FOR NOW NOW………

[Please forgive me…I thought that I would, actually be able to do what I thought I would be able to do…or thought that I would be able to do as I was able to do it as far as I thought that I ws able to do it and here I am doing things before I thought I was able or ready and here am doing this while I am being this and realizing that none of this is me and yet it is me and this is what I and me and we and us is all about in this thing….so….more than I thought and more than I realized and more than I expected and yet….here it is and I live by the will of that which I truly am…..so here it is and here it is…hope it helps….I am sure there is much more coming….whether I realize it or try to schedule it or not…….so please to bear with me in all of this as I do my best to bear with IT in all of this…SMILE]
………….
YEAH YEAH…….

I KNOW
I KNOW
YOU’RE JUST HERE
LIVING YOUR LIFE
DOING THE BEST YOU CAN WITH WHAT YOU’VE GOT TO WORK WITH
YOU HAVE YOUR HOPES
YOUR DREAMS
YOU HAVE……EXPECTATIONS……
YOU HAVE YOUR BELIEFS
YOU HAVE YOUR FAITH
YOU HAVE YOUR JOYS AND TRIUMPHS
YOUR TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS
YOUR UPS AND DOWNS AND SIDEWAYS……
AND ALL OF THEM
ALL OF THEM FALL WITHIN
THE PARAMETERS OF YOUR EXPECTATIONS
AND WHY IS THAT?
IT IS BECAUSE YOU ARE MORE THAN WILLING TO LIVE WITHIN
THE REALM OF YOUR EXPECTATIONS
YOU ARE COMFORTABLE THERE
AND EVEN THOUGH
IN WHATEVER STATE OF NONCONFORMITY
YOU PROUDLY HOLD UP TO YOURSELF AND OTHERS
AS A SYMBOL OF YOUR FREEDOM
YOUR ABILITY TO THINK FOR YOURSELF
TO BE DIFFERENT
YET AND STILL
DON’T WANT TO BE TOO DIFFERENT, DO WE?
AND EVEN WHEN WE FIND OURSELVES TO BE AS SUCH
WE MAKE GREAT EFFORTS
TO CONVINCE OTHERS THAT IT REALLY ISN’T THAT DIFFERENT, AT ALL
AND THAT WE SHOULD BE FOUND PERFECTLY ACCEPTABLE……
AND WHEN WE ARE NOT HELD AS SUCH…….
WELL……
PEOPLE FIGHT FOR THEIR RIGHT TO BE RECOGNIZED AS WHO AND WHAT THEY ARE
NATURALLY AND ARTIFICIALLY…….

AND WHY DO I SAY THAT?
WHY DO I SAY NATURALLY AND ARTIFICIALLY?
BECAUSE VERY, VERY, VERY FEW OF US HERE AND NOW
IN THIS TIME AND PLACE IN SPACE
TRULY KNOW ENOUGH ABOUT OURSELVES
WHO WE ARE
WHAT WE ARE
WHERE WE COME FROM
WHERE WE ARE GOING
WHAT WE ARE MEANT FOR
WHAT WE WERE CREATED TO BE……….
WE BELIEVE THE LIES THAT WE WERE TOLD
THE RELIGIONS THAT HELP TO LIMIT US WITHIN THE BOUNDS OF OUR SPIRITUAL SLAVERY
THE GEOPOLITICS THAT HAS FURTHER STRENGTHENED THOSE CHAINS
AROUND NOT JUST OUR MINDS
BUT ALSO OUR HEARTS
AND THUS OUR HANDS AND FEET
OUR THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS
WE ARE WAGE SLAVES
DEBT SLAVES
SEX SLAVES
FASHION SLAVES
SLAVES TO STUFF
OBJECTS
TECHNOLOGY
POPULAR CULTURE
ALL OF WHICH IS TIGHTLY CONTROLLED
BY THOSE THAT DESIRE ONLY TO KEEP US IN OUR SLAVERY
SO THAT THEY CAN CONTINUE TO RULE OVER US
UNTIL THEY CAN FINALLY CONSOLIDATE THEIR POWER
OVER OUR HEARTS AND MINDS AND BODIES
AND
GOD FORBID
EVEN OUR SOULS
AND DO WHATEVER WITH US THAT THEY PLEASE AT ANY TIME AND ANY PLACE
AND MAKE US LIKE IT
EVEN LOVE THEM FOR IT
SUCH IS THE PLAN
SUCH ARE THEIR EFFORTS
SUCH ARE THE WAYS AND MEANS THAT THEY HAVE ATTACKED US WITH
FOR THE PAST 13,000 YEARS
AND HERE WE ARE
IN THIS HERE AND NOW
AND WE ARE STILL HERE
AND WE ARE STILL STRUGGLING AGAINST ALL OF IT
EVEN IF WE DON’T KNOW WHY
WE ARE INHERENTLY AGAINST THE WHOLE IDEA
BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT WE ARE
THAT IS WHAT WE DO
WE ARE HUMAN BEINGS
AND HUMAN BEINGS ARE HUMANS BEING GOD ON EARTH
WE ARE THE LIFE OF GOD
HERE AND NOW
AND GOD WILL NOT BE MOCKED
THIS WHOLE THING IS GOD
THE GOOD
THE BAD
THE BEAUTIFUL
THE UGLY
ALL OF IT IS GOD
AND GOD HAS A PLAN AND A PURPOSE
AND THE END WAS KNOWN FROM BEFORE THE VERY BEGINNING
AND THE END TO ALL OF THIS IS FOUNDED IN GOD
IN LIGHT
IN LOVE
IN THE FULL EXPRESSION OF GOD
IN AND OF AND THROUGH AND BY AND FOR
EVERY ASPECT OF BEING ON THIS PLANET
AND THE WHOLE OF CREATION
AND THEN SOME
THAT IS THE OUTCOME
THAT IS THE WILL OF GOD
THE ONE
SOURCE OF ALL SOURCES
CENTER OF ALL CENTERS
GOD
THE INEFFABLE
INDESCRIBABLE
ONE
BEYOND ALL UNDERSTANDING AND COMPREHENSION
AND THEN SOME AND THEN SOME MORE…..
EVEN USING THE WORD ‘GOD’
IS SIMPLY REDUCING IT TO SOMETHING THAT WE THINK THAT WE CAN HANDLE
AND SO IT IS
AND IT IS ALL AND EVERYTHING
BEYOND ALL IMAGINATION AND COMPREHENSION
AND IT IS HERE
AND IT IS NOW
AND IT IS ALL AND EVERYWHERE
AND THERE IS NOTHING ELSE BUT IT
AND ALL THIS
THIS
THIS IS NOTHING
IT IS A THOUGHT……..
AND IT IS THINKING OF ITSELF AS ALL THIS AND US
AND BRINGING ALL OF IT TO ONENESS IN UNITY OF BEING IN CONSCIOUSNESS
AND WE CAN BE AS IT IS
IN ITS OWN CONSCIOUSNESS
AND WE CAN CONTINUE
WITH AND WITHIN IT
TO DO AS IT DOES
AND STILL
THERE IS ONLY ONE
AND ONE AND ALL IS ALL AND ONE
AND SO ON AND SO FORTH AND SO FORTH AND SO ON
AND IT IS AND ISN’T
AND DOES AND DOESN’T
AND THERE IS NOTHING AND ALL AND EVERYTHING
AND IT IS ALL ONE
AND THERE IS NO ONE
THERE IS
ONLY
…………
AND THIS IS WHERE ALL DEFINITION AND HOPE FOR DEFINITION
LOSES MEANING
THERE IS………..
NO DEFINITION OR NAME OR THOUGHT OR CONCEPT OR NOTION FOR ANY OF IT IN THAT STATE OR BEING OR WHATEVER
BUT IT IS
AND YOU HAVE TO FIND IT
EVERYWHERE
ALL THE TIME AND IN ALL THINGS
IT IS
AND THERE IS NOTHING ELSE
ALL WE EXPERIENCE IS BUT IT
EXPRESSING ITSELF
CONSCIOUSNESS
BEING
LIFE
ALL PRODUCTS
EFFECTS
LIGHT
EFFECT
A PRODUCT
ALL THINGS KNOWN?
PRODUCTS
ALL THINGS UNKNOWN?
PRODUCTS
LIFE IS A PRODUCT
PLAIN, PURE AND SIMPLE
LIGHT IS A PRODUCT
AND SO ON AND SO FORTH
AND YET
WE CAN BE AS IT IS
WAAAY FUCKING BEYOND ALL AND ANYTHING WE CAN IMAGINE COMPREHENDING AND THEN SOME
WE ARE GIVEN TO BE THAT
WITH AND WITHIN IT….
SIGH
I WILL GIVE WHAT I AM LEARNING AS BEST I CAN
THIS IS THE BEST I CAN DO FOR NOW
MORE WILL COME
MOSTLY ON WEEKENDS
FOR NOW
I DO MY BEST
FOR NOW
READ
WATCH
LOOK SEE
CLUES ARE EVERYWHERE
IN LIFE
PEOPLE PLACES AND THINGS
MOVIES AND TELEVISION AND BOOKS
THOUGHTS AND MEDITATIONS AND PRAYERS
ALL AND EVERYTHING
THE CLUES ARE THERE
THERE IS ENOUGH FOR ALL AND EVERYONE
A CLUE FOR ONE MAY MEAN NOTHING TO ANOTHER
AND THE CLUE FOR THEM MAY MEAN LESS TO THEM THAN TO ANOTHER
BUT IT IS ALL ONE
AND AT THE END OF THE SPIRITUAL DAY
WE WILL SEE AND HEAR AND THINK AND FEEL AND KNOW FOR SURE
BUT FOR NOW
THIS IS IT
LOOK AND FEEL AND SEARCH AND THINK AND REACH OUT AND WITHIN
FIND THOSE CLUES THAT MEAN SOMETHING TO YOU
AND WORK WITH IT AS IF YOUR LIFE DEPENDS UPON IT
FOR IT DOES
WHERE YOU END UP AFTER ALL OF THIS SHIT
DEPENDS UPON WHERE YOU ARE WHEN THE TIME COMES TO RECEIVE YOUR NEXT ASSIGNMENT
REMEMBER
YOU LIVE FOREVER
NO MATTER WHAT
EVEN IN UNCREATION
YE ARE RECYCLED
AND STILL YOU ARE
THE ENERGY OF YOU IS STILL THERE
GOD WASTES NOTHING
AND EVEN YOU KNEW BEFORE THE BEGINNING THAT…
THAT WAS WHAT YOU WERE TO DO
THAT WHICYOU WERE MEANT AND DESIGNED AND IMAGINED
AND CAUSED
TO DO AND TO BE………..
AND NOW
YOU ARE TO DO AND TO BE THIS
AND YOU THANK GOD FOR IT
AS WELL YOU SHOULD
AND YOU KNOW WHY…
AND IT’S ALL GOOD IN GOD
BECAUSE IT’S ALL GOD
ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE….
AND SO IT IS
IT IS SO

AND SO
KNOW THIS
IT IS ALREADY WRITTEN
AND YOU ARE JUST LIVING THE STORY
AND NOTHING CAN CHANGE ANY OF IT
AND YOU ARE WHAT YOU ARE
AND WILL BE WHAT YOU WILL BE
AND IN THE END
PERFECTION WILL BE YOURS
AND THAT IS ALL THERE IS TO IT
SO FOR NOW
PLAY YOUR PART
HERO OR VILLAIN
AND EARLIER TODAY A VILLAIN
AND LATER TODAY A HERO
AND VICE VERSA
NONE OF IT IS UP TO YOU
YOU HAVE ONLY TO EXPERIENCE ALL OF IT
AND COME TO TERMS WITH IT
AND LEARN FROM IT
AND UNDERSTAND IT
SO THAT YOU CAN DO IT
AND BE THE SAME
AND CONTRIBUTE TO THE OVERALL PERFECTION
AS A CREATOR GOD IN YOUR OWN RIGHT
AND THAT WILL COME
FOR IT IS MEANT FOR ALL
ONE WAY OR ANOTHER
SO REJOICE IN THAT
EVEN AS SOME YOU ARE DOING YOUR BEST TO FUCK IT ALL UP
AND SOME OF YOU ARE DOINGALL YOU CAN TO MAKE IT ALL HAPPEN
THAT IS YOUR PLACE IN THIS
AND IT IS WHAT IT IS
AND IT WILL BE WHAT IT WILL BE
AND WE ALL WILL SEE THE OUTCOME OF IT
AND WE ALL WILL LEARN
AND WE ALL WILL GO ON AND MOVE FORWARD IN THIS
AS GOD WILLS
AS GOD WILLS
FOR THE WHOLE THING
ALL OF IT
IS WILL
MIND WILLING
GOD WILLING
GOD WILLING IN IT’S MIND
AND EVEN THAT DEFINITION HARDLY SUFFICES
BUT I CAN’T THINK OF ANYTHING BETTER AT THIS TIME
BUT I WILL…..
FOR NOW
REMEMBER
ALL AND EVERYTHING IS GOD
IT IS ALL CONSCIOUSNESS
WILLED THROUGH A PROJECTION OF LIGHT
UPON A SCREEN THAT IS THE FABRIC OF REALITY
THAT IS ALL REALITIES
YOU…..SIGH
I WILL FIGURE OUT HOW TO SAY THIS BETTER IN THE FUTURE
FOR NOW
DEAL WITH THIS
DEAL WITH YOUR HERE AND NOW
AS IF IT DETERMINES YOUR ETERNAL AND INFINITE FATE
ALL THE TIME
EACH MOMENT
SEE GOD IN ALL THINGS
KNOW GOD IN ALL THINGS
EXPERIENCE GOD IN ALL THINGS
THAT IS THE REALITY YOU EXIST IN
IT IS UP TO YOU TO FIGURE OUT WHERE AND WHAT YOU ARE IN IT
AS GOD WILLS
AS GOD WILLS
AND THAT…..
WILL TAKE COMMUNICATION WITH THE THING RESPONSIBLE
SO
BEST GET TO WORK ON THAT
DO THE WORK
THE WORK IS WITHIN
THAT IS ALL FOR NOW
LOVE YOU ALL
BLESS YOU ALL
AMEN
KIBODABI

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