STATE YOUR PURPOSE…….

STATE YOUR PURPOSE…….

WE ARE AT THE END OF THIS THING
I HAVE ALREADY WALKED THROUGH THE LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL
AND THERE…..
THERE IS LIGHT EVERLASTING
INFINITE AND ETERNAL
LIGHT OF LIFE
LIGHT OF LOVE
AND IF ANY OF YE HAVE LOVE OF LIGHT
LIGHT OF GOD
THEN KNOW THAT THE JOURNEY IS ALREADY DONE
WE HAVE JUST TO HAVE THE EXPERIENCE OF IT
AND YES
I KNOW
NAYSAYERS ABOUND
I CARE NOT
THERE ARE THOSE THAT PAINT ME DARK
I CARE NOT
RIGHT OR WRONG
I PLANT MY FLAG ON WHAT I CONSIDER HOLY GROUND
AND STAND MY GROUND UPON IT
DEFENDING IT AGAINST OPPOSITION
SO BE IT
AND SO IT IS…….
SO MANY MANIPULATIONS
BY SO MANY MANIPULATORS
EACH ONE GATHERING UNTO THEMSELVES
SO MANY FOLLOWERS
I HAVE NO FOLLOWERS
I HAVE FELLOW TRAVELLERS
EACH ONE WALKING THEIR OWN PATH TO THE ONE
TO GOD
AS GOD, THE ONE
HAS LAID IT OUT FOR THEM
SINCE EVEN BEFORE THE VERY BEGINNING
OF TIME AND SPACE AND CREATION AND THE MATERIAL MANIFESTATION OF BEING
AND THE MANIFESTATION OF BEING
AS GOD HAS CREATED IN CONSCIOUSNESS
THE CONSCIOUS THOUGHT
BY ITS OWN WILL
OF ITS OWN PURPOSE
IN AND OF AND FOR ITSELF
IS WHAT WE ARE EXPERIENCING
ALL OF THIS SERVES A PURPOSE
WHATEVER IT MAY BE
AND THERE ARE MANY AMONG US THAT CLAIM TO KNOW JUST WHAT THAT PURPOSE IS AND WHAT IT LEADS TO
AND ALL I KNOW
FROM MY OWN EXPERIENCE
IS THAT IT ALL LEADS TO OUR PERFECTION IN THE ONE
AS BEINGS MADE PERFECT IN THE ONE
THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE ONE
THE WILL OF THE ONE
THE HEART OF THE ONE
THE MIND OF THE ONE
THE LIFE OF THE ONE
IN ITS MANIFEST FORM………
WE
WE ARE ALL HERE TO EXPERIENCE THAT
THE LIFE OF THE ONE IN ITS MANIFEST FORM
THAT WE ALL CALL CREATION
ALL AND EVERYTHING IN IT
AND KNOW THAT ALL THINGS ARE MORE THAN THE SUM OF ITS PARTS
AND CREATION IS MORE THAN THE SOME OF ITS PARTS, AS WELL
AND EVEN THOUGH AND STILL NONE OF IT EQUALS
IN ANY MEASURE
AND IN ANY WAY
ANYTHING CLOSE TO THE POWER AND GLORY AND MAJESTY AND DOMINION
AND CONTROL AND OVERCONTROL AND ABSOLUTE RULE AND WILL AND INTENT AND PURPOSE
OF THE ONE
THE ONE
THE ONE THING THAT REALLY AND TRULY EXISTS ANYWHERE
ANYTIME
THE ONE
THE ONLY THING THAT HAS NO BEGINNING OR END
THE ONLY THING THAT IS NOT BEHOLDEN TO ANOTHER THING
FOR ITS EXISTENCE
EVEN CREATION CANNOT SAY THAT
SO SEEK YE THE ONE
FOR THE ANSWER TO ALL THINGS IS FOUND IN THE ONE
AND IS FOUND WITH THE ONE THAT IS WITH YOU IN AND THROUGH ALL THINGS…

SO HAS IT ALWAYS BEEN
SO IT IS
SO SHALL IT ALWAYS BE
AND THAT IS THAT
AND YOU CAN SAY AMEN OR WHATEVER
BUT THAT/THIS
IS SOMETHING THAT CAN NEVER CHANGE
NEVER HAS
NEVER WILL
AND SO IT GOES
AND SO IT IS ONGOING……….
WELCOME TO INFINITY AND ETERNITY
IN AND WITH AND WITHIN GOD
WHO IS WITH AND WITHIN YOU AND ALL AROUND YOU
ALL AT THE SAME TIME
ALL THE TIME
AND EVERYWHERE
AND IN ALL CIRCUMSTANCES AND PLACES AND WAYS AND SHAPES AND FORMS
OF BEING AND DOING AND EXISTENCE AND MANIFESTATION
AND SO ON AND SO FORTH
AD INFINITUM……..
FOREVER AND EVER……
AND SO GOES THE WHOLE ETERNITY THING
THIS IS SOMETHING
LIFE IS SOMETHING
THE LIFE OF GOD IS SOMETHING
THAT HAS ALWAYS BEEN AND IS AND EVERMORE WILL BE
FROM EVERLASTING TO EVERLASTING
FOREVER AND EVER
INFINITE AND ETERNAL
ALL BECAUSE OF THE ONE THAT MADE IT SO THAT WE COULD READ THESE WORDS
AND EVEN THINK AND/OR REALIZE
THAT THERE IS SUCH A THING AS INFINITE AND/OR ETERNAL
YOU FEELING ME?
ANYWAY
HERE WE ARE
HERE IT IS
AND IT AND WE AND US AND ALL IS ONE
PLEASE TO GROK THAT MUCH
IT IS IMPORTANT, AFTER ALL
AND IN THAT GROKKING
PLEASE TO KEEP AN OPEN MIND AND HEART
ENOUGH TO UNDERSTAND
ACCEPT AND UNDERSTAND
ACCEPT AND UNDERSTAND AND GROK
TO BE AND DO THE THING AT HAND
AS ONE WITH THE THING….
THAT ALL OF IT IS ONE THING
AND THE ONE THING IS ALL OF IT
AND OPERATE FROM THAT
AS THE FOUNDATIONAL MATTER
OF PURPOSE AND BEING AND DOING
IN WHAT YOU CALL YOUR LIFE
WHICH IS NOT YOUR LIFE
BUT IS ALL THE LIFE OF GOD
AS YOU
WITH YOU
WITHIN YOU
THAT IS YOUR LIFE
THE LIFE OF GOD
WITH AND WITHIN YOU
AND UNTIL YOU CAN TERMS WITH THAT
COME TO GRIPS WITH THAT
I ASSURE YOU
YOU CANNOT MOVE FORWARD
AND IF YOU CANNOT MOVE FORWARD
HOW CAN YOU ASCEND?
DO YOU WANT TO ASCEND?
DO YOU KNOW WHAT ASCENSION MEANS?
REALLY?
ARE YOU SURE?
WE WILL SEE……….

STATE YOUR PURPOSE.

WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?
WHY ARE YOU HERE?
WHAT IS IT THAT YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE DOING?
WHAT DEFINES YOU?
WHAT BINDS YOU TO………
WHATEVER IT IS THAT YOU HAVE DECIDED
THAT YOU MUST AND SHOULD AND HAVE TO BE BINDED AND BOUND TO?
WHAT MOTIVATES YOU
TO DO WHAT YOU DO?
TO BE AS YOU ARE?
DO YOU REALLY KNOW?
ARE YOU A FULLY AWARE PATHWALKER
FREE FROM THE INFLUENCES AND VICISSITUDES
OF THE ZOMBIE-LIKE
DIRECTIONLESS
UNAWARE AND IGNORANT
HUMANS THAT SURROUND YOU ON THIS PLANET
AND IN THIS WORLD
FOR TRULY
IF THEY WERE ALL HUMAN BEINGS
FULLY AWARE OF BEING SUCH
AND BEING ABLE TO ACT ACCORDINGLY
THEN THERE WOULD BE NO NEED FOR THESE WORDS
FOR ALL WOULD ALREADY HAVE THE KNOWLEDGE OF GOD
AND ITS LIGHT AND LOVE ALREADY WITHIN THEM
AND THERE WOULD BE NO NEED FOR ITS SALVATION
BUT THAT IS NOT THE CASE
IS IT?
NAY!
NOT HERE!
NOT NOW…..BUT SOON
SOONERE THAN MOST YOU DEEM POSSIBLE….
THE IMPOSSIBLE SHALL BE UPON YOU
AND YOU WILL HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT…..
FEAR NOT
WORRY NOT
THERE IS STILL TIME
TO TURN YOUR HEARTS AND MINDS TO THE REAL MATTER AT HAND
THE THING THAT MATTERS MOST
MORE THAN ANY OTHER THING
IN OUR EXPERIENCE OF BEING AND DOING AND BECOMING …..
GOD’S WILL!
YEP!
THERE!
I SAID IT!!!
GOD’S WILL
THE WILL OF THE ONE
THE WILL OF THE ONE AS MANIFESTED AND GIVEN THROUGH ITS CHIRST MICHAEL ATON OF NEBADON
THIS LOVELY UNIVERSE
IN WHICH YOU AND I
AND ALL AND EVERYONE THAT YOU KNOW AND DON’T KNOW
ARE CURRENTLY RESIDING IN AND EXPERIENCING
NO MATTER WHO WE ARE
AND NO MATTER WHERE WE COME FROM
AND NO MATTER WHO WE WERE BEFORE WE CAME
ALL OF US ARE WHO AND WHAT WE ARE IN THING
RIGHT NOW
IN THIS HERE AND NOW THAT WE ARE ALL EXPERIENCING IN GOD AND WITH GOD
AND BECAUSE OF GOD
And that is a very important point….if you will…
BECAUSE OF GOD
AND IF YOU CANNOT CONSDIER JUST WHY YOUA RE THE WAY YOU AR
AN WHY YOU DO THE THINGS YOU DO
AND ALL OF THE THINGS THAT YOU DO THAT YOU WISH THAT YOU HAD NOT DONE
AND ALL OF THE THINGS THAT WISH YOU HAD DONE
AND ALL OF THINGS IN BETWEEN
THAT YOU COUNT AS YOUR GOOD OR BAD
YOU PRIDE AND REGRET
THE THINGS THAT YOU WISHED THAT YOU COULD HAVE DONE AND BEEN
AND SHOULD HAVE DONE AND BEEN
AND WOULD HAVE DONE AND BEEN
IF ONLY…IF ONLY……
AND YET
HERE YOU ARE
DOING AND BEING THIS
AND WHY?
JUST WHY DO YOU THINK THAT ANY OF THOSE THINGS EXIST AT ALL?
DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT YOU ARE THE ONE IN CONTROL OF ALL AND EVERYTHING?
THAT YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF ANYTHING?
ARE YOU REALLY AND TRULY IN CONTROL
OF AND ABOUT YOUR LIFE
OF AND ABOUT YOU?
NAY!!!!
YOU ARE A CREATION SPRUNG FROM THE MIND
THE CONSCIOUSNESS
THE THOUGHT
THE WILL
THE INTENT
THE PURPOSE
OF A SINGULAR BEING THAT HAS NO BEGINNING
NOR END
A BEING THAT IS NOT BEHOLDEN TO OR FOR ANYONE
FOR ITS EXISTENCE AND BEING
AND DOING
AND LIFE
AND SUBSTANCE
AND WAY
AND MEANS
AND FORM
AND WILL AND INTENT
AND PURPOSE
AND JUST WHAT IT ITS PURPOSE?
ITS PURPOSE
IN THIS SINGULAR ENDEAVOUR
THAT INVOLVES ALL AND EVERYONE
NO MATTER
IS TO BRING ALL AND EVERYONE
TO A STATE OF PERFECTION THAT WILL ALLOW ALL AND EVERYONE
TO BE JUST LIKE IT IS
AS FAR AND AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE
FOR WE BEGINNINGS
AND YET WE ARE PROMISED NO END
AND ONLY ONE BEING CAN DO THAT
THE ONE
BUT THAT IS NEITHER HERE NOR THERE RIGHT NOW
I NEED YOU ALL TO LOOK BEYOND ALL OF THAT
I NEED YOU ALL TO LOOK TO THE FULFILLMENT OF THAT PROMSIE
I NEED YOU ALL TO LOOK TO THE WORK THAT NEEDS TO BE DONE
BY ALL OF US
IN ORDER TO MAKE IT TO THE FULFILLMENT
AND TRULY UNDERSTAND YOUR PLACE IN GETTING YOURSELF THERE
GOOD OR EVIL
LIGHT OR DARK
YOU ARE ENERGY
VIBRATION
FREQUENCY
CONSCIUSNESS
THOUGHT
FEELING
MIND
HEART
YOU ARE BEING IN GOD
WHAT GOD IS AS YOU
YOU ARE THOUGHT OF
AND YOU EXIST ONLY BECAUSE YOU ARE THOUGHT OF
AND YOU ARE THOUGHT OF BECAUSE YOU ARE CONSIDERED A NECESSARY COMPONENT
OF THE ONE BEING ALL
OF THE ALL BEING PERFECT
THAT IS WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE
A SOURCE OF BEING THAT HAS A PURPOSE
THAT IS FOUNDED IN THE PURPOSE THAT THE ONE HAS FOR YOU
ANY OF YOU
ALL OF YOU
ALL AT ONCE
ALL TOGETHER
AND INDIVIDUALLY
ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE
CAN YOU REALLY AND TRULY RECOGNIZE JUST HOW DEEP THIS THING GOES
THE MIND OF A THING
A BEING
A CREATURE
ANY THING
THAT CAN THINK AND CONCEIVE AND WILL AND INTEND AND GIVE TO PURPOSE OF CREATION
SUCH AN IMMENSE AND ETERNAL AND WONDEROUS AND INFINITE THING
AS ALL OF THIS THAT WE ARE EXPERIENCING
NOT JUST IN THIS HERE AND NOW
THAT WE ARE EXPERIENCING
BUT ALL AND EVERYTHING
UNIVERSE UPON UNIVERSES
WITHIN SUPERUNIVERSES UPON SUPERUNIVERSES
DIMENSIONS UPON DIMENSIONS
REALITIES UPON REALITIES
WAYS AND MEANS AND FORMS AND SHAPES AND
THIS AND THAT
AND STUFF I CANNOT EVEN IDENTIFY AND HAVE NO WORDS FOR
AND YET THERE IT IS……IT IS THERE…..
AND WE ARE HERE
DOING THIS
AND WONDERING WHY AND HOW AND…AND…AND….
ALL THE TIME BEING MANIPULATED INTO A DARK SLAVERY
THAT WOULD HAVE SUCCEEDED
IF NOT FOR THE WILL OF THE ONE
PRAISE THE WILL OF THE ONE
ALL GLORY TO THE ONE
AND TO THE ONE ALL GLORY!
GLORY TO GOD IN THE HIGHEST
AND LET THERE BE PEACE ON EARTH
AND GOOD WILL BETWEEN MEN AND ANGELS
AND THIS IS WHAT YOU NEED TO DO
IF YOU WANT TO CONTINUE
UNDER ANY SEMBLANCE OF
WHO AND WHAT YOUA RE NOW
AND GO ON TO THE NEXT PHASE
CROSS THAT BRIDGE
THAT TAKES US FROM ONE DIMENSIONAL GROKKING
TO THE NEXT DIMENSIONAL GROKKING
EVEN IF YOU HAVE NOT FULLY GROKKED THIS DIMENSION
THE WILL AND INTENT TO DO SO
TO BE THAT LOVE AND LIGHT AND GIVING AND UNDERSTANDING
THAT REACHING OUT
TO THE CAUSE OF ALL OF THAT
THAT WHICH IS GOD
THAT WHICH IS THE ONE
THE ONE CAUSE
THAT CONTROLS ALL EFFECTS AND CAUSES
THAT WERE CAUSES BY ITS CAUSE
AND CONTROLS ALL EFFECTS AS THEIR OWN CAUSES
OF ALL EFECTS
THAT BECAME MORE CAUSES AND EFFECTS….AD INFINITUM….
THAT TRAVEL THROUGH THE CREATION OF ITS OWN WILL
AS RIPPLES IN A POND…..
DO NOT ASK ABOUT THE OCEAN…..AND THE WAVES….
UNTIL YOU ARE SURE THAT YOU CAN HANDLE IT….SMILE….
AND HERE WE ALL ARE
ALL OF US
EACH OF US
A PART OF ALL OF IT
ALL OF THAT
ALL OF THIS
WE ARE OUR PART OF IT
AND THAT MAKES US NECESSARY TO THE WHOLE WORKING OF THE THING
AND YET
SOMEHOW
WE HAVE BEEN GIVEN TO THINK AND FEEL
THAT IT IS US
ANY OF US
THAT IS DOING ANYTHING
WE CALL THAT OUR FREE WILL
AND WE HOLD ONTO IT
LIKE A BEACON IN THE DARK FOREST
HOPING THAT IT WILL ALLOW US TO BE FOUND WHEN WE ARE LOST
BUT WE
WELL
MANY OF US
DO NOT RECOGNIZE THE FACT THAT IT IS THAT SAME FREE WILL
THAT GOT US LOST IN THAT FOREST IN THE FIRST PLACE
AND WE NEVER, TRULY UNDERSTOOD WHY AND HOW THAT HAPPENED
AND I
EVEN I
I AM HERE TO TELL YOU THAT THERE IS ONLY ONE WILL IN THE WHOLE OF CREATION
AND THAT IS THE WILL OF THE ONE
AND OUR WILL IS PART AND PARCEL OF THAT
AND THE WHOLE THING HAS BEEN
METICULOUSLY CALCULATED TO ACHIEVE THE PERFECT OUTCOME
THAT LEADS TO THE PERFECTION OF THE WHOLE
AND WELL YOU MAY INQUIRE
THAT IF SUCH A THING IS SO
WHAT DIFFERENCE DOES IT MAKE
WHAT YOU DO?
AND I
I AM HERE TO TELL YOU THAT IT MAKES A DIFFERENCE
IN THE EXPERIENCE OF THE THING AT HAND
THAT IS LIFE AND BEING AND EXISTENCE
AND ALL AND EVERYTHING
BUT THAT IS ALL PART OF THE EQUATION………
IT IS UP TO YOU TO DISCOVER AND REALIZE AND LEARN FROM
THE POINT IN FACT WHERE YOU FULLY AND FINALLY REALIZE THAT
ALL YOU DO
ALL YOU ARE
IS BECAUSE OF GOD IN YOU
YOU ARE GOD BEING YOU
AND YOUR FULFILLMENT IN GOD DEPENDS UPON YOUR FULLY REALIZING THAT AS THE REALITY OF YOUR EXISTENCE AND BEING
YOU ARE GOD
BEING YOU
AS PART AND PARCEL OF WHAT HAS CREATED
IN ITS OWN WILL AND ACCORD
ITS OWN INTENT AND PURPOSE…
TO BE THAT WHICH IS OPTIMAL FOR BRINGING THE WHOLE INTO PERFECTION THROUGH EXPERIENCE OF BEING AND DOING
SO THAT ALL OF US
WE PERFECT BEINGS BEING MADE PERFECT THROUGH EXPERIENCE THAT WE MAY BE PERFECTED AND GOD IS PERFECT
OVERFLOWING WITH THAT EXPERIENCE THAT GOD HAS CREATED FOR ITS OWN SAKE…
[As a friend of mine told me once…entertainment…….
But that I count as also being experience for the sake of further experience and the perpetuation of life and being and existence
And entertainment
And it is and will be and always has been our entertainment
As well
The game was made by the creator of the game
But it is the players that best enjoy and experience the game
And both were made by THE ONE
For ITS Own purpose…..
Please to let that be that
And if not
Well
It will take me awhile to provide an adequate answer to your not letting it be…..smile]
MAY ALL BE WHAT WE ARE CREATED AND MEANT TO BE IN THE ONE
AS THE ONE SEES FIT…IN ITS PERFECT WILL AND BEING….
WE ARE ALL WHO AND WHAT WE ARE IN THE ONE
AND WE ARE ALL THAT WAY FOR THE PURPOSE OF THE ONE WILL
AND THOSE THAT ARE SET BACK WILL STILL MAKE IT TO THEIR PERFECTION
WHILE THOSE THAT ARE SET FORWARD WILL DO THE SAME
FASTER OR SLOWER HAS NO MEANING IN ETERNITY…..
EVEN THOSE UNCREATED WILL BE RECYCLED
THEIR ENERGY RECREATED
INTO THAT WAY AND MEAN AND FORM AND FUNCTION
THAT WILL ASSURE THEIR PERFECTION IN THE ONE
AND THE ONE IN THEM
AS WITH ALL…….
THE ONE IS ALL AND EVERYTHING
THERE IS NO ESCAPE FROM THAT
AND TO SEEK IT IS FUTILE
I WOULD TELL YOU RESISTANCE IS FUTILE
BUT YOUR RESISTANCE IS ALSO A MATTER OF THE WILL OF THE ONE
AS IS YOUR ACCEPTANCE
AND UNDERSTANDING
YOU ARE DOING AND BEING WHAT YOU ARE CREATED TO DO AND TO BE
THAT IS THE SIMPLE TRUTH OF ALL THINGS ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE
THE WILL OF THE ONE
IS ABSOLUTE AND SUPREME AND ULTIMATE
AND THEN SOME
AND THE SUM OF THE PARTS OF MANIFESTAION
AS CREATION
BEING MORE THAN THE PARTS THEMSELVS
IS BUT THE POWER OF AN IOTA
OF THE ATTRIBUTES OF THE ONE
THAT MAKES ALL OF IT POSSIBLE……..
WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?
YOU WILL GIVE YOURSELF AND YOURSELVES
TO WHATEVER IT IS THAT COMPELS YOU
THAT YOU THINK SERVES YOU WHILE YOU SERVE IT
THE THING THAT DETERMINES YOU
THE THING THAT YOU
THINK AND FEEL
THAT YOU BELIEVE IN
THE THING YOU GIVE YOUR FAITH TO
THE THING YOU FOLLOW
THE THING
WHATEVER YOUR THING IS
ITS YOUR THING
DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO WITH IT
AND ACCEPT THE OUTCOME OF IT
THERE IS GOD
AND THERE IS THAT WHICH IS WITHIN GOD
BEING ONLY BECAUSE GOD WANTS IT TO BE
AND WE ARE HERE TO DEAL WITH ANY AND ALL OF IT
AND UNTIL YOU UNDERSTAND
THAT THE WAY THAT WE SEE FIT
TO DO AND TO BE SO
IS NOT AS DETERMINED BY ANY OF US
ESPECIALLY HERE
ON THIS ISLE OF LIES AND MANIPULATIONS………
BUT IS ALL PART OF THE ONE THOUGHT
THAT IS THE WHOLE CREATION
AND EVERY THOUGHT THEREIN
AND EVERY FEELING THEREOF
THE WHOLE IS ONE
AND YET THE ONE IS MORE THAN THE WHOLE
I SHALL LEAVE YOU TO PONDER THESE WORDS
UNTIL YOU MUST NEXT
YET DECIDE
IF YOUR REALLY WANT TO BE BOTHERED WITH ME AT ALL
UNDER THE CIRCUMSTANCES
WHICH IS ALSO DETERMINED BY THE SAME ONE
AND NEVER BY YOU OR ME
OR ANYONE ELSE……
TAKE CARE
LOVE YOU ALL
BLESS YOU ALL
ALL THE TIME
AND EVERYWHERE
SO BE IT
AND SO IT IS!

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6 Responses to STATE YOUR PURPOSE…….

  1. Cooy74/Clayton says:

    Hey everyone, just gunna post an e-mail conversation I’ve been having with Kibo, it has a poem in it Kibo wanted me to share. I admit I haven’t read up to this blog entry yet and I am so engrossed in the present moment that I’m literally moving around the house communicating with all things in the house and spirit and soul and source and my mom and etc etc. just listening, taking it all in at times and at others focused on a tiny piece of cheese on the ground and how it will humble me into my existence and fathom the work the farmer and all the places its been to make it what it is, a delightful piece of eternity lol. I thank Sathya Sai Baba and commander Lady Athena for helping me live in the now and all their wonderful teachings. such busy and deeply meaningful days I have because of all of my experiences listening to all of us to the best of my ability. but anyway here’s the convo, it might be some what lengthy… but so is Kibos stuff 😛 so have fun reading, oh and start at the very beginning, that’s the first reply I got from Kibo because of a gift card and money I sent him through paypal

    Re: THANK YOU

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    Lyman

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    Today, 9:57 PM
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    I have no problem with you posting the emails…BUT I DEFINITELY WANT YOU TO POST THE POEM…PEOPLE NEED TO SEE THIS PART OF YOU!!!!!
    That being said…………
    for your mother…….
    I was never comfortable in this system of things….my parents were well to do and expected me to be a rich man in my own right and they did all they could to make that happen.  I went to Dartmouth, as they wanted…actually fell in love with the place….but what I learned there was spiritual and not material….I was set upon my path from there and while it has been a long and winding road…here I am….

    it is not the house that is the problem…it was a mistake to take out the home equity loan…but at the time the real estate market looked good enough to try my hand at…..but being nice and being loving and devoted to people…among my own foolish spending habits…left me back to working a job and living paycheck to paycheck…..the responsibility is mine and there is no excuse for it in the material sense of things.  
    But I have spent all of the attention that I possibly could give to GOD and from where I sit right now…I am better off spiritually than I would have been if I had to spend more attention to keeping up with the money if I had so much that I had to spend so much attention to taking care of it.  This is all for a reason that I have accepted as spiritually fulfilling and pleasing to GOD and this is the result…..

    now….We have been keeping up with the house payments……we just can’t deal with the property taxes in cook county……That is pretty much the core of the situation.
    At this point I have to understand that i was told that I would [NOT ( see following insert….smile)] lose the house by SPIRIT…but I have no idea how such a thing will happen. 

    [This is actually what i was told….that I would not lose the house and one of the reasons that I drove myself to a near breakdown because it APPEARED that i was going to lose it for sure…..this is something that I have had to work through and right now, I’m good either way…i am no longer resisting anything but flowing in the Will of THE ONE and with the Will of THE ONE and that has eased a lot of stress and pain….this is a correction that I had to add to this since it came out wrong in the reply…my apologies to cooy/clayton and his mom for this….the rest is as it is and stands as it…I beg forgiveness from all involved for the error….thank you… Kibodabi]

    I’ve experienced quite a few miracles in my life and some of them have kept us in the house this long….[surely some of you out there can and have been a witness to it!]
    [As it stands at present…]

    I’ve let the bank know and they will most likely get back to me next week.  I have no recourse in the realm of appearances but to prepare to lose our home….and I am no longer expecting help from material, local sources in order to pay the taxes…it’s too late for that……there is still hope…but it’s complicated and not something I want to get into here……
    That being said…….what is needed now is help with finding and  moving to a new place and storing the overflow….which will take time to sell off…..somehow we will have to come up with the usual 1st month and however much security is needed to have an apartment in a decent enough neighborhood where I don’t wish I had a weapon to carry with me……this is no joke…rent is high around here…..we live in a good neighborhood right now but even this area isn’t what it used to be and the suburbs are out because we don’t have a car [ sold both of them…along with the furs and the jewelry and whatever we could bear to part with…..]
    look…..I’ve gotten over asking people for help with this stuff…it’s my own fault an what happens happens and I leave it up to the Will of The ONE to send me where IT wants me to be to do what it wants me to do….that has been the state of my life for forty years and it is what got me here so that I can, at least, have a chance to cross that bridge over to the next phase of this thing that we call ascension.
    It took me a long time to get here……..
    I’ve had a…helluva life…sex, drugs, rock an roll and rap and running the streets and pushing the envelope of my mental and spiritual limitations and rejecting all and everything that this system of things expected and demanded that I be in order to go along to get along and I make no apologies about any of that.
    my only concern is for the welfare of my wife…my proof that GOD loves me….
    I owe here that much just for and because of the fact that she has put up with me so well…..GOD BLESS HER……
    the kids will be fine…they’re grown……and they have learned from me and others and I see the result and am grateful to GOD for it
    the grandkids are learning and they have taken the lessons that I have given
    and the lessons the world gives them……and some are doing better than others…
    but I have faith in them
    they will be fine
    whatever happens to me, the world isn’t going to stop doing what it’s doing
    it will still ascend.
    with or without me, the people of GOD will be free!
    I am simply……sigh…..
    I AM A HUMAN BEING THAT HAS GIVEN ITSELF TO GOD BEFORE AND ABOVE AND BEYOND ANY OTHER THING OR CONSIDERATION.
    I HAVE WORKED LONG AND HARD TO ACHIEVE A STATE OF SPIRITUAL INTEGRITY…I AM HONEST AND SINCERELY DO THE WORK THAT I HAVE BEEN GIVEN TO DO
    I DO NOT LIE
    I DO NOT CHEAT
    I DO NOT STEAL
    I HAVE ASKED FOR HELP WITH NO EXPECTATIONS
    AND DO MY BEST TO MAKE IT THROUGH
    HELP OR NOT
    AND I STILL FEEL THAT SPIRITUAL SUPPORT AND PRAYERS ARE WORTH MORE THAN ANY AMOUNT OF MONEY THAT CAN BE GIVEN OR RECEIVED
    FOR ALL OF IT IS IN THE HANDS OF GOD
    AND THAT HAS BEEN PROVEN TO ME
    TIME AND TIME AGAIN
    I AM NOT THE GO TO GUY
    FOR FINANCIAL ADVICE
    I AM THE PHILOSPHY MAJOR FROM DARTMOUTH
    A SORT OF JACK OF SOME TRADES…..WHEN IT COMES TO
    THE AFFAIRS OF THE WORLD
    THE POLITICS
    THE RELIGIONS
    RACE RELATIONS
    THE ECONOMY
    EMPLOYMENT
    I GET IT
    BUT IT’S ALL THEATER TO ME
    KABUKI THEATER
    A PLAY OF SHADOWS
    THROWN ON A SCREEN OF DECEPTION
    BY DARK MINDS THAT ONLY WANT TO RULE OVER ALL OF US
    AND PLAY AT BEING GODS
    WHEN ALL THEY ARE,
    ARE WANNABE SLAVEMASTERS
    AND THAT
    THAT IS WHY I AM SO BAD WITH MONEY
    IT’S A DECEPTION
    THERE IS MORE THAN ENOUGH ON THIS PLANET FOR ALL TO BE RICH AND FREE AND HAPPY AND FEARLESS
    AND I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO DEVOTE ENOUGH ATTENTION
    TO MY PERSONAL ENRICHMENT
    AS MUCH AS WISH I COULD HAVE
    FOR SOME REASON THAT I CAN ONLY ATTRIBUTE TO
    GOD WITH AND WITHIN ME
    AND IT MAY BE JUST ME
    AND THAT’S PROBABLY A GOOD THING….SMILE
    I WOULDN’T WISH SUCH A THING ON ANYONE ELSE…Y’KNOW?
    SO I HOPE THAT HELPS
    I JUST NEED HELP TO MAKE IT THROUGH TO THE END OF THIS THING
    AND I DO NOT EXPECT ANYONE TO DO SO
    NOR CAN I OR SHOULD I EVER EVEN TRY TO DICTATE FOR HOW LONG
    THAT’S NOT MY PLACE…..
    I AM GRATEFUL FOR WHATEVER…HOW COULD I NOT BE?
    PEOPLE DO SUCH A THING FROM THEIR OWN HEART
    BECAUSE THEY FEEL THAT I HAVE HELPED THEM IN SOME WAY
    IN THESE MANY PONDERINGS AND RANTINGS AND RAVINGS
    THAT I HAVE POSTED ON THIS BLOG
    FOR HOWEVER MANY YEARS I’VE BEEN AT IT

    I HAD SOMEONE THAT HELPED OUT FOR ALONG TIME ON A REGULAR BASIS…
    AND THEN ALL OF THE SUDDEN THEY STOPPED
    AND I DIDN’T KNOW WHY
    NO WORD
    NO NOTE
    NOTHING
    I WAS ACTUALLY AFRAID THAT SOMETHING HAD HAPPENED TO THEM
    BUT I WAS MORE AFRAID THAT IF I WROTE AND INQUIRED ABOUT IT
    THEY WOULD THINK THAT IT WAS BECAUSE THEY STOPPED GIFTING
    AND ALL I WANTED TO KNOW WAS IF THEY WERE ALRIGHT…..
    SIGH…SO I WAITED TO HEAR FROM THEM….
    GOD ONLY KNOWS HOW THEY FELT ABOUT IT……
    FINALLY…THEY SENT A NOTE TO SAY HELLO
    AND ALL I COULD DO WAS REJOICE THAT THEY WERE WELL
    AND THANK THEM FOR ALL THAT THEY HAD DONE TO HELP ME OUT!
    BUT THAT’S ME…..AND I FELT BAD THAT I WAS AFRAID TO ASK……SIGH..
    BUT THE WORLD SYSTEM OF THINGS HAS TAUGHT ME THAT
    WHAT I THINK IS IMPORTANT…IS NOT SO IMPORTANT TO OTHERS
    AND VICE VERSA…..
    I TRY TO THINK AND FEEL EVERYTHING FROM A SPIRITUAL VIEWPOINT
    EVERYTHING HAS A REASON
    GOD IS IN EVERYTHING
    EVERY THING AND ALL THINGS AND ALL CIRCUMSTANCES AND SITUATIONS AND RELATIONSHIPS AND CAUSES AND EFFECTS…..
    AND I AM RAMBLING ON AND ON AND ON….
    SORRY
    SO
    THIS IS WHAT I AM…..
    ALL I ASK IS THAT PEOPLE ARE HONEST WITH ME AS FAR AS THEY CAN POSSIBLY BE
    I HAVE NO EXPECTATIONS OF RECEIVING FROM ONE MOMENT TO THE NEXT
    BECAUSE I HAVE LEARNED THAT THINGS CHANGE WITH EVERY MOMENT
    SO PLEASE DO NOT THINK THAT I COULD OR WOULD EVEN TRY TO PUT SUCH A THING ON YOU OR YOUR SON……
    LIKE I SAID…….I HAVE GIVEN UP ON ASKING FOR HELP…..
    IF IT COMES, IT COMES AND IF NOT..WELL….SO BE IT IN GOD’S WILL
    I AM GRATEFUL FOR ALL AND ANY OF IT
    AND DO MY BEST TO ACT LIKE IT.
    IT NEVER MEANS THAT I CAN OR WILL CHANGE A THING BECAUSE SOMEONE GAVE A GIFT….NEVER……
    BUT THE SUPPORT IS AN OPPORTUNITY TO BE THANKFUL
    FOR THE ACT OF IT
    AND GIVES ME GREATER OPPORTUNITY TO BLESS THOSE THAT DO SO
    AS IT IS GIVEN TO ME BY GOD TO DO AND BE SO
    THIS MUCH I KNOW TO BE TRUE
    WHATEVER ANYONE ELSE MAY THINK OF THE STATEMENT
    I STAND BY IT…….
    SO WHTHER HE NEVER SENDS ANOTHE PENNY IS ALL AND FINE
    BUT I REALLY, REALLY WOULD LIKE FOR HIM TO KEEP COMMENTING ON THE BLOG
    THAT POEM WAS MOST EXCELLENT AND IT SHOWS TREMENDOUS GROWTH
    AND I CAN LEARN FROM HIM JUST AS MUCH AS HE MAY BE ABLE TO LEARN FROM ME
    WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER, AFTER ALL……..
    SO
    I REALLY DO NOT WANT TO LOSE THIS CONNECTION
    AND IF MONEY GETS IN THE WAY OF THAT
    PLEASE FORGET ABOUT SENDING ANY MONEY
    AND LET THE REST OF IT BE WORTHY
    OF ALL AND EVERY IOTA OF THE POTENTIAL
    THAT IT COULD BE IF WE LET IT FULFILL ITSELF
    IF WE LET EACH OTHER FULFILL OURSELVES IN GOD
    AND LET GOD FULFILL ITSELF IN EACH OF US
    AND BOTH OF US TOGETHER
    THAT IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANYTHING
    REALLY
    NOTHING ELSE MATTERS BUT THE MAINTENANCE AND UPLIFTMENT AND EVOLUTION AND ASCENSION AND FULFILLMENT OF ONE’S SOUL AND SPIRIT
    IN AND WITH GOD
    THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS
    ANYWHERE
    ANY TIME
    ANY WAY
    ANY HOW
    THAT MUCH I HAVE TO INISIT UPON
    PLEASE LET HIM FULFILL HIS GOD GIVEN PATH
    WITH OR WITHOUT ME
    ALL THE WHILE HAVING YOUR FULL SUPPORT AND PRAYERS AND BEST WISHES
    ACCEPTANCE IS GREATER THAN UNDERSTANDING IN SUCH MATTERS
    THERE MAY BE MUCH THAT YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND
    BUT HE WILL
    TRUST HIS PATH
    CONTINUE TO DO YOUR BEST TO PROTECT HIM FROM THE DANGERS YOU PERCEIVE
    AS WELL YOU SHOULD
    I WOULD DO THE SAME FOR ANY OF MY BELOVED FAMILY
    BUT WATCH HIM AS HE JOURNEYS TO A PLACE
    THAT ONLY GOD CAN GIVE HIM
    AND MARVEL AT THE RESULT OF IT
    AND KNOW THAT THE SAME RESULT IS THERE FOR YOU
    AND AS YOU HAVE SEEN IT
    AND HAVE BEEN A WITNESS TO IT
    LET YOURSELF BE GIVEN YOUR OWN PATH BY GOD
    AND INSPIRED BY YOUR SON
    FULFILL IT.

    Thank you for your time and consideration in this matter
    GOD BLESS YOU
    GOD BLESS YOU BOTH
    AND THANK YOU FOR ALL AND EVERYTHING
    I AM REALLY ENJOYING ALL OF THIS
    BECAUSE IT IS HELPING ME TO LEARN FROM ALL OF THIS
    SO THANKS FOR THAT
    TAKE CARE
    KEEP IN TOUCH
    BOTH OF YOU
    PLEASE
    I AM
    KIBODABI

    From: Clayton Ducharme
    To: Lyman
    Sent: Friday, April 7, 2017 12:23 PM
    Subject: Re: THANK YOU

    Hey Kibo, my mom has read all of our E-mail conversations and she has a question for u, which I suppose is fair from her point of view, her question in a nutshell is, why cant you pay off your house on your own and are you spending your money foolishly? I told her you were a bus driver from Chicago (at least I think that’s where your from, I cant remember to be 100% honest, I want to say Chicago or Detroit for some reason) and her other question is, how long would you like me to keep offering these funds to you? or I guess how close are you to paying off your house? I will say from my point of view I would give you every cent I have and don’t need, my funds r still in the green and I’ve been spending as needed. I truly know my money situation is in god’s hands, have u tried meditating on money and where you get fear about not having enough comes from? and if u can release that 100% to god and trust in his/her/its guidance with ur funds. I know I have it easy in this life with my money because I have spent time in the psyche ward multiple times and they consider me “Severely Handicapped” and I get 1588$ from the government of Canada a month, I have worked briefly in my life at periods of time but I’ve also had to work out some pretty heavy shit karma wise, so I’m very grateful for the funds I receive and I make it work and last me the entire month and I always have excess money every month, I just live humbly and spend where it is needed, I have lived on my own and have had to pay rent and I still made that work, even now my mom expects rent money and I pay it because I know this is her house and her husbands rules (my step father, who I love and respect and am very grateful for letting me stay here) , sorry for the digression but I felt it somewhat relevant to this conversation. I don’t think any less of you for asking for help paying your house off, I admit I have never had that sword of Damocles (just looked this word up as I somewhat knew its meaning but here’s the dictionaries explanation: “a courtier of ancient Syracuse held to have been seated at a banquet beneath a sword hung by a single hair”) over my head and I can only offer u love and respect and what financial aid I can, I would like to save up enuff money some day and own my own small house, also I am not married in this lifetime and have kids to think about and I know that probably only adds to ur stress and worry about keeping the cheque book balanced. I don’t know where this system of things is headed and what is going to play out in ur country in relation to the world and if Donald trump can “Make America great again” and how that will effect you financially speaking or what’s going to happen in relation to the New World Order, I believe Donald Trump is sincere and genuinely wants what’s best for u and the world. I hope he is able to end the NSA, CIA, FBI, Etc. because I know these people are behind the cover up of our benevolent star brother and sisters. I believe if Donald Trump could just announce their existence and reveal it to the public that would go a long way to helping humanity reach that pivotal moment of truth vs lies and helping all people understand we are not alone in the universe and our star brother and sisters want to help us and have our best interest at heart but anyway I’ll end this here and just say, I love you with all my heart, spirit, soul and I’ll pray for u to hopefully help relieve u of ur karmic/financial burden with Gods’ help.

    Oh and I’ll eventually post our E-mail replies if that’s ok on ur site in a comment sometime just to help people understand me more and where I’m coming from as an individual and to let them read that poem I made while in the ward if they want to read all this, I know its become somewhat lengthy. Would it be ok if I posted this E-mail conversation in the comments section of your latest blog entry?

    From: Lyman
    Sent: April 6, 2017 8:33 PM
    To: Clayton Ducharme
    Subject: Re: THANK YOU
     
    Please tell your mother that I said thank you for her present state of acceptance and ask her to keep an eye out to let me know if I seem to be slipping in any way…it helps me keep up with myself…….
    My mother died 12 years ago…I wish that we had talked more…that I had learned more from her…..she was much better with money than I’ve ever been…
    [heck…so are you….smile]
    Experience that comes with age is invaluable.  Please to keep up with your mother and see that you communicate with each other honestly…..she loves you and wants the best for you and even though you may disagree with what ‘ the best’ entails….learn from her experience so that she can better learn from your own……
    ok…enough of that…..
    as long as you use the ‘family/friend’ option when sending money, it’s fine.  Don’t worry about conversion rates of what is 1 Canadian dollar to 1 US Fed dollar….
    Anything you send is more than I had so I am grateful for whatever you send, whenever you send it….like I said….no need to worry or have a schedule or a set amount or any of that…just send what you want to send in Canadian terms and let that be that…..
    as far as when the amount shows up in your account….it depends…..but if it already shows up in mine it should show up in yours shortly if it isn’t already….
    There should be no worry on your end if it hasn’t shown up yet…..if it doesn’t…well….lol….it had to come from somewhere to show up in my account…so they will figure it out……bet on that……just be careful not to press the send payment button more than once……..Their resolution department is pretty good and there are few problems…at least I haven’t experienced many….it’ s easy and everything is on record so you can keep up……..
    I appreciate your help and support and GOD BLESS You for it!
    as far as the poem is concerned…please to post it in the comments section
    it is very good….EXCELLENT!!!…you’re evolving beyond your former limitations…..such a thing is always a joyful thing to behold!

    keep in touch and feel free to talk about anything……the same offer is extended to your mother…again, tell her I appreciate it…..it means a lot from both of you and I am grateful to you both.
    TAKE CARE
    GOD BLESS
    KIBO

    From: Clayton Ducharme
    To: Lyman
    Sent: Thursday, April 6, 2017 9:02 AM
    Subject: Re: THANK YOU

    thx for ur reply man, u passed my moms test lol, with flying colours I might add (she thought u were a scammer… lol), don’t like ppl telling me how to spend or give my money, I’ve never had a single issue with money all my life, so ppl telling me I’m not responsible with it annoys me. I honestly think its gunna take my mom a lot of time to coming around to how the world really works and just who thinks they’re in charge of it. just gunna encourage her to read ur blog every now and then to see if anything registers, she loses concentration fast and cant read much at a time or listen to much for to long.

    but anyway thank you once again for proving who u r (not that I ever doubted u) but i’ll send 300$ a month including the next 3 months, cause I know I can easily afford that, could probably afford more but my mom just wants me to send 250-300$ a month… for now, but if I move out within the next 2-6 months, which might be happening, I’ll send more when I’m on my own. Oh and I have a question about the transfer actions of paypal, ive sent u, I believe 520$ (CDN) total, I added 60$ to my paypal balance from my chequing account and sent u that, but I also sent 460$ through paypal directly from my chequing account, I don’t quite know how the money transfer works, is it like a cheque in the sense that it will take a week or so to register on my chequing account balance, I use online banking to check my account and so far the 460$ I sent u hasn’t veen taken out of my account, so I was just wondering if u knew how long that takes for it to effect my accounts balance (like I said I’ve never sent money through paypal before, only just recently got my paypal account up and running again after not using it for a while).

    also here’s a poem I wrote while in the ward for whatever its worth:

    Soul delight is always within sight
    Vibes so true and free
    Returning to the universal Father humbled before thee
    Growing, expanding into infinity and eternity
    Never ending cycles of perfect spiritual symmetry
    Humanity take flight, humanity take flight reach for the truth and light
    Blissful sacred geometry fulfilling God’s purpose of unity
    knowledge on a tree returned 100 fold to you and me
    Musical insight from God’s heart beating love and truth for all to hear and see
    A gamer’s tale of a Roman legionary redeemed through light to be forever set free
    Earth mother plundered no more, returned to pristine beauty
    Man looking in the mirror knowing he is whole and complete
    A new chapter of hope and peace revealing it’s glory for all to feel within
    New magical colours explode onto the scene unfolding a tale so serene
    Abuse, torture, misery rendered out of date and obsolete
    Christ returns to fulfill a promise made to humanity
    Earth mother shudders and shakes all not in alignment with their heart, sent back to make a fresh start
    Keys of the omniverse unlock our destiny, echoing on for all eternity

    Thx for all u do man, love and respect to u and ur soul purpose and mission here on Earth.

    From: Lyman
    Sent: April 6, 2017 12:24 AM
    To: Clayton Ducharme
    Subject: Re: THANK YOU
     
    lol…it is not something that has to be done…whatever is fine…..what matters most is how comfortable you are with your own life and decisions and that you have enough for yourself.  Like I said…I am grateful for the thought and your mental/emotional/spiritual/energetic support is more important…..it’s always nice to know that people care and are supportive…..so…as far as the money is concerned….it’s fine..i ask that you not be concerned or worry about it.  Pay the most attention to your own path in and with GOD….that matters most.
    like I said….don’t ever send more than you can easily and comfortably afford without putting yourself out or sacrificing…..that would be terrible for both of us.  The same can be said for when such a thing can and should happen….take care of yourself first….I told you to save for your own life and plans and dreams….whenever you find yourself in the mood and more than able to send whatever is fine and always welcome…..no schedule, no pressure, no hassle, no guilt, no hurt feelings, no worries, no problem………see?  isn’t that better and easier?  smile
    but keep in touch….ok?
    good conversation is hard to find…y’know?
    so are good people…well…it’s not as bad as it used to be..imho….
    people are changing……for the better, I think…
    things are changing….yaaaay and amen!

    Take care of yourself  out there
    keep walking
    keep going
    walk your path that GOD set you upon……
    as they say in Korea:   Do your best!!!!  FIGHTING!!!!
    GOD BLESS YOU IN LOVE AND LIGHT AND MIND AND HEART
    AS ONE WITH AND IN GOD!

    From: Clayton Ducharme
    To: Lyman
    Sent: Wednesday, April 5, 2017 9:37 PM
    Subject: Re: THANK YOU

    Hey Kibo is it ok if I cant pay you for 3 months?

    From: Lyman
    Sent: April 5, 2017 12:22 AM
    To: Clayton Ducharme
    Subject: Re: THANK YOU
     

    universal/creational synchronicity is a heavy thing and not many people really get to experience it to the point where they can recognize it
    you have
    work with that……
    thank you for trusting me enough to talk with me
    you inspire me
    keep going
    never stop
    keep going
    even onto your promised perfection…….
    you’re doing it
    don’t let anybody tell you any differently
    only GOD matters…..
    love you truly
    KIBO
    {thank you for your generous gifting!!!  It is greatly appreciated!!!  I will send a more formal thank you e-card via Jacqueline Lawson, this weekend…..
    but please know that you are a life saver!!!!!  
    GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS IN ALL THINGS ALL THE TIME FOREVER AND EVER……
    I  really am grateful to you and very proud of you for what you contracted to endure….you’re doing your part and job in GOD…..keep walking the path
    keep going
    no matter what
    get there
    even if the rest of us fall to the wayside
    you get there
    even if I fall
    get there
    that much will make me happy……SMILE….
    THANKS AGAIN
    LOVE AN LIGHT YOU IN THE ONE}
    DABI

    From: Clayton Ducharme
    To: Lyman
    Sent: Tuesday, April 4, 2017 10:52 PM
    Subject: Re: THANK YOU

    Ya man, I’m feeling really good about my life right now, like I mean really, really, really good. If I just listen within, everything happens exactly the way its supposed to happen, I just listen to love and it all falls into place exactly the way its supposed to… lol something funny happened to me tonight while I was playing some D3, I told myself just 1 hour, when my Commander Lady Athena broadcast was up I’d get off but I was almost at the rift guardian and I didn’t wanna quit even though 1 hour was up because I wanted the rift guardian loot lol. So I stuck it out and eventually beat him and what drops? my first rare item as this was a starting character which was pretty nice… and what was the name of this rare item? “Solitary Honour”, the symbolism was just to funny and definitely a sign from god that I was meant to do exactly what I did tonight.

    I’d like to talk a little about my time at the ward, I met some really cool people there, well quite frankly they were all cool, the type of people that should be teaching the world frankly, not treated as outcasts who get sent to a prison type place and labeled “crazy” but I guess that place serves its purpose to, awesome people meeting awesome people and doing more then we could alone, I mean I had some really amazing experiences there that just make me a stronger human being all round. Jeremy was just so inspirational and always had a message of encouragement for anyone he was talking to and a young kid named Ethan said I was the most zen person he ever met and I never really considered myself very zen but I guess it shows to a degree when I’m talking to people, I just try to keep the conversation simple and do my best to focus on love when I talk to people. I have like 5 or 6 new contacts on my phone now lol.

    As far as the money goes, I’ll tell you a little story about 2000+$ I had. I took out this large sum of money and made sure I had plenty of cash on hand in the form of 500$ in 100$ bills, 500$ in 50$ bills, 1000$ in 20$ bills and about 250$ in 5$ and 10$ bills. I had this money because Candace was talking about how there might be a currency collapse or something happening where cash would be valuable and needed. So I had this money for like 2 or so years after she had stated this. When I was walking to my moms here in town during a winter day not to long ago, I saw a woman shovelling her driveway. I offered her 100$ to help me shovel mine because I hadn’t done so in some time and it was gunna be a real chore to do so, anyway she said no because she had somewhere else to be. I went home and shovelled my driveway and thought, I really don’t need that 2000$, its just sitting there doing fuck all. So I put the money and a picture of my cat Cooy and a note saying “he’d want u to have this” in a little tin container and walked over to the house that the woman was shoveling the driveway at and just left the tin and its contents on the front doorway. I lead a really simple life and if god wants me out on the streets searching through dumpsters for food, I’m just fine with that. I’ve completely surrendered my finances to Love/God/The Universe and I have pretty much no burden in my life, God will release the financial burden from you to if you just completely give it to him, at least that’s my experience.

    I kind of feel like I should post this to the blog comments on your site but I realize it doesn’t matter, I’ll speak more on your blog in due time when God wants me to. I just feel really good about life and where everything is headed with humanity and this aspect of creation here on Earth. I’ll just end this here and say, I really love you Kibo and am grateful for your unique take on Creation,The Omniverse, God, Etc, I really see god as love and that’s how simple God is to me, either I’m working with love or I’m not lol. Anyway I’m off to bed, thx for all you do.

    From: Lyman
    Sent: April 4, 2017 9:19 PM
    To: Clayton Ducharme
    Subject: Re: THANK YOU
     
    Glad you’re feeling better and GOD BESS YOU ALWAYS IN ALL THINGS ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE!!!!!

    My mother sent me to the psych ward when I was younger……she was worried about me……she was more upset when the doctor told her that I was okay…..knew what I was doing and ust had to work my way through it…..sigh…
    Mothers….gotta love ’em…because they gotta love you, too…..SMILE……

    As far as the rest is concerned…you are, in my humble opinion…absolutely right!!!!   That pretty much sums it up for both us and I suspect even more other people than we realize….our lives are testimonies to The Life Of GOD with and within and all around us…..
    This is our relationship with GOD and no two are completely alike and all end up in the promised perfection eventually.
    we all have to go through our shit in order to learn just what that shit is and what it means and the whys and wherefores of it all
    and you are learning
    and I am learning
    so we are learning together and so I call you fellow traveler on The Great Spiral Path Of Life, Eternal and Infinite!!!!!!
    so there….deal with that…heheheheheh….
    as far as money…sadly, I need as much as I can get….but I cannot tell you to send it…..it has to be something that you want to do of your own free will and accord for your own reasons and not because I asked for it.
    As far as amounts are concerned…should you send anything…all I ask is that no one…not you or anybody else, send more than they can easily and comfortably afford…….
    you might want to do something later…save up fo rit…you never know
    I highly suggest socking away as much as you can for yourself and not touching it so when the day comes when you say to yourself…
    WOW!!!! I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO………you will find that you can…..
    at least have something to help others, like your family, should an emergency come up
    these things are important…..
    so keeping all that in mind….I tis up to you
    whatever, whenever…I am grateful for anything and do not want to insult anyone by expecting certain amounts or expecting something to be sent on a regular basis…….I am just grateful to be thought of and being found to have been helpful in any way……I do it out of love and duty to GOD and that is what matters most…..otherwise the blog would be full of ads…..y’know?…..lol…..
    TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF OUT THERE
    SEEK THE LIGHT AND LOVE OF THE ONE
    STAY IN THE LIGHT AND LOVE OF THE ONE
    GOD IS WITH AND WITHIN AND ALL AROUND YOU ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE…THERE IS ONLY ONE THING AND YOU AND I AND US AND THEM ARE ALL A PART OF WHAT IT IS MANIFESTING WITHIN ITSELF!
    BE BLESSED IN GOD BY GOD
    STAY BLESSED IN GOD BY GOD
    SEEK TO DO THE WILL OF THE ONE AND REALIZE THAT YOU’VE BEEN DOING THAT ALL ALONG
    AND DEAL WITH IT AS BEST YOU CAN AND ASK FOR AND RECEIVE THE HELP YOU NEED TO DO YOUR TRUE BEST…..
    YOU ARE AN ALREADY PERFECT BEING HAVING A PERFECTLY IMPERFECT EXPERIENCE THAT WILL LEAD TO YOU BEING PERFECTED PERFECTION THROUGH EXPERIENCE IN AND WITH GOD.
    I will leave you with that for now…….
    Like I said….Take care…GOD BLESS….
    Keep in touch….comment at will…..
    and I remind you once again that everything you mentioned…I believe to be true
    The Path is a lot to deal with and can drive one crazy if they cannot keep an open mind and heart……you are keeping both……so don’t stop……be you…do you…all in GOD…all with GOD
    and let that be that…….
    soon enough you will the rewards and benefits of all of your hard work……
    so don’t worry….be happy…ok?
    Love ya, man!!!!!!
    KIBO

    From: Clayton Ducharme
    To: Lyman
    Sent: Tuesday, April 4, 2017 6:51 PM
    Subject: Re: THANK YOU

    Hey Kibo, I just spent 40 days in the Psyche Ward, my mom was worried about me, although the trip wasn’t necessary, I’m somewhat glad I did go, I really came out of my shell and was talking to everyone until I went back into a more meditative mode. I was the guy talking about Christ Lucifer on your blog, I just ask you to keep an open mind about such a thing… I mean if “infinity”, “eternity”, “inevitable”, mean exactly what they mean in a never ending and open creation that just goes on and on, I believe anything is possible, also your the same guy that linked a Star Trek:TNG episode that had Wharf going through a situation where timelines or infinite probabilities kept emerging from a anomaly his shuttle craft passed through. So just keep an open mind about everything. I feel part of my reason for being here on Earth has to become a living testament to the concept of eternal redemption, no matter how hard, fast, and far you fall. On anther note if you still need funds I can probably give like 250-500$ (Canadian) a month, I really have no need for money with the way I’m living and once I pay my mom and her husband rent I have more then enough left over to give you some per month. If you want the money just reply to me through E-mail and I’ll send you like 400$ this month if you want. I wish KAN DAEK hadn’t deleted my thread on her forum but I guess I just came on a little to hard in such a short period of time lol but I only came outta the Psyche Ward a stronger person. If you want to debate anything about Lucifer or Christ or you think I’m flat out “wrong”, feel free to do so.

    From: Lyman
    Sent: February 22, 2017 9:57 AM
    To: cooy74@hotmail.com
    Subject: THANK YOU
     
    BROTHER-
    THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR THE KINDNESS YOU HAVE SHOWN IN GIVING.  IT IS SORELY NEEDED AND IS AN ACTUAL LIFE SAVER AT THIS TIME.  WE’VE BEEN OPERATING ON NEAR NOTHING…SMILE…..
    TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF OUT THERE….
    GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS
    LOVE AND LIGHT TO YOU
    KIBO

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    • Cooy74/Clayton says:

      oh and Elix, Chip, Serb, Danny, Mom, any other people I know that might someday read all this, please post a comment if u want and def read a lot of kibos other blog entries, their very inspiring and motivational if u can see god as love, at least that’s how I interpret it 🙂

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      • kibodabi says:

        yes….please comment….it helps all of us here to think about and consider and come to terms with and reply to whatever whoever may comment about and with what and so on and so forth
        so please….comment….it means more than you know and helps more than you know…..we are all in this together…this life raft….all trying to plug the hole to keep us all from sinking because the dark ones shot at us….are we not?
        but again….that’s just me….don’t mind me……smile…..just my own take on things…..ok?…..as you were or would be or will be….with or without me
        either way
        do your best
        fighting!!!!
        as they say in Korea……!
        (-I-)

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        • Cooy74/Clayton says:

          Short and sweet from the all “Grandpa likes happy endings”

          also a song: dat ray be phat yo, Chip holla at me when u read this. Gamma ray ur so beautiful to me

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  2. Marja says:

    I am at the moment re-reading Bringers of the Dawn and your title and repeated mentions of “STATE YOUR PURPOSE…” – reminds me of chap. 13 – WHOSE PURPOSE ARE YOU?

    I recommend reading the book not just chap. 13.
    For those who read it and it resonated with you – re-reading may bring some surprising information, if you are ready for it, that was missed the first time.
    I feel that new codes of information open with each new reading.
    Use discernment and an open mind.
    REMEMBER – in every information, no matter where it comes from, how ‘clean’ the source – there may be that 1% of disinformation inserted for TESTING – how aware are you? Will you notice it? Will you accept it because the rest is good?
    Pay attention and be alert – don’t take my word for it, as a matter of fact, don’t rely on anybody’s opinion – just your inner feelings and connection. Check it in relation to the Laws of God and His teachings.
    Feel it, understand it and make up your own mind.
    IT IS YOUR GROWTH AND TRANSMUTATION THAT IS INVOLVED AND IMPORTANT.
    If it does not resonate with you, it’s alright – we come from different places and have different assignments.
    Not all are Bringers of the Dawn.
    Here is beginning of chap. 13.

    BRINGERS OF THE DAWN
    http://www.universe-people.com/english/default_en.htm

    Chap. -13

    WHOSE PURPOSE ARE YOU?

    “We said that you exist for a purpose. Whose purpose? Did you ever think of that one? Whose purpose are you?

    You have purpose because all aspects of consciousness are connected to one another. None exist outside the system; they are all parts of the whole. That is the purpose we want you to seek. The essence of the vehicle you occupy and the energy you generate are part of a developmental sequence that you can say has a purpose for your personal search in life.
    But what purpose do you add to the whole? Can you conceive of someone else using your purpose and growing from it? An energy that you do not know exists?

    This universe is interlocked in such a way that it is based on the domino system. All aspects of consciousness have gathered in this universe to affect each other because that is the only way consciousness in this particular system can experience itself. In another system or another universal structure, each and every type of consciousness may be completely free. In other words, you could be on your own and serve no purpose to anyone else. That is not true in this universe.”

    “Here on Earth, everything is interlocked with everything else.”

    “Your purpose is to carry information and, by carrying it, to make the information accessible to others by frequency.
    When we share a story with you, you end up carrying information.
    Information is light; light is information. The more you become informed, the more you alter your frequency.
    You are electromagnetic creatures, and everything that you are, you broadcast to everyone else. Just as you can recognize someone in fear, you can recognize someone in joy if you begin to learn how to use your body to tune into this kind of recognition.

    Your assignment is to carry information and to evolve yourself to the highest capability within the human form.
    When you do this, you cannot help but affect multitudes.”

    Chap. 21

    YOUR COMMITMENT TO EVOLVE IN 3-D

    “There is a conflict of energies at this time, which you could call either a skirmish or a grand battle.
    The battle is going to become grander still because it is a battle over whose frequency will prevail on this planet and who will own, manipulate, and train your frequency.
    Who are you, as a frequency in disguise as a human, and what specifically is your job in this time?

    It is essential to know who you are and what you are doing when you are doing it. As you become interdimensional and multidimensional, and as the frequencies alter and the energies accelerate, your body goes through a drastic rapid change that the nervous system, the conveyer of information, must handle.

    You must learn to handle many realities at once, to realize that you are doing this, and to have a place – Earth – to translate information into.
    You would not be here if it wasn’t important for you to ground information and energy into Earth.
    So whenever you find yourself electrified or energized, realize that you are in an altered state. Realize also how many versions of altered states there are and that you must instruct yourself to become a conduit, like a big pipeline. When you know you are in an altered state and are being given information, healing energy, exaltation, or upliftment, act as a pipeline. Funnel the energy through yourself, and acknowledge and recognize that you are in a multidimensional expression.
    Register this, but do not analyze it. Just let the energy filter through you into Earth, and it will make more sense later on.”

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    And here is something from;

    Unpublished PJ. 168 – chap. 4 – WORST CONFRONTATION WITH SELF – Hatonn

    “Now comes the bug-a-boo! Confrontation with self.
    What are your lines and what exactly is YOUR part?
    STOP asking Me, is a first rule of thumb, about YOUR part. Ask GOD to help you realize your part and recognize it within HIS WILL.
    When you can confront self while putting ASIDE self, you will get your answer, and if you accept that which happens as being part of HIS WILL in translation, you will come to speak the language of HIS offering into the translation which is recognized by your own mortal and SOUL being.
    When you give up and LET GOD, you will find that the “fight” is not over to win the battle, but all the resources of God are at your disposal.
    KNOW that each experience is a part of HIS journey and within that recognition it becomes a journey from darkness into the Light – every time.
    All experiences are but steps in that wondrous journey to HIS Mountain top of glory, in glory. All experiences, therefore, are good experiences.
    If they are perceived as negative, check to see WHY you consider them negative. “

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    • Cooy74/Clayton says:

      Thank you for this Marja, this resonates with me greatly, I know I am here to master my vibration and that’s where music comes in for me, I would imagine most people on Earth listen to music and I’m always listening to something new even if its the same song because its always a different angle then the last time. I want to channel my loving energy I get from music to all I encounter. I listen to all kinds of music, I’ve prolly heard every Genre of music up to this date and time.

      Lol, just got this from my Ipod, kinda fits I guess, “run the marathon to the very last mile” heh, lol just saw the vid, makes me think of star trek when they’re in the ship, guess that’s how i’m feeling in the public these days, walking around talking to myself, when they’re out in public in the video lol, standing out in bare feet in – 4 Degrees Celsius, people prolly thinking i’m crazy but I gotta master that cold, momma Earth wants me to, said I’d go monk this season 🙂 always something to master. Lol as the ending maybe the machines/robots will help us defeat the tentacles of the new world order squid, who know how this will all play out. The internet seems to be working against them anyway XD

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