GOOD TIMES…..

GOOD TIMES…..

IT NEVER FAILS TO AMAZE ME …..WHEN I LOOK AT WHERE I AM NOW…AS OPPOSED TO HOW I WAS ON THE JOURNEY HERE…..TRULY I AM BLESSED….I AM ALIVE AND NOT IN JAIL….CONSIDERING WHO AND WHAT I AM ON MANY LEVELS AND WHERE I AM…..THAT’S A MIRACLE…TOO MANY FRIENDS HAVE GONE EITHER AND/OR BOTH WAYS FOR LESS THAN I HAVE DONE IN THIS LIFE…..I WAS THERE WITH THEM IN SOME SENSE……IF NOTHING ELSE, MY OWN STUPIDITY SHOULD HAVE THROWN ME UNDER THE BUS IN FRONT OF THEM……
BUT I WAS THE ONE RUNNING AROUND DOING ALL THAT WITH A BAG FULL OF BOOKS SLUNG OVER MY SHOULDER…..VELIKOVSKY, GIBRAN, QUANTUM AND CELESTIAL MECHANICS….METAPHYSICS, A BIBLE, A KORAN….YES…BUDDHIST AND HINDU TEXTS…AND GNOSTIC AND…AND…AND MY OWN WRITINGS……YOU WOULDN’T BELIEVE SOME OF THE SHIT I’VE GONE THROUGH FOR THE SAKE OF EXPERIENCE…….MAYBE YOU WOULD……WE ONCE GOT PULLED OVER BY SOME DETECTIVES AND SEARCHED AND QUESTIONED…..THEY ASKED FOR I.D’S, AND ALL I HAD WAS MY COLLEGE ID…THEY SAW THAT I WENT TO DARTMOUTH AND RAISED THEIR EYEBROWS AND ASKED ME WHAT MY MAJOR WAS…I TOLD THEM PHILOSOPHY…THEY LAUGHED AND ASKED ME WHAT THE HELL DO I DO WITH THAT AND I REPLIED:
THE MAINTENANCE OF ONE’S SOUL IS OF THE UTMOST IMPORTANCE.
MY FRIENDS GROANED…THERE HE GOES AGAIN…THINKING…GETTING ALL OF US IN TROUBLE…..
THE COPS LOOKED AT ME AND SMILED…AND THEN TOLD ALL OF US TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE…..AND LET US GO…THEY KEPT OUR BEER…..LOL…..GOOD ENOUGH……..
GOOD TIMES…..GOOD TIMES….HEHEHEH…….SIGH
AND HERE I AM NOW
SEEING
LOOKING
STILL LEARNING…..
I DON’T REALLY FIT IN …….
I’VE LEARNED [I THINK…] TO BE FRIENDLY AND ENGAGING….AS A HUMAN BEING SHOULD….BUT IT HAS BEEN A LEARNING PROCESS……….I ALWAYS FELT OUT OF PLACE….LATELY I’VE BEEN FEELING THAT I WASN’T ALWAYS AS OUT OF PLACE AS I THOUGHT…….
PERHAPS IT IS BECAUSE…I’VE HAD THE HONOR AND PRIVILEGE AND PLEASURE OF FINDING SOULS OF LIKE MEANS AND MINDS…WHO HAVE ALSO STRUGGLED FOR MANY YEARS IN THE SAME, YET INDIVIDUALLY UNIQUE WAYS…..TO GET TO WHERE THEY ARE IN THIS HERE AND NOW…..AND WE ARE ALL MAKING IT UP THE PATH
ALL IN OUR OWN WAYS AND ALL TOGETHER…..SMILE
AND THANK YOU GUYS….ALL OF YOU…FOR THAT…IT MEANS MORE THAN YOU KNOW…TO KNOW YOU…
I LOVE YOU ALL WITHOUT EXCEPTION.

WHAT COMES, COMES….WHATEVER IT IS… IT IS SURELY COMING…..THAT GREAT TRAIN WRECK AT THE CROSSROADS WHERE THE TRACKS AND THE HIGHWAY AND THE AIRPORT RUNWAY MEETS WHEN THE CROSSING GATES AND FLASHING LIGHTS ARE ALL OUT OF ORDER……IT IS RIGHT THERE IN FRONT OF US IN THE FOG THAT WE CLAIM WE CAN’T SEE THROUGH SIMPLY BECAUSE TOO MANY OF US DON’T KNOW HOW TO WORK THE LIGHTS ON OUR CHOSEN VEHICLES OF EXPERIENCE…..
WE ARE NOW IN THE TIME WHERE THE IMPACT HAS ALREADY OCCURRED…BUT WHEN STUFF LIKE THAT HAPPENS…TIME REALLY SORT OF….BENDS AND CEASES TO MATTER…..THE SMALLEST OF NANOSECONDS SEEMS TO EXTEND FOR THE LONGEST OF TIMES OR MINUTES OR HOURS……THAT MOMENT OF TESTING WHERE YOU ARE FORCED TO THINK THAT ONE THOUGHT THAT YOU KNOW THAT YOU SHOULD THINK IN ORDER TO MAKE IT ALL COME TOGETHER SO THAT YOU CAN GET THAT MOST FAVORABLE RATING THAT YOU SAID YOU WANTED WHEN YOU REACH THE OTHER SIDE OF THIS THING BECAUSE…RIGHT NOW…FOR ALL YOU KNOW….THAT’S WHERE YOU’RE GOING
AND THEN THE WHOLE THING GOES BACK TO REAL TIME AND YOU REALIZE THAT YOU ARE REALLY IN THE MIDDLE OF IT AND THEN THE REST HAPPENS SO FUCKING FAST YOU REALLY DON’T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED AND ALL YOU ARE SURE OF IS THAT ARE IN IT…..AND THEN YOU AWAIT THE REST OF THE EXPERIENCE IN ORDER TO FIND OUT JUST WHERE YOU ARE GOING TO END UP…….
YEAH
IT’S SORTA LIKE THAT………
THIS DIDN’T HAPPEN ALL AT ONCE
IT DIDN’T HAPPEN OUT OF THE BLUE
THERE ARE MANY FACTORS THAT BROUGHT ALL OF THIS TOGETHER AT THE SAME TIME AND PLACE FOR ALL AND EVERYTHING TO MEET AND BECOME WHATEVER EVENT OR EXPLOSION IT ENDS UP BEING…
EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING HAD TO COME TOGETHER FROM PRIOR ACTIONS AND CAUSES AND EFFECTS AND CAUSED EFFECTS AND EFFECTIVE AND EFFECTED CAUSES………AND AFTER IT’S OVER…YOU CAN NEVER REALLY FIGURE OUT ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT LED UP TO IT UNLESS THERE IS SOMEONE TO EXPLAIN IT TO YOU…IF YOU CAN JUST FIGURE YOUR OWN PART IN IT…YOU’RE DOING GOOD….DAMN GOOD…IMHO…BUT THAT’S ME…….JUST SAYIN’….DONT’ MIND ME….OR DO…IT’S UP TO YOU…

CONSCIOUSNESS IS THE CULMINATING EFFECT CAUSED BY THE INTELLECT AS INTERMEDIARY BETWEEN WILL AND FEELING…..

SMOKE ON THAT FOR A WHILE…IF YOU CAN…..THIS IS ONE OF THOSE ‘AS ABOVE, SO BELOW’ KIND OF THINGS…….
WE ARE TRAVELLERS…….PEOPLE OF THE JOURNEY…..
FOR MOST, THIS IS THE JOURNEY OF RETURNING…..FOR SOME……LIKE NPC’S IN ONE OF THOSE ANIME GAMES THAT HAVE SUDDENLY COME TO LIFE AS REALITY…..THEY FIND THEMSELVES ALL OF THE SUDDEN AWARE AND CAPABLE OF FREE WILL…THEY FIND THEMSELVES, SUDDENLY ON A PATH THEY NEVER KNEW ABOUT AND THEY HAVE TO MAKE DECISIONS…..THOSE DECISIONS WILL DETERMINE THE NEXT CIRCUMSTANCE OF BEING AS CAUSE OF EFFECT WHICH WILL BECOME THE NEXT OR THE NEXT EFFECT AND THEY WILL ALSO BE CAUSED TO EFFECTLY PROGRESS UPON THEIR JOURNEY….AS THEY WERE DESIGNED TO DO AND BE SO….JUST LIKE THE REST OF US……
SOMEONE ONCE TRIED TO TELL ME THAT I HAD POWER AND I DENIED IT. I AGREE WITH BROTHER VISIBLE…IT’S ALL ON LOAN…THE WHOLE THING….WE ARE CREATURES IN AN INFINITE AND ETERNAL IMAGINATION THAT DAYDREAMS ABOUT ITSELF AS ALL AND EVERYTHING AND HAS THOUGHT ENOUGH OF ALL AND EACH AND ANY OF US TO INCLUDE US WITH AND WITHIN IT’S VISION OF ITSELF….THAT IS AN HONOR THAT SHOULD NOT BE TAKEN LIGHTLY…..
MIND YOU…IF YOU WERE NEVER THOUGHT OF… THERE WOULD BE NOTHING OF YOU TO KNOW ANY OF IT AT ALL OR EVER….. AND SO YOU WOULD NEVER KNOW…WOULD YOU? YOU WOULD NEVER BE HERE TO CONSIDER IT IN THE FIRST PLACE…. IF THAT SOUNDS LIKE SOMETHING YOU WISH YOU HAD…..I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO TELL YOU….I DON’T SEE HOW ANY FORM OF SELF AWARENESS AND EXISTENCE AND SPIRITUAL EVOLUTION IN CONSCIOUSNESS ALL THE WAY UP TO THE VERY POINT WHERE YOU WOULD BE INCORPORATED INTO ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT GOD IS FOREVER AND EVER AND BE AND DO AS GOD DOES…NOT TO MENTION ALL THE FUN OF CREATING AND CREATION IN LIGHT AND LOVE AND EVEN ALL THE TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS….THE GOOD THE BAD THE BEAUTIFUL THE UGLY… THAT IS EXPERIENCED IN THE SEEMINGLY NEVER-ENDING JOURNEY OF GETTING THERE…
ALL OF IT IS JUST ONE THING AS ALL AND EVERYTHING AND WE ARE IN IT AND IT IS IN US AND WE CAN FULLY EXPLORE ALL OF IT AND BE WITH AND IN ALL OF IT AND LET IT BE WITH AND IN US IN FULL AND WE CAN BE IT IN FULL…..WHEN WE REACH THAT END POINT GOAL OF PERFECT PERFECTION MADE PERFECT.
THAT’S QUITE AN ARRANGEMENT AND A DEAL IF YOU ASK ME….I VOTE YES……THANK YOU VERY MUCH
BUT FOR THOSE THAT JUST WANT OUT
GOD NEED NOT THINK OF YOU ANYMORE…IF YOU REALLY AND TRULY INSIST…OVER AN OVER…TIME AND TIME AGAIN…..IN SUCH A CASE THEN YOUR EXERIENCE… AS VALUED [I GUESS]HAS BECOME NULL AND YOU SHALL BE MADE VOID…..SO TO SPEAK…AS IF YOU NEVER WERE BUT YOU WERE AND THEN YOU WERE NO MORE AND THAT WAS THAT AND THE WHOLE EXPERIENCE GOES ON WITHOUT YOU AND FOR WHATEVER PART YOU PLAYED IN IT…WE THANK YOU…..AND SIGH…AND SAY…AH WELL..SO BE IT…IT IS WHAT THEY TRULY WANTED AFTER ALL…NON?
SO BE IT
AS FOR THE REST OF US
PLEASE TO TRY TO DO YOUR BEST TO REALIZE THAT YOU ARE SPIRIT
YOU ARE CONSCIOUSNESS
YOU ARE SPIRIT
COVERED BY A MENTAL/ASTRAL BODY
COVERED BY A MATERIAL/PHYSICAL BODY
PLEASE TO DO ALL THAT YOU CAN TO SEE YOURSELF IN THIS WAY
WHEN YOU MOVE AND BREATHE AND THINK AND FEEL AND DO……
IT IS SPIRIT THAT CAUSES THE MENTAL/ASTRAL THAT CAUSES THE PHYSICAL/MATERIAL BODY
IT IS SPIRIT THAT MOVES THE MENTAL/ASTRAL BODY THAT MOVES THE PHYSICAL/MATERIAL BODY
TO DO WHATEVER IT IS THAT YOU ARE DOING
THINK OF YOUR SELF FROM THE INSIDE OUT
RATHER THAN THE OUTSIDE IN
IT’S JUST A SUGGESTION
THAT’S ALL
TO THINK OF YOURSELF AS GOD BEING YOU
MOVING YOU
BEING YOU
DOING WHAT YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE DOING
AND YOU ARE
IT IS YOU….
BUT……
PLEASE TO LEARN THE TRUE VALUE OF THAT ‘BUT’…….
JUST SAYIN’
DON’T MIND ME…..
I WOULD SAY DO AS YOU WILL…..
BUT ALL THAT DEPENDS ON JUST WHO AND WHAT YOU THINK AND FEEL THAT YOU ARE….IN CONSCIOUSNESS……

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One Response to GOOD TIMES…..

  1. Melody says:

    Was Budha also the spirit/soul of CM/Aton, read that but not sure if true, or could it have been Sananda/Esu–who was the inner Budha?

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