AND WHAT DO I CALL THIS?

AHOYE!

GOD COMES WITH YOU!!

 

The house is quiet again…..a lull…THANK GOD….

I can think freely and act upon it with impunity………take the cover off the keyboard and crank the studio up again………[oboyoboyoboyoboy……heheheh]

And I have dreamed

And meditated

And thought and think and keep thinking……I love to think…..

Nothing is too much to think about…….i told someone once when they told me that something I had mentioned for their consideration was too much to think about……sigh

I once told someone that GOD has a plan and his reply was “God, I hope not.”

His wife seemed to appreciate me though……smile……hey…I try to be helpful……

But I have wandered off the intended path of this post…ah well…let’s see where it leads….

My intentions are nothing compared to the intentions of my best friend and lover………GOD

GOD…..GOD, my Father, my employer, my CAPO DE TUTTI CAPO…..among other things and titles…

My house and grounds, as small as they are, relatively speaking……

It is all filled with angels and archangels and celestials and friends and relatives from many places and levels………light emanates and overflows from this place……

We live in love and light and laughter…joy…..

Joy in GOD and being in GOD…….and GOD is with us constantly……

Yes….there are situations…debts…..circumstances that I wish could and would be better…in my eyes….

And I wonder

Sometimes I wonder

Sigh…try hard in vain

To live my life

Without any pain……….

But there is pain and pleasure

Gain and loss

Choice and choices…….

And here we are

Here I am…now…doing this and being this

And this is what I am now……

And I think and wonder

Is there a point…?

Not a point of reason…I know the reason and the point of it…it is GOD

It is all GOD all the time……

No problems there…lol

But

I have often wondered

If I could have changed something

Anything

Along the way

The smallest slightest thing

A moment

A moment of decision or indecision

A moment of acting or hesitation

A moment of realizing the real outcome and consequences

Rather that the outcome and/or consequences I had planned

And planned for……..

“IF YOU WANT TO MAKE GOD LAUGH…TELL HIM YOUR PLANS.”

How many times have I heard that? I knew that

I know it now

I will always know this……and still…..i had plans…..

Hopes……my hopes….what I wanted…….

Sigh

All I ever wanted was to live a good life

Live a god life and know GOD

Know GOD intimately…..

Ever since I was a child

I knew

I KNEW

THAT I HAD TO FIGURE OUT THIS GOD THING

THE GOD THING WAS THE ONLY THING THAT WAS WORTH FIGURING OUT

UNLESS AND UNTIL I WAS ABLE TO KNOW AND UNDERSTAND GOD

AND KNOW THAT I WAS KNOWING AND UNDERSTANDING GOD

LIFE WOULD BE A THING WITH LITTLE, IF ANY MEANING

LIFE WOULD HAVE NO MEANING

THERE WOULD BE NO MEANING BECAUSE THERE WOULD BE NO LIFE…….

So it behooved me to do all that I could to figure this out

What it is?

What does it want?

What am I to it?

What is it to me?

What are we to each other?

JUST WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO AND BE IN ALL OF THIS AND WHY?

 

Such has been my life…….

Mind you…I get it….now….it took awhile…..but I am here…

And here is good……….

I have explored reality

I know that life is a quantum experience and thus…a consciousness experience

For quantum is synonymous with quantum

And science is just beginning to see and realize and recognize and come to grips with that….

The problem there is that….

As much as we…as beings…in this here and now that is always changing into the next here and now…

Moment by moment to moment

Of perception……..perception is everything in this game……it affects your quantum state

Your quantum state of being changes as you observe your quantum state of being…

This is important…

Remember…

The observation of a thing changes the thing that is being observed……

At least……in perception

Because it is all perception…

And why is that anyway?

Here is a secret……that will explain that if ye are willing to accept it for what it is…….

YE ARE NOTHING BUT A CREATED VESSEL FOR GOD TO MANIFEST ITSELF IN EXPERIENCE AND EXPERIENCE THE TOTAL MANIFESTATION OF ITSELF AS IT MANIFESTS  ITSELF AS ALL AND EVERYTHING SO THAT IT MAY BE ALL AND EVERYTHING THROUGH THE MANIFESTATION AND MANIFESTATIONS OF ITSELF AS ALL AND EVERYTHING AT ONCE, TOGETHER AND AS A WHOLE AND ALL AND EVERYTHING AS AND IN EACH AND EVERY MANIFEST AND EXPERIENCABLE….FRAGMENT OF ITS SELF THAT IT HAS CREATED FOR THE SAKE OF DEMONSTRATION OF WHO AND WHAT IT IS.

Did you get that?

Do I have to say it again?

Well…..crap……just read it over and over until you get it…for GOD’S sake, as well as your own….and then catch up and join the rest that didn’t have to take so long to ‘get it’ on the other side of the line that needs must be crossed in order to ascend onto the next, big and beautiful experience of being that is happening even as you read these words…………IT IS HAPPENING EVEN AS YOU READ THESE WORDS.

THE LINE TO ASCENSION………….

Please forgive me for what I am about to say…….

I beg forgiveness because I do not know who this applies to or how many…..

I was told…recently…that I had crossed that line that I was struggling towards….

Broken and bloody….weary and wounded…..

I was told that I had my foot…..

Well….at least, my toe…..on the line

And all that was needed was to bring the other foot forward…to cross the line…..

YES…YOU HAVE TO HAVE BOTH FEET ACROSS THE LINE!

AS GOD MADE YOU AND LOVED YOU AND SUPPORTED YOU WITH BOTH HANDS

AND WALKED WITH YOU THROUGH ALL AND ANY OF THIS EXPERIENCE……

WITH BOTH FEET……. [THINK ABOUT THAT ONE…OK?]

[And HE walked with me and HE talked with me and HE told me I was HIS own…]

 

Anyway……

A child….sooo tired…after a long…so long and longer journey…..walking….on the feet of their Father…..

One foot on the line….maybe even across the line…for some….it’s a big world after all… [muahahahaha]

“It takes all kinds to make a world…it takes all kinds to mess it up…it takes all kinds to make it better…..

WHICH ONE ARE YOU?

And so….the other foot…I am told….at least for myself…I cannot speak for others……

The other foot must cross the line

It must be dragged across it…if needs must be….

No out of reluctance, or resistance, or rebellion……..

Perhaps

Of out weariness

Or being wounded……

YEA…EVEN IF THY FOOT IS BLOODY AND BROKEN…DRAG THAT SUCKER ACROSS THE LINE

Painful or not………..get it across……..get it over……..

GET IT ACROSS SO THAT YOU CAN GET IT OVER!!!!!!!

THIS WORLD AND ITS PEOPLES THAT HAVE CROSSED THE LINE WILL ASCEND

WITH OR WITHOUT YE ONES THAT HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO ENDURE

THE PAIN

THE PLEASURE

THE DOUBTS

THE GAINS

THE LOSSES

THE FAITH

THE CONFIDENCE

THE MOTIVATION

THE FOCUS

Ah……focus…….attention

Again I ways to ye ones

If ye have not paid GOD the only currency that matters to GOD…

Your Attention….

What else have ye to pay with?

Federal Reserve Global Central Banking Dollars?

LOL

HOW SILLY!!!!!!!!!

If ye ones have not paid the requisite attention to god that it would have taken to bring you to this line….all I can tell you is……..while you are taking the class over…remember…..

Remember the lessons you have learned here

And do better

Oh…so much better than you did here…………the next time around

So that ye ones may be the wayshowers in the future realms that ye will inhabit….

Show the way to light……Light….LIGHT……THE LIGHT……THE LIGHT OF GOD…….

Ye shall be celebrated…I assured thee…..for the lessons learned here will serve all well in the future realms of experience to come

No matter what your grades may be….

Graduating or not

Persevere

Endure

Continue

Raise yourselves up and over whatever obstacles that GOD gives to you to be a measure of your faith and trust in GOD

And endure

Endure it all

And ascend

ASCEND!!!!!!

NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES TO LIVE IN THE LIGHT AND LOVE OF GOD IN YOU AND ALL AROUND YOU

ASCEND!!!!

ASCEND BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT YOU ARE CREATED TO DO AND TO BE

ASCEND BECAUSE THE NEXT STEP

THE NEXT PHASE

THE NEXT REALM

THE NEXT SERIES OF TESTS AND EVALUATIONS AND ENDURANCE AND BECOMING

AND DOING IN EXPERIENCE OF BEING IN GOD WHAT GOD IS AS YOU AND IN YOU…..

FOR BOTH GOD AND YOU…TOGETHER AS ONE…..

IS MORE WONDERFUL THAT YOU CAN EVER IMAGINE RIGHT NOW

BUT IT IS THERE

WAITING FOR YOU

LIKE A LONG LOST LOVER AND FRIEND AND CHILD AND PARENT

ALL WRAPPED UP INTO ONE THING AND BEING

AND THAT THING AND BEING

IS YOU AND GOD

TOGETHER

AS ONE

IN ALL THINGS AND CIRCUMSTANCES AND TIMES AND PLACES

AND ITS PLAN IS THE PLAN…..THE ONLY PLAN THAT MATTERS

AND ITS WILL IS THE ONLY WILL THAT MATTERS

FOR THAT PLAN AND WILL INCLUDES YOU

IT ALWAYS HAS

SINCE THE BEGINNING OF ALL THAT WE KNOW AS BEING AND DOING AND LIFE AND EXISTENCE

YOU WERE PLANNED TO BE A PART OF ALL OF IT FROM BEFORE THE VERY MANIFEST BEGINNING OF IT ALL…

AND HERE YOU ARE…

THERE IS NOTHING TO CHANGE……

THERE IS NO WISH TO CHANGE ANY MOMENT OF ANYTHING AT ANY TIME

FOR THAT WOULD CHANGE EVERYTHING

AND THIS PLACE IN TIME AND SPACE AND BEING AND DOING

WOULD NO LONGER BE AVAILABLE FOR YOU AND TO YOU

IT WOULD BE…..DIFFERENT……

MAYBE YOU WOULD BE RICHER……

MAYBE HEALTHIER…….

MORE LOVED

MORE FULFILLED

FULFILLED?….MAYBE…….

BUT THIS PLACE, THIS TIME, THIS HERE AND NOW……

WELL….I CAN’T SPEAK FOR YOU IN THIS

ALL I KNOW IS THAT I HAVE VISITED ALTERNATIVES

ALTERNATIVE CIRCUMSTANCES AND SELVES……

AND THIS IS WHERE I NEED AND WANT TO BE

FOR BETTER OR FOR WORSE

FOR RICHER [LOL] OR FOR POORER

UNTIL ASCENSION WE ARE UNITED AND REUNITED…….

BUT THAT’S ME

YOU MAKE UP YOUR OWN DAMN MIND ABOUT

WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE

AND WHAT YOU THINK AND FEEL

AND WANT YOU THINK AND FEEL THAT YOU WANT AND NEED

AND TRY

TRY TO REMEMBER THAT

GOD IS ALL ARE WE ARE ONE ARE WE ARE ALL IS GOD

 

AND ACT ACCORDINGLY.

 

I AM WHAT I AM

KIBO [I AM RELEASED…AND UPON YE] DABI

OYAHE!!!!!!

GOD GOES WITH YOU!!!

GO WITH GOD!

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2 Responses to AND WHAT DO I CALL THIS?

  1. sandra says:

    I remember KiBO, ACT AS GOD ACTS. Always…in ALL WAYS.
    (P.S. you’re welcome my friend)

    Like

  2. theo says:

    “One toe over the line”

    “And HE is leaning over to us”

    “Give Me your hand, says HE”

    “Come with”

    “If I can, you can”

    “Yayyy…I’ve made it!”

    “And what a view…”

    “The only WILL that matters”

    “IT IS HAPPENING EVEN AS YOU READ THESE WORDS”

    “Yeah…it was worth”

    But these are your words, Unicorn. Always have been. And all the Blessings ever belong to you.

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