I HAVE NO NAME FOR THIS ONE……

What you do right, you do right

And

What you do wrong, you do wrong

And correct me if I’m wrong…….

But people generally tend to be able to determine what they did wrong easier than they can determine what they did right……go figure……no, really……..go figure out why that is………

Is it because we can readily determine the effects of what we do that is wrong in the material effects thereof……..and sometimes spiritual………and mental and/or emotional………..and, most importantly, intuitive…because if you actually are intuitive, then you knew and did it anyway……so now all you have to do is figure out what the effects will or should be and act accordingly….or just burn that bridge when you get there………..you think it’s up to you because you get to experience it.  That’s all well and good, but you are experiencing it as part of a total experience of all and everything around you and within you, created by, through and for THE ONE, THE GOD OF GODS, CREATOR OF CREATORS, THE ONE THOUGHT, THE THINKER OF THE ONE THOUGHT, SOURCE AND CENTER OF ALL THINGS, SOURCE CREATOR…PAPA ATON…….[no…not Aton…PAPA ATON….BIG DADDY ATON, THE MAKER OF ATON, THE CREATOR OF ATON, THE FATHER OF ATON…THAT WHICH ESTABLISHED IN CREATION AS THE EXPERIENCE OF ITS SELF AS THAT WHICH WE CALL ATON, CHRIST MICHAEL ATON, CHRIST MICHAEL OF NEBADON,SUPREME AND UNCONDITIONAL SOVEREIGN OF NEBADON, THE UNIVERSE OF HIS OWN MAKING…[The Boss, as I call Him]and here you thought that it was all about you…………..none of this is about you…it just looks like it’s you….and so, to you,  it looks like you are suffering.  You think that you are suffering for no reason, or you know there’s a reason and you either can or can’t figure out what it is……but you feel that you are suffering and you want it to stop……….and because you spend so much time focused upon your suffering, that when you do something right and do not suffer a thing for it and even gain reward….you consider it only to be less suffering and so the moment soon passes by, forgotten in your overwhelming perception of suffering……..wow…that’s fucked up……….what?  you say you are not suffering?  Good for you! However do you do it?

OH…you concentrate on what is right, rather than what is wrong…you accentuate the positive to dispel the negative……..you imagine the best possible outcome and you will that into being, you focus upon bringing your desires to fruition….that’s cool…..lots of people say we should do that…I can’t disagree with it…..it is our right………….question…………how do you know what’s best?  How do you know what the best possible outcome is, and for whom?  Are your desires a good thing?  Are you sure?

Hey, we all want what we want….right?  We are what we are and we do what we do…we do what we be what we do, doing what we are being and being what we are doing………and we all gotta do what we all gotta do because we’re all here to do what we’re all here to do…………..but you know all this already….surely you’ve seen the movie………………..

But why is that?

What exactly is it that you’re gaining in all of this?  What are you really after, what do you want?  Why do you want that?  Is that really what you want? Really?  IS THAT REALLY WHAT YOU WANT!?

Love or fear…or is that love or money?

Selflessness or selfishness

Act or react

Self=interest or self-interest…………….ask millions of people to focus on the best possible outcome for the world and everyone will still have something different in mind because they have an investment of self=interest that necessitates that they think of themselves no matter how few or many others they take into consideration…….yes, please, save the world, just make sure I’m in it and being saved along with it…………and if you’re not going to save the world anytime too soon then please save me so I can make sure I’m still in the world when you save it…….

Is that selfish or what?  Is that self-interest?  Surely I can’t claim to be selfless, can i?  no matter who I try to help or want to help or save the whole world…..is that truly selflessness?  If, in somewhere in whatever is considered my mind, or what’s left of it, I have some concept or belief that this is the way to personal salvation, loving others, helping others, then doesn’t wanting that salvation make me selfish?

Scream

And so, here I am

Knowing that I cannot possibly love enough or give enough or do enough or be enough….to please God…and yet God is pleased and I ruin that by wanting to know why He is pleased.  As if He couldn’t and should possibly be pleased with me because I am so imperfect……….and why is that?

WHY am I imperfect?  Is it because HE is the only perfect being?  But didn’t He say to be perfect as He is perfect?  Surely someone in creation has gotten there by now……..so it’s possible…….it seems to be the plan, anyway…….

So why is it that we are made in perfection and then sent out into imperfect realms as imperfect beings?

Perhaps being made in  perfection is not the same as being perfect.  Being perfect, as a return to perfection…yet being more than the perfection that you were when you began this…..thing…….upon your return……..and doing whatever it is that you have to do in order to endure and complete and fulfill that journey…….according to whom?

That God has made of Himself all things and is within and without all things as all things are within WHAT I AM being God being God being each and every thing, including us……..and we have been told for ages that it was all about us….but that’s not necessarily so……in my reckoning, it’s been all about HIM this whole time……

I mean, let’s at least try to look at this as objectively as possible and get out of our own way here……

Basically, we’re dealing with a requirement for perfection of ascending creations of intelligent freewill and faith, as a joining of two…things, in order that they become one thing to create a completely different thing that is still the same thing, just put together the way they’re supposed to be to complete each other in becoming the perfect thing……….still with me?

So there’s you, me, us, them…..we have, for those of us that are ensouled [apparently, also a requirement] something unique in all of creation….every single one of us…..we have personality….we call it our personality, but if you really think about it long enough you might agree with me that what is actually happening is that we are vessels for unique Divine Personality fragments……our personality is actually God’s personality manifesting uniquely as what we are……I am God being me and you are God being you……..to me this is basic stuff…but it took me years to get to the point where I could actually grok the thing…so it seems so very basic right now and I have to be reminded that there are others still getting there and others still that have left me far behind in the dust and beckon to me from that distance that is right in front of my face….to come……….and so I go…..and keep going…..but we all have a responsibility to leave our marks on the rock and trees and grounds that say I was and I am still, here…and so we all carry each other along……….

Now

What are we joining with that fulfills that requirement for the thing we seek most?

If you are unfamiliar with the reality of the Thought Adjuster…please refer to The Book of Urantia….or not…if you like, you can leave now and never come back…it’s okay…I understand…..not everyone is made for this experience……no hard feelings?   Thank you…..please feel free to peek in at any time to see if there is something more to your liking as time is perceived as going by………..

For those of you that remain to read these words, that are familiar with the reality concept of the mystery monitor…….

Consider that this God fragment is an actual, direct fragment of The Paradise Father, it is HIM…yet it has identity without personality……….so now we figure out how to deal with this fragment that is with us, that seeks Divine personality as much as you seek Divine Identity………consider the…being…of such things as one thing in unity inseparable…………better than marriage…you become each other and more…together you are….perfect…………..

So who is to say if it is more about the ascending child of faith or the fragment of Source and Center?

Look a little deeper and you will see that it is about the Creator of both, being both, becoming both as one and the experience of that…..is this all just to create good company?  Surely the Paradise Personalities are perfect….yet have they all experienced the becoming of perfection being perfect?

Remember, you exist where there is everything…EVERYTHING!  You cannot imagine everything, not to mention everything at once [ok, I mentioned it…live with it]  EVERYTHING AT ONCE!  All of it, ONE THOUGHT…………ALL OF IT AT ONCE, BEING ONE…AN ETERNAL INSTANCE……AN INFINITE IOTA…….ALL ONE THING BEING THE ONE THING BEING EVERY THING…..AT ONCE…..ALL POTENTIALS AND POSSIBILITIES AND ACTUALITIES, ALL CAUSES AND EFFECTS, IN INFINITE WAYS THROUGH INFINITE CIRCUMSTANCES…..

Subtle differences, here and there, nuances and shades, perspectives and considerations, a choice here, a word there, a step, a breath…. A jump, a hesitation…….each thing an instance that creates whole new realities of circumstances of causes and effects that create new circumstances of causes and effects, ad infinitum forever, foreverever………………….all at once…in one mind…AS ONE MIND IN ONE MIND THAT IS ALL MIND BEING ALL MINDS………..so in the neverending end….it’s all about HIM, isn’t it?

Look around…you are surrounded by and you are, the signs and symbols, the lines and angles, the curves and shades and smells and sounds and silence of perception in experience that surround you at all times…what do they mean to you?  Yes, YOU……..it all means something different to each of us and that is how we get there….by allowing that journey to happen, to experience it and to let the uniqueness of our own, individual experience, as part of the whole experience and yet………..it is what it is and no two are alike and yet it is all one experience and only the creator and beholder of that whole experience can fully appreciate it…..and IT is the ONLY THING that knows what it is and what to do with it and what to be in it and how it all works and everything down to the smallest infinitesimal detail…….because it is a being of will and intent and this is the creation of that will and intent and however external it may appear to be to you, to IT…it is an internal thing…yet in you…yes you….it may experience itself externally at the same time and so it is ITSELF, within and without and…well….words cannot explain…you have to experience the Thing……..and be experienced by It…all at the same time…and know that that is…and be good with it…….and therein is the point….right now…..at least to me….and it may just be me……hey, I am what I am in I AM being WHAT I AM……..and so on and so forth, etc., etc……………..

So

While people all over the place are yelling about the money and the cabals and you should focus on what you want and the best outcome you can imagine and the best life you can imagine……sigh

Just answer one question for me…if we…we…and you….are imperfect at this point of perception of our experience……..what are our thoughts and desires in comparison to THE ONE?  THE PERFECT ONE?

If one is giving them selves..their self….to The One, willing and intending to do and be the Will of The One as The One sees fit to manifest Itself in them as unique aspects of The One in their/Its perception of their path to perfection and the experience of that which each one has with The One……..how willing are any or each of you to recognize your creator and serve His Will as your own…asking that His/Her/Its Will be done and not your own….in all things….that IT may act in you that you may experience and thus learn…how to act…perfectly……..

It’s just a thought, don’t mind me…..most people want to hold onto their free will like Golem and ‘my precious’……..but if all and everything is already known from before the beginning and all is simply the experience thereof, for the sake of that experience in demonstration for the sake of…whatever THE ONE gets out of it…….[and no…I’m not going to guess…the list can get way too long and any or all of it or none may be true……that’s up to Him to say, not me……perhaps we’ll find out when we get there…you are going, aren’t you?]

So if you truly believe that you are one with The One and all is one……..

GOD IS ALL ARE WE ARE ONE ARE WE ARE ALL IS GOD

Put that in a circle and connect the two….Alpha and Omega…to see God in unity…………….

If you know……….KNOW……..then act like you know………that even in your imperfect acting, God is pleased with you because YOU ARE TRYING…YOU ARE MAKING THE SUPREME EFFORT TO ACHIEVE YOUR SUPREME GOAL……perfection………..be as God is…….and while none of us will ever be able to know all of It……The way to The Father of all things has been shown in the path that the Living Son of The Father…..walk that path as it has been laid out for you to do so…..be as the Father is…as the Son who does what He sees the Father doing has shown you………do the work…the work is within…..do The Father’s Will in the Name of His Son……CHRIST  MICHAEL  ATON.

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5 Responses to I HAVE NO NAME FOR THIS ONE……

  1. Hano says:

    Ok, I came upon this 18 months later but this is timeless anyway so…

    “Laying down your life” is something that is all too often a misunderstood concept. People think that means you have to physically die for a cause. That is not necessarily the case. “Laying down your life” can simply mean laying down your own will, own ego, own ambitions in order to better serve the Will of the Father. It can mean setting yourself aside so that you may better focus on the path you need to walk that will lead to the perfection of the One. Wasn’t it said that “Those who lose their lives in service to the Father shall find it and those who want to keep their lives shall lose it”?

    If you choose to give up your life to the Will of the Father you lose your own little selfish life but at the same time find a greater life of service to the One and All. And even if you choose not to “lose” your life that is not serving the Will of the Father you will still lose it anyway. In the end their is only the One Will and although God forces nothing on anybody, everybody, sooner or later, discovers on their own (often through painful trial and error) that giving up your life to serve Life within and through the One actually makes your life, as it exists in the One, bigger, more beautiful and more fulfilling. He gave us free will in the hope that we would willingly give all he gave us back to Him while enhancing Him and ourselves in the process. It’s a win-win situation. “Losing” your life for God can just be the best thing that ever happened to you.

    Or so I think anyway…

    Many Blessings

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  2. Brian says:

    Kibo…..Dabi

    You asked lots of rhetorical (perhaps) questions……reading the minds of the masses like Carl Sandburg used to do….

    You feel the pain and/or effects of asking such things, but it’s deeper than that because you feel you deserve an adequate answer like all or most of us…do.

    In query ing you then create situations that need addressing; that need resolution(s).

    You, we, are creating more and more for Them to address??

    I feel, intensely, the reasonable explanations that are so elusive. Chasing the dragon, as it was/were and is.

    So, the more one wants to know the more there is to know and this is what propels us forward…hopefully….maybe this is really the way to get to the heart of the matter?! Or is it?

    So whatsamattau? That’s where I went to school, btw…w/Bullwinkle 😉

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  3. Brian says:

    i swear sometimes it’s like you read my mind…

    What if Papa came to you and asked, if you do this for me then…..

    I require your life…..or….your child’s…….

    The reasons really shouldn’t matter…but they do matter.

    The point is The Will of The One. This Will asks the above…

    Would you be willing to lay down your life in service to The One? You say yes…ok…so do I….w/little doubt. Easier said of course but that is my initial reaction.

    Now, to where it really gets serious…..what about your child’s life?

    One can say I am willing to do this or that (not you specifically) in service to THE WILL…The One Will….

    How serious are you though about your convictions? This is extreme, i know, but I am an extreme personality….

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    • oneness61 says:

      I truly thought that was of the old testament, that we were not under the old anymore, never would I have thought God would ask such a thing today, or would he? I know I would give of myself in a heart beat, but when I think of my child, all sorts of things, but in the book of the Love affair of Yeshua and Mary, they Mary blessed her daughter Sarah and offered her to the Cause of the One, which she led a very spiritual life, and for the purpose of seriving. Monika

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      • Brian says:

        i am not saying that Papa would…that’s not the point.

        Like I said, it may seem extreme, but this is the level we need to be at.

        To lay down all and I mean all in service to The One Will. Perhaps I am telling myself this more than any one else?! Screaming at me in fact!

        Am I there….nope….not by a long shot. I recognize that it is that serious though….at least for me…at this juncture.

        I want to effect change on a global scale…that’s the big goal…..i realize that it starts and ends with me. Do it within me…that’s what I am getting at.

        You may be willing but there comes a point where that only gets you so far.

        I want to please Our Father Who Art In Heaven. I want to be found pleasing to The High Court. To be found as an asset and not a liability.

        Whatever I do I want it to be counted as expanding His Cause. If I make you happy or help this one out or whatever that’s great! That only comes as a result of my sincere desire to Please Him.

        Much Love to you Monika! And everyone else!

        …How does your light shine…..

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