TA’KA’A

I AM…STANDING IN THE HALLWAY…..
IN FRONT OF THE ELEVATOR….
BOX IN HANDS….WITH ALL OF MY…
PERSONAL EFFECTS
HAVING RELUCTANTLY QUIT THE JOB I WAS GIVEN TO DO
AT THE BEHEST OF MY TRUE SUPERIORS IN THIS THING……
THAT HAD DETERMINED THAT MY JOB WAS DONE
AND THAT IT WAS TIME TO MOVE ON TO BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS………AND SO IT GOES…..
CM: YOU OKAY? YOU WANNA TALK ABOUT IT?
K: I’M GOOD…….THERE’S NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT….IT IS WHAT IT IS…I AM HERE….WHAT NOW?
CM: COME WITH ME………

WE GO INTO THE ELEVATOR…..UP…LEFT…RIGHT….UP…IN……..TO…THE DESTINATION…..
WE WALK TO AN OFFICE,,,,,AND HERE I AM….NOW…..ALL THAT WAS BEFORE THIS MOMENT HOLDS NO MEANING…
ALL THAT IS TO COME HOLDS EVERY MEANING….
IT IS WHAT IT IS….AFTER ALL…..
CM: DO YOU SEE?
KIBO: YES …..I SEE…BUT I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO WITH ANY OF IT…….
CM: COME WITH ME…AND YOU WILL SEE….
AND I SAW…..
AND HERE I AM……
I EXPERIENCED THE THING THAT IS AND WAS AND WILL BE WHO AND WHAT I AM
AND I AM SATISFIED THAT IT IS AND WAS AND WILL BE WHO AND WHAT I AM
AND I SHALL LET THAT BE THAT
FOR NOW
THIS IS WHAT IT IS….
PLEASE TO LET THAT BE THAT
FOR THE FUL L IMPLICATIONS OF IT HAS NOT FULLY RESTED UPON ME
NOT TO MENTION YOU
AND YOU
WHOEVER AND WHATEVER YOU ARE
WANT NO PART OF THIS
OF THAT MUCH I CAN ASSURE YOU
YOU HAVE YOUR OWN WEIGHT TO PULL……AFTER ALL
I AM DOING MY BEST TO PULL MINE……
AND SO….
HERE WE ARE
YOU BEING WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE
AND ME
BEING WHO AND WHAT I AM
FINALLY
AND SO IT IS
I AM FRIEND TO ALL
OTHERWISE
YOU MAKE OF WHO AND WHAT I AM AN ENEMY
AND I AM NO ONE’S ENEMY
UNLESS YOU INSIST UPON CLAIMING YOURSELF AS SUCH……
AND THEN I SHALL SIMPLY MOVE OUT OF THE WAY
AND SHOW YOU TO THE TRUE FACE OF THE ONE THAT YOU CHOSE TO BE THE ENEMY OF
PAPA
PAPA SOURCE
FIRST SOURCE AND CENTER….
THAT SHOULD BE MORE THAN ENOUGH
FOR ME…..AND MY PART
I HAVE LEARNED
I AM NOTHING
I AM A TOOL
AN INSTRUMENT
A VEHICLE
A MEANS OF EXPRESSION
I AM WHO AND WHAT I AM
AFTER ALL
AND THIS IS IT
IN THE END
AND ALL OF YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND THIS
I AM NO MORE OR LESS THAT YOU ARE.
YE ARE GODS, AFTER ALL…ARE YE NOT?
YE ARE GOD IN EXPRESSION
AND IF YOU KNOW THIS
WITHIN YOURSELF
THEN STEP UP
IN THE FULL RECOGNITION OF WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE
OR REMAIN SILENT IN THIS TIME OF TIMES
AND DEAL WITH THE CONSEQUENCES OF YOUR IGNORANCE…OR FEAR…IT IS UP TO YOU
THE DARK ONES KNOW…..ALL THAT THEY HAVE DONE
AND THE POSSIBLE CONSEQUENCES….DEPENDING……
AND HAVE ACCEPTED IT AS FACT OF THEIR BEING AND EXISTENCE
YE ONES SHOULD NOT SUFFER THE SAME FATE
IT MATTERS NOT THAT YE ONES WERE
MANIPULATED
CAJOLED
BRIBED
HYPNOTIZED AND BRAINWASHED
INTO COMPLIANCE TO THEIR DARK AND EVIL DEEDS
IT ONLY MATTERS WHO KNEW AND WHO DIDN’T
WHO FIGURED WHAT OUT AND WHEN AND WHY
WHO ACCEPTED AND WHO DIDN’T
WHO CARED, WHO SEARCHED, WHO JOURNEYED, WHO FOUND
ABOUT WHAT AND FOR WHAT AND THROUGH WHAT AND WHAT AND HOW…..
THAT IS THE CLAUSE AND CASE IN THIS THING
THAT IS GOD AND ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT GOD IS…..
IF YOU DIDN’T KNOW ALREADY
AND NOW YOU DO…………

AND I HAVE SCREAMED OVER AND OVER AND OVER
NOT JUST TO YOU
BUT TO MYSELF AS WELL
UNTIL I COULD GROK THE THING…..UNITY
COUNSCIOUS UNITY
TO SEE AND FEEL AND THINK AND KNOW AND EXPERIENCE ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING AS GOD
WITH NO SEPARATION IN CONSCIOUSNESS
AND KNOWING THE CENTER THAT IS IN ME
AND HAS ALWAYS BEEN IN ME
AND LETTING IT FILL ME UP TO OVERFLOWING……..
WITHIN……MY SOURCE AND CENTER
SOURCE AND CENTER OF ALL THINGS
AND SO I SHARE THAT POINT OF UNITY WITH ALL THINGS IN GOD…..
AND NOW I HAVE TO FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO WITH ALL THIS…….
THAT’S MY NEW FOXHOLE….SMILE
I WILL SCREAM AT YOU AND MYSELF
OVER AND OVER AND OVER
UNTIL I GROK THIS…..
AND THEN GO TO THE NEXT THING……..
CYA SOON
BLESSINGS TO ALL
[-I-]

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17 Responses to TA’KA’A

  1. quantum999 says:

    Melody: “been there, trying to do good for others, shit happens, sometimes your hard work goes up in flames, during that down time you’re left with an empty pit.”

    This is a good point which brings up an old question: how we express our love for God? The love for God has two aspects:

    one: to give up everything, which for our ‘modern’ man could translate to live a simple life
    two: helping others without asking anything in return, sometimes even at the expense of our own happiness

    Say human-A just bought a big/juicy burger, and human-B plays the hungry beggar. Impressed, A gives B the burger, he grabs it, eat it in front of A and then with a smile shout ‘sucker’ and leaves the place still laughing. So, you try to help someone and look what happens. And start accusing yourself ‘am I stupid or what’ and bonus, you’ve got a pit in your stomach. And you go home with all those feelings, and hungry.

    Meanwhile, human-B while still running and content with himself starts to have a bad feeling about the whole thing. He doesn’t feel ok about what happened. ‘From where is this coming from?’… heck it worked. But the bad feeling doesn’t go away, eventually next day fade away. And then another opportunity comes along, and B is ready… but something stops him, he lost that appetite, that impulse to trick people. A transformation is happening inside him. And what’s the most interesting part, is that human-A doesn’t know a thing about this.

    And here comes what is called unconditional love, or giving/helping without asking anything in return. Our (positive) actions/ideas have an impact on others around us, in ways unknown and unpredictable… and many times we don’t have a clue… but we just do it anyway.

    And that’s also valid for you Kibo. All these years you did your part helping AH and keeping an open website so people can voice their opinion with no restriction, but open discussions and ideas. The main reason you persist is because your motivation comes from within, because your work has value and meaning to others. Bible refers to these others as the ‘remnant’, a small group of individuals who are meant to hear what you have to say.

    So keep doing what you doing… UNCONDITIONALLY… with or without AH. It doesn’t validate you, it’s what you do, say and think that validate you.

    I am well aware that you know all these, but hey you are not the only Reminder in town. And here is another one: blessings come many times in hidden ways.

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    • Melody says:

      “Meanwhile, human-B while still running and content with himself starts to have a bad feeling about the whole thing. He doesn’t feel ok about what happened. ‘From where is this coming from?’… heck it worked. But the bad feeling doesn’t go away, eventually next day fade away. And then another opportunity comes along, and B is ready… but something stops him, he lost that appetite, that impulse to trick people. A transformation is happening inside him. And what’s the most interesting part, is that human-A doesn’t know a thing about this. ”

      Sounds good but this is not the case too many times. The Human B either doesn’t even realize, wants to condemn or blame or doesn’t have his/her eyes open up to a gift he/she has received, or you have the person that is a service for me and has no feelings for what they have done but takes the giver as a sucker to get more and harm or have fun with for their own greed. Then you have the Karma aspect that they may have to be on the other side of the personality to learn and also see how the other was affected by their own actions, either that lifetime or the next. Then you have the catalysts.

      I also remember a tv show that had the strange. A man said he died, went to hell (I realize there is no real hell but that’s what he believed he saw), didn’t like what he saw, came back to life and totally changed his life. Then the after death experiences of people feeling a total love that they have never experienced before has also changed many people. .

      This would make a GREAT DISCUSSION FOR EVERYBODY. It wouldn’t surprise me that most have gone through this subject material in one way or another. Would love to have various examples and what they did and what the results were, ie different ways to handle a situation, did they see or was there a result. Then if changes have been made from the other end that they have found out. You’ve really brought up a great subject.

      I remember when I was very young, at the roller skating rink, with a friend. My friend talked me into stealing from a woman so we could get some food at the food stand inside the rink. I took $20 out of this ladies purse and we split the money, $10 each, I was a kid. Then I heard the lady crying to her friend how somebody had robbed her, really upset, that she needed that money for something. We had already spent the money. Never forgot. When I got a little older I didn’t get into the shop lifting that a friend tried to get me to do and many that age were doing. One time I accidentally walked out with something in my hand, went back into the store and told them what I accidentally did and paid them for the item. The clerk was surprised. Taught me a lesson.

      Curious what Kibo has to say on this subject. Hmmmmmm!

      Thank you Quantum999. They say Earth/Gaia/Shan/Urantia is the hardest of the soul lesson school. Since young I always felt that Earth was Hell, before I knew it was a prison planet. I would look up at the stars always feeling I never belonged here. I still feel that way.

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      • quantum999 says:

        “Sounds good but this is not the case too many times”

        Of course, it will be naive to think otherwise. I tried to make a point and you took it literarily. B transformation is a long process, step by step, and with each step he/we grow more and more. What happened to B is the final phase, to make it simple and clear, otherwise I need a whole book to explain the details.

        This is the main reason I like Kibo and his website, because everything I wrote here he got it exactly right, no need for translation or to explain myself.

        Quick advise: if my replies look blurry to you, just ignore them. They are mainly meant for Kibo.

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        • Melody says:

          Quantum999, Realize what you were/are saying. Basically similar to Source saying ithe end result is the coming back to him as one, end result, end game, being as Source. I’ve had numerous bad experiences on this subject of trying to help and getting/being screwed over. That’s why I thought it would be a good talking blog issue.

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          • kibodabi says:

            You are only looking at a small piece of the puzzle.
            All is as it needs must be in the Will of The One.
            Just to look at this one event as a stand-alone, is not enough. It could be that there is karma involved. A and B have been on opposite sides of this before and the balance is scheduled to be made at this time.
            Even if that’s not the case……consider that person A did what they did and person B did what they did. Whatever they may feel about it afterwards are two separate events and life-lines. ‘A’ did what ‘A’ did and there are points for that….same for ‘B’. Both will reap what they sowed in this instance and go on learning as best they can.
            Of course, it matters what they think and feel about it and they will both take what they learned from this and go on to other events and each event and it’s thoughts/feelings will determine the next events because their choices from there will lead up to that….but that’s an entirely individual thing…
            It is for us to do what it is that we think/feel that we should do. We cannot be responsible for others, as much as we try and like to help, it isn’t up to us what others do.
            Person A can take offense and refuse to help others for a while or forever…or ‘A’ could shrug it off and decide that he/she did what they were supposed to do according to their level and mode of consciousness at the time. Same for ‘B’. ‘B’ can decide that this is a good thing and try to do it as much as possible until something happens to convince them otherwise….or they could have an epiphany of sorts and decide that doing this to others could be considered mean and perhaps a ‘thank you’ is in order or perhaps they should find a better way to eat and live…if possible……it doesn’t matter about the other person if you are walking your path down your line as best as you know how……no matter what others do, you have to love them because it is all one and we are all each other…..you don’t have to like or agree with all and everything, but you should recognize that everyone is doing and being what they are and It can be no other way……all you can do is know yourself and to your own self be true……the rest will be what it is with and without you……but you play your part just like everyone else……your part is yours…..you are the character of GOD being you…….play your part as best you can….
            And I still say that we can become actors…….or at least raise the character up to that of actor……I’m working on that as you read this……..should be fun….smile……hope this helps…….

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          • kibodabi says:

            the thing is….not so much the end….that’s a given [smile]….but the journey there…AAAAAAHHHHH…sigh…that’s the thing…

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      • kibodabi says:

        Thursday…..I found myself standing on the street and having some kid ask me if I had two dollars……I did……and now I know why I still had it…but that’s another post or reply…smile….anyway….I took three seconds to consider it and ask and was able to talk with a seek PAPA….and receive….and reached for the pocket….his faced changed…guess he figured at first that I would say something negative, as I am sure so many others have in his experience of doing this….I gave him two dollars and handed it to him and told him ‘GOD BLESS YOU’…he took the money and replied: ‘you too’…..I guess that will have to be enough….no?

        But I had found myself….just before that moment…as I did my rounds on my job…going round and round in circles on my lovely bus…..to have been able to have a rare conversation with someone concerning GOD and reality and consciousness and human responsibility for those of us that are walking The Way doing all that I could to help them to find the setting of their feet on The Path…..it was a blessing for me….thank you…and I also talked of having to love each other because we are each other…no matter what and in spite of differences…….and it was good……and then later…I found myself having to decide whether or not I was going to put my money where my mouth is……
        so he got the money and I got the love and satisfaction of being….consistent…..that my words may match my actions as far and as best as possible and that I may be the same in all things as GOD is….honest and true and fully evident with no pretense or hiding or masks or hidden agendas or whatever it is that makes people hide themselves or parts of themselves from others so that no one can truly know who and what they are…and thus….trust them…..I am getting there…I will get there….I see the day and time when there is nothing to hide or be uncomfortable about or ashamed of or have a care of because I shall be as I was always meant to be…..and that will be all that matters…..thank GOD…smile…love you…love you all…amen

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    • Melody says:

      Kibo: This would be a great subject for a new blog.

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  2. realkimsubin says:

    granpa is thinking lump
    becase you are granpa and car, tree, papa, mama, sonny is granpa.
    thinking lump is granpa. granpa is thinking lump.
    not first person veiwpoint.
    this is what are thinkink lump.

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  3. realkimsubin says:

    GRANPA bother me
    save me

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    • kibodabi says:

      why are you bothered by IT? Grandpa is saving you…helping you to save yourself….PAPA is first person viewpoint….it is Grandpa being First Person…….why are you bothered by that which is GOD? it is your resistance that hurts you.

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  4. Melody says:

    Amazing and wonderful, literally a gift from God. I could be wrong on this but isn’t there something about in the higher dimensions that a being can enter into another beings experience and feel and understand that other beings experience? This is beyond the telepathy subject of knowing the others thoughts. This is a learning experience where a being is living a certain life and the other wants to have a temporary experience of what that other being is doing, saying, reacting, feeling, etc. Similar to a walk in entering a body and knowing the other beings feelings and thoughts. If accurate this is on a massive scale for learning how everything fits together, reaction–response, personality characters on what works and doesn’t work, possibly a training to be a thought adjuster, is the way I’m seeing it. We are all one conception idea also. So with this type of equipment you would be learning the domain of life that you are seeing, which would then help for you later to become a better creator or one that understands more of the various operations of being a living being of various sorts.

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  5. Brian says:

    you’ve no idea of the implications of this….what you’ve said…what you’re doing…..wow!

    a big hug to you!

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  6. Elaine says:

    See ya soon Kibo. Good luck with your new position. Grok around the clock. 🙂

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