BEAR WITH ME ON THIS ONE…PLEASE…

BEAR WITH ME ON THIS ONE…PLEASE…
Okay……I’ve been lectured and lectured some more on this….concept…you can call it hypothesis or theory or whatever. This is one of those things that I imagine will cause people to run away screaming, never to return again…so be it…..nothing to be done about it and that is what it is and must be what it must be………
[and I can tell that I haven’t best ably and accurately explained what has been given to me…I will do my best to do better in future posts. I beg you to please, for now…deal with this as best you can and expand upon it so that you can help me give this to others…let us do this together as best we can in GOD. In the meantime…here it is as best as I have been able to do so under the circumstances…I shall and will do more as it has been given me to do and be so. For now….this is it……
Again…my apologies…do the best with this as you can….more will come as GOD wills…amen…]
So anyway……please to keep a…most open of minds in this matter while I do my best to try to translate what I have been….learning…in what you will probably call my insanity……..and we will eventually see if I am wrong and insane or…otherwise…when the results come in
In the meantime….please to bear with me in all of this…..think it over…contemplate it with and within yourself and with GOD and within GOD……for there is the reality of all things, as far as I am concerned and no one can tell me anything different in the matter…but that’s me…don’t’ mind me…make up your own damn mind about all and everything like you are supposed to do…okay? OKAY!!!!
AHEM….OKAY….NOW…HERE I GO…
DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE, DETOURED THROUGH THE UNKNOWN PUSH THROUGH AND TO THE UNICORN’S CAVE….MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA…..
WELCOME TO MY ABODE
SIT DOWN, RELAX, LISTEN UP AND HEAR AND COMPREHEND TO THE POINT OF GROKKING AS BEST YOU CAN
YOU MAY LEAVE AT ANY TIME……
GOOD ENOUGH?
It will have to be……..
I shall continue……leave now, for if you stay beyond this point………….
Sigh…anyway……….here we go
YOU KNOW HOW YOU DREAM?
AND IN YOUR DREAM YOU HAVE A WHOLE REALM TO EXPERIENCE IN?
THERE ARE OTHER PEOPLE AND PLACES AND THINGS DOING ALL KINDS OF THINGS THAT YOU HAVE TO FIGURE OUT WHEN YOU WAKE UP…OR NOT…..
BUT STILL…..ALL AND WELL AND GOOD
FOR THAT AMOUNT OF TIME, AS YOU DREAMED YOUR DREAM, YOU HAD A WHOLE REALITY WITHIN YOUR MIND, YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS….
NOW…MIND YOU…..IN YOUR DREAMS YOU HAVE THAT…FIRST PERSON PERSPECTIVE THAT SEEMS TO BE THE NORM FOR ALL DREAMS THAT HUMANS DREAM….SOMETIME YOU DREAM THAT YOU ARE SOMEONE ELSE……FROM TIME TO TIME YOU CAN ACTUALLY HAVE A SECOND…OR EVEN THIRD PERSON VIEW OF THINGS IN YOUR DREAM…BUT SUCH THINGS ARE RARE….AS FAR AS I KNOW
FEEL FREE TO CORRECT ME….I WOULD APPRECIATE IT GREATLY…..AND THANK YOU AHEAD OF TIME…
NOW HERE’S THE POINT OF THIS POSITION……
WHAT MAKES YOU THAT DIFFERENT FROM GOD THAT MAKES YOU THINK THAT GOD IS DOING SOMETHING OF THE SAME SORT?
YOU ARE A CREATED CREATURE….CREATED IN THE MIND, THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF GOD…
WE HAVE TOLD YOU THAT GOD DREAMS AWAKE…..
IS SUCH A THING TOO HARD FOR YOU TO IMAGINE?
YOU KNOW THAT THERE IS SUCH A THING AS LUCI DREAMING, EVEN IN YOUR REALM…
THE ABILITY TO CONTROL YOUR OWN DREAMS…
NOW CONFIGURE THIS ON THE CREATIONAL AND INFINITE AND ETERNAL SCALE OF GOD
WHAT DO YOU THINK THAT GOD IS DOING?
GOD THINKS OF YOU AND YOU ARE!!!!
ALL AND EVERYTHING EXISTS
ONLY BECAUSE IT IS THOUGHT OF BY GOD
[Now…mind you…there is GOD, the GOD OF GODS, and there are Gods, the Michael Sons, The Creator Sons, and there are gods and godlings……….but that is another post for another time very soon to come…….smile…Right now we are talking about GOD…..Okay? I hope so.]
AS ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT WE KNOW THAT IS LIFE AND BEING AND EXISTENCE IS FOUND WITHIN THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF GOD…SHOULDN’T SUCH A THING BE EXPLORED AS MUCH AND AS WELL AS POSSIBLE, BY US?
AND HAVEN’T WE DONE SO?
HAVEN’T WE SEARCHED FOR THAT WHICH IS SOMETHING OF GOD IN OUR USE OF OUR TECHNOLOGY?
HAVE WE NOT, FINALLY FOUND THE GOD PARTICLE?
AND
NO MATTER WHAT ELSE YOU HAVE HEARD ABOUT ANY OF THAT
ONE THING IS CERTAIN…
THEY HAVE DETERMINED THAT THE GOD PARTICLE HAS NO MASS
AND WHY IS THAT?
THEY HAVE ALSO DETERMINED
IN THEIR EXPERIMENTS, THAT CONSCIOUSNESS….
APOLOGIES, LET ME START AGAIN
THAT THE OBSERVATION OF A THING CHANGES THE THING OBSERVED
AND WHY IS THIS?
IT IS SIMPLY BECAUSE THAT THE WHOLE OF ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT WE ARE ABLE TO EXPERIENCE
ALL THAT IS BEING AND EXISTENCE
IS BECAUSE ALL AND EVERY BIT AND PART AND IOTA OF IT
IS FOUND AS PART AND PARCEL OF GOD
ALL AND EVERYTHING IS AN ASPECT OF GOD
BUT HOW IS SUCH A THING SO?
LET ME TRY MY BEST TO EXPLAIN TO YOU WHAT I HAVE BEEN LEARNING CONCERNING THE MATTER….
ALL THAT IS PART AND PARCEL OF GOD’S ONE THOUGHT OF ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT IT IS
AND THAT ONE THOUGHT IS WHOLLY…CONCENTRATED UPON GOD’S OWN PERFECTION BEING MADE PERFECT IN EXPRESSION OF BEING ALL OF WHO AND WHAT GOD TRULY IS…..
PERFECTION MADE PERFECT IN EXPERIENCE THAT IS OVERFLOWING IN AND OF ITS OWN PERFECTION….
HOW CAN ANY OF US TRULY COMPREHEND AND/OR GROK SUCH A THING AS PERFECTED PERFECTION BEING MADE PERFECT THROUGH EXPERIENCE FOR THE SAKE OF EXPRESSION THROUGH EXPERIENCE?
I CANNOT TOUCH THAT ONE
WHAT I CAN TOUCH UPON IS THE GOAL
AND THE MEANS AND WAY[S] TO THAT GOAL OF PERFECTED PERFECTION MADE PERFECT THROUGH EXPERIENCE AS DEMONSTRATED IN THE CONSCIOUS/MIND/CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE ONE……
BEAR WITH ME A BIT MORE AND LONGER
I STILL DO NOT HAVE ALL THE WORDS THAT I NEED TO CONVEY TO YE ONES SUCH A THING AS THIS…
BACK TO THE GOD PARTICLE
THE ULTIMATON
FOR THAT IS WHAT IT IS
AND MUCH HAS BEEN SAID ABOUT IT AND SUCH….
WHAT I AM TOLD IS THAT….
WELL
OKAY
HEAR ME OUT
CONSIDER IF YOU LIVED IN SUCH AN ADVANCED SOCIETY/CULTURE/CIVILIZATION
THAT HAD A….3D ENTERTAINMENT DEVICE THAT ALLOWED THEM TO SEE AND HEAR AND EXPERIENCE A…PROGRAM IN 3D…….IN THEIR HOMES….IN THEIR ROOM…..
MUCH LIKE WE WATCH TV HERE, SO IS IT IS, THERE…..BUT IN 3D……….
THIN K OF THE FIELD THAT WOULD HAVE TO BE PRESENT IN ORDER TO EXPERIENCE SUCH A THING
SOMETHING OF SUCH A SIZE AND SHAPE THAT WOULD ALLOW YOU TO SIT AND ENJOY AND EXPERIENCE ENOUGH….PERSPECTIVE IN VISTA……IN VIEW……
THAT WOULD ALLOW YOU TO FULLY APPRECIATE THE SCOPE OF THE DRAMA/ACTION/COMEDY….ETC….
THAT YOU ARE EXPERIENCING WITHIN THE VIEW OF THE FIELD OF HOLOGRAPHIC….PROGRAMMING…..
NOW
CONSIDER THAT THERE IS MORE THAN ONE TYPE OF PROGRAMMING
THERE IS THE PROGRAMMING OF YOUR SPECIFIC ENVIRONMENT SYSTEM…AND THERE IS THE PROGRAMMING OF GOD, THE GOD OF GODS AND OF God….the Creator of your own, particular universe in which you reside………and that programming is allowed to be challenged…and that it is up to that particular God to make sure that they emerge victorious in any such challenge and/or battle…….
And here we are……….
AND HERE WE ALL ARE…….
PLEASE TO DISCERN DIFFERENCES IN/OF VARYING STATES OF EXPRESSION
EVEN IN THESE SMALL MOMENTS OF MESSAGES
IT IS THIS WAY FOR REASONS AND REASONS THAT ARE WITH AND BECAUSE OF AND FOR US AND BEYOND US…
AS WE ARE WONT TO DO AND BE AND BELIEVE AND NOT BELIEVE AND SUPPORT AND NOT SUPPORT
AND ALL OF IT IS OF GOD AND IN GOD AND FOR GOD FOR ONLY GOD CAN MAKE ALL OF THIS AND ANY OF THIS BE AND DO WHAT IT DESIRES AND NEEDS IT TO BE AND DO……
AND THAT WHICH IS WITH GOD IS WITH GOD
AND THAT WHICH IS NOT…..
IS NOT FOR A REASON THAT BELONGS TO GOD
AND WE ALREADY KNOW THAT SUCH THINGS ARE USED TO MAKE AND CREATE WHAT GOD WANTS
AND SO
WE GIVE IT ALL TO GOD
OUR WILLS TO GOD
OUR WAYS TO GOD
OUR WANTS TO GOD
OUR NEEDS TO GOD
OUR WILLS TO GOD
FOR GOD IS THE ONLY THING THAT IS
THE ONLY WILL THAT TRULY EXISTS IS THE WILL OF GOD
OUR WILLS
ANY AND EACH OF OUR WILLS
IS ONLY THE WILL OF GOD THAT IS WITH AND WITHIN US
WE ARE ONLY GOD BEING WHO AND WHAT WE ARE
AND UNTIL WE CAN ACCEPT THAT
WE CANNOT EVEN BEGIN TO UNDERSTAND THAT
AND COOPERATE WITH THAT
AND LET THAT BE WHO AND WHAT IT IS WITH AND WITHIN AND ALL AROUND US
AND NOW…….
THE BEST PART………
CONSIDER THAT THE WHOLE FO ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT WE KNOW AS BEING AND EXISTENCE
ALL THAT GOD HAS GIVEN TO BE AN EXPRESSION OF WHO AND WHAT IT IS…
CONSIDER SUCH AN EXPRESSION OF BEING AND DOING
THINK OF SUCH AN IMPOSSIBLY POSSIBLE THING SUCH AS GOD IS
TO DO SUCH A THING AS THIS
TO CREATE WITH AND WITHIN ITS OWN CONSCIOUSNESS OF BEING AND EXISTENCE
A THING
A PLACE
A FIELD
WITH AND WITHIN ITSELF
FOR
AFTER ALL
NOTHING CAN BE OUTSIDE OF IT
GOD IS ALL AND EVERYTHING AND THEN SOME
CAN ANYTHING BE WITHOUT GOD?
OUTSIDE OF GOD?’
AS GOD IS DEFINED HERE?
Make up your own damn mind in this matter
And depending…read on or not…
You should already know where I am going with this shit
If you know me at all
Which you may or may not be able to do
That’s on you
I already know who and what I am in GOD…..
Thank You Very Much…..smile….
Anyways…….
WE…ALL OF US
ALL AND EVERYTHING
THAT IS EXISTENCE AND BEING
EXIST WITHIN A FILED OF CONSCIOUSNESS THAT GOD HAS CREATED
AS A REALM OF REALMS
FOR THE SAKE OF ITS OWN EXPERIENCE OF BEING
WHO AND WHAT IT IS EXPERIENCING ITSELF AS BEING
AS IT IS PERFECTION BEING MADE PERFECT IN EXPERIENCE
AND SO
THIS IS THE CREATED REALM OF BEING IN EXPERIENCE OF SUCH
AND HERE WE ARE
AND HERE YOU ARE
AND HERE I AM
And I have said this before
And yet and still I reiterate the matter
So that more of you may understand….
Hopefully…
And that is on you
Act as a child of GOD growing up into an adult of GOD
Or not
That is all on you
All of it is already known
And it is not up to you to decide your outcome
In the infinite and eternal sense of things
It is all up to THE ONE
THE GOD OF GODS
And even though ye may be uncreated
At some point
Depending
Your energy
The thought that was put into you
Shall be placed somewhere else
And placed and renewed and encouraged through something new
And so
Ye shall still live
And reach perfection in GOD
And be as GOD is
As promised by GOD
And so be it
And so shall it be
And so should it be
In GOD
With GOD
For GOD
For if you do not want GOD’S WILL
With and within yourself…
Well…….
Everything is its own reward
All causes have their own effects, their consequences…
And there you are
And there I am
And there are the rest of…whatever
And there we are
Wherever we are
We are there in GOD
As we have seen fit in GOD to be
And as GOD has seen fit to be in us
Everything is its own reward
After all…
And there and here it is
And so be it
And so it is
Amen……
But back to subject at hand
That just may and might cause more of you than before to come to the side of light in GOD
Than be opposed to such
But that is always upon each and every one of you
And not me
Though the end was known even from before the beginning
It is the experience of it all that counts the most
And it is not over
And is far from over
This is not an ending that you are experiencing
This is a new beginning of many beginnings
And here we are
And the only thing that is final in any and everything
Is GODS WILL AND GODS WILL ALONE
So give up your illusions and delusions of beings something other than what GOD has for you to be and to do
You are only here because GOD
thinks of you at all
And if GOD ceases to think of you
As IT has done for others that have insisted upon it being so….
Then you shall cease to be and do anything
Ye will no longer exist
And you can be unthought of
From since when ever
And no one will ever remember you were
And it will all be as it you never were
And the rest will be that much better off
And so it is….
And here we are
And I am here to tell you that you exist as part of a thought…
You and I and we and us and all are just our own, individual aspects of a whole
Every iota
Every atom and molecule and cell and object and thing and being…..
Even a rock exists as a rock in GOD…..
A blade of grass
A worm
Dirt
Shit
All and everything is all and everything
And all of it is GOD
Being who and what GOD is in order to be
ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT GOD IS…….SIGH
Back to the point and purpose
And all of this was simply just to prepare you
I can only hope and pray that you can see what I have been taught to see…..
Whatever…so be it……amen
IF
THE THING IN QUESTION
GOD
WAS TO CREATE A FIELD OF BEING AND EXISTENCE AND EXPERIENCE
WITH AND WITHIN ITS OWN CONSCIOUSNESS
WHAT WE COULD REFER TO AS ITS MIND
LOL
CAN MIND BE SEPARATED FROM CONSCIOUSNESS?
WE HAVE A BRAIN..…A VEHICLE OF EXPRESSION FOR ALL THAT…..
MEANWHILE AND ANYWAYS…….
HERE WE ARE
AND WE ARE EXISTING IN A FIELD OF…….PURPOSE….
CONSIDER A CUBE
OF INFINITE AND ETERNAL PROPORTIONS
THAT HOLDS WITHIN IT THE WHOLE OF CREATION
Just for the sake of explaining the matter
It is more
But this seems be the best way….please forgive me for not giving more to those that think/feel that they can handle more….feel free to comment and demand that I give more and I will do my best to and be so for all and each of you…thank you very much…..

ANYWAY……….
THIS….CREATIONAL, CELESTIAL, COSMIC CUBE
INCLUDES ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT WE CAN POSSIBLY HOPE TO KNOW OR THINK OF OR IMAGINE
AND WITHIN THAT …CUBE
IS A FIELD OF
A SEEMINGLY INFINITE AMOUNT OF CUBES
ALL OF THE SAME SORT AS THE ULTIMATE, ABSOLUTE AND SUPREME CUBE
AN INFINITE NUMBER OF CUBES THAT MAKE UP THE WHOLE CUBE
Remember the infinite pieces of holograms that hold the image of the whole and main hologram? Okay……
NOW
HERE IT ALL IS
HERE WE AND ALL AND EVERYTHING IS
HERE WE ALL ARE
IN THIS…..FIELD, THIS CUBE
AND WITH AND WITHIN THIS CUBE OF GODS CONSCIOUSNESS
EXISTS AN INFINITE NUMBER AND AMOUNT OF INFINITESIMAL CUBES
THAT WE
ACCORDING TO THE BOOK OF URANTIA
HAVE COME TO CALL AND DEFINE AND REFER TO AS
ULTIMATONS………
HERE ON EARTH, URANTIA, IN IT’S PRESENT FORM
WE, OUR….SCIENTIST….don’t laugh….
HAVE COME TO CALLING THESE…THINGS…AS
GOD PARTICLES
IT IS THE SAME THING
NO MATTER THE LABEL YOU OR I OR WE GIVE TO ANY OF IT
IT IS ALL GOD
ALL THE TIME
AND EVERYWHERE
AFTER ALL
IS IT NOT?
OKAY THEN
LET ME CONTINUE THROUGH THIS PATH
THAT FEW CHOOSE TO TREAD THROUGH
WITH OR WITHOUT ME TO CUT THROUGH THE JUNGLE BEFORE THEM
THIS IS YOU WANTING MORE FROM GOD
IN GOD
BY GOD
IS IT NOT?
YES?
NO?
WHATEVER……
ANYWAY
WITH ALL OF THE….EVIDENCE
That is obvious to those that have done the research to confirm it….
WE ARE NOT ALONE IN THIS CREATION NOR IN THIS UNIVERSE NOR IN THIS GALAXY NOR IN THIS SOLAR SYSTEM……
And you can do with that as you will
Each and any and every one of you
That is on you
Amen
Moving on…….
ALL AND EVERYTHING IS ONE THING
IT IS ALL THE MIND OF GOD
THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF GOD
IT IS THIS FIELD OF BEING AND DOING AND EXPERIENCE
THAT GOD HAS CREATED FOR ALL AND ANY OF US TO BE AND DO WITH AND IN AND WITHIN
FOR THE SAKE OF DISCOVERING AND EXPERIENCING SLL AND EVERYTHING THAT IT IS AND IS ALL ABOUT AND CAN BE……ALL THAT IT WILL BE
IS THE SAME AS ALL THAT IT ALREADY HAS BEEN, IS AND ALWAYS WILL BE AND CAN EVER BECOME
FOR TIME AND SPACE AND CIRCUMSTANCE HAS NO MEANING IN SUCH A MATTER
IT IS ALL ONE
IN THE WHOLE AND ENTIRE EXPERIENCE OF THE ONE THING THAT IT ALL
ALREADY IS
IN ALL TIME AND SPACE AND EXPERIENCE
AND SO
HERE WE
ALL STILL EXPERIENCING TIME AND SPACE AND EXPERIENCE WITH AND WITHIN THE ONE
THE ONE GOD OF ALL GODS
THE SOURCE OF ALL SOURCES
AND CENTERS OF ALL CENTERS
THIS IS WHO AND WHAT GOD IS
AND HERE WE ALL ARE
STILL TRYING TO FIGURE ALL OF THIS OUT IN EXPERIENCE
AND SOME OF US HAVE
AND I SHALL CONTINUE
FOR THE SAKE OF THOSE THAT ALREADY HAVE
AND SO BE IT
AND SO IT IS
AND HERE IT COMES……..

THE WHOLE OF ALL AND EVERYTHING
IS MADE UP OF JUST THESE PARTICLES THAT HAVE BEEN DESCRIBED
THESE
GOD PARTICLES
WHICH I REFER TO AS ULTIMATONS
THESE…THINGS
ARE JUST AS CUBED SHAPED IN OUR EXPERIENCE OF THE THING THAT IS THE THING THAT WE REFER TO AS GOD
AS WHAT THESE ONES THAT DO THEIR BEST TO DEFLECT AND DEFER AND DENY THE TRUTH OF THE MATTER
TO ANY AND ALL OF US
IS CONCERNED WITH DOING
THIS IS THE WHAT AND THE WHO AND THE WHY
OF THE MATTER IS CONCERNED ABOUT
UP TO THIS POINT
WE MUST DECIDE
EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US
ONCE AND FOR ALL TIME AND SPACE AND MATTER AND BEING AND EXISTENCE
WE MUST AND HAVE TO CHOOSE
GOD
GOD OR
SOMETHING OTHER THAN GOD
Other than GOD…I leave up to any of you that choose to choose such
Me and I and I……we and We and WE choose GOD
PLEASE TO
IN AND OF YOUR OWN ACCORD IN EXPERIENCE OF BEING AND EXISTENCE
CHOOSE GOD IN:
PERCEPTION
CONSCIOUSNESS
TRUTH
LIGHT
LOVE
ALL OF THAT IS FOUNDED IN GOD
AND THUS
OUR OWN ABILITY
TO CONQUER OUR LOWER AND LESSER SELVES
IN OUR OWN EXPERIENCE OF REACHING UP TO
AND STEPPING UP TO
THAT WHICH IS TRULY AND REALLY GOD
AS GOD HAS GIVEN IT TO ANY OF US TO DO AND TO BE SO….
AND IF NOT…
AS WE GIVE IT TO THEM…..OUR DARK ADVERSARIES
THAT IN THEIR EFFORTS TO KEEP US FROM GOD WITH AND WITHIN OURSELVES
HAVE DONE THEIR VERY BEST TO PERFECT
AS BEST THAT COULD HAVE DONE UNDER THE CIRCUMSTANCES
THEIR ABILITY TO FOREVER CONQUER
OUR THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS AND AWARENESS AND IDEAS AND AWARENESS ABOUT OURSELVES OR ANY ONE ELSE THAT IS LIKE OURSELVES
A HUGE AND TALL ORDER IT TRULY IS
AND THEY HAVE TRIED THEIR BEST TO MAKE IT SO
AND THEY HAVE FAILED
THEY HAVE FAILED BECAUSE IT IS IMPOSSIBLE
AND IT IS IMPOSSIBLE BECAUSE GOD HAS DECLARED TO BE IMPOSSIBLE
AND TO BE A THING THAT CAN ONLY BE DEEMED IMPOSSIBLE IN THE EYES AND EARS AND HEARTS AND MINDS AND CONSCIOUSNESSES AND BEINGS OF THOSE THAT CAME HERE ONLY FOR THE PURPOSE OF BEING WHO AND WHAT GOD WANTED AND DESIRED FOR THEM TO BE AND TO DO
AND THEY ARE ALL HERE DOING AND BEING THAT
AND WHY IS THAT?
IT IS BECAUSE OF THE CELESTIAL FIELD, THE HOLOGRAM OF BEING AND DOING
AND WE ARE ALL PARTS OF THAT IN GOD
AND ALL THAT IS GOD

WHAT I AM ULTIMATELY AND SUPREMELY AND ABSOLUTELY TRYING TO EXPLAIN
TO YOU AND ME AND ALL OF US TOGETHER
IS THAT THIS WHOLE THING IS A THOUGHT
AND THAT THAT THOUGHT IS ESTABLISHED IN A FIELD OF BEING AND EXISTENCE
BEST SUITED FOR SUCH A THING
EVEN THOUGH IT IS INFINITE AND ETERNAL
IT IS STILL NOT ALL THAT IS….
FOR GOD IS BEYOND ALL AND EVERYTHING
THAT WE CAN POSSIBLY COMPREHEND OR IMAGINE
OR HOPE TO DO SO
AND STILL WE ARE EXPERIENCING ALL OF IT
AND ARE BEING RAISED TO THE PROMISED PERFECTION THAT IT HAS MADE AVAILABLE AND READY FOR ALL AND EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US
AS IT WILLS IN ITSELF
AND THUS
FOR EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US AS IT SEES FIT
AND SO IT IS
AND IT IS SO
AND WE ARE LOOKING AT OURSELVES
AND EXPERIENCING OURSELVES
AND LIVING AS WE ARE
AND MOST OF US THROUGH A GLASS DARKLY
BECAUSE WE HAVE NOT BEEN BROUGHT TO KNOW ANY BETTER
UNTIL THE TIME COMES FOR US TO DO AND BE SO
IN GODS WILL
AND IT IS
AND SHALL ALWAYS BE
IN ALL THINGS
AS GOD WILLS
EVEN IN THE CREATION OF THIS UNIVERSE
NEBADON
THE UNIVERSE OF CHRIST MICHAEL ATON’S OWN MAKING
IT IS ALL SUBJECT TO THE WILL OF THE ONE
AND HE DEALS WITH ALL OF IT
AS WE DO IN OUR RESPECTIVE PLACES AND STATIONS IN ALL OF THIS
AND THAT
THAT BRINGS US TOGETHER IN THIS THING
WE NEED TO SEE THAT WE ARE ALL PART OF THE WILL OF THE ONE
THAT WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER
WE ARE HERE TO REACH PERFECTION AND THAT ALL ARE EQUAL IN GOD IN THE PATH TO THAT
AND THAT NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS
NO MATTER THE PATH THAT HAS BEEN GIVEN TO US
AT ANY PARTICULAR TIME OR PLACE OR STATE OF BEING IN TIME AND SPACE
IT IS ALL IN THE WILL OF THE ONE
THE ONE OF ALL ONES
GOD OF GODS
SOURCE OF SOURCES
CENTER OF CENTERS
AND THAT IN THAT AND THAT ALONE
DOES THE DESTINY AND COMPLETION AND PERFECTION AND GOD HOOD OF ALL OF US PRESIDE
THAT AND THIS IS OUR INITIAL BEGINNING AND FINAL OUTCOME
AND IT IS ALL THE SAME
AND WE ARE WITNESS TO A GRAND SHOW
A DRAMA
AN ACTION PACKED FEATURE
OF INTIMATE AND INFINITE DRAMA AND ACTION AND FANTASY AND SCI-FI AND OTHERS THINGS THAT WE HAVE NO CLUE OF AND ALL AND ANY OF IT IS HERE AND THERE AND EVERYWHERE
AND IT IS ALL GOD ALL THE TIME
AND THAT IS ALL AND EVERYTHING
AND THERE IS NOTHING ELSE
AND THAT IS THAT
AND WE LIVE IN IT
AND IT LIVES IN US
BUT WE DEPEND ON IT
AND IT
IT DEPENDS UPON NOTHING TO BE AND TO DO WHO AND WHAT IT IS
AND THAT IS THE BOTTOM LINE IN ALL OF THIS
IT IS…..PERIOD
WE ARE
AND WE ARE ONLY BECAUSE IT HAS MADE IT SO WITH AND WITHIN ITSELF
WE SHOULD ALL BOW DOWN THE KNEW TO TI AND THANK IT FOREVER AND FOREVER AND THEN SOME….AMEN
AND IN THE MEANTIME
WHILE YOU CONSIDERING THAT FACT ALONE
CONSIDER THIS, AS WELL
You will love this one……lol

THIS FIELD OF BEING IS JUST AS INEFFABLE AS THE INEFFABLE ONE AND ALL….
AND THE ULTIMATONS ARE TOO SMALL TO FIGURE OUT
IT IS THE SCREEN OF CONSCIOUSNESS OF GOD THAT ALLOWS ALL OF THIS TO BE PROJECTED UPON ANY AND ALL OF IT FOR THE SAKE OF EXPERIENCE IN BEING AND DOING AS WE ARE IN GOD AND GO DIN EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US AND IN ALL THINGS AND IN ALL THINGS TOGETHER AND AT ONCE…
AND ME?
Shit……fuck me…….who am I as a little i in all this shit, huh?
THIS IS GOD
IT IS ALL GOD ALL THE TIME
THE SOONER YOU REALIZE AND ACCEPT THAT
THE SOONER YOU CAN COME TO GROK IT AND COME TO GRIPS WITH IT AND ACCEPT IT AND UNDERSTAND IT AND GROK IT AND WORK WITH IT TO SUPPORT IT AND BE CLOSER TO IT AND LEARN TO BE AS IT IS AND TO BE AS IT IS AND THERE YOU ARE
FINALLY
AT THE GOAL YOU WORKED FOREVER TO ARRIVE AT
TO BEING PERFECT EVEN AS OUR FATHER IN THE HEAVENS AM PERFECT
AND THEN YOU ALREADY KNOW THAT THERE IS MORE
FOR IT IS
AFTER ALL
AN INFINITE AND ETERNAL JOURNEY
IN THE ONE
ALL IN THE ONE
THIS IS NEVER-ENDING BEING AND EXISTENCE
FOREVER AND ALWAYS
ENTERTAINMENT
SOMETHING TO DO AND BE
THE ONLY THING WORTH DOING AND BEING….
THIS IS IT
AND YOU
AND THEM
AND ALL AND EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING
ARE JUST A PART OF A THOUGHT
THAT IS A DREAM OF GOD
IN A FIELD OF THAT BEING AND DOING AND BEING
AND AS SUCH
YOU DO NOT ACT
NOT MOVE
NOT THINK
ALL OF THAT IS DONE FOR YOU
YOU ARE JUST EXPERIENCING THE EXPERIENCE OF ALL OF THAT
THIS IS YOUR FREE WILL IN ACTION
YOUR BEING IN BEING
YOUR DOING IN DOING
YOU AND ALL AND EVERYTHING ARE JUST A THOUGHT
WITHIN A THOUGHT OF ALL THOUGHT AS ONE THOUGHT
YOU DO NOT MOVE
THE WHOLE OF ALL AND EVERYTHING DOESN’T MOVE
IT IS ALL AN ILLUSION OF BEING AND DOING
IT IS SIMPLY A PERCEPTION
A SHARING OF ENERGY
A SHARING OF THOUGHT BETWEEN ULTIMATON BETWEEN ULTIMATON
AS IF THE CUBE GRID OF ALL AND EVERYTHING AND BEING AND EXISTENCE
WERE A SHOW
A MOVIE
AS IF YOU HAD A 3D CUBE HOLOGRAPHIC ENTERTAINMENT SYSTEM
AKIN TO WHAT YOU CALL YOU TV, EVEN NOW…
BUT MORE AND BETTER
AND IN THE CUBE OF VIEWING WAS ALL AND EVERYTHING
PIXELS OF INFINITESMALLY SMALL SCALE UPON INFINITESIMAL SCALE
AND THEN SOME
ALL WITHIN THE MODE OF METHOD OF THOUGHT
THAT MADE ALL AND EVERYTHING WITHIN THE MIND OF THE ONE
THAT THOUGHT OF ALL AND VERYTHING AND IS THINKING ALL AND EVERYTHING
TO CONTINUE TO DO SO
FOR THE SAKE OF THE VISION AND PLAN AND PROMISE OF THE ONE TO ITSELF
NOT JUST FOR YOUR SAKE
THAT THE PROMISE OF PERFECTION IS MADE TO
BUT ALSO FOR THE SAKE OF THE ONE
AS THAT PROMISE IS ALSO PART AND PARCEL OF THE LARGER THOUGHT AND WILL AND PLAN
TO BE ALL AND EVERYTHING FULFILLED IN EXPERIENCE OF BEING ALL AND EVERYTHING PERFECTED UNTO PERFECTION MADE PERFECT IN EXPERIENCE OVERFLOWING FROM EVEN BEFORE THE BEGINNING THROUGH ALL IN BETWEEN THAT WE CONSIDER PRESENT AT ANY TIME OR PLACE IN SPACE OR BEING OF MIND AS CONSCIOUSNESS AND EVEN INTO THAT FUTURE THAT IS ALREADY ESTABLISHED IN THE GREATER AND GREATEST UNDERSTANDING THAT WE COULD POSSIBLY HAVE OF THE PAST OF OUR PAST THAT WE UNDERSTAND NOW AND OUT PAST THAT WE ARE EXPERIENCING NOW
THAT IS ALL LEADING UP TO THAT FUTURE THAT IS JUST ABOUT TO BE THAT PERFECT PRESENT THAT IS BEING PERFECTED IN ALL OF OUR LEARNING AND EXPERIENCE THAT HAD BEEN GIVEN TO US BY THE ONE THAT IS THE ONE THING, THE ONE LIFE AND BEING AND EXISTENCE THAT IS SO AY BEYOND AND ABOVE AND BEYOND ALL OF THIS AS TO BE ALWAYS AND FOREVER CONSIDERED INDEFINABLE AND INEFFABLE AND TRULY, TOTALLY UNKNOWABLE IN FULL BUT NOT COMPLETELY UNKNOWABLE OR INPERSONABLE OR IMPERSONABLE OR UNLIABLE OR UNEMBRACEABLE OR IMPERSONAL…EVEN THOUGHT IT IS ALL OF THAT AND STILL IT IS THERE FOR ALL OF US TO RELATE TO AND LOVE AND HUG AND ADORE AND LEARN FROM AND TO BE LIKE AND BECOME AND ACT LIKE AND DO AS IT IS AND BE AS IT IS AND DO AS BE IS……
BUT FOR NOW
YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND THAT ALL OF THIS IS A SINGLE THOUGHT AND THAT THE THING THAT THINKS THIS SINGLE THOUGHT IS ALL AND EVERYTHING IN THAT THOUGHT, EVERY ASPECT OF IT
AND EVERY PART AND IOTA AND ULTIMATON
OF ALL AND ANY OF IT AND THAT YOU DO NOT MOVE AT ALL…
YOU ARE IN A FIELD THAT MOVES
AS REPRESENTATIVE OF ALL AND EVERYTHING, INCLUDING YOU AND ALL AND EVERYTHING…
IT IS STABLE…IT DOESN’T MOVE AT ALL…
IT IS THE CENTER OF ALL CENTERS AND EVERYTHING MOVES AROUND IT AND AT THE SAME TIME…ALL AND EVERYTHING MOVES WITHIN IT
IT IS THE SAME ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE
IT DOES NOT MOVE
IT IS ALL AND EVERYTHING
THERE IS NO SPACE TO MOVE
ALL THINGS MOVE WITH AND WITHIN IT
THERE IS NOTHING ELSE BUT IT
IT IS ALL THERE IS
I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN IT TO YOU ANY CLEARER THAN THAT
IT IS THE ONLY THING THAT IS
AND ALL THINGS THAT IT HINKS OF EXIST ONLY BECAUSE IT THINKS OF THEM….
THIS IS WHAT WE ARE
PROJECTIONS OF THOUGHT WITHIN THE THING
AND IT HAS A PURPOSE AND A REASON FOR ALL OF IT
AND ALL THAT HAPPENS, HAPPENS
BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT IT IS IN EXPRESSING ITSELF IN PERFECTION AND STILL
I SAY TO YOU
YOU ARE NECESSARY TO THAT PERFECTION
THAT IS WHY YOU ARE HERE
IF NOTHING ELSE
FIGURE THAT OUT
YOU ARE PART OF THAT PERFECTION WHATEVER YOU THINK OR FEEL ABOUT IT
THAT IS ON YOU
I AM PART OF THAT PERFECTION
AND I WANT TO DO NOTHING OTHER THAN FULFILL
WHAT IT HAS FOR ME TO DO AND TO BE IN ORDER TO FULFILL ITS PERFECTION IN WHO AND WHAT I AM
THAT I HAS MADE OF ITSELF IN ME……BEING WHOAND WHAT I AM IN IT
THAT’S ME
DON’T MIND ME
YOU DO WHAT YOU WANT
THIS IS ME
THIS IS WHAT I WANT
THIS IS WHAT I NEED
THIS IS…………..SIGH
I AM WHO AND WHAT I AM
SO BE IT
YOU BE WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE
THAT IS ALL
AMEN
AMEN
AMEN

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13 Responses to BEAR WITH ME ON THIS ONE…PLEASE…

  1. CMA-1111-AFM says:

    Free Choice is but a choice that must be experienced of which is God! Don’t need to complicate things as KISS is very real. It…. Source…. was never meant to be complicated but in reality, simplicity to understand that what is …. in each of us is never to be truly comprehended in true truth accept by us, who perceive that we know the true truth of what we are when we act and choose, but, when in reality, it is God, for we all are not and cannot be what He is and Desires of what He created! Yes we take the Forks but He is the experience of those Forks, we learn as He already knows for there is no Fork that He has yet to take! So when mankind, his ultimate creation begins to realize this connection, then and only then will the Forks have pleasantness to both traveling that particular Fork for then we are beside the one that already traveled that Fork and not in front treading that we know like a teenager, or behind as a failure! Again all was originally simplistic and it is simply struggling to get back to it’s source creation of what it is suppose to be and our choices is all that stands in it’s way!

    P.S. Glad you are back! Prayed for it!

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  2. Marja says:

    You are trying to explain to us that all creation is just a thought of God, in His Mind, I agree so far – but I see this Mind as an active, swirling mass of energies within a space of Invisible Magnetic Light, that is All God.
    From what I learned until now, after Paradise and Havona – God expressed the Desire for the creation of Time and Space involving Physicality and movement, and senses to transmit what is experienced to the mind.
    I see it as more than just an experience of the mind.

    Here is my perspective;
    In my believe, we have been projected into this physicality of feelings, actions and reactions for a purpose. As far as I understand God loves His creation and has no wish to stop ‘thinking’ of any part of it, in fact he prods us to make the right choices not to hurt or destroy ourselves. He gave us free will and He does not interfere in our choice of experiences and we have to take responsibility for the results – we cannot put the blame on Him saying – ‘you made me do it’, neither is He going to say – ‘okay, I’m tired now, I will rest now and stop thinking, then I’ll think some new thoughts’.
    Don’t mind me if I sound too preposterous, maybe I got it all wrong but as I see it – we are sent from Paradise/Mind of The Creator, as perfect little souls, with individual personalities reflecting particles of the Creator, no two are alike.
    We are sent in pairs, male and female, to work together complementing each other with our individual characteristics.
    Perfect little ‘circles of electricity’ centered by the ‘invisible magnetic white light’ of The Mind of God – in this respect we are God as we are centered by a holographic particle of His Mind – all his Thinking and Knowledge is within us, we just have to learn to access it.
    We go out in a joyful dance of free will exploration of our individual personalities and abilities. We bump against each other and it is fun – it is a dance of joy – until we bump against a wall – it is The Wall of Law, set there for our guidance and safety – but we don’t see it that way, we consider it an impediment to our Free Will, our freedom of expression and exploration.
    We hit it – we kick it – pummel it – get angry – but The Wall is immovable, unchanging, eternal. All that happens is that we get hurt in our attempts to break it.
    Some stop and see that there is a choice;
    They can stay hitting and kicking – or – they can touch the wall, feel it, walk along it [with it] until a portal is reached.
    As they go along the wall they discover it is leading into a better, lighter territory and they start having fun again.
    The wall seems to go to eternity, but it does not matter – they rediscover their dance and the purpose of starting the journey.
    Those that stayed trying to break the wall, thinking that it is a shortcut to all Light and Power in their Free Will – became scarred and mangled – some never discovered the wisdom of following the wall – the circles broke and the Inner Connection to the Mind of God left them, in the end there was nothing left to salvage, just recycle the left over energy.
    There is always The Purpose, and the responsibility to fulfill it. But there is also the Love, Joy and Fun – the fun of discovering and creating. As The Creator on July 29 says;

    Have Some Fun!
    What was is past.
    What is may not be what your perception of it is.
    What is to be……….now that is where you get to have some fun and Create! ~ Creator

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    • kibodabi says:

      i’s not that I disagree…it is that I am coping with understanding that there is that of SOURCE, that is prepersonal and premanifestation, as far as the created realm of experience that we are experiencing……First Source and Center is First Manifestation of THE THING is the first aspect of the manifest realm……that the whole thing is already known as one event, all of infinite events within it are, in fact, experienced by us as free will choices, causes and effects. Nothing akes away rom that as far as our experience of it is concerned.
      What I am dealing with is that all of this is, indeed, created and that First Source, Paradise Trinity, The Paradise Isle, the Havona worlds, the superuniverses and the realm to come….are all part of one thought, thought by one thing as a means of expression and this is it. That we are able to become as IT is, or, at least, as The Father is, is all within the realm of the creation and still exists within THE THING, not beside The Thing…..we can be as it is within the realm that has been created as far as it has been manifested for us to experience, but IT is way beyond that, in and of itself…..this is something that I am still exploring….so please to continue to help me out with views from any and every and all sides available….smile
      THANKS
      and yes….fun is highly encouraged………lol

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      • Marja says:

        I think I understand – “a picture is worth a 1.000 words” – The picture may be very clear, but the hitch is in expressing the 1.000 words, and then the listener/reader may see/understand something different.
        That’s why we are told to go ‘within’, instead of fretting and saying ; ‘I don’t understand, this is nonsense ‘, we should say; ‘Father, help me to understand.’
        In the connection with the Mind of God is all the knowledge, and we may see our own picture of the truth reflected clearly.
        Sometimes it is a sentence or even just a word that gives us the ‘key’ to access our own picture and understanding.

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        • kibodabi says:

          actually, I find that the comments that you guys post, your own thoughts/feelings on the matter, helps immensely…..and I thank all of you for your input, which is invaluable….and just the kind of thing I always hoped to see. It is in sharing our thoughts and feelings and experiences that we can best grow and evolve and help others as they help us….you all have my eternal and infinite gratitude……THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS YOU!!!!

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  3. uw says:

    Please forgive me, if what I’m writing seems to be utter nonsense, feel free to delete it.
    These are just a few of my thoughts on the whole subject, trying to understand the concept of GOD…..so it will not be just a concept but become a reality so that I can live it because I wants to live it.

    So, God perfected his own perfection through experience that IT receives with / through the creation process of his own manifest thoughts and their experience?
    Does that also mean that we as GOD’s manifested thought and thus part of him, can even call all It’s basic characteristics our own?
    Would this mean that if we could only accept this fact fully being total conscious about it, to come to our specially for us, provided ascension process of deification? Could this acceptance (which to comprehend is almost impossible for us) be the answer to us ascending?

    Even darkness can be perfected but only up to a certain point. If this point is reached, darkness destroys itself, because that would be the perfect perfecting of darkness, self-destruction.

    Does this mean that GOD had to overcome Itself to perfect his perfection? Does that mean that we needed to recognize and accept this so that God could finally abandon / wipe / un-think the thought of “darkness” ? If All That IS IS GOD ….. then also the “dark” part is Divine manifested thought …. or not?

    Since God Is All That IS, he is observing God-self at any time always, so he knows all the ways of the past, present and future Empirical Values. Therefore, the end was known prior to the beginning. Therefore, God knows well that darkness can never prevail.
    Therefor GOD already overcame ITSELF, therefor GOD already abandoned / wiped / un-thought the „dark thought“, therefore GOD already perfected Its perfection, therefore we must go through all those different stages of accepting the unthinkable, enabling ourselves to also do as GOD did, un-think the thought of darkness ??
    What does it take to „un-think dark“? Is this why you keep telling us to give ourselves wholly, completely, entirely to GOD?
    Is this the point where HIS WILL can work through/in and with us and us being conscious about it? Is this the point where we come into realization what GOD’s WILL is?

    Thank you all of you, in advance for your help

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    • kibodabi says:

      that’s pretty much it…….personally, I tend to consider darkness as a necessary consequence of cause and effect in a realm of imperfection such as…duality. That there are levels where darkness cannot exist is accepted, if not wholly understood…..just how high up the ladder of density was Lucifer? only The Father is perfect perfect and if there is any difference in that respect in the Son and The conjoint Actor, then it is highly infinitesimal, if any…..surely the Paradise Trinity can lay full claim to perfection…so I have to assume such is the case……..but I am not sure of, or on, what level all darkness becomes nonexistent, what density? what dimension?….that will have to come later in my internal deliberations….for now, this whole, ‘creation is a thought within a greater thought and the whole is much more than what we are able to experience’ thing that i’m dealing with….will have to do……and we will see where that leads to…..sigh…always something….gotta love it……..smile

      it is hard to unthink dark when surrounded by it……so not think may have to do for now…. and uncreating a single entity is a totally different thing in that respect. it is not unthinking darkness, it is unthinking a dark mindset that refuses to reset itself…so it is recycled……nothing is wasted, after all….but giving self to GOD wholly is a matter of consciousness….to be of the same consciousness….the same love that maintains creation…the same light that upholds it…
      to experience more than yourself and work your way up to experiencing GOD in all things, everything; people, places and things and circumstances and conditions and aspects and thoughts and feelings……sigh…still looking for better words…I hear them in consciousness and I am listening…but writing them out and speaking them is not the same…still working on that…..bear with me…while I find better words…lol….

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      • Brian says:

        regarding darkness and light from the emerald tablets..

        “Darkness and light are both of one nature,
        different only in seeming,
        for each arose from the source of all.
        Darkness is disorder.
        Light is Order.
        Darkness transmuted is light of the Light.
        This, my children, your purpose in being;
        transmutation of darkness to light.”

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        • uw says:

          example: so when I’m commanding dark energies, dark thought-forms, dark entities, in the Name of the heavenly hierarchy to disappear and cease to exist, as I have been taught….now that I think about it, after reading the comments a couple of times, it seems kind of controversial to me.
          Should it not rather sound like……..”to disappear and cease to exist in darkness but to be transmuted into the Light.”
          Since all is of the same source…..everything else wouldn’t make sense, at least not to me.

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          • Marja says:

            To UW
            Your comment to transmute the darkness into Light is correct.
            I see evil as the result of breaking the Law of God and Creation – with each action or thought that is contrary to the Law, a dark cloud manifests itself and seeks to attach itself to another similar dark cloud or a ‘being’ that is unaware and open to it.
            Dark is neutralized by Light – so it is the duty of those Light workers that have the understanding and ability to illuminate this darkness with their light and transmute it into light
            The Violet flame of St. Germaine has the power to heal and transmute. Each time we use the light consciously we clear some of the darkness and make the evil impotent.
            I believe it will be nullified, step by step, as we reach the state of Life and Light.

            There are given to us formulas/mantras to nullify the dark/evil – I am re-posting them as a reminder and a benefit to others.

            PJ 5 – FROM HERE TO ARMAGEDON – chap. 8 – YOU CAN DESTROY THE GREMLINS
            “The technique for destroying such etheric entities is to command them, IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST, TO DISAPPEAR AND TO CEASE TO EXIST.
            In the name of Immanuel Christ, or Sananda, or Creator, or, or, or is quite as sufficient. It is that for so long now, the term Jesus has been accepted that the name is most distasteful to the DBBs. It is, FURTHER, NOT SUFFICIENT TO ORDER THEM SIMPLY TO DEPART AS THAT DOES NOT ENTAIL DISINTEGRATION OF THE ENTITY, ONLY DEPARTURE.”

            PJ 27 – PHOENIX OPERATOR-OWNER MANUAL – Law 11
            “For example: IF you feel the whisperings of the ANTI-Christ within you, You can DEMAND IN THE NAME OF THE HOLY FATHER GOD AND/OR JESUS CHRIST SANANDA THAT ALL DARK FRAGMENTS AND ENERGIES LEAVE YOUR SPACE IMMEDIATELY! They MUST go.
            But they can “hang around” the periphery of your energy field and wait for a weak spot in your protective shield.
            This is why the importance of asking GOD FOR HIS “WHITE LIGHT” SHIELD OF LOVE, PROTECTION, GUIDANCE, POWER, WISDOM, INTEGRITY AND COURAGE.
            So you must ask THE FATHER WITHIN YOU to please SHOW YOU that which YOU NEED in order to serve HIS WILL. Hence the importance of, “Not MY will Father, but in all things LET THY WILL BE DONE.” This sincere invocation is what keeps you on your path of SERVICE TO GOD and THE CREATION and out of the folly of ignorance and perceived separation where exist the Dark Brotherhood or Anti-Christs.”

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        • Brian says:

          yeeeeahh

          yeeeeahh

          yeeeeahh

          groooan

          grooooan

          groan

          feel the groan
          loosening the grip
          from the body
          entering the forest
          so bright
          i see the children of night
          the gate to wisdom
          lies in your breath
          darkness being disorder
          light is so blessed
          light is order
          close your eyes
          firmly now
          what does your heart
          sound like
          speak wholly
          not in words
          speak wholly in sound
          only sound
          i cannot speak of this inner world
          i am unable to provide words
          this time ’round
          deep in the breath
          children of night gather
          knowing only their slumber
          we change now
          forever
          lions groaning
          deep in the forest
          deep in the sound
          oceans before us
          as light abounds
          turning your closest
          tuning your ears
          listening
          for a ‘fistful of silence’
          coming out
          of the forest
          children are found
          caught not between
          the chorus
          waiting for the sound
          trumpets abound
          as i slip back to town
          down south
          where feathers are found
          guiding the children
          from slumber town
          in their den
          am i found
          groaning this sound
          turning darkness
          to light
          in the forest so bright
          hearing the sound

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      • Brian says:

        in the forest is light
        light of the forest
        light to see by
        dark in the forest
        is inside
        hide and seek
        they play
        hoping to slide
        keeping dreams
        at bey
        i know what they say
        through their sound
        i am found
        inside their thoughts
        they seek to hide
        ah but they are curious
        so much excitement
        so much light to bring to light
        inside the pride
        their groans
        can be heard
        within the herd
        no word
        no curd
        only whey
        i know what is said
        before they bed
        their pillow talk
        their wonderment is like that
        of the blind cave fish
        they know no better
        but they will
        when they are gifted
        when their eyes are opened
        to the light of the forest
        inside
        where they dwell in the labyrinth
        of streams beneath
        i hear
        very clear
        gentle swimming throughout
        ripples nudging onward
        through the forest of night
        where children delight
        at the prospects presented
        intrigue has spoken
        a token of real love
        we offer thee
        white in the light
        white on top of the cake
        white willow
        a bruised pillow
        an armadillo whispers your name
        on the desert
        sometimes
        it is not yet time
        deeper inside
        the children of light
        rise up
        in the meadow
        the flower of life
        light of the Light

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  4. Brian says:

    you are the same as you have always been…..in a room in the house that’s closed to the public…for now….i ‘see’ you or rather i hear what i think i see but i am quite sure that what i hear is more than i see right now…..in a simpler explanation and example and one that speaks to my heart from my heart you are a most exquisite quiche being prepared and your aromas as it were are traveling down that hall towards the grande gallery where i am admiring works of art for the time being i smell you because you wanna be smelled and savored and being all these wonderful aromas you seek to fill…fulfill the nostrils of those willing to eat quiche….so they say real men and women eat quiche and plenty of it…..when it is done you will make it known…..ring the proverbial dinner bell….and that’s that…..and we will eat together of christ’s flesh and drink from his cup
    this is what hear and see…see and hear….waiting in the greatest and most exciting of circumstances…..i think i am ready to partake of the feast but it is also quite possible and more probable that i am almost ready…..like you….

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