PONDERINGS

PONDERINGS

PONDER, PONDER SOUL TRANSPONDER………..AGAIN…….
And again and again and again…….ad infinitum…smile…

THERE ARE RUMORS FLYING EVERYWHERE
AND RUMORS OF RUMORS RUNNING ON THE GROUND….
WE SUPPORT WHATEVER OF THESE WE ARE WILLING TO BELIEVE OR WANT TO BELIEVE
MOSTLY WITHOUT PROOF OF EXPERIENCE
AND THEREFORE WE ARE COUNTING OF WHAT WE ARE LED TO BELIEVE ARE THE EXPERIENCES OF OTHERS IN THE MATTER
SO BE IT
FOR NOW
I AM WAITING TO SEE IF THE RUMORS OF A CHANGE ON THE SIXTH WILL RESULT IN SOME PROOF
OF SOMETHING OR ANOTHER
OR IF THE ABSENCE OF CHANGE WILL SERVE AS PROOF OF THAT, AS WELL…
WE WILL SEE
WE WILL SEE
FOR NOW
I AM STILL LOST IN A REALM I HAVE ONLY BEGUN TO EXPLORE….SIGH
I AM AMAZED AND LOST IN WONDER
AND THERE IS NO SEARCH PARTY
NOR COULD THEY FIND IF THERE WAS…..HEHEHEHEH
I KNEW THAT SUCH THINGS COULD AND PROBABLY DID EXIST
BUT TO REACH THERE
AT LEAST IN CONSCIOUSNESS
IS QUITE AN EXPERIENCE
WE ARE MULTIDIMENSIONAL CREATURES
OMNIDIMENSIONAL CREATURES
WE EXIST AS SO MANY THINGS AT ONCE
WE ARE GATEWAYS AND PORTALS
WE HAVE A NEAR INFINITE NUMBER OF LIVES BEING LIVED ALL AT ONCE
IN OTHER TIMES AND PLACES
WHILE WE LIVE IN THIS TIME AND PLACE
AND IT ALL HAPPENS AT ONCE
AND YET
IT TAKES TIME
AND EXISTS IN NUMEROUS PLACES
WHILE IT ALL HAPPENS IN THE SAME PLACE
OR STATE
OF BEING AND DOING
AND IT IS SIMPLY THAT WE CANNOT CONCEIVE OF IT RIGHT NOW
WE ARE NOT THERE YET
AND SO WE STRIVE
WE WALK THE PATH
WE WALK OUR PATH
WHATEVER THAT MAY BE
WHATEVER IT BRINGS
IT IS OURS TO WALK
AND NO TWO ARE THE SAME
HOWEVER ALL OR ANY MAY DIFFER OR SEEM ALIKE
LIKE TWO PEOPLE
TWO MINDS
EXPERIENCING THE SAME EXACT EVENT
THEIR THOUGHTS AND FEELING ON THE MATTER DIFFER
AND SO IT IS
AND SO IT S
WE ARE
WE ARE WHO AND WHAT WE ARE
WHATEVER WE MAY THINK AND FEEL ABOUT ANY OF IT
WHATEVER WE BELIEVE
WHATEVER WE THINK WE KNOW
WHATEVER WE HAVE EXPERIENCED
AND WHATEVER WE ARE EXPERIENCING
WHATEVER WE HAVE DONE AND ARE DOING
WHATEVER WE HAVE BEEN ABD ARE NOW
AND ALL OF THAT TOWARDS
WHATEVER WE WILL THINK AND FEEL AND BELIVE
AND THINK WE WILL KNOW
AND WHAT WE WILL DO
AND WHAT WE WILL BE……..
THERE IS THAT ASPECT OF US THAT ALREADY KNOWS ALL OF IT
HAS BEEN IT
IS BEING IT
AND WILL BE IT
ALL AT ONE AND THE SAME TIME
AND AS WELL AS BEING ALL OF THAT
IN YOU
AS YOU
WITH YOU
IT DOES ALL OF THAT ALL AROUND YOU
IN OTHERS AS WELL AS YOU
BUT IT WAS ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT YOU WOULD BECOME
FROM THE BEGINNING
WHEN THE PERFECT BEINGS WERE SENT OUT TO LEARN THE WAYS OF IMPERFECTION
AND RETURN TO THEIR PERFECTION PERFECTED IN THEIR EXPERIENCE
AND THEY SHARE
THEY SHARE EACH OTHER AMONG EACH OTHER
AND THEY ARE ALL AND THEY ARE ONE
[Mind you, they create realms of their own….and they are those realms and all and everything in them. Those beings, in turn, do the same and their creations do the same and theirs, and theirs and theirs and theirs and…….there is no end to it and yet it ends in THE ONE and begins in THE ONE and stays in THE ONE…..AS IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN AND IS NOW AND WILL ALWAYS BE, FROM EVERLASTING TO EVERLASTING…….AMEN]
AND THEY ARE ALL OF THEM IN THE ONE AND THEY ARE THE ONE AND THE ONE IS WHAT THEY ARE AND YET AND STILL THEY ARE NOT THE ONE FOR THE ONE…..IS THE ONE IS THE ONE AND ONLY ONE…

YOU CAN CALL IT WHAT YOU LIKE
AS BEST YOU CAN COMPREHEND IT
AS BEST YOU CAN GROK IT
SOURCE
SOURCE OF SOURCES
SOURCE PRIME
ZERO POINT SOURCE
ZERO POINT CREATOR
SO MANY NAMES AND TITLES AND LABELS
FOR THAT WHICH NO NAME OR TITLE OR LABEL CAN SUFFICE
THE INEFFABLE
EVEN THAT IS NOT ENOUGH
BUT WE HAVE TO CALL IT SOMETHING JUST TO BE ABLE TO CALL IT
AND BE ANSWERED IN RETURN….SMILE
IT IS STILL
WHERE ALL IS MOTION AROUND IT AND WITHIN IT
BE STILL
KNOW
I AM

I
EVEN I AM
I AM I
I AM THAT I AM
AND SO ON AND SO FORTH
NONE OF IT SUFFICES
BUT THE VALUE WE PLACE TO IT IS WHAT WORKS FOR ANY AND ALL OF US
PAPA….I CALL TO PAPA
IT ENDEARS ME TO IT AND IT TO ME
BUT THAT’S ME

IT IS THE MEANING AND DEFINITION OF WHATEVER WE NAME AND CALL
THE THINGS WE BELIEVE
WE MUST BE ABLE TO DEFINE FOR OURSELVES
HOWEVER MUCH OR LITTLE OUR DEFINITION AGREES OR DISAGREES WITH OTHERS
WE HAVE TO BE ABLE TO USE WHAT OUR OWN EXPERIENCE HAS TAUGHT US
FOR THAT IS THE MEASURE OF OUR LIVES
WHAT WE HAVE GONE THROUGH
WHAT WE HAVE ENDURED
THE WHYS AND WHEREFORES OF ALL AND ANY OF IT
THE REASONS WHY THOSE EXPERIENCES HAVE LED US TO THIS POINT OF UNDERSTANDING ABOUT ANY THING AND EVERYTHING AS A WHOLE

AND YET
DOES THAT…ANY OF IT…DETERMINE OUR ACTIONS?
SURELY…AND YES…..THERE IS THAT WHICH WE CHOOSE TO DO FOR WHATEVER REASON AND REASONS
AND YET AND STILL
THERE ARE THOSE THINGS THAT WE DO THAT WE HAVE NO REASON FOR
DID WE REALLY AND TRULY MAKE THAT DECISION?
WHY?
HOW?
DID WE EVEN HAVE RECOGNIZABLE REASON FOR ANY OF IT AT THE TIME?
[How many of us…of any of you out there, have had moments and experiences such as this?
Yes?
No?
Maybe?
Raise your hand!
Are you raising your hand?
Why?
Are you not raising your hand?
Why not?
Either way there’s no one to see you…..smile
[Really…why are there some people who can’t talk naked on an old fashion table phone? Lol!]

{There has lately been much discussion on the ‘net about free will…….
Not just here
But in other places as well……
Somebody named Zorra who claims to be something or another……
Has stated that GOD will suspend the free will of the dark ones (all of us?)
if they/we don’t….
I think….surrender…or get our act together or something….
In so many words…
And people are screaming that their free will is sacred and sacrosanct, even from GOD
And I have to chuckle about it
I can understand why Luciferians and Satanists would decry such a thing
But atheists, as well as religionists and new agers and so on
Seem to be up in arms about the whole concept
Surely GOD would never do such a thing
Even if GOD could
Could GOD?
Would GOD?
[AND ON THE FRINGE OF IT ALL…..should GOD?]
Really?}
SIGH
IS FREE WILL A THING THAT CAN BE REDUCED TO SIMPLY HAVING A CHOICE IN THE MATTER
WHATEVER THE MATTER MAY BE?
YES NO UP DOWN LEFT RIGHT IN OUT THIS THAT…….
DOES OUR AWARENESS OF THE SITUATION COUNT?
DO WE HAVE ENOUGH INFORMATION TO TRULY MAKE AN INFORMED DECISION?
HOW MANIPULATED ARE WE BY CHURCH AND STATE AND MEDIA AND EDUCATION AND PEER PRESSURE AND GOVERNMENT AND POLITICS AND SEX AND DRUGS AND ROCK AND ROLL
AND HIP HOP
AND FASHION
AND THE CLASS STRUCTURE
AND TRIBE
AND NEIGHBORHOOD AND CITY AND STATE AND NATION
AND ECONOMICS
AND LANGUAGE
AND BODY WEIGHT
AND GENDER CHOICES [ Really? You mean that I don’t have to be the gender I am, I can be what I think and feel I am in spite of the physical reality of the situation? Whoohoo!!!!]
Race
Creed
Ethnicity
Beard or no beard
Height
Glasses
Hair type, length, style, color
Blood type
Bloodline
Genital type and size
Body type and size
lips, eyes, bust and butt
Foot size
Shoes or no shoes
Blue collar or white collar
Suit or reflective vest
Car or no car
What type of car?
motorcycle!?
bicycle?
How expensive are your possessions?
Do you have any possessions?
What does your father do?
what does your mother do?
Lifestyle
Life
Age
Grade
Education level
Popular or unpopular
jock or nerd
Authority or servant
Manage, executive or labor…union or no union?
Wages and/or pay
Job or career?

THERE IS WHATEVER CHOICE WE FEEL THAT WE HAVE AS INDIVIDUALS FOR WHATEVER REASON AND REASONS
THERE IS THE GROUP AND THE CHOICES OF THE GROUP
DO YOU GO ALONG TO GET ALONG?
DO YOU BUCK THE SYSTEM?
DO YOU DO YOUR BEST TO STAY OUT OF THE WAY OF ALL AND ANY OF THAT?

AND THEN THERE IS THE QUESTION OF OUR VERY NATURE AS INDIVIDUALS
ONE IS A SOLDIER
ONE IS A TERRORIST
ONE IS A MERCENARY
ONE IS A COP
ONE IS A CRIMINAL
ONE IS A MUSICIAN
ONE PLAYS THIS INSTRUMENT
THE OTHER ANOTHER
HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR MEN?
YOUR WOMEN?
YOUR OTHER?
THE THINGS YOU DO AND USE AND WANT AND THINK AND FEEL YOU NEED
YOU LIKE THIS BUT NOT THAT
WHY?
YOU DO THIS BUT NOT THAT
WHY?
EXACTLY WHAT IS THE DEFINITION OF FREE WILL THAT WE CAN ALL USE
TO COME TO SOME SORT OF CONSENSUS?
WHAT IS YOUR CHOICE OF DRUGS?
ALCOHOL
PLEASURE
PAIN
HELP OR HARM
SELFISH OR SELFLESS
WHAT ARE WE AND WHAT CAN WE REALLY CHOOSE ABOUT OURSELVES AND OUR LIVES
IN THIS PLACE?
WE ARE LIED TO ABOUT OUR HISTORY AND PRESENT
WE ARE LIED TO ABOUT EACH OTHER
WE ARE MANIPULATED AND CONTROLLED CONSTANTLY
AND THOSE THAT BREAK OUT OF THAT CONTROL SYSTEM ARE SUBJECT TO RETALIATION FOR HAVING DONE SO
WE CHOOSE TO LAY DOWN AND SURRENDER
WE CHOOSE TO FIGHT TO WIN…..WHAT?
TO BE FREE?
TO STAY IN CONTROL?
WE CHOOSE TO LIVE
WE CHOOSE TO DIE
ARE WE REALLY CHOOSING THAT
DO WE REALLY HAVE ANY CONTROL OVER ANY OF IT?

I BELIEVE IN DIVINE OVERCONTROL
I BELIEVE THAT WE HAVE THE FULL EXPERIENCE OF CHOOSING WHATEVER IT IS THAT WE CHOOSE AT ANY GIVEN TIME IN OUR EXPERIENCE
BUT AT THE SAME TIME
I BELIEVE THAT THE WHOLE PRODUCTION IS WHOLLY SCRIPTED TO BE WHAT IT IS
AND THAT IT IS THE WILL OF THE ONE THAT WE ARE EXPERIENCING AS WE EXPERIENCE WHAT WE BELIEVE TO BE OUR INDIVIDUAL LIVES
BUT IS ALL THE LIFE OF THE ONE
AS OUR ASPECTS OF THE ONE
AS THE ONE SEES FIT TO DO AND TO BE
IN ANY AND ALL OF ITSELF

ALL I WANT IS GODS WILL
FREE WILL MATTERS NOT TO ME AT THIS POINT
WHAT DO I KNOW?
DO I KNOW ENOUGH TO REALLY DO ANYTHING WITH IT?
DO I HAVE THE POWER?
DO I HAVE THE ABSOLUTE WILL?
CAN I TRULY DO WHAT I WILL TO DO?
CAN I CREATE WHAT I WILL TO CREATE?
RELATIVELY…PERHAPS AND PERHAPS NOT
IT ALL DEPENDS ON THE EFFORT
THE STATE OF MIND AND HEART
AND THEN SOME
AND THERE IS NO GUARANTEE OF SUCCESS CONCERNING ANYTHING
CAN’T BE A ROCK STAR IF I SUCK AT GUITAR
OR ANY RELATED PART OF IT
NO MATTER HOW MUCH I PAY ATTENTION TO IT
IF IT AINT THERE
IT AIN’T THERE……
SIGH
WE’RE ALL HERE TO DO WHAT WE’RE ALL HERE TO DO
AND BE
AS WELL
THE CHOICES WE MAKE ARE ALL ALREADY KNOWN
ALREADY DETERMINED FROM THE BEGINNING
IT IS A WELL THOUGHT OUT THOUGHT, AFTER ALL…….
THIS THOUGHT OF THE ONE
AND THERE IS TOO MUCH THAT GOES ON IN THIS PLACE
THAN WE KNOW ABOUT OR CAN POSSIBLY IMAGINE
THE LOGISTICS AND CIRCUMSTANCES
THAT LED UP TO US HAVING TO OR BEING ABLE TO MAKE
ANY DECISION AT ALL ABOUT ANYTHING AT ALL
THE SYNCHRONICITY OF IT ALL
THE CONNECTION THAT COMES WITH AND FROM SPIRITUAL EVOLUTION
IN WALKING THE PATH
UP OR DOWN
FOR THERE IS DOWNHILL, AS WELL
ONE LIFE YOU ARE A VILLAIN
ANOTHER, THE HERO
AND SO IT GOES
IT IS ALL EXPERIENCE
WE ARE CHARACTERS LEARNING HOW TO BE ACTORS
AND SO WE ACT
AND THE PARAMETERS OF THE SCRIPT ARE OPEN AND CLOSED AT THE SAME TIME
NOTHING CAN HAPPEN THAT IS NOT ALLOWED
THERE ARE NO COINCIDENCES OR MISTAKES OR ACCIDENTS
ALL THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON
ALL THINGS ARE FOR A REASON
ALL SERVES A PURPOSE AND HAS A REASON FOR BEING WHAT IT IS
THE LOGISTICS OF IT ALL IS UNIMAGINABLE
HOW ALL OF IT CONNECTS
PAST, PRESENT FUTURE
ALL BRAIDED TOGETHER AS ONE
A SPHERE OF BEING
UPON WHICH WE TRAVEL A SINGLE LINE OF PERCEPTION ON THE WAY AROUND
AND YET THERE IS MORE TO OUR LIVES THAN WE CAN EVER KNOW
AS WE TRAVEL A LINEAR LINE OF PERCEPTION
WE ARE THE WHOLE SPHERE
WE ARE THE BUBBLE
IT IS SIMPLY THAT WE CAN ONLY DEAL WITH THE CIRCUMFERENCE RIGHT NOW
OF A LINEAR PERCEPTION THAT IS THE LINE OF BEING THAT WE TRAVEL
ON A DIAMETER OF THE FULL SPHERE
AND BECAUSE WE HAVE NOT YET BEEN ABLE TO EXPERIENCE THE SPHERE
WE CAN ONLY BELIEVE IN THE LINE WE TRAVEL
AND SO WE ARE LIMITED IN OUR WILL AND UNDERSTANDING AND KNOWLEDGE AND ABILITIES
AND YET AND STILL……
WE ARE EXPANDING
WE ARE EVOLVING INTO MORE
MORE OF WHO AND WHAT WE TRULY ARE
MORE OF WHO AND WHAT WE CAN TRULY BE
MORE OF WHAT WE CAN DO THAN WE EVER IMAGINED
MORE AND MORE FULLY AN AWARE AND WORKING ASPECT OF THE ONE
A GREATER PART…..TO PLAY…TO ACT….AS ACTORS
AND NOT JUST CHARACTERS……smile
BUT FOR NOW
WE ARE WHAT WE ARE
WE DO WHAT WE DO
WE KNOW WHAT WE KNOW WE WANT TO KNOW
WE DON’T WANT TO KNOW WHAT WE DON’T WANT TO KNOW
SOME SEE WHAT OTHERS DON’T
SOME DON’T WANT TO SEE
SOME CARE
SOME DON’T
GOD OR NO GOD?
IS THAT FREE WILL?
AND EVEN THEN
IT IS JUST THIS
SIMPLY THIS LIFE
THAT WE CAME HERE TO EXPERIENCE
AFTER AND BEFORE SO MANY OTHERS
UNTIL WE REACH THAT STAGE WHERE WE ARE THAT THING
THAT IS ALL OF IT AT ONCE
AND THEN SOME
TO ME FREE WILL MEANS BEING ABLE TO DO…..WHATEVER
BE….WHATEVER
TO BE THE WILL OF THE ONE AS THE WILL OF THE ONE IS
WITHOUT LIMITATIONS OF ANY SORT
BUT THAT WILL IS WITHIN US
IT IS THE LIFE OF THE ONE
AND THAT
THAT IS
IMHO
WHAT MAKES IT SACRED IN US
IT’S NOT US
IT’S IT
IT HAS FREE WILL
AND WE WANT IT
AND SO WE PRACTICE AND PRACTICE AND PRACTICE LEARNING HOW TO DO AND BE AS IT IS
[how do you get to Carnegie hall?…smile…]
ACCORDING TO OUR MEASURE
ACCORDING TO OUR PART
ACCORDING TO THE WAY THAT HAS BEEN GIVEN TO ANY OF US IN THIS TIME AND PLACE
THIS IS WHY WE ARE ALL EACH OTHER
BECAUSE WE ARE
THIS IS WHY
GOD IS ALL ARE WE ARE ONE ARE WE ARE ALL IS GOD
BECAUSE IT IS AND WE ARE
AS WE ARE AS IT IS
BUT THAT’S ME….MIND ME OR NOT
I AM THE FIRST TO TELL YOU TO TAKE WHAT YOU CAN USE AND LEAVE THE REST
AND MAKE SURE YOU TAKE THE VERY BEST
AS FAR AS YOU ARE CONCERNED……grin
ALL OF THIS IS PERSONAL, SUBJECTIVE
IT CANNOT BE USED AS A GROUP DEFINITION
I ASK NO ONE TO AGREE UNLESS THEY AGREE
AND ASK NO ONE TO DISAGREE UNLESS THEY DISAGREE
IT IS UP TO YOU
THAT IS FREE WILL
HOW DO YOU CHOOSE TO STAND WHEN DIVINE ADJUDICATION COMES?
FOR IT WILL COME
OF THAT MUCH I CAN OBJECTIVELY ASSURE YOU……
YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE TO STAND ON YOUR OWN
ON THE CONVICTION OF YOUR OWN DEFINITION OF THAT ON YOUR OWN
EVEN AS THERE ARE THOSE THAT WILL STAND WITH YOU
ONLY YOU CAN STAND IN AND ON THE PLACE WHERE YOU STAND
AND THAT APPLIES TO ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING
THAT MUST BE FELT AND THOUGHT UPON
IN ORDER TO BE DECIDED UPON
IN ORDER TO BE ACTED UPON
YOU HAVE TO BE YOU
YOU HAVE TO DO WHAT ONLY YOU CAN DO
YOU HAVE TO BE WHAT ONLY YOU CAN BE
ARE YOU FREE ENOUGH TO DO AND BE…YOU?
DO YOU KNOW WHAT BEING AND DOING YOU REALLY MEANS?
THAT IS THE FULFILLMENT OF YOUR WILL AS THE WILL OF THE ONE IN YOU
AND AS YOUR WILL IN YOU
FOR THAT IS YOUR WILL
IT IS GODS WILL IN YOU
EVEN TO YOUR AWARENESS OR IGNORANCE OF THAT
YOU ARE YOU
AIN’T NOBODY LIKE YOU BUT YOU
AIN’T NOBODY LIKE ME BUT ME
AND SO IT IS FOR ALL AND EVERYONE
YOUR AWARENESS OF YOUR RELATIONSHIP TO AND WITH GOD
IS UP TO YOU
THAT RELATIONSHIP AND COMMUNICATION IS BETWEEN THE TWO OF YOU AS ONE
AND NO ONE ELSE
FOR YOU WILL BE
AND ARE
RESPONSIBLE FOR WHAT YOU BELIEVE ARE THE REASONS AND MEANINGS
AND WHYS AND WHEREFORES OF YOUR LIFE ON THAT DAY
IT IS ALL BETWEEN YOU AND THE ONE
DO YOUR BEST…..NOW
NO MATTER WHAT
DO YOUR BEST
YOUR BEST
NOT THEIRS OR MINE OR ANOTHER’S WAY
YOURS
EVEN YE DARK ONES DO NOT HAVE TO BE UNCREATED
YOU CAN WANT TO CONTINUE AND KEEP GOING
AND YOU WILL TAKE A STEP OR TWO BACK
TO REGAIN PERSPECTIVE
SO THAT YOU CAN CONTINUE TO GO FORWARD AND UPWARDS AND DEEPER INTO THE LIGHT AND LOVE OF THE ONE
IT IS UP TO YOU AS INDIVIDUALS
NOT YOUR HANDLER
NOT YOUR FAMILY
NOT THE STRUCTURE
WHAT WILL YOU WANT IN THAT TIME?
IT IS UP TO YOU
BUT START NOW
IT JUST MIGHT HELP YOU OUT MORE THAN YOU KNOW RIGHT NOW
THE SAME GOES TO THOSE IN LIGHT
KEEP UP WITH YOURSELVES
FOR WE WILL ALSO BE THERE TO ANSWER, AS WELL
DO YOU KNOW YOUR LINES OR DO YOU HAVE ROOM TO IMPROV?
EITHER WAY…..GET READY NOW
THAT WILL HAPPEN
IT DOESN’T MATTER WHEN
IT ONLY MATTERS THAT WE WILL ALL BE THERE……

I DO NOT TELL YOU TO BELIEVE AS I BELIEVE
I ACCEPT YOUR WAY AND LEAVE YOU TO IT
WHAT WE CAN AGREE ON
LET US DO SO
LET NOT OUR DISAGREEMENTS CREATE CONTENTION OR STRIFE BETWEEN US
IN ANY WAY, SHAPE, FASHION OR FORM
WE MUST HAVE A COMMON BOND
THAT BINDS US TOGETHER IN LIGHT AND LIFE AND LOVE
AND THAT CAN ONLY COME FROM REALIZING AND KNOWING
GOD IN OURSELVES AND OURSELVES IN GOD
AND DOING AND BEING AND ACTING UPON THAT AS FACT
IF YOU KNOW GOD LOVES YOU
ACT LIKE IT
IF YOU KNOW THAT GOD IS WITH AND WITHIN YOU
ACT LIKE IT
OR NOT
THAT IS YOUR FREE WILL
TO DO AND BE SO
AND THE DEBATE AND DISCUSSION CONTINUES BEYOND THIS
BUT I
I AM TURNING IN…..SMILE
GOD BLESS US ALL
EVERYONE
AMEN
AMEN
AMEN

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2 Responses to PONDERINGS

  1. Denise says:

    A few days ago I was still pondering my reply here on free will…….I came to understand that it is God’s will all the time from the very beginning of our soul’s creation to the end of each life time and throughout eternity! I did not get a chance to reply back until now. In reading this piece I just want to say “Thank You!” You bring a lot of depth to the question at hand and make us think further and deeper than we had anticipated. It is a good writing and explanation of your views on the topic….and I most certainly CHOOSE to agree with you, and ponder further into the intricate layers of free will and the ONE within me!

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    • kibodabi says:

      THANK YOU!!!
      I T MEANS A LOT!!
      I WORKED HARD!
      I WILL CONSIDER THIS A RUB ON THE HEAD…..SMILE….

      PLEASE TO NOTE THAT ALL OF US HAVE DIFFERENT AND UNIQUE EXPERIENCES FOR A REASON
      WE
      SIGH
      EVEN WE EXIST
      IN MULTIPLE TIMELINES AND REALITIES
      AND YET AND BUT AND STILL
      WE PERCEIVE OURSELVES AS BEING HERE
      AND WE DO SO FOR A REASON
      THERE IS SOOOOOOOOO MUCH DATA TO CONSIDER
      REAL TIMELINES
      ARTIFICIAL TIMES
      MATRIX REVOLUTIONS CYCLES OF TIMELINES
      RECYCLED REALITIES
      AND ALL OF IT
      ALL OF IT
      LEADS TO THIS
      THIS THING THAT WE ARE EXPERIENCING IN THIS TIME AND PLACE
      HERE AND NOW
      IN THIS TIMELINE
      IN THIS REALITY
      WHATEVER IT MAY BE
      WE HAVE TO BE ABLE TO ACCEPT OURSELVES
      LIGHT OR DARK
      RICH OR POOR
      THIS OR THAT
      WHATEVER
      HOWEVER
      WE DEFINE OURSELVES
      THAT IS WHAT WE ARE GETTING…..IN THIS…..
      THE COSMIC GAME OF BOUNCE THE BASLE
      WHERE YOU BOUNCE THE BALL OF YOUR ATTENTION AND INTENTION AND THOUGHT AND FEELING AND WILL
      AND THAT IS BOUNCED BACK TO YOU
      IS NEVER ENDING
      UNTIL THAT POINT AND PLACE OF PERFECTION REGAIN
      WHERE WE TRULY FIND WHO AND WHAT WE WERE BOUNCING THE BALL OFF OF….
      GOD, EACH OTHER, OURSELVES, CREATION
      AND SO ON AND SO FORTH
      YOU ARE ALREADY THERE
      A PERFECT BEING PERFECTED IN EXPERIENCE OF BEING IMPERFECT
      EVOLVING INTO PERFECTION AGAIN
      AND THAT IS WHAT THIS IS
      NO MATTER WHAT
      NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS
      KNOW THAT YOU ARE GOD BEING YOU
      AND YOU BEING GOD AS YOU
      IF YOU CAN JUST HOLD ONTO THAT
      YOU WILL OVERCOME
      WE WILL OVERCOME
      [CUE SONG]
      RIGHT NOW
      EVERYTHING THAT IS BEING EXPERIENCED FOR THE SAKE OF DEMONSTRATION OF BEING AND DOING IN GOD
      WHAT GOD IS
      IS MANIFESTING ITSELF IN EACH AND EVERY MOMENT OF OUR LINEAR PERCEPTION
      THOSE OF US THAT CAN VIEW THINGS BEYOND LINEAR HAVE AN ADVANTAGE
      GAIN THAT ADVANTAGE
      A LINE ON THE CIRCUMFERENCE OF A SPHERE IS NOT THE WHOLE SPHERE
      SUCH IS OUR LIVES HERE
      ME INCLUDED
      IT IS SIMPLY THAT I CAN IMAGINE SUCH THINGS
      AND BELIEVE IN THEM WITHOUT OBJECTIVE PRROF
      JUST LIKE I HAVE TO BELIEVE IN MY SELF AND MYSELF
      WITHOUT OBJECTIVE PROOF
      UNTIL SUCH PROOF CAN BE GIVEN OBJECTIVELY
      UNTIL THEN
      IT IS ALL SUBJECTIVE
      AND I SPEND TOO MANY WORDS TRYING TO EXPLAIN WHAT I AM EXPERIENCING AND PERCEIVING SUBJECTIVELY
      IN A REALM WHEN OBJECTIVE PROOF IS THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS
      AND I AWAIT THAT
      AND I AM TOLD IT IS NOT JUST COMING
      BUT IT IS HERE
      AND I JUST HAVE TO HAVE THE EXPERIENCE OF IT
      ….
      JUST LIKE YOU
      IF
      IF I AM RIGHT AND CORRECT IN THIS THING
      THEN ALL AND EVERYTHING IN OUR PERCEPTION OF DOING AND BEING IS CHANGING EVEN NOW
      AND AT THAT POINT WHERE OBJECTIVE PROOF IS GIVEN TO ALL
      REGARDLESS OF THEIR POLARITY
      LIGHT OR DARK
      SELFISH OR SELFLESS
      AT THAT POINT NONE OF IT WILL MATTER
      AT THAT POINT IT WILL BE MADE CLEAR
      THE TRUTH OF ALL THINGS WILL BE MADE CLEAR
      THE VEIL WILL BE TORN
      TRUE REALITY WILL BE SEEN AND HEARD AND FELT AND EXPERIENCED
      AND THEN
      THEN WE WILL BE ABLE TO MAKE UP OUR OWN BLESSED MINDS
      WHO AND WHAT WE ARE
      AND WHAT WE WANT TO DO AND BE
      AND THEN
      THE WE WILL GET THAT
      WE WILL RECEIVE THE THINGS THAT WE PAID ATTENTION TO……
      BUT THAT’S ME
      I AM DOING MY BEST
      TO DO AND BE ALL THAT I CAN DO AND BE
      UNDER PRESENT CIRCUMSTANCES
      AND WE WILL SEE
      HOW THIS REALITY PLAYS OUT
      AND WHO WILL WIN
      AND REIGN SUPREME
      FROM NOW ON
      LIGHT OR DARK
      I HAVE PLACED MY BET AND AM ACTING ACCORDINGLY
      YOUR BET IS UP TO YOU
      WITHOUT OBJECTIVE PROOF
      IT IS A GAMBLE
      SIGH
      LOL
      AND WHY NOT?
      IS THAT NOT THE JOY OF THE GAME OF LIFE?
      AND SO
      HERE WE ARE
      WE SHALL SEE
      WE WILL SEE
      WE ARE SEEING NOW
      IT IS ONLY THAT WE ALL SEE THINGS DIFFERENTLY
      THE POINT OF ALL OF THIS
      IS TO GET ALL OF US TO SEE AND EXPERIENCE THE EXACT SAME THING
      IN FULL
      AS REALITY
      AND FROM THEN AND THERE
      IT IS UP TO EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US
      TO DECIDE WHERE WE WILL GO FROM THERE
      IF YOU HAVE DONE THE WORK
      THE WORK WITHIN
      THEN YOU ALREADY KNOW THIS STUFF
      I WRITE THIS AS AN OPPORTUNITY TO THOSE THAT HAVE NOT
      FOR YOU
      MY DEAR SISTER IN THE BOND OF LIFE
      ETERNAL AND INFINITE
      HAVE NO FEAR
      AT ALL
      AND SO IT IS UP TO THE REST OF YOU
      TO DECIDE FOR YOUR SELVES IN GOD
      AND GOD IN YOUR SELVES
      WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE
      IN GOD
      WITH GOD
      FOR GOD
      MANY OF YOU THAT READ HERE ALREADY KNOW
      SOME DO NOT
      DO YOUR BEST
      HELP THOSE BEHIND YOU
      GRAB THE HAND OF THOSE BEFORE YOU
      THAT IS ALL
      AMEN
      THANKS
      I LOVE YOU
      GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS IN ALL GOOD THINGS
      AMEN
      AMEN
      AMEN
      (-I-)

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