QUANTUM METAPHYSICS

QUANTUM METAPHYSICS:
FOREWORD:
Note: I am now referring to the three Paradise Beings that are keeping me company in this thing, right now, as it were…..as the 3 Uncles……lol…it fits…..
Anyway…….They’ve been trying their best to get through to me concerning certain concepts that I have studied and are studying and studying again…….
This is nothing new…mind you…these are age old concepts that are thousands of years old, at least…
In all of the now and still present schools of thought that are dedicated to the perfection of the human being in some way, shape fashion and/or form….whether it be through religion or esoteric spirituality or what is considered by the masses to be ‘magic’ or any of the schools and programs and groups and cults and organizations and their seeming to be different philosophies and teachings and understandings and protocols and exercises and rituals and writings and readings and use and usage of sounds and colors and vibrations of same and diagrams and designs that are derived and used in order to create certain causes and from those causes, certain effects……
That these myriad ways of power…yes power…..for what is power but the seeking to control…something? ?….may be manifested in the human vehicle of Divine Expression…
THS….PAPER…THIS WRITING… IS BEING GIVEN IN ORDER TO BETTER ALLOW YE ONES TO EXPLORE THE PATH AND WAY OF TRUE POWER…THE POWER OF WHAT YOU REFER TO AS ‘GOD’
GOD THE ALL AND ENCOMPASSING
GOD THE ALL AND EVERYTHING
GOD THE ONE
GOD THE COMPLETE
GOD THE SUPREME
GOD THE ULTIMATE
GOD THE ABSOLUTE
GOD THE ETERNAL AND INFINITE…….BEING…
AND WHAT IS BEING?
BEING IS CONSCIOUSNESS
CONSCIOUSNESS IS MIND AND HEART
THOUGHT AND FEELING
AS ONE
WE ARE HERE TO TELL YOU THAT ALL THAT IS AND WAS AND EVER SHALL BE
IS THE ONE EXPERIENCING ITSELF AS JUST THAT
ALL AND EVERYTHING….AS ONE THING…
NO WRITING CAN DO JUSTICE TO THE ONE
FOR IT IS BEYOND ALL FINITE COMPREHENSION AND UNDERSTANDING AND IMAGINATION
FOR ALL OF ALL AND EVERYTHING
IS BUT PART AND PARCEL OF THE IMAGINATION OF THAT ONE
AND SO ARE YOU
YOU ARE PART AND PARCEL OF THE IMAGINATION OF THE ONE
AND BECAUSE OF THAT
THAT SAME IMAGINATION IS PART AND PARCEL OF YOU
ALL OF YOU
AND THAT IS YOUR INROAD TO TRUE POWER
TO ABSOLUTE CONTROL
AND WHAT IS IT THAT YOU SHOULD BEST DESIRE TO CONTOL AND HAVE POWER OVER?
YOUR SELF
YOURSELF
YOU
YOUR MIND
YOUR THOUGHTS
YOUR FEELINGS
YOUR BODY
YOUR BEING…….
THIS IS THE WAY
THE WAY TO THE FOREVER LIFE THAT IS INFINITE AND ETERNAL IN GOD…….
FOR TRULY WE TELL YOU
GOD IS YOUR TRUE SELF
HAS THIS NOT BEEN TOLD TO YOU
OVER AND OVER AND OVER
BY THIS VERY SERVANT?
YOU ARE GOD IN EXPRESSION…..LET THAT BE WHAT IT IS IN THE REALITY OF GOD BEING ALL AND EVERYTHING
WITHOUT EXCEPTION….
BUT WHAT DOES THIS MEAN TO YOU?
AND WHAT DOES IT MEAN FOR YOU?
WE SEEK AT THIS TIME TO SIMPLY UPDATE TERMS AND UNDERSTANDINGS
TO FIT YOUR
SUPPOSEDLY MODERN MINDS
HOWEVER PRIMITIVE YOU MAY BE IN YOUR UNDERSTANDING OF ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT IS GOD….
AS YOU SEEK AND FIND AND DEFINE GOD TO BE
IN YOUR LIMITED EXPERIENCE WITH THE SUBJECT MATTER AT HAND
AND THIS IS NOT YOUR FAULT
YE ONES HAVE BEEN HELD BACK FOR MANY THOUSANDS OF YEARS
YOU HAVE BEEN MANIPULATED
CONTROLLED…IF YOU WILL…OR WILL NOT
BUT YES
YOU HAVE BEEN CONTROLLED FOR THOUSANDS OF YEARS
AND YOUR CONTROLLERS HAVE EXERCISED NEAR ABSOLUTE POWER OVER YOUR COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS…..WHAT YOU CALL YOUR MASS CONSCIOUSNESS
AND WHILE THERE HAVE BEEN NUMEROUS INDIVIDUALS THAT HAVE BROKEN THROUGH
THROUGH SHEER FORCE OF WILL…
THEY HAVE BEEN FEW AND SOMEWHAT FAR APART…..
AND AT THIS POINT IN TIME AND SPACE IN THIS PLACE THAT YOU CALL HERE AND NOW
THERE ARE ACTUALLY
MORE THAN EVER BEFORE
OF YE ONES THAT HAVE AWAKENED
AND SEEK TRUTH
GOD’S TRUTH
AND LIGHT
GOD’S LIGHT
AND SO WE OFFER THIS WRITING
AND MORE TO COME
IN ORDER TO HELP ALL OF YOU TO GAIN A FIRMER FOOTHOLD IN THE WORLD THAT IS FORMING
BEFORE YOUR VERY EYES AND MINDS AND HEARTS IN EXPERIENCE IN AND OF GOD…
AND WILL SOON BE EVIDENT AS SUCH
IN WAYS NO COSMICALLY SANE PERSONALITY COULD TRUTHFULLY DENY.

1ST PART:
GOD is mind
GOD is consciousness
Therefore it behooves the lovers and friends and followers of GOD to follow GODS example
And develop their minds….
To fully and consciously develop their minds to their fullest capable extent.
For as GOD has and does and ever will imagine ITSELF as being and doing
So must all ensouled, freewill, ascending, intelligent, creatures do and be
You must do and be as GOD is
ESPECIALLY THOSE OF YOU THAT ARE INDWELT WITH THE ACTUAL SPIRIT/CONSCIOUSNESS/BEING/FRAGMENT OF GOD WITHIN THEM
That is the way to fulfillment of The Paradise Mandate
BE YE PERFECT EVEN AS I, YOUR FATHER IN THE HEAVENS, AM PERFECT
AND AS GOD HAS ABSOLUTE AND COMPLETE CONTROL OVER ALL THAT IT IS
SO SHALL AND SHOULD ALL OF YOU ASPIRE TO DO AND BE
TO ACT AS GOD ACTS
AND JUST HOW SHOULD AND CAN SUCH A THING BE ACCOMPLISHED?
THROUGH THE POWER OF GODS IMAGINATION
WHICH IS PART AND PARCEL OF YOU
AND ALSO WHICH YOU ARE PART AND PARCEL OF
FOR YE ARE BUT THOUGHTS OF GOD
AND SHOULD LEARN TO ACT ACCORDINGLY
FOR IN ACCORDANCE WITH THE POWER OF GOD IN ALL THINGS
SO DOES SUCH POWER ALSO RESIDE IN YOU
YES YOU
ALL OF YOU
AND AS GOD IS IN COMPLETE AND ABSOLUTE CONTROL OF ITSELF
SO SHOULD YOU BE
FOR AS GOD CONTROLS ALL AND EVERY AND EACH OF ALL AND EVERY AND EACH OF ALL AND EVERY AND EACH OF ITS THOUGHTS
SO SHOULD YOU STRIVE TO BE AND TO DO
IT IS UP TO YOU TO REALIZE AND RECOGNIZE THAT SUCH POWER OF CONTROL EXISTS WITH AND WITHIN YOU
AND TO EXERCISE THAT AS FACT OF LIFE AND BEING AND DOING IN GOD AND GOD IN YOU.
ALL OF THIS HAS BEEN KNOWN FOR MANY AGES. IT IS NOTHING NEW
ALL WE SEEK TO DO HERE IS TO PROVIDE YET ANOTHER, MODERN LABEL TO AN ETERNAL AND INFINITE STATE AND WAY OF BEING
FOR EVEN NOW
YOUR SCIENCE IS FINDING DAILY THAT CONSCIOUSNESS IS THE FOUNDATION OF REALITY
AND YET THE MOST IMPORANT CONNECTION STILL HAS TO BE MADE
OFFICIALLY AND IN EXPERIENCE
BUT THAT SHALL COME…ALONG WITH THE GRAND PORTAL
FOR NOW
STRIVE TO PUT THE SMALL PIECES THAT YOU ALREADY HAVE
OF A PUZZLE OF INFINITE PIECES
TOGETHER
‘THE OBSERVANCE OF A THING, CHANGES THE THING’
WHY IS THAT?
SURELY YOU KNOW THAT AS A HUMAN THINKS SO ARE THEY AND SO SHALL THEY BE
THOUGHTS ARE MORE THAN THINGS
THOUGHTS ARE ALL PART OF THE ONE THOUGHT OF GOD
THAT IS ALL AND EVERY THOUGHT
AND THE POWER OF THAT THOUGHT IS FOUND IN ALL AND EVERY ASPECT OF IT AND IN ALL OF IT PERCEIVED AS SEPRATE PARTS….
IN PERFECT UNITY THERE IS ONLY ONE THOUGHT
THE WHOLE AND TOTAL THOUGHT OF GOD IN ITS PERFECTION…..
THERE IS NOTHING ELSE
THERE IS ONLY ONE LIFE
AND ALL PERCEIVED LIVES ARE BUT A RESULT OF THE ONE THOUGHT OF THAT ONE LIFE
AND BECAUSE OF THAT
AND SIMPLY BECAUSE OF THAT
ALL PARTS CARRY THE POWER OF THE WHOLE OF THE ONE…OTHERWISE THE PARADISE MANDATE COULD NOT BE MADE AND PROMISED….
THUS IS ONE OF THE FOUNDATIONS OF EXISTENCE
THE PROPERTIES OF THE DIVINE AND WHOLE HOLOGRAPHIC CREATION THAT IS IN AND OF THE IMAGINATION OF GOD IN KNOWING WHO AND WHAT GOD IS IN TOTO
AND THE DISCOVERY OF THAT IN EXPERIENCE IS THE HONOR AND RESPONSIBILITY OF ALL OF THE CREATED PARTS
ALL HOLOGRAMS IN THEIR OWN RIGHT AND RIGHTS
AND AS SUCH
THEY ALL CONTAIN THE IMAGE OF THE WHOLE AND ORIGINAL HOLOGRAM…AND SUCH ARE YE
WE SHALL LET YOU PONDER THESE WORDS THAT HAVE BEEN GIVEN AND END THIS PAPER FOR NOW….
WE THANK THIS ONE FOR HIS TIME AND FINALLY SETTLING DOWN LONG ENOUGH TO DO HIS JOB…SMILE….HE IS ALSO LEARNING….AS ALL OF YOU LEARN AT YOUR OWN DESIGNED PACE…SO DOES THIS ONE.
WE ARE GRATEFUL TO AND IN AND WITH THE ONE FOR BEING ABLE TO OFFER THESE TEACHINGS TO YOU AND KNOW THAT IN USING SIMPLE, BUT MORE MODERN AND RELEVANT TERMS,
THAT MAY BETTER MAKE A DEEP AND REAL AND LASTING IMPRESSION UPON YOU THAT WILL RESULT IN REMOVING THE MANY VEILS OF MYSTERY THAT HAS PLAGUED YOUR PLANET THESE MANY THOUSANDS OF YEARS….
THE TRUTH, IN AND OF ITSELF, IS VERY SIMPLE.
It is only because there are those among you that have held such understandings from you in order to gain, not control over themselves in GOD, but control over you for themselves.
Their time has ended and a new understanding is dawning for you all
Which will bring you back into alignment with the greater universe and creation is swiftly approaching…..think about it.

THI IS THE END OF THE FIRST PAPER OF THIS SUBJECT…MORE WILL COME AS GOD WILLS.
WE ARE THE THREE IN DIVINE UNITY, IN AND WITH AND FOR AND BY AND THROUGH THE ONE OF ONES
WHICH THIS ONE HAS DECIDED TO ENDEARINGLY REFER TO AS ‘UNCLES’
WE ACCEPT THIS RELATIONSHIP IN LOVE AND GRACE AND GRATITUDE FOR REACHING SUCH A LOVING RELATIONSHIP WHICH WILL FURTHER ENSURE OUR SUCCESS IN THIS ENDEAVOUR OF THE ASCENSION OF YOUR PLANET AND ITS PEOPLES
GLORY BE TO GOD IN THE HIGHEST
LET THERE BE PEACE ON EARTH AND GOODWILL BETWEEN HUMANS
AND HUMANITY AND HEAVEN AND THE HEAVENS AND GOD
WHO IS ALL AND EVERYTHING, BEING THE FIRST AND THE LAST, THE ALPHA AND OMEGA
WHO WAS AND IS AND IS TO COME.
THE HEAVENS AND THE EARTH OVERFLOW WITH ITS GLORY!
AMEN
AMEN
AMEN

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14 Responses to QUANTUM METAPHYSICS

  1. sandra says:

    Thank you Kibo and THE UNCLES for your wonderful teachings.

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  2. realkimsubin says:

    I see ufo
    What is this?

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    • kibodabi says:

      well..if it actually is a ufo….then your voice is definitely being heard…..apparently they want you to know that, not only are they there…but they know that you are there, as well…..now…about you raising your personal vibration and frequency through use of light and love in thought and feeling….to better communicate and start really making the kind of progress you always wanted and that you can definitely identify and measure the results of….hmmmm? time to go to work, babe!!!!!

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      • realkimsubin says:

        Sorry
        You work along

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      • realkimsubin says:

        I will dying
        Bye bye dirty universe

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        • kibodabi says:

          and you were so close……just so you know…it won’t help…two steps back, actually….your disappointment with the world will only be replaced by your disappointment with yourself….and then there’s the therapy process and then…you’ll just have to go out there again and get it right…..sigh…besides….you really want to be here when this thing comes up and goes down….quite an experience to be sure…the waiting is the hardest part….best to keep busy with your work…do the work…the work is within….

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          • realkimsubin says:

            I can’t
            I will fail
            I don’t want to live
            Granpa is not first person view
            I don’t live with granpa. i want to dying. he should removal me

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            • kibodabi says:

              REALLY?
              YOU KNOW WHAT……FUCK YOU AND YOUR WEAKNESSES AND YOUR INDECISION…
              YOU THINK I HAVEN’T GONE THROUGH THE SAME FEELINGS?
              THE SAME SHIT?
              HOW MANY FUCKING TIMES HAVE I WISHED THAT I HAD DIED IN ORDER TO AVOID WHATEVER BULLSHIT I THOUGHT WAS GOING TO BE IN MY FUTURE?
              or just avoid the painful bullshit that I had already gone through…no matter whose fault I would be deemed to be responsible for…..mine or another’s?
              HOW OFTEN DO I WISH I COULD AND WOULD OR SHOULD JUST DIE
              AFTER ALL THE BULLSHIT I’VE BEEN THROUGH
              BULLSHIT THAT HAS AFFECTED AND EFFECTED THESE ONES THAT I LOVE SO MUCH?
              THOSE THAT I LOVE AND HAVE LOVED
              EVEN THESE AND THOSE ONES
              THAT ARE GONE NOW FROM THIS TIME AND PLACE IN SPACE……?
              AND FOR WHAT?
              ME? /THEM?/ GOD?/ CIRCUMSTANCES?/WHATEVER?/WHAT?/ WHAT THE FUCK?
              GOD FUCK ME FOREVER
              IF ANYONE FELT THAT THEY HAD TO SACRIFICE ANYTHING BEYOND THEMSELVES
              OR EVEN TO AND FOR AND WITH THEMSELVES
              FOR MY OWN SAKE
              SURELY I AM NOT WORTH THAT OR ANY OR ALL OR ANY OF THAT…….
              NO ONE SHOULD EVER HAVE TO THINK/FEEL
              THAT THEY JUST FUCKING HAD TO SACRIFICE THEMSELVES FOR ME IN THIS HERE AND NOW THAT I COULD AND CAN DO THIS….SHIT….THAT I AM DONG NOW
              YOU THINK THIS SHIT IS EASY!?!?!?
              HELL FUCKING NO!!!!!!!
              I THOUGHT FOR SURE THAT I WOULD BE DEAD BY AND BEFORE 35 YEARS OLD…I AM FUCKING 58 YEARS OLD AND STILL CLINGING TO SOME HOPE THAT GOD HAS A REAL PLAN FOR ME
              WHILE I FUCKED UP ALL AND EVERYTHING FOR MY FAMILY
              I AM IN CONSTANT DANGER AND STRUGGLE OF LOSING MY FAMILY HOME
              OUR HOME
              MY HOPE OF HAVING A PLACE TO CALL MY OWN
              THAT I COULD AND CAN
              DO GOD’S WILL IN AND WITH
              AND IT IS CONSTANTLY IN DANGER OF BEING RIPPED FROM MY GRASP
              SIMPLY BECAUSE I CNA’T KEEP UP WITH THE PROPERTY TAX PAYMENTS
              AND WHAT DO I DO IF IF IS?
              SALLY FORTH!
              CARRY ON!
              BLOG FROM CAFES AND RESTAURANTS
              AND WHATEVER SOURCE I CAN FIND
              LIVE IN THE FUCKING WOODS IF I HAVE TO
              SLEEP IN ALLEYWAYS
              AND PARKS
              AND WHATEVER COMCES WTIH THAT
              WITHOUT THE COMPANY OF MY LOVED ONES
              THAT HAVE BEEN SUCH A SOURCE OF COMFORT TO ME
              THAT HAS ALLOWED ME TO MAKE IT JUST THIS FAR
              SO FUCKING WHAT?
              I HAVE TO GO ON
              TO ENDURE
              UNTO THE VERY END
              NO MATTER WHAT COMES…….
              OUR HOUSE….SIGH
              THAT WE LIVE IN
              WOULD THT GOD PROVIDES…
              WTIH A GOOD ENOUGH JOB THAT WILL SEE THAT
              WE LIVE IN A NEIGHBORHOOD THAT IS SAFE
              AND SECURE
              THAT WILL ALLOW US TO HAVE A LIFE
              THAT IS NOT ONE OF EVEN MORE CONSTANT STRUGGLE
              OF GANGS AND GANG WARFARE AND WAR AMONG THE IGNORANT ONES THAT ARE AMONG US
              TO KEEP US SAFE
              OUR CHILDREN AND GRANDCHILDREN SAFE
              NO MATTER THIER AGE
              WHERE IS THE GUARANTEE IN LIFE
              EXCEPT IN MY OWN EFFORTS IN GOD?
              AND YOU
              YOU HAVE BEEN USED AND MIUSED AND ABUSED AND REUSED AND REFUSED
              IN YOUR EYES
              AND IN THE EYES OF COUNTELSS OTHERS IN THEIR OWN LIVES…..
              YET YOU
              SEEK ONLY TO END IT ALL
              HERE AND NOW
              GO AHEAD
              GIVE THE FUCK UP
              DIE
              IF THAT IS WHAT YOU WANT TO DO
              IF THAT IS WHAT YOU CAME HERE FOR
              TO BE AND TO DO
              TO GIVE THE FUCK UP
              WAAAAY BEFORE YOUR JOB WAS DONE…..
              THAT’S ON YOU
              ME?
              WE?
              us?
              we endure
              we know the price of all this bullshit
              of being awake in this living nightmare
              you want to die?
              then go ahead and get the fuck out of our way!!!!!!
              is that all that you are worth?
              is that all the strength you have?
              is that all you have?
              is that all you brought to this fight?
              this war?
              this……prison planet/insane asylum?
              you want to just give the fuck up and die at the hands of these….creational criminals?
              without proving that you
              YOU BEING OF GOD
              AND YOU BEING IN GOD
              AND YOU BEING WITH GOD
              AND YOU BEING FOR GOD
              AND ALL THAT ALL OF THAT MEANS AND ENTAILS

              THIS IS ALL THAT IT MEANS TO YOU?
              THIS IS ALL THAT IT IS WORTH TO YOU?
              THAT IS YOUR LIFE IN GOD
              THAT YOU FUCKING PROMISED TO COMPREHEND AND UNDERSTAND AND OVERCOME
              AND CONQUER
              AND NOW
              HERE YOU ARE GIVING UP
              I WILL NOT AND NEVER NOR EVER WILL PITY YOU
              I HAVE FELT THE SAME AS YOU
              BUT I HAVE ENDURED
              AND OTHERS HAVE ENDURED
              AND IF YOU CAN NO LONGER ENDURE WITH US
              THEN YOU WILL BE AND ARE AND SHALL BE IN OUR FUCKING WAY
              AS LONG AS WE STRIVE TO DO ALL THAT WE CAN
              TO MAKE GOD THE REALITY AND ONLY REALITY
              IN THIS TIME AND PLACE IN SPACE AND BEING
              THAT IS THIS PLANET IN THIS SYSTEM IN THIS UNIVERSE IN THIS CREATION
              THAT IS WHOLLY OWNED AND CREATED BY AND CONTROLLED
              BY GOD
              GOD BEING ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT GOD IS
              IN SPITE OF OUR FINITE UNDERSTANDIN GS OF THAT WHICH IS BEYOND INFINITE AND ETERNAL
              THAT IS OUR TAKS
              THAT IS OUR CLASSROOM
              THIS IS OUR PRISON THAT WE AGREED TO COME TO TO HELP ALL OF THESE AND THOSE
              THAT WERE SENT HERE….
              TO UNDERSTAND AND RECOGNIZE AND COMPREHEND AND ACCEPT AND LOVE AND SERVE
              AND THAT IS STILL WHO AND WE ARE ALL ABOUT
              EVEN UNTO THE END OF THIS THING
              WHEN GOD ITSELF DECIDES
              WITH AND WITHOUT US
              TO END IT ALL IN ITS FAVOE
              FOR THERE CAN BE NO OTHER WAY FOR ANYTHING TO END
              EVEN THIS
              AND SO
              HERE WE ALL ARE
              STRIVING TO GET AHEAD
              AND YOU
              YOU LITTLE BITCH OF A WEAK FUCKING SOUL
              SEEK TO JUST PULL THE FUCK OUT BEFORE YOUR TIME
              WELL YOU KNOW WHAT?
              YOU WANT TO GO OUT LIKE THAT?
              THAT’S ON YOU!
              I HAVE NO TIME FOR SUCH WEAK SOULS AND SPIRITS AND PERSONALITIES
              NOT WHILE I AND ME AND WE AND ALL THE REST OF US
              ARE GOING THROUGH THE SAME SHIT AS YOU
              IF NOT WORSE
              BUT YOU WOULDN’T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THAT
              WOULD YOU?
              YOU ARE CAUGHT UP IN YOUR OWN LITTLE DRAMA
              YOUR OWN PERSONAL SHIT
              YOU HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE OF THE MANY AND MILLIONS THAT BEING ABUSED AND RAPED AND MURDERED ON AN HOUR TO HOUR
              MINUTE TO MINUTE BASIS
              ALL ACROSS THE FACE OF THIS GLOBE
              SO TELL ME
              WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO BITCH AND COMPLAIN ABOUT YOUR OWN, LITTLE, INDIVIDUAL PROBLEMS ON THIS BALL OF CRAP THAT WE FUCKING VOLUNTEERED TO COME TO
              TO PROVE OURSELVES TO GOD ITSELF
              AND THIS IS THE BEST YOU CAN FUCKING DO!?
              FUCK YOU!
              AND GET THE FUCK OUT THE WAY OF THE REST OF US
              THAT ARE DOING ALL AND EVERYTHING AND EVERY FUCKING THING
              THAT WE CAN TO MAKE IT THROUGH THIS SHIT AND MORE SHIT
              FUCK ALL THAT….
              NO MATTER HOW FUCKING HARD AND PAINFUL IT IS AND HAS BEEN AND WILL BE
              IT IS ALL IN THE WILL OF THE ONE THAT WE SERVE
              AND WE ARE HERE TO SERVE THAT VERY SAME WILL
              AND PROVE THAT WE ARE WHAT WE CLAIMED TO BE……
              THOSE THAT CAN AND COULD AND WILL OVERCOME ALL OF THIS DARK BULLSHIT…NO MATTER WHAT
              BECAUSE WE CAME IN GOD AND WITH GOD AND FOR GOD
              AND SO
              GOD IS WITH AND IN AND FOR US IN THIS THING
              AND IF YOU CANNOT FEEL ALL OR ANY OF THAT
              YOU ARE NOT FUCKING TRYING VERY FUCKING HARD….ARE YOU!?
              SHIT
              NOW I’M JUST PISSED AT YOU
              FIGURE OUT WHO THE FUCK YOU REALLY ARE AND WHY THE FUCK YOU REALLY CAME
              BEFORE YOU MAKE THE BIGEEST FUCKING MISTAKE OF YOUR WHOLE FUCKING EXISTENCE…..
              AND ALL AND ANY OF THAT IS WHOLLY AND COMPLETELY AND ABSOLUTELY ON YOU
              I DID MY FUCKING PART….DAMMIT!
              I CAN AND WILL NOT BE AND CANNOIT BE HELD RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR OWN FUCKING INABILITY TO LEARN WHAT HAS BEEN SPOON FED TO YOUR WEAK ASS….
              THAT IS ALL
              DIE ALREADY..
              OR GET BACK TO ME WITH A REAL UNDERSTANDING OF WHO AND WHAT YOU REALLY ARE AND TRULY ARE, IN GOD AND WHAT YOU CAME HERE TO DO AND TO BE AND TO OVERCOME AND ACCOMPLISH AND WHAT YOU FUCKING PROMISED TO BE AND DO AND ACHIEVE….AND IF YOU ARE STILL WILLING TO GIVE ALL THAT UP AND JUST FUCKING WHACK YOURSELF BECAUSE YOU THINK YOU ARE JUST TOO FUCKING PATHETIC TO LIVE….
              [ OH LIKE I HAVEN’T FELT THE SAME WAY AFTER ALL MY BULLSHIT FAILURES IN LIFE AND THEN SOME…]
              THEN GO FUCKING AHEAD AND ASK GOD FOR FORGIVENESS AS YOU FUCKING MURDER THE LIFE OUT OF ALL THAT YOU CAME HERE TO DO AND TO BE IN GOD AND YOURSELF AS YOU IN GOD AND GOD IN YOU….
              THERE AIN’T SHIT I CAN DO ABOUT ANY OF THAT…
              THAT’S ON YOU
              AND BETWEEN YOU AND GOD
              SO
              GOOD FUCKING LUCK WITH THAT DECISION…
              let the record show that I advised and advise you otherwise
              and did all that I could to show you otherwise and get you to see the truth and how fucking fucked up your thoughts/feelings/attitude is and are and that you totally ignored my efforts in spite of the sense and logic and cosmic and spiritual logic…and insisted upon whacking your own ass off in order to avoid whatever it is that you signed up for in the first fucking place that you couldn’t take, after all…because you gave into the programming of the adversary and felt that you could no longer resist the dark and so….you whacked your own ass….perhaps just to keep them from doing it…which might seem like a small victory to you…and we will take that into consideration…it is a valid point, after all, under the circumstances….but it will not alleviate the consequences for you in your own actions and motivations and why and wherefore and all of your reasonings to and towards this end that you envision….
              and so
              there you have it…
              mind you I cannot possibly predict all that you will mean and stand for and endure and whatever effects of your cause and causes that you will be enduring and will endure…….
              so
              do what you think/feel that you must in GOD
              not just yourself
              and considering the rest of us, as well
              if you care to
              which you
              apparantly
              you do not…
              all of this and that is on you
              there is and can be no one else to blame at all
              so be it
              good luck
              I wish you the best possible outcome
              GOD BLESS YOU
              CHRIST BLESS YOU
              I
              EVEN I
              EVEN I AM
              BLESS YOU
              AMEN
              AMEN
              AMEN
              THIS IS ALL……DO WHAT YOU MUST AS YOU SEE FIT……KIBO
              YOUR

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