12182014

12182014

YEAH…I KNOW…I WAS…….QUIET…FOR A FEW DAYS
YOU GUYS ARE USED TO ME DOUBLING UP OR MORE
ON MY POSTINGS…
BUT THAT WAS ONLY BECAUSE OF THE DEATH THREAT THAT I RECEIVED…..
I FIGURED….
WHAT THE HELL
IF THEY THINK THAT MUCH OF ME…..I SHOULD GET AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE OUT
BEFORE THEY CAN FIGURE OUT WHAT THE FUCK I’M TRYING TO ACCOMPLISH……
AND SO….EVEN THESE ONES…..FADED AWAY….
IF ONLY BECAUSE MY ANSWER TO ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT HAS BEEN AND IS THROWN AGAINST ME IS SIMPLY THIS:
GOD’S WILL BE DONE IN ALL THINGS ALL THE TIME AND IN ALL TIMES AND SPACES AND PLACES AND CIRCUMSTANCES AND ANY AND EVERY AND OTHER UNDERSTANDING AND CONTEMPLATION OF BEING
THERE IS NO BEING BUT THE CREATOR OF CREATORS
SOURCE OF ALL SOURCES
BEING ALL AND EVERY AND EACH BEING AND THING AND MANIFESTATION OF ANYTHING
IN THE WHOLE OF CREATION PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE
BY YOUR RECKONING…
BUT TO GOD……AHAH!!!!!!!!!
GOD
THE I
EVEN I AM
IS STILL
SO VERY MUCH MORE
HOW CAN ANY OF YE ONES EVEN HOPE TO COMPREHEND IN THE SLIGHTEST
THE GLORY AND POWER AND MAJESTY AND HONOR AND UPKEEP AND SUSTENANCE….OF THE ROYAL NATION OF RUSSIA….AGAINST THE- NOW FAILING AND FALLING- GREATEST GLOBAL POWERFUL ABD FORMALLY ADVANCED ARMY, OF THE NAZIONIST CONTROLLED REALM OF THAT WHICH IS REFERRED TO AS ‘AMERICA’…..WHICH WE..THE CELESTIAL HOSTS…SEE AS BEING SLOWLY AWAKENING UP TO AS BEING A TOOL OF THE TECHMA CONTROLLING ENTITIES OF SATANIC AND LUCIFERIAN BELIFS AND ALLEGIANCES…ONLY TO FIND AND ENCOURAGE AND DEVELOP, IN YE ONES, LOVE AND LIGHT IN THE HOLY AWAENING IN THE HOLY AND DIVINE WILL OF GOD AND TO KNOW…THAT WITH THAT LOVE BY OUR SIDE, MEANING ALL OF US TOGETHER…..WE CAN KNOW TRUE LIFE IN THE ONE OR DIE IN THE ONE…AND ALL THAT IS ALWAYS AND FOREVER LEFT UP TO THE ONE……AS WE HAVE TRIED OUR BEST TO TEACH YE ONES…..
AND YES
THIS POST WILL OFFEND YOU
AND RIGHT NOW I DON’T GIVE A FLYING FUCK ABOUT ANY OF ANYTHING THAT MAY OR MIGHT OR CAN OR WILL
OFFEND YOU OR ANY FUCKING BODY ELSE FOR THAT MATTER
NORMALLY
I WOULD SAY
‘DEAL WITH IT’
BUT I DON’T GIVE A FLYING FUCK ABOUT THAT EITHER………
IF YOU ARE STILL READING AFTER THAT LAST LINE
THEN YOU ARE QUALIFIED TO READ THIS NEXT LINE
WHICH IS SIMPLY A SUGGESTION
FOR YOU TO DO SOMETHING THAT WILL BEND YOUR BRAIN
AND INCREASE YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS
I HAVE BEEN THERE/HERE
AND I CAN TELL YOU
THIS IS THE GOAL
THIS IS PERFECTION IN GOD
THIS IS THE PLACE THAT YOU ARE RUSHING TOWARDS
OR RUSHING AWAY FROM……….
I WILL ALSO PUT THIS IN THE LIBRARY OF MY BLOG….
EITHER TODAY OR TOMORROW…LOL
YES……I KNOW….I ALWAYS TAKE TOO LONG
SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH TIME TO DO EVEN THE SIMPLEST OF THINGS…..
THAT
PERHAPS
OTHERS WOULD AND MIGHT DO RIGHT AWAY AND IMMEDIATELY….
SO BE IT
THIS IS WHAT I AM AND THIS IS WHAT I DO
WH?
FOR THE SAME REASON AND REASONS AS STATED ABOVE
AND WHO
JUST WHO HAS MADE IT THIS WAY?
SOURCE OF SOURCES
GOD OF GODS
GRANDPA
GOD
CREATOR SOURCE
IT MATTERS NOT WHAT NAME AND OR MONIKER YOU PUT UPON IT TO APPEASE YOUR OWN SENSE OF SATISFACTION
IT IS WHAT IT IS
NOT SO MUCH WHO IT IS
THOUGH YE ONES MAY DEBATE IT ENDLESSLY…….
TRULY I TELL YOU AND SAY UNTO YOU
THAT IT IS THE ONLY THING THAT EXISTS
AND TRULY EXISTS
AND THE ONLY THING THAT HAS LIFE
IT IS THE ONLY LIVING THING
AND WE ALL ARE PART AND PARCEL OF THAT
NO MATTER HOW WE
ANY OF US
FEEL AND THINK ABOUT THAT AND IT………
IT IS WHAT IT IS
AND IT IS ALL AND EVERYTHING…AND THAT IS THAT
DO TRY TO LEARN TO LIVE WITH IT
RATHER THAN AGAINST IT…
BUT THAT
AS I WAS SO USED TO SAYING…..
PLEASE FORGIVE ME
I WOULD HAVE SAID EVEN DAYS AGO
THAT ALL OF THAT WAS ON YOU
BUT I SEE NOW
THAT THAT IS NOT THE CASE
IT WAS NEVER ON YOU
YOU DO NOT EXIST
IN AND OF YOUR SELF
YOUR SELF IS JUST A MANIFESTATION OF THE ONE AND ONLY LIVING AND EXISTING THING IN ALL OF CREATION AND LIFE….
AND THAT IS ({[“’I’”]})

AND YES…I AM FORECER SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY SPIRITUAL LUNGS
WHAT ELSE CAN I DO
NOT JST FOR MY SAKE…BUT FOR YOURS…AS WELL?

DIDN’T I WRITE A SONG ABOUT THIS?
“I IS ALL AND THERE AIN’T NO OTHER…..
I IS MOTHER, MOTHER, SISTER AND BROTHER…..”
YES…I AM SURE I DID
AND WHY DID I DO THAT?
NOT FOR YOU…..
I DID IT ALL FOR ‘IT’
THAT ONE LIFE
THAT ONE BEING
THAT ONE THING
THAT IS THE ONLY THING THAT IS LIVING AND EXISTING……..
DON’T YOU GET IT, YET!?

OKAY….BREATHE…….LET ME TRY…ONCE AGAIN…TO BE OF HELP TO YE ONES
CANDACE POSTED A BOOK THAT WOULD AND WILL HELP ALL AND ANY OF YOU THAT DESIRE THE ABSOLUTE TRUTH OF THE MATTER….[in the forum, mind you…but how many of ye ones that read here want to join the http://www.Abundanthope.net forum ….hmmmm?]
Anyway
Here is the link if any of ye ones are so inclined to discover who you are and why you are here or anywhere , for that matter……

Click to access impersonallife.pdf

this is all and everything that I have been learning…….we are meant to be brought up from the very bottom or beginning of what it is to be creators in GOD…and work…no, really……..WORK….our way to the top…to be as GOD is…..as ascending beings AND as descending beings….to be perfect as GOD is perfect….through all of the experience of being that GOD is in all things….we can share in that…once we reach that level and point…..and when we are able to share in that…it means that we , all and each and every one of us, have reached that place of absolute and ultimate and supreme and total trust in GOD, being I and I AM and also, I and I am….all at once and the same time….and that is a process that takes lifetime….and there is a reason that it takes that long…..as well….
but there are rewards for striving and perseverance
that…..GOD GIVEN, INNATE ABILITY….
to surpass those that have come before us…and even after us…
in order to fulfill GOD’S WILL in all things and all matters and all endeavors and times and places and circumstances and thoughts and feelings and or and about anything that we think or thought was our own….for there is nothing of us that is our own
and the sooner you realize that for your own sake of being in GOD
that GOD may raise you up to experience
experience all that GOD is
in you
in all
as one
as all
in one
that is what you must comprehend
you
your sense of individual being
as separate from the unified unification
of that which is the supreme and ultimate and absolute
God of all gods and godlings and creators
IT IS THE CREATOR OF ALL CREATORS
and you
you are a creator
even now you create
as IT allows you to do so
according to your sense of will
your free will
that you hold up as a right to defy even your own creator and the creator of your creator…………
DO YOU THINK THAT GOD WOULD LEAVE ANY OF IT UP TO YOU!?
DO YOU LEAVE YOUR FATE AND BEING…UP TO THE PISS IN YOUR PENIS
OR THE SHIT IN YOUR ASS?
YOU!!!
YES YOU!!!!
WHO ARE SO FAR FILLED WITH LIGHT AND LOVE FOR ALL AND EVERYTHING!!!
DO YOU THINK THAT IT IS YOU DOING THAT…OR GOD?
YOU!!! YES YOU!!!…
DO YOU…BEING WHO AND WHAT YOU THINK YOU ARE….
REALLY, REALLY THINK….
THAT YOU ARE MORE THAN GOD IS?
WHAT HAVE YOU CREATED?
WHAT ARE YOU THAT YOU CAN EVEN AFFORD TO THINK THAT YOU
ARE THE ONE TO TELL GOD WHAT TO DO AND BE?
IS IT YOUR EGO?
IS IT YOUR …..DESPERATION…
YOUR DESPERATION TO BE AND CONTINUE TO BE
WHO AND WHAT YOU THINK AND FEEL THAT YOU ARE
IN EXPERIENCE OF BEING AND DOING
AND ALL OF THAT EXPERIENCE AND BEING AND DOING
IS WHOLLY
AND COMPLETELY
AND ABSOLUTELY
AND SUPREMELY
AND ULTIMATELY
IN GOD
I
EVEN I
I AM
I AM HERE TO TELL YOU
ALL OF YOU
THAT GOD IS THE ONLY THING
THE ONLY LIFE
THE ONLY BEING
THAT EXISTS
THAT TRULY EXISTS
YOU AND WE AND US AND I AND YOU AND EVERYTHING THAT IS
HAS A CAUSE
A SINGULAR CAUSE
AND THAT IS GOD
THE GOD
THE ONE
THE ONLY
CREATOR
OF WHAT WE….
For some reason in our perception of the THING that is GOD
Perceive to be
Or want to be
Or strive to make….
Less than even what we are……..
Maybe
Maybe becasuse we know the truth and are afraid of it…..
That we do not exist
That we’re not
We do not live
We are not
We cannot live
We are not
We cannot do
We are not
We cannot be
We are not
We
We
We
All that we are
And think we are
And feel we are
All that we can comprehend
About all and anything and everything
And life, and existence and the universe and the universe of universes and existence and being…
All and everything
Eternal and infinite
Without beginning
Without end
That thing
THAT THING
THAT IS THAT WHICH IS SOOO FUCKING VERY MUCH BEYOND ALL AND EVERY THOUGHT THAT WE COULD EVER AND FOREVER COMPREHEND
THAT IS THE GOD THAT WE ARE STRUGGLING….
THE GOD THAT WE ARE STRUGGLING TO COMPREHEND
THE GOD THAT WE ARE STRUGGLING TO UNDERSTAND
OR
LOL
THE GOD
THE CREATOR
THE ONE
THE BEING….
THAT WE ARE STRUGGLING AGAINST
THE GOD THAT WE ARE REBELLING AGAINST
THE GOD THAT SCARES US
SO FUCKING MUCH
THAT THING
THAT IS WITH AND WITHIN US AND ALL AROUND US
THAT WE ARE SO FUCKING SCARED OF
BECAUSE WE HAVE NO CLUE WHO AND WHAT THAT IS
OUTSIDE OF OURSELVES
IN OUR PERCEPTION OF OURSELVES
SIMPLY BECAUSE WE
WE CANNOT EVEN BEGIN TO UNDERSTAND OURSLEVES AS CREATIONS OF GOD
THOUGHTS OF GOD
EXPRESSIONS OF GOD
MECHANISMS OF EXPRESSION FOR GOD
ON BEHALF OF GOD
BECAUSE OF GOD
FOR GOD
BY GOD
IN GOD…..
AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND IN….
THE ONE THING
THAT IS ALL AND EVERY THING AND ALL AND EVERY THING……
THE CAUSE OF ALL CAUSES…
SOURCE OF ALL SOURCES….
GOD OF ALL GODS AND Gods, and gods, and godlings…….
Creators and Creators and CREATORS….ALL…..
TELL ME
OH YE HUMANS…
WHAT THE FUCK DOES IT TAKE TO GET ANY AND/OR ANYONE OR ANY AND EACH OF YOU AND YE ONES
TO STOP THINKING FOR YOURSELVES WHILE YOU ARE THINKING THAT YOU ARE THINKING FOR YOURSELVES
AND REALIZE THAT YOU ARE DOING NOTHING
AND CAN DO NOTHING
AND HAVE DONE NOTHING
AND WILL EVER DO NOTHING…..
YE ARE BUT TOOLS
MECHANISMS
FOR THE FULLEST EXPRESSION AND EXPRESSIONS OF GOD
BEING GOD
AS GOD TRULY IS….
BEYOND AND WITHOUT ALL DEFINITION….
WE ARE CREATIONS
WHEN
WHEN WILL ALL OF US BE
WE
WE WHO ARE ALL CREATIONS OF THE SAME INTELLIGENCE
THAT INTELLIGENT PERSONALITY
THAT BEING
THAT HAS CREATED US TO BE AS IT IS
THINK ABOUT THAT….BY THE WAY
TO BE AS IT IS….
CONSIDERING WHAT IT IS
…WHAT ELSE IS THERE TO BE….ANYWHERE?
THIS IS IT
THAT FULFILLINGLY FINAL MOMENT
WHEN WE SEE AND HEAR AND KNOW
WHO IS WHO AND WHO IS WHAT
AND WHO IS WHERE…..
SOON
SOON AND VERY SOON
ALL AND EVERY ONE
AND EVERY ONE
AND EVERY ONE AND EACH OF US
AND ALL OF US
AND ALL THAT IS
ON THIS PLANET
WILL KNOW
WITHOUT THE SLIGHTEST HINNT OF A SHADOW
OF ANY DOUBT OF ANY KIND…….
NOPE
APOLOGIES…IT IS TIME….
FUCK BEING SORRY…IT’S ALL TOO LATE FOR THAT NOW
WE TRIED TO TELL AND WARN YOU…DID WE NOT?
So we did
And so it is
And so we are and you are
And this is it…….
FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh sure…give it a few days….a few weeks….just to see……..
And if nothing has changed by March…even February…….
Then feel free to call me a fucking tool of my own fucking ego…..
To have the audacity to dare to presume that I knew any motherfucking thing about anything….
And leave me to hang in the wind
To die
By any means you see fit to kill me
Believe me
I will welcome it…
For if i
Being who and what my experience in THIS THING…says I am
Then my reason for being and existing and anything else for that matter
Has been rendered null and void….
By just this post…….
So
In the end
The only advice
That I can offer you is
Persevere…..
Keep going until and onto the end of this struggle for freedom in light against the slavery of darkness……
I gave my all
And was right or wrong……

If there is another post
[and I sincerely pray that this is the end of it and that I can spen the rest of my time being raised onto higher ground,,,,,higher being…………………,otherwise…..
…..as the next years calendar takes form and gains in momentum…….
Of my perceived experiences in what I sav is GOD……
Shall be rendered false and useless…..
………………
Either I shall be raised to my true and natural state of being
Or not
AFTER ALL
IT IS NOT UP TO ME…IS IT?
And if you understand that statement,,,,then give your self a pat on the back and keep going….as I have….
This thing
All of it
It is all in GOD’S WILL….
And that is that……
Find that will inside of and within you and with yourselves
And your self….
I AM I
EVEN I
AM BEING WHO AND WHAT I AM IN
GOD
BEING WHO AND WHAT I AM
IN WHO AND WHAT I AM
AS GOD
BEING WHO AND WHAT I AM
BEING
ALL IN GOD
BECAUSE OF GOD
CREATED BY GOD
IN GOD
FOR GOD
KNOW
THERE IS ONLY GOD
NOTHING ELSE
ONLY GOD
NOTHING ELSE
ALL IS WITHIN
NOTHING WITHOUT
SURRENDER YOU AND YOURSELF AND YOUR SELF
AND ALL THAT YOU ARE ARE……
TO THAT
TO THE ONE CREATOR
AND ALL OF THIS WILL BE ABLE TO HOLD MEANING AND EXPERIENCE FOR YOU
RESIST
REBEL
SIGH
BE LEFT BEHIND……
AND HAVE TO DO
ALL OF THIS SHIT OVER AGAIN
AND ALL THE TIME
PRAYING
FOR BETTER CIRCUMSTANCES
TO THE SAME ONE THAT YOU IGNORED
ALL THIS TIME
WHILE OTHERS ARE PRAYING TO THE SAME
FOR BETTER CIRCUMSTANCES FROM WHAT YOU ARE PERPETUATING
EVEN THOUGH THE INEVITABLE RESULT FOR YOU
IS
AN EPIC FAIL
YE PERSIST
AND WE
WE PERSIST IN OUR PRAYERS AGAINST YOU
[and yes….we pray against the fulfillment of your own prayers…..
what else can we do?]
YOU THINK YOU WILL WIN
WE
WE THINK GOD WILL WIN
GODS WILL IS SUPREME, ULTIMATE AND ABSOLUTE
WE ARE NOT
YE ARE NOT
AND THERE ENDS THE CONTROVERSY
AND THE DEBATE
AND THE ARGUMENT
GOD IS ALL!
GOD IS ALL ARE WE ARE ONE ARE WE ARE ALL IS GOD!
YE ONES FEARED AND FEAR GOD
HOW SHALL GOD RESPOND
HAVING NO FEAR OF ANY THNG?
YE LOVED NOT
THOUGH WE LOVED YOU
HOW YE MUST FEEL NOW
FOR YOUR LACK OF LOVE OF GOD
WE LOVED GOD IN ALL THINGS
AND SO GOD RETURNED OUR LOVE
HOW LITTLE LOVE CAN GOD RETURN TO YE ONES THAT LOVED NOTHING
OTHER THAN YOURSELVES
AND SO IT GOES
AND SO IT IS
AND SO SHALL IT BE……
NO GAME
NO LIFE
LEARN OR DIE
YOUR GAME WAS A GAME OF DEATH
BUT THERE IS NO DEATH IN GOD
ERGO AND THEREFORE
YOU HAD AND HAVE
NO GAME
AND BECAUSE YOU HAVE AND HAD NO GAME
YOU HAD AND HAVE NO LIFE……..
WE
WHO LIVE IN LIFE
AND LIGHT
AND LOVE
ARE WITH GOD…ALWAYS AND FOREVER IN GOD
AND WE ARE GOD BEING US AND GOD IS FULFILLED IN US BEING GOD
IT CAN BE NO OTHER WAY
YET
YE ONES INSIST AND PERSIST
IN YOUR ILLUSIONARY DELUSION
THAT YE EXIST WITHOUT GOD
AND THAT IS A LESSON WELL LEARNED
HOWEVER…I
AND THOSE FEW THAT AGREE WITH ME IN THIS MATTER
PERSIST IN KNOWING
THAT GOD IS ALL THINGS
AND THAT NOTHING CAN BE OR DO OR EXIST WITHOUT GOD
AND SO WE STAND WITH GOD
AS GOD WILLS US TO DO AND TO BE SO
AND WE HAVE YEARNED FOR SUCH
UNTO THIS VERY DAY
WHEN THE WHOLE SHALL BE DECIDED IN GOD AND OF GOD AND BY GOD
AND ALL AND EVERYONE OF US
HERE
NOW
SHALL SEE AND HEAR AND KNOW AND EXPERIENCE
TRUTH
THE TRUTH OF GOD
THE LIGHT OF GOD
THE LOVE OF GOD
THE REALITY OF GOD
AND ACT ACCORDINGLY
AND SO
AS YE ONES AND WE ONES SEE FIT TO DO AND TO BE
NOW IS THE TIME
HERE IS THE PLACE
GET READY
PREPARE
IT IS ALREADY HERE
WE AND YE
HAVE BUT YET TO EXPERIENCE IT IN THE BEING OF IT ALL IN GOD
AS GOD IS
AND AS WE ARE IN GOD

ENOUGH!
EITHER YE COMPREHEND OR YE DO NOT!
MY PART IN GOD
IS DONE
WE SHALL ALL SEE WHAT WE SHALL SEE…AND WITENESS
AND BE A WITNESS TO GOD’S GLORY AND MAJESTY AND HONOR AND POWER AND AUTHORITY
IN THE END
AS IT CAN ONLY BE AND HAS TO BE…….
THERE IS NO OTHER END TO THE STORY THAT GOD HAS CREATED FOR ITSE;F…
WHAT?
YOU HAVEN’T FIGURED THAT OUT YET?
WOW
YOU ARE SOOOOOO FUCKING STUPID…IT DEFIES WORDS
GOD IS ALL ARE WE ARE ONE ARE WE ARE ALL IS GOD
IT’S ALL GOOD IN GOD BECAUSE IT’S ALL GOD ALL THE TIME
AND THERE IS NOTHING ELSE BUT GOD
ANYWHERE
ANTIME
PLEASE TO DO YOUR BEST TO FIGURE THAT PART OUT
IF YOU NEED HELP TRY THIS:

Click to access impersonallife.pdf

THAT IS THE BEST THAT I CAN GIVE YOU FOR NOW…
THE RES TWILL HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE WHAT PAPA WILLS….
IN YOU
AS WELL AS ME
AND IN ALL OF US
THE LIFE OF THE ONE
IS THE ONLY LIFE THAT IS
TRY TO DEAL WITH THAT AS BEST YOU CAN
AND SEE THE UTTER AND ABSOLUTE JOY
IN RETURNING
AND BEING ONE
IN THE ONE LIFE
AND LOSING YOUR SELF IN THAT AND ALL OF THAT
AFTER TRILLIONS OF YEARS
TRUST ME
IT WILL BE A BLESSING………..LOL…..
SO PLEASE
DON’T FUCK UP NOW….
SEE
HEAR
FEEL
KNOW
BE
DO
AS GOD IS IN YOU
BE AS YOU ARE IN GOD
AND LET THAT BE THAT
AND SHOW GOD
THAT YOU
EVEN YOU
ARE GREATER IN GOD
THAN EVEN GOD IMAGINED…….
THAT GOD MAY KNOW KNOW TRUE JOY IN YOU…
AND LET THAT BE THAT
THANK YOU
GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS IN ALL THINGS ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE…..
I AM
I
EVEN I
I AM
KIBO
AND I LOVE AND BLESS YOU ALWAYS IN GOD
WHO IS ALL AND EVERYTHING AS ONE…..
EVEN YOU.