ALWAYS, THEN, HERE AND NOW…….:

Here I am now……..experiencing this……..
And you can think and feel what you like about me and anything that I say and do
But I am honest……I have spent a looong time learning how to be and how best to be honest…
And now
Here I am
Doing and being….this…..
All of my questions up to this point have been answered. I get it……..
For the first time in my life I am feeling no stress, no pressure, and no weight.
I woke up Friday morning and the whole thing was….gone…..
I mean…like…don’t get me wrong….
Nothing of my situation….at least materially, has changed….
It is simply that I woke up with an understanding that I never had before
I have no way or means to explain such a thing
It’s not like I did anything drastic,,,,,,
I wrote a prayer…..
And….to be honest
I can’t really say that I am the one that wrote it
Being a vehicle of expression and all……that….
But anyway
Here I am now
Doing and being this…..
And it feels real….wonderful and amazing and all….
And I have been trying to figure out a way to explain it to others….to you
To you that bother to read here….both of you….smile……if not more…
[ok…I do know that it’s more than that…..but very few people bother to deal with this…..
Record…….. of what normally would be considered my insanity
If this material world was the real reality…..
But it is not……
This is a prison planet…..
This is an insane asylum…
And I have realized my sanity….at last
I have remembered myself and my self and my Self and My Self and MY SELF
But these are posts for days to come
If need must be
I don’t think so…but more on that, later…..
This is the only analogy that I can come up with to exemplify my present situation
I hope that it can and will suffice:]

ALWAYS, THEN, HERE AND NOW…….:
I AM TOLD THAT MY LIFE IS AND HAS BEEN LIVED ON A TRACK……
How can I put this?
THERE IS A TRAIN COMING……
I have given this analogy before…way in the recent past……
I am at the station waiting when the train comes in…..and I board along with all of those that are there and ready and waiting……
And now that story has changed for me…….
I will do my best to explain……if you let me…please to hear me out on this one….
MY LIFE IS AND HAS BEEN ALWAYS LIVED ON A TRACK……
MY TRACK IS ONE OF MANY, MANY TRACKS…..
THIS…SINGULAR…..TRACK IS MINE
THIS IS MY TRACK……
MY TRACK WAS BUILT, ESTABLISHED, CONFIRMED, AUTHORIZED AND ALLOWED FOR USE…
BY PRIOR NEGOTIATION AND DISCUSSION AND DEBATE AND…CONTRACT AND AGREEMENT AND UNDERSTANDING AND OFFICIATING AND SEALING AND ESTABLISHING…AND USING IN BEING AND DOING……AS MANIFESTING…..
I WAS GIVEN A MEASURE OF TIME….TO START AND GET STARTED
I….sigh….
I AM, apparently, USING ONE OF THOSE FUCKING SMALL HANDCART RAIL TRAINS…
Y’KNOW…THE ONES THAT ARE SMALL AND HAVE NO ENGINE….
YOU HAVE TO PUMP THEM…..
THE ONES WITH THE SEE-SAW CRANK HANDLES………
IT IS..SINGULAR BUILT FOR TWO…..TO MAKE THE WHOLE JOURNEY EASIER…
BUT I HAVE BEEN PUMPING ALONE…ALL MY LIFE….
IT DOESN’T MATTER ABOUT ANYONE THAT THINKS AND FEELS THAT THEY UNDERSTAND ME OR KNOW ME….
SUCH IS NOT THE CASE
I AM DOING ALL OF THIS PUMPING BY MY DAMN SELF….ALL THIS TIME
FOR YEARS AND YEARS…IT SEEMS
AND IT IS AND IT ISN’T…..IN REALITY…
BUT IN THIS REALITY
YEAH…..YEARS AND YEARS………58 FUCKKING YEARS…..BUT THAT’S ME…
YOU MAY BE HAVING A DIFFERENT EXPERIENCE….LOL…SMILE….
AS PER CONTRACT……
BUT THIS IS MY CONTRACT…….SO……….you get the picture…figure it out….
Anyway……..
I AM PUMPING LIKE A MADMAN
PUMPING LIKE CRAZY…REALLY CRAZY….INSANE CRAZY….
BECAUSE I KNOW THAT THERE IS A TRAIN BEHIND ME
AND MY…..TASK…MY ASSIGNMENT…MY…..DEAL…..
IS TO REACH THE STATION BEFORE THE TRAIN DOES….
Or, at least, when the train does……
APPARENTLY…I AM IN MORE THAN ONE PLACE AT ONCE
AND I NEED TO BE IN BOTH PLACES AT THE SAME TIME?
YES?
NO?
APPARENTLY….NO……LOL….
[I thought that I had to be waiting at the station and be ready when the train comes….not so…
Anyway……please to bear with me in this and endure and read on…if you will…..please…if for no other reason than to humor and accommodate me in this, my insanity that you have accepted up to this point….if you have read enough of these posts that I have made in order to have read enough of these posts to have enough of a clue to understand all of this….and if not….please to run away screaming now…you cannot possibly be expected to handle what comes….just saying….don’t mind me…I am insane, after all…heheheheh…]
[The thing is…I have been brought along this path…raised upon it…as many of us…and you have, as well…..to be told enough to make it to the next point where I am told more…and then to be told enough to see that even more comes at a point where the whole thing and story changes enough to make all and everyone that is not me in my experience of the thing involved…question MY experience… and it is up to them and me to decide whatever they decide to think and feel and do about it…..i’ve been through my own shit over and about and above and below all of this and I am satisfied with who and what and where and why I am and I AM ALL OF THAT right here and now and always and forever…but that’s me.
I fully expect each and every one of you to make up your own damn minds…about me and you and our journeys and how they are and are not connected…….for your own blessed selves…heheheh…..
And even if it is only me…this is where I plant my flag and stand my ground…..amen!]
Anyway
please to let me continue……if I may…it is your choice…close the window now before it is too fucking late for you!
Yes/no?
Ok….moving on and in and deeper………]

THERE I AM…WORKING THE HAND CRANK…GOING THROUGH ALL THE SHIT THAT I HAVE TO GO THROUGH…WONDERING ALWAYS…WTF!!!!????!?!?!?!?
I GO UPHILL AND DOWNHILL AND OVER  AND UNDER AND THROUGH AND OVER AND UNDER AND THROUGH

CURBS AND STRAIGHTAWAYS AND TUNNELS AND BRIDGES….
CITY, COUNTRY CITY
COUNTRY, CITY, COUNTRY
NATION, STATE, NATION……you get the picture….
UP, DOWN, IN, OUT, SIDE TO SIDE, INSIDE, OUTSIDE, OVER, UNDER, INSIDE OUT, OUTSIDE IN……AND THEN SOME…..

TO COME TO THIS……….CIRCUMSTANCE
THIS CIRCUMSTANCE WHERE I AM PUMPING THE CRANK….

LIKE AN INSANELY CRAY MOTHERFUCKER

CRAYCRAY….IF Y’KNOWHATTAIMEAN……………

AND THUS THE WHEELS OF THIS THING
SO FUCKING FAST
THAT THEY ARE SPINNING AND SPINNING
FASTER THAN THE RAILS CAN HANDLE
I HAVE BEEN UP AND DOWN… AND ALL AROUND……
AND I HAVE BEEN GOING FASTER AND FASTER……
BUT THE LAST DOWNHILL WAS NOT AS STEEP AS THE LAST UPHILL
AND I HAD TO PUMP EVEN FASTER……
AND IN REACHING THE TOP OF THAT LAST HILL…….

THIS……LST HILL………

I DECIDED TO PUMP…FASTER…..MY Fault in GOD being me….
Forgive me please; I beg of you….i was cranking this mother so fast that I flew up into the air…..
But I was unbalanced…
And thus fell to the side going over that last hill….and it looked like I would wipe out for good
And I hit the emergency brake and came to a stop down in the last valley…as it were
A straightaway in the valley in the shadow of death and destruction
Actually
The illusion of all that
But that is another post, as well…if there is time…….
And I came to a stop
And dared to breathe in relief…….for I was still spitually alive….in spite of myself……
And someone, something….f…

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee a thing a personality….came to me and spoke with and to me…..
“HAVING A FUCKING HARD TIME, ARE WE?”
“yeah…something like that.”
“WANT SOME HELP?”
“Sigh…yeah…would love some help. As long as you can help me get to where I am supposed to be when the time comes…or beforehand….i just have to be there on schedule and I have no idea when I am scheduled to be there.”
”WHAT IF I TOLD YOU WHO AND WHAT YOU REALLY WERE AND ARE AND WHAT TO DO AND HOW BEST TO DO IT IN ORDER TO GET YOU TO WHERE YOU HAVE TO BE IN THE BEST POSSIBLE WAY IN THE WILL OF THE ONE AND FOR WHATEVER REASON AND  REASONS AND ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT HAS TO DO WITH ANYTHING THAT IS CONNECTED TO AND WITH YOU, IN ANY WAY, WITH THIS AND THAT AND ALL AND ANY OF IT IS ALL FOR THE WILL OF THE ONE IN ALL OF THIS AND IT AS ONE AS FOR AND WTH AND IN ANDBY AND BY AND THROUGH ANDWITH AND THROUGH THE ONE…!???”
“Do that and you have a deal….no matter what…! So…yeah, convince me and I am all yours in GOD and all that GOD is willing to let you use of me….i give freely….but convince me, no matter what…all and everything of me in GOD and GOD in me…do that and we’re good in God because it’s all God all the time….including Aton and everything in-between….Can you do that?”
“YES…YES I CAN!”….AND IT DID……
And this is who and what I am right now and where I am right now and I see…I get it
This thing is coming…..
There will be a banking holiday……
Personally…I give it about two weeks ….or so….but it could happen this week…..either way…prepare….
KNOW THE THING AS MYSELF
AND NOW WE ARE CRANKING UP THIS SUCKER TOGETHER….
BUT I AM IN FRONT
I AM NO LONGER FACING THE FUTURE
I TRUST THE THING THAT IS HELPING ME
I DO NOT NEED TO LOOK
I HAVE BEEN TOLD ITS PLAN
THE PLAN
AND I SEE
I GET IT
I CAN HEAR THE TRAIN COMING
I CAN SEE IT
WE ARE AHEAD….IT IS COMING AND IT IS FASTER THAN WE ARE
BUT I ASSURE YOU
THIS PLAN IS AIRTIGHT
WE WILL MATCH ITS SPEED
WE WILL HOP ON
WE WILL BE ONBOARD WHEN IT FINALLY PULLS INTO THE STAION WHERE ALL OF YOU ARE WAITING
WE WILL INSURE THAT ANNOUNCEMENTS ARE MADE
THE REAL TIME/SPACE/PLACE SCHEDUL WILL SHOW UP ON THE BOARD OF YOUR REALITY SOONER THAN ANY OF YOU THINK AND FEEL OR HOPE FOR
WE KNOW HOW DISAPPOINTED YOU HAVE BEEN IN THE PAST
BECAUCE THINGS HAVE CHANGED SO FUCKING MANY TIMES
I AM HERE TO TELL YOU
ALL OF YOU
WHETHER YOU GIVE A FUCK OR NOT
GET YOU ASS IN GEAR
GET READY
PREPARE
THE BANK HOLIDAY IS COMING SOON
BE PREPARED
THE ANNOUNCEMENTS WILL BE MADE…PREPARE
THE ARRESTS WILL HAPPEN….KNOW WHY AND BY WHAT AUTHIORTY I HAS ALL HAPPENED
FOR IT IS BT GOD AND GOD ALONE…
AND ACT ACCORDINGLY
HELP TO KEEP THE SHEEPLE AND LEMMINGS AS CALM AS POSSIBLE
THERE WILL BE BROADCASTS….THERE WILL BE EXPLANATIONS
AND ALL OF THAT MAY NO BE ENOUGH FOR THE LOWEST LEVELS OF THUG LIFE AND RETARDED, RACIAL OPPOSITION GROUPS
ON ANY AND ALL SIDES…….
DO NOT PUT YOURSELF IN DANGER
ANY OF YOU
IF THE ONES THAT YOU FIND YOURSELVES TASKED ITH HELPING AND CONVINCING
ARE…LESS THAT COOPERATIVE AND UNWILLING TO SEE AND HEAR AND UNDERSAND THE TRUTH OF THE MATTER
LET IT ND THEM GO
THIS IS ALL OUT OF YOUR HANDS
WHAT MATTERS IS THAT YOU TRIED….REGARDLESS…
ALL IS IN THE WILL OF THE ONE
AND NOTHING ELSE
THIS WHOLE THING WAS WRITTEN AND ENVISIONED AND PUT INTO PLAY AS SUCH
LONG BEFORE ANY OF US WERE HERE
ASK TO DO GODS WILL BEG TO DO AND TO BE GODS WILL
THIS IS THE BEST WAY TO MOVE UP AND FORWARD AND BE UPGRADED, SPIRITUALLY
AND THE SPIRITUALL LIFE IS ALL AND EVERYTHING
FOR GOD IS THE SPIRITUAL LIFE AND THE SPIRIUTAL LIFE IS GOD
ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE AND IN AND WITH AND FOR AND BY EVERYTHING
IT IS THE ONLY REAL LIFE THAT EXISTS….
ALL OTHER EXPERINCE IS EXPERIENCE IN GOD, BY GOD, FOR GOD AND THROUGH GOD…
Think about, think upon it…and see the truth…..
You are GOD being who and what you….and nothing else…..
I have no other way to express this fact to you
You can believe that it is just me and it is just a delusion on my part
Or you can act
Really act
Act in GOD
AND LET YOURSELF BE GOD BEING WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE
OR NOT
IT IS UP TO YOU
BUT THE CHOICE THAT YOU MAKE HAS CONSEQUENCES
STARTING OVER…a flower…a rock…a grain of sand…
AT THIS POINT IS A REAL CONSIDERATIONAL CONSEQUENCE
JUST SAYIN’
IT IS ALL UP TO YOU AND YE ONES…AFTER ALL…
DON’T MIND ME…I AM INSANE, AFTER ALL…AM I NOT?
FOR MY PART
I
EVEN I
AM FOLLOWING THE PLAN THAT HAS BEEN OFFERRED ME BY MY GOD SELF….
FOR THE SAKE OF ALL OF US
YOU AND ME AND US AND THEM
IT IS ALL ONE…..AFTER ALL….IS IT NOT?
BETWEEN THE TWO OF US
WE CAN PUMP THIS SUCKER TO SPEEDS UNIMAGINABLE…
AND BE AHEAD OF…..THIS TRAIN
WE CAN MATCH THE SPEED OF IT
AND JUMP ABOARD
ALL MY BAGGAE
THAT HAS BEEN DEEMED UN-NEEDED AND UNECESSARY
HAS BEEN CAST ASIDE
I get that now…and I’m good with it….thank you very much….
All that is left is jumping aboard……
WE WILL JUMP ABOARD
CONSIDER US ALREADY THERE
AS ONE THING
AS ONE BEING
WE ARE THIS THING AND IT IS GOOD
AND IT IS READY
AND AL
ALL OF IT HAS BEEN DECIDED ALREADY
ALL THAT WAS NEEDED WAS MY OWN AGREEMENT
AND EFFORT
AND COOPERATION
AND SUPPORT
AND ADVICE
THE SAME THAT I WAS ASKING OF IT
IT WANTED AND NEEDED IN ME
AND SO
HERE WE ARE
HERE AND NOW
AS ONE
IN THIS TIME AND PLACE IN SPACE AND CONSCIOUSNESS AND EXPERIENCE AND BEING
AND IT IS GOOD
IT IS VERY GOOD
IT IS VERY FUCKING GOOD……
AND SO
IT IS HERE
I SEE IT
I FEEL IT
I KNOW IT
I AM EXPERIENCING IT
IT IS HERE
GET READY
ALL OF YOU
IT HAS ALREADY PULLED INTO THE STAION OF YOUR SALVATION
ALL LIGHTS ARE GREEN AND GO
ALL ASPECTS HAVE BEEN FULFILLED
ALL THINGS AND PAPERS AND AGREMENTS HAVE BEEN SIGNED
ALL SYSTEMS ARE GO
THE BUTTON AND BUTTONS HAVE BEEN PUSHED
THIS IS ALREADY A DONE DEAL
THERE IS ONLY ONE MOVE LEFT IN THIS GAME
AND IT IS THE LIGHTS MOVE…….
OUR MOVE
YOUR MOVE
MY MOVE…
LET US ALL MAKE IT TOGETHER
WE
WE WHO ARE READY AND PREPARED AND WILLING AND ALBE IN GOD
THE GOD OF ALL GODS
SOURCE OF ALL SOURCES
CAUSE OF ALL CAUSES
AND CAUSE OF ALL EFFECTTHE ONE
THE ONLY ONE THAT IS THE ONE OF ONES
GOD
GOD THE MIGHTY
GOD THE ULTIMATE
GOD THE SUPREME
GOD THE ABSOLUTE
GOD THE ONE OF ONES
THE MIND THAT IS ALL MINDS
THE GOD THAT IS THE LIFE OF ALL LIVES
THAT GOD
GET WITH THE PROGRAM WHILE YOU CAN
BE LATE FOR THIS TRAIN……
AND YOU WILL HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL THE NEXT TIME
THAT IT PULLS INTO THIS PARTICULAR STATION
THIS PLANET
THIS CONSCIOUSNESS EXPERIENCE…
HERE AND NOW
IS ALL THAT YOU EVER WANTED AND NEDDED
ALL GIVEN AT ONCE….
FOR ALL TIME AND SPACE….
IN AND ON AND WITH THIS PLACE
SHALL THAT I SEE AND HEAR AND KNOW…BE FULFILLED
FUCK ME….
PLEASE TO MAKE UP YOU ROWN DAMN MINDS ABOUT IT ALL
I AM NOT YOUR SAVIOUR
YOU ARE
YOU ARE YOUR OWN SAVIOUR IN AND WITH AND BY AND FOR AND THROUGH GOD
AND GO
IN AND WITH AND FOR AND THROUGH AND BY…YOU
IT IS ALL ONE AND THE SAME
DO WITH THAT AS AND WHAT YOU CAN
AMEN
AMEN
AMEN
I AM
CHRIST MICHAEL DABI
AMEN

About kibodabi

I AM THAT I AM THAT I AM
Gallery | This entry was posted in Uncategorized. Bookmark the permalink.

15 Responses to ALWAYS, THEN, HERE AND NOW…….:

  1. Marja says:

    I came across this from Less Visible and find it important reading.

    The Variegated Flowers and Fruits of this Divine Apocalypse.
    Monday, February 01, 2016
    Some excerpts from the message;

    “Dog Poet Transmitting…….this evening I had a communication with the ineffable and I realize I should skip this Petri Dish and write an Origami, mostly because of the full disclosure law that prevails here and because sometimes the honest intimacy of one’s communications of this order,’

    “The reality is that some number of you, a very small number, are fast tracked for enlightenment and liberation, in this very lifetime. Enlightenment and Liberation are inseparable companions.”
    —————————————–
    Concerning the following paragraph there is a paragraph in PJ 21 – Creation – chapter 19 – ‘An Interval of Non-Time’.
    “Existing within this ripple of non-time will be the focused conscious attention of the Creator.
    As it passes through the material realms, it will stay and take up residence in all life forms with circuitry capable of mirroring its essence.
    This is the moment when the Creator will slip inside Creation; the moment for which we are attempting to prepare you.”
    Recommend to read the whole chapter.
    —————————————-
    Ineffable through Less
    “I have been taking up residence in all the internal locations that I have been preparing for my residence, by ejecting whatever was formerly in those locations, through the pain and suffering I have been visiting on you.”

    Some more from Source/the Ineffable through Less
    “I have asked you to write these thoughts down, because there are those who come here to whom much that has been said tonight, also applies.”

    “…..the same applies to everyone who is being touched by what is being said, exactly to the degree that they feel touched and who is open to the possibilities of the promise that is extant and implied …by all of what has been said so far.”

    Read the complete message on his site – Origami

    Like

    • kibodabi says:

      they can also be read on http://www.abundanthope.net ///// I love Les…..and I find that so many times, we’re going through the same shit in our own ways…….Divine synchronicity is an amazing thing……..we all go through our own shit, specially designed for us as individuated aspects of THE ONE…and here we are…..do your best to live with it…and love it and know that it all is part of GOD being you….and so GOD loves you as GOD loves ITSELF….you should do the same in return…then you will really see amazing things in your life!!!!!…just sayin’

      Like

  2. Marja says:

    As a curiosity I would like to share this Gaia Portal and my understanding of it with some clarifications.
    GAIA PORTAL 1 FEB

    1 – Forestations of energetics are completed.

    2 – Illuminations of planetary families are begun.

    3 – Prognostications of old are dissolved.

    4 – Recognitions of Higher Intents begins.

    Some clarifications;
    Dictionary description of;
    Forestations – preservation and development
    Prognostications – predictions/prophecies
    My understanding;
    Planetary families – in my opinion refers to the Family of Light workers present on the planet.
    Crystals – I refer to are mentioned in the writings of James Neruda, as having in past times stood as beacons transmitting energy and storing the knowledge of the planet. Neruda mentioned that these crystals were to be restored before the end.
    I saw pictures of caves with some of them on the Net.
    Crystals are mentioned in Gaia Portal of January, 23 – 4th line – ‘Mining of crystals begins in earnest’

    My interpretation;
    1 – The ‘crystals’ have been restored and ‘Lei lines’ reconnected
    2 – Instructions to the ‘planetary families’ [the Light workers] are begun
    3 – Old prophecies and predictions are dissolved
    4 – The recognition/understanding of the higher intents, of the celestials and galactic, begins

    Enjoy and feel free to disagree.

    Like

  3. Tom says:

    People get ready; there’s a train a comin’ – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VOXmaSCt4ZE
    You don’t need no ticket, you just get on board…
    A soulful song for a soulful post; Thanks, Dabi

    Like

  4. ken says:

    ALL aboard the DABI express train ,, oops i mean Christ Micheal Dabi train . Please enjoy the RIDE . ya ,,,hoo ,,,, God bless all aboard. Amen!!!!

    Liked by 1 person

  5. Marja says:

    You asked for help and support and it was granted.
    I’m happy for you, thank you for the update.
    Here is something from the creator that I think is relevant.

    Remembering The Plan

    Have you ever wondered why you are doing what you are doing now and
    why you are the person you are in this moment? Before you arrived,
    you were given a choice as to what you would experience,
    what things you would learn and shown the infinite choices and
    outcomes of each decision you would ever make.
    You knew you had to opportunity to change anything in the blink of an eye simply
    because you wanted to. Now is the time to remember this!

    So, if you ever find yourself questioning when your soul mate will arrive,
    what your life purpose is or when your current hardship will end,
    know that a ‘basic outline’ is already in place and
    any situation will change if you so choose.
    You are an amazing manifestor…you do have that ability! ~ Creator

    Liked by 1 person

    • Amy says:

      Thank you for the reminder!! Much love and gratitude!

      Like

    • kibodabi says:

      yeah….that’s pretty much the same thing I was told……lol…in so many words….smile….the whole thing was established even before it became manifest….every nuance and detail accounted for……it is all, already, a done deal……even if you change a thing, that was already in there…..sooooo…….the only thing to do is to stay with GOD….and talk about it….as it is being experienced……..basically……

      Liked by 2 people

  6. lefaver says:

    Thanks Dabi, and will see onboard the train…

    Liked by 1 person

  7. Denise says:

    🙂 Thank you Dabi! Amen!

    Like

  8. barbara says:

    I love and always loved the insanes like you and….specially YOU!!!
    See you…soon…eheheheh…on the train!
    Much Love and Gratitude!

    Like

  9. sandra says:

    Thank you and BLESS you Dabi.

    Like

  10. Amy says:

    Thank you, as always… I am happy to be one with you and will help you crank anytime… 🙂

    Like

  11. Melody says:

    Sounds like you may have been memory downloaded??? in your sleep mode??? . Much about the financial reset coming soon and numerous countries having various bank situations and stores carrying little stock on various items. Canada food is outrageously expensive, way too high, which prior Pastor Lindsey Williams stated was planned. I like the Zero Hedge site, keeps up on much of the financial info. http://www.zerohedge.com/

    Like

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s