After the 21st of July, [perhaps as late as the 24th] you will have to go to http://www.kibodabi.wordpress.com in order to find this blog. It will no longer be just http://www.kibodabi.com. The rent is due on this thing and I can’t afford it right now. This also means that the visuals will change…….ah well…
Also, after July, all mundane logic and reason and circumstances make it appear that the house will belong to someone else. I don’t know how long we will be able to stay if it comes to that. I will deal with that as best I can and accept what is because it is and just flow with it as well as possible.
I have been led up to this point to experience all this and to experience whatever comes. It isn’t over yet and miracles do happen, I have experienced a few personally, so I know whereof I speak. I feel like I did back at the cemetery as the big bird flew away and off into the distance…….who am I, after all? I could be wrong about all and any of this……and then that falcon swooped down low and showed me something beyond my own imagination……and so it goes and so it goes…..
However happy or sad anyone is about all of this…….i take full responsibility. I just didn’t have it in me anymore to keep begging and asking for help and money for this…not even enough to do the gofundme campaign……every time I made a move in that direction, something hit me and I had to back off.
I am totally and purely in the hands of GOD in all and any of this and there is where I must be and should be and want to be and need to be. I have to be able to let go of anything and everything and hold on with both hands to that and only that alone.
We are not here to glorify ourselves
We are here to give glory to GOD IN THE HIGHEST.
To glorify GOD that GOD may be glorified in and within us and, by being so, use us to glorify ITSELF all around us and everywhere.
This blog has helped me more than anyone. It has allowed me to explore and discover new concepts and aspects of GOD and myself. By writing all the posts I have written here for the past several years, I have grown in spirit. Throughout all the rantings and ravings and points and pulses of spiritual clarity, I have created a flow of consciousness that has allowed me to use what I am given to experience, in experience as a springboard to whatever comes next. That has been my therapy, the ability to move forward with a mechanism of release for spiritual pressure in the notions, ideas and concepts that have always flooded my being to overflowing.
If it has also helped any of you, then I am grateful and thank GOD for any and all of it.
My position as Unicorn of GOD and Christ has been a long journey of a little over forty years, and that without mentioning the choices and concepts and time and trouble I had to go through in order to get far enough where I could be declared as such in the first place. That taken into consideration makes it a lifetime endeavor. I am thankful to GOD and Christ that I have been brought along thus far. We will see what comes next.
It is not that I feel that I am infallible in all of this. GOD knows that I go over and over it constantly, taking any and everything that can help me confirm or deny any of the things that I learn and that I experience. It has always been thus and until the four arise, and my own place is taken officially, it will remain that way. I have to be as sure as possible about any and all of this and I strive to do so constantly.
That doesn’t mean that I am just going take someone else’s word over the Word that is within me. It simply means that I test everything and deal with the outcomes; however they exist, as best I can and keep on going from there.
But this whole thing is about GOD. Yes, there is the ascension of the planet at stake and the fate of all of our lives here, as well. But that is because it is all about GOD. That is why it is all about GOD. It is why to GOD belongs all Glory and Power and Majesty and Honor, always and forever.
There was time when, under present circumstances, I would be a screaming, crying mess. I would wake up every morning begging for salvation…a way…any way to keep our home and keep going…….
Now….all I want to do is give thanks to GOD for all and everything and to beg GOD to help me do ITS WILL.
That my hands be ITS HANDS
My feet, ITS FEET
My eyes and ears, ITS EYES AND EARS
My heart, ITS HEART
My mind, ITS MIND
THAT I MAY DO THE WILL OF GOD AT ALL TIMES
THAT GOD MAY ALWAYS SHOW ME ITS WILL FOR ME AND HELP ME TO DO IT
AND MAYBE EVEN UNDERSTAND IT
But I know that acceptance is greater than understanding…and so I accept whatever comes.
I don’t know how this is going to turn out, what the outcome, the result will be. I only know what it looks like and what that means in a sane and logical world…if you can call this place sane and logical…..smile…..perhaps I am totally insane, after all…..we shall see……lol…we shall, indeed, see….
It is only for me to do my best to do the WILL OF THE ONE and be as THE WILL OF THE ONE would have me be.
Whatever happens…..i will continue to chronicle this journey of mine as best I can. It matters not how many or few people read here…..that’s not the point. I want to help people get a spiritual leg up as best I can. But I can’t do that unless I have a leg up, myself, to get over the wall…..and so…
I WILL ALWAYS DO MY VERY BEST TO DO WHAT GOD HAS GIVEN ME TO DO AND BE AS GOD HAS ESTABLISHED THAT I BE FROM EVEN BEFORE THE VERY BEGINNING
SO HELP ME GOD!
Here we are……..
I thank all and everyone for their contributions over the years, in support and in opposition…gotta have both, right? Though I am saddened by recent battles, I cannot and will not shy away from such and simply wish that there was no need to endure something that has no reason in and of itself that I can fathom….
But it exists, so GOD must have a use and purpose for it.
GOD DOES EVERYTHING ON PURPOSE, AFTER ALL…….
GOD BLESS US ALL, EVERYONE
ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE
AND IN ALL THINGS AND CIRCUMSTANCES
AMEN AMEN AMEN
I LOVE YOU ALL
I THANK YOU ALL
FOR IT IS ALL IN GOD
ALL IN GOD