AN INTERRUPTION OF A THOUGHT FOR WHICH THERE WERE AND ARE NO WORDS…

Brrrriiiiiinnnnnggggggg!
Oyahe!
Oh…hi………apologies…….i’m thinking
Hard and deep and long and fully
Puzzle pieces and all that
Sorting
Shifting
Discerning
Lies from half truths
False from seemingly true………….
What?….truth……
GOD has it
Well….i can’t very well talk with you while I’m trying to get it out of…IT
Now can i?
Huh?
The house?
Doesn’t matter anymore….it is what it is and will be what it will be in the Will Of The ONE……
I’ll know in 9 days…….and yes…prayers are encouraged
Please to pray for the Will Of The ONE
For the best possible
Most benevolent outcome
As THE ONE Wills
And let that be that
No…..i’m strangely calm and accepting
I know how I got here
And I know it never was in my hands
So…..
More importantly
The world needs salvation
Freedom
However that will manifest
It will manifest
It’s pretty much what I thought it would be
The hand off
From west to east
Picked off in-between
By THE HEAVENLY HAND OF DIVINE WILL
And then we will see
When?
GOD ONLY KNOWS!
How?
Hey….you tell me….
Too many people are saying this and that
And that is supposed to happen
And this is supposed to happen
And that is happening
And this is happening
And they are this
And they are that
And whoever is wrong or right will be proven when the time comes
And I hope that all and everyone is ready for it
Mind you a planetary evac would solve my personal problems just as much as a GCR….
But it’s not about me
Even to me it’s not about me
I have to look beyond myself and see as much of it as I can
Children slaving away all over the world
Slaves
Oppressed women and children
Will the end of debt slavery end that, as well?
Nay…I think not
This will take a Divine move
A game of ShogiChess…as it were……….maybe even a video game…
Where we are all moved by the controller….
And yes…you can take that any way you want
All I know for sure
Is this:
GOD IS
GOD IS BEING AND EXISTENCE
GOD IS ALIVE
GOD THINKS
GOD HAS CONSCIOUSNESS
THAT CONSCIOUSNESS THINKS
IT HAS MIND AND HEART
AND THE HEART OF THE MIND
AND THE MIND OF THE HEART
ARE AS ONE
AND ARE ONE
AND HERE WE ARE
AND HERE I AM….THINKING
GETTING ALL OF US IN TROUBLE…….SMILE…
SAY WHAT?
WW3?
I DOUBT IT……
THE FEAR MONGERING IS PRETTY PLAYED OUT
GLOBAL WARMING?
REALLY?
THE WHOLE SOLAR SYSTEM IS SHOWING PLANETARY CHANGES ALL AROUND….
WHAT DOES THAT TELL YOU?
AND PLANTS NEED CARBON DIOXIDE
OR THEY DIE
AND WITHOUT PLANTS
WE DIE
SO…THERE’S THAT
HUH?
NO…I DON’T UNDERSTAND THAT AT ALL
EITHER HOLLOW EARTH IS REAL OR THE MOLTEN CORE IS REAL
ONE OR THE OTHER
SO…I DUNNO WHAT TO THINK ABOUT THAT….
BUT THAT’S ME……….
YOU HAVE TO MAKE UP YOUR OWN BLESSED MIND ON THE MATTER
BUT I AM THINKING
REALLY
GOING DEEPLY WITHIN
REACHING OUT AND IN TO SOURCE IN ALL AND EVERY MATTER
KNOWING MYSELF AND MY SELF AS SOURCE BEING WHO AND WHAT I AM
KNOWING SOURCE TO BE MY CENTER AND REASON AND PURPOSE FOR BEING AND EXISTING
I AM A VEHICLE OF EXPRESSION FOR THE ONE……
AND WHATEVER LAYERS ARE INVOLVED IN THE COSTUME
ON THE SET
I AM SIMPLY A CHARACTER
THAT WANTS TO PAY ENOUGH ATTENTION
TO THE ACTOR THAT PLAYS ME
WHO AND WHAT I AM
IN ORDER TO BE AN ACTOR IN MY OWN RIGHT
AND I AM LEARNING
SO….LET ME CONTINUE TO DO AND BE SO
TO THE BEST OF MY ABILITY AND ABILITIES….
THANK YOU VERY MUCH
WHAT…….REALLY…YOU THINK?
YOU THINK THAT’S THE MOST IMPORTANT THING GOING ON?
I BEG TO DIFFER
THE MOST IMPORTANT THING GOING ON IS WHAT THE ONE WILLS
THE WILL OF THE ONE
NOT THE ISSUES THAT HAVE BEEN ADVANCED IN THIS GAME OF KABUKI THEATER THRONES
THERE IS ONLY ONE THRONE
AND IT IS OCCUPIED
THE KINGDOM IS RULED FOREVER AND EVER AND THT IS THAT
OUR LITTLE UNIVERSAL SEGMENT OF IT IS RULED BY
CHRIST MICHAEL ATON
AND THAT IS THAT, AS WELL
THERE IS NO USURPING IN THE MATTER
CAN A FLAKE OF DANDRUFF OVERCOME YOU AND TAKE YOUR PLACE?
OKAY THEN!
LUCIFER MADE OF HIMSELF
THE EQUIVALENT OF AN ANAL WART AND THAT IS THAT
TO SAY THAT THERE WAS ANY POWER OR POSSIIBLITY IN IT IS LUDICROUS…..
REALLY?
THE GALACTIC CENTRAL SUN IS NOT THE BLACK SUN…NEVER WAS
THAT…..THING…..WAS A COLLECTION OF DARK INTENT
AND NOW IT HAS BEEN…DISSAPATED…..DISSOLVED…..POOF….NOTHING
AND THERE IT WAS AND NOW IT IS NOT
SO NOTHING THERE TO GAIN FROM
NONONONONO…..THE ONLY DARKNESS LEFT TO DEAL WITH IS HUMAN DARKNESS
WHA…….CHIMERA GROUP……SIGH…….I DUNNO…NO PROOF IS NO PROOF….
THERE’S A LOT OF THAT GOING ON…….
PEOPLE CLAIM TO BE THIS AND THAT
AND THEY TELL GREAT STORIES
HECK…I TELL GREAT STORIES
IF I MAY SAY SO, MYSELF…
AND YET
WHAT COULD YOU SAY
IF YOU DIDN’T KNOW THE TRUTH OF THE MATTERS AT HAND……..
AND YET
VERY FEW DEAL WITH THE PIVOTAL, PRIMARY ASPECT OF ALL OF THIS
SOURCE AND CENTER…..OF ALL SOURCES AND CENTERS
GOD OF ALL GODS
CREATOR OF ALL CREATORS
AND YET…OKAY
CHRIST IS RISING……
LET ME SAY THAT AGAIN
CHRIST IS RISING
CHRIST IS RISING IN AND ON THIS PLANET
IN THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THIS PLANET
AND THE WILL OF THIS PLANET
THIS PLANET IS FREEING ITSELF FROM ALL THIS SHIT
AND WE HAVE TO HELP
WE HAVE TO FREE OURSELVES FROM ALL OF THIS SHIT ALONG WITH IT
THE LIES
THE DARKNESS
THE VIOLENCE
THE ABUSE
THE HATRED
THE FEAR
THE LACK
THE SLAVERY
AND ALL THE SUBSETS THEREOF AND THEREIN
HER POLLUTION IS OUR POLLUTION
WE HAVE BEEN CUT OFF FROM OUR RESOURCES
OUR BLOOD IS BEING SPILT
WE ARE CHOKING
WE ARE MANIPULATED
WE ARE HELD BACK
JUST AS SHE IS
NO MORE!
NO MAS!
IT IS TIME
IT IS TIME TO DECLARE OUR SOVEREIGNTY!
IT IS TIME TO STEP OFF AND STEP OUT
FROM WHATEVER PLACE WE WERE IN
TO WHATEVER PLACE WE FEEL THE NEED TO GO
TO BE WHAT WE ARE COMPELLED TO BE
TO FULFILL THE PURPOSE
THAT WE THINK AND FEEL THAT WE MUST FULFILL
AND THAT MEANS CHOOSING SIDES
AND ACCEPTING THE OUTCOME OF CHOOSING THE SIDE WE HAVE CHOSEN
LIGHT/DARK
LOVE/FEAR
THOSE ARE THE END SWINGS OF THE PENDULUM IN THIS THING
THE MAJORITY OF US LIVE IN THE MIDDLE GROUND
AND CAN ONLY CHOOSE FROM RELATIVE UNDERSTANDINGS OF IT ALL
SIMPLY BECAUSE IT HAS NOT BEEN GIVEN TO MOST OF US
TO UNDERSTAND AND ACT UPON THE ABSOLUTES
AND THAT IS BECAUSE WE HAVE BEEN LIED TO SOOOOOOO MUCH
FOR SO LONG
THAT…UNLESS WE HAVE BEEN ABLE TO BREAK AWAY FROM THE MASS MINDSET
WE CANNOT TOUCH BEYOND THE LIMITATIONS THAT IT PLACES UPON US
AND THAT IS WHAT THE GREAT ADVERSARY OF GOD AND CHRIST AND HUMANITY
HAS STRUGGLED TO DO AND ACCOMPLISH AND MAINTAIN
FOR THESE MANY THOUSAND OF YEARS
AND WHILE THE GAME OF IT HAS BECOME MORE AND MORE COMPLICATED
AS THE TECHNOLOGY ADVANCED…
WHILE THE DECEPTIONS ARE MORE MULTILAYERED AND MULTI=VARIED
WHILE THE MEDIUMS ARE MORE SOPHISTICATED AND ELECTRONIC
WHILE THE LIGHT SHOW OF THE MEDIUMS OF PREFERENCE
THAT ARE THE WEAPONS OF CHOICE OF THE DARK INHUMANS
THAT STILL CLOTHE THEMSELVES AS US
EVEN WHILE THEY ADVANCE THE MEANS AND MECHANISMS OF OUR DESTRUCTION
THAT THE REMNANT MAY BE ENSLAVED TO THEM AND THEM ALONE
BEING WHOLLY STOLEN FROM GOD AND CHRIST, THE GOOD SHEPHERD……
THE WOLVES SHALL RAISE THE SHEEP AND EAT THEM AS THEY WILL…
NAY!!!!!!!
SUCH A THING SHALL NEVER BE
FOR IT IS WHOLLY AGAINST THE WILL OF THE ONE
AS IT ADVANCES ITS VISION OF ITS IMAGE OF ITSELF AS PERFECT
PERFECT BEING MADE WHOLLY PERFECT
THROUGH ITS EXPERIENCE OF PERFECTION BEING MADE PERFECT
THROUGH OUR EXPERIENCE OF US AND OURSELVES AND EACH OTHER
IN IT AND THROUGH IT
AND WE MUST LEARN FROM THIS
WE HAVE TO BE ABLE TO DISCOVER AND REDISCOVER
THE ONE
THE LIFE OF THE ONE
THE LOVE OF THE ONE
THE LIGHT OF THE ONE
THE WILL OF THE ONE
THE PURPOSE OF THE ONE
AND OUR UNITY WITH AND IN THE ONE
AND ALL OF THAT AND THEN SOME
CREATION IS AN ACT OF WILL
BORN OF THE LIGHT AND LOVE OF THE ONE FOR ITSELF
AND IN KNOWING ITSELF
FOUND ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT IT WAS AND IS AND WILL BE
AND EVERMORE WILL BE……..
PERFECT PERFECTION IN PERPETUAL EXPERIENCE OF ITSELF AS SUCH
AND THAT ALSO APPLIES TO EACH AND EVERY PART OF IT
NO MATTER HOW LARGE OR SMALL
EACH ONE PLAYS IT PART
AND ALL OF THE PARTS MAKE UP A WHOLE
WHICH IS MANIFEST CREATION
THE LIVING BODY OF THE ONE
AND THE WHOLE OF IT IS MORE THAN THE SUM OF ITS PARTS
AS ALL THINGS RE MORE THAN THE SUM OF ITS PARTS
AND YET
THE ONE IS MORE
FOR ALL PARTS AND THE WHOLES OF ALL OF THEM
INDIVIDUALLY OR IN GROUPINGS OR AS ONE WHOLE
IS SIMPLY A PART OF THE WHOLE THAT IS THE ONE
AND THE ONE IS STILL MORE THAN THE SUM OF ITS PARTS
AND AS THE WHOLE OF CREATION IS SIMPLY A PART OF THE ONE
AND NOT EACH AND EVERY PART TOGETHER
THE ONE IS MORE
AND YET
AND STILL
WE
YOU AND I
AND US AND THEM
LIGHT AND DARK
LARGE AND SMALL
END TO END
ALL AND EVERY PART OF THE WHOLE
IS DESTINED TO BE AS THE ONE IS
PERFECT AS GOD IS PERFECT
EVEN UNCREATED
THEIR ENERGY SHALL BE BECOME……OTHER
LESSER OR GREATER…DOESN’T MATTER
NOTHING IS WASTED…..
IT IS ALL IN THE ONE
IT IS ALL OF THE ONE
IT IS ALL THE ONE
AND THE ONE IS WHOLE
THE ONE IS COMPLETE UNTO ITSELF
HAVING NO BEGINNING NOR END
HAVING NO CREATOR
BEHOLDEN TO NOTHING NOR ANYONE OR NO ONE
OWING NOTHING TO ANYONE NOR ANYTHING
IT SERVES ITSELF
WHOLLY AND COMPLETELY
ABSOLUTELY
SUPREMELY
ULTIMATELY
AND BEYOND…….
IT SERVES ITSELF
BY MAKING EACH AND EVERY ASPECT OF ITSELF
PERFECTINSURING THAT EACH AND EVERY ASPECT OF ITSELF
BECOMES WHOLLY PERFECT
AS IT IS PERFECT….
ALIVE AS IT IS ALIVE
ABLE AS IT IS ABLE
ALL KNOWLEDGE AND ABILITIES INTACT
TO BE AND DO AS IT IS AND DOES
THINK ABOUT THAT…..BREATHE……OK
NOW
THINK ABOUT YOU DOING AND BEING THAT
AND DOING AND BEING THE SAME
AND CREATING AS IT HAS
AND STILL DOES IN YOUR CREATING AS IT HAS AND DOES
AND IT IS ALL ONE
AND YOU ARE IT AND IT IS YOU
AND YOU ARE ALL THAT YOU CREATE……
AND THE SAME AS ABOVE CAN BE SAID FOR YOUR CREATION
AND ALL OF THAT AND THE ONES IN YOUR CREATION
FOR THEY SHALL DO THE SAME AS WELL
NEVERENDING STORY
ETERNAL AND INFINITE
AND IF YOU CAN TRULY APPRECIATE
ETERNAL INFINITY……..
WELL…THERE YOU ARE
SO YEH…..
I’M THINKING TONIGHT
THINKING AND FEELING BEYOND MYSELF
AND I AM GRATEFUL FOR ALL AND EVERYTHING
AD INFINITUM……
NO WORDS TO DESCRIBE THE PERPETUITY OF OUTCOME AFTER OUTCOME
WITHOUT ANY FINAL OUTCOME…..BUT THAT’S OKAY….I’M GOOD
SO……THAT’S ALL
MAY YOU AND GOD BLESS EACH OTHER AS GOD BLESSING ITSELF THROUGH AND IN YOU
AND YOU THROUGH AND IN IT
AND MAY YOU ALL DO THE SAME FOR EACH OTHER ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE
NO MATTER WHAT……
SIGH
I KNOW THE OUTCOME OF THIS
BUT DON’T ASK ME WHEN
THAT’S NOT UP TO ME
THE ONLY THING THAT IS UP TO ME
IS AGREEMENT……
LOVE
DEVOTION
SURRENDER
I CHOSE AND CHOOSE TO DO SO
TO AND FOR THE ONE
WHO AND WHAT YOU CHOOSE IS UP TO YOU
CHOOSE WISELY
AS WISELY AS YOU CAN
FOR IT WILL GIVE YOU THE RESULT
YOU DID OR DID NOT WANT……..FOR NOW…
AND FOR ALL TIME AND SPACE
IN BEING AND EXISTENCE
KNOW THAT PERFECTION AWAITS YOU ALL
ALL
ALL AND EVERYTHING
ALL OF EVERYTHING
ALL OF YOU
JUST LET YOURSELF GET THERE…..
AND THAT IS WHY WE SHOULD LOVE AND FORGIVE EACH OTHER IN GOD
AS WE ALLOW OURSELVES TO DO AND BE SUCH
AS GOD ALLOWS US TO DO AND BE
IN WHO AND WHAT GOD IS
GOD IS ALL ARE WE ARE ONE ARE WE ARE ALL IS GOD
PLEASE TO REMEMBER
THAT IN LINEAR TERMS THIS LEAVES TWO CHOICES
LIGHT OR DARK
LOVE OR FEAR
YOUR CHOSEN GOD OF ONE END OR THE OTHER……
conflict, tension, duality…quite a show, isn’t it?
BUT IN THE GREAT CIRCLE OF LIFE
THE ASCENDING, SPIRAL PATH OF LIFE
ETERNAL AND INFINITE
THERE IS ONLY ONE GOD
SO BE IT
SO IT IS
ALWAYS AND FOREVER
AMEN
AMEN
AMEN
THANKS FOR CALLING
LOVE YOU!
BLESS YOU!!!
FORGIVE ME….I NEED TO GO BACK INTO IT……..
CYA SOON!!!!
NEXT TIME…I’LL CALL YOU…..SMILE….
BYE!

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6 Responses to AN INTERRUPTION OF A THOUGHT FOR WHICH THERE WERE AND ARE NO WORDS…

  1. Marja says:

    SANANDA 3/1/91
    ESU IMMANUEL SANANDA

    3/1/91 SANANDA

    Greetings Thomas, Sananda present in radiance and service unto God. Let us continue with our instruction.

    MUST DO
    LET ME CLARIFY SOMETHING RIGHT HERE AND NOW. WHEN I USE, OR MY BROTHER GERMAIN USES, THE TERM “YOU MUST” OR “MAN MUST”, DO NOT MISPERCEIVE WHAT IS BEING SAID. MAN IS GIVEN FREE WILL CHOICE, NOW AND ALWAYS. HOWEVER, WHAT IS BEING OFFERED FOR YOUR GREATER GOOD ARE INSTRUCTIONS FOR RETURNING TO LIVING WITHIN THE REALMS OF LIGHT. IN ORDER FOR THIS TO TAKE PLACE, CERTAIN THINGS OR ACTIONS OR WAYS OF BEING ‘MUST’ OCCUR…AND THE PRIMARY ASPECT WHICH MUST BE GLEANED FULLY BY MANKIND IS THE RETURN TO LIVING UNDER THE LAWS OF GOD.
    Now that we are clear on that point, let us proceed.

    NO AMBIGUITY
    With God there IS NO ambiguity. To live in harmony and accordance with His Plan and His Laws is very clear. Always man wants to change these old and dusty Laws that no longer apply in the modern times in which we live.
    Oh yes, we in the realms of light can see how far you have come as we watch a once great nation of freedom bomb to smithereens a little sandy piece of land known as Kuwait.
    Oh yes, we of the realms of light can see how far you have come when brother makes love with brother in the vilest of fashions, usually spreading disease therein; when married men and women sleep around on the sly to boost fragile ego needs to feel good enough about themselves to face another day…only to find that it doesn’t work, doesn’t fulfill, doesn’t help bring greater union with the once loved spouse.
    Oh yes, we see how far you have come by rewriting God’s Laws.
    THE ONE THING THAT MAN HAS NOT TRIED IS LIVING BY THEM!!

    TRUE FROM THE FALSE
    Man must–yes, there is that word again–come into discernment of the true from the false.
    Is there ambiguity in what I am telling you? Is this difficult to understand? How so? It is a time when man shall come to know the true from the false and therein shall be great joy. To follow our instruction is the greater part of wisdom for what we offer is the ticket home.
    But most will sabotage themselves so that, for some inexplicable reason, they just can’t make it…not worthy, too much guilt, too many sins…whatever.
    Always the list of reasons for not fully walking in God’s Presence is endless.
    Fear and lack of self-worth do it, every time. It needn’t be that way, beloved, it needn’t be that way. Lend an ear. Sit for a while and hear what I am telling you. Look around you. What do you see? Is this the reality to choose for yourself? Is this the world you choose to experience in? If the answer is NO, then change it!
    If you seek to change it in the willful way of ego/self, it shall remain unfulfilling in the ending. But if you change it within the lighted Presence and Guidance of GOD, in accordance with His Laws…you shall be blessed beyond measure. So be it.

    FALSE PRIDE
    PRIDE GOETH BEFORE THE FALL…EVERY TIME.
    FALSE PRIDE IS SATAN’S WEAPON TO BRING DOWN GOD’S WORKERS WHO ARE PROGRESSING.
    PUT AN END TO THE PRIDEFUL WAYS ELST THE LESSONS NOT BE FULLY LEARNED.
    THERE IS NO PARTIAL LEARNING IN GOD’S KINGDOMS…ALL LESSONS ARE LEARNED COMPLETELY BEFORE THE NEXT IS OFFERED.
    LET ME USE GERMAIN’S EXAMPLE HEREIN. TAKE A DAY, ANY DAY WILL DO, AND FROM THE BEGINNING TO THE ENDING OF THAT DAY, MONITOR–HONESTLY NOW, FOR THERE IS NO CHEATING IN GOD’S REALMS EITHER–YOUR PRIDEFUL WAYS.
    IF SOMEONE TELLS YOU SOMETHING, ARE YOU IMMEDIATELY DEFENSIVE? DO YOU IMMEDIATELY BRUSH IT OFF AS HIS OR HER OPINION, AND THEREFORE INVALID? DO YOU CHOOSE TO NOT GIVE A SECOND THOUGHT TO ANY FEEDBACK WHICH COMES YOUR WAY THINKING THAT YOU KNOW BEST? IF THE ANSWER TO ANY OF THESE THROUGHOUT YOUR DAY IS “YES” THEN I WOULD SERIOUSLY AND STRONGLY SUGGEST TO YOU THAT YOU TEAR DOWN YOUR PRIDE AND OPEN YOUR HEART FOR GOD IS TELLING YOU SOMETHING AND YOU ARE NOT LISTENING.
    TO CONTINUE TO IGNORE INSTRUCTION IS FOOLHARDY INDEED, FOR IN THE ENDING IT IS YOU WHO SHALL BE DRAWN AWAY, FOR THOSE WHO WALK IN THE LIGHTED WAYS ARE NOT PUFFED UP IN THE WAYS OF PRIDE.
    LET THOSE WHO HAVE EARS, HEAR WHAT SPIRIT IS SAYING UNTO SPIRIT. I AM SPEAKING NOW, THOMAS, UNTO ALL OF MANKIND AND THOSE WITHIN CLOSER EAR SHOT MIGHT ALSO FIND A LESSON HEREIN. SO BE IT.

    A MATTER OF DEGREE
    You ones don’t seem to be aware of something which is very important. Keep in mind that each of you is a spark of God beingness. You each carry within you the Silent Watcher, that energy which records for all eternity every action, thought, every word spoken, etc.
    While there certainly is not ambiguity in the realms of God, there are in the realms of man many shades of grey.
    There are degrees by which man obeys or disobeys the Laws of God. If you do not commit adultery but you certainly are desirous of your friend’s wife, this is noted.
    If you do not break into your neighbor’s home and steal all of his possessions, but you take home paper clips from the office, this is noted. There are degrees of compliance, if you will, for lack of a better descriptive means, within the Laws of God/The Creation.
    To fully and totally, with perfection of intent follow the Laws, that is worthy of careful thought, discipline and attention. There is no perfection in the realms of man for there is not perfection short of God. However, man for eons has used this poor excuse to remain undisciplined and, essentially, run wild doing whatever his willful intent deemed exciting within the moment.
    And now man is having to face the consequences of such reckless abandon for now a planet is at stake. And we have come to assist not only mankind, but the planet Herself.
    Before the building can occur man must come into his full and complete understanding of his own downfall.
    You may pass all the new and exciting laws you like in all the churches in the realm; it changes not a hair of it, except perhaps in that it removes you further from God’s Presence. Although, in actuality, God is Omnipresent, Omnipotent; it is man who is perpetually pushing God away so that God will not witness this one more act of degradation in an effort to find the ever illusive sense of fulfillment. Well, it shall remain elusive lifetime after lifetime after lifetime until that path of light is walked in full and complete understanding, in harmony with God’s Will.
    Let us close this Thomas. Thank you.
    Salu
    I Am Sananda

    ________________________________________
    Source: PHOENIX JOURNAL EXPRESS, March 1991, Volume 10, #3 & 4, Pages 13-15.
    http://phoenixarchives.com/express/1991/0391/10-03-04.pdf
    Transcribed into HTML format by R. Montana.

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    • Brian says:

      so after reading this it is not hard to discern that we, mankind, are all ‘doomed’ in a sense; in many senses more than the senses we have..yeah that many….and lots i dare say (me included) are being….mmm….i wanna say forced but as god does not force perhaps it is ourselves that’s doing the forcing….responding to the one will to make necessary changes….or not ….to consider more….so who are we accommodating….it’s daunting no doubt at least for me….if it were only me then i’d like to think it wouldn’t be as difficult but when you throw others into the mix like selfish family then it becomes more challenging…..i don’t think i have ever felt so alone in all my life….at least this one…who knows maybe it’s always been this way for me while ive been here….and now at long last i have finally arrived at the finish line? again? and suddenly my vision just became blurry….spotty…no lie literally….wow….there is another in me and ive been more and more aware that this is happening….all is changing…..drastically to state the obvious….all of my senses are not what they used to be…i feel at times the hot fire of? and then it is like an opoid sensation of lying in a cool soothing field of poppies….i digress to ingest all of this like a caterpillar eating plastic, which ive been informed does exist….i go off in these ‘wild’ flights that are indescribable….i thought i had thrush….nay…been through two rounds of anti fungal meds and it’s not any better…went to dr again yesterday..one that thinks and acts outside of the box and he took a look and said you don’t have thrush; you’ve a virus….he was of the light ive no doubt as i just got chills when i typed that….he recommended a buncha herbal supplements and we had a very nice down to earth chat….grin….so this ‘virus’ i have makes me sweat from the bottoms of my feet and my hands get hot and burn and even the backs of my knees sweat at times….all of my ‘sense’ are hyper sensitive and……where da fuch did this come from….lmao!! i had a dream last night after finally sleeping some (that’s a whole nutha story) where i saw a a large tree with three faces up its trunk…kind faces…and its main root was moving underneath me……like giant vine…i guess its merging with my roots….i wish i could better explain this….i woke up this morning with a fuck it all attitude in the sense that none of this matters all of this material chasing of the dragon to keep up with the joneses ……which i have thought is ironic…wait is that irony? may be an iron pony on which i ride….or a one trick pony to the side….shall i continue down the lane unto the manner of the estate where i contemplate the meaning and outcomes of things that i say dont fucking matter! being here and there and no where in between…..witnessing this and that when i wanna sit and talk and sit outside on the side of a mtn watching the valley below……eating nuts and berries and locust and honey from the honey bee inside of me….

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      • Brian says:

        dont mind me as i am emerging from the cocoon of a red balloon…..big smile!

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        • Brian says:

          o great spirit
          forever true
          o great spirit
          forever in bloom
          teach me thy ways
          of passionate plays
          in the theatre of life
          the valley wife
          white wolf of the north
          howling forth
          calling her young
          stay the course
          the pack is back
          from far away
          sustenance for another day
          all is in line
          divine time
          cooling snows
          soothing woes
          i call to thee
          drink and see
          eat and be
          breathe
          a sigh
          of relief
          healing seas
          deep seat
          bubble steep
          willow weep
          shade to fade
          butter glade
          manatee tom
          my little pom
          granite janet
          from another planet
          in a galaxy
          smooth and supple
          calling lassie
          come home

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  2. uw says:

    “NONONONONO…..THE ONLY DARKNESS LEFT TO DEAL WITH IS HUMAN DARKNESS…”

    Truly I believe for this to be so…and if i ever feared of anything then it is this. Knowing that darkness, with all that which comes with it, had been planted deeply by the adversary. Trying it’s best to get us all involved in this mad game. Trying to make us believe that there is no Power above who would stop this madness. In a way the adversary is right…there is no power above (of course there is, I’m just hoping you understand how I mean this) to stop this…the power is within us…close as IT can be…if we could only fully ACCEPT this to be so…we would be free within a blink of an eye.
    I too see & hear what is going on in this world but I decided to not pay anymore attention to all of this crazy noise, simply because it takes up to much of my energy to dig through the mud, prevering to use my time for getting rid of as much as possible, of the stuff within me, that which isn’t compatible with the Law of Creation, that which is of darkness.
    Praying for GOD Atons Light & Truth to shine on & thru us, to fill us completely, every single Soul, every Creature on this Planet. Maybe it is only wishful thinking…maybe mankind needs a deeper lesson, a harsh one…but somehow to me it would make no sense…maybe because I never experienced anything good coming from pain & suffering. Then again I know…i knows nothing…and so again I put my Trust in God, knowing what ever comes is for the very best for All of Creation…and this is my personal priority…..and what ever happens to me?…what ever it is it will be added to my experience…hoping it gets me further towards myself in God.

    On a side-note: Quite some time now I’m experiencing the phänomen of distraction while concentrating on God or while praying. It feels like something is trying its best to “cut my mind off” from all life-giving thoughts.
    The other night i had some sort of “nightmare” allthough i wansn’t sleeping.
    The room got all dark and it was impossible for me to even see the Moon outside, just pitch-black everything and then i felt somekind of absolute dark-something sitting right on the left side on my neck and a second one on my right side on top of my lung. It was more than creepy…even scary…it felt like being in a battle with that thing trying to take over. All of a sudden my mouth formed the words: Aton rules…all was gone like a puff of smoke, the room looked normal again, the Moon was visible…that was when my “better half” came storming up them steps thinking there would be a burglar in the sleeping-room. He told me that he had heard a deep very manly voice calling out loud something like “Atom” or something and the rest he could not understand. When he saw me wide awake but everything OK, he thought I had a nightmare.

    weird isn’t it

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