This is being done is sections because it involves energetic experiences which seem disconnected in physical/material experience, but are wholly connected in the one reality of all things in which we are experiencing our being and existence………
I am actively engaged as a passenger in the backseat of my own, given vehicle of Divine Expression.
First Source and Center is driving….representing THE ONE…..
Christ Michael Aton is riding shotgun…..smile
And i…….i am in the backseat next to Dabi. I am sitting behind Aton, while Dabi is sitting behind PAPA.
I know that this vehicle represents my being in this time and place in space. I am constantly worried because I cannot see where we are going and even though I am constantly assured by the rest of this crew that it’s all good and not to worry, I am constantly looking behind me through the rear window.
I am the only one in the ride that is doing this.
They ask me why I keep looking behind me and I reply that I am worried about my past catching up to me and that I see them coming up the road……all the things that I feel and think that I did out of ignorance and stupidity and selfishness and lust and greed and whatever sins I think and feel that I have been guilty of over the years of my sojourn here…..
And THEY tell me to relax….they’re not really there….they are simply illusions of a past that I have envisioned and thus created, out of my own sense of unworthiness and shame in my inability to see and make my way through this world….not just as GOD would have me do, but as this system of things would have me do…….
For in my growing up in this world system of things, I had to start off knowing nothing and had to take the lessons taught to me by those around me as the way of the world. But the world that I was born into was already corrupted and full of lies and deceptions and other control mechanisms that sought to control and enslave me to its will and reason.
And still I was not satisfied with the way of the world and I sought more
I set out on a journey of discovery to find the truth
To discover it
To accept it
To understand and comprehend it
To grok the thing
And even then, when I first started this journey…….i knew not what truth was.
I learned….oh how I learned!
At first, it was simply a search to find that which was and is and always will be GOD
What else could a child search for?
And truly…I was a child
All I knew was that I was being told and taught that God was the one that decide what happened to all and everyone
Even His Son had to sacrifice Himself for the sake of whatever it was and is and will be
What His Father wanted….
And that His Father was the Father of us all
Of all……kinda sorta…..
And it was that…kinda sorta…thing that confused me
I played a game of hide and seek with GOD
And all I had to search with was what others told me……
And so I took what they had
I absorbed what they gave me
And ran with it
Like a football down the field
Fully determined to score the touchdown of my life………
Have I scored yet?
We will see what the scoreboard says when this game is finally over…..SMILE….
And here is where I remember and remind
My self and myself
That this is a team sport, after all
And that no one individual aspect of anything
Can do it all on its own………
when the proclamation of my being the Unicorn of GOD and Christ
First came to me
I was excited……
and the first warning I was given
was to beware of megalomania……BIG SMILE HERE….
and I always did my best to adhere to that
GOD FORBID THAT I BELIVE MY OWN PRESS…..
I AM A SERVANT OF THE ONE
AS THE WILLS ITSELF TO BE IN AND WITH AND THOURHG ME
THAT IS WHAT I AM
I HAVE GAINED THAT MUCH, AT LEAST
and this is a path that was establish since my birth
and the setting of both my feet upon it
happened when I was in college……figuring things out on my own for the first time
I had been through several spiritual benchmarks by then
And all of it had led to that defining moment of the beginning of this true and particular journey
On the GREAT SPIRAL PATH OF LIFE
ETERNAL AND INFINITE….
Heheheheh….One day I will be able to tell you what happened in Boston…..
But that is a story for another time and place…..apologies……
So much I have been through to get here……
and how is this any different from your own stories of your own lives
As you have struggled up the same path as I have?
There is a level of experience where I see myself walking this path
And I look around me
And I see those that are with me
And I call them fellow travelers
And there are those that are behind us
And we leave benchmarks and other markings behind us for such as these
Knowing all along
That their paths are as GOD, THE ONE, has determined them to be
And that they will
As so many of us has and have
Turn and turned suddenly
And cut through the bush
Or go into the forest
Or climb the hill
Or tackle the mountain
Or swim the ocean
Or wander the desert
And we salute them
We salute them all
For their journey is the journey that GOD has given to all and any and each of them
As GOD sees fit
AS ANY AND EACH AND ALL
AND EVERY ONE OF US
For that is what GOD is
Any and each and all and every one of us
And then some……how can I get you to understand the true immensity of THE THING?
I know not
And still I try my best
In the WILL OF THE ONE
AND NONE ELSE
And none else
For there is only that in the whole of creation
And all and everything
For the one IS BEFORE AND AFTER CREATION
FOR THE WHOLE OF CREATION IS WITHIN IT
IT IS A PART OF IT
IT IS ITS ONE THOUGHT OF ITSELF
BEING ALLA ND EVERYTHING
AS IT IS
AND ALWAYS SHALL BE
PERFET IN ITS PERFECTED PERFECTION
WE ARE HERE AS THAT EXPERIENCE OF IT ALL
WE ARE BEING LED
AS A FLOCK BY THE PERFECT SHEPHERD
TO OUR OWN PERFECTION IN ITS PERFECTION
THAT IT HAS CAREFULLY
PATIENTLY LED US TO
IN A JOURNEY…A PATH
THAT WAS PLANNED TO PERFECTION
TO ACHIEVE THE PERFECT OUTCOME…..
And here we re
In this small and…yet significant part of that journey
For if you think that the journey has only to do with this one, small
Ye highly significant planet
You are mistaken
Whole galaxies have been destroyed to create whatever need to be created
Planets have been allowed to be destroyed and self destruct
Systems and constellations have been damaged. Destroyed…..
Shit has happened throughout the whole of creation
That was necessary to the perfect path to perfection
And here we are
One lone, small planet
That shouldn’t have any significance all by itself
So why is this place being so supported
So worked with and upon
So much trouble and time and energy being made
Over the years and decades and centuries and millennia and ages…..why?
WHY THIS PLACE!?
I have my suspicions
But not enough to say for sure
Forgive me, please……..
This is a bestowal planet for Christ Michael Aton
This is a default planet of the Adam and Eve of The Violet Race……..
This is a prison planet
A colony planet
A slave planet for the Anunnaki
An experimental planet for the Draco and Reptilians and their servants and minions
A DNA colony for the rest of the universe…..
Just how much shit can one lovely, lonely planet take!?
We won’t go into the wars that destroyed our planet’s sister planets….
At least on the surface
We won’t go into the changes that are taking place in this solar system
The energetic changes
That seek to guarantee life on every planet in this system
With this lovely little gem of a planet as a universal and celestial hub
Of all future universal transactions
Not to mention this place as a representative of this universe
In interuniversal and ultrauniversal affairs
Not to mention superuniversal
Do you have any idea?
Have you thought about it?
Consider that there are…..criminals here from this and other universes
Even other superuniverses
That are being judged alongside the original citizens of Nebadon, this universe.
Consider that that there are billions of robotoids
That need to be considered as having a real life in GOD
An opportunity to qualify as citizens in the universes to come
All this along with the other lifeforms that inhabit this planet
That we consider to be lesser
The animals and insects and fish and plants and rocks and stone and organic and inorganic and so on and so forth…..
Have you truly considered what is life
On this planet
And anywhere and everywhere?
Right here and now
This place is a big deal!!!!!!!
Deal with it!!!!!!!!
For you are just as big a deal because you are here!!!!!!!
You earned the right to be here
In this place
In this time
You earned the right to be a witness to the glory of THE ONE
And to give THE ONE all glory
In and of and by and through and for it…….!
You are here because THE ONE wants and needs you here
In order to establish ITS OWN experience of ITSELF
As being all and everything
Being made perfect in the experience of ITS own perfection
[and here I am trying my best to make and use words that are limited in understand in order to get any of you to understand the true import and meaning of what it is
that I am trying my best to import and refer to you….
And there is simply no way I can do that alone
You have to want to know
GOD WITH AND WITHIN AND ALL AROUND YOU
YOU HAVE TO SEEK THAT AND DISCOVER THAT AND EXPLORE THAT
YOU HAVE TO WANT THAT LIKE A DROWNING BEING WANT AIR
LIKE A STARVING BEING WANT FOOD
LIKE A FALLING BEING WANTS SALVATION
THERE ARE NO MORE PARACHUTES OR UPDRAFTS FOR ANY OF US
THIS IS THE TIME WHEN WE HAVE TO STAND ON OUR OWN, TWO SPIRITUAL FEET
AND DECIDE ONCE AND FOR ALL TIME AND SPACE
WHO AND WHAT WE ARE
IN GOD AND WITH GOD
AND WHAT WE WANT……
[AND TO THAT END…I HIGHLY SUGGEST THAT YOU ONLY HAVE THESE CHOICES TO CHOOSE FROM:
THE WILL OF OTHERS
THAT IS ALL
DO AS YOU WILL WITH ANY AND ALL OF THIS OR THAT
I AM DOING WHAT I AM DOING
YOU DO WHAT YOU ARE DOING
AND KNOW THAT IT IS ALL IN GOD
ALL IN GOD………..
THAT BEING SAID
LET ME GET BACK TO MY OWN JOURNEY IN THIS THING…
IF I MAY
THANK YOU VERY MUCH
IN SO MANY WORDS…..
IF I MAY GIVE IT THIS WAY……
THERE I AM
PLAYING 888 QUESTIONS WITH DABI
IN THE BACK SEAT OF MY OWN VEHICLE OF EXPRESSION
OF GOD AND ME AND I AND I AND ALL AND ONE AND EVERYTHING AS THE SAME THNG
WHICH IS ONE
IT IS ALL ONE……OK?
I AM TOLD TO NOT TO WORRY ABOUT WHAT IS BEHIND ME
FEELINGS OF REGRETS
GHOSTS THAT PURSUE ME BECAUE I HAVE NOT LET GO
AND I AM TOLD TO LET GO
IF I HAD DONE WRONG TO THE POINT
WHERE THERE NEEDS MUST BE PAYMENT TO BALANCE THE WAYS AND MEANS OF THE EQUATION OF BALANCE
THAT IS THE THOUGHT OF THE ONE
KNOWING ITSELF TO BE ABSOLUTE PERFECTION
THEN MY BEING WOULD HAVE TO REFLECT THE BECOMING OF THAT
AS YOUR LIFE DOES
AND ALL LIVES DO
[but that’s me…fuck me…this is my figuring out…you are more than free to figure it out without me….i was just trying to help as many as I could though my own experience….the one thing I learned over time ……and this is waaaaay important……is this:
EXPERIENCE MAY VARY
And GOD is the reason for that
So know thyself and thy self
No matter what
GOD is with and within you and all around you
And if you do not know what is within you and with you
How can you even hope to figure out what is around you?
I ask you truly! HOW!?]
I GET IT……
I REALIZE THAT WHAT IS BEHIND ME IS BEHIND ME FOR A REASON AND EXISTS ONLY AS A MEANS AND MECHANISM TO GET ME TO WHERE I AM IN THIS HERE AND NOW IN AND WITH GOD THAT I AM EXPERIENCING
IN AND WITH GOD
AND SO I TURN MY ATTENTION TO THE VEHICLE OF EXPRESSION THAT I AM PRESENTLY RIDING IN
IN ENERGETIC EXPERIENCE OF THE ONE
AS THE ONE IS ALL
AND ALL IS THE ONE….SMILE…….
AND I RELAX….
AND CONTINUE MY…game which is not a game but it is more enjoyable to deal with that way…hahaha…smile…. With CHRIST MICHAEL DABI…..and so I am learning
But at this point
I still feel one thing
I am in the back seat
And I have no idea where I am going
And even though I know that the goal is all good
And that the way there is the best way
Would like to see where the fuck it is that I am going
And I admit this to the others in the vehicle
And then PAPA presses a button
“IS THAT ALL YOU WANTED? TO SEE WHERE WE ARE GOING? GOOD ENOUGH!!!!”
And then the top of the vehicle folds back
And WE are now riding in a convertible
And I can see
And the sky is bright and clear and blue and lovely and wonderful
And I can see what is around me
And I can see what is ahead of me
And I look back
And all that bullshit behind me is gone
Gone for good
And I know that I am whole and safe and secure
And love and beloved
And head to the time and place and space
And requirement of my determined destination
As given by GOD
As given by THE ONE
As given by CHRIST MICHAEL ATON as given by CHRIST MICHAEL DABI
And this is this experience
And what comes comes
And there is nothing else that I can write about this
And so I shall it end it here
Albeit with a notice that my limited time seems to have ended…..MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA…
I have not had to restart this computer in some time
Hopefully what I believe to be the case is enough
Things look good
I will post the second part of this thing as I am led to do in THE ONE
Probably no later that Friday night, Saturday morning
Then the problem returned worse than ever
And I had to wipe the computer and start over
Surely I will have something no later that Saturday overnight
And whatever happens
With or without me
Liberation is here
Freedom is here
Humanity is being allowed to give its best and full account of itself
In GODS sight
in GODS Will
let us all flow into the future that GOD most wants for all and any and each and every one of us
Who and what I am
EYEH ASHER EYEH