A regular little ol’ long and arduously painful and eye-overglazing, why-does-he-do-this-shit-to us-post…..
While I am here to do it………
I’ve lost it…..
I’ve snapped on people
Well shit…I’m so fucking stressed out at that point…not this point…….
Right now I’m good……….
But right before all of this happened that made me…seem to be…ok…for the moment….
I lost it on several people…well…at least two…to my knowledge……..
The rest will have to apply and fill out applications for their grievances against me….
But the rest of that…..already know
And so I have apologized to all parties concerned in the matter…….
And have continued along my way……..
I didn’t think that it would all be this stressed out
And yet…here it is and here I am….
And it is what it is…and this is the it…so far
The results not having been tallied yet
And so on and so forth
It is still an ongoing thing…..
A friend got in touch to tell me that his son is going to be married……yaaaay
They are very good people…after all
Good things have happened
While all of this stuff has happened
Because of the
Supposedly bad thing that happened
And when someone dies
Isn’t that supposed to be a bad thing?
I can only wonder
This is between you and me
All that read here….
A well known secret…..
Nothing happens without a reason
And all things that happen are catalysts and triggers and for happenings
GOD is the Happening…….LOL
Remember the ‘60’s….anybody?
There was the thing that was referred to as …THE HAPPENING…….
LIKE A RAVE….BUT BETTER….
AT LEAST…IN MY EYES……
IT IS WHAT IT IS…AFTER ALL……..
I CAN FEEL IT
THE HAPPENING IS REALLY HAPPENING…..
AND THIS IS IT
AND THERE IS NOT TIME TO IGNORE CERTAIN CLUES AND CONSIDERATIONS
FOR THE SAKE OF PERSONAL CONSIDERATIONS
HOWEVER YOUR PERSONAL CIRCUMSTANCES MAY BE AT ANY GIVEN TIME…….
AND SO I AM GOING THROUGH THIS AND STILL
STILL I AM SEEING THAT
AND THIS IN THAT
AND KNOWING WHAT THAT IS
ALL THE TIME…..
IT IS A WONDERFUL CREATION
IS IT NOT?
AND ACCORDING TO YOUR OWN THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS AND EXPERIENCE(S) ON AND UPON THE MATTER
I KNOW ONE THING
AND ONE THING FOR SURE
AND EVERYTHING ELSE THAT I AM LEARNING IN EXPERINCE IS A SUBSET OF THAT ONE THING THAT I AM LEARNING
AND THAT I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN LEARNING
AND THAT I HAVE ALWAYS KNOWN
AND THAT IS AND WAS AND WILL BE THE TRUTH OF REALITY
ABOVE AND BEYOND ALL THINGS
AND ANY AND OTHER CONSIDERATIONS AND THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS
AND ANYTHING ELSE THAT ANYONE CAN THINK OF
TO THINK TO DEFINE AND CONFINE
THAT WHICH IS THE WHOLE AND COMPLETE AND TOTAL REALITY OF TRUTH AND BEING
AND CAUSE AND MANIPULATE IT
AND STRIVE TO MAKE IT WORK
FOR ENDS OTHER THAN ITS OWN ENDS
AND PURPOSES OTHER THAN ITS OWN PURPOSES
AND BE…NOT WHAT IT IS
BUT WHAT THEY WANT IT TO BE
AND SAY IT IS
AND PRESENT IT AS BEING…….
And that is what many and most of you have swallowed
Like two dollar whores in the alley of subservience and ignorance
And that resistant and rebelling will of self-as-you-see-and-define-your-self-to-be…
You suck the dirty dick of the system of power over your mind and emotions…and thus…your body….
And tell your self that that the liquid that pours itself down your spiritual throat is all well and good….
BECAUSE THAT’S WHAT IS TO YOU AND YOU
YOU THINK THAT WHAT YOU THINK AND FEEL ABOUT YOUR SELF AND OTHERS AND LIFE AND CREATION AND ALL AND EVERYTHING…
UP TO YOU
AND NO ONE CAN TELL YOU WHAT GOD IS
AND NO ONE
CAN TELL YOU WHAT THE TRUTH IS
AND NO ONE CAN PROVE TO YOU THE REALITY OF REALITY OF THINGS WITHIN THINGS
THAT WHICH IS GOD
ABOVE AND BEYOND ALL THINGS
UNTIL YOU HEAR FROM THAT……..WHICH IS UNDENIABLY AND ABSOLUTELY AND ULTIMATELY AND SUPREMELY AND INTRINSICALLY AND INHERENTLY AND INWARDLY AND OUTWARDLY…
BEYOND YOU…AND STILL…IS WAITING FOR YOU T RECOGNIZE IT THAT YOU MAY EMBRACE IT
AND ESTABLISH YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH IT
AND LOVE IT
AND GIVE YOUR SELF TO IT
AND IT GIVES ITS SELF TO YU
THAT YE MAY BE ONE
THAT YE MAY BE ONE
IN ALL THINGS…..
ALL THE TIME
WITHIN AND WITHOUT
ABOVE AND ALL BEYOND
AND ALL WITHIN AND BELOW AND ABOVE AND WITHOUT AND BEYOND AND THROUGH AND FOR AND ALL AND EVERYTHING
EVERY POSSIBLE CONSIDEERATION OF THOUGHT AND FEELING AND BEING AND BEYOND BEING……
THIS SI WHAT THIS IS AND THIS IS WHAT YOU ARE FACING…HERE AND NOWA
THOUGH YOU KNOW NOT TRULY WHAT HERE MEANS…NOR DO YOU KNOW WHAT NOW MEANS…..SAD…
STILL….WE LOVE YOU AND ARE WILLING TO TAKE YOU IN AND TRAIN YOU….
IT IS UP TO YOU, IN THE END……
I SEE WHAT COMES….
WTIHOUT DIVINE INTERVENTION….ON MANY LEVELS THAT ARE CONSIDERED TO BE DEIVNE
YET ARE NOTHING MORE THAT NEIGHBORS GREETIN EACH OTHER……
AND THAT’S THE WAY IT SHOULD BE AND THAT IS WHY WE MUST RISE UP AND STAND UP AND SPEAK UP AND ACT UP AND RESIST THIS POWER OF EVIL THAT IS FOUND IN CENTRAL BAKING AND THE FED. REX……..
HEY…I’M DING WHAT I CAN…..YOU DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO….
NO ONE IS EXEMPT…FROM THE PAINS AND CIRCUMSTANCES OF THE PAST
YET ALL OF IT AND IT ALL HAPPENS AND HAPPENED FOR A REASON AND REASONS THAT ARE ABOVE AND BEYOND US AS WE ARE HERE AND NOW…..
SO BE IT
LET US ALL BE AS GOD INTENDS US TO BE AND DO AND BE AND ACT ACCORDINGLY…
UNTIL GOD ITSELF
TELLS US OTHERWISE
HOW WILL YOU KNOW?
BIG ASS LAUGH ABOVE ALL OTHER LAUGHS IN THE PAST UP TO THIS POINT-CONCERNING YOU….HEHEHEH……
AND SO IT GOES
YOU GUYS LET ME KNOW
OR HE IN HIM BEING IT
I JUST KEEP WALKING FORWARD…..
IF SUCH THINGS…KNOWING THEM FOR WHAT THEY ARE
AND THER PROGRAMMING AVAILABLE HERE AND THERE
BETWEEN HERE AND THERE
THIS SI WHAT AND WHO I AM
IN SPITE OF ALL FUCKING APPEARANCES
I AM I
I AM GOD
I AM GOD BEING WHO AND WHAI AM IN GO
I AM GOD BEING WHO AND WHAT I AM
I AM THAT I AM
I AM I
And such is the end of this particular message….as far as I am concerned….
The rest …you will have to flow up as you can and as best you can….
Resort vacation sounds real nice…please pray we both get there before the new year…….
Shit is hard
Gotta keep going…….
Last deal sounds nice….vacation….rest….in the embrace of such a beautiful….ahem……nevermind
Don’t matter….i stick and stay with the one that brought me to this dance……forgive me for looking….but hey……you knew better….right?
So I am as I have always been…true to the love that GOD gave me……
And there it is……..
And here I am…..
Let’s all in you and me
All of us
As far as possible
All and every favor available
In GOD and through GOD and for GOD and by GOD and with GOD a….really?
It takes this much and this long to conceive those that……didn’t want to pay attention before?
Let’s just say
I am not coming to you on this one
You must come to me
Or any other recognized authority…I truly care not
All that matters
Is that you turned yourselves in
Final warning to your final warning
In all sides involved
Know that the messenger
I, being me, being I, being I AM, being WHAT I AM, being all and one and one and all……
What grievances have ye against me….behind what and who and where and when, we both are and have been and end up….either separate or what…….
NO MATTER THAT YOU HAVEN’T PAID THE PRICE OF ADMISSION TO THIS THEATRE OF KNOWLEDGE
THAT YOU SEEK TO SNEAK INTO…LIKE GROUPIES HOPING AND WILLING TO FUCK WITHOUT END
THE OBJECT OF YOUR EMOTIONS THAT ARE MISLABELED AS ‘LOVE’ AND ‘DEVOTION’
SUCH LOVE AND DEVOTION MUST BE TESTED AND PROVED BY THE STAR AND DIRECTOR AND PRODUCER OF THIS SHOW………….
THE CREATOR OF THIS SERIES…THIS MOVIE…THIS…PRODUCTION….NOT JUST FOR THE SAKE OF EXAMPLE AND DEMONSTRATION………
BUT AS A DEMONSTRATION OF BEING……..FOR ITS OWN SAKE
THAT ALL MAY KNOW
THAT IN THE CREATION OF ITS OWN CREATING
WITHIN THE CREATION OF THEIR OWN CREATINGS
THAT ARE THE MICHAELS SONS
OF TIME AND PSACE AND BEING
AND ALL AND EVERYTHING
THAT ANY AND ALL OF YOU
CAN AND COULD
ABOUT ANY AND ALL AND EVERYTHING
WITH AND WITH THE GREAT CREATION FO THE ONE
BEING THE MINDAL CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE ONE
AS THE MAIFESTATION FO THE ONE
AS A MATERIAL CREATION
UNIVERSES WITHIN SUPERUNIVERSES
ALL A MATTER OF MIND
A SINGLE HOLOGRAM OF LIGHT
UPHELD BY LOVE
THAT…HOWEVER MANY TIMES AND WAYS AND MEANS….
IT IS DIVIDED
WITHIN EACH AND EVERY PIECE
THE IMAGE OF THE WHOLE
OF THE ORIGINAL HOLOGRAM
AND THAT HOLOGRAM IS THE MIND
THE ONE THOUGHT
THAT IS THE ONE THROUGH ALL THAT IS
PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE
ETERNALLY AND INFINITE
AN INFINITE AMOUNT OF EXPERIENCE AND EXPERIENCES
FOREVER AND EVER…
AND YE SHOULD REJOICE THAT IT IS SO
THE STEPS YOU TAKE
TO REACH GOD
TO BE WITH GOD
TO BE GOD
BEING YOU IN GOD
BEING GOD IN YOU
THAT PLACE AND POINT
THAT IS ONE
THE PLACE AND POINT OF YOUR OWN GODHHOD
TO BE AND DO AND LIVE
FOREVER AND EVER
IN GOD’S WILL
AS GOD WILLS
FOR GOD’S WILL BECAUSE OF GOD’S WILL
BY GOD’S WILL
THROUGH GOD’S WILL
AS GOD WILLS
FOR AND ANY OF US
FOR ALL AND ANY
EVEN THE SMALLEST IOTA OF AN ASPECT OF BEING IN THOUGHT
THAT I HAS THE WHOLE OF ITSELF
THAT WILL BE MADE PERFECT IN GOD
THAT GOD MAY FULFILL AND EXPERIENCE AND BE AND DO
AND DO ALL THAT IT CAN DO
WITHOUT ANY LIMITATION
FOREVER AND EVER……
CREATION AND CREATIONS WITHOUT END….
Thing ye ones not
That any and all and every one of ye ones have your place in the thought of the perfection of the self of god that that is and has considered?
YOU AE NOTHING WITHOUT GOD TO THINK OF YOU!
KNOW YE NOT THE TRUTH OF WHAT LIFE IS AND THE TRUTH OF WHAT YOUR LIFE IS
AS ALL THINGS IN GOD?
PONDER THIS FOR NOW
THOSE THAT KNOW ALL OF THIS ALREADY……..CONTINUE TO GROW AND PROGRESS IN GOD
AND TAKE A MOMENT TO RELAX AND PARTY….A LITTLE BIT…
FOR MY SAKE….
TRULY I COULD USE THE FEELING OF RELAXING AND COMRADERIE AND CLOSENES…….
THAT COMES IN THESE SIMPLE AFFAIRS OF SHARING GOD’S LOVE AMONG EACH OTHER
AS WE ARE ABLE TO DO SO AND AS GOD SEES FIT AFTER ALL……
THOSE AROUND ME…HERE WHERE I AM
ARE STILL…TOOO FEARFUL AND SUBSERVIENT AND PROGRAMMED
TO CHANGE AS THEY MUST CHANGE TO EFFECTPOSTITIVE AND GREATER CHANGE IN LIGHT….
RATHER THAN THE UNWITTING CHANGE THAT THEY SUPPORT IN THEIR OWN NEFAIOUS AND WILLFULLY DARK AND VIOLENT AND DESTRUCTIVE AND SELF-DESTRUCTIVE, DEALINS WITH THE RULING CABALS OF THE SHADOWMIND/TECHMA CREATURES THAT WOULD RATHER DESTROY ALL AND EVERYTHING…RATHER THAN LEAVE ANY OF IT TO OTHERS TO SAVE AND ENHANCE AND HEAL AND RECREATE AND RE=ESTABLISH AND REBUILD AND SUSTAIN IN LOVE AND LIGHT IN THE FATHER’S WILL, AND IN CHRIST MICHAEL ATON’S WILL……AS WELL…..
Let ye that hear and see and know….understand and comprehend and act accordingly…….
Thank you all for you time in this matter…
There is still more to come…….
Don’t go thinking that I’ve given up anything….
I’ve just started to begin……..
EVEN I AM UPON YE!
I AM GIVEN ALL THAT I NEED…
Spiritually and mentally and emotionally………
BEYOND AND IN SPITE OF ALL OF YOU THAT OPPOSE
THE WILL OF THE LIVNG GOD AN D CREATOR AND
THE CREATOR SON OF THAT CREATOR AND RULES
YOUR VERY UNIVERSE THAT YE ONES FIND YOURSLEVES RESIDING IN
HOW UTTERLY STUPID!
YE SHALL LEARN THY LESSONS WELL
AND THE ERRORS OF THY WAY AND THINE WAYS…..
AS GOD HAS DECLARED IT SO
THOUGH ALL OF IT’S AGENTS AND AGENCIES OF LIGHT AND LOVE
INFINITE AND ETERNAL…..
SO SAYS I
OF I AM I
OF I AM WHAT I AM
OF I AM THAT I AM
OF I AM I
AS I AM
THE WILL OF I BEING I AND BEING I AM
IS DONE IN ALL THINGS BEING WHAT I AM AND BEING I AM AND BEING I
AND DOING I
AND YE ONES THAT KNOW NOT I….
I REBUKE THEE.
And there it is….
Time to……..then again…perhaps not…no more time left…after all…
GOD BLESS ALL THAT FOUND GOD…
THE REST…WILL PLAY AGAIN
UNTIL THEY CAN FIND………
ONE MORE TIME
GOD IS WITH AND WITHIN YOU
GOD IS YOU AND ALL THING AND EVERYTHING AROUND YOU
THERE IS NOTHING BUT GOD THAT EXISTS
PHYSCIALLY, MENTALLY, EMOTIONALLY, SOULFULLY, SPRITUALLY
THERE IS NOTHING BUT GOD
AS THE MANIFESTION OF GOD’S SELF
AS ALL OF THESE THINGS
BEING WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE AS GOD BEING YOU
WHO AND WHAT IS GOD BEING ALL AND EVERYTHING AROUND YOU AND WITHIN YOU AND SURROUNDING YOU
TO THE VERY LAST IOTA OF THOUGHT IN CONSICOUSNESS OF BEING
AND INCLUDING THE LARGEST OF THE LARGE
AS BEING THE SAME AS THE SMALLEST OF THE SMALL
GET YOU SELVES AND IDEAS AND NOTIONS OF SELVES AND EGOS AND BEINGS AND REASONS AND WHYS AND WHEREFORES AND SON AND SO FORTHS…TOGETHER TO DECLARE
GOD IS HER
AND IS READY TO ADJUDICATE
ALL OF YOUR GRIEVANCES
AS WELL AS
ADDRESSE YOUR OWN SHORTCOMINGS
AND FILES AND CHARGES AGAINST YE AND YE ONES
SO GET READY
YOU THINK YOU HAVE A DEFENSE THAT YOU CAN CALL ON THE PHONE??????
GOD BLESS YOU AND I LOVE YOU
ONE AND ALL
GOD BLESS US ALL, EVERYONE
AND I SHALL LEAVE IT AT THAT…FOR NOW….
MORE TO COME
NO MATTER WHAT
THERE IS MORE TO COME
GOD HELP ME
I LOVE MY JOB
GOD HELP ME………SMILE,LOL…..
And so on and so forth and so forth and so on…..cya…..kibo