ALL PURPOSE POST…….FOR NOW……smile…..

ALL PURPOSE POST…….FOR NOW……smile…..

Journal entry 1:
I started this assignment doing it ass backwards [smile]…….
At first I was doing all I could to see all things as the required energies involved….
This led me to see all things as simply energy…….if I had been right about that choice of approach, then it would have ended and I would be informing you all of my new assignment….sadly, such has not been the case
And so I had to learn…how to view things…in the perspective of a greater reality…..
And so I have been doing such and so and have finally made a breakthrough……..

Let me explain…….
At first I viewed all things as energy systems…
But I was viewing all and everything as a system from the outside in rather than from the perspective of the inside out…
This…apparently….is a crucial thing in perspective……
And so I had to start over and try to find a better way to view all things as they really are….
Sigh
So anyway
Here I am….looking at it all and everything
And looking at everything and trying my best to figure it all out
And then it hit me…….finally…..
My mistake was looking at all things from the outside in……
That could and would only lead me to see things….all things….as a full system of energy in GOD
And thus see it all, each and every thing, as glowing, pulsing energy of Divine Source and energy….
As all things are and as they should be
But still, none of that led me to the reason that that was so…….crucial to success…
And so I continued
Hey
This shit ain’t easy…….ok?…lol…..
Anyway….
There I am
Living my life
Awake and dreaming
Being at home
Going to and from work
Driving the bus
Looking at all and everything
Seeing all and everything
And having that eternally ongoing conversation in my mind, my head
my being that thing….THAT THING,
that led me to this place and point
That is responsible for all and everything that I have been through in getting me…and my ass…here…
Whatever any of any of you feel and think about any of this…
It is what it is
And it is imperative for me….being who and what I am in all of this….
Which I am still trying my best and all to get all the details about…..
And I have learned…much
But there is no proof of anything
And all that I have been told
I can’t post all of it
Simply because……..
Well…there is that which I am officially told not to do….
And I have learned to do as I am told and do and be what I am allowed to do and be…
In spite of and no matter what any of you think and feel about what I do…..
But also……on top of that Divine Imperative……
Because I am so fucking tired of being told things that there is no proof of
Nothing that can be determined as verifiable in the experience of others
In all of this
And all of this is all of our lives
So I prefer to be careful for the sake of being careful….
If that makes any sense to any of you….
And here I am
Doing what I can to see things as they really are
And I think/feel that I am doing better
I have made progress in this thing that I have been given to do
And….so
I discovered that dealing with things
THINGS…..
From the outside in was the wrong way to go
I had and have to and must…deal with all things and everything and every thing
Must best be considered from the inside out…..
And why is that?
IT IS SIMPLY BECAUSE THAT GOD IS ALL AND EVERYTHING
THERE IS NOTHING BUT GOD
[of that which I prefer to call GOD….for such a thing/THING has no way of being defined by our own definitions…we are finite and imperfect beings, after all, are we not?
How the heck can we expect to give a full accounting of that which is all and everything?
All that and a bag of chips and a drink on the side and dessert, as well?
We have no rule of measure for that which is wholly and fully responsible for that which is the full and only cause of any of us being here or there or anywhere in the first place…in awareness….
In consciousness….in consciousness of thought or thought…or being….or awareness or identity or personality or anything that makes any of us who and what we are in this thing and thing that we are in is GOD…..but more on that later….grin….

{this may be longer than even I ever wanted it to be….you might want to grab a cup of herbal tea and a snack……settle in…relax……this might take a while…..feel free to meditate and connect to your higher self and SOURCE WITH AND WITHIN YOU…….from this point on….i am more than happy to wait….
Comforting and uplifting, soul-stirring music plays in the interim until your personal return….if you do not return…then your personal spirit enhancement list of whatever it is that will help you get to where to have to be in the will of THE ONE….will play forever, until you return….and if you do not ever return….so be it…I did my best…this blog…this place….this….’thing’…whatever it is…..is what it is…whether it is for you or not……if you are reading these words now….then it is waiting for you whenever you return and if never is your choice…..good luck with that…..
But I digress…let me get back on track….now…where was i?
Oh!!!!
Yeah…..here I am……lol….nevermind…please forgive me….
I always try to do what I can for all and everyone, even though I know that what I do is not for all and everyone…..but I always say that they have the right to choose what I do here, nonetheless….if ever
And if ever….smile….
Thank you and GOD Bless You and you…… (Yes…you are YOU and YOU are you!!!!)
Ok……………………..
Enough of that
Let us all continue…….
If you will….
[You are still reading…I am already finished and have gone on to the next thing…..
There is no other way…please to forgive me….]

Let me end this journal entry and get on to the next thing that will make this post seem like it will last forever to those of you that simply can’t handle it……not my fault…ok?

Good!

Here we go…….

I have learned, through some effort mind you, that….
CENTER OF ALL THINGS MEANS EXACTLY THAT!
[please to remember the meaning of SOURCE AND CENTER OF ALL THINGS….]
All things
Every thing
Everything
Blades of grass and field that they are in
Tress, branches and leaves…….
Every molecule of anything
Every part of any composite system….
It shines with a light that exhibits the whole…and not the parts
I had to learn how to look for the core, the center of each and every composite thing…
Organic and inorganic……
Think about it
What are you surrounded by?
Elements
Atoms, molecules…and the things that they are used
In and of themselves
To make….?
Look at any thing….anything
Consider its parts
What it took to make it what it appears to you to be
The parts that are
As a whole
Its make-up?
Metal, wood, fabric, plant, animal, blood, sinew, muscle, tissue…..
Electricity, magnetism, electromagnetism……whatever
All and everything that is in anything
Is a conglomeration of ultimatons…….photons…….
This is a holographic creation after all, is it not?
The whole of all and everything that can ever be experienced
is held with and within the Mind Of The One
THE ONE THING THAT IS THE ONLY THING THAT REALLY AND TRULY EXISTS
We
All of us and all and everything
Are but thoughts
Imaginings
Within its own mind
Its consciousness
THIS IS THE ONE THOUGHT OF ALL THINGS
THIS IS THE ONE THOUGHT OF PERFECTION
THIS IS THE ONE THOUGHT THAT IS FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER…..
THIS IS WHAT WE ALL ARE AND ALL THINGS ARE
WE ARE ALL GOD BEING ITSELF
BEING ALL THAT IS AROUND US
BEING WHO AND WHAT WE ARE
AND ALL THAT WE ARE
AS HUMAN BEINGS
IS FORMED AND FOUND IN GOD
AND ALL THAT GOD IS
IS FORMED AND FOUND IN ALL HUMAN BEINGS
AND SO IT IS UP TO US
EACH US
ALL OF US
TO FIGURE OUT IF WE ARE HUMAN BEINGS
OR NOT….
FOR THERE ARE THOSE THAT ARE AMONG US
THAT ARE NOT HUMAN BEINGS
AND IF THEY WANT TO BE HUMAN BEINGS, THEY CAN
BUT THAT IS ON THE
HERE
HERE IN THIS PLACE
CAME MANY HUMAN BEINGS
WHO WERE MORE THAN THAT
CONSIDERING THEIR PLACE OF ORIN
AND SO AND SO FORTH…
HERE
HERE IN THIS PLACE CAME MANY THAT ARE ABOVE AND BEYOND HUMANITY
ABOVE AND BEYOND WHAT IT IS TO BE A HUMAN BEING…
WE
ALL OF US
WE HAVE COME HERE TO HELP
TO HELP CHANGE
TO HELP MAKE A CHANGE TO THIS PLACE
AT THIS TIME
IN THIS TIME AND PLACE…….
And here I am
Doing my best
As GOD has given it to me to do and to be so
No matter what
And no matter what
I must be true to that
So help me GOD
Amen…….

In the meantime
I figured it out
In spite of myself
There is that common core that all things share
That we all share
Our center
Not to mention our source
But our center is what gets us there
Out center is GOD
GOD IS OUR CENTER
And if we can just see ourselves as such
And look and see others as such
Beyond appearances
No matter the race or the gender or the religion or the politics or even the spiritual beliefs or the new age beliefs or the religious beliefs…..
or what have you or what had you or what you will have…..
heheheheh……[no really…you should be laughing out loud at this point…..]
none of that matters if you know what this whole thing is……
All of this
ALL OF THIS
All of this is simply the mind of the one
THE MIND OF THE ONE
BEING WHO AND WHAT IT IS
AND WE…
WE ARE ALL A PART OF IT
WE ARE IT BEING WHO AND WHAT WE ARE IN ITS OWN MIND
ITS OWN IMAGINING
ITS OWN THOUGHT
ITS OWN WILL…….
THAT IS ALL THAT THE WHOLE OF CREATION IS…
IT IS THIS ONE THING…
THAT IS BEYOND DESCRIPTION
THE INEFFABLE, AS LES PUTS IT……
IT IS THIS THING THAT IS THE ONLY THING
THAT REALLY AND TRULY EXISTS IN REALITY
WE?
WE ARE JUST PART OF ITS THOUGHT
ITS IMAGINATION
WE ARE IT THINKING AND FEELING THAT IT IS US
WE ARE SIMPLY ITS VISION OF EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US IN ITS VISION OF ITSELF
AS BEING ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT IT CAN POSSIBLY BE….
More on that in another post…I promise to give more details to those of you that are falling behind in this concept……
It is what it is
And that is because IT IS WHAT IT IS
So fret not
You are as you are for reasons that are beyond you
That is to say
THAT YOU ARE GOD BEING YOU AS GOD WANTS AND DESRES FOR ITSELF TO BE YOU
AND AT THE SAME TIME TO BE ALL AND EVERYTHING ELSE
AND ALL OF THIS IS FOR THE SAKE OF GOD BEING GOD BEING ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT IT HAS TO BE IN ORDER TO MAKE ALL AND EVERYTHING WHAT IT HAS TO BE IN ORDER TO MAKE IT ALL BE AND BECOME AND CONTINUE
CONTINUE BEING WHAT IT HAS TO BE TO MAKE IT LAST FOREVER AND EVER ANE EVER AND EVER….WITHOUT END…..AMEN AND AMEN……

This was meant to be a short post that, by the will of that same One…became this…and still it is not finished…and I am tired and just want to decompress and then get back into it…renewed and invigorated and ready….
To do whatever I can to share with you my own experience with the thing that is THE THING that is GOD
Whatever any of you may think and feel about who and what I am in this thing that is THIS THING….
It is up to you…..you are GOD being who and what you are in GOD
It is up to all of you to figure all of that out as best you can
I am just here trying to help
While I take care of my own business in this thing that is this place
Called Earth Shan Gaia
Urantia
This prison planet
This prison that also includes those that I agreed should be sent here for this
And then……well….that has nothing to do with any of you
Be glad and happy about that…..smile
For now
Deal with what you have to deal with that is slapping you in the face
According to and depending upon how you define yourself
What you define yourself as
Who and what do you think that you feel that you are
In all of this?
That is up to you
All of you
Each of you
Fuck me
Go within
Find your center
Your core
Your source that is that center
THAT IS YOUR CENTER
Find your self
Your true self
Look at others from that source and center from the inside out
That’s what I had to learn to do
To discern and determine
Each and everything
From its center
And see and find and feel and think and recognize
And understand and grok
That that center that is with and in…..and within…all things
Is the same no matter what the thing is
No matter what anything is
It is all one in the center and source of the thing that is being observed and felt and thought about
Shit
Let this be enough for now
I will give more tomorrow….
Read the phoenix journals
Read what is posted in the comment section of posts that have been recently made
This is on you
I am working as hard as I can fucking can
to be and stay attuned with my all and everything
to and with, for, by and through
THE ONE
THAT ONE
THAT, WITH AND WITHIN AND AROUND AND FOR AND THROUGH ALL THAT IT HAS CREATED THROUGH ITS OWN THOUGHT, ITS OWN MIND, ITS OWN LIGHT, ITS OWN LOVE, ITS OWN WILL
And more on that as soon as I am allowed to do and be so
For now
Please to let this much suffice
It is not what I had in mind
It is what I was given

It is not what I want
It is what THE ONE THAT IS ME AND WITH AND WITHIN AND ALL AROUND ME….WANTS….
THY WILL BE DONE
OH FATHER
AND NOT MINE OWN

IF NOTHING ELSE
CONSIDER THE TIME OF WHERE YOU ARE
BEING WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE
IN WHO AND WHAT GOD IS
AND GROK
CHOOSE
THE CROSS OR THE CUP?
NO MATTER WHAT…
NO MATTER THE OUTCOME…
CHOOSE……..
WHAT IS YOUR SYMBOL FOR GOD AND CHRIST?
YES…CHRIST
THE LOVE AND LIGHT OF GOD MADE MANIFES TO TALL OF US AND YOU…HERE…..
THAT WE MAY ALL KNOW THE TRUTH…………
AMEN
CYA SOONER THAT MOST OF YOU WANT
THANKS FOR READING THIS FAR
GOD BLESS YOU FOR DOING SO
I AM
I AM I
I AM WHO AND WHAT I AM
I AM DABI
THAT SHOULD BE MORE THAN ENOUGH FOR NOW…..
AND YES….THIS IS NOT FINISHED….by any means, it is not finished…….
IT IS SIMPLY THAT I AM TIRED
AS SURELY YOU MUST BE……
HAPPY EASTER!!!!!!!!!
GOD BLESS US ALL, EVEYONE!!!!!!!!!!
AMEN!!!!!!!

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6 Responses to ALL PURPOSE POST…….FOR NOW……smile…..

  1. Marja says:

    Excerpts from PJ 87 – IN GOD’S NAME AWAKEN – chp.7
    GOD IS LIGHT AND YOU ARE THE THOUGHT OF GOD

    “Without light all things perish.”
    “Man comes forth and overlooks his most wondrous attribute–that he, too, is naught save Light and he, being “Light”, is AS God for God IS LIGHT. Man searches and searches, figures and calculates, looking for that which is NOT in his hope to find God and Source for he longs to be with the ONENESS again from that of which he is created. Ye are simply the great swirling infinity of spiraling light coalesced into wondrous manifestation that has taken form that ye might experience with thine senses, the magnificence, for God, too, desires to share and experience all.”
    “The day is now come when ALL Men must know what is meant when the great teachers have said, “God is Light”. For if you know not, you cannot know God–and that, friends, must be known. “
    In the swirling mass of words we use efforting to allow understanding, you are lost in portions which yet elude your comprehension at first looking–do not despair for KNOWING simply IS just as God “simply IS”. The “KNOWING” must also come.
    It is the time, now, for the bringing together, again, the fragments of explanations wherein those who are ready for knowledge can grasp the sensing and allow it to become knowing. For those who are not ready in their journey, it will come if ye do not turn away. Continue on with us and we shall show the way for that is our purpose in coming unto you.”

    “Vast knowledge is held (all, in fact) within the wondrous mysterious secret of “Light” and though it is all around Man–he cannot see it for it reflects too many myriads of infinite other creations back into his senses. Those things are fine for the sensed experience but the sensed experience is but the thought projection of God and, as God desires to return into the perfection, it requires that the KNOWING take place. In the KNOWING IS GOD, therefore don’t be foolish in your assumption that you might make a “wrong” choice of direction once you KNOW. You will not! Choices of the flesh and physical sensing dimension are simply that–an illusion which passes as quickly as do the changing thoughts. To really KNOW GOD IS TO BE WITH GOD….”
    “LIGHT” holds the answer to ALL of these heretofore unanswered questions, and many more, which the sages have not yet solved nor known enough to even ask. This revelation of the nature of Light is the inheritance of Man in this time in which he finds himself–a time of great revealment and comprehension.
    –it is our mission to commit the fragments unto you and yours to do that which you will,……..for man must be ready to hear and, first, he must have the desire to hear and see and KNOW. Those who truly do not desire to hear–WILL NOT! It is for your own growth that you release them to their own journey,
    The Master Teachers have given you the SAME lessons so that you would understand the infinity of your existence and HOW it is universally FACT that you do not “die” but rather, have eternal LIFE!”

    CHAPTER 10
    “There is only ONE TRUTH–but each has HIS OWN VERSION OF THAT TRUTH–and, there are MANY ways to arrive at that HIGHEST TRUTH CALLED GOD (BY ANY LABEL).”

    “GOD IS LIGHT–GOD IS LOVE GOD IS INEXORABLE LAW!
    God is THE unconditioned White Magnetic Light of ALL THINGS–Omnipotent, Omniscient and Omnipresent MIND! This force is invisible, motionless, sexless and undivided. We will get to the “dividing principle” of God a bit later.
    There is ONE LIGHT only in all this universe of countless many things. This is “Mind of God”. Mind of God and the two extended lights of HIS thinking, which HIS imagining created to manifest HIS Being in what appears to be “action”. There is nothing, readers, in all nature other than God’s KNOWING Mind–at rest and the motion of Mind-THINKING.
    Electric and magnetic: God’s “thinking” is electric. God’s KNOWING is magnetic. GOD HAS BUT ONE IDEA, DESIRE, PURPOSE, ACTION AND LAW. His One idea is His unity within, in the duality of that which we can refer to as parental or Mother/Father LOVE. His desire is to “think action”–and then, to rest from the action. This happens in sequential intervals.”
    “ HE has one purpose, to think His knowing of what HE IS, and what HE KNOWS, into His OWN IMAGE. His action (One) is to GIVE. HIS ONE LAW IS THAT WHAT HE GIVES MUST BE BALANCED BY EQUAL REGIVING!”
    “God’s thinking is universal; thusly so too are His actions universal. Thoughts are everywhere and yet the beginning and ending are within, in–the ONE. Therefore, “actions” are likewise, Omnipresent as their source in Mind-thinking. SO, AS IT IS
    –THAT WHICH HAPPENS ANYWHERE HAPPENS EVERYWHERE IN THIS UNIVERSE OF NOTHING SAVE MIND-EXTENSION. “
    “Ah, but “idea” has no extension; however, idea, divided by imagining, extends into an imagined INFINITY, and then repeats its division unto the infinity which can be compared to a kaleidoscope as it repeats and multiplies its imaginings as it continues the repetition. “
    “The extensions of God’s thinking move right along with LIGHT right into your three dimensional ILLUSION.”
    “MATTER” IS NOT “SPIRIT” – Spirit is not and cannot BE matter. It becomes, however, obvious that you cannot have matter without Spirit and Spirit without matter, BUT Spirit has the capability to clothe itself in many forms of MATTER for special manifesting, or put differently, it is Spirit manifesting that CAUSES matter. It simply is “matter” THROUGH causation–remember cause and effect.
    Herein is THE GREAT SECRET: WHEN MAN SHALL AT LAST KNOW GOD HE SHALL THEN BE TRANSFORMED.
    Knowing or knowledge of the identity and Presence of God within the Soul of Man – and throughout ALL nature – is mandatory as a stage for the human race to attain before it is even possible for him to build an enduring civilization of unity and brotherhood. In the same focus Man must understand “nature”. “Nature” multiplies, adds and divides, then combines by the use of electricity–ALL ‘THINGS. – In that context it becomes factual that man has everything he needs, all the electricity required to create all things also–IF he but knows how nature DOES IT!”

    “YOU MUST SEEK TO KNOW GOD WITHIN
    Only through KNOWING that which is GOD will you KNOW GOD WITHIN ALL. How can you KNOW GOD? BY YOUR DESIRE TO KNOW GOD will HIS Kingdom be revealed within you. He awaits your sincere petition of recognition and acceptance of HIS WORD within you. Your song of LIGHT resounds within GOD’S KNOWING and you will dance and sing HIS presence in co-creation as ONE WITH GOD AND ALL THAT IS.
    “In all that I AM Father, not MY will, only let THINE WILL BE DONE”. And so it is.”

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  2. realkimsubin says:

    What shit?
    Did you mean me?
    I am nervous.

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