and I and all of us are all unique, individual aspects of what THE ONE deems necessary to ITS OWN EXPRESSION OF ITS PERFECT SELF, AS ALL AND EVERYTHING, RETURNING TO ITSELF PERFECTED IN EXPERIENCE OF BEING AND DOING ALL AND EVERYTHING, IN AND WITH GOD.
What we are experiencing here, on this planet, at this time, is our place in all and any of it.
This planet is special to the whole of creation. This planet is a proving ground for life, for light and for love. It is a proving ground for being and existence in and with GOD, The Creator Source and Center of all and everything, bar none.
We have been taught that GOD is something somewhere far away. We have been taught to think of GOD as a stern judge sitting on his throne judging all and everyone all the time in order to determine if they should go to heaven or to hell. That is the basis of the monotheistic religions that have been handed down to you for thousands of years. It is not so.
GOD, for one, is neither male nor female. GOD is all and everything that exists. GOD is Spirit. GOD is consciousness. The very fact that we refer to all and everything as ‘creation’ denotes something to create it. We call that thing GOD and we have spent the whole of our time here doing our best to define what GOD is and bend GOD to bow down to our own uses and meanings that we have for IT.
But GOD is above and beyond all of that. GOD is real.
GOD is the air you breathe. GOD is the feel of the wind upon your face.
GOD is all of your thoughts and feelings and experiences.
GOD IS ALL ARE WE ARE ONE ARE WE ARE ALL IS GOD!
GOD is all and everything, literally. There is nothing that exists that was not first thought of by GOD as part and parcel of all and everything that IT is
We….. we who are experiencing being and existence, who are experiencing what we refer to as life,
Are all living the LIFE OF GOD.

It has been said that we are all here to do what we are all here to do. We come into this life with certain learnings, skills, leanings of perception that allow and cause us to think and feel as we think and feel. Even Siamese twins have different perceptions of the very same experience and things that they are experiencing and perceiving. Otherwise, identical twins would act the same as they look the same, but surely that is not so.
I have spent my life observing life on this world. I have paid careful attention to the circumstances of being and existence. I have studied the means and mechanisms of communication of knowledge that exists between one being to another and between any number of beings with any number of beings.
Your media programming is just that, programming. It is a way and means, a mechanism that has been used by the dark elements and personalities that have existed upon this planet for millennia that have been in control of this planet…until recently.
Recently, things have changed on this planet. The global system of things that sought to rule us forever has been falling apart simply because enough people that are of light and serve The Light Of The Living One have gained the strength and power within themselves to say ENOUGH!!! IT SHALL NOT BE SO ANY LONGER!
It should be well known by most of you by now that your media is controlled by dark and evil forces. They are personalities wholly opposed to The Will of THE ONE. But there are still rules that they must follow. One of those rules is that they must insert truths among their lies. This affords the opportunity for the faithful of and in GOD to find such needles in such haystacks that they may better discern the truth of this world and learn to act accordingly.
It has not gone well for the dark and neither has the Light seen the numbers that they hoped that they would reach in the population of spiritually discerning individuals in this world system of things as it stands at present.
It is my greatest hope to help change that with this book and by the grace and Will of GOD, I shall.

PAPER ONE:
GOD

GOD

GOD is all and everything, bar none. All and everything that is, has ever been and ever will as and in any of the realms of manifest experience. The realms of manifest experience are the material realms, the mental realms and the spiritual realms. Each of these sets of realms have their own experience to offer to those that are on their long journey back to final unity in and with THE ONE, GOD.
GOD IS ONE. The whole creation, existence and being, is simply the experience of GOD. It is all GOD being and doing all and everything. IT, for GOD is an IT and not a he or she. IT relates to and with us, as part of ITS SELF in ways that we can best relate to. We all seek to find GOD in some way, shape, fashion or form and our searching is a journey and that journey is referred to by some as THE GREAT SPIRAL PATH OF LIFE, ETERNAL AND INFINITE. We will simply refer to it as “THE PATH” from here onwards. Just to make it simpler, if you please and thank you.
THE PATH
THE PATH is the path of return to GOD. It is well known by some that all freewill, intelligent, ascending creatures are creatures that are the manifestation of the Spirit of GOD, created in the image of GOD. These ones are the ones that were created in the beginning of all and everything as the very image and reflection of GOD. They…we…were all as GOD is, we were perfect as GOD is perfect and it was good…..
But there was no experience to be had. It was and is and was always and would always be GOD relating to ITSELF as simply copies of ITSELF……and that simply didn’t seem to be enough when GOD considered the whole of all and everything. GOD considered the whole of experience to be had. GOD thought of an infinite and eternal realm that would be as if it had no beginning and had no ending, an eternal and infinite realm of infinite and eternal experience.
Experience is…..a strange thing to handle, to tame, to control. It is a matter of controlling, absolutely and ultimately and supremely controlling, in and with each and aspect of it, cause and effect. Being and existence in and with GOD is the experience of infinite and eternal causes and effects that are manifest in experience in near countless universes in seven superuniverses…so far…for things, at this point, still have to consider the endless universes and circles of realms of being and existence to come.
What a glorious experience we have all been given by GOD!!!!
To be
To do
To exist
To experience
To learn
To learn from within GOD what it is to be as GOD is
To do as GOD does
That is what life is and is meant to be!
This is the promise that GOD made to all human beings in the whole creation
The promise to all freewill, intelligent, ascending beings throughout the whole creation
BE YE PERFECT, EVEN AS I, YOUR FATHER IN THE HEAVENS, AM PERFECT!!!
And so we shall.
We shall reach that final ground of our return to GOD
To meet and greet GOD
And give the gift that we have brought to GOD
In return for GOD’S gift of life
Infinite and eternal
Our experience
All of the experiences that we have experienced
As we walked the long and winding road of return
From our original perfection in and with GOD
As we were sent out into the realms of manifest experience
To our return to GOD
Overflowing with experience
And that experience is the fulfillment of our relationship with GOD
It is our returning to our own perfection
With that practical and working experience
That allows us to understand what it is to be GOD
To be like GOD
To be as GOD is
And to do as GOD does
To be like GOD
In all and every way
And still
To be with and within that which is truly GOD
For all that we can ever possibly experience in GOD
Is all but part of GOD
Our part of GOD
That will allow us to fulfill our end of the PARADISE PROMISE AND DECREE
THAT ASSURES US OUR OWN PERFECTION
IN AND WITH GOD
And each and every one of us shall arrive there according to GOD’S Will in the matter and none other.
For we all have our own, little wills and we have been taught to think and feel that our wills are sacred in GOD. But why is that and why should that be when the Will of GOD is all and everything?
GOD thinks of a thing, and so it is. It exists. It lives…as far as what it thinks that living is…what being alive is….
Can you handle being told that all that you are is but a thought? One thought among an incomprehensible number of thoughts that are all part of one thought that is being thought of by the greatest and highest being there is? Can you deal with the fact that you exist only in ITS mind, ITS daydream that IT lucidly dreams awake?
Just how do you feel about such a notion? Do you find such a concept disturbing to you? Why?
GOD IS GOD!
THE ONE GOD CREATOR OF ALL IS THE GOD OF ALL!
AND AS SUCH, ALL THINGS ARE ONE IN GOD AND WITH GOD
FOR IT IS GOD
THE ONE THOUGHT OF GOD
THE ONE MIND OF GOD
THAT HOLDS WITHIN ITS BEING ALL THE ENERGIES AND FREQUENCIES AND VIBRATIONS AND POWERS AND DOMINIONS AND ATTRIBUTES AND CAUSES AND EFFECTS AND OUTCOMES AND PURPOSES OF THE WHOLE OF ALL THINGS AS PART AND PARCEL OF THE PURPOSE OF THE ONE FOR THE REASON OF THE ONE IN THE MIND OF THE ONE THAT THINKS OF AND MAINTAINS AND SUSTAINS AND UPHOLDS AND BEHOLDS THE ONE THOUGHT OF ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT IS REALITY AND EXISTENCE AND BEING AND THERE IS NOTHING, NOT A THING ANYWHERE OR ANYHOW THAT CAN EXIST WITHOUT IT!
GOD IS ALL ARE WE ARE ONE ARE WE ARE ALL IS GOD!!!
THAT IS GOD!

PAPER TWO
LIFE IN GOD ON PLANET EARTH

There is surely nothing other than the single purpose of the present moment. A man’s whole life is a succession of moment after moment. If one fully understands the present moment, there will be nothing else to do, and nothing else to pursue.
Lao Tzu….THE ART OF WAR.

NOW…Now is the only time that any of us have and can work with from moment to moment in our experience of GOD and what GOD has wrought for all of us to work through in our journey back to our perfection in and with GOD.
It is as if we were children taken a long ways from home by our father and told to find our way back again. We do so knowing that our father is behind us and with us every step of the way and is ever ready to hold our hand whenever and wherever needed and necessary.
But that…that is a matter of faith and trust in GOD….GOD as our father….GOD as our teacher. To have faith and trust in GOD as our friend.
It means that we can trust in God and have faith in GOD and that takes, not just belief in God but knowing GOD…and how many of us can say that we truly and really know…GOD?
In this sense I am not talking of the GOD of religion, for religion is a mechanism of controlling faith in GOD. It controls faith in GOD by installing and instating a belief in its followers that each and every one needs to have an intermediary between GOD and themselves. It was not enough that Christ in Jesus/Esu claimed to give to all that believed in him the everlasting life that was their just due for their sincere and beneficial faith and trust in GOD, through the example of Christ in Jesus/Esu…nay….
Those that were and are considered to be true believers had to understand what it is to be considered friends of Christ and not just servants, that makes them Disciples of Christ and inheritors of their place in the estate of GOD in which a place has been prepared for them in The Father’s mansion, if not lands.
Please to consider and understand….
Servants do what they have to do because that is the means of their upkeep.
Servants are paid. Servants do what they have to do to keep getting paid. That is a fact, pure, plain and simple.
But if the master of the house, the estate the land….if the king decides to let all of the servants go….what do the servants get? Do they get severance pay? Then what?
THERE IS A REASON THAT CHRIST SAID TO THE DISCIPLES:
“I NO LONGER CALL YOU SERVANTS, BUT FRIENDS, FOR FRIENDS KNOW WHAT THE MASTER IS DOING. GREATER LOVE THAN THIS NO MAN HAS…THAT HE GIVES UP HIS LIFE FOR HIS FRIENDS.”
Now tell me, truthfully…which one of you is willing to give up your life for your friend in this day and age?
Which one of you is willing to give up your life for your master that you serve?
Ye of the master of fear and darkness?
Ye of the master of light and love?
Please to let me put it another way and let us look at this in wholly and purely spiritual terms.
For any of you that have sought God for however long…if any of you are convinced that you have found it….and yes…not him nor her…IT…Christ is Spirit, a Spirit…IT is the love and light of GOD made manifest within the physical, manifest vessel and mechanism of being and doing that is operational for the sake of God and GOD alone.
This includes not only any individual vessel of divine experience, but the vessel of the whole creation, as well.
Please try to deal with that as best you can and consider the alternatives fully and wisely before you decide that you are not simply a vessel and mechanism for the sake of GOD and the experience of GOD AS ITS SELF….FULLY EXPERIENCING ITS OWN SELF, FULLY AND COMPLETELY AND ABSOLUTELY AND ULTIMATELY AND SUPREMELY…..
ALONGSIDE OF YOU
WITH YOU
WITHIN YOU
AS PART OF YOU
AS YOU
AS PART OF…IT……
THIS IS YOUR LIFE
YOUR REAL LIFE
YOUR LIFE IN GOD
AND THERE IS NOTHING ELSE……
YOU ARE PART AND PARCEL OF THE ONE THOUGHT OF THE ONE GOD
THAT IS ALL AND EVERYTHING
PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE
AND HERE YOU ARE
HERE ARE ALL AND ANY OF US
AND WHAT HAPPENS TO US
ANY OF US
YOU AND ME AND US AND THEM
IS UP TO
NOT ANY OF US
BUT TO THE ONE GOD
THE GOD OF GODS
CREATOR
SOURCE
SOURCE OF SOURCES AND CENTER OF CENTERS
THE ONE BEING THAT IS ALL BEINGS
IN FULL FASHION AND FORM
WAY AND SHAPE AND MEANS
ALL IS GOD
GOD IS ALL
GOD IS ONE
AND ONE
EACH ONE OF US
IS GOD HERE AND NOW
ON EARTH AND ANYWHERE ELSE
GOD IS ALL ARE WE ARE ONE ARE WE ARE ALL IS GOD!!!!!
THAT IS GOD!!!!!!

and there it is for now
hope you could grok it
either way
GOD BLESS YOU
IN ALL THINGS
ALL THE TIME
LET FREEDOM RING THE WORLD OVER
FOR ALL TO SEE AND HEAR
EVEN NOW
AND MAY WE GO ON TO THE NEXT THING
EFFORTLESSLY AND AS EASILY AS POSSIBLE
ALL IN THE WILL OF THE ONE
ALL IN THE WILL OF THE ONE!
AMEN
AMEN
AMEN
SOBEIT
SOITIS!

I AM
WHO AND WHAT I AM
WHATEVER ANY OF YE ONES MAY THINK AND FEEL ABOUT ME
I AM
WHO AND WHAT I AM
EYEH ASHER EYEH
KODOISH, KODOISH, KODOISH
ADONAI SABAOTH
I AM I
I AM
I

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7 Responses to LOL…STILL TRANSITIONING…AND YET AND BUT AND STILL…

  1. Marja says:

    PJ 7 – The Rainbow Masters – chap. 15 – El Morya
    “Discipline is oft-times hard to take as is the medicine; sometimes sweet and sometimes bitter.
    Take all from thy Guide, Hatonn, in sweetness and gratefulness, chelas, for his truth is strong and unbending. He is thy leader; he is thy Father. When he wears the cloak of his fullness; he is Aton and none else come first.
    Behold him in his glory that ye can rise unto that glory.
    I contemplate the vast mysteries of the Cosmic realms, the all in all of the Cosmos, and were it not for the sustaining power of that will divine in my life and myriad angels who also succored me in my hours of travail, I should not have reached the goal or been able therefore to assist you to attain your own.
    I come to encourage you in the way of standing for the Light and assisting the progress and the healing of a world; nations and hearts. I would give you a morsel of my own–my sense of compassion not alone for people everywhere but in fact and indeed for the individual.
    The “orphans” of the Spirit are our concern–those who have not been tutored properly and fully in the inner Light and know not the way to go.
    Ye wish to travel in emulation of the Master of the Sacred Circle; the Christ, let us say, Jesus–the one Esu. Beloved, I point out to you one of the most pernicious errors of orthodoxy this day, and ever;
    It is the lie that the one Jesus is the ONLY Son of God, and furthermore, that Jesus came into embodiment in the full mastery of Christhood and did not himself have to follow the Path and realize his own inner God-potential before beginning his mission.”
    “…nothing can move forward in life unless the individual has a true understanding of God and of his relationship to that eternal Spirit. And as Aton impressed upon thee, (I trust), passion in that relationship.”

    “The non-accountability, due to the upbringing of children in the West today, does not prepare warriors of the Spirit to meet the inroads that are being made by all forces of lust and greed after this nation’s light and after this citadel of freedom.”

    “Ye must, as partakers of the Light, as one with the Holy Christ Self, pass through the testings and lessons of discipleship as the Esu did. And you ought to look forward to and expect the fullness of that Christ dwelling within thyself.”

    WHY THE PROPHETS HAVE COME
    “Beloved hearts, this IS THE GOAL of sinister forces – And let none deny that there is an Anti-Christ.

    For the Anti-Christ IS EVERY FORCE WITHIN AND WITHOUT THE PSYCHE OF MAN – THAT WOULD PUT DOWN THAT TRUE AND LIVING GOD WITHIN YOU.
    REALIZE THAT THIS IS NOT OF NECESSITY, A PERSON, WHO WILL APPEAR AT A CERTAIN TIME, but it is the decision on the part of man to embody the destructive forces of the universe to put out the light of freedom, nation by nation.”

    “Why experience in a darkened world and a darkened star?
    Why put on veils of flesh and forgetfulness?

    IT IS BECAUSE THE SOUL DEMANDED FREE WILL AND THE RIGHT TO EXPERIMENT IN THE UNIVERSE OF GOD, AND THE FATHER ACCORDED THE REQUEST.

    Thus they went forth as from the bosom of Abraham, from the Great Causal Body, AND EVOLVED INTO DENSER AND DENSER SPHERES.
    And, alas, came those hours when the “fallen angels” did tempt them away from their first love and that of the God Most Holy.
    And there began to be the densification of the flesh and the mind (some minds are really, really “dense”), and the people lost the contact with their God.

    THEY WERE GIVEN TO FORGET THE NAME OF I AM THAT I AM.”

    CHRIST PATH IS NOT AN EXCEPTION
    “This is why I say it is the greatest moment in all of history of each and every one of you to make your statement and to establish that contact with God which all who have gone before you have made, and thereby become the functioning instruments in that great service, the spiritual power and the healing and holding of the balance of nations and peoples.”

    “THE ENTIRE PURPOSE OF LIFE IS FINDING GOD—
    FINDING GOD WITHIN YOURSELF AND; YOUR TALENTS AND YOUR CALLING AND YOUR SACRED LABOR.”

    “Ones can say what is pleasing but I tell you NO ONE IN THIS WORLD IS HAPPY UNTIL HE HAS MADE HIS PEACE, BALANCE AND HARMONY WITH HIS GOD, HIS “I AM PRESENCE”.”

    “Oh ye can rejoice that these things can be done and thy mirror can reflect of it as thee stands afore thyself and can state:
    “I have worked, I have mastered—God [M. – is] with me and by His GRACE.
    And because I know who I am and God is with me, I can do these things.”

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  2. Taylor M. says:

    Thanks Marja. You continue to make me think. Comment and question. It would seem to me that concentrated thought into matter or a solid would only exist as long as it had energy to support it. As in this thought: Our matrix, pretend world or whatever you want to call it is a mental construct that we have agreed to support for as long as it is needed or necessary. Does that mean once the thought behind it ceases to be, does it dissolve or disappear? Looks like it would have to have concentrated thought behind it to continue. Also this matrix or contrived existence started when? Was it in existence when we volunteered to come here? Did we agree before it was formed? Anyone, your thoughts, please.

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    • Marja says:

      The energy for ‘construction’ is all around us, and within us, always.
      Our thoughts, depending on their force and concentration, concentrate it into the shape desired by us, and into manifesting in our reality.

      After this manifestation the reality will remain even if the thinker stops supporting it.
      If we want to eliminate a negative manifestation, we have to use our conscious focus.
      With the help of the violet flame we can undo any negative/dark manifestation – and then we must replace it with one of positive/light, as the universe abhors vacuum.
      All this should be done with the help and approval of the Universe and It’s Laws – then gratitude should be expressed.

      I believe this Matrix came into existence with the Luciferian rebellion – yes, it was here before we came and it is the reason for our coming – we volunteered for this service with free will, full knowledge and agreement, we agreed to total amnesia – but then we came down to this density and got distracted by this circus.
      The Matrix is weakening as our thoughts are consciously dissolving it – but at the same time the ‘other side’ is working furiously to support it – this is the reason for the delay, not all are awaken to do their part in this battle, we need more conscious light.
      REMEMBER, we are never alone, and get all the help we need and ASK for.

      Hope this answers you questions. Here is something from; PJ 47 – chap 8

      “We would most humbly suggest that the only being you need put your complete faith and trust in [M. – is] GOD who exists WITHIN you.
      You ones will certainly need to learn to access and recognize GOD’S POWER AND ENERGY WITHIN and those of HIS HOSTS whenever GUIDANCE IS GIVEN!
      This is why we often explain the necessity of CLEARING YOUR SPACE OF ALL DARK FRAGMENTS AND DEMANDING IDENTIFICATION IN THE NAME OF HOLY GOD! It becomes easier to do in time when you make it a part of your daily communion.”

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      • Taylor M. says:

        Thanks, Marja. This answers some long held questions for me. The thought of trying to tell someone else about this subject who has never heard anything about it before is almost impossible for me to imagine.

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        • Marja says:

          To Taylor, I hope this will answer more of your questions.

          HOW TO GET THE MOST VALUE FROM YOUR HUMAN EXPERIENCE

          7/21/92 SANANDA

          Greetings precious Druthea.
          I AM Esu Immanuel Sananda. I AM in charge of spiritual elevation and transition in behalf of Our One Creator, Source, God/Aton.
          I come as a Host with the Hosts of God which are also known as the Cosmic Brotherhood of Light. I serve only the Lighted Source and with my service comes my responsibility to His children of Light. This means ones who CHOOSE with their own free-will to live within the LAWS of God and Creation.
          Does this mean absolute perfection by you ones? NO! You will find, if you have not yet discovered, that this physical human experience in which you find yourselves is most often very much less than perfection.
          You are learning, though through THIS very experience what the differences are between balance and unbalance, discord and harmony, love and lust, knowing and belief, giving and taking, sharing and coveting, weakness and strength.
          In other words, it is through this physical experience you will achieve the wisdom to KNOW Godly behavior and actions and EVIL ANTI-GODLY behavior and actions.
          Now once you KNOW, it gets sticky, for you will then be expected by self and God to live accordingly to the best of your ability. You will require and even demand of self to seek the balanced transaction and inter-change in EVERY circumstance of exchange you have in business, friendship building, and all other life exchanges you have.
          Will you always succeed? No, although you will begin to know the error of your thinking almost as soon as the thought is expelled from your mind.

          ONLY BY FIRST RECOGNIZING AN UNBALANCED THOUGHT PROJECTION can you then make the necessary research and adjustments to your thinking so that you do not manifest through your behavior and actions the unbalanced completion of thought projection. Does this mean you have control over your thought projections? Absolutely, as long as you be ever AWARE of that which change the pattern or program of error in thinking which is contained within the “subconscious” aspect of the mind.

          IT OCCURS THAT WHEN THOUGHT PROJECTIONS, BE THEY OF EVIL OR OF “GOODNESS” IN INTENT, ARE SIMPLY ALLOWED TO BE THRUST INTO THE MASS CONSCIOUSNESS, THERE COMES A POINT OF “DIFFICULT” OR NEARLY IMPOSSIBLE RETURN.
          IN OTHER WORDS YOU LOSE CONTROL OF THE PROJECTION AND IF IT BE DISCORDANT IT WILL INFECT THE MASS CONSCIOUSNESS OF YOUR PLANETARY SPECIES.

          That is why we often refer to the planetary human mass consciousness as a cesspool, for all of the discordant thoughts and feelings are swimming about like bacteria waiting to infiltrate any victim who has allowed emotional and mental weakening and does not adequately shield him/herself in the GOD of Light shield of protection.
          Eventually, of course, as is the law of reaping of that which is sown, the discord will return to sender to allow sender to balance the discord in self.
          Most often, ones feel like the VICTIM and life just happens to them whilst THEY UNDERSTAND NOT RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE CIRCUMSTANCES which they find selves experiencing.

          And again I will repeat: WHEN you understand your error, it need not be repeated, nor will you allow that discord reentry into your energy field, emotional, mental or otherwise. You will have UNCREATED the discord. Life does not just happen, haphazardly TO you.

          You allow, create and participate either in balance or without balance. This is one of your greatest lessons and to achieve it, you must learn to fill your entire being with the love of Our Creator who has given the breath of life and Whose plan IS DIVINE AND PERFECTION. It is only HUMAN perception which feels out of control of his/her life and victimized by life instead of MASTER of self and life.

          Remember: it matters not what circumstances, rich or poor, crippled or healthy, man or woman, black or white, South African or Asian, which you find yourself within;
          ONLY HOW YOU INTERACT AND RESPOND TO THE CIRCUMSTANCE IS THE MEASURE OF YOUR GROWTH.

          All you see and feel, touch, and hear with your physical body and senses are the props and set design for your soul growth. Even the body you experience inside of is a costume of sorts, for the REAL you is soul and that soul is of GOD Creator. You can and will eventually learn to work KNOWINGLY with God as a co-creator or you will be ever powerless and bitter within your own created self-victimhood.
          PROOF you ask? What more proof do you need than when your body expires, YOU TAKE NOTHING WITH YOU FROM EARTH PHYSICAL DIMENSIONS SAVE YOUR IMMORTAL GOD GIVEN SOUL!

          Is this serious time, as Commander Hatonn tells you?
          ABSOLUTELY! For you are beginning a new cycle within Creation and this is a Great Cycle transition which happens very infrequently in your Earth Counting.
          How many of you really understand the opportunities for soul growth during this time-frame? Very few indeed. Or else many, many more of you would be about Our Father’s business in YOUR daily experiences.
          Do you KNOW how long your soul has been trapped in physical experiences and lifestreams on these lowest dimensions?
          Do you remember what you have lived through in your past lifestreams to EARN participation within this time-frame?
          Some of you KNOW you’ve been going round and round on this wheel for MILLIONS of years.
          Is it not time you take stock of self beyond this physical and seek the higher guidance WITHIN which tells you to SHAPE UP and do your homework for FINAL EXAMS ARE UPON YOU?

          YOU ARE IN YOUR FINAL EXAMS, PRECIOUS CHELAS, AND I AND THE REST OF GOD’S HOSTS ARE COME, NOT YET UPON YOUR PLACE, TO BRING AS MANY OF YOU WHO SO CHOOSE YOUR GRADUATION DIPLOMA WHICH IS YOUR TICKET OFF OF THE LOWER DIMENSIONAL WHEEL OF EXPERIENCES.
          YOU (PHYSICAL) WILL NOT REMEMBER IF YOU “FAIL” TO GRADUATE WHEN YOU NEXT INCARNATE SOMEWHERE IN PHYSICAL EXPERIENCE, BUT I GUARANTEE THAT YOUR SOUL WILL REMEMBER AND WILL BE MOST “LET DOWN” FOR THE LESSONS WILL CONTINUE TO BE STRICT AND, FOR SOME, EVEN MORE HARSH LESSONS WILL BE ACCEPTED.

          You can say, “So WHAT!” and dilly-dally around breaking God’s Laws, and I promise you that that sort of attitude and behavior will only cause you much distress and regret at transition time of your bodily death. For you will judge SELF with God present and you ones are MUCH harder on selves than God ever would be. SO BE IT
          .
          On the other hand, or the “good” news is, that with your graduation comes remembering of who you are and what your divine connection is with Creator Source within His plan.
          Will you be “All Knowing and Perfect”?
          NO! You will leave this place with the knowledge accumulated here, living within God’s and Nature’s Laws, and remembering the knowledge you brought in wholeness when you came in birth within the veil of forgetfulness to this place.
          Perfection only exists in GOD.
          Experience in all dimensions offers lessons for achieving perfection, but EACH MUST LEARN TO SUSTAIN THAT PERFECTION in living and giving love in balanced interchange on a moment to moment basis. It is one thing to intellectually know balance, it is quite another to sustain the knowledge constantly.
          The first step is KNOWING the difference, for any error can be corrected if the lesson and understanding of WHY it is error is achieved.
          Thank you for your attention, precious chelas. Oh, the lessons are many, and yet look at that which you have gained. God’s team is the winning team for it is HIS game.
          Whose side will you serve today? Tomorrow? Be ever thankful for these lessons and for your adversaries’ games and God is ever patient for you to grow into KNOWING of His Divine presence within you. Thank you, precious Dru, for sitting with me this day. I am with you chela, especially when you think you are “all alone”. God holds you securely in His wings of love and protection. Walk gently with one another in peace and love, and God walks with you ALWAYS! I AM Sananda, One with God in His Service. Salu.

          ________________________________________
          Source: THE PHOENIX LIBERATOR, July 28, 1992, Volume 20, Number 2, Pages 27-28.
          http://phoenixarchives.com/liberator/1992/0792/072892.pdf
          Transcribed into HTML format by R. Montana.

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          • Marja says:

            To Taylor and anybody interested,
            Yes, this is not something that you can tell everybody – they will not understand – this is where Law #1 comes into action;

            “ACHIEVE THE WISDOM OF KNOWLEDGE INASMUCH AS THIS WILL ENABLE YOU TO WISELY FOLLOW THE LAWS OF THE CREATION”

            The words in the PJs were given a generation ago, 20 – 30 years ago, but they were given for this time. This does not mean that nobody understood them before, but now is the time for this knowledge to go to the ‘four winds’ and I am not the only one spreading it – there are others around the world doing it, even unknown to each other.

            I was told that I have a ‘gift’ – yes, a gift to know that I have to ASK, LISTEN and ACT.
            Besides my etheric helpers, I have a great physical one, I am not alone, none of us is, we just have to learn to listen and discern what is given to us – to remember what was said and what was the meaning of what was said.
            But in order to ‘remember’ we have to ‘know’, it has to be part of our memory and knowledge.

            We may understand what is given to us and then it is our job to put it in such a way that it is understandable to the ones we have access to. We understand things better as we try to make them understandable to others – we learn ourselves as we pass on our knowledge and understanding.

            There are various ways to pass our understanding; by spoken or written word or by mind/thought – this is more efficient than we recognize, just needs FOCUS, INTENT and CONCENTRATION that can be achieved during meditation.

            Here is what Aton and Al Morya have to say on the subject.

            PJ 7 – chap. 1 – Aton
            “There is so much to be written and rewritten for man pays little attention to that which has previously been given unto him. Each time, however, that it is again brought into his attention he pays a bit more attention. That which was brought forth thirty of your years ago can now be uncovered and reconfirmed in truth.
            You humans of Earth station are caught in a battle of life struggle from which you must be translated, transmuted, for you cannot simply evolve into higher substance. You have worked for too long in the discipline of self-gratification inbred by the Dark Masters.”
            “MINE WORK IS DONE IN THE HEARTS OF MAN AND NOT JUST WITHIN THE STONE TEMPLES OF BEAUTEOUS SYMBOLISM.”

            Cap. 15 – El Morya – MONOTHEISM AND THE RETURN
            “When did he teach you those things of which ye are not being reminded? When? Were you all there in Galilee? It is not quite possible for the tens of thousands and millions who ascribe to the path of the Brotherhood on this planet to have all been there in the flesh.
            And thus, The Christos spoke to all of you to whom he taught in all OCTAVES OF BEING in that hour and upon that mission in many forms and many diverse ways.

            The Sacred Circle Son of God truly spoke from THE ETHERIC RETREATS, AND ALL THE WORLD HEARD.
            [M. – telepathic communication while in mediation.]

            Do you think the fame of the Christos spread only by the apostles or only by the “grapevine”? I tell you, no.

            The power of the presence of the Christos in the earth has been’ THE POWER TO CONTACT EVERY LIVING SOUL THESE THOUSANDS OF YEARS WITH THE INNER KNOWLEDGE AND THE SENSE OF THE HONOR OF THE CHRIST PRESENCE WITHIN THEM.
            And that teaching is ongoing no matter what is said in the mosques or synagogues or temples. So be it for the truth is so.

            The LIVING CHRISTOS does shepherd his own, nation by nation, for this reason: People understand right and wrong, they know what ought to be and ought not to be, they know what is evil – IF THEY WILL ALLOW THEMSELVES TO PERCEIVE IT.

            And therefore, the STANDARD “LIVES”.
            The honor code is present with the comings and the goings of philosophers and psychologists (in truth) and all the rest who now say, “this is right,” and they say, “this is wrong”.
            Relative good and evil is not the story of your life. Put that aside and recognize that it is THE ABSOLUTE GOOD OF GOD PRESENT WITH YOU THAT IS THE POWER TO DEVOUR THE FORCES OF ABSOLUTE EVIL, first and foremost being THAT TYRANNY OVER THE SOUL AND SPIRIT OF FREEDOM–this time to a spiritual birth of freedom.
            The way ye reach and accomplish this in greatness is no different from the way it has always been taught–through DISCIPLINE AND SINGLENESS OF PURE THOUGHT AND ACTION.”

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  3. Marja says:

    I don’t know what you had in mind on this specific subject, but you still give me the impression that God created us for the specific purpose of experiencing through us – how does it feel to go through certain physical experiences and return back to be part of HIM again as we are only particles of HIS BEING – or not even that, just HIS thoughts, and the moment HE stops thinking we stop existing.

    If I believed this;
    1 – I would think HIM – I don’t really see HIM as IT. The IT is reserved for The Creation that I see as various multiple energies that comprise THE ALL, SOURCE OF ALL SOURCES.
    I see the Creator God, or His Michael sons, as Father/Mother God. And as such I would think Him very capricious, un-loving and un-feeling to make me suffer and go through troubles just because He wanted to experience and know how it feels.
    2 – If all is just His will and happens because He wants it and we only do what He makes us do and have no choice in the subject – that takes away all the initiative and responsibility for my actions.
    I am not responsible for the actions, I didn’t do it, He did it [I sound like a pre-school child, I had those in my time].
    So I just keep doing what I am doing because it is His will so it makes Him responsible, that what He created me for, the end was known before the beginning, I was to become a criminal and be uncreated.
    This paralyzes one into the thought of – ‘no point to make any effort, that was what I was created for, it’s all God’s will.’

    Where does that leave THE PLAN I personally believe in? Please notice in the excerpt below the stress on the words
    “EACH MAKES THE CHOICES…. Who chooses? YOU DO!”

    PJ 47 – chap. 8 – THE HEALING POWER OF FORGIVENESS – Sananda
    “This is why, when ones ask Commander Hatonn, for example, what THEY are to do, he must most often decline to give FUTURE interpretation of YOUR life because GOD is unfolding it for each and EACH MAKES THE CHOICES of whether or not he will accept those opportunities which God Within presents in order to fulfill his divine potential in service to GOD.
    Often ones resist unfamiliar CHANGE and so circumstances change for GOD WITHIN continues to offer opportunities, and most often the case is that when “push comes to shove”, ones refuse to see the opportunities presented them by GOD WITHIN and so deny the experience its fruition of unfoldment
    Remember the statement that has been made often within “The Phoenix Journals” is “Many are called; FEW are chosen”. Who chooses? YOU DO!”

    M. – The Plan I believe in is the creating of a strong individual to be co-creator with Him, the Higher-Universal-Man, that special Being that can accommodate his original spiritual self, that was created in the central universe and sent to the physical worlds of matter to experience, learn, grow and change the vibrations of that matter so it is able to accommodate the vibrations of his spirit and make the two as one.
    The super-human, the BRIDGE between the two worlds – the etheric/spirit world and the physical/matter world.
    Personally I prefer to believe that I am part of this Plan and succeeding in becoming that bridge. That my efforts were worthwhile and are a part of me, the complete me, that became or will be a part of that complex of ‘spirit and matter’, the bridge. – and continue experiencing and creating and giving the result of that experience to the Supreme for future or sequential use by other beings.
    This is what I believe, what I’m going through, accomplishing and completing according to His Idea/Plan but – my choice and achievement.
    I took and take responsibility for it. So be it.

    WORDS AS I UNDERSTAND THEM
    A thought – a vapor that can be dispersed and canceled – but if left to be and strengthened will turn into reality.
    A Fragment – is that thought concentrated and solidified – it will continue to exist even if the ‘thinker’ stops thinking of it.
    GOD –God and god – when a Fragment becomes perfected and immortal – here is how Hatonn describes it.

    PJ 12 – chap. 30 – REALITY/ WHAT EXACTLY IS REALITY? – HATONN

    “THE CHRISTOS, AT THIS POINT OF EVOLVEMENT, HAS MATURED IN BECOMING GOD (THE SANANDA) AS PERFECTION HAS BEEN ACHIEVED IN ALL FACETS OF HIS/HER BEING–HE IS ACTUALLY ONE WITH AND WITHIN GOD–NEVER AGAIN WILL HE BE A FRAGMENT–SENT; HE WILL HENCEFORTH BE–GOD!”

    Here are the latest CREATOR writings;
    “The Power!
    Never underestimate the power of ONE. For if there are many ONES then there will be change.

    For Yourself And The Greater Good
    Begin again…… begin again…. begin again. Just when you are becoming comfortable and sure of the most recent changes, here comes another wave that catches you off guard and sends you spinning. Never fear, darling one! The Universe is not doing this to purposely keep you off balance. It is sending exactly what you can handle in any given moment. Once you realize this very simple truth, things will become easier and gentler. Remembering is the key. This is what you came for; for yourself and the greater good.

    Ready?
    When you are ready to accept the best, The Universe will provide you with the best.

    Learning And Growing
    A gentle reminder; you can choose to embrace your RESPONSIBILITY for things in your life or you can choose to ‘point the finger’.
    Faith, trust, love or the lack thereof, action and reaction is all yours. Some of you may feel this is punishment. That is the furthest thing from the truth.
    It is a learning and growing process in which you PARTICIPATE. Love yourself for it because it may never happen again.

    Activate!
    You already have all you need. Just ‘activate the program’!”

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