After the 21st of July, [perhaps as late as the 24th] you will have to go to http://www.kibodabi.wordpress.com in order to find this blog. It will no longer be just http://www.kibodabi.com. The rent is due on this thing and I can’t afford it right now. This also means that the visuals will change…….ah well…
Also, after July, all mundane logic and reason and circumstances make it appear that the house will belong to someone else. I don’t know how long we will be able to stay if it comes to that. I will deal with that as best I can and accept what is because it is and just flow with it as well as possible.
I have been led up to this point to experience all this and to experience whatever comes. It isn’t over yet and miracles do happen, I have experienced a few personally, so I know whereof I speak. I feel like I did back at the cemetery as the big bird flew away and off into the distance…….who am I, after all? I could be wrong about all and any of this……and then that falcon swooped down low and showed me something beyond my own imagination……and so it goes and so it goes…..
However happy or sad anyone is about all of this…….i take full responsibility. I just didn’t have it in me anymore to keep begging and asking for help and money for this…not even enough to do the gofundme campaign……every time I made a move in that direction, something hit me and I had to back off.
I am totally and purely in the hands of GOD in all and any of this and there is where I must be and should be and want to be and need to be. I have to be able to let go of anything and everything and hold on with both hands to that and only that alone.
We are not here to glorify ourselves
We are here to give glory to GOD IN THE HIGHEST.
To glorify GOD that GOD may be glorified in and within us and, by being so, use us to glorify ITSELF all around us and everywhere.
Now
This blog has helped me more than anyone. It has allowed me to explore and discover new concepts and aspects of GOD and myself. By writing all the posts I have written here for the past several years, I have grown in spirit. Throughout all the rantings and ravings and points and pulses of spiritual clarity, I have created a flow of consciousness that has allowed me to use what I am given to experience, in experience as a springboard to whatever comes next. That has been my therapy, the ability to move forward with a mechanism of release for spiritual pressure in the notions, ideas and concepts that have always flooded my being to overflowing.
If it has also helped any of you, then I am grateful and thank GOD for any and all of it.
My position as Unicorn of GOD and Christ has been a long journey of a little over forty years, and that without mentioning the choices and concepts and time and trouble I had to go through in order to get far enough where I could be declared as such in the first place. That taken into consideration makes it a lifetime endeavor. I am thankful to GOD and Christ that I have been brought along thus far. We will see what comes next.
It is not that I feel that I am infallible in all of this. GOD knows that I go over and over it constantly, taking any and everything that can help me confirm or deny any of the things that I learn and that I experience. It has always been thus and until the four arise, and my own place is taken officially, it will remain that way. I have to be as sure as possible about any and all of this and I strive to do so constantly.
That doesn’t mean that I am just going take someone else’s word over the Word that is within me. It simply means that I test everything and deal with the outcomes; however they exist, as best I can and keep on going from there.
But this whole thing is about GOD. Yes, there is the ascension of the planet at stake and the fate of all of our lives here, as well. But that is because it is all about GOD. That is why it is all about GOD. It is why to GOD belongs all Glory and Power and Majesty and Honor, always and forever.
There was time when, under present circumstances, I would be a screaming, crying mess. I would wake up every morning begging for salvation…a way…any way to keep our home and keep going…….
Now….all I want to do is give thanks to GOD for all and everything and to beg GOD to help me do ITS WILL.
That my hands be ITS HANDS
My feet, ITS FEET
My eyes and ears, ITS EYES AND EARS
My heart, ITS HEART
My mind, ITS MIND
THAT I MAY DO THE WILL OF GOD AT ALL TIMES
THAT GOD MAY ALWAYS SHOW ME ITS WILL FOR ME AND HELP ME TO DO IT
AND MAYBE EVEN UNDERSTAND IT
But I know that acceptance is greater than understanding…and so I accept whatever comes.
I don’t know how this is going to turn out, what the outcome, the result will be. I only know what it looks like and what that means in a sane and logical world…if you can call this place sane and logical…..smile…..perhaps I am totally insane, after all…..we shall see……lol…we shall, indeed, see….
It is only for me to do my best to do the WILL OF THE ONE and be as THE WILL OF THE ONE would have me be.
Whatever happens…..i will continue to chronicle this journey of mine as best I can. It matters not how many or few people read here…..that’s not the point. I want to help people get a spiritual leg up as best I can. But I can’t do that unless I have a leg up, myself, to get over the wall…..and so…
I WILL ALWAYS DO MY VERY BEST TO DO WHAT GOD HAS GIVEN ME TO DO AND BE AS GOD HAS ESTABLISHED THAT I BE FROM EVEN BEFORE THE VERY BEGINNING
SO HELP ME GOD!
Here we are……..
I thank all and everyone for their contributions over the years, in support and in opposition…gotta have both, right? Though I am saddened by recent battles, I cannot and will not shy away from such and simply wish that there was no need to endure something that has no reason in and of itself that I can fathom….
But it exists, so GOD must have a use and purpose for it.
GOD DOES EVERYTHING ON PURPOSE, AFTER ALL…….
GOD BLESS US ALL, EVERYONE
ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE
AND IN ALL THINGS AND CIRCUMSTANCES
AMEN AMEN AMEN
I LOVE YOU ALL
I THANK YOU ALL
FOR EVERYTHING
FOR IT IS ALL IN GOD
ALL IN GOD
AMEN
Kibodabi 
Jeez – I’ve missed a huge amount here while I’ve had my couple of weeks worth of hell with both purging and attempted attacks. I’ve had every area of my life messed with…phone…internet…, ill cats…and more…i’ll do my other type of purging on it in my next blog, I think.
Why on earth won’t C just let you be (and I haven’t read all exchanges yet)? Here’s my twopence worth.
a. she is a vicious, vindictive being who is nothing as she portrays herself elsewhere and YOU trigger it ;-). b. a split personality herself of multiple aspects, hence her projecting, calling everyone else that c. one who cares about you so much that she doesn’t want to see you go off on a path that you didn’t choose this lifetime and is the ‘wrong’ one (in her understanding) for you/the larger plan c.1. can see a bigger picture than all of us together – despite her callous, cold and hard delivery – of all the players that signed up for their roles in this here/now and can’t/won’t share as it would breach free will.
d. is unable to feel and express love in any kindly/gentle fashion, so her well-intentioned ‘love’ for you comes off as ….(fill in word of personal choice) ???!!!!!
Nailing my own colours to the mast: Callous, cold and hard won’t cut it in serving people in the time to come; actually right now. But then nor will isolating ourselves, like I’ve been guilty of. So we all have a myriad of issues – whether 24 DNA strand-connected or not.
Despite everything that’s happened and having my own experience of C from 8* days, I keep feeling that c& c.1 is applying here. So apologies K, but that’s what I’m feeling…course I may be wrong. And I certainly am not defending her in any way, shape or form in saying that. I have no reason to. But only trying to as objectively as possible feel out what and why….
As or more importantly, this is a BIG deal to the darkies – a split into factions of the Light team on planet. They perceive it as an excellent victory. ‘Taking out’ those at the top of the command is and has been their strategy. In truth, though they’ve had momentary perceived victories – so they think – they’ve ltimately lost. After all, God is their opponent this time around…lol.
Who knows…this may even all go on until the end of 2017…as per the original prophesized time plan. Personally, I’m so very grateful for the extra time. Every day is a new day in God. And all that there is, imo.
Bless you a thousandfold K.
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I think /feel that you are missing an important part of this mental equation…..
what if I am right?
you have not considered this….not at all
you are assuming that she is right about everything
as I used to do
and now i find myself in the peculiar predicament
of trying to figure out just where she went off the path
and wandered off the reservation
I was told years ago that something was wrong with her
but I defended her so hardily that those above
gave up trying to convince me
and let me find out for myself
and I have….sorry to say….
and I see it all more clearly than I ever wanted to…
and it hurts like hell to see her like this
and she just gets worse and worse
where even others can clearly see who and what she is
and what she is doing
and I tried to get her to stop
for I saw what was coming
I could see the result
and I told her to let it go
but she cannot do so
she doesn’t know any better
she has to do as she is designed to do
and I have to accept that
and so the question remains
what if she is actually lying about things?
what if she is lying about everything?
what if she has been lying for some time?
where am I to begin to separate
the truth from what point where she departed from it
has she always been lying?
truly I know not.
all I know is that they told me years ago that something was wrong with her
and I did not accept it then
I accept it now
and i
I am moving on in and with GOD
as best I can
and time and effect as an outcome
has proven to me that this I the best way go
I would prefer that we each go our separate ways
and let each other go or own way in and with GOD
but she insists upon messing with me
and I really think it is an outcome of her own insecurity
in the matter
and we shall see
we shall see
I was told that I will be witness to a meltdown of epic proportion
perhaps they did not mean her
perhaps it was all about this world system of things
perhaps it is both
I know not
I am doing what I am doing
and that is that
I wish she could think and feel the same way
but she insists
and I have to wonder why
and I have been told why
and while i know why
I just don’t want to say why
so I am trying my best to let it all go
and move on
but I will not abide in these proddings and pokings forever
I will push back at some point
and then…
it will all start up again
I wish she could see what it is doing to her
more than wanting that is being done to me
I cannot speak as to how others think/feel
I am what I am
and I am doing and being
as I am designed to do and be
and that is that
I wish she felt the same way
I wish
but none of this is up to me
or her
it is what it is
and that is that
we will both deal with it as GOD sees fit
and that is that
and all that
as well
AMEN
but it is what it is
and there is nothing I can do about any of it
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why oh why do you not want to say why? why play the game if you feel the way you do?
and actually at this point vs that point i could care less than i did but more than before….know what i’m sayin……my ass is where my head is and my head is up my ass….go figure…..have fun with that……whomever wishes to….i don’t give a flyin fuck…..like a duck…..think about that….so say why or or say bye….or say hi….high…how high does it go…..how low is too low……
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or…….should i say….quit playing like a pussy…..both of ya….either do it or don’t….what have you to lose or gain for that matter……does it matter….nail it shut or open it wide….i am so sick of these childish games…..buncha pansy ass motherfuckers! all i hear is a couple of dogs barking like they aren’t chained…..break the fuckin chains or go back inside your dawg house…..rid yourselves of all that excess saliva…..
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BECAUSE
AT SOME POINT
FOR SOME REASON
SHE CHOSE TO GLORIFY HERSELF
RATHER THAN GOD
AND THAT WAS THE BEGINING OF A LONG SPIRAL DESCENT
AND I WOULD HOPE
THAT SHE COULD COME UP FROM ALL THAT
BUT FUCKING WITH ME ISNT GOING TO DO IT FOR HER
THAT IS HER FEAR
FOR SOME REASON
OF WHO AND WHAT I AM
AND WHATEVER IT MEANS TO HER
FOR ME TO BE
ALL THAT I AM
AND THAT IS ON HER
SO
FOR THE REST OF IT
GO TO HER AND ASK……….
EVEN AS SHE SAYS IT ISN’T SO……..
AND YOU…
MY FRIEND
NEED TO GET A GRIP……….
JUST SAYIN’
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ahhh…a grip….yes i have a grip more than you know…or do you?! perhaps you need to rethink that….you seem to be missing the point….i asked you…..hm….so when she chimes in….well then let the chimes ring….thank you for being honest about it…
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I AM SIMPLY DOING WHAT I HAVE BEEN GIVEN TO DO
AS FAR AS A GRIP IS CONCERNED
I AM WAITING FOR YOU TO GO DEEPER
I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT
YOU’VE DONE IT ALREADY
WHY DO YOU HOLD OUT?
GIVE US ALL YOU’VE GOT
I AM MORE THAN HAPPY TO PUBLISH IT HERE
JUST DO IT
FOR GOD’S SAKE
DO IT!!!!!!!!
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this just came to me…..
they wish to wallow in the mire
they wish to feel
the shit
of their petty desires
they like how it feels on their skin
the grit of half digested excess
selfish
childish
games
in the lion’s den
they know not
what they want
they exist in a state of pure grace
for if it were truly known
then would it be moot
their futile attempts
pollute
their constitution
being real would cause them to feel
ashes
like the peristaltic snake
they move slowly
throughout the universe
to dip and heal
in the cool pool
one must be free of
everything
i will take you down
into the water
take you down
to drown
in holy waters
your ass will be made
into grass
on which i lie
in remembrance
of all lies
told
of lies laughing
thinking your so bold
your shine is nothin
but fool’s gold
your words
made into
a house of cards
bought with iniquitous
currency
i am done feeding
the weak
the worthless
the helpless
who seek
gone are miracles
from this den of iniquity
what was thought to be a golden
opportunity
has turned from the face of truth
beauty has had it
with beast
goodness rotting
on the ground
a feast
for flies abounding
like my beard
lightning striking at its root
a positively charged atmosphere
running down my spine
grounding out dirty rhymes
making a paste of all
from the waste
missing the call
i am done
cleaning up your shit
my axe that splits wood
misunderstood
i do not care
i know not where
as it does not matter
combing my hair
turning you into batter
which then splatters
on walls
to dry
what’s caked
on your skin
let that sink in
you like feeling that way
keeps the bugs away
or so you thought
you stink
you are weak
in a blink
shall i think
about my wink
what shall cause me
to drink
again
my depths being fathomless
so much oxygen
it would blow your head
clean off
how’s that for drama
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BETTER….BUT GO DEEPER…….SMILE…..
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yeah i’ll get there (again….)
deeper and steeper
the climb matching the rhyme
the descent
is heaven sent
all together
one more time
one more number
to wake you from your slumber
one more shake
one more shook
one more look
an ancient codex
an ancient family
of moths
white ones
from the soft cloth
lead the way
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I actually really like this one…it make me think…more…I like that….thanks!!!!!!
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It’s good to know your ‘why’ about this – so we have a better idea. Thanks for sharing that.
It’s also good to exchange this kind of stuff in an open, emotionally-intelligent manner. No matter what conflict arises.
I thought long and hard before choosing my response through my God complex -and HS offered herself up.
I was then attacked: my emotional, mental bodies and nervous system all came under fire for more than an hour until I could gather myself in again. That, in itself, was pretty telling – ACTUALLY A MASSIVE CLUE IN THAT ALONE. All a means, I believe, of desperately trying to prevent this response.
HS:
I say anything and everything that is of a larger picture will be helpful to Kibo, if he chooses to see it as such.
Kibo has not quite taken into account the nature of mind control at the more subtle levels.
When these ones of the Dark side wish to take over a being, their means can be subtle or blatant. Which isn’t to say even those sensitive to energy shifts would be able to detect or understand their presence. Much else plagues your bodies and minds on the earth, after all.
The anti-Christ works through numerous means yet in limited ways. But always do they adapt their methods to fit the individual’s vulnerabilities/weaknesses, auric holes and imbalances.
Because it is so difficult on the earth plane to even know or acknowledge inner destructive patterns based on your fears, how they work on you is through your subconscious.
Your subconscious is where all the ways you feel bad about yourself are stored and the perfect bait for the dark ones to work with and through.
This often happens during sleep time, but at any time really, for your subconscious is never sleeping, as such.
One of the anti-Christ’s favourite tools is to plant seeds of doubt between people who are in trust of each other and about each other in order to create conflict and ultimately, separation between them. You have experienced this first hand.
If they cannot plant these doubt seeds in this manner, it will be the self-doubt seeds they plant (as SK has experienced herself). Once a separation has occurred in places of unified ‘power’ (groups, companies, families), the individual becomes more vulnerable to other infiltration, most often without his/her knowledge.
The anti-Christ’s next step is to create reasons for justifying the conflict so the individuals involved feel justified in their choices.
They have used this technique since time immemorial amongst individuals and on the collective mind.
What remains then is a fertile mind open to all manner of suggestion – and not for the individual’s highest good. Though sometimes this requires extra anti-Christ reinforcements to ‘stoke the fire’ as it were.
Once an individual has decided or chosen to stand in this way or that on the conflict issue, he/she is no longer open to hearing or seeing in other ways or other possibilities.
This is exactly the aim of the anti-Christ – that the individual feels the issue has been settled in his/her own mind and there is nothing further to be done or said, other than to stand by their stance.
It is most subtle manipulation that the individual opens themselves to, while knowing it not. THIS is part of the great battle in the war on consciousness on your minds/emotions and souls as you live on the earth plane.
SK: This has been my very own story too, K, for what it’s all worth to you, if anything.
All this… and much, much more. And why? Because the basis of lack of self-love, lack of self/God trust and confidence has been present due to negative thinking and feeling about the self, allowing ego thinking/feeling to overrun instead.
P.S. Unless it’s not so, as I still haven’t read all the exchanges between you and C. Isn’t it interesting that ‘coincidentally’ both Zaid and Melody did a duck seemingly simultaneously as soon as C delivered a specific comment to you (can’t remember what exactly now). I haven’t seen anything from either of them since. Unless I’ve missed some in my haste. Or you’ve banned them?
PPS. You say you’re not happy being prodded – then ban C. This is YOUR place on the web. [I’m having a déjà vu here scratching head] Anyone interested in knowing more of who she is can do that just as easily by going onto TIU. Besides, lots of past dramas of a similar nature – most recently Florian – have all had some public exposure there.
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Thanks for this…..I always want help seeing the bigger picture.
right now I have questions that need answering…..we will do our best to learn.
I don’t like banning people. people need to see every side of the cube. this is not a place where people should just agree with kibo, for the sake of doing so…..I am happy to retract and repent when proven wrong about something. if I can’t do that, what good is it?
like I said, I want answers to certain questions and I am waiting………..we will see…..
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Bless you KIBO
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Thank you……GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS IN ALL THINGS AND PLACES AND CIRCUMSTANCES!!!
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It is coming Brother! Don’t Fret about this plane…. as one who does, does not understand what does and why it does…. but you do know why it does so therefore it in all reality does not!
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HEHEHEH…FUNNY YOU SHOULD SAY THAT….NOW…..[BIG SMILE HERE AND FOR GOOD REASON]
THANKS
GOD BLESS YOU IN ALL THINGS ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE AND ALWAYS!!!
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I went downtown this morning before work and checked on the details………we’re more accurately up to 18k……the tax purchaser exercised the option to collect by February 15th instead of this August……so GOD Bless him/them for that………
The restrictions that I was under have been lifted….i asked the usual whys and whats and was told that I had to undergo such a period of stress and oppositional attack and loss to see how I would respond…..all things considered I did well, I am told….the three gratitudes were especially well thought of by them and all that put together and then some is what got me through boot camp…so thanks to all…..
Right now…..special training….i had no idea….. that it would be like this……so much to figure out how to tell you guys…….i have a project/experiment to do, so I will be back to posting mostly once a week, AT LEAST, on weekends, most likely……right now I’m trying to figure out the best and shortest way to explain what I’ve been learning already…….give it until Saturday overnight……for sure……..
All is in good order….
THANKS AGAIN FOR ALL AND EVERYTHING!!!
GOD BLESS US ALL, EVERYONE!!!!
Fear not
GOD IS WITH YOU
FEAR NOT
That is all
KIBODABI
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glad to hear you’ve some more time on that…..i know what it’s like to have this feeling….and it means the world when it happens…
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PJ 7 – THE RAINBOW MASTERS – chap. 17
“We recognize that there are virtuous causes across the whole range of human endeavor, but there are many that are
unvirtuous, unrighteous, deceptive and wrongly motivated.
We will not identify with any; for our purpose is not to be popular, but to be truthful and to embrace those spiritual causes which will enable the soul itself to expand its individual Life.
Those who would set people against people,
those who would point the accusing finger…
…by so doing create that fracture in consciousness which is A DESTRUCTIVE NEGATIVE SPIRAL.”
PJ 27 – Law 16 – YOU MUST DO UNTO OTHERS AS YOU WOULD HAVE THEM DO UNTO YOU.
ALSO CALLED “THE GOLDEN RULE”
“Treat others honorably and with integrity, kindness and tolerance and EXPECT that they will treat you the same. If they DO NOT treat you with the same respect, HONOR yourself enough to recognize their transgression, call it to their attention and THEN LEAVE THEIR PRESENCE.”
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IF ONLY THEIR PRESENCE WOULD LEAVE ME……SIGH…THANKS FOR THIS…GODS INFINITE AND ETERNAL BLESSINGS BE WITH AND UPON AND WITHIN YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER!!!
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And you never got a job Kibo… who is responsible for that? I wish you the best.
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lol….wow…I make 13.25 an hour with no job…….sweet…I wish you the best, as well….good luck with that…….
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Always with a negative comment Candace. Always sticking the knife in Kibo’s back then slowly pull it out with a nicety nice comment. You, who say you work with Christ Michael/Esu , are the most ignorant person. If you walked beside HIM you wouldn’t be so cruel.
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Keep commenting Candace….so everyone can see where you are coming from….aren’t you ashamed of yourself yet? Your behavior is a good example for everyone reading here…how NOT to be.
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GOD bless you kibodabi. Thank you for all your love and devotion to this place. You showed us the true path. His will be done.
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The Wheat Or Chaff?
Things are changing VERY quickly in your Earth-plane existence.
More than a few sources are pushing you to choose where you will put your efforts and energy;
this will show you who is willing to continue thinking on their own
as opposed to following the mass consciousness of fear.
The challenge has been issued…..are you the wheat or the chaff? ~ Creator
PJ 7 – THE RAINBOW MASTERS
“Chap. 16 –
CHANGING ENERGIES CONFUSING
The lessons are of utmost importance and the teachings must have entry unto you ones in consciousness. We are melding of the subconscious teachings of thy sleep/dreamtime into thy wakening consciousness. The lessons learned on a higher plane must now be brought into useable format of conscious thought and acceptance. So be it and the strength of understanding abides with thee.
I AM THAT I AM. I AM THY FATHER, ATON OF LIGHT. SO BE IT
AND I PLACE MY HAND UPON THY HEAD IN BLESSING, LITTLE ONES OF MINE. YE SHALL BE GIVEN UNTO UNDERSTANDING OF TRUTH AND THE STRENGTHENING TO FULFILL OF THY PURPOSE. IT IS SO, IT IS DONE AND YE WILL PREVAIL FOR I DECREE IT TO BE SO. ADONAI.
Chap. 15
WHY THE PROPHETS HAVE COME
Wherefore evolution of a spiritual nature? Why have the prophets come? Why have the avatars appeared?
That you can remember what ye were taught; what one can do, all can do.
To unlock that potential of thy heart, that divine spark, and show you that you have been moving toward that point of the courage to BE who you really are and not to accept the philosophy that you are evolved from anything other than God.
Therefore, in thy purity thee cannot be anything other than God.
EL MORYA
I contemplate the vast mysteries of the Cosmic realms, the all in all of the Cosmos, and were it not for the sustaining power of that will divine in my life and myriad angels who also succored me in my hours of travail, I should not have reached the goal or been able therefore to assist you to attain your own.
I come to encourage you in the way of standing for the Light and assisting the progress and the healing of a world; nations and hearts. I would give you a morsel of my own — my sense of compassion not alone for people everywhere but in fact and indeed for the individual. The “orphans” of the Spirit are our concern–those who have not been tutored properly and fully in the inner Light and know not the way to go.”
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Buying some more Tshirts will not cover that amount, I am afraid, dear Kibo.. It will be allright of course, whatever allright means.. Take care dear friend..
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lol…..I apologize for the t-shirts……I have no quality control and the base price is high to sell online with no overhead and even with a low percentage of profit on my end……I can’t afford to buy my own t-shirts…….not to mention the watch…I really wanted the watch…and the coffee cup…….when there is time I might do some posters…that should be cheap enough……sigh…….thanks for the thought…..GOD Bless…
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What do you need Brother?
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sigh…….the property tax (4 years worth) rounds off to $20,000.00 USD [give or take a thousand]…a huge sum……sooo……….
I find myself unable to ask for help nor refuse it if it is offered………
like I said…I am completely in GODS Hands…….prayers for the best possible outcome in GODS WILL, I can ask for….
so…………
it is what it is…….
thanks for asking…….
GOD BLESS
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God does have a plan….blessings and love to you and your family…….thank you always!
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Bless you KIBODABI, it will be as it is meant to be – for the best.
Maybe God wants you in a safer place.
Keep your Faith and Trust.
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kibo…you.are.a.true.heart…love.overflowing…stand.tall…<3ANN.MARIE
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hang in there mate not long to go now,
bert
your blog has been tremendously helpful , thanks
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