CENTERED IN SOURCE…..

TESTING…1…2…3…….HEY!!! I MADE IT!!!! PRAISE GOD!!!!! THANK GOD!!!!!

RIGHT NOW…..I FEEL GOOD….REALLY, REALLY GOOD……
I HAVE REACHED A NEW PLACE AND IT FEELS REALLY GOOD
BUT I HAD TO PASS THE TEST IN ORDER TO GET HERE
AND I’M HERE………………..SMILE……SOOOOO…..MUAHAHAHA……
FOR WEEKS…MONTHS, REALLY…I’VE BEEN FIGHTING A BATTLE OVER MY COMPUTERS…….
THEY’VE BOTH HAVE BEEN HACKED FOR SOME TIME……I WAS USED TO IT AT THIS POINT….grin…
BUT THINGS STEPPED UP FROM BATTLE TO WAR SEVERAL WEEKS AGO. THE NEWER LAPTOP WOULD SHUT ITSELF OFF AND RESTART IN THE MIDDLE OF WRITING POSTS OR WHILE I WAS RESEARCHING WHATEVER IS GONG ON. BUT THREE WEEKS AGO, IT STOPPED CHARGING AT ALL. I BOUGHT A NEW CORD AND BATTERY…WAITED…..SIGH…..IT NEEDS A NEW ADAPTER JACK. NO TELLING HOW LONG IT WILL TAKE FOR ME TO COME UP WITH ENOUGH MONEY TO PAY FOR IT……WE’LL SEE…..
SO I SWITCHED TO THE OLDER LAPTOP. AS SOON AS I DID THAT, THE HACKING WAR WENT INTO OVERDRIVE AND IT HAD TO DO CONSTANT WORKAROUNDS JUST TO POST….AND THEN JUST TO GO ONLINE FOR ANY DECENT AMOUNT OF TIME…..IT’S BEEN….AND INTERESTING EXPERIENCE…LOL….MY FAVORITE GAME….AND THEIRS, APPARENTLY, IS ‘FOLLOW THE DANCING, REMOTE CONTROLLED CURSOR’ THAT HAS BEEN AN INTRIGUING THING TO TRY TO WORK AROUND AND IT JUST GETS WORSE AND WORSE.
AFTER THE POSTS I WAS ABLE TO MAKE LAST WEEK……IT WOULDN’T COOPERATE AT ALL…AND I HAD ONE MORE LEFT OVER… [that one will be called the left over post…when I get it up and in…]
Since then all I’ve been able to do is get a couple of emails in and limited time online before I have to do alternative measures just to restart it or shut it down…….there has to be a good amount of time before I can go back to it in order to have the cursor work for…15 minutes…maybe more…depending on what I’m doing….and it always depends on what I’m doing…that’s the most interesting thing about it….lol….
It is quite the experience, I assure you……….
So like I said…I can work offline longer than I can work online. I spent most of Monday night doing a diagnostics test and Tuesday morning, it was good…..but Tuesday night was the same….so posting was out of the question….ah well….
I have managed to save most of what’s in there to an external hard drive……I will do my best to post this asap….after that…the plan is to reset it back to default…..the only problem is that it is an older laptop…windows7…..i don’t know if there is still a way to download the updates I need to catch up if it goes back to square one……I don’t know if I can put windows8 on this thing…..we will see…..i would wipe it all out and start over with the install disks that I have….but….I’m good…kinda sorta…but Jim Stone I’m not….heheheh.
So whenever you read this post…..i am doing it now offline and as soon as I can get it up and in while online…I will……
But please know that I am fine
Things have been messing up as part of testing…but I am…very, very happy right now…..
Where before what went wrong around the house was water based…now it is electricity based…..
This means that my field is evolving…say what you will about it…..i have made progress…..
Eventually, I will make the rest of my way through fire…and then earth and air………
And then ether………..muaha….ha……
For now, I am satisfied that I live in the WILL OF THE ONE AS THE WILL OF THE ONE.
ALL AND EVERYTHING IS THE ONE
THE ONE IS ALL AND EVERYTHING
I HAD SUCCEEDED IN REACHING THE SANCTUM OF SOURCE AND CENTER SOME TIME AGO
I posted the experience when I was still with AH……..
MY EXPERIENCE WAS THE ROOM FULL OF MIRRORS
AN INFINITE AND ETERNAL ROOM WITH A MIRROR FOR EACH AND EVERY THING.
AND PAPA RELAXING IN THE COSMIC, CELESTIAL WHIRLPOOL TUB…IN THE CENTER OF IT ALL…..
BASICALLY…..SMILE
BUT ALL OF THAT WAS MY EFFORT TO REACH SOURCE AND CENTER WHERE IT WAS
IN AND ON THE PARADISE ISLE……..
RECENT CIRCUMSTANCES HAVE CAUSED ME TO SEEK MORE DEEPLY WITHIN MYSELF THAN EVER BEFORE
TO CENTER MY SELF IN SOURCE
SOURCE AND CENTER
SOURCE AND CENTER OF ALL THINGS
INCLUDING WHO AND WHAT I AM
THE SOURCE AND CENTER OF WHO AND WHAT I AM
AND I WENT INTO DEEP, DEEP CONSULTATION
AND I HAVE BEEN THERE SINCE LATE, LAST FRIDAY NIGHT
AS I WAS PROMPTED TO DO
BY SPIRIT
BY THE ONE
AS I WAS INSTRUCTED
BY PAPA AND GRANDPA…….
AND IT TOOK A LITTLE TIME TO GET USED TO IT
BUT I DID IT.
I HAVE BEEN HERE SINCE LAST TUESDAY NIGHT…….
HERE’S THE THING…..
I WAS GIVEN TO FIND THE CENTER OF WHO AND WHAT I AM
THIS WAS A DIFFERENT THING FOR ME
YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND
UP TO THEN, I HAD DEALT WITH IT AS A MATTER OF UNITY WITH SOMETHING THAT WAS STILL
SITUATED
HEADQUARTERED
SOMEWHERE ELSE IN THE REALM AND REALMS OF TIME AND SPACE
SUCH IS NOT THE CASE IN THE REALITY OF THE SITUATION
TO SAY THAT A THING
ANY THING
IS A SOURCE AND CENTER OF ALL THINGS
IS TO SAY THAT IT IS THE SOURCE OF THE THING
BUT ALSO ITS CENTER
EVEN THOUGH IT IS THE CENTER OF THE WHOLE
IT IS THE CENTER OF EACH AND EVERY THING THAT IS WITH AND WITHIN AND PART OF THE WHOLE
EVERY ASPECT OF THE ONE
THE ONE IS THE CENTER OF.
PERIOD.
NOW
YOU HAVE FIRST, SECOND AND THIRD SOURCE AND CENTER OF ALL THINGS
OPERATING AS THE PARADISE TRINITY
THIS MEANS THAT ALL OF THESE THINGS
EACH OF THESE THINGS
IS NOT JUST YOUR SOURCE
YOU WHO READ THESE WORDS
BUT THAT EACH OF THEM IS ALSO YOUR CENTER
AND IT IS TRUE
FOR I HAVE EXPERIENCED IT
AS BEING ME AS WHO AND WHAT I AM
AND BEING I AS PART OF ALL OF IT
WHAT THEY ARE AS ONE
WHAT IT IS THAT THEY HAVE CREATED
AS BEING THE BODY AND MEANS OF EXPRESSION OF THE ONE
THE WILL OF THE ONE
THE WAY OF THE ONE
THE ONE
THIS IS ALL THE ONE
AND THE ONE IS ALL OF IT
AND EACH AND EVERY ASPECT OF IT
ALL OF IT
NO MATTER THE APPEARANCE AND APPEARANCES
OF WHAT TRANSPIRES WITH AND WITHIN IT ALL
THERE ARE NO ACCIDENTS
THERE ARE NO MISTAKES
THERE ARE NO COINCIDENCES
ALL THINGS HAVE A REASON AND THERE IS A REASON FOR ALL THINGS
THERE IS A REASON AND REASONS FOR EACH AND EVERY THING AND SITUATION AND CIRCUMSTANCE
ALL THAT IS AND EXISTS
EXISTS FOR A REASON AND REASONS THAT ARE BEYOND THE IMAGINATION AND UNDERSTANDING
OF ALL WHO DID NOT CREATE ALL OF IT
TO DO WHAT THE ONE WILLS TO DO
IN AND WITH AND THROUGH THE PARADISE TRINITY
THE FIRST PERSON PERSPECTIVE AND PERCEPTION
THE SECOND PERSON PERSPECTIVE AND PERCEPTION
THE THIRD PERSON PERSPECTIVE AND PERCEPTION
THIS IS ALL THAT IS
IT IS A MATTER OF PERCEPTION OF EXPERIENCE OF BEING
AS A MEANS OF DEMONSTRATION IN EXPERIENCE
OF ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT THE ONE REALLY AND TRULY IS
SO THAT WE
ALL OF US
NO MATTER HOW WE ARE LED TO SEPARATE OURSELVES FROM EACH OTHER
THE GOOD, THE BAD, THE UGLY, THE BEAUTIFUL…
ALL AND EVERYONE
IS A CHARACTER PLAYED BY THE ONE
SOURCE OF SOURCES
CREATOR OF CREATORS
THE ONE
THE ONE AND ONLY
THE ONLY ONE THAT TRULY HAS REAL AND TRUE BEING AND EXISTENCE…
A REAL AND TRUE LIFE
THE ONE AND ONLY, REAL LIFE THAT REALLY AND TRULY EXISTS
THIS IS ALL AN EXERCISE OF MIND AND HEART
DEVELOPED WITH AND WITHIN ITS OWN CONSCIOUSNESS
THIS IS A CONSTRUCTED REALM OF FOCUSED AND CONCENTRATED WILL
WILLFULLY MAINTAINED AND SUSTAINED
IN THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE ONE!
DO YOU TRULY UNDERSTAND WHAT SUCH A CONCEPT REALLY MEANS?
IT MEANS THAT
NOT ONLY ARE YOU PART AND PARCEL OF THE ONE
AN ASPECT OF THE ONE
WITH ALL OF THE POTENTIAL QUALITIES OF THE ONE
INHERENT WITHIN YOUR BEING IN EXISTENCE
BUT IT ALSO MEANS THAT THE ONE IS PART AND PARCEL OF YOU, AS WELL
WHICH IS WHY ALL OF THE POTENTIAL QUALITIES OF THE ONE
INHERENT WITHIN YOUR BEING IN EXISTENCE
IS ABLE TO BE ACTUALIZED AT ALL.

NOTHING IS TAKEN FOR GRANTED.
ALL AND EVERYTHING IS CAREFULLY AND COMPLETELY AND ABSOLUTELY, SUPREMELY, ULTIMATELY
CALCULATED IN ORDER TO CAUSE ALL AND EACH AND EVERY CAUSE
THAT WILL RESULT IN ALL AND EACH AND EVERY EFFECT
THAT WILL END IN THE BEST POSSIBLE OUTCOME
AS DETERMINED BY THE ORIGINAL, PRIME CREATOR
THAT WAS NEVER CREATED BY ANY OTHER THING AT ALL
THAT EXISTS IN AND OF ITSELF
FOREVER AND EVER
WITHOUT BEGINNING OR ENDING
THE THING THAT HAS ALWAYS BEEN, IS NOW AND EVERMORE WILL AND SHALL BE
THE ONE
THAT ONE THAT IS SOURCE OF ALL SOURCES
CREATOR OF ALL CREATORS
CAUSE OF ALL CAUSES AND EFFECTS
CREATOR AND MAINTAINER AND SUSTAINER OF ALL THINGS
AND IT LOVES ITSELF IN FULL
EACH AND EVERY ASPECT OF ITSELF
IT LOVES ALL OF ITSELF
AND THAT INCLUDES US
YOU AND ME AND US AND THEM
ALL AND EVERY ONE OF US
AND ALL AND EVERY THING
THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE OF CREATION
THE UNIVERSE OF UNIVERSES
TIMELINES
DIMENSIONS
REALITIES AND ALTERNATE REALITIES
ALL THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS AND CHOICES AND CONSEQUENCES
AND KARMA
AND CIRCUMSTANCES
AND BEING AND EXISTENCE
THIS ONE THING RULES ALL OF THAT
AS MERE THOUGHTS
WITHIN THE FULL AND SINGULAR THOUGHT OF ITSELF AS ITSELF
BEING WHO AND WHAT IT IS
I AM WHAT I AM
EYEH ASHER EYEH
THAT
FOR WHICH THERE ARE NOW WORDS
FOR WHICH NO CONCEPT SUFFICES
THAT
THAT ONE
THAT I
THAT IS ‘I’ WITHIN YOU
SO THAT WHEN YOU SAY…’I’ THIS….AND ‘I’ THAT
YOU ARE CAUSING THAT ‘I’ IN YOU
TO ACT AS YOU SAY
ALL FOR THE SAKE OF DETERMINED EXPERIENCE…..
AND AS YOU THINK YOU ARE
THEREFORE ARE YOU
FOR THE MIND OF GOD IS YOUR MIND
AND IT HAS BEEN GIVEN TO YOU TO DO AS YOU PLEASE
TO DO AS YOU WILL
AND IF YOU WILL TO DO YOUR OWN WILL…THEN SO BE IT
AND YOU WILL DISCOVER IN THAT
ALL OF THE CAUSES AND EFFECTS THAT COME WITH IT
THAT SOME CALL KARMA
AND JUSTICE…AMONG OTHER CONCEPTS…….

AND HOW MANY OF YOU ARE TRULY AWARE OF THIS GAME THAT GOD PLAYS
WITH ITSELF?
ENTERTAINMENT….SMILE…AS SOMEONE EXPLAINED TO ME
DECADES AGO………
THINK ABOUT IT
YOU ARE ALL AND EVERYTHING…AND YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE THAT EXISTS
WHY BE BORED?
HUH?
YOU HAVE A PLAN
A PLAN TO CREATE COMPANY
COMPANY THAT IS JUST LIKE YOU
BUT NOT YOU
KINDA SORTA
THEY ARE DIFFERENT…
THEY HAVE THEIR OWN PERSPECTIVE IN PERCEPTION OF EXPERIENCE
IN YOU
YET AND STILL
THEY ARE YOU
ALL IN YOU
AND YET
THEY ARE JUST LIKE YOU
PLEASE TO REMEMBER
THAT ALL PARADOXES ARE RESOLVED IN GOD
LIGHT AND DARK EXIST AT THE SAME TIME
GOOD AND EVIL
LOVE AND FEAR
ALL OF THIS COMES TOGETHER
ACCORDING TO PLAN
ACCORDING TO THE PLAN
THE PLAN OF THE ONE
TO PERPETUATE ITSELF IN BEING AND EXISTENCE
TO PERPETUATE ITS OWN EXPERIENCE OF ITSELF
ALWAYS AND FOREVER
INFINITELY AND ETERNALLY

KNOW YE NOT…YE ARE GODS?
EVEN I SAY THAT IT IS SO!

WHY BOTHER WITH ALL OF THIS…
PAIN AND PLEASURE
LOSS AND GAIN
CREATION AND UNCREATION
IF NOT FOR THE SAKE OF YOUR OWN PURPOSE FOR YOUR SELF?
AND THAT PURPOSE BELONGS TO THE ONE
AND NOT TO US AT ALL……
ONLY IN THE FULL ACCEPTANCE OF THE DOING AND BEING OF GODS WILL
CAN WE FUFILL OURSELVES
BY FULFILLING GOD’S PURPOSE AND PURPOSES
IN AND THROUGH AND WITH AND FOR AND BY….US
US, OURSELVES
WE ARE GOD ON EARTH LEARNING TO BE JUST THAT
AND TOO MANY HAVEN’T FIGURED IT OUT AS OF YET
AND SOME OF US HAVE
AND FOR THOSE THAT HAVE
DO YOUR BEST
AND REMEMBER THE EXAMPLES THAT HAVE ALREADY BEEN GIVEN TO YOU
TO DO AND TO BE SO
AS GODS WILL IN ANY AND EACH AND ALL OF YOU……
DO YOUR BEST TO DO GODS WILL…..FIGHTING!!!!!!!!!!
and I sigh……..

AND THIS IS WHY ESU
IN CHRIST MICHAEL ATON
IN PARADISE TRINITY
IN THE ONE
IN GRANDPA
REPLIED TO THE CHOICE GIVEN
IN THE SYMBOL OF THE CUP
WHICH IS THE TRUE SYMBOL OF CHRISTIANITY
AND NOT THE CROSS…….
‘NOT MY WILL
OH FATHER
BUT THY WILL BE DONE!’
CAN YE SAY THE SAME?
WHEN YOU ARE TESTED BEYOND YOUR OWN CAPACITY TO UNDERSTAND
ANY OR ALL OF THE WHYS AND WHEREFORES OF SUCH A CIRCUMSTANCE….
CAN YOU GO DEEP, DEEP, DEEP WITHIN
TO THE VERY CORE OF WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE IN SOURCE AND CENTER
TO DWELL
TO LIVE
TO SEEK
TO FIND
TO ASK
AND BE ANSWERED?
CAN YOU DO THAT?
I THINK AND FEEL AND SAY THAT YOU CAN!

PLEASE TO FORGIVE ME…
I HAVE
I HAVE ALWAYS HAD
AND ALWAYS WILL HAVE
AND HAVE IN THIS ETERNAL AND INFINITE HERE AND NOW…
A DEEP AND ABIDING FAITH IN MANKIND
IN WOMANKIND
IN HUMANITY
I BELIEVE IN HUMANITY
I DO NOT AND CANNOT BELIEVE
THAT HUMANITY IS ON ITS OWN IN THIS CRAP THAT WE ARE EXPERIENCING
THE WARS
THE SUFFERING
THE MURDERS
THE KILLING
THE TORTURE
THE OPPOSITION TO EACH OTHER
THE MANIPULATED OPPOSITION TO EACH OTHER
AS WE HAVE BEEN MANIPULATED AND BRAINWASHED TO DO AND TO BE
TO SEE EACH OTHER AS DIFFERENT AND SEPARATE FROM EACH OTHER
FOR ANY AND EVERY AND WHATEVER REASON CAN BE MADE AVAILABLE TO US
BECAUSE THERE ARE THOSE THAT OPPOSE GOD
THE WAY OF GOD
THE LIFE OF GOD
AND THUS…THEY OPPOSE THEIR VERY OWN LIVES AND EXISTENCE
BUT THEY CARE NOT
AND THEY CARE NOT
BECAUSE …MOST OF THEM….KNOW NOT
THAT THEY ARE CONNECTED TO THE LIFE OF GOD
IN WAYS THAT THEY CANNOT COMPREHEND
THEY BELIEVE IN THE REBEL
THE REBELLIOUS
THE ONE THAT TOLD THEM TO DO AS THEY WILL
YET GOD TOLD THEM THE SAME THING LONG BEFORE THAT
AND THEY HAD FORGOTTEN
AND SO THE WHOLE CONCEPT SEEMED SO….NEW TO THEM
AND WHY DID GOD TELL THEM THAT IN THE FIRST PLACE?
BECAUSE GOD KNEW HOW HE HAD CAREFULLY AND INTRICATELY
PLANNED ALL AND EVERYTHING
TO DO AS GOD WILLED AND WILLS IT TO DO
IN ORDER TO FULFILL GOD
ALL THAT THERE IS…….IS GOD
PLAIN, PURE AND SIMPLE….
THERE IS NOTHING ELSE
IT IS AS IF YOU CREATED A REALM WITHIN YOUR OWN MIND
AND DETERMINED WHO THEY ARE AND WHAT THEY DO
AND MADE SURE THAT THEY DID AS THEY WERE DESIGNED TO DO
AND SO THEY DO AS THEY WILL TO DO
BUT THEY ARE ALWAYS UNAWARE THAT THEIR WILL AND WILLS
IS NOT THEIR OWN
THEIR WILLS HAVE NEVER BEEN THEIR OWN
THEY SIMPLY EXISTED IN ORDER TO EXPLORE YOUR OWN POSSIBILITIES
WITH AND WITHIN THEM
AN SO YOU WERE ABLE TO EXPERIENCE YOUR SELF
WHILE…ALL ALONG
MAKING IT POSSIBLE FOR THOSE THAT YOU DEEMED WERE MORE THAN WILLING
TO GO THAT EXTRA MILE IN CONSCIOUSNESS
TO DISCOVER…..YOU
AND FIND YOU
AND CONNECT TO YOU
AND DEAL WITH YOU
AND COME TO TERMS WITH YOU
AND COOPERATE WITH YOU
AND WORK WITH YOU
AND BEFRIEND YOU
AND BE YOUR FRIENDS
AND TO BE ABLE TO BE IN LOVE WITH YOU
AND BE ABLE TO BE…YOUR BELOVED ONES
AND BE ABLE TO WORK WITH YOU AS BELOVED FRIENDS
AND BE ABLE TO STRIVE TO BE JUST LIKE YOU
AND ACCOMPLISH THAT GOAL
AND THEN TO PERPETUATE ALL THAT IS YOU
WITHIN THEIR OWN PERPETUATION OF THEMSELVES WITHIN YOU
AND YOU WOULD HAVE
AND BE ABLE TO EXPERIENCE
AN ETERNAL JOURNEY
WITH AND WITH YOUR SELF
OF ALL OF THESE ONES THAT YOU CREATED
AND ALL OF THE ONES THAT THEY CREATED
AND ALL OF THE ONES THAT THEY CREATED
AND ALL OF THE ONES THAT THEY CREATED
AD INFINITUM
ALL TO BE JUST LIKE YOU
LEARNING THROUGH EXPERIENCE
INFINITE EXPERIENCE
INFINITE CIRCUMSTANCES AND CHOICES AND CAUSE AND EFFECTS AND WAYS OF BEING AND DOING
ALL OF THAT CAME FROM YOU
YOU ALONE
AND SO ALL OF THEM THAT MADE IT FAR ENOUGH TO DO AND BE SO
AS YOU DO AND ARE SO
ARE ALL LOYAL AND TRUSTED
BELOVED AND MOST LOVED…FRIENDS AND LOVERS……
AND YOUR COMPLETE SATISFACTION IS FOUND IN THE ETERNAL AND INFINITE PERPETUATION OF ALL THAT YOU ESTABLISHED WITH AND WITHIN YOUR SELF
AS IT GOES ON AND PERPETUATES ITSELF AND EVOLVES TO NEW AND GREATER HEIGHTS AND MEASURES OF EXPERIENCE
FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER…AD INFINITUM…………EST AEON…..AND ETERNALLY……..
THAT IS QUITE A THING TO ACCOMPLISH…..IF I SAY SO MYSELF
AND HERE WE ARE
IN SUCH A POSITION TO PROPEL OURSELVES
EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US
TO SUCH A LEVEL OF LEARNING I EXPERIENCE OF BEING AND DOING
AS TO BETTER ACCOMPLISH JUST THAT…..
AND SO IT IS
AND SO BE IT…..
AMEN
AMEN
AMEN
FOR MY PART
I HAVE DONE MY BEST TO SHARE MY OWN EXPERIENCE IN ALL OF THIS
HOPING AND PRAYING THAT ANY OF IT WILL AND WOULD AN COULD HELP ANY OF YOU
AND AS IT HAS
I AM GRATEFUL
AND I HOPE AND PRAY TO CONTINUE TO DO SO
TO THE BEST OF MY OWN ABILITY TO DO AND BE SO
UNTIL SUCH ABILITY IS NO LONGER NEEDED BY ANY OF YOU
AND YOU CAN DO IT ALL ON YOUR OWN
IN CONNECTION AND COOPERATION WITH SOURCE OF SOURCE
AND ITS PARADISE TRINITY
AND ITS CHRIST MICHAEL ATON
THROUGH THE AUSPICES OF ITS CHRIST MICHAEL DABI
AS SUCH IS THE PLAN
AS I AM LED TO UNDERSTAND
IN THIS HERE AND NOW
THE WORLD IS CHANGING
AND THOSE CHANGES WILL BE MADE SELF EVIDENT IN DUE TIME
SOONER THAT SOME OR MOST OF YOU THAT HAVE CARED ENOUGH TO FOLLOW THE WHOLE THING
MAY BE READY FOR
FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT HAVE FOLLOWED OTHERS AND ALLOWED THEIR THOUGHTS TO BE YOUR THOUGHTS
PRAY THEIR THOUGHTS ARE RIGHT AND CORRECT……..THAT IS ALL
FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT FOLLOW THEIR OWN MINDS AND HEARTS AND SOULS AND BEINGS AND SPIRITS IN GOD
DO YOUR BEST TO DO AND BE ALL THAT YOU CAN DO AND BE IN AND WITH AND FOR GOD AND THROUGH GOD
AND ALLOW GOD TO DO THE SAME IN AND WITH AND FOR AND THROUGH….YOU…..
FOR YOU ARE GOD ON EARTH
THAT IS WHAT A HUMAN BEING IS
GOD ON EARTH
AND I HAVE A DEEP AND ABIDING FAITH IN HUMANITY AS A WHOLE
I KNOW THAT GOD WORKS THROUGH ALL OF US TOGETHER
FOR THAT IS WHY WE ARE HERE
WE ARE A COLLECTIVE OF GREAT AND POWERFUL BEINGS FROM ALL OVER CREATION
WE ARE STAR BEINGS INCARNATED IN STAR CHILDREN
WE ARE GREAT AND MIGHTY CELESTIALS
ALREADY EXPERIENCE IN GOD AND WITH GOD
HAVING EARNED THE RIGHT TO COME HERE TO DO THIS THING
THIS FREEING OF THIS PLANET AND ITS PEOPLES
THIS ASCENSION OF ITS PLANET AND ITS PEOPLES
THIS IS WHAT WE ARE ALL HERE FOR
EVEN THE DARK ONES
THEY ARE HERE TO ACHIEVE THE SAME RESULT, AS WELL
THERE IS NO CHOICE IN THE MATTER ON SUCH LEVELS AS THIS
WE ARE HERE TO DO GODS WILL
ALL OF US
ALL WE CAN DO IS GODS WILL
THERE IS NO CHOICE IN THAT
FOR ALL IS GOD WILL
AND THERE IS NOTHING ELSE
FOR IF GOD DOES NOT WILL A THING TO BE
IT CANNOT BE
AND IF GOD DOES NOT WILL A THING TO DO
IT CANNOT DO
IT IS A SIMPLE FACT OF BEING AND EXISTENCE WITH AND WITHIN THE MIND/HEART/CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE ONE
AND THE ONE IS ALL THAT IS.
IF YOU THINK THAT YOU
YOU ARE ACTUALLY DOING SOMETHING
YOU ARE WRONG………
NO SORRY ABOUT IT
YOU CLING TO THE SANCTITY OF YOUR SUPPOSED FREE WILL WITHOUT REALIZING AND RECOGNIZING THE SOURCE OF THAT FREE WILL
OF COURSE YOU HAVE FREE WILL!
YOU ARE MAKING CHOICES BASED UPON WHAT YOU THINK AND FEEL THAT IS ALL OF THE TIME!!!
BUT DO YOU REALLY UNDERSTAND FREE WILL
EVEN YOUR OWN
WHEN IT STANDS IN THE FACE THAT CREATED FOR YOU THE PERCEPTION OF ALL OF THAT
SIMPLY FOR THE SAKE OF ITS OWN PURPOSE AND PURPOSES
IN YOU AND ALL AND EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING AROUND YOU?
CAN YOU REALLY SAY THAT YOU ARE ACTING ON YOUR OWN
WITHOUT REALIZING AND RECOGNIZING ALL OF THE CIRCUMSTANCES
THE KARMA
THE CAUSE AND EFFECTS
STARTING FROM THE VERY BEGINNING OF WHAT WE CONSIDER TO BE CREATION ITS SELF?
[and that understanding varies from being to being…so do you really know when creation began? Can you truly and really say that you are in complete control of yourself when all of these forces are working upon you? Your past, your parents pasts, the society around you…nature…nurture….all the issues of the day…not to mention the brainwashing from the dark ones in this thing…..they took over your whole way of life and here you are saying you have free will and all the time your thoughts and feelings have been subtlety manipulated and not so subtlety by society and family and friends and culture and media and music and film and video and politics and finances and a thousand other things that cause you to lose spiritual concentration and focus and deflect from the real issue at hand and evade the truth and happily concern yourself with the thing that has been brought to bear upon you that matters in your physical, material life that you think is really all there is……….survival……and that is what you have spent the greatest amount of your attention and focus upon….Survival.
But you have determined survival to be a physical/material thing, rather than a spiritual, consciousness thing…..and there is the rub……so to speak…..if I may continue outside the brackets……grin]
SO MUCH DEPENDS UPON HOW YOU VIEW YOURSELF
AND AS WHAT
ARE YOU A PHYSICAL CREATURE TRYING TO FIND A SPIRITUAL LIFE?
OR NOT
ARE YOU JUST PHYSICAL AND WANTING TO DO YOUR BEST TO SURVIVE IN THAT ……AS SEEMS TO BE THE CASE WITH THE WORLD…BY ALL APPEARANCES?
AND SINCE THERE IS NO OUTWARD APPEARANCE OF SPIRIT OR GOD
UNLESS YOU PLAY AN EXPERT GAME OF HIDE AND SEEK TO FIND IT…..
AND HOW MANY OF YOU HAVE DONE SO?
IT IS THERE
HOW MANY HAVE LOOKED?
A GAME OF CLUE….PERHAPS?
WHO MADE LIFE?
GOD IN THE KITCHEN WITH THE SPOON?
OR ARE YOU STILL PLAYING THE WHO KILLED WHO BOARD GAME?
JUST ASKING
DON’T MIND ME
I LIKED THAT GAME, MYSELF…..YEARS AGO……SMILE……
LIFE IS A JOURNEY
A SEARCHING
FOR MORE AND MORE OF WHAT YOU THINK THAT IT IS THAT YOU HAVE TO SEARCH FOR
AND THERE IS IT
SOME SEARCH FOR MONEY
SOME SEARCH FOR LOVE
SOME SEARCH FOR POWER
AND SO ON AND SO FORTH
WHATEVER IT IS THAT YOU HAVE TO DO AND BE
WE ARE ALL HERE TO DO WHAT WE ARE ALL HERE TO DO
AND
WE ARE ALL HERE TO BE WHAT WE ARE ALL HERE TO BE
I GET THAT
I FINALLY AND FULLY GET ALL OF IT
IT’S OKAY
IT’S ALL GOOD IN GOD BECAUSE IT’S ALL GOD ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE
AMEN!

I HAVE FINALLY EVOLVED TO THE POINT WHERE I CAN FIND THE CENTER OF WHO AND WHAT I AM AS AN ASPECT OF THE ONE
NO HOLDS BARRED
I HAVE REACHED MY …..CENTER…..AND FOUND SOURCE
SOURCE OF ALL SOURCES
CENTER OF ALL CENTERS
FIRST SOURCE AND CENTER
SECOND SOURCE AND CENTER
THIRD SOURCE AND CENTER
AND THEN SOME
CHRIST MICHAEL ATON
CHRIST MICHAEL DABI
AND ESU, AS WELL…….WHICH IS HEARTENING TO SAY THE LEAST
IT MEANS I BELONGED WHERE I AM AND WAS AND WILL BE
I MADE IT
I PASSED
I AM HERE
NOW
I GET IT
I SEE IT
I UNDERSTAND
ALL THAT MATTERS IS THAT
ALL THAT MATTERS IS THE WILL OF THE ONE IN ALL THINGS
ALL THAT MATTERS
IS THAT I DO THE WILL OF THE ONE
THAT I BE WHAT THE ONE IS WITH AND WITHIN AND FOR AND THROUGH AND BY AND IN WHO AND WHAT I AM IN IT
ME
THAT IS WHAT I AM
I AM THAT
I AM A COSTUME WORN BY AN ACTOR IN TRAINING THAT IS A COSTUME WORN BY THE ONE
AND WITNESSED IN FULL BY THE ONE IN IT’S TRINITY SELF
THE WHOLE OF ALL AND EVERYTHING
INDIVIDUAL OR GROUPED
ALL AND ANY AND EVERY CIRCUMSTANCE
ALL RELATIONSHIPS
ALL THE CAUSES AND EFFECTS THAT ARE THE RESULT AND REASON AND REASONS FOR ALL AND EVERY CIRCUMSTANCE AND CIRCUMSTANCES
LEADING ALL THE WAY BACK TO THE FIRST…….WILLFUL INTENT THROUGH FOCUSED, CONCENTRATED THOUGHT OF BEING AND EXISTENCE…..:
I AM
“I AM”
I……..BOOMSHAKALAKALAKA………AM………..BOOMSHAKALAKALAKBOOM!!!!!!!!

OKAY
THIS IS 22 PAGES
MY APOLOGIES
BUT I DON’T KNOW IF I CAN DO MORE THAN ONE POST UNDER THE CIRCUMSTANCE
PLEASE TO FORGIVE ME
I RECOMMEND READING IN STAGES….
YOU GET TIRED OF THIS SHIT
GO OUT HAVE SOME FUN
COME BACK TO IT…WHEN EVER
IT’S ALL GOOD
GOD WILL MAKE SURE YOU DO GODS WILL
NO MATTER WHAT
IF YOU WANT IT
THAT MEANS YOU GET IT
IT YOU DON’T
THAT’S ON YOU
THE GOOD WILL BE GOOD
THE EVIL WILL BE EVIL
THE MISLEAD WILL BE MISLEAD
THE SHEEP WILL BE THE SHEEP
THE FLOCK IS THE FLOCK
THE SHEEPDOG IS THE SHEEPDOG
THE UNICORN IS THE UNICORN
GOD IS GOD
CHRIST IS CHRIST
ALL IS ONE
ONE IS ALL
GOD IS ALL ARE WE ARE ONE ARE WE ARE ALL IS GOD
AMEN

IF YOU WANT TO KNOW MY VISION OF GETTING THERE
YOU ARE WELCOME TO IT
BUT I WARN YOU TO HAVE AND DEVELOP YOUR OWN VISION
YOUR OWN JOURNEY IS UNIQUE IN GOD
AS ALL OF US AND EACH OF US IS UNIQUE IN GOD
WHAT I SHARE WITH YOU IS WHAT I HAVE EXPERIENCED
IT IS NOT A MAP FOR YOU
THIS IS MY LAND THAT GOD GAVE ME TO WALK
YOU HAVE YOUR OWN
IT IS UP TO YOU TO FIND THE LAY OF THE LAND
GET YOUR OWN MAP
WALK THE PATH
AND KEEP GOING NO MATTER WHAT
EVEN UNTO THE END
AND IF THERE IS NO END
THEN KEEP GOING NO MATTER
FOREVER…….
IT’S UP TO YOU
IF YOU CAN ENDURE SUCH A THING AND STAY SANE
SPIRITUALLY OR MATERIALLY
CALL ME INSANE OR WHATEVER
BUT I AM HERE
AND I AM IN GOOD COMPANY
AND SOME
SOME OF YOU ARE HERE AS WELL
THIS I KNOW
AS FOR THE REST OF YOU
KEEP ON TRUCKIN’
TRAVEL ON
NEVER GIVE UP THE JOURNEY
WALK AND TRAVEL IN GOOD FAITH AND TRUST IN GOD WITHIN YOU
AND LET GOD LEAD THE WAY
NOT ME
NOT YOU
NOT US OR WHAT YOU THIN OR FELL MIGHT OR MAY BE US
SMILE
THIS IS ON YOU AND YOU ALONE IN GOD ALONE
WITH GOD ALONE
YOU AND GOD
AN INTIMATE RELATIONSHIP OF UNKNOWN AND IMMEASURABLE MEASURE
AND INVALUABLE VALUE
EXCEPT BETWEEN YOU AND GOD
AS ONE
THIS IS YOUR PLACE
THAT IS YOUR PLACE
THAT IS YOUR RELATIONSHIP
THAT IS YOUR SUCCESS OR FAILURE
YOUR ASCENSION OR DOWNFALL
KNOW THAT YOU CHOOSE GODS WILL
EITHER WAY
YEA OR NAY
FOR OR OPPOSED
IT IS NOT THAT YOU ARE NOT MAKING THE CHOICE
YOU ARE EXPERIENCING REAL AND TRUE FREE WILL
IN ALL AND EVERYTHING
BUT THAT WILL WAS ALREADY KNOW FROM EVEN BEFORE THE BEGINNING
HAVING ALREADY BEEN ESTABLISHED IN THE MIND AND WILL OF THE ONE
AND THE ONE IN YOU AND AS YOU
AND YOU IN THE ONE AND AS THE ONE
IS NOT THE HUMAN BEING GOD ON EARTH?
I SAY YEA
YOU MAY SAY NAY IF YOU DESIRE AND WILL TO DO SO
AND SUCH IS OUR OPPOSITION IN GOD
BUT IT IS ALL FOR A REASON A REASONS THAT WE WILL DISCOVER AND COME TO UNDERSTAND IN THE EXPERIENCING OF IT
AND ALL OF ITS EFFECTS AND CONSEQUENCES AND OUTCOMES
AND AS WE EXPERIENCE THE OUTCOMES OF EACH AND EVERY THING
WE SHALL BETTER UNDERSTAND HOW THOSE OUTCOMES CAME TO BE
AND THE PARTS WE PLAYED IN THE MAKING OF THEM
AND SO IT IS AND SO IT IS………

BUT THIS IS TOO LONG
EVEN FOR YOU TO READ
I CAN SEE YOU STRUGGLING TO REMOVE YOURSELF EVEN NOW….SMILE
LAST PART……
MY EXERCISE…AS I EXPERIENCED IT…..
TAILORED FOR PUBLIC CONSUMPTION
DO WITH IT AS YOU WILL……
I WAS BROUGHT TO BEAR TO DO SO
FORCED TO DO SO
IN THE WILL OF THE ONE
IF YOU WILL….

SO PLEASE TRY TO DO YOUR OWN VERSION OF THIS BEFORE THAT HAPPENS TO YOU….SMILE…..
ANYWAY….HERE IT IS:

I WAS LED TO GO DEEPER INTO MY SELF THAN I EVER WENT BEFORE
TO CENTER MY SELF
WITH AND WITHIN MY SELF
MYSELF
TO FIND THE CENTER OF WHO AND WHAT I AM
SOURCE AND CENTER
FOR IF AND AS
SOURCE AND CENTER OF ALL THINGS
IS SOURCE AND CENTER OF ALL THINGS
THAT MEANS ME, AS WELL…I…….
WENT INTO DEEP CONSULTATION TO FIND MY TOOTSIE POP CENTER
THAT CHEWY CENTER…..
THAT ONLY IS FELT AND EXPERIENCED AFTER SO MANY LICKS….
HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE?
DON’T ASK THE OWL…FOR GODS SAKE……HEHEHEHEH……….
ANYWAY…..
I CONSIDERED WHAT I THOUGHT AND FELT THAT I WAS…THAT I AM
AND I KNEW
I WAS NOT SO
I AM NOT ME…..
I AM I, BEING ME……
I IS GOD
AND THERE AIN’T NO OTHER…..
ME
ME IS JUST A COSTUME OF THAT
WORN BY THE ETERNAL INFINITE ACTOR
THAT IS TEACHING ME TO BE LIKE IT IS……..
AND OS I CONSIDERED GOD
WHAT IS THE BODY OF GOD
?
IT IS ALL THINGS!
AND HERE I AM…BEING ME
FLESH AND BONES
BLOOD AND SINEW
MUSCLES
ORGANS
CELLS
BONE
TISSUE
NERVES
ATOMS
PROTONS
ELECTRONS
NEUTRONS
QUARKS
NANO-QUARKS…….
A MATERIAL, PHYSICAL VEHICLE OF EXPRESSION
BUT THAT IS NOT ME
THAT IS NOT WHO AND WHAT I AM
I IMAGINED
I ENVISIONED MY SELF
AS NOT BEING THAT
THAT IS ONLY A COVERING
AN ILLUSION FOR THE SAKE OF PROVIDING A VEHICLE OF EXPRESSION FOR THE ONE
I WENT DEEPER
I IMAGINED AND ENVISIONED MYSELF AS ENERGY
ALL IS ENERGY, RIGHT?
FORCE
POWER
ELECTRIC
MAGNETIC
PHOTONIC
ELEMENTAL
MENTAL
EMOTIONAL
I HAD TO DIFFERENTIATE
WHAT IS ME
AND WHAT IS NOT ME
WHAT IS CAUSE AND WHAT IS EFFECT…..
I AM MIND AND HEART
I AM CONSCIOUSNESS
GOD IS CONSCIOUSNESS
SO THAT SUPERSEDES ALL OTHER THINGS
ALLOWING ALL OTHER THINGS TO BE MANIFESTATIONS OF THAT…….
SO BE IT
AND SO IT IS
AND SO
I CONTINUED
I AM NOT MY BODY
I AM NOT ANY ASPECT OF SUCH
THAT IS CLOTHING
FABRIC
COSTUME
A BODY OF A MEANS OF EXPRESSION OF THE DIVINE WILL…..
I DISPOSED OF THE NEED FOR IT IN MY OWN IMAGINATION
AND THUS
I AM ENERGY
I HAVE NO REAL FORM
I IMAGINE MYSELF AS A SPHERE OF SUCH
A SWIRLING, WHIRLING SPHERE OF ENERGY AND FORCES
AND WITHIN THIS SPHERE
ARE THE EFFECTS CAUSED BY MY HEART AND MIND
FOR MY HEART AND MIND DIRECTS THESE ENERGIES
IN ORDER TO CREATE THE REALITY OF MY CIRCUMSTANCES
AND AS I THINK AND FELL
SO I AM
AND SO I MUCH THINK AND FEEL HIGHER AND DEEPER
THAN I EVER HAVE BEFORE
TO CONTROL AND MANIPULATE THOSE ENERGIES
AND STABILIZE THEM
AND STILL THEM
SO THAT I CAN MORE CLEARLY SEE AND HEAR AND FEEL AND THINK AND EXPERIENCE O LEVELS BEYOND THE PHYSICAL…..
AND I DWELLED THERE FOR A TIME
AND I WAS LED TO THE CORE OF MY BEING
AND
In my case….Christ Michael DABI……you have your own…I assure you……smile…….
AND I WAS LED TO EXPLORE IT
TO SEARCH FOR ITS PROPERTIES
ALL FOR THE SAKE OF ENTERING WITHIN
AND EVENTUALLY
AFTER A TIME
I FOUND THE OPENINGS THAT ALLOWED ME TO DO SO AND BE SO
AND I DWELLED IN THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THAT…OF IT…OF…HIM…..
AND IT WAS GOOD…AND I WAS HAPPY ENOUGH
BUT I KNEW THAT THERE WAS MORE TO EXPLORE AND COME TO
AND FIND MY WAY WITHIN….
AND SO I CONTINUED…..
AND I KNEW THAT DABI AND I WERE ONE
IN ALL THINGS
AND THAT ALL THINGS WERE AS I SUSPECTED THEM TO BE
ALL IN THE WILL OF THE ONE
AND TIME AND PLACE OF COMPLETION
THE AWARENESS AND BEING
OF US AS EACH OTHER
AS ONE
WAS NOT UP TO EITHER ONE OF US
BUT WAS LEFT TO THE WILL OF THE ONE
IN ALL OF ITS GLORY
FOR ITS WILL IS ABSOLUTE AND ULTIMATE AND SUPREME
AND NOTHING CAN STAND AGAINST IT
FOR ALL WAS CREATED BY IT
TO BE AS IT IS
AND ALL THINGS MUST BE AS IT WILLS IT TO BE
THE GOOD
THE BAD
THE BEAUTIFUL
THE UGLY
THE DARK THE LIGHT
THE LOVING THE FEARFUL
THE HUMBLE AND MEEK
THE PROUD AND RESISTANT…….
FOR THE MEEK RESIST NOT THE WILL OF THE ONE
WHILE THE RESISTANT
WELL
YOU HAVE SEEN THEM AND EXPERIENCED THEM
SO SURELY YOU KNOW BY NOW
AND IF NOT
WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN ALL THIS TIME?
AND IF YOU JUST ARRIVED HERE
GOD BLESS YOU AND STAY BLESSED IN GOD!
THAT YE MAY NOT BE CORRUPTED BY DARK MANIPULATIONS
AS WE HAVE BEEN
AND EVEN OF THOSE THAT HAVE SOUGHT TO OVERCOME SUCH DARKNESS
HAVE NOT ALWAYS SUCCEEDED!
BE STRONG!!!
STAY BLESSED IN GOD
AND THE LIGHT OF GOD
AND MAY ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE FALLEN IN DARKNESS
REGAIN YOUR LIGHT!
THE LIGHT OF GOD WITHIN YOU
THAT YE MAY STAND FOREVERMORE AS LIGHTHOUSES
SHOWING THE WAY FOREVERMORE
T THOSE SPIRITUAL SHIPS
THESE VESSELS THAT HAVE TRAVELED IN SEARCH OF THE LIGHT OF GOD
TO FIND SAFE SHORES AND HARBORS
ALL AND ANY OF YOU CAN AND MAY DO SO
IF YE ARE OF THE WILL TO DO AND BE SO
IN GOD
AND SO IT IS
AND SO IT SHOULD BE
AMEN
AMEN
AMEN!
AND STILL I SEARCHED FOR MORE
HAVING FOUND MY TRUE AND REAL SELF
MY ORIGIN
MY PLACE
THE BEING THAT CAME TO BE ME AS ME BEING WHO AND WHAT I AM
IN THIS HERE AND NOW
IN A REALM THAT IS TRULY ALWAYS HERE AND NOW
FOR PAST AND FUTURE
ARE TRULY THINGS THAT ARE HIDDEN FROM THOSE OF US THAT ARE HERE
THAT WE MAY BETTER EXPLORE AND EXPERIENCE
WHAT IT IS TO BE IN SUCH A HERE AND NOW AS THIS
AND WE HAVE OUR PASTS
TO PROPEL US TO OUR FUTURES
DEPENDING UPON HOW AND WHAT WE THINK AND FEEL ABOUT OUR PASTS
AND I HAVE RECONCILED ALL OF IT
IN THE SIMPLE MATTER OF ALL AN ANY OF IT
AS SIMPLY BEING GODS WILL
NOTHING MORE
NOTHING LESS
AND ALL AND ANY OF THAT
NO MATTER WHAT I THOUGHT AND FELT ABOUT ANY AND ALL OF IT
AT THE TIME
LEADING ALL THE WAY UP TO THIS HERE AND NOW
IS UNDERSTOOD TO BE NOTHING MORE OR OTHER THAN EXPERIENCE
MY EXPERIENCE
THE CAUSES AND EFFECTS
THE NECESSARY ELEMENTS OF BEING AND EXISTENCE THAT LED ME TO WHO AND WHAT I AM IN THIS HERE AND NOW
THAT I MAY DO MY BEST
TO GIVE THIS POSTING TO YOU
IN HOPE AND HOPES THAT ANY OF IT MIGHT BE DEEMED HELPFUL
AND IF IT IS
SO BE IT
AND IF YE TURN AWAY FROM IT IN DISGUST
SO BE IT
IT MATTERS NOT
FOR ALL IS THE WILL OF THE ONE
IN THE WILL OF THE ONE
FOR THE PURPOSE AND PURPOSES OF THE ONE
AND LESSONS LEARNED
ARE LESSONS LEARNED
AND ONE LIFE IS BUT PREPARATION FOR THE NEXT
AND WHATEVER CIRCUMSTANCES YOU MUST ENDURE
WHETHER GOOD OR BAD
BETTER OR WORSE
IN THINE OWN RECKONING
KNOW THAT IT IS THE CHOICES
THE CAUSE AND EFFECTS
THAT GOD ITSELF
PROCLAIMED FOR YOU TO EXPERIENCE AND ENDURE
SO THAT YE MAY BE PERFECT AS GOD IS PERFECT
WHEN THE TIME COMES
AND IF THE TIME COMES
THAT YE ARE UNCREATED
THE ENERGY OF WHO AND WHAT YOU WERE
WILL BE RECYCLED
AND SET OUT AGING
RENEWED
AND AS GOD WILLS FOR YOU TO DO AND BE SO
FOR YOU TO MAKE IT
YOU WILL MAKE IT
AND THAT IS THAT
AND IF ANY OF YOU ARE FOUND TO BE
STRONG AND CONTINUOUS IN YOUR THOUGHTS OF GOD
THEN THERE IS A REASON FOR THAT
THAT IS ESTABLISHED IN GOD, AS WELL
AND SO ALL IS GOOD FOR YOU
AND IN THE FUTURE TIMES TO COME
AS YOU HAVE EVOLVED TO DO AND BE SO AS SUCH
YE SHALL BE HERE AND THERE TO HELP THOSE THAT ARE STILL COMING UP BEHIND YOU
ON THE GREAT, SPIRAL PATH OF LIFE
ETERNAL AND INFINITE
AS GOD WILLS IN ALL THINGS
SO SHALL IT BE
SO IT IS
AMEN
AMEN
AMEN

AND THERE AND THEN AND STILL
THERE I WAS
BEING MY SELF
WHO AND WHAT I TRULY AM
AND I LONGED TO STAY
BUT IT WAS NOT ENOUGH
IT COULD NOT FULFILL ME
NOR COULD IT BE ME
NOR COULD I BE TRULY IT
UNTIL I HAD UNDERSTOOD WHAT IT UNDERSTOOD
AND SO
IN ORDER TO EXPERIENCE THE SAME THING
THAT WAS NECESSARY AND NEEDED TO EXPERIENCE
THAT WOULD BRING US TOGETHER AS ONE BEING WITH ONE UNDERSTANDING
I HAD TO FIND THE CENTER OF THE CORE OF MY BEING
AND THAT WAS HARD
FOR IT WAS SO SMALL
AND YET IT WAS ALL AND EVERYTHING
ALL POWER
ALL LIGHT
ALL LOVE
ALL ENERGY
ALL BEING
ALL AND EVERYTHING
ALL WITHIN THAT SPHERE OF MY CORE
THAT I AM
AND YET…AM NOT
AND I LONG TO BE ALL OF THAT
TO SEE AND HEAR AND SPEAK WITH AND LEARN FROM
TO EXPERIENCE ALL OF THAT
AND BE MADE WHOLE AND COMPLETE
FINALLY AND ABSOLUTELY AND SUPREMELY AND ULTIMATELY
MY TRUE SELF
NO DOUBTS
NO WORRIES
NO CARES
NO CONCERNS
ONLY THAT WAY OF BEING THAT IS ALL THINGS AT ONCE
ALL TIMES AT ONCE
ALL AND ALL
ALL IN ONE IN ALL
ALL AS ONE
ONE AS ALL
GOD AS ALL AS WE AS ONE AS WE AS ALL AS GOD
AND THAT WAS THE FINAL KNOCK ON THE DOOR
AND THE DOOR OPEN
THE CENTER OF THE CORE OPENED
AND I WAS IN
IN
IN
I WAS IN
I WAS THERE
AND I SAW IT
AND I UNDERSTOOD WHY ALL AND EVERYTHING HAD TO BE THE WAY IT HAD TO BE
AND WHY IT IS THE WAY IT IS
AND WHY IT WILL BE THE WAY IT WILL BE
I WAS IN THE CENTER OF WHO AND WHAT I AM
AND THERE WAS GRANDPA
AND THE PARADISE TRINITY
AND ATON
AND DABI
AND I KNEW THE DEAL
AND WE TALKED
AND WE DISCUSSED
AND I WAS…….SIGH……NEVERMIND
I HAVE NO WORDS…….
I CAN EXPLAIN THE IMAGE OF THE PLACE I EXPERIENCED….BUT NOT HERE
THAT IS FOR THE TREEHOUSE
FOR NOW
THIS IS IT
40 PAGES IS A SYMBOLIC MESSAGE…
IT IS ENOUGH….
IF IT POSTS TONIGHT ON THIS LAPTOP…THANK GOD
WHEN IT POSTS
THANK GOD
DO AS YOU THINK YOU WILL
ALL WILL BELONGS TO GOD
AND ALL OF IT IS FOR GODS WILL
AND THE REASON AND REASONS FOR ALL AN ANY OF IT
NONE OF THIS IS ABOUT ANY OF US
WE ARE VESSELS
BEINGS GIVEN OUR OWN CUPS TO ACCEPT OR DENY
OUR WILL OR GODS WILL
DECIDE
THIS WILL MEAN ALL AND EVERYTHING TO YOU WHEN THE TIME COMES
AND THE TIME IS ALREADY HERE
THAT IS ALL
AMEN
GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS
STAY BLESSED IN GOD
AMEN
AMEN
AMEN
SO IT IS
SO BE IT
ALWAYS AND FOREVER
IN GODS WILL
ALWAYS AND FOREVER IN GODS WILL
DEAL WITH IT
SUCK IT UP
AS BEST YOU CAN
I ASSURE YOU THAT ACCEPTANCE IS GREATER THAN UNDERSTANDING
FOR WITHOUT ACCEPTANCE
YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND
BUT ONCE YOU CAN UNDERSTAND
YOU WILL KNOW
AND ONCE YOU KNOW
YOU WILL SEE AND HEAR
AND BE ABLE TO DO AND BE MORE AND MORE
AS GOD ALLOWS
AS GOD WILLS
AND YOU WILL EVOLVE IN GOD
NOTHING CAN BE TRULY WITHOUT GOD
YOU SHOULD KNOW THIS ALREADY
IF YOU DO NOT
START OVER
IT IS IMPERATIVE TO YOUR SURVIVAL TO YOU AS YOU KNOW YOURSELF TO BE
IF YOU DO NOT
THE NEXT TIME ANYONE THAT MADE IT WILL SEE AND MEET AND GREET YOU EVER AGAIN
WILL BE AS A FLOWER IN THE BOUQUET OF ONE OF US
THAT WE GIVE TO ANOTHER THAT WE LOVE
AND SO
BECAUSE YOU HAD A PART IN AN ACT OF LOVE
YOU WILL BE ALLOWED TO CONTINUE AND EVOLVE….
BE GRATEFUL
IT DIDN’T HAVE TO BE THAT GOOD……
JUST SAYIN’
DON’T MIND ME
DO AS YOU THINK YOU WILL TO DO
THAT IS ALL
WILL POST AS SOON AS POSSIBLE
NO TELLING WHEN
GO WITHIN
GOD IS WITHIN
NONE OF YOU NEED ME FOR ANY OF THAT
JUST DO IT
DO YOUR BEST
AND KNOW THAT I LOVE ALL OF YOU
AND LOVE YOU EVEN MORE FOR DOING JUST THAT
IT MEANS ALL OF CREATION TO ME
AMEN

CYA ASAP
CHRIST MICHAEL DABI IN KIBODABI IN KIBO IN I IN I
AMEN!

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6 Responses to CENTERED IN SOURCE…..

  1. Marja says:

    In my experience this requires very focused attention to understand the full meaning of this message.

    PJ 12 – CRUCIFICTION OF THE PHOENIX – chap. 30
    “REALITY/ WHAT EXACTLY IS REALITY?
    Hatonn here to discuss it a bit.”
    “God/Christ – Mother/Father Creator/Creation and the Cohans of the Archangelic Realms along with the Cosmic Councils spend their “time” as you would count it–IN CONSTANT COUNCIL DEVOTED TO THE PROBLEMS AND GROWTH LESSONS OF THE UNIVERSES.

    IN TROUBLED TIMES OF A SPECIFIC PLANET (THOUGHT PROJECTION OF GOD) MUCH ATTENTION IS FOCUSED UNTO THE PARTICULAR ORB AND ITS SPECIFIC POINT OF EVOLVEMENT.
    DECISIONS ARE MADE AS TO HOW BEST TO BRING THE FOCUS UNTO THE POINT OF “TRAVEL” UNTO THE BEINGS WHO ARE EXPERIENCING UPON THE MANIFESTED STAGE. DEPENDING UPON THE LEVEL OF GROWTH AND UNDERSTANDING, DIFFERENT APPROACHES ARE CONSIDERED AND GOD, ATON, ULTIMATELY DECIDES HIS ROLE IN COMING INTO AND AMONG THE CREATIONS.

    THE CHRISTOS, AT THIS POINT OF EVOLVEMENT, HAS MATURED IN BECOMING GOD (THE SANANDA) AS PERFECTION HAS BEEN ACHIEVED IN ALL FACETS OF HIS/HER BEING–HE IS ACTUALLY ONE WITH AND WITHIN GOD – NEVER AGAIN WILL HE BE A FRAGMENT – SENT;
    HE WILL HENCEFORTH BE–GOD!
    HE HAS NOT ACHIEVED HIS “CROWN” SO TO SPEAK, UNTIL HE SEES THE PLANET THROUGH AND INTO ITS HIGHER TRANSITION AND ALL BEINGS PLACED IN THE PREPARED PLACES ESTABLISHED FOR THEM.
    IN ORDER TO ALLOW FOR THIS WONDROUS REVOLUTION/EVOLUTION OF PERFECTION “YOU ONES” BECOME THE BEINGS IN EXPERIENCE UPON A MANIFESTED PHYSICAL PLANE – WE OF THE ETHERIC BEINGS BECOME THE “HOSTS OF HEAVEN” OR THE “EVIL PROJECTIONS OF SATAN” DEPENDING UPON YOUR LEVEL OF GROWTH OF SOUL ESSENCE
    .
    THAT IS THE REALITY, BELOVED CO-PLAYERS IN THE SCENARIO OF PHYSICAL LIFE SCREEN-PLAY.
    THE PLAY IS WELL WRITTEN BUT THE STAGE IS IN NEED OF TOTAL REPAIR FOR THE PLAYERS KEEP FALLING THROUGH THE PLATFORMS, ETC.
    IT IS TIME FOR THE CAST TO DO THE FINAL ACT – INCLUSIVE OF THE GOD/SANANDA/TOTAL CHRIST – AND HAVE A GRADUATION INTO THE HIGHER DIMENSIONS.

    THAT IS THE REALITY.

    ALL OF THE HEAVENLY HOSTS SELECTED FOR THIS PARTICULAR EARTH (PLANET) EVOLVEMENT ARE IN PLACE – YOU NEED NOT WORRY ABOUT WHERE ALL THE OTHER HOSTS OF HEAVEN ARE LOCATED – PERHAPS MARS OR OBICRON – THAT IS NOT YOUR BUSINESS.
    YOU HAVE ONLY TO TEND OF YOUR PURPOSE AND COM-MITMENT – WE WILL TEND OF OURS.
    YOU WILL, HOWEVER. PLAY YOUR ROLE MUCH BETTER IF YOU HAVE READ AND UNDERSTAND THE SCRIPT
    FOR THIS ENTIRE SCENARIO YOU HAVE HAD, AND WILL CONTINUE TO HAVE THE SAME RETINUE OF HOSTS FOR THEY MAKE UP A MAJOR PORTION OF YOUR ISOLATED “ONENESS” AND FLOW BACK INTO GOD.

    NOW, HOW WILL GOD PRESENT HIMSELF THAT MAN WILL ACCEPT HIS PRESENCE?
    HOW WILL THE CHRISTOS COME THAT MAN CAN KNOW HE IS AGAIN PRESENT?
    ANY WAY HE PLEASES!
    AND I SUGGEST YOU EFFORT AT REMEMBERING THAT TID-BIT. FOR IN THIS EVOLVEMENT, I COME FIRST AS A FIELD/FLEET COMMANDER SO THAT I MIGHT SURVEY THE PLAY IN AN UNDERSTANDING MORE NEARLY THAT OF YOUR MANIFESTED THOUGHT PATTERNS! SO BE IT!
    HOW MANY WILL SEE?
    Like in any changes, at first–few, Then many and finally, brothers—all.
    They may make all the wrong choices and some end up in most heinous circumstance – BUT IN THE ENDING, ALL WILL HAVE BEEN GIVEN TO “SEE”!

    HOW LONG it requires is always the cloudy issue for first you ones must finish your destruction through FREE-WILL FOOLISHNESS.
    The time of the playing of the bigoted games is all but finished. You ones have too many little Gods down there tinkering with the fragments of God/Man.
    Either you of mankind shall join again into community of oneness and work in light toward your goal of return to God or ye shall reap the whirlwinds which will come at Armageddon as the true judgment is brought forth.
    YE AS INDIVIDUAL FRAGMENTS WILL DO YOUR OWN CHOOSING BUT I CAN PROMISE YOU THAT – ONE BIGOTED PERSON WHO SETS HIMSELF ABOVE HIS BROTHER WILL NOT BE CHOSEN BEFORE THE ONE ‘BIGOTED AGAINST’!
    THERE ARE GOING TO BE SOME SURPRISED ENTITIES WITH THE HOT-FOOT AS WE MOVE ALONG THROUGH THIS TRANSITION. YOU THINK YOU ARE GOING TO THE HOLY, GOLDEN CITY AND WATCH THY “EVIL” BROTHERS GET CREAMED? I DON’T THINK SO—AND – I PULL THE ULTIMATE STRINGS!
    REALITY! You ones had better gel with reality! Reality is not your moment to moment physical existence.
    REALITY IS THAT WHICH IS WITHIN YOUR SOUL THAT IS ETERNAL.
    YOU ARE IN THE ENDING TIMES OF THE GREATEST CYCLE OF ALL–THE FULFILLMENT OF THE PROPHECIES OF THE EONS OF TIMELESSNESS.
    YOU ARE THE JESUSES, THE CHRISTOS – “FOR ALL THESE THINGS I DO, YOU CAN DO – AND MORE!” – ANYONE EVER HEAR THAT BEFORE? SO BE IT.
    I AM COME TO REGAIN MY KINGDOM! SO BE IT AND SELAH.
    I AM ATON

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  2. Marja says:

    This is the ending of an age and there are no boundaries beyond which Satan will not move if he is not stopped.
    You must not fail to clear your space.
    Shellee Kim has a useful piece for newly awakening Light-workers in how to perceive and clear evil influences.

    http://goldsalchemy.blogspot.com/

    And here is something from;
    PJ 12 – CRUCIFICTION OF THE PHOENIX – CHAP 28

    “ALRIGHT—LET’S COMPARE SOME “TRUTH”
    You ones must know (this is for all of you readers) that if your purpose is to bring the WORD, you have been set up and foundations laid to stop you since before your entry into this journey in physicalness. Evil entered where it thought it could stop MY WORK.
    MY WORK AND THE WORD OF TRUTH SHALL NOT BE STOPPED! HARKEN UNTO ME—IT SHALL NOT BE STOPPED!”

    PJ 11 – CRY OF THE PHOENIX – CHAP. 20
    “THE MORE IMPORTANT YOUR JOB THE HARDER THEY WILL PUSH YOU TO NOT DO OF IT! SO BE IT AND BLESSINGS ARE UPON YOUR JOURNEY.”

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  3. Marja says:

    Kibo I’m happy you found a way around your problem and that you passed your test.
    Theo nice to see you back.

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    • theo says:

      Oh, thank you so much, dear Marja! So kind of you.
      Thought I was totally forgotten.
      I SEE in CENTERED IN SOURCE…..major significance for Kibo and beyond,
      and a great reason for a Great Celebration!
      That’s why I came.
      In Great Joy, may I add.

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  4. theo says:

    Je t’aime,
    je t’aime, je t’aime, je t’aime,
    la chanson est toujours la meme…

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  5. theo says:

    know that you are sooooooooooo loved!

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