rooftop 0.21212121 ad infinitum

Rooftop 0.21212121 ad infinitum……..

I have been many places and have been many things
Relatively speaking

I have seen many places and have seen many things……as it were…..

And
And but
But
Now
Here I am
Looking at everything and all of it
Like one of those anime characters
That just
Stands there
On top of some big pointed tower
With the wind blowing their cape
And yet
Seeming to be unmoving
Yet
I am moved
So like a wussy bitch I squat down into a balanced, more perched position
And observe on…………[smile]

I see the mountaintops
And the valleys
And the horizon
Where the sun has already risen
And the other side
Where the moon has already set and disappeared
And there is confusion
And murmurings
And whispers
And talk………..and talk about talk………
And I see
The darkness in the valleys
Swirling
Conjuring
Trying to scream
But only yelling
To take over
Overcome the valleys
And move up
Rise up
Towards the mountaintops
That they as well
May be overwhelmed……..
And yet the tower is untouched
And none of darkness dare approach it
Either out of fear or ignorance of its existence
It remains
light
Light
LIGHT
LIGHT IN LIGHT ABOVE THE DARKNESS
THAT CANNOT BE APPROACHED OR OVERCOME….
And still they strive to reach the heights that are beyond their reach……
Never minding or caring of the futility of their efforts
Seeking only to get as far up as they possibly can
Never mind the rest
They will deal with that later
But we will deal with that now……………
And so I squat here
In the old fashioned style of balance
Perched upon this point
Of reference…..[haha]
You may know or understand what I am talking about
That place
That point
That reference to all things as one thing
That is the balance
Not of weight
But of consciousness
And being
And heart
And mind
And soul
That point and place of will
That is absolute
And supreme
And ultimate
In its knowledge
And understanding
And comprehension
That place and state of being
Moving….still…….
Still……moving…………
Motion and rest……….
And only in consciousness can such a thing be………
And so…I am
I cannot say here I am
For here has no meaning
There is no here
No now or then or where or when
Not really
There is only this experience
Of my choosing
And not of my choosing
For this is what I am
What I have become
What I have made and created of myself
Here
In this place
No matter what I was before this
Or what I am after this
This is what I am
And I have to be this
And fulfill it
Whatever the reward of it may be
Let me be honest and truthful and forthcoming about it and about all of it
I am
I am this
I am what I am
No more
no less
One point leading to another
The one leading to the next
And all of it
Is a journey
A path
That I have laid out since the beginning of the creation and existence and being
Of what I am
And
Here
Here and now
In this time and place
I and you
Know me
Being what I am
As this
This thing that you call by this name
And whatever you know of me
What you think of me
What you think you know of me
What you know you think of me
Has no meaning
Neither does the same hold for you as your self
And all that that entails and includes
All of that
Is up to the one that created
Everyone and each of us
As we are and were and will be
You have just a part of me
As I can only know a part of you
We show to each other
The parts that we desire to show of ourselves
And who can say that they know us
Completely and fully
If it not be GOD?
For who are we
Any and all of us
If not GOD
In GOD’S thought of us
Each and every one of us
And thus
Being that which we are
In all of our experience
Past, present and future
As it may be and will be and has been?

What else is there, after all?
It is only one life
One love
One light
It is only one dream
One thought
One plan………
……………………….
And our part of it is not yet real
For we are still just finite creatures
Learning and testing what it is to be infinite
We are just creatures of time
Learning what it is to be eternal
And if
If we learn
We may earn it
And employ it
For our own purposes
Which will be the purpose[s]
That has been given to us
By the one that created us
Created us all
And has brought us through the muck and mire
And the storm and fire
To arrive
Finally
At our own godhood
The creator beings that we are and were meant to be
That we were always meant to be
Finally
Brought to fruition
And brought in
From the fields of growth
And of labor
And of experience
To be pressed
And utilized
Drunk and tasted
For our flavor
MAY WE ALL BE PLEASING TO THE LORD WHO HAS GROWN US AND HARVESTED US FOR HIS OWN PURPOSES!
And so……….
As we are found …..
Those of us that are lacking in taste
And those of us that are fulfilling…….
In a changing sense of the word and phrase…….
Those of us that are found wanting and not wanting
Where shall each of us find ourselves
When the day comes?
Say not that you knew not!
For truly you were all warned
Again and again
Over and over………..and so
Here you are
Here we all are………..

But still……..
GOD is just and fair and merciful and forgiving!
PRAISE THE ONE IN ALL OF ITS GLORY!
Ye shall be given awareness
Consciousness sufficient to address your wrongs
Your own wrongs
That ye may decide the best course to correct them
From your own perspective
Which is the perspective of
THE ONE THAT IS WITHIN YOU
BEING YOU……….
And still
Are you not who and what you are in THE ONE?
BEHOLD THE GREAT MYSTERY OF GOD!
THE ETERNAL TURNING!
IN AND OUT AND AROUND AND INSIDE AND OUTSIDE
ALL CONVERGING AND DIVERGING AND UPON AND WITHIN AND WITHOUT EACH OTHER AND AS EACH OTHER
AS ONE
AS ALL………….
Such is the great mystery of GOD……………..
This is the point when words fail
So
Prepare ye!
Prepare ye the way of the Lord!
PREPARE YE THE WAY OF THE LORD WITHIN YOUR SELF
AND WITHIN YOURSELVES
WITHIN THY SELF
IS THE LORD AND THE WAY OF THE LORD
PREPARE THAT WAY WITHIN THEE
AND ALL WILL BE WELL
AND IF YE HAVE NOT FOUND IT BY NOW…….
LOOK YE NOW
SEARCH
FIND
AND MAKE YOUR WAY AND PREPARE IT
OTHERWISE……..
AH WELL
THAT IS UPON YOU………
YE ARE ALL THE MIND OF GOD INCARNATE
THE HEART OF GOD INCARNATE
SO ACT
ACT ACCORDINGLY
OR
SHARE THE FATE OF THOSE OF THE SHADOWMIND
THOSE THAT FEAR GOD
THAT HATE GOD
THAT WANT ONLY TO DETERMINE THEIR OWN ASCENDANCY
IN DARKNESS AND IN FEAR
THOSE THAT WANT ONLY TO RULE
WITHOUT THE STRENGTH OR THE KNOWLEDGE
OF WHAT RULE IS
OR WHAT IT IS TO RULE
WITHOUT DEATH
WITHOUT PAIN
WITHOUT DARKNESS
WITHOUT SUFFERING
WITHOUT DESPAIR
WITHOUT DEVASTATION
WITHOUT HATE
WITHOUT FEAR………
THEY KNOW NOT HOW TO LIVE WITHOUT THESE THINGS
HOWEVER CAN THEY HOPE TO RULE WITHOUT THEM?
GOD RULES!
PLAIN AND SIMPLE
BEST CASE SCENARIO
GOD RULES!
GIVE GOD YOUR LOVE
GIVE GOD YOUR LIGHT
GIVE GOD YOUR OBEDIENCE
GIVE GOD YOUR DEVOTION
SURRENDER TO GOD
ALL THAT YOU HAVE
ALL THAT YOU ARE
AND RECEIVE IN RETURN
MORE THAN YOU CAN IMAGINE
MORE THAT YOU CAN COMPREHEND
OR UNDERSTAND
OR CONTEMPLATE
OR THINK OF OR ABOUT
OR DREAM OF………..
DO NOT FEAR THIS
WE KNOW THAT IT IS HARD TO GIVE UP ALL THAT YOU KNOW
ALL THAT YOU ARE USED TO
ALL THAT YOU HAVE EXPERIENCED UP TO THIS POINT
AND YES
YOU ARE BEING ASKED TO GIVE UP ALL AND EVERYTHING
FOR GODS SAKE
NOT THAT GOD NEEDS IT OR WANTS IT FOR GODS SELF
BUT THAT YOU NEED TO SHOW
THAT YOU ARE WILLING AND ABLE
TO LOOK AND SEE
BEYOND THE MATERIAL AND PHYSICAL LIFE AND BEING
THAT HAS BEEN USED TO KEEP YOU
ENTHRALLED AND ENSLAVED
TO MATERIAL AND PHYSICAL THINGS…..
AND GIVE YOURSELF
YOUR PHYSICAL AND MATERIAL SELF
AS WELL AS
YOUR SPRITUAL AND MENTAL AND EMOTIONAL SELF
UP TO THE CREATOR OF
YOUR PHYSICAL/MATERIAL AND MENTAL AND EMOTIONAL SELVES
AS WELL AS YOUR SPIRITUAL SELVES………

WHAT WILL YE DO!?
WHAT WILL ANY OF US DO?
SOON
WE SHALL FIND OUT……………

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