You have to understand…I …..I go through a lot of…..stuff……
This past week has been…well…
let’s just say that
among the many things I’ve been experiencing…
I now more fully understand
why these postings come out the way they do
when I’ve been lectured so much
concerning so many different things
and yet and still
there is that which they give to end up here
and here it is…
as they have given it to me to do and be so…..
and so it is…smile…
I can tell you this much…anyway……
it’s been awhile since they let someone or something in to attack me in those twilight moments of awakening……this one was worse than the last one…kind of a witch/succubus/ demon thing that just wants to suck up whatever keeps you alive and leaves you a dead husk……..and the thing is…….to me it was just…I dunno…another thing to deal with….i wasn’t scared or afraid and if I hadn’t been so fucking tired I would’ve just sat up and pummeled it into dissolution……
But the folks upstairs took note of my lack of fear….i mean…really…it’s not like it could really hurt me…..i am a Human Being…and a Human Being is God on Earth….what can harm such a thing as human being
On such levels of consciousness
if a human being doesn’t allow it?
ONLY GOD…and GOD will only do it if said Human Being has contracted to allow itself to fall to such a state where such a thing is deemed necessary in order to further facilitate the design of perfected creation made perfect in the perfection of experience of being for the sake of demonstration…..
And such is the way of the dark……who demonstrate total rejection of GOD in all and any and every form that they can deal with BEFORE they reach that point where they have to admit that they are part of same GOD and that same GOD is also….them….
Not mention that neither they nor us nor anything at all could be or exist without THE ONE to uphold and behold and support and maintain any and all and every iota of any and all of it…..
And such is the way of things here, on this planet………this prison…this insane asylum…this experiment…. This…this….i have no words for it……..
The whole thing is difficult to grasp…to grok…
Time and space has no real meaning when you get or go beyond certain levels of understanding in this thing
We have the Grand Creation…seven superuniverses….and all of their own universes therein, that were created by the Creator Michael Sons……..
This local universe within this superuniverse of Orvonton was created by Christ Michael Aton and it is known as Nebadon.
Orvonton is the seventh and last superuniverse in the Grand Universe of seven superuniverses, along with the Havona worlds of the Central Universe and The Paradise Isle, which is the center of all creation and the only, unmoving object in the known creation….
And the known creation revolves around The Paradise Isle
And the center of The Paradise Isle is THE PARADISE TRINTIY…….
Please to hear me out on this one…
The ….THING…that is referred to as ‘THE ONE’….
It is the one and only thing…as it were…
The one and only being that really and truly exists….
It is prepersonal
Personal and post personal
It is all and everything … bar none
It is eternity and infinity
And beyond eternity and infinity
And beyond all imagination and concepts
It is beyond…..BEYOND…..
Yeah…it’s just that much beyond…ok?
Let us continue….if you please…and even if you do not please…..
ONLY ONE THING IS REAL
THAT THING IS THE ONLY REAL AND TRUE THING THAT CAN BE CONSDIERED A BEING
FOR ALL OTHER THINGS AND BEING DPENDS FULLY AND ENTIRELY AND WHOLY AND COMPLTELY AND TOTALLY AND ABSOLUTELY AND SUPREMELY AND ULTIMATELY UPON IT
IN ORDER TO EXIST AT ALL IN ANY WAY, SHAPE, FASHION AND/OR FORM.
AND THAT’S ALL THERE IS TO IT
GOD IS ALL ARRE WE ARE ONE ARE WE ARE ALL IS GOD
IT’S ALL GOD ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE…….PERIOD!!!!!!!
THAT BEING SAID….
THIS IS THE ONE THING THAT HAS TO BE RECOGNIZED BY ALL AND EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING
NO MATER WHO OR WHAT IT MAY BE……..
THERE IS NOTHING BUT THE ONE
THE ONE IS ALL
AN ALL IS THE ONE
THIS IS AN ALL OR NOTHING THING
WITHOUT IT THERE IS NOTHING
WITH IT THERE IS ALL AND EVERYTHING
AND THAT’S ALL THERE IS TO IT…….
THERE IS NO DISCUSSION ON THE MATTER
THERE IS NO ARGUMENT
THERE IS NO DBATE
THIS IS IT AND IT IS ALL THERE IS AND THAT IS THAT
AND THAT IS WHAT IT IS!
FEELIN’ ME, YET?
THAT’S ON YOU…I’M ALREADY THERE….THANK YOU VERY MUCH….
AND I COULD GIVE YOU A THOUSAND PAGES ON HOW THAT ALL WORKS
AND WHAT IT MEANS AND WHAT IT IS AND WHAT TO DO AND HOW TO ACT
BUT THAT HAS ALREADY BEEN DONE BY OTHERS
IT IS IN THE BOOK OF URANTIA
[You can read it online here:
IT IS IN THE PHOENIX JOURNALS
[And you can read them at the links provided through
or you can read the many, pertinent comments/posts that have been made by Marja
in the comment section of pretty much all and every post that has been made here for at least the past year or so…….and I am thoroughly grateful to her for all of her hard work in this area and direction and GOD BLESS HER FOR ALL AND ANY OF IT!!!!!!
and I also highly suggest that you read shellee-kim’s site at: http://goldsalchemy.blogspot.com/
for she has been wondrously helpful, as well…just sayin’….
That being said….The phoenix Journals are not hard to find if you would simply make the effort to do so…that’s on you…I hope and pray that you do…..the clock on this thing is winding down….no time to dawdle or tarry….this shit is happening as you read these words…it is coming down as you struggle to figure out what it is that you want to do……the pendulum swing of opposites in duality is coming ito perfect balnce in Light and Life and Love……
be on your mark…or not……
that also being said….
Please to try your best to consider what GOD wants you to do
What CHRIST MICHAEL ATON WANTS YOU TO DO
GOD WITH AND WITHIN AND ALL AROUND YOU WANTS YOU TO DO
FOR GOD…PER SE…IS ALSO IN YOUR God, as ATON, and all of you, as well
And if you can’t figure out that connection at this point
You will really have to do triple time to catch up
for this shit is about to flip over through the new thing and release the old thing
to the dustbin of lessons learned from ideas that…
in the end…
had to be trashed…
because that was all they were worth
at the end that was known from even before the beginning…
And so it is
So has it always been
So shall it always be….
And even then and so
In all of this
While so many of us struggle to figure out just what the hell is going on…….
Please to consider that the only thing that matters is your faith in that which can be considered to be God…and thus GOD….
Mind you. …your …….sorry…..
Our religions have lied to us
Our governments have lied to us
Our science and scientists have lied to us
Our media has lied to us
Our educational system has lied to us
Our medical industry has lied to us
Our idols of popular culture have lied to us
Among other people and places and things
And but and still
There are those within these and those and them
That have struggled to reveal the truth to us
And they have died for it
Forced into obscurity
And then some
They have been ridiculed and jailed and
In so many ways
Their work ridiculed and then ignored and removed and refused and hidden away
All of us
How many others?
Spiritual evolution and advancement
And all of that is still there
Waiting for us to search for it
To learn the truth
And to act accordingly
In the truth
We can no longer afford to be
The people of the lie
If we are to survive
In the higher mental/spiritual/consciousness levels
Of being and doing that are to come
As needed in order for us
Any of us
All of us
To fulfill the Paradise Mandate
Given by THE FATHER OF ALL THINGS
TO BE PERFECT EVEN AS I
YOUR FATHER IN THE HEAVENS
Then we all need to buck the fuck up
This is no place for spiritual wussies
No place for those that prefer their own cause and advancement
Above and beyond the plan of GOD and God Aton
For this planet
In the WILL OF THE ONE
AS THE ONE SEES FIT TO DO AND TO BE
All and everything is being done and has been done to afford us our victory over the darkness that exists with and within us and all around us
In order to fulfill the WILL OF THE ONE
For the Victory of…THE LIGHT OF THE ONE
THE LOVE OF THE ONE
THE LIFE OF THE ONE
WITH AND WITHIN AND ALL AROUND US
IN THIS PLACE
AT THIS TIME
AS PER THE WILL OF THE ONE
ALL THROUIGH THE WILL OF ITS BELOVED SON
CHRIST MICHAEL ATON OF NEBADON
AND THAT MAKES THIS HIS VICTORY
AND THAT MAKES THIS OUR VICTORY, AS WELL
THIS IS OUR VICTORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
IF ONLY WE CAN CLAIM IT!!!!!
FOR GOD HAS LED US TO IT
AND CHIRST MICHAEL ATON HAS LED US THROUGH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND HERE WE ALL ARE…
STRUGGLING TO FIND OUR WAY
STRUGGLING TO REMEMBER
WHO AND WHAT WE ALL ARE IN ALL OF THIS
AND SOME REMEMBER
AND HAVE CLAIMED THEIR TRUE SELVES
AND SO MANY STILL STRUGGLE TO DO AND BE SO
AND TOO MANY KNOW NOT
AND ARE DISTRACTED
BY THE HUGE
THAT HAS BEEN ON THE SCREEN OF THEIR EXPERIENCE
FOR LO, THESE PAST 13,000 YEARS
AND HOW MANY HAVE SUCCEEDED IN MAKING THEIR WAY
TO PEEK BEHIND THE SCREEN
AND SEEING AND FIGURING OUT AND IDENTIFYING
THE MEANS AND THE METHODS AND ENTITIES AND PEOPLES BEHIND IT ALL?
THAT IS A GROUP EFFORT
SOME SEE THIS
SOME SEE THAT
PUT IT TOGETHER
COMPARE YOUR NOTES OF EXPERIENCE
OF ONE CAUSE
FREEDOM IN AND WITH GOD
AND END TO DARK SLAVERY
BE OF THE CAUSE OF LIGHT AND LIFE AND LOVE
OF CHRIST MICHAEL ATON……….
SEEK WHAT YOU HAVE IN COMMON RATHER THAN WHAT SEPARATES YOU
LEST YOU BE CONQUERED BY YOUR MANIPULATED DIVISIONS
DIVIDE AND CONQUER IS THE RULE OF YOUR SLAVEMASTERS
IS IT NOT?
BY DECEPTION, WAGE WAR!
IS THAT NOT THE BOTTOM LINE OF ALL DARK NATIONS ON THIS PLANET?
WE HAVE COME THIS FAR BY THE HELP AND GRACE OF THE HEAVENS
THE ASCENDED MASTERS
THE WHITE HATS
THE LIGHTED ONES AMONG US
CAN YOU NOT ADD YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS TO THEIR RANKS?
WE ARE TRYING TO GIVE ALL OF YOU A LEG UP AND OVER IN THIS THING
IT IS ALREADY UPON YOU
THE VICTORY SHALL BE PROCLAIMED AND MADE EVIDENT
AND YOU WILL FEEL BETTER OR NOT
TOO MANY OF YOU DEPEND UPON THE DYING SYSTEM OF THE DARK
TO BE WHO AND WHAT YOU THINK AND FEEL THAT YOU ARE
WE ARE SORRY
YOU ARE DUPES
YOU ARE PAWNS
PEOPLE OF THE LIE
MADE TO ORDER
TO SEND OUT AND OPPOSE THE TRUTH OF GOD
AS GIVEN TO YOU BY THE ONES THAT YOU BELIEVE IN THAT ARE AROUND YOU
READY AND ABLE AND WILLING TO DO AND BE SO
BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT THEY DO
LEAD YOU INTO DARKNESS
THEY TELL YOU THERE IS NO GOD
THEY TELL YOU THAT THE MORALS OF GOD ARE OUTDATED…
A QUAINT NOTION…JUST LIKE GOD IS
THEY TELL YOU THERE IS NO GOD
THEY TELL YOU TO DO AS YOU WILL
AND THERE ARE THOSE THAT TELL YOU THAT
IN ORDER TO BE A SUCCESS
YOU HAVE TO WORSHIP EVIL
AND THIS WILL DECIDE YOUR SUCCESS
IN THE SYSTEM OF THINGS IN THIS WORLD OF EXPERIENCE
FOR THE SAKE OF DEMONSTRATION
THAT SERVES TO DEMONSTRATE
THE WAY OF THE WILL OF THE ONE
THROUGH AND WITH AND WITHIN AND FOR AND ALL AROUND
AND ALL AND EVERYTHING HAVING TO DO WITH AND HAS TO DO AND BE FOR
CHRIST MICHAEL ATON
THE BELOVED AND FAVORED SON OF GOD, THE ONE……
[Yeah….All the Michael Sons are loved by The Father as if they were the one and only son….LOL…HE can do that…HE can do that for all and everyone…you, them, us, we, all and everyone in creation…..
It really is a wondrous thing to experience if you let yourself do so and be so…….
there are no words for it…just the experience…of GOD…with and within you
and all around you
loving you infinitely and eternally
and showing and telling and teaching you
that you can be and do the same in return with and for
not only God but for all and everyone and everything in creation
for all of that and then some is GOD
and that all you know and all you love and all you experience and all your selves
and family and friends and enemies and so on and so forth and so forth and so on
is all GOD all the time and everywhere and all of it is meant to serve the purpose of THE ONE, GOD and this is a time and place and space and peoples and way and being and doing that means more to the whole of creation than any of us can know or tell right now
It remains to be said and told to all of you out there
No matter what…..
IF YOU WANT LOVE
AND SETTLE FOR NOTHING LESS THAN LOVE
HOWEVER YOU DEFINE IT
NOT BASED UPON YOUR EXPERIENCE IN THE MATTER
BUT UPON YOUR IDEAL IN THE MATTER
THE IDEAL OF YOUR LOVE
THE IDEAL OF YOUR LIGHT
YOUR IDEAL OF GOD
YOUR IDEAL OF THIS PLANET
THIS SYSTEM OF THINGS…..WHAT IS YOUR IDEAL WAY OF BEING AND DOING
THAT YOU CONSIDER LIFE AND LOVE AND LIGHT OR WHATEVER…?
GOD OR NO GOD?
LIGHT OR DARK?
CHOOSE…WE TOLD YOU ALL THAT
AND KEEP TELLING YOU
FOR WHEN THE WAVE OF DIVINE AND COSMIC FIRE COMES
THE WAVE OF ORIGINAL BEING AND DOING
AS IS THE ONE
NOT JUST IN THE ONE
OR WITH THE ONE
OR BECAUSE OF THE ONE
AS THE ONE
IS WHAT IS ABOUT TO CRASH UPON US
ALL OF US
THE WAY AND WILL AND THE BEING AND DOING
THE LOVE AND LIGHT
THE ONE AND ONLY ONE
THAT IS WHAT IS ABOUT TO DECIDE ALL AND EVERY THING FOR US
WITH OR WITHOUT US
WOULD PREFER THAT THE ONE BE WITH US
AND WE BE OVERWHELMINGLY WITH THE ONE
AND SO IS THE WAR
TO SIDE WITH GOD
TO BE WITH GOD
TO DO WITH GOD
WHAT OTHERS WOULD OPPOSE IN SPITE OF GOD
LET US OPPOSE BECAUSE OF GOD
THERE IS ONLY ONE CHOICE IN THE OUTCOME OF THIS THING
THERE IS ONLY ONE WILL IN THIS THING
THAT DETERMINES ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED,
CAN HAPPEN AND IS HAPPENING AND WILL HAPPEN…
THE END AND THE BEGINNING ARE ONE AND THE SAME IN THE KNOWLEDGE OF THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE ONE THING THAT ESTABLISHED ANY AND ALL OF ANY AND ALL OF IT
AND EVEN BEFORE IT CREATED ANY OR ALL OF ANY OF US…OR IT….EVER…….
CAN YOU GROK THAT MUCH?
AND SO…THAT BEING SAID
HERE WE ARE
THIS IS OUR CHOICE
GOD OR NO GOD
NOT AS WE HAVE BEEN LIED TO OR LED TO THINK AND FEEL
OR HAVE BEEN TAUGHT BY OTHERS THAT ARE NOT GOD IN US …OR US…
BUT WHAT HAVE WE HAVE DONE TO FIND AND DISCOVER AND LEARN ABOUT
AND COME TO AND COME TO GET TO KNOW
IN ANY AND/OR EVERY ASPECT OF IT
ABOVE AND BEYOND OURSELVES
AND WHAT WE HAVE BEEN LED TO BELIEVE AND THINK AND FEEL
BASED UPON THE LIE OF THIS WORLD
THAT HAS KEPT US SEPARATED FROM THE TRUE KNOWLEDGE OF THE ONE
THE ONE IN OURSELVES AND OURSELVES IN THE ONE
AS LONG AS WE RELIED UPON OTHERS TO DECIDE FOR US AND DIRECT US AND CONTROL US
AWAY FROM ALL THAT WAS AND IS AND ALWAYS HAS BEEN AND ALWAYS SHALL BE
WITH AND WITHIN AND ALL AROUND US
ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE
NO MATTER WHO AND WHAT WE ARE IN THIS THING
OR WHERE WE CAME FROM
NO MATTER WHO OR WHAT WE WERE
BEFORE WE AGREED TO COME HERE AND FULFILL
OUR CONTRACTS WITH THE ONE AND ITS CHIRST MICHAEL ATON
WE SHOULD WANT TO FIGURE THIS ALL OUT FOR OURSELVES
AND NOT TO BELIEVE THE LIES AND MANIPULATIONS OF OUR CONTROLLERS
NOR EVEN THE BEST INTENTIONS OF THOSE THAT INSIST
THAT THEY COME TO YOU IN LIGHT AND LOVE OF GOD
TO SERVE YOU
AND TEACH YOU THE TRUTH AND TRUTHS THAT THEY HAVE DISCOVERED
TO SHOW YOU THE WAY
WHETHER THEY INSIST THAT THEIR WAY IS THE ONLY WAY
OR JUST ONE WAY…A WAY AMONG MANY WAYS
YOU HAVE TO FIND YOUR OWN WAY
YOUR WAY IN THE ONE
FOR THE ONE IS WITH AND WITHIN YOU AND ALL AROUND YOU
AS THE WAY THAT THE ONE CREATED
WITH AND BY AND FOR AND WTIHIN ITSELF
CREATING ITSELF AS YOU THAT YOU MAY LEARN TO BE AND TO DO AS IT DOES
THAT IS WHAT YOU HAVE TO FIND AND DISCOVER AND EXPLORE AND COME TO TERMS WITH
THE ONE IN YOU
ALL AROUND YOU
AND ALL AND EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING
AND ALL AND EVERY AND EACH SITUATION AND CIRCUMSTANCE
EVERY AND ALL AND ANY STATE AND STATES OF BEING
WHATEVER CIRCUMSTANCES THAT MAY EXIST AT ANY GIVEN TIME OR PLACE
NO MATTER WHAT YOU MIGHT THINK AND FEEL ABOUT ANY OF IT
ALL OF IT
ALL OF IT RESIDES WITHIN
THE ABSOLUTE AND ULTIMATE AND SUPREME WILL AND CONSCIOUSNESS
OF THE ONE
AND THE ONE WORKS THROUGH THE WHOLE OF CREATION TO INSURE AND GUARANTEE
THAT ITS VISION IS EXPERIENCED
IN ALL OF ITS PERFECTION
BY ALL AND EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE..WITHOUT EXCEPTION
AS IT SEES FIT TO DO AND BE SO
AS PER ITS CONTROL AND OVERCONTROL OF ITSELF AND ITS WILL
AS WE SHALL COME TO DO AND BE AT SOME POINT
AS WE EVOLVE MORE INTO IT
AND MORE BECOME AND EXPERIENCE AND FIND OURSELVES BEING
MORE ABLE TO BE AND DO THE THING THAT WE SEEK
OR SHOULD SEEK
TO BE PERFECT AS GOD IS PERFECT
AS GOD HAS GIVEN IT TO ALL AND ANY AND EACH OF US TO DO AND BE SO
BUT IN THE REALM OF TIME AND SPACE AND EXPERIENCE
AS WE SEE IT
WE ARE STILL GOING THROUGH IT
WE ARE STILL LEARNING THE ROPES
CLIMBING THE LADDER
KNOW THAT WE WILL GET THERE
ALL OF US
NO MATTER WHAT
NOTHING IS WASTED
NEITHER TIME NOR SPACE ARE OF NO CONCERN……
ALL GETS THERE OR NOTHING GETS THERE
EVERYONE GETS THERE OR NO ONE GETS THERE
A SIMPLE OUTCOME TO CONSIDER….YES?
KNOW THAT YOUR PERFECTED SELF IS ALREADY THERE WITH YOU AND AS YOU
AS WELL AS ALL OF THE OTHERS
IT IS ALL THERE
IT IS ALL HERE FOR YOU
DEEP WITHIN YOU
IS ALL AND ANY AND EVERY ASPECT OF WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE IN AND WITH GOD
AND ALL AND EVERY ASPECT OF WHO AND WHAT GOD IS IN YOU
WANT THATABOVE AND BEYOND ANYTHING ELSE
NO MATTER WHAT…
I DARE SAY TO ALL AND ANY OF YOU
WANT ONLY THAT
AS BEST YOU CAN
AS GOD GIVES IT TO EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US
TO DO AND BE SO………
THIS IS ENOUGH FOR NOW
MORE WILL COME AS GOD WILLS
PAY ATTENTION TO ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT YOU CAN PAY ATTENTION TO
THAT YOU HAVEN’T BEEN PAYING ATTENTION TO BEFORE…..
DO YOUR BEST!
IN AND WITH GOD AS ONE!!!!
LOVE YOU ALL
BLESS YOU ALL
NO MATTER WHAT
SO IT IS
SO BE IT.
AND THAT IS ENOUGH.