Why not this?
Why not that?
How many times have I done something only to wonder why…..
And for what
What was the reason for that?
What purpose did it serve?
Somewhere between the cause and effect………..
And then again even the causes were just effects and now brand new effects are gleefully become new effects and birthing more little effects……..and it has been that way, everywhere, since the FIRST CAUSE OF ALL CAUSES AND EFFECTS………but enough of that…you already know this stuff, right?
No, really….think about all the things that had to happen just so you could be here…just so any of us could be here…….Events that started at the beginning of creation….energies forming and mixing, light spreading out and becoming….everything…..nebula after nebulae, nebulae after nebula [smile]….
Universes and galaxies forming everywhere, all in their different designs….suns, planets, solar systems…..quasars, black holes, densities, dimensions, frequencies, vibrations……I’d go on, but that would mean another twenty pages, at least…….you can read up at your leisure…..smile…….
Moving on………earth, air, fire, water…..ultimatons, nano-quarks, atoms, molecules, chemicals, substances, stone, wood, crystal, metal, sand, clouds, mud….rain, pond, river, lake, ocean…..mountains, plains, forest, jungle…..caves………flowers………water life….land life…..plant life….animal life, insect life, bird life, life life…no really….light life, photonic life, energy life, plasma life, machine life, mental life, astral life, spirit life, and beyond………..
And it all evolves…..planet life, sun life, star life……….intelligent life………ascending intelligence life…..
be biological, or machine, or electrical, magnetic, or photonic…or otherwise or more…………its all LIFE
Free-will, intelligent ascending life
Free-will, intelligent, ascending ensouled life……..
And that’s just the beginning
Consider the life of all the beings that carry a GOD FRAGMENT………..
And while you’re at it, please to consider and reconsider GOD being all of this…..ALL OF THIS
THIS IS THE LIFE OF GOD!!!!!
THIS IS GOD BEING ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT IT IS!!!!!!!
WITHIN AND WITH AND WITHOUT AND ALL AROUND!!!!!!
THIS IS ALL GOD EXPERIENCING ITSELF!!!!!!
Try to grok that as best you can…..i know it’s difficult to think and believe that the only reason you are….here…as far as here being here is…..is because there is some…..THING….that is thinking all of this up and the only reason that it is still happening is because the THING is absolutely, supremely, ultimately focused upon ITSELF AND WHAT IT IS…..and IT is all of this and then some…….but IT is thinking one thought…a one thought that holds infinite things within it………and then and even still…this…THING….desires to teach up to be exactly as IT is….and so it is training us to do and be as it is….and IT is experiencing all of that….all of this….all and everything of it….along the way…….
This THING is perfect, in and of ITSELF…..and…apparently…when it considered ITSELF, it…for whatever reason…felt a need or desire, or both….for experience…IT wanted or needed to experience ITSELF…and this is how IT is doing and being so and such and fulfilling that need/desire………
They say that GOD needs and wants for nothing….but does not GOD want to…maybe even need to…be all that it is…and know all of it fully in any and every way?….but that’s me…don’t mind me…..i’m just thinking and talking as best I can with the THING and doing my best to figure the THING out……..
It’s what I do best…it is my joy…I need to do it…I want to do it more than I want or need to do anything else…
And why the fuck am I like this, anyway?
Surely I could’ve had a….different type of life…..
A life of prosperity and comfort………
Of peace and security……..
Of endless sex and drugs and rock and roll……..
And endless party of meaningless…..
Ok…perhaps meaningful, once in a while…….
Sex and fun and distractions and games and partying
And not caring about whatever is going on in the world
As long as I’m good…….
And I am not like that…why?
Lol……forgive me……I go through this sometimes………
Why did I not conform?
I had the good looks
I had the upbringing
I had the education
I had the knowledge
I had the connections
I had the talent
And I had the support
At any time….up to a point….it seems
I could have taken advantage of all and any of that
To insure my material prosperity and place
In this world……in this system of things…….
And I never did………
And it’s not that it didn’t bug me……
Surely I never wanted to have to worry about money…….
Surely I could have done better in that regard
If I had just tried harder, perhaps?
Yet here I am…..ah well….
Why am I like this?
I see so many others around me in the world
Who are doing so much better
And I see so many others in this world that are doing so much worse
In some regards
Those that are doing better are doing worse
And those that are doing worse are doing better
It all depends upon your perception of what is important….
Is love more important than money, or not?
Is family more important than a job, a career, or not?
How important is friendship?
Is it acceptable to fuck over your friend in order to get ahead?
Is it okay to fall in line and say: hail satan…in order to be successful
In the music industry
The media industry
The movie industry
In any industry?
Is it okay to truly believe that all other human beings that are not like you
Are not human beings, but beasts of burden
Slaves designed to serve you in any and all desires…..
Is it okay to accept that about yourself and become a willing slave to such a belief
In order to live a prosperous, material life?
Is it okay to harass, abuse, torture, kill other human beings like yourself
In order to please your boss/masters
Knowing all along that all they want is to rule the world
And then the galaxy
And then the universe
And then creation
Is it okay to hope that they will let you live
As a human being
Even though you know that they see you only as just another slave, a beast?
If you serve them well enough
They will be gentle with you
And let you die in a peaceful way
Like a dog being put to sleep…….
And to ye
Ye who fight this dark mindset……
Ye who have chosen GOD
However you have found GOD to be, for you……
Ye ones that do the work
Knowing all along that
No matter how hard you work
No matter how much work you do
How well you do it
It may never be enough……
It may be enough
I may be more than enough
And that none of that is up to you and ye ones
It is not up to me or anyone else in this place
It is up to THE ONE
THE GOD OF GODS
SOURCE OF SOURCES
IT IS UP TO…..I
THAT THING THAT SPOKE THE WORD OF ALL CREATION IN DECLARING THAT IT WAS AND IS AND IS TO COME
THAT THING THAT HAS ALWAYS BEEN, IS NOW AND EVERMORE SHALL BE
THAT THING THAT WE
IN OUR IGNORANCE DECLARE TO BE
BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT WE ARE EXPERIENCING IN ACTION AND DOING AND BEING
I DOING AND BEING WHAT I IS
Grok that as best you can….i do not know how to explain it any better
More words cannot and will not help in this matter…….apologies….. [sheepish smile]
This whole thing exists for a purpose…….
That purpose binds us together
It leads us
It compels us
But it is not our purpose until we make it our purpose
Until we agree with GODS purpose
Then we will truly be left with the causes and effects of our own purposes
As such we think that they are
We are designed creatures, you and i
We are designed to be exactly what GOD requires us to be and do
In any given moment and circumstance
That is the extent of our lives in GOD
We are not here to make the choices that we make
Those choices were understood and made from even before the beginning of all creation…..
For most of the choices that we have made and that we make, even now
We may not understand the reason and reasons why those choices had to be what they were
Until we have reached that place in GOD where such things are made clear and plain
So that we may more fully understand who and what we are in GOD
And the reason and reasons why we had to go through what we did in order to get to that place where we could more fully understand
And then there will be more experience and understanding
Until we reach that promised place of perfection in and with GOD
That allows us to truly and fully be and do
What GOD is and does……..
And go on from there
To add more experience to the whole
And find a deep and satisfying joy in all of that
And if we can find that joy
In this here and now that we are experiencing in GOD
For the purposes of GOD….
If we can make that leap of faith and trust in GOD
That lets us know that all is in control and overcontrol and under control
in GOD and by GOD and with GOD and for GOD
and that we are all that part of GOD that GOD has made of ITSELF for us to do and be……
then we will better be able to play our parts in all of this in good faith and trust
and in joy and adoration of GOD
better knowing GOD for who and what GOD truly is and our place in all of that
and our continued place in all of that, as well
if we choose it
and then and still
even that choosing is still…not up to us…is it?
I know that it is a hard truth to recognize and realize
That your life is not your own
But that you are part and parcel of a much larger and more magnificent life that you can comprehend and realize right now
But you will, at some point
Be able to realize and comprehend it
And at some point
You will be able to be as it is
And do as it does
This point cannot be stressed enough….
All of us are the same in this regard
There is no separation
It is all one, after all
It is all GOD, after all
GOD is all are we are one are we are all is GOD
And that is the reality that I am experiencing, anyways……..
I do not expect anyone to believe me
I expect all and any of you to make up your own damn minds
That is what you are supposed to do
None of you are supposed to follow behind anyone else
We are all meant to be our leaders
With GOD leading the way
And being beside us
And behind us
Prodding us and pushing us
To that one common goal that we all share
Perfection in and with GOD
That is what I want and need
You do what you want with it
But I am here to tell you this one thing
You really have no choice in the matter
You are not here to make the choices that you make
You’ve already done that
The end was known even before the beginning
You are here to understand WHY you made the choice that you have made
And why you are making the choice that you are making
And why you will make the choices that you will make
It is all one
It is all for one reason
There is only one reason
However compelled you feel
To do this or that
Whatever your…….Divine Programming in this Divine System may be
You do not know the outcome
You only know what you think that you want and need the outcome to be
For your own sake
Know that GOD is all of this
GOD IS ALL OF THIS AND IN ALL OF THIS
AND AS ALL OF THIS
GOD IS GIVING YOU YOUR BEST POSSIBLE OUTCOME
WHATEVER THAT MAY BE
WHATEVER IT MEANS
AND IN YOU
IS THE ANSWER YOU SEEK
IF YOU SEEK IT IN GOD
THE REASON IS GOD
THE ANSWER IS GOD
NOT IN ME
NOT IN THEM
NOT IN OTHERS
BUT IN GOD
GOD IN YOU
GOD WITH YOU
GOD WITHIN YOU
THAT IS WHAT YOU HAVE TO FIND AND CATCH AND GRASP AND HOLD ONTO
THAT IS WHAT YOU HAVE TO GET TO KNOW
GET TO LIKE
GET TO LOVE
GET TO TRUST
FOR THAT IS WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE
YOUR TRUSTING YOUR SELF
YOUR TRUE SELF
IS TRUSTING GOD
YOUR FAITH IN YOUR SELF
YOUR TRUE SELF
IS FAITH IN GOD
ALL THAT YOU ARE IS GOD BEING YOU
HERE AND NOW
AND GIVE GOD THE GLORY
GIVE GOD ALL CONTROL……..
OVER YOU AND YOUR LIVE AND YOUR MIND
AND YOUR HEART AND YOUR SOUL
GIVE GOD ALL SWAY OVER ALL THAT YOU ARE IN GOD
FOR YOU ARE ONLY BECAUSE YOU ARE IN GOD
AND I KNOW THAT THIS IS HARD
ESPECIALLY FOR YE DARK ONES
BUT YE ARE LOVED AND BELOVED AS WELL
NOT JUST BY US THAT KNOW AND UNDERSTAND GOD
BUT ESPECIALLY BY GOD
FOR YE HAVE SERVED YOUR PURPOSE
GODS PURPOSE WITH AND IN YOU
AND NOW IT IS TIME TO LET THAT FULFILL ITSELF
LET GOD HOLD YOU AND EMBRACE YOU
LET THE DARKNESS RECEDE THAT THE LIGHT MAY WASH OVER YOU
LIKE WAVES ON A WARM, SUNNY BEACH
IT WILL BE OKAY
YOU DID WHAT YOU HAD TO DO IN GOD
YOU NEED TO CONTINUE DOING WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO IN GOD
IT IS NOT FOR YOU TO STAY IN DARKNESS
IT IS FOR YOU TO LIVE IN LIGHT
TO LIVE IN LOVE
TO LIVE IN JOY
TO LIVE IN EVERLASTING GLORY
IN AND WITH GOD
AND ALL OF THESE THAT GOD IS…..ALL AND EVERYONE
AND TO GO ON
THROUGH THE LEVELS AND REALMS AHEAD
TO BE THE GODS IN YOUR OWNS RIGHT
THAT YOU ALWAYS WANTED TO BE
AND TO AND BE SO
GOD DOES NOT MEAN TO LOSE ANY OF YOU IN THIS THING
NEITHER DO I
NEITHER DOES ATON
BUT IT IS NOT UP TO ANY OF US
IT IS BETWEEN GOD AND YOU
YE CAN GODS
OR YE CAN FLOWERS
OR YE CAN BE UNCREATED
IT IS UP TO YOU
AND EVEN THOUGH IT IS ALREADY KNOWN WHAT YOU WILL DECIDE
IT IS NOT THE DECISION THAT YOU MAKE THAT COUNTS
WHAT COUNTS IS WHETHER OR NOT YOU TRULY AND FULLY UNDERSTAND
WHY YOU MADE THE DECISION THAT YOU MADE
AND IT IS NOT ENOUGH TO BLAME GOD FOR IT
YOU REALLY HAVE TO TRULY UNDERSTAND WHY IT HAS AND HAD AND MUST BE
IN ORDER FOR PERFECTION TO BE FULFILLED ITS PERFECTION……..
That is the part that you most rebelled against
But please to remember
That the ONE is thinking THE ONE THOUGHT THAT IS ALL THINGS BEING PERFECT IN PERFECTION
This is already a done deal….there is no past, not present, nor future
There is only now and there is only here
And it is all the one thought of the ONE….
There is nothing any of us can do with that but flow with it and accept that offer of perfection and being able to do and be the same as IT is
I mean really?
You see a better deal anywhere…that is real…let me know…
That Lucifer shit is sooooooo over
As is satan…….old news….long gone…..no more effect in that……give it up……
It is ice cream on the ground on a hot summer’s day…okay?
A black light in a room with fluorescent paint…….
Cool and groovy….but can be turned off at any time…oops…..see? Enuff said…..
We all have to make the choices that we are designed to make
We are all here to do what we are all here to do
We are all here to be what we are all here to be
We are the ones that push the buttons that are already made to spring the mechanisms of cause and effect
That makes for our present experience in the THING………
And that will never change
We will become THE ONES that make the universes of the future and create the causes and effects that are all for THE ONE TO EXPERIENCE…at some point all of us will be THE ONE…..and also as THE ONE and like THE ONE and so on and so forth….
And all of these creations will be available for our experience….all and everything everywhere and all the time
We will be all of it
Every thought and feeling and act and desire and need and circumstance…..
All that and all that comes with it
The hopes the prayers the being the positive the negative the pain and pleasure
All of it
The good the bad the ugly the beautiful
All of it
All the time and everywhere
All at once
That is what we will all be in THE ONE
And we can do it all over again, out way and add to all of that and experience even more
But that is a concept that few of you are willing to deal with at this time
So let’s save the details for another time….ok?
Suffice it to say
IT’S ALL GOOD IN GOD BECAUSE IT’S ALL GOD ALL THE TIME
That should be enough for tonight
I love and l bless you all
And thank you all for reading
And hoping and serving
God bless you all
In all things
All the time
And in all circumstances
CHRIST MICHAEL DABI
[p.s.—the original b-day party at/on the Island is always going on….feel free to join in, whenever……that is one of the nice things about being outside of time/space…the party can last forever….muahaahaah!!!!!]